03x11 - Lost Souls

Previously on Shadowhunters..

Clarissa Fairchild, you are hereby sentenced to death.

- Halt!

MARYSE: Lilith has just used Jace to break Clary

out of the Gard.

The life you knew is gone.

You belong to Lilith now.

- As you live, so shall my son.



Magnus, please. You've gotta fix him.

I can't. I traded my magic to break Lilith's hold on you.

CLARY: We can't let her bring my brother back to life.

OK. So, what's the play?

Lilith is afraid of that mark on your head.





Hey. Where is she?

Where's Clary?

I killed her.


He's faster than he looks.

And deadly. He killed two Clave guards when they escaped.



Behind you!


It's a decoy.

Seelie magic.

Drop the spear!

Drop the spear...

or take your chances. Your choice.

Oh, I was hoping you'd do that.








What is he doing?

Jace, stop!




By the authority of the Clave, you are under arrest.

You could have gotten yourself killed!

Hey! Hey!

He is my responsibility. This is all my responsibility!

What were you thinking?!

If it wasn't for me, Clary would still be alive.


♪ We're coming ♪

♪ After you ♪

♪ This is the hunt ♪


♪ This is the hunt ♪

♪ Standing on the pathway ♪

♪ Watching you go ♪

♪ It's like no other pain ♪

♪ I've ever known ♪

♪ To love someone so much ♪

♪ And to have no control ♪

♪ But I think I'm lost ♪

♪ Without you ♪

♪ Strangers are rushing past ♪

♪ Just trying to get home ♪

♪ You were the only safe haven ♪

♪ That I've known ♪

♪ I should have never ♪

♪ Let you go home ♪

♪ I think I'm lost without you ♪

♪ You, ooh ♪

♪ I just feel crushed without you ♪

♪ Ooh ♪

♪ I've been starved for so long that I never thought ♪

♪ How much I loved ♪

♪ You ♪

♪ Standing on the platform ♪

♪ Watching you go ♪

♪ You said, "I wanna see the world" ♪

♪ And I said... ♪

Good morning.


Who are you?

Don't you see the family resemblance?



In the flesh.

Resurrection brought back my real face.

Where is Lilith?

Back in Edom. Where she belongs.

You've been asleep for days.
You must be starving.

How about I make you some breakfast and a nice cup of tea?


I got Earl Grey, your favorite...

What did she do to me?

Kind of like our family emblem.

It's what brought you back to life.
Nothing more.

It's a symbol of our bond.

I wouldn't be alive without my little sister.

If it were up to me, it would've never happened.


Where are we?


The apartment can move?

Cool, huh?

Of all places, why the hell Siberia?

Lilith sent us here to keep us safe.

You're an escaped prisoner, Clary.
If the Clave found out you were still alive, they would kill you on sight.

Don't worry, they will never find you.

I'll make sure of it.

If you're looking for a thank you, you're not gonna get it.

You don't have to thank me.

You're my sister.

I'll do whatever it takes to protect you.

You're the only family that I have.

I guess I could say the same thing about you.

You know, I...

I am actually kind of hungry.

How about that breakfast?

Of course.

Coming right up.



Clary, come on!

You can't go out there.

You're never gonna survive.

Watch me!





I don't know how people do this every day.

It's taking me an eternity to make myself halfway presentable.

Oh, I don't know why you think you need it.

You're beautiful the way you are.

Thank you, but... it's not about beauty.

A tiger has stripes.

I have eye-liner.


- You expecting someone?
- Oh! I am.

I almost forgot.

- Magnus!
- Sweet Pea!

Thank you so much for letting her stay with you.

Especially considering all you're going through.

Oh, don't be silly. It is my unbridled pleasure.

- Hey!
- Hey!

Alec's here!

Hi Catarina.

Look who we have as a house-guest while Catarina's off to a... nursing convention?

You haven't seen anything 'til you've seen drunk RNs bitching about doctors.

How about when I get home from work today, we're gonna play...

Sharks and Minnows?

Yeah? All right. Come on.

Simon, it wasn't your fault.

Whose fault is it, Maia?

The blast came from my forehead.

And if I didn't try to play hero,

- Clary would still be alive.
- And so would Lilith!

What happened to Clary happened because of the Queen of Hell.

Not because of you.

You have no idea how much I wanted to call.

But I figured you wanted space.

Where did you go?

Back to Ocean City.

- To see your family?
- I thought about it.

But I didn't have the guts.

I just... needed to think.

About Jordan?

About a lot of things.

I know how hard that must've been for you, but... it was an odd time to take off, considering, you know...everything.

I know.

I'm sorry.

You know... I have an out-of-the-box idea.

Let's get you outside.

You know, we can go for a walk.
Get some sun.

I can't.

Simon, they don't call you a Daylighter for nothing.

You're not gonna get any better if you stay inside in the dark...

No. You don't understand.
I'm dangerous.

Only when someone tries to attack you.

Clary didn't try to attack me.

She was just behind the person that did.

I won't... I won't risk it.

OK? I can't.





I just got off the phone with Alicante.

They are arranging transport for the Seelie.

Good. We can't get rid of him soon enough.

Alec... during my interrogation, the prisoner said he was being tortured at the Gard.


The Clave outlawed torture over years ago.

He's a Seelie. He can't lie.

That would be a direct violation of the Accords.

Exactly. Downworlders have rights, even if they're prisoners. You have to bring this up with Jia.

Consul Penhallow isn't exactly our friend after our little trip to Alicante.

You're the head of the Institute.

She'll listen to you.

I'll take it under advisement.

Hey, have you seen Jace?

Not since last night.





By the Angel.

What are you doing?


I miss her too.

So much.

Not a minute goes by that I don't think about her...

I can only imagine what you're going through.

- The things I've done...
- It wasn't you.

It was the Owl.


Yeah, I know, but I have his memories.

Attacking those mundanes.

Murdering Imogen.

I understand the kind of pain you're in, Jace.

No, you don't.

I'm sorry, you don't.

You're right.

I've never loved anyone the way you loved Clary.

But promise me you're not going to hurt yourself.

I promise.


"So... be your name Buxbaum or Bixby or Bray

"or Mordecai Ali Van Allen O'Shea,

"you're off to great places! Today is your day!

Your mountain is waiting, so get on your way."

One more?

We can read as many as you like in the morning.

Can you make a night-light like the last time?

I can't right now, Madzie, but... I can leave the light on if you want.

No, thank you.


(SIGHING) All right. Come on.

Sweet dreams.

See you later, alligator.

After a while, crocodile.

You OK?

Yeah. I suppose this... new, powerless reality is gonna take some time to get used to.


Of course it is.

But I'm always here for you. You know that, right?


- What?
- She's right behind the door.

So I can't kiss my boyfriend?

Oh, you know how we get.

How about we watch a movie?

I've been meaning to introduce you to the work of my friend Baz Lurhmann.


The director.


You really need to hone your cinematic palette.



Nana, no!

It's OK, honey. Nana's here to take you home.


Get away from her!


It's OK, Sweet Pea. You're safe now.







ALEC: Iris raised Madzie since she was a newborn.

She's not going to stop until she gets her back.

How was she even able to get past Magnus's wards?

When Magnus lost his powers, his wards did too.

Madzie's back with Catarina. She's portalling her to the High Warlock of Estonia's castle outside of Koluvere.

His wards should keep Iris out.

Well, they can't stay in Estonia forever.

Which is why we need to find Iris.

Well, she's most likely still in the city. We should act fast.

Magnus, we have this covered.

All right? Iris is extremely dangerous.

She's already escaped the Gard, and she's more than willing to kill for Madzie.

So am I.

Powers or no powers, I need to be a part of this.

Look, I know Iris.

I know how she thinks.

(SIGHING) All right.

OK. We can start with a sweep around her brownstone.

She's lived there for over a century.


- We need to talk.
- Whatever it is,

I'm sure it can wait until after we've found Iris Rouse.

No, actually, it...it can't.

The decision's been made.

You need to take some time off to clear your head.

Look, I don't know what Isabelle told you...

She told me enough!

We both know what you were thinking.


I've got prisoners to catch.

You're gonna listen to me.
Clary is dead.

Magnus gave up his power. Simon and Luke risked their lives.

And this is how you're gonna repay them?

- With some kind of a death wish?
- You should have killed me when you had the chance, and Clary would still be here!

Yeah, but she's not.

And the way that you're acting... it's a disgrace to her memory.

If I lost you...

I'd be lost too.

I'm so sorry.

You're right. I didn't... I didn't think of it like that.

If you ever feel like this you have to come to me.

OK? Talk to me.

- All right?
- Yeah...

- All right?!
- Yeah.

Thank you.



I didn't realize you were back in town.

You must be like a kid in a candy store in here.

I guess you can say this is my happy place.

I need to talk to you about Simon.

Is he OK?

Not exactly.

After what happened with Clary he's terrified about his mark, paralyzed by it.

Poor Simon.

And Clary and Simon have been best friends since they were kids.

It's not just Clary.

That stalker vampire, Heidi, she made Simon feed on Becky in front of their mom.

- Oh, my God.
- Luckily Becky's OK, but his mom couldn't handle it.

He had to encanto her to make her believe he was dead.

Simon had to say goodbye to his mom forever.

I had no idea.

How could you? You weren't here.

Me leaving had nothing to do with Simon.


I just needed to be alone.

I mean, haven't you ever felt like that?

Like you just needed to get away from it all?

I have. I guess when times get tough, some people need to be alone, and others need to be around other people.

I'm more like that.

And I think Simon is too.

Well, right now, Simon finds it hard to be around anyone.

I wanna find a way to help him get rid of this mark.

And if anyone could help...

I thought it would be you.





Don't worry. I got you.


She was nowhere near her old brownstone.

What makes you think she's gonna be around here?

Well, this herbal shop is a front for warlock supplies.

No doubt Iris would need to restock.

Maybe she's been here.


Well, I do have to say, I do like the feel of this thing.

Careful. It may not be made of Adamas, but I made sure it's sharp enough to cut straight through bone.

There's nothing in here but a bunch of tea and stuff.

Yeah, to anyone but a warlock.


ALEC: Iris, wait!








It'll help you get your strength back.

I don't want anything from you.

I understand that you don't trust me.

But I would like to ask you to try.

How could I possibly trust you?

After everything you've done?

Because I'm your brother.

Because we're actually not that different, you and me.

I am nothing like you.

I may have demon blood, but so do others that you love: Simon, Magnus, Luke.

You know, my curse started the day that I was abandoned by my birth mother.

Our mother.

Would you be any different if instead of Jocelyn, you were raised by our sadistic father?

Jace was raised by Valentine.

Jace... wasn't sent to Edom to be burned by Lilith.

Jonathan, if you're looking for pity, you're wasting your breath.

I'm not interested in pity.

Just understanding.

I can't deny the things I've done.

But you need to know that's behind me now.

I can change.

I want to change.

Because... whatever good exists inside of you, at least some of that has got to be inside of me too.


I intend to prove that to you.

I should get some more firewood.

I'll be back.




Jace. Thanks for coming.


What are you doing here?

I had to take some time away from the pack.

How are you?

You know...


- How's Ollie?
- Ollie.

Doesn't remember a thing. Praetor was good about getting her and Samantha relocated. New identities.

They're safe now, just like everyone else.

That's good.

How are you?

I'm still getting situated.



I'm so sorry... about Clary.

No. Don't be sorry.

We're gonna get her back, Jace.

I'm onto something.

What is this?

All right. What if Lilith's apartment never exploded but instead was relocated just before with Clary alive inside of it?


Yes! When I was a young Shadowhunter, I remember hearing about a rare form of inter-dimensional travel that demons used.

At : AM three nights ago, at the exact moment of the explosion, there was...

there was a precipitous drop in air pressure that occurred in just one square block... right at the building where Clary was being held.

Right. OK.

So... I... I scanned the rest of the data, and I...

I scanned the rest of the data and found one other time... when that happened.

This is Harlem. This is where Simon and Maia

- found the Church of Talto.
- Yes! Yes!

I don't...

The time?

I see it. I see the time.

- I just, I don't understand...
- It was right when Simon blew Lilith's disciples into salt.

It's not a coincidence!

Lilith probably sensed that we were coming and got the hell out of Dodge!

Look, Luke...

I want her back more than anyone but this doesn't necessarily mean anything.

Look, the Institute has much more detailed climate data

- than I do.
- Look, I really think...

Take it.

All I'm asking is that you look into it.

I think you'll find that... there's something there.


You'd think I'd relish seeing a great warlock like Magnus Bane without a shred of his powers.

But it's actually a little sad.

I told you...

I don't know where Madzie is.

I think you do.

You can deny it all you like, but your memories... they won't lie.

Stay out of my head!

Madzie needs her nana.

Her Nana is a violent criminal.

Being taken away from you is the best thing that's ever happened to her.

This shouldn't hurt too much... as long as you don't try to fight it.

I may not have my magic... but I have centuries worth of memories.

Good luck finding what you're looking for.



What was I thinking?

I should never have let him come.

Magnus isn't what she's really after.

Madzie is. We can use that to our advantage.

No. I'm not letting Madzie anywhere near her.

Actually, maybe getting Madzie to Iris is exactly what we should be doing.

- What?
- I have an idea.

We need to call Catarina.

You sure this warlock isn't ripping you off?

Since when does a portal to Detroit cost half a month's rent?

It's worth it. Izzy said if there's someone that knows something that can help you, it's him.

There's a reason she had him leave.

He turned Heidi into a vampire.

He experimented on her. If it weren't for Raphael,

I'd still have a family.

I'm not excusing his behavior.

But he knows more about Daylighter lore than anyone else. Isn't it at least worth talking to him one more time?

Eat something.


- I'll be right back.
- OK.

I have no excuses.

What I did to Heidi was reprehensible.

And all the things she's done to you... to all those innocent people...it's on me.



Raphael, I just need your help.


I need to get this mark off my forehead, the one that almost killed you.

I'm desperate.

I figured with all of your Daylighter research, you have to...

you have to know something.

I don't.

But there might be a vampire who does.


I was never able to find him myself.

But there's a legend...of a vampire who lives in hiding in the sewers of New York.

They say he's the oldest vampire in the city, maybe even the world. No one I've met has even heard of his name, let alone seen his face.

If there's someone who knows of these kinds of things...it would be him.

How do you know this guy actually exists?

Aren't all the legends true?



(GASPING) Are we done yet?

I got a lot more where that came from.

If you don't cooperate, you're of no use to me.

Let's see...

Hmm. Should I use my suffocation spell?

Or perhaps electrocution suits you better.

You always did have an electric personality.


Looks like I can save my strength.

It's a letter from Catarina Loss.

Your Shadowhunter friends contacted her.

She agrees with everything I have been saying.

I am the closest thing to a mother Madzie has ever had.

Being with me... is the best thing for her.

That is Catarina's handwriting.

Madzie will finally have her Nana back.



Where is she?

Oh, sweetheart...



It's OK. Nana's here.


Seelie magic.







I hope you enjoyed your freedom...


'cause you're going right back to the Gard.

MAGNUS: I tried to stop her...

It's OK. We've got her.

It's OK.


- Mr. Lightwood.
- Consul.

Nice job rounding up the escapees in New York City.

We do our best.

But something tells me you didn't come all this way to pat us on the back.

You're right.

I have come to officially inform Clary Fairchild's Institute that I am posthumously pardoning her of her crimes against the Clave.

That means a great deal to all of us.

The young woman saved my life.

May the Angel bless her soul.

You, on the other hand, should be made to pay for your insubordination.

I understand.

Unfortunately, many in Alicante consider you and your Institute heroes for taking down Lilith, which means going after you would be a political minefield for me.

But make no mistake: from here on out, I'm watching your every move.

Consul Penhallow.

May I have a word?

I've spoken to several captured Downworlder escapees, and there's been a troubling trend in what they're reporting.

Oh? And what is that?

Multiple prisoners have described being systematically tortured in the Gard.

I can assure you, the Clave does not engage in torture.





Where am I?!

This isn't the Gard!



You know, I'm proud of you.

For what?

For being so powerless that I was able not only to get kidnapped, but injured as well?

You were powerful enough to hold your ground and to keep your memories of Madzie's true location from Iris.

That's not power.

Yes it is, Magnus.

Your power doesn't just come from your magic.

It comes from your inner strength... which you are overflowing with.

(SIGHING) I just...

I still feel so humiliated.


Having you and Isabelle rescue me, and...healed by Catarina.

I hate that feeling of having to rely on others to take care of me.

You've been taking care of others your whole life.

Sometimes, it's OK to let others take care of you.

Well, I'll tell you one thing.

This is the last time I plan on getting beaten up.

It's time I learn how to fight without my magic.

Well, I know a thing or two about fighting.

So, what do you say I help you out?

I thought you'd never ask.

So, if no one's ever seen this vampire, how do you know he's not a myth like Bigfoot or the Loch Ness Monster?

What makes you think Bigfoot's a myth?

All right. Look, we won't know unless we look.

Izzy is getting a Clave map of the sewer system, so at least we don't get lost down there.


Be careful.

I thought you were coming with.

Strolling through the sewers of New York sounds like an awesome time, but I'm not sure bringing a wolf to meet an old-school vampire is the best way of getting him to open up.

Right. Of course.

Plus, I need to check in on the pack.

Totally. That makes sense.

But if you want me to go, I...

No! No. You've done more than enough.

I mean...

you got me out of the apartment.

A modern day miracle.

Good luck on the hunt.

And, um...

call me if you find him.

Or if I don't?

I'm always here for you, Simon.

You're not alone.





Sorry it took so long.

The weather's brutal out there.

The good news is we won't be here much longer.

The apartment can take us wherever we want to go.

And if I recall... one place that my sister has always dreamed of visiting ever since she was a little girl.











We are one now, little sister.

You and I... we are one.