02x17 - One Year Later

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GARY: Jon, when you left us...

Hey, it's Jon. Do me a favor.
Love each other.

... our world came crashing down.

[VOICE BREAKING] What is this?

You spoke at his funeral!

I trusted you!

[SOPHIE YELLS]

- But somehow...
- This is for you.

... we found ways to heal...

- Finally did it. I quit my job!
- ... to move on...

It doesn't have to mean anything.
Just have some fun.

... to find ourselves.

Of course I'm still interested in the fellowship.

I would love to do it.

Your Aunt Lindsay's an alcoholic, and I have the same problem.

Since I've been sober, I've been thinking a lot.

Do you remember the lake house?

You ever wonder why we stopped going?

Doesn't mean we don't miss you.

You keep saying that you need to know who you are without cancer.

Maybe I need to figure out who I am without you.

I just wish I could've been there for you...

I didn't stay by your side and Rutledge you through chemo so you could piss your life away.

... the way you were for us.

You're gonna b*at this.

[MONITORS BEEPING, GAS HISSING]

[CHEERS AND APPLAUSE ON VIDEO GAME]

GARY: Jon, after this game, why don't you take it easy, okay?

Here comes Kyrie.

And from way downtown...

Bang! And the crowd goes wild!

Whoa, dude. Your IV.

Oh, and he steals the ball!

Would you stop moving, please?

Hey, you're running out of time.

- [WHISTLE BLOWS]
- What?

[CHEERS AND APPLAUSE CONTINUE]

Well, if I can get this back in, you'll have more time, alright?

- MAN: Oh!
- [WHISTLE BLOWS]

- What is this?
- Tatum sets the moving pick.

Why is this not...

♪♪

Phone charger?

Jon, this isn't...

Mendez moves the ball down court...

Oh, but he gets trapped in the corner!

- This isn't gonna work, man.
- What's he gonna do?

There's seconds left.
Can he get the sh*t?

I need some help in here!
Somebody help me!

Eight...

CROWD: Seven, six,

- five, four, three...
- [BUZZER]

- Is this really what you want?
- ... two, one.

[BUZZER BLARES, ECHOES]

Too late, Gary.

- No. No.
- It's over.

Maggie, wait!

I... [SIGHS]

Jon. Jon?!

[INHALES SHARPLY]

[BREATHING HEAVILY]

Hey, it's Jon.

I was hoping to speak to you, not just leave a message,

but, uh...

I just need you to do me a favor.

Love each other.

[CHARLIE COOS]

Is that the voicemail again?

[SIGHS]

Eddie, you have to stop torturing yourself.

[SIGHS] I don't think I should go to this dinner for Jon tonight.

Of course you should! It's been a year.

Delilah wants everyone there.

Well, Sophie doesn't.

She's barely talked to me in months.

[SIGHS] She just...

needs more time.

Yeah, I guess.

Hey, you look great.

- Oh, yeah?
- You ready for your interview?

I thought you were gonna wear the pinstripes.

I was. But Charlie thought this would be better.

Oh, yeah? How'd she tell you that?

- She spit up all over the other one.
- Ah.

But that's okay, Charlie, 'cause you were totally right.

All hail Pharaoh Theo!

What is happening?

It's for his biography presentation.

He picked King Tut.

He was only years old when he ruled.

Back then, the laws were a lot looser.

[CHUCKLES]

I was clearly born at the wrong time.

[KNOCK ON DOOR]

Oh, that must be Darcy and Liam.

Liam, the purpose of the knock is for them to let you in.

- [DOOR CLOSES]
- We're here!

- Liam, shoes.
- Hey, Darcy.

- Liam's here!
- Oh, hey. Cool hat.

- LIAM: Hey, Theo.
- Thanks again for watching the kids.

- Sure. No problem.
- I got to run.

Hey.

You got this. Crush it.

Totally crush it.

Consider it crushed.

GARY: Okay, this is gonna be a little awkward... but it's better that you're hearing this from a friend...

You're white.

You cannot pull off those shoes.

Don't worry about the parking.

Dad, I'm picking you up and taking you there.

Dude, hurry up and get off the phone.

We're making fun of Ed's shoes.

Pops, we talked about this.

You are going.

I-I'm picking you up at noon.

[CELLPHONE BEEPS]

- Your dad, huh?
- Yeah.

I'm taking him to his first therapy session later.

That shrink is gonna need a shrink.

Gentlemen, I am glad we are doing this today.

- Yeah, man.
- Yeah, me too.

And if Jon were here, I know exactly what he'd do.

He would huddle us in a circle, and he'd say, "What in the hell are those?"

I told you.

What? They're cool!

Yeah, like, on Nick Cannon.

[CHUCKLES]

[CELLPHONE VIBRATES]

Mr. Mendez. Texting, or you playing?

Oh, he's playing. Just a different game.

Last night, he went one-on-one with the cashier from that new laser tag place, which we can now never go to.

Wait, you got her number while you were chaperoning Theo's playdate?

- Look, I...
- May I field this one?

Theo's friend's mom scored the digits.

You got a mom to do your dirty work?

- I know.
- It's whack, right?

"Digits"?

"Whack"?

This is why you can't wear those shoes.

- [CHUCKLES]
- You know what?

[CHUCKLES]

Am I doing this right?

Honestly?

Sure.

Just crank evenly.

Okay.

Evenly.

[WHISPERING] I thought I was.

[CHUCKLES]

Hi!

- Hi.
- Hi!

I just dropped by to see if I could help.

Perfect timing.

She's tagging in.

- Mwah.
- You know what? This is good.

I actually need to take care of some stuff at work.

But I will be back tonight.

Thank you.

And thank you all for being here.

It means a lot to me and the kids.

Even though he's gone, Jon's still bringing us together.

I'm sorry, D. Uh, I didn't mean to...

What? No. No, no, no, no. It's not you.

No. It's just, um... Just the whole day.

I'm gonna go, uh, get some dishes.

- D?
- Yeah, let me.

You just, uh, stay here and crank evenly.

Mm-hmm. That's right.

How'd the job interview go?

They made me an offer in the room.

Well, don't sound so excited.

There's something that one of the partners said that bugged me.

He said, "You know, it'll be good to have someone like you on the team."

Oh, God, and let me guess.
He had no idea how offensive that was.

None.

I just feel like I'm going out of the frying pan into another frying pan.

Well, if you don't think it's gonna make you happy, hold out for something else.

I'm sorry.

Today's not the day to talk about this.

Hey.

A year ago, our friend k*lled himself.

I can't think of a better time to talk about our happiness.

How are the kids doing?

Sometimes I feel they're stronger than I am.

Oh, and if today wasn't hard enough, guess who texted while we were at the cemetery?

- Miles.
- Okay.

Yeah, admittedly, not the best timing.

- You think?
- [LAUGHS]

It was supposed to be a one-night thing.

I don't know why he's texting.

Oh, that's because Millennials prefer texting over phone calls.

Exactly. He's way too young for me.

Our lives are completely different.

Yeah, 'cause his life is texting a beautiful woman, and your life is ignoring a hot man.

Whatever happened to having a little fun?

I'm not sure I'm ready to move on.

Well, if you're not ready, that's fine.

But if it's because you feel guilty or... you think you don't deserve it,

I don't accept that.

[CHUCKLES]

That's... That's got to be the worst

I think I've ever seen you play.

- He's gonna think...
- It's the shoes!

- You see what you did?
- Sorry.

Hey, uh...

I had that dream about him again last night.

[ZIPPER CLOSES]

There were some fun new additions this time.

Maggie was there. [CHUCKLES]

Leaving me again. It was awesome.

And the chemo machine was plugged in with a-a phone charger.

[LAUGHS]

Come on! No jokes about me dumping women for leaving phone chargers at my place?

If you recall, Jon was all over that last time we saw him.

A year ago, I called you out for not quitting a job that you hated and you for staying in a loveless marriage.

Congratulations. You both did it.

You... you... you both turned your life around.

Me?

Nothing's changed.

Still pissing my life away.

Gary, don't say that. Come on.

I am incapable... of real emotion.

Although, to be fair, emotion can be dangerous.

Just ask the guy who offed himself.

Oh, wait, we can't.

- Whoa.
- Dude. [SCOFFS]

Careful what you say. Last person who questioned my life decisions ended up k*lling themself.

So bust my balls, then find a tall building to throw yourselves off of.

[CHUCKLES]

♪♪

EDDIE: There's my angry friend.

[SIGHS]

Where's Rome?

[BAG THUDS]

He's driving his dad to therapy.

GARY: He should've taken me with him.

Sorry about all that. [SIGHS]

Believe me.

[PATS BACK] I get it.

I dreamt about him last week.

That guy gets around.

[CHUCKLES]

Yeah, I don't remember much, but it was weird.

We were on a boat, and I was drinking...

[BELL DINGS IN DISTANCE]

Mm. [LAUGHS]

Hey, grab me another beer, will you?

You know I can't do that.

Fine.

I'll just get it myself.

[GRUNTS]

[WATER SPLASHING]

Jon?

Jon!

Jon!

[MUFFLED] Jon!

Aah! Jon!

Just grab my hand!

Right... Grab my hand!

When I finally got ahold of him, it wasn't him.

It was this girl's hand reaching out to me.

All I remember is this teal nail polish.

Weird, huh?

Is it?

You know, I don't think you need Freud to figure this one out.

Who else you feeling guilty about?

- A teenage girl maybe?
- [SIGHS]

Sophie. Of course.

And the beer is because you're an alcoholic.

- Yeah.
- Yeah.

Thanks.

Your mom, she loved her hymns.

Yeah, I know, Pop.

But we're gonna miss your appointment if we don't leave soon.

Good, 'cause I don't even know what I'm supposed to talk about.

He's just gonna ask you some questions, and you're gonna have a conversation.

And you'll see... having somebody to talk to is great.

Why can't I talk to Maggie?

At least she's not a stranger.

Not appropriate. Believe me, I've tried.

I like her.

She fought cancer.

That takes guts.

Totally. Let's talk about it in the car.

I read your script.

[SCRIPT THUDS]

Found it in your mother's drawer when I was going through her things.

The cover says, "Based on a true story."

So, is it true?

The part about you taking all those pills?

Yeah.

- But I'm in a much better place...
- How could you not tell me?

I tried to tell you.

Was that before or after you decided to write a whole movie about it?

What do you think I was trying to do the day that we fixed my sink?

And all you ended up doing was shaming me for taking antidepressants.

When we lost your mother, you said we needed to talk more.

The whole reason I agreed to see a shrink was because we were trying to do things differently.

So you know what?

I'm not going.

Why should I talk to anyone when you can't even talk to your own father?

See?

This.

Your reaction is exactly why I didn't tell you.

You find out that I... I tried to k*ll myself, and instead of making sure that I'm okay, once again, you att*ck me.

Talking about Maggie's brave for fighting cancer?

I'm... I'm fighting a disease!

I'm brave, too!

You know what?

Do what you want. Do what you want.

I don't care if you don't go.

I'm done trying to help you.

[DOORBELL RINGS]

[SIGHS] Mom, Eddie's here.

Uh, hey, ac... actually, can we talk for a second?

[DOOR CLOSES]

[BAG THUDS]

I heard you haven't been playing guitar.

[SIGHS]

♪♪

Look, all I know is that... during the toughest times of my life, music was there for me.

And I just don't want you to give up something that you love and something that you are so good at.

[SIGHS]

Well, you're right, Eddie.

Music is an escape.

Or at least it should be.

Except now, every time I pick up a guitar, all I think about is you.

It was bad enough what you did to my dad, but during all those lessons, during all those songs, you were also lying to me.

[SIGHS] Soph...

Don't.

[SIGHS]

I'm sorry.

No, it's okay.

I'll talk to her.

She's upset. We...

We went to the cemetery this morning.

[SIGHS]

You still haven't been, have you?

You should go, Eddie. It's time.

- You haven't been since the funeral.
- I know.

It's just...

How can I ask for forgiveness from Jon when his own daughter won't even forgive me?

[KNOCK ON DOOR]

Smoothies.

Uh-oh.

To what do I owe the pleasure?

I saw my dad, and I bought you a smoothie, and I thought I'd talk to you while you drank it.

Got you the largest one they had.

Great.

Well, if you don't want the job, don't take it.

What am I supposed to do? Not work?

You've always talked about hanging your own shingle.

- Why not now?
- [LAUGHS] Are you kidding?

We can't afford that.
The startup costs are huge.

We have savings.

And plus, the label's already talking about pairing me with some new artists.

Eddie, I can't put it all on you.

Yes, you can.

Katherine, after all the years of supporting my dreams, let me finally support yours.

For the first time in a very long time,

I've got this. I have got us.

ROME: I couldn't believe it.

Well, the truth is, your dad probably feels guilty.

But that does not make his response okay.

You came into my life at just the right moment.

Seriously, I-I do not know what I would do without you.

♪♪

- Whoa.
- [CRYING]

Maggie, are you alright?

Oh, God, Maggie, you're not...?

No, no, I'm o... I'm fine.

[SNIFFLES] I'm healthy. I just...

[SIGHS] What is the, uh...
The rule here when it's patient-doctor confidentiality?

For us patients?

Strictly enforced. Why?

I haven't told anyone this yet, but...

I got the Oxford Fellowship.

[LAUGHS] Maggie, that's fantastic!

[CHUCKLES]

Isn't it?

Why am I more excited than you are?

Oh, I'm excited.

It's everything I wanted. I just...

For the first time in my life, I'm...

I'm not sure I want to leave.

DELILAH: You're gonna set the timer?

Woman, this is not my first rodeo.

- Oh, hey!
- GARY: Hey.

Thanks for being here. Ohh.

Is that Eddie's, uh, soccer mom van I saw driving away?

Yeah, he took Katherine home so she could change.

But hopefully he's coming back, too.

I know I'm early.

Have a beer. [CHUCKLES]

[EXHALES SHARPLY] I slept with this girl I met at laser tag.

And you came early to tell us that?

Yeah, actually.

I mean, I knew I needed to end it.

Probably shouldn't have started it.

But instead of ghosting her or texting her...

Which I've heard some other men do...

I showed up like a gentleman...

- Nice...
- ... and did it properly. Yeah.

Okay, well, I'm sure she really appreciated that.

She did. I mean, she's totally fine.

- [BOTTLE THUDS]
- It's me.

I don't know what to do now.

- Um...
- Um...

You can help with the salad.

No, I mean my life.

[SIGHS] I don't know how I'm gonna fix my life.

So, what prompted this existential crisis?

Your husband.

He's haunting my dreams now.

Oh.

I wish I had dreams about him.

I never do anymore. [CHUCKLES]

It's almost like he doesn't want to talk to me.

[CELLPHONE VIBRATES]

Oh, uh, pardon me.

Hey, babe. Yeah, how'd it go?

Wait, what do you mean?

What's going on?

REGINA: Walter!

Walter.

♪ ... God ♪

Did you not hear me ring the bell?

♪ The children of God ♪

[MUSIC STOPS]

If you're here because of what happened, it wasn't my fault.

He didn't tell me either.

- What?
- I found his su1c1de note in a drawer weeks later.

So I get it.

I was upset, too.

But then I got over it because he needed me.

He needs you, too.

For what?

To be there for him.

♪♪

I know you love him, but you make it so hard for him to see that.

- That's not true.
- Oh, Walter, come on!

It took him years to find out that you were the one who put those stars above his bunk bed when he was a kid.

The dinner we're going to tonight?

It could've just as easily been for Rome.

Walter, I almost lost my husband.

You almost lost your son.

You know what I think?

I think you're scared to look too closely at him because you might end up seeing yourself there.

[SILVERWARE CLACKING SOFTLY]

[INHALES SHARPLY]

[CLEARS THROAT, SIGHS]

I, uh...

I heard about you and Eddie.

[SIGHS]

Yeah, look, I...

I don't really want to talk about it.

Great.

I'll talk, then.

[SILVERWARE CLATTERS]

[SIGHS]

♪♪

I'm mad, too.

What he did was terrible.

But if I let that one thing undermine everything else... then when he said that he cared about me,

I don't believe it.

When he said he was my friend, I don't believe him.

When he said that, uh, he was looking out for me...

... I don't believe it.

And yet, somehow, I found a way to forgive your dad.

You see, Soph, I need to believe that he loved me, okay?

I need to believe that.

So I will not let that one thing that he did undermine all the other things that he did for me.

You can't let one mistake define a person.

[DOORBELL RINGS]

[DOOR OPENS]

- Hey, guys. Come on in.
- Hi.

- Hey, Danny.
- Hi.

Cool hat.

Technically it's a headdress.

Yeah, it is!

You know, you get weirder every time I see you, kid.

[CHUCKLING] Thanks, Uncle Gary.

- You got it.
- Come on.

So, tell me about this headdress.

- Oh, it's a presentation at school.
- Wow.

- DELILAH: Is that Jon's scotch set?
- Hey.

Aww.

After dinner, I thought we could toast Jon together.

Seems only fitting.

- I'd love that.
- Okay.

[DOOR CLOSES]

- Hey.
- Hey.

GARY: [ENGLISH ACCENT] Well!

If it isn't Baroness Bloom.

Brought us some crisps, have you?

Why are you doing an English accent?

[NORMAL ACCENT] Oh, we've been playing "Downton Abbey."

Danny's a big fan.

Oh. [SIGHS]

When are those two getting back together?

No time soon.

Why would you say that?

Um, what? I don't... I don't know.

Why... Why would you say your thing?

[GASPS] Rome. What do you know?

Things. What do you know?

[GLASSES CLINKING]

- Ladies.
- Mm.

Oh, look at you!

Bringing cheese dip, even though you're lactose intol.

Now, that's a friend.

[CHUCKLES]

- MAGGIE: Hey.
- So, he bought her a bottle of wine so that she wouldn't feel bad about being stood up?

- What's in the bag?
- Yeah, and she had no idea.

And I promised I wouldn't tell... her.

Which was fine, until she told me she wished it was Gary.

What does that mean?

It means she's still in love with him, he's still in love with her, and neither will admit it.

What are you two whispering about?

- Nothing. And lasagna.
- Lasagna.

- What's up?
- You know when you said

you wished there was something we could do

- to help honor Jon?
- Yeah.

I think I have an idea.

- [KNOCK ON DOOR]
- Coming!

Sophie.

What are you doing here?

I need you to come with me.

[GEARSHIFT CLICKS, ENGINE SHUTS OFF]

I heard my mom say that you hadn't visited yet.

Look, I'm just so tired of being mad.

I just want to move on.

You should visit him.

[BREATHES DEEPLY]

[WATER RUNNING]

- Oh, God! Sorry, sorry.
- Whoa!

[CHUCKLES] It's okay.

- [WATER SHUTS OFF]
- [INHALES SHARPLY]

But, hey, it's not the first time we've met up in a bathroom.

Yeah.

Right back where we started.

Been feeling that all day.

Mm.

[SIGHS]

Hey, uh...

When I first met you,
[SIGHS] you were dying.

And I think maybe I was dying, too.

I just didn't know it.

But I was broken. [CHUCKLES]

And you were right.

Instead of dealing with that, I tried to save you.

The way that I couldn't save Jon.

And I know now that I put way too much pressure on our relationship.

And I screwed it up.

And I just didn't want today to go by without saying that.

Thank you.

But it's not all on you, Gary.

Um, cancer wasn't the only problem

I brought to our relationship.

I was broken, too.

[SNIFFS] Well...

[SIGHS]

I'm gonna let you pee now.

After all, you have a tiny bladder.

EDDIE: [VOICE BREAKING] For so long, I wondered whether or not you knew.

But the thing is, it doesn't matter.

I knew.

I knew what we did.

[SNIFFLES]

And I'm sorry, Jon.

I am so sorry.

I love you, man.

Thank you for this.

He would've been so proud of you.

There's something I think you might want to hear.

[SNIFFLES]

[CELLPHONE BEEPS]

Hey, it's Jon.

I was hoping to speak to you, not just leave a message,

but, uh...

I just need you to do me a favor.

Love each other.

[SIGHS]

Well, you know...

If that's what he wanted, then I think he'd be pretty happy.

'Cause that's exactly what we're doing.

♪ The houses caught fire ♪

♪ Caught fire in the fields ♪

♪ And the light was astounding ♪

- ♪ I spent many years ♪
- [INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS]

- ♪ Many years in the darkness ♪
- Ooh.

Vino? Vino, sir?

Theo, I got you.

♪ ... my best ♪

♪ We all need someone ♪

- ♪ To love and to hold ♪
- [BOTH CHUCKLE]

♪ We all need shelter to keep us from the cold ♪

- ♪ We all need laughter ♪
- What? We got cookies.

♪ When life gets hard ♪

♪ We all need someone to love us for who we are ♪

[INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS]

♪ We all need shelter ♪

♪ To keep us from the cold ♪

♪ We all need laughter when life gets hard ♪

♪ We all need someone to love us for who we are ♪

[GLASS CLINKING]

- What is he doing?
- Is he making a toast?

I'd like to make a toast.

The Egyptians believed that you die twice...

Once when you take your final breath and then again the last time someone says your name.

They believed your spirit lived on as long as people kept remembering you.

So as long as we always keep remembering Uncle Jon, he'll never really be gone.

Was that okay?

That was more than okay, Theo.

That is a tough act to follow, young man.

But I-I would like to add something.

So much has happened since he passed.

We were lost.

And... And now, it feels like we're all finally in a better place.

All of us.

Not because he d*ed.

It's because he convinced us to live.

Let's all raise a glass.

To Jon.

- To Jon.
- To Jon.

- To Jon.
- Jon.

- [GLASSES CLINKING]
- So good.

- [LIQUID POURS]
- ROME: Oh!

[INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS]

- Hey.
- Hey.

You okay?

Yeah.

- No. [CHUCKLES]
- [CHUCKLES]

You know, before things got bad between Jon and me, there was this one Saturday.

The kids were at camp, and he had just come up for air from this big deal that he had closed, and we were supposed to go out to a fancy restaurant for dinner.

We ended up staying in.

We just spent the whole night in bed laughing and talking and just being together.

[GLASS THUDS]

I miss who we were.

Oh, D.

It's just that with everything that's happened...

The shock of his death and my guilt over the affair, almost losing the house...

The one thing I never got to do was grieve my husband.

And I know... [LAUGHS]

I know it probably doesn't make any sense.

Trust me, it makes perfect sense.

I'd give anything to go back and have a second chance with him.

[LAUGHTER]

D, you still want to do this now?

Yes, let's do it!

- Come.
- Okay, let's go.

Uh... [CLEARS THROAT]

DELILAH: Everybody, come on.

Grab your coats.
We're taking a little road trip.

- Mm-hmm.
- Where are we going?

It's a surprise.

Can I open them yet?

- REGINA: [CHUCKLES]
- GARY: Come on, you guys.

This woman doesn't need any more surprises.

Okay.

You can open your eyes now.

Ta-da!

[CHUCKLES]

- Where are we?
- We're right above Someday.

It's part of the old Griffin Street Bakery.

And we've been using it as storage for the restaurant.

Sure, it needs some TLC, but because it's part of the lease Jon negotiated...

The rent's already being paid by Someday.

So the space is yours, i-if you want it...

For your new office.

[CHUCKLES]

You can't be serious.

Jon would have wanted you to have this.

You gave me my house.

The least I can do is... is give you an office.

With your name on the door.

- Wow.
- Mmhmm.

I don't know what to say.

[LAUGHTER]

To be honest, I wasn't sure

I'd ever feel like part of the group again after Jon was gone.

He was the one that always made me feel like I belonged.

Not anymore.

You really are like family to me.

So, thank you.

[CHUCKLES]

You're welcome.

You had nothing to do with this.

That's not true.
I helped with the, uh...

No... No. You didn't.

- No, I didn't.
- Right.

- [LAUGHS]
- To new beginnings!

Hear, hear!

- To new beginnings!
- New beginnings!

... new beginnings!

[BOTH SIGH]

[SNIFFS] That was a nice toast at dinner.

Oh, yeah.

I've been thinking a lot about that day.

Like what could've happened if things had gone maybe just a little bit differently.

Like if... if you hadn't called me seven times.

Dude, I'd have swallowed those pills.

Nah, I just hit redial.

No, come on, man, I'm being serious.

You never stopped trying to reach me.

You didn't give up.

And I realized, like, "Wow."

No matter how bad you feel, no matter how hopeless it seems, it's never too late to start over.

Yeah.

[INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS]

I am not supposed to tell you this.

But Maggie's going to Oxford.

She leaves in a week.

[SIGHS]

[SIGHS]

Hey. Maggie.

You're not seriously sneaking out, are you?

Yeah, I just didn't want to ruin the moment.

Uh-huh.

What's up?

Nothing.

When we were at Delilah's,

Gary said all of this stuff to me about our relationship, and I can't help but feel like if he had said that when we broke up, maybe we would still be together.

Well, then why aren't you?

Gina.

We've moved on.
We're in completely different places.

[SIGHS]

No, you're not.

At the restaurant that day, you know, you said you kind of wished that wine was from Gary?

Well, it was.

- What?
- Yeah.

Maggie, he's still in love with you.

I can't... I can't even process that right now.

I'm going to Oxford.

♪ As I walk ♪

♪ This wicked world ♪

[INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS]

♪ Searching for light in the darkness of insanity ♪

You look happy.

Very.

♪ I ask myself ♪

You know, earlier, when Rome talked about... how we're all in a better place?

Yeah.

I was thinking about us, too.

Our anniversary is coming up.

I know.

years. [CHUCKLES]

I was thinking... what if we renewed our vows?

♪ What's so funny 'bout peace, love... ♪

Eddie Saville, will you marry me? Again?

♪ What's so funny 'bout peace, love... ♪

You have no idea how badly I want to do that.

♪♪

♪ And as I walk on ♪

- ♪ Through troubled times ♪
- [KNOCK ON DOOR]

♪ My spirit gets so... ♪

Dad, what are you doing here?

Brought something over for the baby.

Okay.

And...

I wanted to say...

I'm glad you're here.

Thanks.

♪ Sweet harmony ♪

♪ 'Cause each time I feel it slippin' away ♪

- ♪ It just makes me wanna cry ♪
- Come on in.

[SIGHS]

♪ What's so funny 'bout ♪

- [SNIFFLES]
- ♪ Peace, love and understanding? ♪

♪ Oooooh ♪

♪ What's so funny 'bout peace, love and understanding? ♪

Hi.

[CHUCKLES] Yeah.

Uh, look, I know this is probably the last thing you were expecting, but... any chance you want to meet for a drink?

♪ Ooooooh ♪

Need a second just to get this out of the way.

You ready, Pop?

Ready when you are.

REGINA: Oh. The stars...

Just like the ones you had when you were a kid.

Hmm.

Thank you.

♪ Sweet harmony, now ♪

♪ 'Cause each time I feel it slippin' away ♪

♪ It just makes me wanna cry ♪

There you are. [SIGHS]

I, uh, wasn't sure you'd be up for this.

Well, if we're being honest,

I'm a little surprised you reached out.

But I'm glad you did.

So am I.

- What happened with Becky?
- [CHUCKLES]

I realized she was just another rebound.

So, what does that make me?

A fresh start.

♪ Understanding ♪

♪♪

Hey. So, I was thinking maybe... we do our vows here at home.

I love that idea.

Eddie! There you are.

I'll, uh, be right back.

I got to call my sister.

Okay. Make sure you invite her to the vows.

[RINGING]

Hey, Lindsay, it's me. Um...

Look, I need to talk.

I had a dream about Alex, and...

I-I need to know what happened the night she d*ed.

[CELLPHONE BEEPS]

[CELLPHONE VIBRATING]

[SIGHS]

JON: You should answer it, Delilah.

[VIBRATING CONTINUES]

I mean, give the guy a break already.

[CHUCKLES]

I don't want to answer it.

He's not you.

Yeah.

But I wasn't me, either.

Not at the end.

We both know that I broke my vows long before you broke yours.

I stopped being there for you.

You have to let me go.

If you want to know what I want... it's for you to be happy.

I miss you so much.

[FOOTSTEPS APPROACHING]

SOPHIE: Mom?

[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]