03x05 - Love Yourself

[bunniefuu]

[fire crackling]

[Simone] No.

[Daniel] I'm sorry, uh…

-I didn't mean to…
-I can't.

Sorry.

[sighs]

[sighs]

[twig snaps]

I-- I really wanna be alone right now.

[inhales deeply]

-[sighs]
-[Martin] Simone…

[gentle piano music playing]

[chuckles softly]

Hi.

I have so many things
to tell you. [chuckles]

[music continues]

[breath quivering]

[sobbing]

-[sniffles]
-[Martin sighs]

[theme music playing]

[thunder rumbling]

[door trills] [door opening]

[Sarah] Rasmus?

Rasmus?

What are you doing here?

I don't know.

I-- I saw Simone.

-You saw her?
-[Rasmus] Yeah.

Martin found her.

And I kept seeing her
and then I-- I got tired.

OK.

[sighs deeply]

Is that another birthmark?

No.

I don't think so.

Please tell me if there's something wrong.

You can tell me anything,
just don't lie to me.

I am not lying to you…

but I don't have to tell you everything.

[door opening]

[tense music playing]

[Martin] Simone, Rasmus has changed.

He wants to save us.
He-- he doesn't want anyone else to die.

But Sten, he wanted to decide
who should live or die.

Now, he's dead.

-So, Rasmus k*lled Sten?
-Yeah.

Why?

He knew you were right,

that they weren't doing the right thing.

He said that?

Did he really say that?

He wants to start over.

You want the same thing.

-You want peace.
-[Simone inhales deeply]

He's really changed.
I wish you could see him and talk to him.

[sighs deeply]

He's your little brother again.

Yes, but he's still dangerous.

[Martin sighs deeply]

Martin, there's something
that can stop him.

What's that?

[Simone] I have something
that kills the virus.

Come with me.

It's that one.

-[Martin] Is it--
-[Simone] It-- Yes, it is. It's dead.

But take a look at this.

This is the last of the liquid.

It kills the virus.

You pour it on plants, on the environment,

and the virus retreats.

What would it do to Rasmus?

I-- I've no idea.

It would remove the virus.

So, you don't know
what it does to your brother?

-No.
-[Martin sighs]

And that's all there is?

-Well… yeah.
-There's no more?

So, what about the rest?

The whole world is being taken over.

You've seen it yourself.

Yes, but I don't know.
There has to be more flowers.

More flowers? Where?

Why haven't we seen any
in all the places we've been?

But this one exists.

There has to be more than one.

I don't know what that is…

or what it was.

Perhaps it was a one-off.

[sighs] Simone, listen…

we can't keep counting on miracles

and fancy ideas.

-We can count on Rasmus.
-No.

He knows the virus.
He can help us hold it back.

Come back with me.

I can't do this right now.

-[Martin sighs]
-I'm sorry, but I can't.

[Martin groaning]

[labored breathing]

[panting]

[father] That's the last.

Yes.

We have to take care of her.

But how?

-What can we offer her? We have nothing.
-We'll find a new place.

There are no other places.

There's nothing more we can do.

Right.

Maybe you can't, but I will.

I'm not giving up.

[birds cawing]

[Simone] I f*cked up.

How's that? What do you mean?
I-- I don't understand.

I don't know what I was thinking.
I have one vial.

One little vial… to save the whole world.

I don't know what the hell I was thinking.

What's the point?
Stop Rasmus, and then what?

S-- Simone,
I don't know what's wrong, but--

It's not fair to you either.

What isn't fair?

I mean, you thought that I…

You helped me because…

So, you think I helped you
because I fell in love with you?

And you didn't think
that I actually wanted to help you?

[laughs] How self-centered are you?

Daniel…

[Daniel] What?

I have to go back to Rasmus.

What for?

Why would you?

You fled from him.

Just stay here.

There's someone you should meet.

Hi.

Martin.

Daniel.

Nice place.

Thanks.

[machine beeping]

[footsteps approaching]

[Rasmus gasps]

-What-- What are you doing?
-You said we'd be just like you.

Yes… and you-- you will be.

Your body will be strong
once you get used to it.

But it feels so wrong right now.

Is this how you feel?

Then, why are you scared?

I'm not scared.

Yes, you are.

I can feel it.

I saved your life.

You don't know that for sure, right?

Do you?

Why are you bleeding?

What's that on your arm?

You just-- just leave me alone!

[labored breathing]

[coughing]

[continues coughing]

I'll take care of you.

Always.

[Patrick] If Rasmus wants to turn you,
he's f*cked up.

OK… We have to get outta here.

-Yeah, but, where to?
-Anywhere but here.

We can't be in a place
where they want to k*ll your baby.

I'll pack a bag
and we'll leave at nightfall.

OK?

[door opening]

I need your help.

It's Rasmus. You've seen his wound, right?

Yeah.

He has a new one.

He won't talk about it.
He just wants to be left alone.

Is he sick?

[inhales deeply]

-Well--
-[door beeps]

I don't know.

Could you find out?

We have to take care of him.

We have to stop this before it gets worse.

-Please help me.
-But I can't.

He won't even listen to me.

[Sarah sighs]

[softly] But…

but, I'll try.

OK?

OK… Thank you.

So, Sten is dead?

[Martin] Yeah.

Yet, you still wanna go back to Apollon.
Why would you?

-What if Martin's right?
-Right about what?

About Rasmus having changed.

Sten was the one who wanted
to spread the virus, and he's dead.

That's a good thing!

[Kira scoffs]

[Jean] Are you feeling sorry for yourself?

Aren't you the one
who told me not to do that?

Yes.

[Jean] Then, why do you?

I should have k*lled him.

I should have k*lled Sten myself.

And now, you don't know what to do.

Then, maybe it's not him
you're angry with.

Maybe you're angry with yourself.

Listen, you don't know me, OK?

You don't know who I am,
what I've been through.

You know nothing about me.
Leave me alone. I don't want to talk.

Just leave me alone!

[sobbing]

[whimpering]

[sobbing]

I don't need it, Daniel.

You need it more than I do.

-Here.
-Aren't you gonna take it to your brother?

No, he's OK.

How do you know?

-I think you should keep it.
-[Simone] He's changed.

I can't use it on him.
I have to believe Martin.

[softly] I love him.

-OK.
-[Simone] What?

It's not that I don't understand.

Keep it for the road.

You might need it.

[Simone] OK.

[chuckles softly]

See you.

See you.

Rasmus?

I, uh, I was looking for some aspirin.

Top drawer.

But it won't help your condition.

But it's-- it's nothing.

-I can help you.
-[Rasmus] But I don't-- I don't need help.

Yes, you do!

Rasmus, you have sores.

You almost fainted.
Something's very wrong.

-Did Sarah send you?
-[Fie scoffs]

She told me to talk to you.

She's just worried.

There's no reason for her to be,
because she-- she shouldn't worry--

-[Fie] Rasmus, I can see it myself.
-You can see what?

I'm just-- I'm not entirely sure.
Maybe a mutation.

But this isn't a good one.

We always thought you were
in symbiosis with the virus, but…

what if it's destroying you?

What if it's using you
until you're used up?

[sighs]

-I'm just saying--
-Maybe you should shut the f*ck up!

[breath quivering]

Would-- Would you…

take a blood sample…

find out what's wrong?

Yeah.

But don't-- don't say anything to Sarah.

Don't say anything to anyone.

Is that OK?

[sighs]

OK.

Yeah.

[door trills] [door opening]

You ready?

I'm ready.

[Jean] Are you leaving
without saying goodbye?

[Simone] Jean, we're coming back.

Forgive me if I don't believe you.

You just stay here.

We will.

-Right?
-Yes.

Don't worry. We'll take care of them.

-We are friends now.
-[Simone chuckles]

-Oh.
-That's nice.

[Jean] It's very nice.

[chuckling]

Right.

-We'll be fine.
-Yeah.

Take good care of her.

I promise.

See you.

See you.

Bye.

[door opening]

[panting] I thought you had left.

[chuckles softly]

-You're afraid I'd leave without you?
-A little.

What are you doing?

It's Rasmus' blood.

Look here.

This is from before he started
converting the others.

And this is now.

It's as if everything's moving slower.

The blood and the virus
have changed their way of moving.

-[sighs]
-What does that mean?

I don't know. I…

What if Rasmus
can't handle infecting the others?

What if it's making him weaker?

Weren't you afraid of him before?
Why do you suddenly wanna help him?

[sighs] As long as there's a risk
that this can k*ll him,

we have to stop him from infecting others.

Why is it our problem
that Rasmus might die all of a sudden?

I don't understand.

Shouldn't we just try
to get the f*ck out of here?

[sighs] No.

Patrick, I… I can't leave without Sarah.

She needs me.

[sighs]

-OK?
-OK.

Aren't you tired? [breathing heavily]

No, not really.

No, I just can't…

walk any further.

The sooner we're back, the better.

What's wrong?

I don't wanna spend the night here…
in the open.

We're exposed.

Then, why didn't we stay
at the camp till tomorrow?

Because I… [sighs]
wanted to be alone with you.

Yeah.

Martin…

I'm not sure what you saw…

but…

-What do you mean?
-[Simone] Come on.

Me and Daniel…

there's nothing to worry about.

No. [chuckles] No, why should there be?

[sighs]

I told him that…

that… you're the one I love.

Did you say that?

I love you.

I love you, too.

Let's keep going.

-OK?
-Yeah.

You're in love.

Yeah.

Big time, actually.

[mother] Mm.

Why don't you come and join us?

Sure.

Stop!

-What?
-[Daniel] Stay there.

[breathing heavily]

-[mother] What is that?
-[Daniel] It's the virus.

How the hell did it get in here?

[ominous music playing]

[music fades out]

[Simone] I'm sorry
I couldn't keep walking.

Don't be. It's OK.

We're in no hurry.

I don't wanna push you.

You seem a bit, eh…

a bit nervous.

[chuckles softly] No.

No…

I just missed you…

and I still can't believe
that you're here.

This time, I'm staying.

No matter what?

Well, you'd have to be a pretty big jerk
to get me to leave.

[indistinct chatter]

[Fie sighs]

-[Sarah] Hi.
-[Fie gasps]

[sighs]

Hi. [chuckles softly]

[exhales sharply]

-Have you seen Rasmus?
-[Sarah] No.

Well, I haven't seen him for a while.

[Fie] OK.

You talked to him?

No, I'm looking for him… to talk to him.

OK, so since we spoke,
you haven't… talked to him?

No.

You haven't spent
the whole night in the lab?

No.

I can tell when you're lying.

Fie, what's wrong with him?

Please tell me.

[quivering sigh]

Sarah, I'm afraid Rasmus might be dying.

[Rasmus inhales deeply]

[exhales deeply]

[inhales deeply]

-[door opens]
-[Sarah] Rasmus, stop!

-What?
-Don't do it. You can't handle it.

You can see he's not well!

Sarah, they'll die
if they don't get the virus.

Fie says it will k*ll you--

Fie doesn't know what she's talking about.

I've seen the blood samples.
You… can't handle it.

You should go.

[sighs]

[unzipping]

-[Sarah] Come here.
-No!

I'll k*ll him if you do it.

Sarah…

This is for your own good.

[tense music playing]

Rasmus…

["Wraith" by Snow Ghosts playing]

♪ In the winter my blood grew black ♪

♪ Like the ash tree, I drew back ♪

[panting]

♪ I am wooden but burn too strong ♪

♪ I am broken ♪

♪ But still belong ♪

[panting quickens]

♪ You made a wraith out of me ♪

♪ You made a wraith out of me ♪

♪ You made a wraith out of me ♪

♪ Like winter leaves ♪

OK, so, the question is,
how did it get in?

[Jean] Yeah.

-Isn't it natural that--
-No, it's not natural!

There was no trace.

So, then, someone must have made a…

or…

Simone's brother
wants to infect people… right?

[Jean] Yes.

[Daniel] So, what if he already did?

[gasps]

[heartbeat racing]

[panting]

-There's more virus.
-Where?

This is where Martin went to get in.

He's infected.

[pulsing dramatic music playing]

Martin?

[panting]

[panicked breathing]

[music continues]

[Martin groaning]

Martin?

[music fading out]

Martin?

Are you OK?

Martin?

[Martin] I thought I heard something.

Heard what?

[Martin] I guess it was nothing.

You got some rest?

Well, I slept on twigs.

[chuckles] Sorry,
I forgot the mattress pad.

Let's go.

-[Patrick] You're gonna tell him?
-[sighs] I have to.

He'll go crazy when he hears that.

[Fie] Maybe he will,
but, otherwise, he'll die.

[Patrick] Sure, but I'd rather
have him die than your baby!

[door opening]

-Are you ready?
-[Fie] Yeah.

[sighs] Patrick, it's OK.
It's just a routine check-up.

OK.

Ten fingers,

ten toes.

Everything's looking good.

-[chuckles softly]
-[doctor] Were you nervous?

[chuckles] Yeah, of course.

[doctor] It's all fine.

We're ready to start.

[laughs] Well, I hope not.

-[laughs]
-I still have two months left to go.

Oh, yeah.

I was surprised you wanted to do this now.

But you should know well
what you're getting into.

I'm sorry. I wanted to do what?

[Rasmus] Hi.

-Are you ready?
-[doctor] She's ready.

Ready for what?
What are you talking about?

The transformation.

I need to be able to trust you.

No, Rasmus, we're not.
We talked about this.

We can't. We have to wait!

No, stop! Go away! Stop! Go away!

-Rasmus, we can't--
-We're doing this.

No, we can't do this!
We have no idea what will happen!

Rasmus! Rasmus, we can't!

Yes?

They're dead.

Who's dead?

Two of-- of the patients.

We had prepped them.

They couldn't wait.

We tried to save them, uh…

Where's Sarah?

[Sarah] We have to talk.

Two of the patients are dead.

Do you know why? Because I left them.

I'm sorry.

Are you?

Yes.

But rather them than you.

Rasmus, you can't just be pushing on
like nothing's wrong.

We have to find out what's wrong,
and you have to think about yourself.

Don't you get it?

Yeah, I get it.

Come with me.

-Where are we going?
-This way.

-But what is it?
-Just let me show you.

Are you angry with me?

No.

[door trills]

[Rasmus] It's in there.

I'm sorry… I won't let you stop me.

[door trills] [door closing]

Rasmus, no!

-[banging on door]
-Rasmus!

-Rasmus!
-[banging continues]

[sighs]

[footsteps rustling]

-[Martin] I'm thinking of going home.
-[chuckles] What do you mean?

I'd like to see it again.

I don't even know where you come from.

No, but I could show you.

[both chuckle]

But what if there's no home
to come back to?

Look at it.

The virus is everywhere.

I don't wanna live in a dead world.

What if it doesn't feel dead?

Wh-- What do you mean?

I just mean that…

we don't know how it feels for Rasmus…

or Sarah.

What?

She's alive.

-She's alive?
-Yes.

How?

Maybe it isn't so crazy.

Wh-- What are you trying to say?

Well, may-- maybe…

Rasmus' dream can come true.

No.

-No! What are you talking about?
-[chuckles]

-What do you mean?
-Nothing.

-I'm just saying, listen to what he--
-What the f*ck are you talking about?

Let's just go.

-What-- What are you saying?
-Simone, just come along.

You only need to listen
to what he's saying.

Just talk to your brother. Talk to Rasmus.

OK?

[menacing music playing]

[panting]

[softly] No… No!

[sighs] Can I explain?

-Get away from me.
-Listen to me.

-[Simone pants] No, get away from me.
-Let me explain.

[Simone pants] Get away from me.

Simone.

-Please let me explain.
-There's nothing to explain.

-Just get away from me.
-Simone, listen to me.

Rasmus is right.

It feels…

It feels right.

You said it was different,
you said he had changed.

-Why say that?
-Otherwise, you wouldn't have believed me!

You will understand when you get-- when--

-I'd rather be dead than live like that.
-You-- You don't understand!

-It's good!
-It's good?

Who's actually in control?

You or the virus?

What are you doing?

You can't control it, can you?
It took Rasmus forever to learn.

-No, I have it under control.
-Then, why are you backing away?

Back up!

Back up now!

-You're not in control.
-Don't come any closer!

[Simone's breath trembling]

[sobbing]

You can take it now,
or never see me again.

Just back off.

The choice is yours.

-Take it or never see me again.
-Don't.

-[whispers] Martin.
-I can't help it.

-[Simone] Stop.
-I can't.

I can't control it.

Simone…

run.

[screams] Run!

-[Simone grunts]
-[vial shatters]

Simone!

[grunts]

[Simone] Martin!

[grunting]

[gentle instrumental music playing]

[wind whistling]

[music continues]

[groans]

[panting]

She k*lled him.

[scientists gasp]

Martin?

[panting]

Martin. [sobbing]

[shouts] Martin!

Martin.

He needs help. He needs help.

Someone must be able to help him.

You have to do something… to help him.

[wails] Do something!

[sobs] Martin?

No, no.

[somber music playing]

No matter what, we have to stop her.

[Olivia] And what are we gonna do
when we find her?

We k*ll her before she kills us.

[whispers] f*ck. [breath quivers]

Excuse me. Where's Fie?

-She's being prepped right now.
-Prepped for what?

f*ck!

Fie? Fie!

Fie, are you OK?

-Say something, Fie!
-[Fie mutters breathlessly]

[Patrick panting]

We have to go.

[grunts]

[somber music continues]

[music continues]

[music fades out]