03x15 - Bad Guy

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Cooper: 5, 6, 7, 8.

♪ Fascinating rhythm

♪ I'm always on the go ♪

♪ Fascinating rhythm, I'm all a-quiver ♪

♪ The neighbors want to know ♪

♪ Why I'm always shaking ♪

♪ Just like a flivver ♪ No. Victoria. Yeah.

Fuh-lap ball change, fuh-lap ball change.

Fuh-lap ball change, fuh-lap ball...

Hey. What, uh... Yeah?

What's going on? Nothing.

What's...

Okay, here. Come on, let's... let's take a walk.

You guys run that again. Come here.

I'm sorry, Cooper. I'm sorry.

For what?

I'm sorry for...

For crying at rehearsal.

Never apologize for your emotional life.

All right?

Your emotional life is why I cast you in every lead.

Your emotional life is what makes you impossible to ignore.

Apologize for those fuh-lap ball changes... they're atrocious.

What's... What's going on?

My grandma d*ed.

My... My grandma d*ed, and my parents just went back to work, so... I don't know... I figured I'd come...

I'd just come to rehearsal, but I, um...

I just... Oh, my love.

Your soul is large. Right?

Your being contains multitudes.

You can be sad for Grandma and fuh-lap ball change all at the same time.

All right?

Come on, you got this.

Come on. Yeah.

You got it. You got it.

All right, guys, let's take that again, okay?

Deep breath.

Here we go.

5, 6, 7, 8.

But, I mean, really, how do you get a hairbrush stuck in your...

I... I... It...

Hey, Jackson. I didn't see you.

Hairbrush stuck in your, uh, what now?

Uh, it's nothing. It's... vag*na.

Yeah. We had a walk-in today... hobble-in, actually.

Woman got a hairbrush stuck in her vag*na.

Let me... Let... Let me guess.

She, uh... She fell on it.

Yeah.

Oh, they always... always say they fell on it.

Hey, yo, Bishop... Avery and I are on the PRT, but Flores's kid has the flu.

You want me to call Christy in?

Yeah, but she lives an hour away.

I can run anesthesia, but we need a driver, so, can you pull someone from B-shift, or...?

You can have probie.

What? No, I just finished 24 hours.

You rode the desk all shift.

You're nice and rested. Warren, he's all yours.

Engine 19, Ladder 19, Aid Car 19, and PRT 19 requested to MVC.

Oh, and, probie, green means go.

Let's move.

Oh, my God.

You slept with him, didn't you?

What? You slept with him.

No. Nope.

I'm just disappointed I didn't notice it sooner.

Uh, I'm sorry. Because we're both gay men...

...you just assume that we slept together?

Oh, no, it's because you guys avoid eye contact with each other like it's your job.

No, I didn't, okay? You... Oh.

He's got a whole... Okay.

He's got a whole what? He just broke up with his...

Okay, fine. Yes, I did.

Shut up, shut up! Yes! I knew it!

Oh, my God. No. What about you?

What about you? I knew it!

"Oh, Jackson, I didn't Don't... see you there."

I may have done something bad.

What...

Jackson? No.

Well...

Ugh. Jackson?

Why do we sleep with the people we work with?

Well, the only people we ever meet are people we work with.

Montgomery. Hughes.

The Chief's office sent over some addresses of inspections that they need fast-tracked... today.

Who wants some overtime?

So, is this just how it's gonna be now?

The Battalion Chief wants to spend time with his wife, so just the underlings have to work on their day off?

Yep.

Got it. Okay. Hey.

Okay, w-why... why is the Chief's office asking us to do the inspections?

Fire Marshal's backed up.

These are priority. We'll get them.

But we just finished a shift. No.

Okay, knocking down fires gets all the glory, but inspections are the real life-savers.

Plus, we like money.

Thank you.

Why do we befriend people we work with?

Because the only people we meet are people we work with.

Hey. You love me!

No! Let's go!

Stop it! Let's...

I told you so many times I don't like that.

Hey. You want to grab breakfast or something?

No, I can't.

I-I promised Robert I'd go through my dad's stuff.

It's... It's taking over his apartment.

You mean, your apartment that you guys live in together?

All right, Gibson, I don't need your... whatever that is.

Hey. What do you got going on today?

I am weirdly free.

I have the nanny until 3:00.

You gonna hang out with Sasha?

Oh, I don't think we're daytime date-ready yet.

Oh. Okay. Batting cages.

Help. I'm s-sorry.

Ma'am? I need help.

Okay. Okay.

Are you hurt?

No. I... I need help.

All right.

He's down. H-He's not moving.

Who? Who? Who's not moving?

H-He's at the park. Whoa, whoa. Uh, Humboldt Park?

Y-Yeah. I-I think so. Yeah, yeah. I think.

Okay. All right, come with us.

All right? Yeah.

Just, uh, come this way, and we'll get you checked out, okay?

Here, here.

All right, okay, okay. Hey, hey, hey.

Can you tell us what happened?

I think I k*lled him.

I really think I k*lled him.

Do you think she's an invol?

Hey, hey.

Can you tell us your name?

Um, Darcie.

Darcie.

We have a still alarm.

Reported victim of an as*ault at Humboldt Park.

Police should be here in a minute.

Uh, PRT wasn't needed at the MVC.

They're still near the park, so they're on their way now.

Darcie. It's gonna be okay.

When the police get here, just tell them what happened.

Okay. You should be all right.

But what should I do about this?

Whoa, whoa, whoa, um... Okay, okay, okay, okay, okay.

Okay.

Physician Response Team, Station 19.

He's got a pulse.

Barely.

And he's losing a ton of blood here.

Okay, let's get him flipped over.

Let's move him. Dixon.

On my count. Ready?

1, 2, 3.

Yeah.

Yeah.

That's bad.

He has free fluid in his abdomen.

This is PRT 19.

We have a 30-year-old man with multiple s*ab wounds to his abdomen, unresponsive and hypotensive.

At least 40% of blood volume lost.

Copy. Let us know if you need an aid car.

Hey, Dixon, get in the cab and make sure you know the route to Grey-Sloan.

All right. Copy.

Damn it, his pressure keeps dropping.

All right, well, you know what that means.

The only way for him to survive is if we open him up right here and now.

You're a fast learner.

Whoa, whoa, whoa. Hey, what are you doing?

You can't be in...

Drive.

...here.

I don't see any bowel or mesentery lacs.

We got to find out where this blood is coming from.

He's going into shock.

Hey, let's... let's start packing him.

Grey-Sloan, this is PRT 19.

Have an OR ready.

We are coming in hot with our stabbing victim.

I said drive.

Copy, PRT 19.

We'll prep an OR.

Whoa.

Hey! What the hell?!

Damn it!

Hey, probie!

Stop!

Do not slow down.

Probie, what are you doing?!

Well, I... I have to slow down, or they'll know something's wrong, and they'll call the police. Probie!

Fine, but do not stop. Hey, stop!

Okay. Just... I...

What are... What are you doing?!

Sorry, guys. I... I thought you wanted me to drive.

I'm just looking for a safe place to stop.

Come on.

Just do one box at a time.

Okay. Here we go.

Oh, my God.

Wow.

He saved everything.

"Happy 5th Birthday, Andy.

You're the best sister-cousin ever."

Who is that from? Let me...

Oh, my God, my cousin Michelle.

We were inseparable.

We used to call each other sisters.

Where is she now?

I don't know. I...

That's so weird.

I haven't thought of her in years.

Mm.

Tía Sandra, Tío Johnny!

T-That's my mother's sister and her husband.

Uh-huh. This is so crazy.

I haven't seen them since...

What?

Since my mom d*ed.

Sir, we're from the Seattle Fire Department.

We're here for the inspection.

Sorry, what inspection?

Fire code inspection.

Standard practice for all new business permitting.

No, we were told the permits were already handled.

By who?

By the person who told me.

Which is...?

None of your business.

Mm. Okay, you know what, sir?

We are here from the Fire Department, and our job is to inspect your premises for any issues, so...

Y-Your job is to listen to your boss, right?

Yeah, our boss is who sent us here.

Well, his boss is my friend Fire Chief Dixon.

So you can take it up with him.

♪ ...me ♪

♪ I am so awfully misunderstood ♪

♪ So, lady, be good to me ♪

♪ Oh, please ♪ Oh, no, no, no.

Sorry, that's a "C." Can we start again?

Victoria. Yep?

I'm the director.

Start again.

Okay.

♪ Oh, sweet and lovely lady, be good ♪

♪ Oh, lady, be good to me ♪ Stop. Stop. Let's take 5.

Fire inspections take a lot longer than 5 minutes.

Oh, my God.

Fire inspection? For what?

For fire.

Every single show, you people do this, and every single show, it's a huge waste of time and money.

Fine. The city of Seattle thanks you for protecting them from the big, bad community college drama students.

I was running, and then, he appeared all of a sudden.

Who did?

He jumped out, maybe behind the bushes.

I-I don't know.

Darcie, who jumped out at you?

The guy.

H-He grabbed me by my ponytail.

Attempted as*ault.

And h-he tried to drag me into the bushes.

as*ault, not attempted.

Am I gonna go to jail?

We're gonna get you a medical exam, Darcie.

She needs a psych eval before you question her further.

Can you guys take her to Grey-Sloan?

Yeah, uh, we'll take her.

You're off-duty.

You're short-staffed.

I'm gonna ride with her.

Come on, sweetie.

It's okay.

I'm gonna k*ll this kid when we stop.

BP's still dropping.

We got to figure out where the hell this bleeding's coming from... now.

Okay, you know what? Let... Let's go quadrant by quadrant.

All right, good call.

Okay.

It doesn't... doesn't look like it's coming from the spleen.

Okay.

Uh...

Oh, there! There! There, there, there.

What do you got?

Uh, it's the retrohepatic IVC.

I feel the defect, and I am holding pinpoint pressure... now.

It's got to be the posterior s*ab wound, yeah?

Oh!

What the hell?!

Probie, I don't care if the Chief is your dad...

I'm gonna...

I want all the painkillers on this truck, or I k*ll this kid.

Oh, is it just me, or are orgasms better in the daylight?

It isn't just you.

I actually did a whole study on female orgasms.

Oh, that's a study I'd like to see.

How do you feel?

Right now?

Amazing.

I mean about your mama.

I haven't talked to her since the spaghetti dinner.

Don't you think you should try?

Why?

Because she's your mom, and she's hurting, and...

Yeah, that's not my problem.

If she wants to ruin her life and live in a motel forever because of some raised voices, that's her choice.

I get it, that this is hard for you, Maya, but don't you think maybe there is some truth in what your mom says...

Stop.

Please.

Mm.

Listen to this... from 20 years ago.

January 24, 2000...

"Michelle is asking to play with her sister-cousin.

I am at a loss.

What do I tell her?

I just don't understand."

This was from my Aunt Sandra right after my mom d*ed.

What... What doesn't she understand? Mm.

You know, families drift apart when... when people die.

Yeah, okay, but this... this seems like a... like an excommunication, like my dad cut Sandra off.

Well, do you remember that happening?

No, I don't remember any of this.

I mean, I don't remember a lot from when she d*ed, but something is off.

When my parents d*ed... it was too painful for a lot of people.

You know, nobody knew what to say to me, not even my own family.

They... They just slowly drifted away.

It happens.

Maybe your aunt just didn't know how to handle the fact that her sister was gone, and seeing you was a reminder.

Okay, well, if that's true, that... that sucks.

It does.

I got to go.

Are you gonna be all right?

I thought I was safe.

Jogging in the middle of the day.

You hear about women getting r*ped in parks, and it's like, well, duh.

Why would you go running at night in a park?

Like, it's their fault.

Darcie...

My mom gave me that pocket Kn*fe when I moved to the city.

I swear, I never thought I'd use it.

♪ Mm, mm, mm You shouldn't have to.

It's temporary.

I don't care if it's temporary ...it's blocking your fire exit.

Okay, but all you have to do is go around and...

All right.

I want you to imagine that there's a fire coming at you.

The air is filled with smoke.

Try finding a way out then.

That is what the fire curtain is for.

Does your fire curtain work?

We will fix the set.

And the fire curtain. Fine.

Now, you are cutting into my rehearsal time, and you are leaning on my piano, which, frankly, costs more than your entire insurance policy.

So, if you please...

Save me two tickets.

Good seats. Please.

I'll see what I can do.

Victoria.

I really hope this isn't something I could have done over the phone.

No, you need to go and talk to that asshat owner.

Yeah, he think he's above getting inspections

'cause he's friends with Dixon.

He said it was "handled."

I see the problem here. I was mistaken.

These were already approved.

I just needed to sign them to fast-track them.

No, sir, I seriously doubt that.

I can see, like, four major fire hazards from here.

Well, I'm sure they're gonna take care of them.

They said they weren't going to.

It's done, Hughes.

Go home.

How long are you going to angry-chop at me?

I'm just chopping.

You know, my dad has bipolar I?

You said that.

And my sweet baby brother has inherited it.

I...

Are you talking about you, or are you trying to draw some kind of parallel?

'Cause if it's you, I'm... I'm all in.

But there is no mental illness in my family.

With or without mental illness, the... the human brain is brilliant, and it is devious, and it walls off what it doesn't want to know.

Got it. So you're talking about me.

What I'm trying to say, Maya, is that your mind is brilliant, and maybe you think you're too smart to be in denial.

Maybe you think you're too smart to have been abused?

Okay, I'm not interested in talking.

I'm just trying to help. He never hit me.

That's not the only way you abuse somebody, Maya.

My dad has never hit me, either.

He has never hit my brother, but that doesn't mean that we were not abused.

Psychological abuse, v-verbal abuse... they... they are real.

I don't want to fight with you.

I don't want to fight, either.

Then I think you should go.

What?

This is not how you handle a fight.

M-M-M...

Maya, I...

I'm here for you.

I'm not leaving.

Okay, okay. I'm... I'm... I'm gonna...

I need... I need to run.

So I'm gonna... I'm gonna go on a run.

We don't have any dr*gs on here.

I'm not stupid.

I know ambulances carry morphine.

Okay, you hear that?

That means this patient is dying.

Just let me save him, and then we'll get you your dr*gs.

No, dr*gs first.

God. Two more minutes, all right?

You want to be a m*rder*r, too?

I'm holding a g*n. Okay. Okay, okay.

But I take my hands out of this guy, he will die.

Then this guy can get me the dr*gs.

No, he... he doesn't know the code.

But... But I will give it to him if you let me save this patient while he does it.

Fine.

No pressing any secret buttons that call the cops.

I promise, I don't have anything like that.

Really?

Got to get a secret button in here, man.

Hey. Uh.

What are you... What are you doing here?

I went for a run, and my body just came here, so I figured I'd work out.

You?

Are there any old files here, like Captain's logs?

I think so. Why?

Where? I...

I-I just need to figure something out.

Figure what out?

Just who my dad was.

What do you mean who your dad was?

He was our hero.

He literally sacrificed his life to save ours.

What am I looking at? My mother looks miserable.

I've always had this idea that my parents had this epic, amazing love story, that they were soulmates, meant to be, but what if they weren't?

What if they were just two messed-up people who rushed into a family, and then one of them d*ed?

Andy, do you think maybe it's possible that you're projecting your anxiety about your own marriage onto your parents?

Why can't I just say something without someone writing it off as j-just...

Can I... Can I just talk?

Okay, okay. What are you talking about?

I've been going through my dad's things, and I...

I don't know... I feel like... like maybe I didn't even know who my dad was, like...

Like, what do I actually know about Pruitt Herrera?

He was... He was overbearing.

He was controlling. He was...

If he was controlling, it was only because he loved you.

"Controlling because he loved you."

That sounds like a... like a Lifetime movie about a person who needs to escape.

Andy, you know who your dad was.

We all do. Do we?

Or do we just know the version of him that... that he wanted us to see?

No. No!

You do not get to turn your dad into a bad guy.

You won the lottery of dads, and now, just because he d*ed, you are gonna tear down his memory

'cause it's easier than coping with the loss of him?

No, I am not gonna stand by and watch you do that, not to my Captain.

Not to your Captain?

Maya, he was my dad.

Yeah, and you should count yourself lucky!

I mean, what the hell was that?

Dixon's probably trading permit approvals for political gain.

Oh, God, but that is disgusting.

It is disgusting. Yeah.

It's worse than disgusting. It's like m*rder.

It's m*rder, possibly. It's...

Probably. Well...

It's more than paperwork, though. Right.

It's like actual loss of life. Yeah, no, I know.

I... Yes.

Do we really think Dixon's that corrupt?

It would explain why the Chief's having Sullivan do the inspections instead of the Fire Marshal.

Yeah, but do we really think that Sullivan is that corrupt?

Are you talking about Mr. Andy Herrera? Can we even...

Don't. I can't. God.

Pruitt's probably rolling over in his... urn.

And you just assume, you know, that anybody who becomes a firefighter is just inherently good.

Mm.

Like... Yeah.

Right. But...

I mean, I guess there are some rotten apples.

So are you, like, in love with the corrupt Fire Chief's son? No.

Some drama. No. No!

Like, it feels a little... Definitely not in love.

Okay. He's a baby.

We're friends.

Who can't stop having sex.

Yeah.

What about you? I...

You got one of these, too. You got one of those.

Yeah, I have one of those.

I had... I had one of those. One of those.

I'm gonna go talk to him.

Wait. Who? Jackson?

Sullivan. No.

Yeah. No. No, no, no!

Hey! Bye!

Get back here! Vic, don't. Vic, seriously, don't do it.

Don't do it!

I tried.

Hey, can I get the darts?

Hey.

You want some food?

I can make something.

Or we can order.

I'm good.

Hi, it's Sandra. Leave me a message.

Por favor, deja un mensaje.

Do it! Open the damn cabinet!

I'm trying! I'm... I-I'm trying.

I-I don't know the last number.

Give him the number.

Quickly.

I know you're not a k*ller.

I know that you... you didn't mean to get wrapped up with four possible murders on your hands.

I know that you just want dr*gs, and it's not your fault, all right?

A-Addiction is a terrible thing.

I'm a doctor. I see it all the time.

I swear to God, if you don't open that cabinet, I will k*ll all of you, and I won't even feel bad about it because you were too stupid to save your own lives!

Ohh.

Warren, give her the damn code.

Oh, God. Now!

8375-pound.

Um. Okay.

Hey, Dixon, get over here and help me with these compressions.

Dixon, let's go!

Oh, yeah. Yeah, okay.

How you doing, Jackson?

I'm just keeping pressure on it.

I should grab a tourniquet soon.

I don't even know which one to...

He's gone, Warren.

He's got more blood on the floor than in him.

Just go.

Oh, my God. Oh, my God! I-I-I didn't see her.

No, it's... it's not your fault, sir.

It's not your fault.

Dixon, radio dispatch. Request an aid car and SPD.

This is, uh...

This is PRT 19 reporting...

Dixon, give me the radio.

Just give me the radio.

Dispatch from PRT 19.

We've just been assaulted and... robbed.

Got one stabbing victim on board who's deceased, one PRT position, uh, with a non-critical GSW.

We also have one MV-versus-ped who is, uh...

...who's deceased.

Over.

Copy. We have your location.

Dispatching AID and SPD.

Time of death?

Time of death, 15:15.

Times two.

Hughes. What are you doing...

Uh, you can't just sign those inspections.

Oh, this is none of your business.

You can't... No, Chief, due respect, et cetera, but if you sign those inspections, you could be actually putting...

You are out of your lane.

Maybe, but I have also seen what happens when people ignore fire codes.

You know, we don't ever think the worst is gonna happen until it does.

What... we watch the... the... the stupid video on the plane telling us how to put on our oxygen masks, half paying attention because we don't think there's ever, you know, any way we could be the person who dies in a plane crash.

But 257 people d*ed in plane crashes last year.

And way more d*ed in fires that were easily preventable.

So I don't honestly...

I mean, I don't know why you're covering this up, and I don't really care.

Please.

Please don't sign those.

You could be signing the death certificates for who knows how many people, so...

Hughes, my parents d*ed in a plane crash.

I... I didn't...

I didn't know. I'm sorry, Chief.

Goodbye, Hughes. I...

♪ Listen to my tale of woe ♪

♪ It's terribly sad but true ♪

♪ All dressed up, no place to go ♪

♪ Each ev'ning I'm awf'ly blue ♪

♪ I must win some winsome miss ♪

♪ Can't go on like this ♪

♪ I could blossom out, I know ♪

♪ With somebody just like you ♪

♪ So ♪

♪ Oh, sweet and lovely lady ♪

♪ Be good ♪ Fire! ♪ Oh ♪ There's a fire! The... The scrim is on fire!

Oh, my God! Fire?! What?

This way! What? Oh, my God!

Everybody, off the stage!

Through the house! Through the house!

Through the house! Everybody off!

Through the house! This way!

Go, go, go, go!

Go, go, go, go, go!

Go! Go!

Through this way, this way, this way!

Move! Is anybody back here?!

Watch out!

Cooper!

Cooper?

Cooper, come on!

Cooper!

Cooper, what are you doing? Get down!

I forgive you.

What?

For sleeping with Vasquez's wife.

I know I said it's unforgivable, but...

I forgive you.

Okay.

Kind of felt like that already happened.

Yeah, I just wanted to make it official, you know?

I'm a dad now, and the world just doesn't look the same anymore.

Nothing's black and white.

Everything's conditional.

I would have thought having a daughter would make you hate me even more.

Jack, my... my daughter's mother left her.

She left.

And I don't know what your birth parents did or didn't do or why, but I know that takes a toll on a little kid's heart and their brain.

And I see that you're trying to be a better person, and I...

I admire that.

Thank you.

I am trying.

And I also have a bit of an inappropriate crush myself now, so...

I can relate.

Well, the difference between me and you is you won't do anything about it.

Correct.

I am gonna take those feelings, take all of them, and just bury them way down.

Just bury 'em.

Hey, bury 'em in Sasha. Mm.

Uh, don't. I heard it. Mm-hmm.

Miller. Yeah.

Hey. Why am I hearing my husband called in an hour ago saying he needed an OR on standby and hasn't shown up?

Wait. He hasn't?

Is he not responding on radio?

What is that look?

I don't like that look, Miller.

Dr. Bailey.

Dr. Warren's on the phone.

He lost the patient.

Oh. Okay, thank you, Schmitt.

So now that poor girl k*lled a guy.

But he says that we should be on standby for a possible GSW.

A what?

Ah, at least it went clean through.

Yeah. You're lucky.

Oh, yeah, I'm the luckiest.

Hey, Dixon, uh, after this, I'm buying you a beer.

I can't. I can't.

I can't handle this.

I can't. I...

All the death and the blood and the fire and the g*ns and the families torn apart, I... I can't take it.

I don't want this to be my every day for the rest of my life.

I know today was rough, but most of the ti...

Rough? Rough?

No, I had a drug addict point a g*n at my face and then get splattered on the side of the road.

And then the doctor who was trying to save a stabbing victim got sh*t in the leg.

And that's just today.

Putting out fires and rescuing kittens, that's one thing, but this is just...

It's too much.

Look, um...

If it makes you feel any better, Miller texted, and, you know, the... the stabbing guy was a... a r*pist.

Oh, hell, that makes me feel better.

My dad wanted this. I never wanted this.

I didn't even pass the written test.

I'm not a firefighter.

I'm not a firefighter.

Hey.

What are you still doing here?

Just catching up on some work.

You?

I don't know if you heard, but, uh, Warren and Avery were held up on the PRT.

Yeah, Avery got sh*t.

Is he okay?

Yeah. Yeah, everyone's just a bit shaken up.

Thank you for notifying me.

Have you talked to Andy? I'm worried about her.

What a surprise.

The men in Andy's life are worried about her.

She is fine, Jack. She's grieving her father.

Let her do that however she needs to.

She married our Battalion Chief after a few weeks of dating, and you don't think that's a little bit concerning?

I think that Andy is a grown woman who can make her own decisions.

She has made that very clear, Lieutenant.

We are Andy's closest friends, Maya, you and me.

And as her friends, we should give her some space.

Not everyone needs therapy, Jack.

Wow.

Yeah, I told you that in confidence, as my Captain, and you're just gonna throw it back in my face?

Sorry.

That wasn't about you.

Carina keeps trying to get me to admit to something that isn't true, and I'm sick of it.

You know, my father...

Is a real prick.

Hey, you don't know what you're talking about.

You don't know me.

No, you know I do.

And you hate it because anyone who knows the real Maya is a thr*at.

Get out. Right?

'Cause here comes the Maya freeze-out.

No, does Carina know it's coming yet, or are you gonna blindside her like you did me?

Get the hell out of my office.

Way to prove my point.

You're broken, Maya. Oh!

The foster boy without a daddy is calling me broken?

Yeah, well, I'd rather have no daddy than have yours.

Don't you dare talk about my father like that.

Or what? Or I will bury you!

Yeah, threats of v*olence. That checks out.

Hi, it's Sandra. Leave me a message.

Who are you calling?

What... What are you looking for?

Answers about why my father cut my family out of my life.

Why he wanted me to be alone.

Why he w...

Andy, this is a little crazy.

Tía Sandra sent me a birthday card every year from age 10 to 15.

I've never seen these.

He... He kept those from me.

I doubt he kept them from you.

You... You said yourself you can't remember half the things that...

Okay, you don't understand! My father was controlling.

My father... he has a track record of going behind my back in the name of protecting me.

He blocked me from becoming Captain, twice.

He kept his cancer from me, twice!

He pushed my mom out of the Academy.

"Everything I did, I did for you."

T-That's what he told Maya right before climbing on the roof to certain death.

As if... As if that excuses everything.

You... Andy, you're unraveling right now.

The funeral is coming up.

You're feeling a-all these feelings.

Maybe you should take a sedative and we'll go...

Stop acting like my father!

And... And stop telling me to take a sedative!

I don't solve my problems with dr*gs!

Ohh!

You know your father blocked you from becoming Captain because he was worried about how you would handle his death.

And, to be honest with you, the way you're acting right now, I can see that he was right to worry.

Wow.

Hi, it's Sandra. Leave me a message.

Por favor, deja un mensaje.

So...

Yeah.

I guess I am broken.

I guess we both are.

Avery? You're the GSW?

What the hell happened?

It's an extremely long story.

Really not that long.

Junkie held us up for dr*gs and then sh*t me.

With a g*n?

Yes, with a g*n, Schmitt.

Okay, my tourniquet's been on like 20 minutes.

Benjamin Warren. I know, I know, I know.

I know, just... just... I swear...

Sullivan.

Dixon's blackmailing me now.

He wants me to forge inspections, or he's gonna go public.

And you are mad at me about this because?

Because you did this!

My wife's father just d*ed. She's falling apart.

You got on your high horse and insisted we come clean.

What did you think was gonna happen, Warren, huh?

He was just gonna let us go without any kind of retribution?

You made this bed, Sullivan, all right?

And if you do his bidding now, then you're no better than a... a junkie stealing dr*gs at gunpoint.

Cooper! What are you doing?

Cooper! Leave through the back of the theater!

Uh, run! No, no, no, no! No, no, no!

Cooper, get over here! Come on, Coop! Get the hose to the stage, now!

Come on! Come!

No, no! No, Coop!

Cooper!

Cooper, no! No, no, no!

You have to get back in there. You have to go back in.

You have to go back in and get him.

You have to get him. You have to... No, no.

It's okay. You stay with me! He didn't listen to you!

Stay with me. He didn't listen to you!

Shh, shh.

It's okay. It's okay.

Why didn't he listen to you?

It's not important now. It is.

It's not important now.

You told him to take the set down, and he didn't listen, and now he's dead, and...

Who's gonna... Who's gonna tell his husband that he's dead because he didn't listen?

Shh. Why didn't he listen?

I don't know.

I don't know.

Why didn't...

You know, Pruitt Herrera is the reason I became a firefighter.

Me too.

I think Dixon's blackmailing Sullivan into forging inspections.

What?

Yeah.

Why?

I don't know. I haven't figured that out yet.

Do you think he's a bad guy?

Dixon? He's the worst.

No, Sullivan. Oh.

I don't know, honestly.

I, um... I hope not, for Andy's sake.

For Andy's sake, what?

Hey. Hey.

Thought you went home.

Yeah, I was feeling blue.

I wanted some baby time.

Great.

Well, when she wakes poopy and hungry in 30 minutes, she is all yours.

Oh, yeah.

Did you tell her about Avery?

What about Avery?

He got sh*t.

What?

Yeah. What?

Yeah, sorry. Should have said that earlier, but he's fine.

Are you... It's just a GSW to the calf. He's at Grey-Sloan.

He's okay. Wow.

What? All right.

I'll be right back.

Oh, no.

Hughey? Yeah.

Shut up. Just shut up.

Just bury it wa-a-a-ay down.

I am.

Right on down. Okay.

Mm-hmm.

I thought you left.

I-I... I almost did, but then I thought you might need to talk.

I don't need anything except space.

Okay.

I can see that you're pushing me away, and I want to give you space, but...

So give me space.

I-I understand that you're going through a lot, and... and I... I am trying not to be mad at you, but I...

Well, I just slept with Jack an hour ago, so be mad at that.

Hey. Hey.

What are you... I quit.

Uh, I came out to my dad, and I quit.

Mm.

Okay.

Any old business?

Seattle PD would like...

Battalion Chief.

This is one of our finest fire servicemen, Robert Sullivan.

No, please. Sit.

I apologize for the interruption.

This, uh, won't take long.

I have some important information I need to share with the Civil Service Commission.

Sullivan, we're right in the middle of a meeting.

Fire Chief Dixon has unfortunately demonstrated a pattern of corruption.

Sullivan, I'm warning you.

Beginning with his decision to cover up the theft of Schedule 2 narcotics by a firefighter.

W-Wait. W-Which station?

19.

It was me.

Snuffy.

Hey, kiddo.

Everything okay?

I'm sorry to call so last-minute.

I just...

I need to ask you some questions.

You got pie.

No need for "I'm sorry."

What's up?

What did you know about my parents?

What do you mean?

I mean... you knew them both.

I remember you coming over for dinner.

Were they happy?

Sure. Of course they were.

Don't lie to me, Snuffy. It's me.

What do you want me to say, kid?

Marriage is hard.

Was my dad...

Was... Was he controlling?

Was he awful to her?

Was... Was... Was she crazy?

Andy, where are you going with this?

Uh. I need to know.

I-I need to know the truth.

Look, kid... don't go picking at scabs unless you want to bleed.

What... What the hell does that mean?

I'm sorry.

It's not my place to say.

I got to go, Andy, all right?

Let your old man rest in peace.