01x03 - Living the Dream

Episode transcripts for the 2017 TV show "Big Little Lies". Aired February 19, 2017 - July 2019.*
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"Big Little Lies" follows three mothers of first graders, whose apparently perfect lives unravel to the point of m*rder.
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01x03 - Living the Dream

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- (music playing)
- (singer vocalizing)


♪ Did you ever want it? ♪

♪ Did you want it bad? ♪

♪ Oh, my ♪

♪ Tears me apart ♪

♪ We can try to hide it ♪

♪ It's all the same ♪

♪ I've been losing you ♪

♪ One day at a time ♪

♪ And I know ♪

♪ In my heart, in this cold heart ♪

♪ I can live or I can die ♪

♪ I believe if I'd just try ♪

♪ You'd believe in you and I ♪

♪ In you and I ♪

♪ In you and I ♪

♪ In you and I ♪

(shade whirring)

Ziggy, distant: Mom!

(echoes) Mom!

Mom!

We should go home now.
I think it's dinnertime.

(seagulls screeching)

Let's get you something to eat.

What should we make?

Uh, pizza.

No, not pizza again.

(chatter)

Amabella: She's not coming?

Well, she really wants to, sweetheart.

Turns out she has a conflict.

It so happens that your party is on the same exact day as Disney on Ice.

But if Chloe doesn't come, is everybody else coming?

Almost everybody.

There are a few others who are going to the other thing.

How many?

I'm not exactly sure.

How many, about?

I think six.

(sighs)

Honey, but everybody else in the whole class is coming.

It's gonna be an incredible party.

Come, come.

Oof.

Hey, it's a beautiful weekend.

Look, they're setting up games.

There's gonna be a bouncy, a magician, princesses, Spider-Man for the boys.

It's gonna be the best birthday party ever.

Of course it's gonna be the best birthday party ever!

Get over here, you little punk!

What are you doing, huh? Mwah!

Do me a favor, get your swimsuit on, all right?

I'll meet you in the pool, five minutes.

Ready? Go, go, go.

Four minutes! Three minutes!

(door opens, closes)

What's going on?

Six kids aren't coming tomorrow.

Six.

It was a mistake to not invite Ziggy Chapman.

Yeah, I kind of felt bad about accepting those tickets, but they're so expensive.

And plus Lily didn't know Amabella from a tree trunk.

Honey, he tried to choke her.

She's afraid of him.

How could we possibly invite him?

Yeah, but with Chloe Mackenzie not coming and...

That f*cking Madeline!

Honey, it's gonna be a spectacular party.

Amabella is gonna have the time of her life.

I'm gonna k*ll her.

Hey, are we going to some kid's birthday party tomorrow?

- Celeste: Oh.
- Ran into Reed Whittaker today

and he seemed to think we were.

For about seconds, but then Madeline

got tickets to Disney on Ice.

Truly. (chuckles)

The kids are excited, actually.

Okay.

And what, I'm not invited to this Disney thing?

(chuckles)

Come on.

You don't want to go to that.
You hate those things.

You don't think I wanna spend some time with my family

after being gone all week?

Why didn't we discuss this?

- No, let's not...
- Wh... no.

Why didn't we discuss it?

Well, it just... it wasn't like that.

I don't know.

Madeline got the tickets and...

and there were only so many.

So it's a money thing.
We couldn't afford a ticket.

No, it's not that. It's... take my ticket, really.

- That's not the point.
- What is the point?

The point is that one second they're going

to some kid's birthday party that I didn't know about,

the next, you decided to take them to a show.

- Come on, Perry.
- Am I not a member of this family?

Sometimes I have to make decisions when you're , miles away.

You don't think it'd be nice for Josh and Max

to spend time with their dad who's been gone all week?

All right. It... (sighs)

Do you think I wanna be away all the time?

No.

Do you think I enjoy missing our family?

No.

Look at me, then. Look at me.

Come on.

- Huh?
- Ow, you're hurting me.

- Oh, I'm hurting you, huh?
- Mm-hmm.

- Can we talk about how much you hurt me?
- (whimpers)

Do you deliberately plan these things

to avoid having to be with me?

- Huh?
- Take your hand off me.

You could've bought another ticket.

(sighs)

I will leave you.

You touch me like that again, and I will f*cking leave you!

(crying)

Quinlan: The injuries were many

and they were severe.

We are talking multiple broken bones.

Chloe: Indians?

Native Americans, honey.

Lots of people have Native-American ancestors.

He looks like an Indian.

Your father will explain.

It's not fair.

Joey's ancestor is Christopher Columbus.

Abigail: Mmm, he k*lled lots of Indians.

- That's not helpful.
- That's actually true.

Ed.

I don't wanna do a family tree.

Well, you have to, honey.
It's the assignment.

You wanna do well in school, right, Chloe?

Listen to your sister.

If you don't excel in first grade, you won't get into private school.

And then you can forget about Stanford.

And then what's the point?

Don't listen to your sister.

How much longer are we gonna b*at this dead horse?

- I was just kidding.
- Wait, who beats horses?

- (phone ringing)
- Nobody, honey.

- Hello?
- Renata: May I speak to Madeline, please?

Yeah, one sec.

(whispers) Renata Klein.

Really?

Hello?

Madeline, it's Renata.

Mm-hmm. What's up?

Well, had a little bit of a long night of the soul

last night, and, uh,

well, I think you were right.

- I see.
- It was wrong of me

to exclude Ziggy Chapman from the party.

(whispering) She wants to invite Ziggy.

It just was, and, uh...

well, I'd like to invite him after all

and of course have Chloe there.

It would be so great.

Amabella is so fond of her, as you know.

Um, would you happen to have Jane's number?

I really wanna give her a call.

Oh, you are so sweet,

but tomorrow there's a bunch of us

that are all driving to San Jose for Disney on Ice.

Oh, um, well, I... I just...

- I thought...
- Well, maybe we could swing by afterwards.

How late will the party be going until?

: .

No, we won't be back by then.

But there's gotta be something we can do, right?

(sighs) If only there was.

Sorry, were.

Subjective tense since it's contrary to fact.

Okay, how about this?

Chloe and the others come to the party,

big smiles on their faces, right?

And after, I arrange a... a great sleepover weekend trip to Disneyland...

all expense paid, VIP passes, the works.

Backstage passes to "Frozen."

Yeah, it's not gonna work.

I'll even get Snow White to sit on your husband's face.

Maybe Dumbo can take a squat on yours.

You are so sweet.

I'd rather go to the party than the stupid show.

You're dead in this town,

as is your f*cking puppet show.

Oh, thank you so much for calling, Renata.

I really appreciate it.

(grunts)

- All good?
- Yep!

- (music playing on radio)
- We are gonna have a great time today.

Boy: Look, guys, Harry the Hippo is flying.

If I were you, I'd be gentle with his legs.

Can we see him?

Thank you.

- You good?
- Yeah.

Yeah, yeah. I'm good.

Thank you for arranging the transportation.

♪ Now here you go again, you say ♪

♪ You want your freedom ♪

♪ Well, who am I to keep you down? ♪

- Be careful with his legs.
- Boy: Ziggy, throw me Harry.

- (Ziggy chattering)
- ♪ It's only right that you should ♪

♪ Play the way you feel it ♪

♪ But listen carefully to the sound ♪

♪ Of the loneliness ♪

♪ Like a heartbeat drives you mad... ♪

You sure you're okay?
You're a little quiet.

Madeline was desperate for the trip to be better than the party.

♪ Thunder only happens when it's raining... ♪

Cheers, everybody!

"Frozen!"

It was pathetic.

(chattering, cheering)

(music playing)

Gordon Klein was kind of a f*ck-up.

Rich, powerful, but DNA... huge f*ck-up.

(cheering and music continue)

Hey, sexy.

Have you been smoking?

(crowd cheering)

(music continues)

- Woman: Birthday girl!
- (cheering)

It was a fantastic party.

With the exception of Bonnie's dancing.

- (crowd cheering)
- ♪ Can you tell me something ♪

♪ Can you tell me something ♪

♪ Amusing? ♪

♪ Mixed emotion ♪

♪ Got grooves to k*ll... ♪

She was hot!

♪ It's what's going on in there... ♪

Harper: A lot of the dads were staring.

I saw erections.

- (camera clicking)
- (seagulls screeching)

What you doing?

Working on this website for a new drone company.

It's incredible, the technology.

Aren't those things, like, illegal now?

Not yet.

Probably only a matter of time, though.

What happened with you and my father?

He said you threatened him.

I didn't thr*aten him.

If anything, he was aggressive.

He demanded I make your mother be nice to Bonnie,

which I found to be ridiculous, truth be told.

What part was ridiculous?

The idea that my mom should be nice to Bonnie

or that my father should care?

Okay, guess we know where you stand.

(sighs) What's wrong with Mom?

Nothing. Why?

She doesn't seem a bit agitated to you lately?

Honey, agitation is her preferred state.

Yeah, well, it's not mine, if that matters.

(kids chanting) Cake, cake, cake!

(kids chanting) We want cake!
We want cake!

Yay!

Take that off her, the little... the fake one,

and we put the cake one on top.

- Gordon: Yeah!
- (chanting continues)

(crowd cheering)

Make a wish. Make a wish.

- Bonnie: Happy birthday!
- Renata: Hope you had fun!

- Skye: Bye! Thank you!
- Amabella: Bye.

- Thank you so much.
- See you later. Bye.

- What a beautiful party.
- Thank you.

Bonnie: Oh, we got two!

The "Frozen" gift bags were a deft touch.

Jane: So good.

Madeline: How fun was that?

- I'm exhausted.
- Oh, my God. (chuckles)

- I'm gonna go right to bed.
- Thanks again for the guitar.

- Ziggy played guitar, right?
- Ziggy: Mom, you have Harry, right?

Harry? The Hippo?

Harry the Hippo had been with the school for over years.

He's gonna get blamed again.

Why does f*cking sh*t keep happening to me?

(sighs)

- (bell ringing)
- (chattering)

- (camera clicks)
- Oh, that's cute.

- Woman: Abigail.
- Send that to me.

- Hey.
- Hey.

- How's things?
- Um, pretty good.

Yeah? Can I talk to you in private for a second?

- What did I do?
- Nothing, honey.

Why don't we just go to my office?
Shall we?

(car door closes)

(distant chorus)
♪ ...r*cist a little bit ♪


♪ Even though we all know that it's wrong ♪

♪ Maybe it would help us get along... ♪

- There was a fine, upstanding black man.
- Can I talk to you?

- Now?
- Yeah.

- Woman: Jesus Christ.
- Woman # : But, Gary, Jesus was white.

- Woman: No, Jesus was black.
- No, Jesus was white.

- Man: Guys, guys, Jesus was Jewish.
- (all laughing)


I can make up the money.

I know a few more people that I could call

or we could work for free for a while just to make a point,

and that would make a very big point.

I'm gonna tell you what the mayor pretty much told me...

- you don't wanna go there.
- I do wanna go there.

If we alienate the mayor or city council, we'll be cutting off all...

- f*ck the mayor and f*ck city council.
- Okay.

I'm so sick of this bullshit.

Yeah, I don't like it either.

Are we only supposed to put on plays

that are acceptable to a tiny group of people?

Because right now it's "Avenue Q,"

and next week it'll be "Book of Mormon,"

and then it'll be the books that we can read

or the films our children can watch.

I told the mayor we might consider legal recourse

'cause of how far along we are.

He basically laughed.

Plus I'd have to solicit city council

to even get funding to retain a lawyer.

I have a lawyer. She's amazing.

Her name is Celeste Wright. She worked for a huge firm.

Maddie, I haven't even told these guys.
They don't know.

It just pisses me off, because in large part

this has to do with Renata Klein

having this mayor and this town by the balls.

And if city council were to see somebody

like the... the likes of Celeste and Perry Wright on the other side of this,

they would have to pay attention.

Why... why are you laughing?

You're such a bulldog.

It's because I care.

Will you just try and get a meeting with the mayor?

- (cell phone buzzing)
- Your work is too good, Joseph.

Hello?

Yeah. Are you okay?

Her GPA was . coming into the year, so, you know, it's early.

- (cell phone chimes)
- We don't have to panic.

What are you doing? Stop that.

But to see such a precipitous drop in performance

makes me think that there's usually something else going on.

- Are you taking dr*gs?
- No, it's not dr*gs.

Then what is this about?

- Is this about a boy?
- No.

Madeline...

sorry, is it okay if I call you Madeline?

As opposed to what? Arthur?

I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

Yes, you can call me Madeline.

It seems that Abigail

is under a bit of stress at home.

Is this about Ed threatening your father?

Did he tell you about that?

It isn't that.

Um...

Madeline: Then what's it about, honey?

Abigail: I feel this burden or pressure.

I don't know how to be perfect.

Excuse me?

Whether it's I need to get into Stanford...

- Hey, if this is about the SAT tutor...
- Maybe you should just let her finish.

- I'm speaking to my daughter right now.
- Mom!

Go ahead. She can handle it.

Handle what?

There are a lot of high-powered women who live here.

Some run banks, others run Google

or Yahoo and...

sometimes I feel like you're grooming me

to get to a place you, um, couldn't.

I think, uh, it would just be best

if I go live with Dad for a while.

- I... I just did not...
- I feel like I can't be myself at home.

Have you been discussing this with him?

No.

I don't even think I was totally aware of how much I...

until Ms. Brewster and I started talking.

Mom, I just need a change, okay?

I think it would be better for me

spiritually.

- (seagulls screeching)
- Ed: It's my fault.

I never should have gotten into it with Nathan.

No, it's my fault.

I pushed her too hard.

I always push too hard.

Honey, look at me.

Hey.

You are not losing her, okay?

- (sniffles)
- You and Abby are so close.

Maybe too close, which is why she feels...

She wouldn't leave if she knew I had cancer.

Well, you don't have cancer.

But I'd be willing to get it.

- This is rough, Ed.
- I know.

Your only crime is you were too good a parent.

I mean, you have raised a strong-minded, autonomous young woman

who can think for herself, who can express her feelings,

and she's equipped to make pretty big life decisions.

She is an extraordinary person

just like her mom.

Thank you.

I'm gonna get better.

(panting)

Renata: All right, Adam, where do we stand?

What? Lowlife scumbag.

Pricks who have a company that fits really well with ours.

Don't worry, he'll buy it. Okay, here's what you're gonna do.

You're gonna go into Malcom and tell him we have a new deal.

And sweeten the executive stock options pool.

Yeah, let's keep these prepubescents flush in skateboards.

All right, now stop picking your noses and get this done.

No, it's a fair price. They'll cave.

Don't worry.
Oh, and a three-year vest, okay?

No shorter. Yeah, they gotta stay to get paid.

- Gordon: I will take care of it.
- Okay, call me when it's done.

- Gordon: You let me worry about it.
- Renata: Yeah.

I think Amabella should go to therapy.

Therapy?

(sighs) It couldn't hurt.

She's six. (chuckles)

Yeah, but she's gifted,

which makes her intuitively advanced

and emotionally more vulnerable.

Honey...

Please don't "honey" me.

I know she enjoyed her party,

but you have to admit her excitement seemed tempered,

and that's because Chloe and a couple of other favorite friends weren't there.

Yeah, but to seek medical help?

Medical? It's not medical.

Gordon, don't be so old-fashioned. Come on.

I just... we've talked about this.

Amabella internalizes.

And a social slight could cause

more psychological harm than a choking.

I come back to "she's six."

(sighs)

Well, trust me, those wounds can last forever.

And she doesn't need to know she's seeing a child psychologist.

Some of the best ones now dress up as clowns.

We... we could sell it as another birthday surprise.

You're laughing at me?

Gordon, please, I spend all day long never letting my guard down.

Just let me be a scared mom.

It's our daughter.

(winces)

Look, one of the things that makes you so successful

is that you're able to see every hiccup.

You know, it's... it's one of your many gifts.

So one of the pitfalls is that you tend

to way overthink everything.

Amabella had a great time at the party.

How could she not?

That thing blew Disney on Ice away.

Have I become tragically unfun?

Oh, honey, no.

Come on, no, of course not.

Oh, my God, I have.

I'm now one of those people

I swore I would never turn myself into...

- some corporate, controlling, anxious...
- No, don't.

Don't. Stop it!

On our third date, we went skydiving.

- Do you remember that?
- Indeed I do.

Well, I think that was the last time

I let myself just free fall.

When did we become past our spontaneous prime?

You want spontaneous?

Let's make love on that desk right now.

No, you know what? I take that back.

- Let's f*ck on that desk right now.
- Don't make fun of me.

I am not making fun of you. I am looking at my wife.

I wanna f*ck her right here and right now.

- Don't be ridiculous.
- Why not?

Ridiculous is totally commensurate with free falling.

- Take off your clothes.
- (laughing)

- Gordon...
- Do I have to rip them off?

- People will see.
- No one will see.

Well, they'll hear. You know how I get.

Fine, no desk.

Bathroom.

- Welcome, welcome.
- Thank you very much.

- The office is in that way.
- Mm-hmm.

- Okay.
- Go ahead, yeah.

- On the couch?
- Yes.

- Okay.
- Yes.

Well, so what brings you here today?

- Maybe... all right.
- (nervous chuckling)

So, you're free to talk about anything.

A lot of couples experience a death of passion, um...

Celeste: Passion is definitely not our problem.

If it is, maybe it's because there's too much of it.

(laughing)

How do you mean?

Well, we love each other very much.

Yeah.

And, um...

(sighs)

I just think maybe we...

things can just get a bit volatile.

Volatile how?

We fight a lot and we say things.

Um, we yell, we scream, and...

(sighs)

We just have a lot of anger

that we need some help controlling.

When you talk of anger and volatility...

are we talking about a physical expression of anger?

No.

Just emotional, um...

verbal.

Mm.

It's not... not quite true.

After we fight, we...

ahem, we very often make love.

I don't know if you can call it making love.

It's very...

um, there seems to be a lot of anger,

you know, mixed up in it, and...

Mm-hmm.

Well, there's a line between passion and...

and rage, and...

and, you know, sometimes maybe we...

we cross that.

Sometimes.

Where do you think this rage comes from?

I don't know.

I don't even know how to begin

to answer that question.

Try.

Okay, um...

I... I think I'm afraid of losing her.

Okay. Why do you think that?

(chuckles) Have you... have you seen her?

Look at her. (nervous chuckling)

Uh, she can have any man she wants, you know.

And if she's not happy with me,

there will be a line of a thousand men

just waiting, you know.

(sniffles)

Uh... yeah.

And lately, it doesn't always seem that she's happy.

And that, uh...

that terrifies me.

From the very beginning, like when we first met,

I've always...

worried that she would just go through me.

You know, like that...

What do you mean by that? By "go through you"?

That she would...

outgrow me, maybe.

Or figure me out or something.

So I've always had this sense that...

that, you know, the day would come where she would just...

where she would just not love me anymore, and...

and I...

I think I'm constantly looking for evidence that she...

Evidence that she doesn't... doesn't love you anymore.

Celeste, how do you feel about what Perry just said?

I gave up my career for you.

I-I...

I left my family.

I left my friends.

I moved here for you.

You honestly think I don't love you?

A couple of days ago, you said that you would leave me.

Wha...? (scoffs)

What occasioned that?

(sighs)

Anybody?

I grabbed her...

(stutters) by the... I grabbed her by the shoulders

pretty hard.

So, the idea that it's never gotten violent is, uh...

I grabbed her hard.

And then she said that if I...

if I ever do that again, she would leave me.

He frightened me and...

Has this ever happened before?

(Celeste sighs)

(sniffles)

Yeah.

Sometimes I lash out.

And, you, Celeste?

What about me?

Do you ever lash out?

Yeah, when it gets physical, I fight back.

(sniffles) I do.

And how does that feel, when this happens?

Not good.

I don't feel good about it.

Can you be more specific?

I think I feel ashamed.

- Ashamed...?
- Yeah.

We get angry.

We fight and we...

we then have this crazy, angry sex.

(exhales)

And then we make up, and it's...

it's all better, and...

(sighs)

And we have this...

dirty secret.

Hmm.

- (chatter)
- (Renata crying out)


(moaning)

- (Gordon cries out)
- (both shouting)



- (grunting)
- (screaming)

f*ck! f*ck me to the f*cking moon and back!

(both moaning)

- (thumping)
- Nippal: Thank you all for coming.

Okay, our first order of business today

regards our Annual Fall Gala Fundraiser.

Now, given the unprecedented success of last year's Trivia Night

with the theme "Dead Celebrities,"

we've decided to come back again with yet another costume gala,

this year titled

- "Elvis and Audrey Night."
- (door opens)

I think it should make for a splendid...

- (sotto voce) Oh, God.
- ...evening filled with fun,

fashion, frivolity,

one which should raise some much-needed funding...

and I'm looking at you, Bruce Pedulla...

going to the benefit of all our wonderful, wonderful children.

Right? Right. Okay, great.

Any questions?

Yes, Mrs. Cunningham.

Thea: We all dress as either Elvis or Audrey?

Same costumes for everybody?

Yes. Part of the fun will be seeing a different interpretation.

- Do you know her?
- Nippal: Any other questions?

- I don't know. Do I?
- Nippal: Progress. Moving on.

(laughing)

Of all the people they want me to pretend to be... Audrey Hepburn.

Great, I'll be the spitting image.

- Nathan: Hey, Maddie?
- (Madeline sighs) Great.

- Hi, Nathan. Hello, Bonnie.
- Hi.

- Ed.
- Nathan.

Um, can I steal you for a second?

Mmm.

Um, it's about this whole Abby thing.

That was not my doing.

I'm as surprised as you are.

Okay.

So, are you... are you all right with this?

I suppose at this point I have to be.

She has a very well-developed sense of self-awareness, so...

if she thinks it's what's best, then...

That's very mature of you.

We'll take good care of her.

Um, there's something that's a little off-subject,

but not really.

Would you mind just discretely checking your husband right now?

Do you see the way he's staring at me?

I think he wants to fight me.

Don't be ridiculous. Ed doesn't fight.

Maddie, I just wanted to say

that I know that you're her mother.

And Abigail knows it, too.

I will never try to encroach, ever.

Sorry.

- (crowd shouting)
- All right, good cut, Timmy. Good cut.

You're all right. Keep your eye on the ball next time, okay?

Good cut, good cut. Who's next?

- Come on.
- Man: Come on, George.

Woman: Come on, Jessie. You can do it!

- Do I have to?
- Yep. Mm-hmm.

We talked about this. I need you to try it once.

And if you don't like it, I'll never make you do it again.

I just wanna go play on the playground.

I know, but you might actually like it.

- (nasally) Okay?
- (laughs) Okay.

(nasally) I love you.

- Woman # : Come on, guys!
- (cell phone buzzing)


- (whistle trills)
- Boy: You can do it, Blue!

Hey.

- Missed you at the meeting.
- I know. I'm sorry.

I'm at tee-ball with Ziggy.

Just trying to get him more involved.

Savor the moment because, trust me,

- they grow up.
- Are you okay?

Abigail's decided she wants to go live with her father.

Jane: I'm so sorry.

Madeline: Now I don't have to cook all that vegan crap.

Hey, can I call you back? Ziggy's about up to bat.

- Yeah, go. Call me later.
- Okay, bye.

Now, keep your eye right on the ball

and swing as level as you can.

Okay, buddy? All right, here we go.

- You got this, baby!
- Any time you're ready, Zig.

- (crowd cheering)
- Run, run, run, run! Run, Ziggy, run!

- Run, run, run!
- Jane: Go, baby! Go, go, go!

Coach: Go to second, go to second!

- Go, baby, go!
- Coach: Go to third, go to third, Ziggy!

Jane: Go, babe!

Coach: Run, run, run! Home run! Home run!

(cheering, applause)

(coach chuckling)

Home run! Slap me some skin!

Oh, my God, you did it!

Ah!

You cannot ruin this one.

It's hand wash only, so make sure and tell Bonnie,

or I guess you can tell your dad.

Maybe your dad does the laundry now.

Maybe he does.

I was thinking

now that you are gone a little bit,

maybe we could have some girlfriend time.

That'd be cool.

Are you ever coming back?

Abigail: Yeah, of course.

I'm gonna come back all the time.

I made a playlist for you.

Are you trying to take my room?

Can I?

No, you can't.

Abigail: Maybe when I go to college, though.

- We should go get pizza.
- It's all right.

What are you talking about?

Baby, you just hit a home run

on your very first try!

I think you're actually the first kid in history

to ever do that.

(sighs)

Come on, you have to be a little bit excited.

Did you see those parents' faces?

Everybody was like... they were screaming!

I was screaming! It was so good!

We have to do my family tree.

No, that's not due for another week.

It's due tomorrow.

No. No, it's due on the...

the th, I think.

I put it in my calendar,

'cause I didn't wanna forget that...

Oh, f*ck.

What did you say?

Nothing. Sorry.

(whispering) Are you f*cking kidding me?

- Hey. God.
- Hey!

- Thank you so much.
- Do not worry.

We've got this.

Please, when Abigail was little,

I used to get everything late.

That's fine. Hi, Ziggy!

- I heard you hit a home run today!
- Yeah.

That is so exciting. Congratulations.

So, I organized some of the photos.

Here's Grandma and Grandpa.

Cousins, brother, more cousins.

I don't know if they're first or second, though,

because I'm not sure who they...

Okay, wait, first of all, we have to draw the tree.

That's the most important thing.

And they want it actually on the cardboard.

Here you go, honey.

The assignment said the child has to contribute.

Now, put the trunk on there.

And you're gonna be in the trunk,

and then your mom and dad are then leaves.

And then we'll go from there.

What about my father?

Um, we don't...

We need to put him in here.

You don't have a dad, sweetie, so it's... it's okay.

We'll use Grandma and Grandpa, and me, and Great-Uncle Jimmy.

I still have to write my dad's name on the board.

Well, you know, I said that, but everybody's board

is gonna be a little bit different.

You have to write down both of your parents' names.

I'll get in trouble if I don't.

No, you won't get in trouble.

I want you to put it down.

Ziggy.

What is his name? Just write it down!

I don't know. You know that.

I've told you this story so many times.

You know he would've loved you, but...

What is his name, for Christ's sakes?!

Go to your room! That is not okay!

(shade whirring)

Madeline: Have you ever tried to look him up?

Jane: No.

He told me that his name was Saxon Banks,

like Mr. Banks, the dad in "Mary Poppins."

- Mm-hmm.
- But I Googled him afterwards, and...

We met in a bar.

He was funny and sexy,

and we were both pleasantly drunk.

We got a hotel room that overlooked the ocean.

It was beautiful and romantic.

Ahem, and then he...

changed.

What do you mean he changed?

(door closes)

Jane: He became extremely aggressive.

(water dripping)

It was like he was operating

some piece of machinery or something.

It was just so rote.

I tried to resist, but...

he was way bigger than I was.

I eventually just stopped resisting because...

I was actually afraid that he would k*ll me.

(water dripping)

Jane: He finished...

got up, and, um...

said goodbye.

(scoffs)

And I said bye.

That was it.

Oh, my God.

But he gave me my Ziggy, so...

Have you talked to anybody about this?

Like a therapist or a counselor or someone?

You're the first person I've ever told.

Oh, honey.

There was a point where I thought that I had moved on,

that I had worked through it and whatnot,

but, no.

I know that I'll never be over it.

But I know that I have to keep moving forward, you know?

That kid is...

he's gonna have a good life.

But the name of his father

is not going on that f*cking poster board.

(sighs)

(tires squeal)

(engine turns off)

(sobbing)

(engine starts)

- Renata: You're never gonna believe this.
- Hey.

The theme for the school party

is Elvis Presley and Audrey Hepburn.

Oh, dear God, no.

Exactly. Where's Amabella?

She's in her room.

I'm admiring how beautiful...

Remember after the remodel, we just walked around,

staring at how perfect everything was?

Can't make a perfect world.

No matter what, sh*t happens.

It felt really nice to be desired today.

(chuckles)

It meant a lot. Thank you.

Honey, I always desire you.

Usually, it just annoys you.

No.

You want to have sex all the time.

Today, you desired me.

(moans)

(sighs)

- (banging on door)
- Okay.

(jostling door, banging)

- Okay.
- (glass shattering)

(breathing heavily)

Harper: We still don't know the truth about Jane.

I'm just saying.

Gabrielle: Madeline had anger issues.

Itty bitty ball of rage.

(horn honking)

Harper: Wanna see her rage issues?

Call her "itty bitty."

Stu: Renata had the whole kind of "sexy praying mantis,

bite your head off after sex" thing going.

Melissa: Oh, yeah, that Bonnie's just the sweetest thing.

Yeah, right.

Nippal: Celeste... she is an accomplished attorney,

and some people in this town resent that.

Rich, beautiful, madly in love.

Something had to be wrong.

Perry: Hey.

Hey.

What are you thinking?

I'm trying to decide whether I'm happy or sad.

People usually know.

I'm sad because...

because my husband doubts my love for him.

And happy...?

I'm happy because the first time

in a long time, I'm hopeful.

For us.

(music playing over stereo)

Would you dance with me?

I just want to hold you,

look into your eyes,

be in love with you,

and feel you being in love with me.

Would you?

♪ Just like children sleeping ♪

♪ We can dream this night away... ♪

The most beautiful song

- for the most beautiful woman.
- ♪ Let's go dancing in the light ♪

♪ We know where the music's playing ♪

♪ Let's go out and feel the night... ♪

Don't give up on me, baby.

♪ Because I'm still in love with you ♪

♪ I wanna see you dance again ♪

♪ Because I'm still in love with you ♪

♪ On this harvest moon... ♪

(sighs)

♪ When we were strangers ♪

♪ I watched you from afar ♪

♪ When we were lovers ♪

♪ I loved you with all my heart ♪

♪ But now it's getting late ♪

♪ And the moon is climbing high ♪

♪ I wanna celebrate ♪

♪ See it shining in your eyes ♪

♪ Because I'm still in love with you ♪

♪ I wanna see you dance again ♪

♪ Because I'm still in love with you ♪

♪ On this harvest moon ♪

♪ Because I'm still in love with you ♪

♪ I wanna see you dance again ♪

♪ Because I'm still in love with you ♪

♪ On this harvest moon ♪
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