01x07 - Joy

[bunniefuu]

Previously on

"Apples Never Fall"...

It's 19 years of Dad

blaming me and hating me

because Mom

wouldn't tell the truth?

- I still can't believe it.

- Which part?

That she lied

or lied for that long?

What have you done?

How are things at home?

I don't know.

Quiet,

especially without Savannah.

I actually was asking

how things are with Dad.

Do you remember Tyler Cruz?

He took lessons at the academy.

Hey, Coach.

I hired him to represent you.

"Mrs. D got what's

coming to her.

$50K and I'll tell you

everything."

Hello. Do you know something

about what happened?

Oh, sure.

I'll tell you

once you hand over

that 50 grand you promised.

On April 9th, he accidentally

kept his recorder going

and captured a fight

between him and your mom.

[items clattering]

- Stan, don't!

Don't! Stop!

Plead guilty.

Show remorse.

Maybe you'll even get out

on parole in your lifetime.

[suspenseful music]

Stan Delaney,

you are under arrest

for the m*rder of your wife,

Joy Delaney.

[Unsecret's "Buried"]

[ethereal somber music]

♪ I trusted you to be kind ♪

♪ And look what it cost me ♪

[birds chirping]

♪ ♪

♪ You promised

I would be safe ♪

♪ But you just struck

without warning ♪

♪ ♪

♪ All the secrets buried

in the backyard ♪

♪ Where the flowers grow ♪

♪ All the secrets

drowning underwater ♪

♪ Where the river flows ♪

♪ ♪

sh*t.

[insects droning]

[groans]

[sighs]

[sighs]

[bird squawking]

[sighs]

[groaning]

[sighs]

Hey, leave a message.

Text is better.

[tone beeps]

Uh, Troy,

can you please call me?

I--I need help.

[phone line trilling]

Hi. This is Brooke.

Leave a message.

[tone beeps]

It's Logan.

Leave a message.

Hi. If you want

to leave a message--

Yeah.

[sighs]

This is Stan Delaney.

- Oh, sh*t!

- Leave a message.

[somber music]

♪ ♪

Fine.

[sighs]

f*cking hell.

♪ ♪

Ah.

♪ ♪

[dog sniffing]

♪ ♪

[sighs]

♪ ♪

Stan.

Honestly, I would love to see

doubles play

get more attention.

Some of the most dynamic

matches I have ever seen--

Stan?

Yeah?

Can you come out here?

Hey.

When did you get home?

You read this?

From Harry's memoir?

Yeah.

The publishers wanted me

to verify a few things.

He admits it right here.

Admits to cheating

when he was a kid.

Yeah, he does.

Yeah?

What do you mean, yeah?

Did you know he cheated?

Well, kids cheat sometimes.

It's not just Harry.

How long have you known?

Always?

You saw it back when--

oh, my God.

And you never said anything?

No, you did the opposite.

You defended him

against your own son?

Jesus, Stan.

All this time, not one word?

Why?

Stop it, Joy.

Wait, I know why.

Because he was your prodigy.

You thought he was your ticket.

More important to defend him

than your own son.

Let's not make a mountain

out of this, shall we?

Do you know

how much sleep I lost?

How many years I lost

just worrying about you

and Troy and Harry

and all of it?

[scoffs]

Even after I came clean

about sending Harry away,

you couldn't be bothered

to say something?

Do you really want

to bring up

the whole Harry thing

again now?

Yes, yes, because

I'm still paying for it.

I'm still in the doghouse

with you, with the kids.

Months later, they're

still screening my calls.

All I've ever done is just try

to protect this family.

And the whole time,

you were just protecting

your own ego,

your idea of yourself

as this mighty coach.

That is bullshit,

and you know it.

Oh, really?

Because I've seen the way that

you hang on to that sad box

of Harry's trophies.

You'll never get rid of it.

You're too f*cking vain.

[drawer slams]

I've sacrificed everything.

My career, my body, everything,

just to make you look good.

To make you happy.

Stan Delaney,

great coach, great dad.

All those times

you walked out the door,

I covered for you

with the kids, at the academy.

The years I have wasted

covering for you!

All right,

you made your point!

You're a g*dd*mn martyr!

Who balanced the books

the entire time

we ran the academy?

Who stayed up half the night

and ran themselves ragged

just trying to make sure

that the kids were fed

and the bills were paid

and the students were happy?

I mean, what am I to you?

A maid? A secretary? A cook?

You think you protected me?

You betrayed me!

You wanted kids right away.

You threw away your career.

And you had an affair, not me!

From where I stand, you got

everything you ever wanted.

I was right, you know?

You weren't a good enough coach

or player!

If it wasn't for me, you'd be

another washed-up tennis hack.

Oh, yeah, walk out like

the f*cking coward you are!

- Move now!

- Or what?

Or what?

Stan, stop it!

Stop! Stop!

Move!

[shouts]

[gasps]

[breathing hard]

[laughter]

[music playing softly]

If that's your red car,

you're getting a ticket

right now.

I walked.

Start a tab?

[scoffs softly]

Does it look like I should?

[sighs]

♪ ♪

Do you have a phone

I could use?

[approaching footsteps]

I never thought you'd call.

Honestly, neither did I.

Are you OK?

Why did you do it?

All of it.

Why did you come?

Why did you leave?

I don't even know who you are.

Uh...

it's complicated.

[scoffs]

Uh...

I'm not a good person.

I'm kind of a--a con--

con artist.

Nothing big or evil.

Just--

just to survive.

I find people who have

big hearts, and then I move on.

I left because

Troy paid me to leave.

Troy?

Wait, so that's

what you wanted?

In a way.

Is your name even Savannah?

[scoffs]

What is it?

Doesn't matter.

I'm not her either.

You made me look

like a g*dd*mn idiot.

They all tried to warn me.

And for some reason,

I decided to trust you.

It was all a lie.

Well, it started as a lie.

But then you were so kind,

and I just started to...

love you and your whole world.

I mean, you made me feel like

I was worth something,

and it had been a long time.

I meant what I said

in that card.

The happiest I've ever been

in my entire life

was in your home.

And I think

I made you happy too.

You could have asked me

to leave 100 times,

and you didn't.

Because I gave you something

that your family wouldn't.

Can you admit that?

Goodbye, Joy.

Wait.

Where are you going?

I have a--

a place up in Georgia

in the mountains.

I was thinking of going there.

[scoffing] What?

So you're a con artist

to survive,

but you have a place

in the mountains?

Yeah.

Well, it was good to see you.

[sighs softly]

I don't believe a word you say,

Savannah or whoever you are.

[sighs]

Now let's go.

[suspenseful ambient music]

♪ ♪

[engine turns over]

♪ ♪

You should know that, um,

in the state of Florida,

a conviction

of first-degree m*rder

means either the death penalty

or life.

So that's my choice,

life or death?

Yeah, but we're

gonna fight this.

OK, I've already hired

a dive team like you asked.

They're gonna find that bag

sooner or later.

You know, if the hurricane

hadn't come through--

Oh, look at this.

Everyone here has somebody.

And my kids think I'm a k*ller.

Your kids love you.

OK? I've seen this happen

with families before.

They just--

people need time.

But what do you think?

I think...

I think something happened

to Joy.

But I don't think

that you did it.

[inhales sharply]

Well...

♪ ♪

If something did happen

to her...

honestly, I don't care what

they do to me.

♪ ♪

[lock clicks]

[crickets chirping]

Come in.

[chuckles]

Oh, hold on.

[humming]

[chuckles]

- This is all yours?

Yeah.

Well, three years ago,

I had a--

a little windfall,

and I just thought, why not?

Huh.

God, it's so dark, you can

see all the constellations.

That's what I love

about this place.

You can see all the stars.

- Hmm.

What is it?

Uh, well, I've never

disappeared before.

You want to call home?

I didn't even

bring my cell phone.

Well, there's no

cell service anyway,

but there's an old-fashioned

landline over there

if you want to use it.

Uh...

maybe later.

Let them miss me for once.

[suspenseful music]

♪ ♪

[wood creaks]

[tense music]

♪ ♪

Oh, it's clean.

Cleaner.

Dad must have--

Yeah.

I can feel Mom in here,

you know?

And I can feel him too, unfortunately.

[soft suspenseful music]

We're gonna have to sage

all of this.

[exhales deeply]

♪ ♪

[humming]

Wow.

It's even better in the day.

I was wondering when you were

gonna come out of there.

There's, uh, coffee,

tea, toast.

Oh, I went into town,

uh, earlier,

and I got you a few new things.

Just some shirts and stuff.

No biggie.

Paid for with the money

you stole from Troy?

Kinda.

[smacks lips]

Works for me.

[chuckles softly]

So how are you feeling?

Oh, better today.

So what happened?

Why'd you leave?

You don't have to tell me.

You don't have

to tell me anything.

Secrets are OK here.

Here's the thing

no one tells you

about marriage, about family:

how much you can resent

the people you love...

for everything you had

to give up for them.

And there's never even

a thank-you.

You just give it all up because

that's what having a family

demands of a woman.

And then you wake up one day

and you realize the person that

you were meant to be is gone.

You gave her up for people

who don't even see you.

And there's no time

to grieve her

because there's too much

damn laundry.

You just wake up one day

and you realize

that half of you,

maybe the best part of you,

is dead.

And--and you take it

for granted that--

that when push comes to shove,

your sacrifices will be

remembered and appreciated

and the people closest to you

will show you some grace

when you need it.

And then they don't.

[somber music]

♪ ♪

Something broke

between me and Stan.

♪ ♪

[sighs] Do we really need

to dive into this right now?

It's brutal and kind

of too soon, you know?

I know, Logey,

but if we're gonna hold

a celebration of life,

then we'll need to do this

eventually.

[air hisses from bottle]

[cap clinks]

A little early for that, bud?

Not today.

Dad's in all of these.

Yeah,

and Mom's in almost none.

Mm,

because she took them all.

She was always the one

behind the camera,

trying to capture the moment.

No one ever did

the same for her.

Well, I mean, here's one.

Wow.

Look at her.

[soft somber music]

♪ ♪

She never talked about it,

but...

she was better than all of us.

You know, I really thought

this was who we were.

And I thought I was gonna be

just like them.

Married, successful, happy.

♪ ♪

Now Mom's gone, Dad's in jail,

Gina and I are over.

♪ ♪

[chuckles softly] I don't even

have anywhere to live.

Well,

you can take my houseboat.

How is that gonna work?

Uh, because I won't be there.

I'm moving to Seattle.

To be with Indira.

It's something I should

have done before, but, uh...

yeah, timing's weird,

I know, but, um--

It's the right thing, Logey.

Really.

Seriously grown-up move.

Remember the time

Harry brought his parents

to Mom's Memorial Day party?

- Oh, my God.

- Oh, my God.

[laughter]

I will never forget that.

That was a weird

f*cking family.

[soft suspenseful music]

Hey, Ame?

Hmm?

Does that look like the crazy

lady from the Keys to you?

♪ ♪

Yeah.

Wait. Oh, my God.

She's Harry's mom?

What?

And look at that girl

sitting right next to her.

Is that Savannah?

♪ ♪

[birds chirping]

Here.

I got it.

Thanks.

You know you're gonna have

to do this

on a regular basis, right?

Otherwise,

only the weeds will grow.

They'll take all

the good stuff.

All the water and the light.

So you got to

show it some love.

I guess I don't know how.

[chuckles]

Well, you'll have to learn.

[insects droning]

This is the first home

I ever really had.

I saw it and thought,

"That's what a home

is supposed to look like."

White house in green woods,

quiet road, and a garden.

Perfect house,

perfect life, right?

Yeah, if only.

Joy, I--

[clears throat]

I want to apologize

for how I left.

It was awful, and I feel like

I made all this bad stuff

happen to you.

I'm sorry.

Do you hate me for it?

Uh...

I probably should.

But I--I don't.

Hi.

I was wondering who lives here.

I just bought that, uh--

that little brick house up the

road there a few months back.

OK.

Sorry. My name is William.

I'm a semi-retired accountant.

I come in peace.

I'm Savannah.

Hi. I'm...

Diane.

Well, uh, Savannah, Diane,

I won't keep you.

I was just out for a hike.

I saw the car in the driveway.

I figured I'd be friendly.

So I'll see you again soon.

Maybe even

at the karaoke night.

Wait, karaoke?

Where is that?

Well, that's at the only bar

in town, Maggie's.

Are you gonna sing?

[chuckles] No.

No, I just pick up a few nights

behind the bar

just to get to know folks

around here.

So first round's on me.

[chuckles]

Who the hell is Diane?

I have no idea.

Just flew out of my mouth.

[chuckles]

Crazy.

Yeah.

[chuckles]

I don't know.

Maybe I just need a vacation

from Joy Delaney.

Besides, you get

to make up names, right?

I mean, who's Savannah?

[upbeat piano music]

♪ ♪

[grunts]

Good, good.

♪ ♪

Drive it down the middle.

[sighs]

Damn, his footwork it's like--

- Poetry.

I can't believe

his agent took our call.

I still wanna punch him

in the f*cking face.

Out.

- [grunts]

- Oh, wow.

He's good, he's good.

Oh, it's sloppy.

Give me one second.

- Looks like sh*t.

- Yeah, play nice.

Hey!

There's our guy.

- Hey.

- Oh.

- You guys got in OK?

- Mm-hmm.

No one gave you any sh*t,

did they?

- No.

- OK.

♪ ♪

- Hey.

- Hey.

Good to see you.

- Come here.

- Yeah.

[clears throat]

- I, uh...

I'm so sorry.

I just can't believe this,

you know?

How you holding up?

We're f*cking wrecked.

And, uh,

still looking for answers.

Here's the photo.

[breathing heavily]

Yeah, that's Lindsey.

Uh, hey, my agent said that

she lived with your parents.

For six weeks

seven months ago.

So you--you didn't know?

I haven't talked to her

in three years.

But that's because

of the restraining order.

Wait, what restraining order?

I'll always remember

being around,

always working with your dad.

Yeah, anywhere.

And I love tennis, but...

I love being away from home

even more.

Your house was a haven for me.

Hmm.

You and I could get into it,

and...

I know I was a sh*t to you,

and I'm sorry about that.

All those bad calls, I mean.

Oh.

But that was nothing compared

to what was going on at home.

My mom was sick, unstable,

delusional,

and completely dependent

on me and my sister.

So after my dad and I left,

Lindsey had to deal

with all of that by herself.

Had to be rough on her.

So what happened?

A few years later,

I went pro.

And--

well, you know how it is.

If something doesn't

help your game,

you block it out,

and that's what I did.

- Right.

- I stopped taking her calls.

I stopped visiting her.

And it worked.

I was winning

bigger tournaments.

I was getting more press.

But every time my name

popped up on the news,

Lindsey would show up.

And whatever money I gave her,

whatever I did,

it was never enough.

And she got so angry.

She started making threats

about my kid, my wife.

Then one day three years ago,

we came home and found her

in the house with a g*n.

So I decided, you know,

it--it had to stop.

Everything had to stop.

[inhales deeply]

So I retired.

I wrote Lindsey a check

for 500 grand,

got an order of protection

against her,

and...

- Jeez.

Prayed that would

be the end of it.

What--what happened

the night with the g*n?

Lucky for us,

my security guy was there.

Got her out of the house.

- [exhales sharply]

Do you really think

she would have--

Don't know.

Don't want to know.

[Three Dog Night's

"Joy to the World"]

♪ ♪

♪ Jeremiah was a bullfrog ♪

[laughs]

♪ Was a good friend of mine ♪

♪ I never understood

a single word he said ♪

♪ But I helped him

drink his wine ♪

Hey, Savannah.

Your mom's amazing.

Yeah, she is.

♪ Joy to the world ♪

♪ All the boys and girls, now ♪

♪ Joy to the fishes

in the deep blue sea ♪

[laughing]

♪ Joy to you and me ♪

♪ If I were

the king of the world ♪

♪ I'll tell you what I'd do ♪

Whoo!

[laughter]

[sighs]

[indistinct chatter]

This place is amazing.

It just--

this night is amazing.

You seem happy.

Oh.

I don't know.

Maybe it's the beer

or the clean mountain air.

But around the second verse

of that Queen song...

[both laugh]

I felt--

What?

I don't know.

Less angry.

Less angry at them.

I wouldn't go that far.

I mean,

Stan is not blameless,

but what if--

what if he's right?

What if I did make a choice

about, you know,

having a family

and the academy?

I mean, maybe I've just

been fooling myself.

But it kind of felt great

being a martyr.

Way easier than admitting

that maybe I let myself down.

[smacks lips] Ugh.

Ouch.

You didn't do anything wrong.

I watched how they treated you.

I told Troy

they don't deserve you.

- Hmm.

- [chuckles]

Either I'm really drunk,

or that was a falling star.

[laughing] I think

both things could be true.

Hey, but you have to make

a wish, OK?

[chuckles] Ready?

OK.

You got it?

Um...

Yes.

What did you wish for?

I'm not gonna tell you.

[soft tense music]

♪ ♪

[birds chirping]

[laughing]

You know the difference, right?

Come on.

Oh, yeah.

[laughing]

If you're good, yeah.

That's amazing.

Well, not really.

I mean, they're just plants.

You know, they just grow.

But, uh--

[laughter]

- Oh, God.

[sighs]

It's kind of--

hi.

- Hey.

Hi. Good morning.

Look who popped over.

- [chuckles]

- And he brought gifts.

Yeah, I grow

way too many vegetables,

so everything for the

ratatouille of your dreams.

[laughs]

That's really nice.

That's so--so nice.

Thanks, William.

Well, it's my pleasure,

Savannah.

So, uh...

[chuckles]

Listen, um, I got to--

I got to go.

But, you know, uh,

Diane, if you want,

we could grab dinner one night,

like, if you like.

Oh.

Bad, right? That was bad?

- No, no.

- No, sorry.

- No, no, no, no, you're fine.

- Not good.

- No, it's just...[laughs]

- What?

- I'm--

I'm actually married.

- Got it. OK.

And I don't live

anywhere around here.

I'm so sorry.

Not sorry you're married.

Not sorry about that.

I'm just sorry that I assumed.

No, no, no, you're fine.

You're fine.

You're good.

Well, I'm gonna do my best

to, uh, exit gracefully.

But I'm still

your friendly neighbor.

You two ever need anything

at all, you just knock.

Thanks again, William.

Hey, um, where

are you from anyway?

Oh, uh, South Florida,

West Palm Beach.

Right, right.

Came here to get away

from that hurricane, huh?

I'll see you.

[suspenseful music]

Oh, I had no idea.

♪ ♪

I have to call.

♪ ♪

It's dead.

- Huh?

Phone's dead.

Uh, that happens sometimes.

Uh, I can get someone out here

to come fix it.

Well, I can't wait.

I mean, I--I can--

I'll just catch William.

- Oh.

I can--

If my phone's dead,

his probably is too.

It's the lines up here.

Well, I have to talk to them.

I mean,

I have to know they're OK.

Don't you remember

how horrible they were to you?

Savannah, they're my family.

I have to talk to them.

I mean, I--

I have to go home.

Yeah, OK, OK.

Uh, well, it's a long drive.

So why don't you stay here,

pack up?

I'll go into town,

fill up on gas.

Then we can go.

You can use my phone as soon

as we get signal, OK?

Thanks.

♪ ♪

There isn't one Harry Haddad

trophy in that entire house.

If Stan really tossed them--

I mean, we don't know

how many of those trophies

he had to begin with.

It--it could have been none.

Or it could have been

a bagful.

His lawyer was here

a couple of hours ago.

He got his own

dive team together,

demanded to see maps

of our search area.

I mean, tell me the last time

you heard of a m*rder suspect

that determined to just

keep searching the ocean floor

where his victim's body

was allegedly dumped.

I mean, the DA is happy.

The chief is happy.

I'm not.

You?

[sighs]

[birds chirping]

[bag crinkling]

[sighs]

[sighs]

[cupboard door slams]

[sighs]

[door creaking]

[contents of bag rustling]

[gasps]

[ominous music]

♪ ♪

[gravel crunching]

[handbrake clicks]

♪ ♪

[car door slams]

♪ ♪

Hey.

Hey, you.

There was half a glass

of wine left,

so I didn't want to waste it.

No judgment here.

So I'm ready when you are.

Great. Yeah, I just need

to grab a few things.

Then we can go, OK?

♪ ♪

I'm sorry we had to leave

like that, so suddenly.

I'm--

I know you understand.

[chuckles softly]

It's OK.

Well, we could

come back someday.

That would be nice.

Mm-hmm.

Maybe I could...

use your phone now.

Do you think you have a signal?

Doubt it.

[engine revving]

Whoa.

You missed the turn.

Savannah.

What's going on?

You know, my whole life,

the idea of a real mom,

real family,

it just felt like a fairy tale.

Then I met you,

and everything changed.

But now you're just

gonna go back,

and I'm never gonna

see you again.

No.

That's not true.

You went in my room.

You know who I really am.

♪ ♪

I remember

that your family wasn't--

I mean, I'm sure it wasn't--

wasn't an easy way to grow up.

But I don't understand

why you came to us.

Really?

After you told my dad

to fire Stan,

that was all the encouragement

he and Harry needed

to pack up and leave.

Before that,

it wasn't easy, believe me,

but at least I had a brother.

At least I had my father.

At least it wasn't

just me and her.

She wasn't a mom like you, Joy.

She was poison.

And they left me with her.

You gave half my family

a reason to leave.

You ruined us.

I'm so sorry.

I--I had no idea.

I know you didn't.

And that made it hurt

even more.

That's why I wanted

to destroy your family

like you destroyed mine.

[engine revving]

Look.

You and I can

talk this through, OK?

I was serious, you know?

I'm not a good person.

Look, just--

you just need to pull over.

No!

Savannah, stop!

Why?

So you can just leave me too?

I--I'm just--

I'm so sorry

for your suffering.

I'm sorry for what

you went through.

You deserve so much better.

You deserve to be loved.

Lindsey.

Everything--

[horn blares]

[glass shattering]

[soft suspenseful music]

[people groaning]

[grunts]

Oh, sh*t.

Joy.

Can you hear me?

♪ ♪

I forgive you.

I hope you can forgive me.

♪ ♪

Mr. Delaney.

♪ ♪

Mr. Delaney.

There's news about your wife.

Come with me.

♪ ♪

[soft suspenseful music]

♪ ♪

Mom. Oh.

- Oh.

- Are you OK?

- Hi.

- Oh!

- Oh, we missed you so much.

- Are you OK?

You look OK.

- [crying] You're really here.

[laughter and sobbing]

- I love you.

- Thanks. Thank you.

[indistinct chatter]

No, it's OK.

Don't ever leave us

again, Mom.

- You must be starving.

- No, no, thank you.

So, um, is she,

you know, locked up?

Are they gonna charge her

with attempted... something?

I don't know.

No, nothing.

She's not in custody.

- Are you kidding?

They're--

they're looking for her.

- So she's just out there?

- OK.

So this looks different.

Oh, the cops took stuff.

Yeah.

As evidence.

- Oh, my God.

- Yeah.

Did you not know?

About Dad?

About all of it?

I just found out.

The police just told me.

- Oh, it was bad.

- Mom.

Like, beyond bad.

Yeah, it--

[door clicks]

[breathing shakily]

Thank God you're home.

[kisses]

Thank God.

♪ ♪

- Mm.

- Thank God.

♪ ♪

Stan, I'm so sorry,

what you went through.

Who would believe that you

would do something like that?

Well...

they did.

Well, it did

look like m*rder.

Yeah.

Mom, we thought you were dead

and that Dad k*lled you.

- Oh, honey.

- No, no.

Sorry, but you--

you need to hear this.

We--

[sighs]

We went through hell, Mom.

We didn't sleep.

We fell apart.

We thought

we'd never see you again.

We turned on Dad.

We grieved for you.

You owe us all an explanation.

And an apology.

Because normal people do not do

that to people they love, OK?

They don't.

You're right. I shouldn't

have left like that.

But let me point out that

he got to leave all the time,

and no one thought

I k*lled him.

I think the circumstances

are a little different.

Jesus Christ, Joy.

That's why you left?

Because I left?

Yes.

And because I was lonely

and confused and scared.

And Savannah--Lindsey--

answered the phone,

which is more than you all did.

Mom.

It hurt.

It hurt every minute of every

day that you shut me out.

Maybe I needed a break

from that.

I mean, maybe

I made some mistakes,

but I didn't deserve

to be ignored.

OK, I think what you did...

[chuckling]

You know--

[sighs]

I wish I could tell you

that I was sorry for sending

Harry away, but I'm not.

I am sorry I lied about it.

If I could go back--

[sighs]

I hate that I hurt you

for so long.

I know.

So yes,

I left because you did.

And because I wasn't sure that

any of you would even miss me.

Oh, Joy.

God, Mom.

We were lost.

So was I.

[sighs]

[door clicks]

I, uh--

I couldn't find

my toothbrush.

[chuckling softly] Yeah.

Cops took it.

Ah.

And my comb?

Yeah.

Uh, Stan--

All that matters is,

you're home.

I know you saw

a divorce lawyer.

Is that what you want?

I--I, uh, don't know.

Nowhere.

What?

You wanted to know where

I went when I left,

and I never told you.

I didn't go anywhere.

I just--I drove.

I slept in the car.

Sometimes I just walked.

I--I've--I've always told you

that my dad d*ed

when I was a kid.

He didn't.

I came to this country

to get away from him,

from who he was.

He was a--a coward,

a violent coward

who never walked away from

anything that he should have.

And I've spent my whole life

afraid that the anger that was

in him is somehow in me too.

And--and I think--

I think maybe it is.

And that's why I walked away,

because...

I--I love you.

And--and I left so I did--

so I wouldn't lose you.

[somber music]

Please don't go.

♪ ♪

[birds chirping]

[indistinct chatter]

Dad, we owe you an apology.

The way we treated you...

we were wrong.

Yeah, yeah, you were.

But I can understand

how you could--

I should have done better.

I will do better.

Yeah.

Yeah, me--me too.

Oh.

Mom.

[chuckles softly]

Are you OK?

You all stayed.

I think none of us

wanted to wake up

and think it was just a dream.

[cereal bag rustling]

From the hurricane.

Yeah.

[birds chirping]

[Dehd's "Bad Love"]

[dreamy indie rock music]

♪ ♪

[sighs]

♪ ♪

I f*cked up.

♪ ♪

Yeah, well, so did I.

♪ ♪

Jesus, what a mess.

Are we talking

about the court or...

[chuckles]

♪ ♪

Well, shake a leg.

I'm not gonna clean this up

by myself.

♪ I was a bad love ♪

♪ Now I can get some ♪

♪ I got a heart full of ♪

♪ I got a heart full of

r-r-redemption ♪

[indistinct chatter]

♪ ♪

♪ I was a bad love ♪

♪ Now I can get some ♪

♪ I got a heart full of ♪

♪ I got a heart full of

r-r-redemption ♪

This is me helping.

♪ Yeah, now,

run, baby, run ♪

♪ Run from the bad love ♪

♪ New love, baby, come on,

honey, give me some ♪

♪ Run, baby, run ♪

♪ Run from the bad love ♪

♪ New love, baby, come on,

honey, give me some ♪

♪ Run, baby, run ♪

♪ Run from the bad love ♪

♪ New love, baby, come on,

honey, give me some ♪

♪ Run, baby, run ♪

♪ Run from the bad love ♪

♪ New love, baby, come on,

honey, give me some ♪

♪ ♪

♪ Forgive me ♪

♪ Give it to me ♪

♪ Tell me what to do ♪

♪ T-tell me what to do

t-t-to keep it ♪

♪ I need your loving ♪

♪ I wanna be your honey ♪

♪ ♪

♪ Ooh ♪

♪ ♪