05x19 - It's All Coming Back to Me Now

[bunniefuu]

Hey, you're Riley, right?

I work here with Luca,
and I just wanted to say

I'm really glad he finally

told you everything about his past.

BRAYDEN: ♪ No matter how hard ♪

- ♪ You try ♪
- ♪ You try ♪

♪ Once a cheater always a cheater ♪

- WOMAN: Woo!
- NORAH: Very nice.

EMPLOYEE: Who should we report to?

- Me.
- Both of us.

INTERVIEWER: Critics are hailing you

as one of the top 10
visual artists living today.

Your newest work is
simply on another level.

It's my work, you... [GRUNTING] assh*le!

JENNA: I have to leave, Joaquin.

My therapist recommended

this counseling center in Palo Alto.

It proves that Silas Thompson

broke and entered into the Coterie.

BRIGGS: Until you bring me some evidence

that's not tainted by
amateur fingerprinting,

- there's nothing I can do.
- ADAM: I'm ready to talk.

I'm ready to tell you

where Madison's body is buried.

There was a sweat lodge.

Silas would do these... ceremonies.

He'd make the girls
stay in there for hours.

One night, he let all
the other girls leave,

but he kept Madison inside.

He'd been having trouble with her.

She was threatening to leave the farm.

Later, in the middle of the night...

What?

I saw Silas burying something.

Near the hill, about 100
yards behind his house.

The next morning, he told
me Madison left the farm.

I asked him what he was
doing the night before

behind the house.

He said he sh*t a coyote and buried it.

I didn't ask any more
questions after that.

But you think he was burying Madison?

[TENSE MUSIC PLAYING]

♪ Pa-pa-paa, pa-pa-pa-pa-pa ♪

♪ Pa-pa-paa, pa-pa-pa-pa ♪

♪ Then we'll find our peace of mind ♪

♪ You and me, Bel Ami ♪

♪ Pa-pa-pa, pa-paaa ♪

[PHONE VIBRATING]

What's wrong?

Yuri, the artist I used to work for,

he's showing a new
collection of paintings

in the style I created for him.

And since I didn't
actually paint them for him,

he's gonna get away with
not paying me a commission.

Sounds like a great guy.

He's an assh*le.

Such an assh*le.

We are so happy with the new scripts.

More hip, less hip replacements!

Um, it was a team effort.

Oh, I have some good news.

We wanna hire a host for the show.

- A host?
- Yes.

Have you heard of the show Hiss & Hers?

Derek?

Derek has a sitcom?

This is supposed to be me!

He tried to sabotage us!

Um, yeah.

I mean, who hasn't?

It's a huge hit on our network,

and it's also about animals.

So... synergy.

We reached out to the
star, Derek Payden,

and he's interested in hosting!

Pending a meeting with
your team later today.

Um... [CHUCKLES] D... Derek?

Uh... You know, I don't
think I can convince the guys,

you know, about getting
on board with the host.

Well, as head of the writers' room,

it is your job to get them on board.

Mm-hm.

[SOFTLY] Who gets me on board?

Kidding. Yeah.

I'm on it.

KARLA: Good.

So I looked through the
proposed app acquisitions

that you made.

And thank you, it's a great list.

I think that we should buy Soul-Her.

Soul-Her? What is that?

It's a mindfulness app for women.

Yes, mental and emotional health

are very important to
Gen Z and Millennials.

It's not very sexy.

Well, sexy or not,

the most downloaded apps today

are meditation and wellness apps.

Our focus has always been

on social and communication apps.

Our focus should evolve with the market.

The market changes constantly.

We can't just keep tacking

in whichever direction the
wind is currently blowing.

We can't ignore trends either.

Why don't we discuss this later?

Good idea.

♪♪

[INDISTINCT CHATTER]

I mean, she posted
it, what, an hour ago?

BRAYDEN: It got over 20,000 likes.

TYLER: Oh, my God, yes.

Hey! Did you see Serena finally posted

about our dinner at
Haven a few weeks ago?

Yeah. Finally.

It's got over 20,000 likes.

That's great.

And good for your boyfriend's
restaurant too, right?

Serena! Hey!

Got you coffee.

Thanks! Three pumps of vanilla?

Pssh. Of course, girl.

Oh, you know me so well.

Hey, are you all right?

Yeah, I'm just nervous about
the producer run-through.

Look, is there some reason

why you're having trouble with the lift?

I mean, other than technically?

What do you mean?

Well, you're a strong guy,

and I'm not heavy, so...

Are you angry with me
because I rejected you?

No. I was... I was drunk
when I tried to kiss you.

Okay. Drunk, not hammered.

ETHAN: Gentlemen, welcome!

Look, if you're really my friend,

I need you to do your part
to pull this lift off today.

Please.

Yeah.

Hey, Jack Hauss is speaking
tonight at a town hall

about the police budget.

This might be our last chance
to try to stop the council

from voting to make him president.

What can we do to disrupt?

If you agree to stop
crashing my community meetings

and spreading untruths
about my stance on issues,

then after I'm elected to
be city council president,

I'll push your women's center through.

I need to think about it.

[DYLAN CLEARS THROAT]

I just want to say, I'm
very happy you're back.

[CHUCKLES] I can't
believe I'm saying this,

but I am really glad to have you here.

And I'm really sorry about
what happened with the board.

We really didn't know if you'd be back.

Frankly, everyone was concerned

about Mariana's leadership.

Evan knows what a great leader you are.

I mean, that's why he made you co-CEO.

Love Mariana's enthusiasm.

And you're right about the
meditation and health apps.

I don't need to tell you,

she has a tendency to
push her own agenda,

which doesn't always
jive with the brand.

Hm.

With the memory loss,
Evan's kinda two years ago,

which is not his fault.

It's just that tech moves so fast.

Your vision is what made
Speckulate what it is today.

I am behind you 100%.

Thank you, Dylan.

I appreciate that.

Speckulate will never
survive without you.

You got my vote of confidence.

Thank you.

All right.

[PHONE CHIMES]

A host?

We've never had a host.

And we don't need one.

Well, I think it's a great idea.

And Derek has a lot of fans.

Eight million on Instagram.

Which is

shockingly awesome.

Plus, I know Derek, and
he's, uh, a great guy.

Knock, knock! Did someone order a host?

Kwan, bring it in!

Oh, yeah. Okay.

DEREK: You're my favorite.

No, no. No. No, no, no.

It's so good to see you.

Congrats on all of your success.

Right? I mean, who'd have thunk

after you were the darling
of the comedy program,

that I'd be the one to land
a sitcom and become famous?

Yeah. Who'd have thunk?

But, hey, look at you!

Uh, writing for ferrets.

Oh, real talk,

I took a look at the most
recent draft of the script,

and I think we're gonna
need a page one rewrite.

The network loves the script.

DEREK: Yeah, but the suits
don't really know funny.

But don't worry, I do.

And... this ain't it, folks.

Best buds.

[UP-TEMPO MUSIC PLAYING]

Nice, nice, nice!

[MUSIC STOPS]

All right, great class, everyone!

So we're gonna film what we did today

so we can post it.

'Cause last time we posted,

Genie got signed to Velocity.

And Charlize booked
a national commercial.

So today, let me see my Ashleys.

Ashley Everett and Ashley Selden.

And finally, Luca.

This is amazing!

These videos get thousands of views!

This could be your
chance to get discovered.

I still have to track
down your alien ID number.

So until I do, just be careful.

Don't share your status with anyone,

no matter how much you trust them.

People could report you.

Actually, I... I...

I can't be a part of this today.

Uh, there's just someplace I gotta be.

You can't be late?

No, I'm sorry.

GALEN: All right, Aaron, come on up.

RILEY: Luca!

What's going on?

This was a huge opportunity.

Don't you wanna work as a dancer?

I... I just can't do it, okay?

Why?

I can't tell you.

Does Ladle, or whatever
her name is, know why?

Because you're obviously not
scared to tell her everything.

Sorry. I gotta go.

["OH!" BY THE LINDA LINDAS PLAYING]

♪ Oh, when I say something
I wish I had shut up ♪

♪ And when I try to help
I always screw things up ♪

♪ The places that feel right
They never last too long ♪

♪ And when I think of things
They always turn out wrong ♪

♪ Oh ♪

♪ What can I do? What can I do? ♪

♪ What can I say? What can I say? ♪

♪ What can I do? What can I do? ♪

♪ Nothing changes It's all the same ♪

♪ What can I do? What can I do? ♪

♪ Nothing changes It's all the same ♪

♪ Oh! ♪

♪ Oh! ♪

♪ Oh! ♪

ADAM [ON RECORDING]: I saw Silas
burying something near the hill

about 100 yards behind his house.

Adam said that he'd be
willing to talk to you too.

So we believe, uh, that Madison...

d*ed in the sweat lodge right here.

And then, Silas buried her
body somewhere near there.

I'm not promising anything,

but I'll see if this is
enough to get a warrant

to search Silas' farm.

♪♪

- [PIANO MUSIC PLAYING]
- ♪ Once a cheater always a cheater ♪

♪ You want to change but
you say you're cursed ♪

♪ You may not look me in the eyes ♪

♪ But I can still see
through those lies ♪

♪ And your denial makes it worse ♪

♪ So well rehearsed! ♪

♪ That's all in the past! ♪

♪ Gaslighter ♪

♪ Non-monogamous, polyamorous ♪

♪ Maybe glamorous, go ahead ♪

♪ You doth protest I find it humorous ♪

♪ Just how dubious you can get ♪

♪ Lipstick stains that aren't mine ♪

♪ I hope that you had a good time ♪

[ECHOING] ♪ You want me
back? Well, get in line ♪

- ♪ You'll never change ♪
- ♪ You'll never change ♪

DAVIA: ♪ No matter how hard ♪

[HEARTBEAT THUDDING]

♪ No matter how hard ♪

- ♪ You try ♪
- ♪ Once a cheater always a cheater ♪

I heard you're having
a town hall tonight.

JACK: Will I be seeing you there?

Mm, I think that depends on

whether your previous
offer is still good.

Your vote to support the women's center

in exchange for my silence.

The offer stands.

And you'll put that in
writing before the town hall?

I'll draft it as soon as
I get back to my office.

[ELEVATOR DINGS]

Then I guess you won't
be seeing me tonight.

Smart girl.

♪♪

So the first ferret says,

"Fly coach? What do
I look like, a lemur?"

Uh, and then the second ferret says...

Uh, wait for it.

"Are you fur real?"

"Fur real."

'Cause... ferrets have fur.

Oh, uh, I gotta go.

I got a date with a supermodel.

Order dinner. I expect rewrites on
my desk, uh, first thing tomorrow.

You're gonna get rid
of that putz, right?

He's not a putz.

He's a schmuck!

Please, for the shiksa:
He's a real knothead!

We can't work with that guy!

Yeah, and as our fearless leader,

you gotta do something.

I have no idea what to do.

Well, as your manager,

the network signs the checks.

But part of being a good leader

is also advocating for my team.

Then you have to stand up to Derek.

And if he can't play nice,

find another host to
pitch to the network.

Someone better than Derek.

What?

You're good.

We need to talk about Dylan.

I think he's trying to manipulate me.

Oh, my God! Me too!

He told me he's glad I'm back.

He told me that he's glad that I'm back!

He thinks you push your own agenda

and that you don't understand the brand.

He thinks that you're two
years behind the tech world.

He does have a point.

No. Uh...

It's not your fault.
You lost your memory.

No, I mean about you.

I understand the brand,

which needs to grow and evolve.

And advocating for
good ideas does not mean

- that I'm pushing my own agenda.
- So you agree...

that I'm two years behind the times.

I think that you are
resistant to change.

Huh.

Well, clearly, Dylan got to you.

Clearly, he got to you.

Did we always fight like this,

when we were dating?

No. N... Not always.

I guess I just... I don't understand

how we were... compatible.

Maybe we weren't.

But we're very different people now.

- Hey.
- Hey.

You okay?

Evan and I had a fight.

About work mostly.

But I...

I don't think he's ever gonna
remember the man that he was.

[PHONE VIBRATING]

Sorry.

It's Briggs.

Hello.

Uh, okay. Thanks.

He got a warrant.

♪♪

♪ Bang, bang ♪

♪ Bang, bang ♪

♪ Bang, bang ♪

♪ Bang, bang goes the g*n ♪

♪ Bang, bang ♪

♪ Bang, bang ♪

♪ Bang, bang ♪

♪ Bang, bang goes the g*n ♪

♪ Behind every lie ♪

♪ Is a little truth ♪

♪ So what will it be ♪

♪ When it's time to sh**t ♪

♪♪

You go inside.

Go with her.

- ♪ Bang, bang ♪
- ♪ Bang, bang ♪

- ♪ Bang, bang ♪
- ♪ Bang, bang ♪

♪ Bang, bang ♪

♪ Bang, bang goes the g*n ♪

♪ Bang, bang ♪

♪ Bang, bang goes... ♪

You're trespassing.

We have a warrant to
search the property.

For what?

For the remains of Madison McClain.

This is sick.

Madison left the farm two years ago.

And now you're listening to these two?

They have a vendetta against me!

And you have no right
to come on my property

and strip me of my rights.

You can either cooperate with us

or we can put you in the
back of one of our cars

while we conduct our search.

[TENSE MUSIC PLAYING]

Fine. Go ahead.

But you're wasting your time.

You're not gonna find anything.

I didn't k*ll Madison.

What's the dog for?

He's a cadaver dog.

If there's a body buried out here,

he'll find it.

This way.

[TENSE MUSIC CONTINUES]

♪♪

The dog's not picking up anything.

Hold on. What if the body's
wrapped or encapsulated somehow?

These dogs are pretty
good at what they do.

I don't think Madison's here.

DEPUTY: Detective Briggs.

This ground looks pretty solid,

but over there's a spot

where the terrain is slightly unlevel.

It might've been disturbed.

Well, then, you need to dig, right?

Start digging.

[PHONE VIBRATING]

EVAN: Ready to show me what you've got?

MARIANA: No, we're not ready.

I'm sorry, but I... I can't
launch this app in 10 days

and... and help certain people
with their personal lives.

I just... I can't do it all at once.

So either learn to take no for an answer

or fire me like you did Amanda.

RILEY: I'm sorry I didn't call first.

I was afraid you wouldn't see me.

I, uh, wanted to apologize
for getting upset earlier.

I just don't understand

why it's so hard for you to trust me.

LUCA: [SIGHS] I, um...

I couldn't do that
dance video because...

I'm undocumented.

I'm just gonna say it.

This is a terrible idea.

Why?

You're the one who encouraged me

to keep doing my street art.

No, I... I said you should put your
street art on a canvas. This is...

This is you taking a big risk.

Jay, you want me to live
in the moment, right?

Well, in this moment, I am angry,

and I need to express that anger,

or it's just gonna eat at
me for the rest of my life.

I'll be careful.

[INDISTINCT CONVERSATION]

So what's that about?

You were incredible yesterday.

Like, really incredible.

You nailed it.

But?

The producers have decided

to have Serena do the staged reading.

But why?

So Serena's post of all of us at Haven?

Yeah?

It drove thousands of her
fans to the play's website.

And now they think that her name alone

will drive ticket sales
and draw in more investors.

But you told me that you
wrote this role for me!

Ethan, I gave up my
teaching job for this.

I know. I know. But
you know how this goes.

Without money, there's no play.

My... My hands are tied. I'm so sorry.

No. This is New York all over again.

What does that mean?

When I got you your first job
in that show that I was in,

and then that assh*le director
fired me in front of everyone,

you just stood there!

You didn't say or do anything!

But you did start
sleeping with him, right?

- Davia, that is completely...
- No, we were best friends!

And you didn't have my back!

And you still don't.

I never should've trusted you again.

[MELANCHOLY MUSIC PLAYING]

MORTY: Give me a sprinkle. I like that.

You always get sprinkles. Switch it up.

[INDISTINCT CHATTER]

Hello, hello!

Just wanted to see how the rewrite went.

Can't wait to read it.

[SILENCE]

[ALICE CLEARS THROAT]

There is no rewrite.

We, the writers, we're
happy with the script,

not to mention they,
the network, approved it.

So why don't you, the host,

focus on reading the lines
that we wrote for you to say?

Whoa.

I am not just a piece
of meat, all right?

I have ideas too.

They may not listen to
me over on Hiss & Hers,

but this is... this is ferrets!

This is... a clip show!

Do you know who I am?

I get to do what I want for once!

I'm calling my agent!

[EXHALES]

- Yeah!
- That's what I call leadership.

I wonder who... who his agent is.

- Should we be scared?
- Who cares?

Well, the network.

They want a host.

But if we can explain
how difficult Derek is,

then maybe we can convince
them to cast someone else.

Someone fresh and new.

Like who?

Like...

me.

So even if I get a dance
gig or signed by an agent,

I can't legally work.

Okay. I understand

why Callie told you not to tell anyone.

- Yeah.
- But I am not just anyone.

At least, I didn't think I was.

No, you're not.

And yet you told Ladle
that you were unhoused

before you told me.

Are you seeing her too?

No.

No. I mean, we're...
I mean, we're friends.

We work together. I trust her.

More than you trust me.

I did not say that.

You didn't have to.

Look, I told you from the start,

I just needed you to be honest.

But it feels like you're
always keeping things from me.

It scares me.

And I don't know if I trust you.

I just don't know if I can do this.

Hey.

Um, I'm so sorry about the other night.

I know taking Mariana's pills was, um...

was messed up.

And lying to you about it.

But I wanted you to know

that I'm going to get back on my meds.

That's great.

Um...

Can I, uh...

Can I stay here? Please.

No.

Isaac, I'm sorry.

You are so important to me, but I...

I cannot enable you anymore.

And... that is exactly
what I would be doing

if you stayed here.

- It'd be different...
- No, it wouldn't.

The truth is, you need more help

than I or... the Coterie can give you.

I think if you really
want to get better,

then you need to come
clean to your family.

I mean, you need their support.

And, uh, maybe you need
to go back to rehab.

[SOMBER MUSIC PLAYING]

[SHOVEL CLANGS]

Detective Briggs, I
think we found something.

You two... stay back.

Looks like bones.

Looks like a... dog

or a coyote.

All right. That's enough of this.

Just hold on, hold on.
Just... Just keep looking.

Extend the search area or something.

- BRIGGS: We can't do that.
- Come on.

The warrant only covers the area

where Adam said he saw
Silas burying something.

SILAS: I tried to tell you.

Adam's just trying to make a deal

to get his sentence shortened.

He can't be trusted.

That's an understatement.

We're done here. Pack it up.

I truly hope this helps
you two get closure

because I'm done being harassed.

[PHONE RINGS]

[OVER VOICE MAIL] Hi, you've reached
Jenna. I'm not here right now...

What is that?

Just a pocket dial.

[PHONE RINGING]

What's wrong?

Silas has Jenna's phone.

What?

[TENSE MUSIC PLAYING]

[GIRLS CLAMORING]

Jenna!

Jenna.

Jenna.

Where is she? Get out of my way.

Let's go. Let's go.

- Let's go.
- JENNA: Joaquin.

- We need to get out of here.
- JENNA: Joaquin.

- SILAS: Jenna!
- You! Stay away!

Briggs, this is my
sister. He kidnapped her!

JENNA: Stop!

He didn't kidnap me.

I came back.

I'm... I'm sorry, but...

I'm happy here.

Safe. With Silas.

No, no, no, no, no. You are not.

You don't know what
you're saying, Jenna.

- You gotta come with me.
- I don't want to!

I don't believe you.

- You got to come with me.
- MARIANA: Joaquin!

- Joaquin!
- He's got her brainwashed!

He's got all these girls brainwashed!

He's not some messiah. He's an evil guy!

He takes advantage of women.

He... He... He takes their money.

He makes sex tapes of them.

He's been to prison!

And he did something to Madison.

None of you are safe!

- Hey, hey, hey, hey!
- Joaquin! Joaquin!

Don't get yourself arrested. Let's go!

SILAS: Everything's fine, girls.

This man is in the grip of darkness.

He knows not what he does.

We'll pray for him.

BRIGGS: It is time to
drop all this nonsense

and accept your sister's choices.

[SOFTLY] What the f*ck?

If you set foot on this farm again,

I'll have you arrested.

Joaquin, please, just get in the car.

Come on, let's go. Come
on, let's go inside.

Everything's fine.

♪♪

I can't believe she
chose to go back there.

I should've never let her get involved

in this search for Madison.

I never should've let her... call Silas.

I shouldn't have let her leave here.

Hey. Hey, hey. You
can't blame yourself...

- She wasn't ready!
- MARIANA: Hey, hey, hey.

I should've protected her.

I should've protected her.

Everything we did... I
should've kept her here.

[SOFTLY] It's not your fault.

It is. It is.

It is my fault.

Hey there.

Hey. What did you say to Riley?

What are you talking about?

You told Riley that
you knew I was unhoused

before I told her?

I just... I said I was glad

you finally told her everything.

But why?

I mean, why say
anything about it at all?

Because...

I have feelings for you.

And I have been trying to show you.

I'm sorry.

You obviously don't feel the same way.

[LADLE SNIFFLING]

Hey. Come here.

[DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING]

[SWEEPING MUSIC PLAYING]

I adopted a pet turtle.

- Oh, I can put my info in your...
- Uh...

- What's your name again?
- Mariana Adams Foster.

["GOOD LOVE" BY ALY & AJ PLAYING]

You like cheese?

Oh, uh, would you like some?

♪ Good love is hard to find ♪

♪ Tell me to stay ♪

♪ Look into my eyes ♪

♪ Waste away the time ♪

♪ Bad love is all I find ♪

♪ So I keep waiting to touch somebody ♪

♪ Keep you closer on my body ♪

♪ To love somebody ♪

♪ To kiss somebody ♪

♪ I wanna touch somebody ♪

♪ 'Cause I love somebody ♪

♪ Find me a face... ♪

EVAN: So these feelings,

we just don't feel them anymore?

We can't.

I love you.

I love you too.

♪ Come on, baby, give me good love ♪

♪ Sometimes touch just isn't enough ♪

♪ Give me good love ♪

♪ Good love ♪

♪ Good love ♪

♪ Give me good love ♪

[GASPS]

♪ Good love ♪

♪ Give me your love ♪

♪ To watch somebody ♪

♪ Good love ♪

♪ I wanna touch somebody ♪

♪ Good love ♪

♪ 'Cause I love somebody ♪

♪ Give me good love ♪