02x02 - What's Done is Done

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you want to help me out?

If i help you out,

you'll never learn
to do this on your own.

Mom, you're gaining weight.

You're tired all the time.
Your hands and feet are swollen!

How could you be pregnant
at your age?

I don't mind
if my dad dates.

I just don't see her
as stepmother material.

Jack and i are having sex
for the first time.

You can't keep jack
just by having sex with him.

Any possibility that
she's pregnant with your baby?

Nope.

I'm not comfortable
with ricky hanging out

In your room all the time.

He's not there for me.
He's there for john.

I want to have sex.

I just had a baby.

I just don't like that
he's going away on a long trip

And the two of you
are at odds with each other.

You haven't been around
for 16 years

And now it's your business
if i'm here with adrian.

I know more about her
than you do.

You're absolutely sure that
the vasectomy worked, right?

I feel stronger
than i ever have.

We just had sex.

Marshall's dead!

There was a plane crash.
It was a private jet.

I'm sorry.

Mrs. Bowman,
i'm so sorry.

Thank you, adrian.

Please, come in.

Is there anything
i can do?

How's grace?

Oh, she's not
doing very well.

Not that any of us are.

Oh, honey?

Adrian's here.

Let's see if grace
will talk to her.

Why? It is her fault.

Tom, it isn't anyone's fault.

Grace k*lled him,
but she is the one

Who made sex look like fun.

That's why grace had sex.

And that's why dad is dead.

I'll go talk to her.
Okay?

Thank you, adrian.

Don't worry, mom.

I will take care of you.

I am the man
of the house now.

Oh.

Grace?

Grace, it's me.

I'm sorry.

Grace, i'm sorry
about your dad.

Do you want to talk?

Just talk to me, grace.

Go away.

All right, grace.

But if you need
someone to talk to, Call me, okay?

Grace, you don't think you...

you don't think you k*lled
your father, do you?

You didn't k*ll him, grace.

You would never k*ll anyone.

You would never even
hurt anyone.

It was an accident.

It was an accident.

I can't believe you would
do this to this family.

He didn't do this
to this family. I did.

- No-
- So just go home.

I don't want
to talk to you.

I don't want
to talk to anybody.

Just get out!

Okay.

* It's celling Fulling in Love.
You said We get else Thing's to do *

* Rose's can't do it, We can do it
let's Stop talking, let's get do it *

* That's Fulling Love *

Ohh.
[Selfphone Ring ]

This is george.

Kathleen: George.

George: Amy? Anne?

Kathleen: It's me, george.
Kathleen.

Oh, hi, kathleen.

I was gonna call you,
but i don't know what to say.

I'm sorry.
I'm really sorry.

I need some help.

George,

My parents aren't here
and marshall has no family.

And... well...

i need you to do
something for me,

If you would.

Anything.

And i mean that.
Anything.

I guess you heard
about dr. Bowman?

I did.

Mom and i wanted to go by to see
grace and her family This morning,

take something by to them,

But i had to drop
john off.

Maybe we should
go over there after school.

How am i gonna do that?
I have to go to work.

Right. Yeah.

And you have to go to work.

Are you staring
at my breasts again?

No. No, i'm sad.

I'm looking down
because i am down.

- I'm sad.
- You are disgusting.

If you don't want me
to look at you-

If you don't want every guy
in this school to look at you,

Then why do you...
dress like that?

Because i want to.

That's kind of
hard to argue with.

But why do you want to?

Why do you want
to do what?

Nothing.

- Did you hear about grace's dad?
- Yeah.

We should call her.

Or take something over
for the family.

Or send flowers or something.

I think my mom and i
are going by there tonight

If ricky can babysit,
and i don't know if he can

Since he'll probably want
to go over there, too.

I can babysit.

- No, i don't think so.
- Why not?

Ben, you've never
been alone with john.

Alice and henry
will come by.

- No.
- We can babysit.

Yeah, i'd love to babysit.

Then you could go over
for all three of us.

I'm just not that good
with death.

You don't need
to go over there.

I need to go over there.

Grace made it possible
for me to keep the baby

By finding me a job,

And she totally supported me
when i came back to school.

I have to.
I want to go.

The three of us could go.

We should.

The three of us,
as friends.

Uh, if ricky can babysit.

I'm still here.

The four of us can go.
Our driver can take us.

No, i can't.

I don't want to.

I don't really
want to go, either,

So i'll just stay
with madison.

And if you don't
need us to babysit-

You don't really think
you could handle a baby

for a couple of hours?

Not really.

But i do think ben could.

- Really?
- Yeah, i do.

Thanks, lauren.

- I have to get to class.
- I can babysit. Let me do it.

Not with me and my mom
both out of the house, ben.

I love you,
most of the time,

But you can't
babysit john. Not yet.

And i- I don't mean
to hurt your feelings by saying that.

You're really good
at holding him,

But you've never even
changed his diaper.

So thanks for offering,

But really,
ricky can help.

John is his responsibility.

I'll see you later,
okay?

- How was she?
- Terrible.

She thinks it's all her fault
for some reason.

- What?
- That's what she's thinking-

That she k*lled
her own father.

But tom feels that even though
grace k*lled him,

It's my fault.

- How could it be your fault?
- I don't know.

How could it be
anyone's fault?

It was a plane crash.

I didn't cause it.
Neither did grace.

Why would she think that?

Because she had sex.

Her dad told her she and jack
needed to wait,

And apparently they didn't.

- What?
- I told her she wasn't ready.

I knew she wasn't ready,
but she did it anyway.

And that caused
the plane to crash?

Grace is superstitious.

You mean religious,
don't you?

Grace had sex?

Yep.

Hi, adrian, ricky.

Hi.

Sorry to interrupt,

But, ricky, could you
come over tonight

And watch john so i can
go to grace's house?

she doesn't want
to see anyone.

I went over
on my way to school.

My mom and i
want to go by.

Just for a few minutes.

No.

I just said she doesn't
want to see anyone.

My father was married
to grace's mother.

Uh-Huh.

Listen, i know you think
you're an adult

Now that you're a mother,
but you're not.

So stop acting like you're older
and wiser than anyone else.

Who says mrs. Bowman
and grace and tom

Want you and your mother
over there?

I'll take care
of grace, okay?

She's my friend.

She's my best friend.

She's my friend, too.

And i want to see her.

So could you watch john?

I guess. Yeah.

Are you going over there,
to grace's house?

We're not married.

I don't have to tell you
what my plans are.

Yet i have to tell you
what my plans are

Every time i need
to go somewhere.

- Around 7?
- Yeah.

What are you doing here?
Why aren't you with grace?

She doesn't want me there
and i didn't feel like being home alone.

What am i gonna do?

We made love for
the first time last night,

And it was great.
She was great.

- She's a wild woman.
- Don't tell me about that.

I don't want
to know about that.

- About you and grace.
- That's part of it.

She had a good time.
She really did.

That's what's making it
all the worse.

She thinks
she committed a sin

And that god's punishing her.

She thinks she k*lled
her father.

And of course,
i helped k*ll her father.

- Did her father know?
- No, but god knew.

God knows i have sex, too.
My dad's still alive.

So sex and death-
The two things are not connected.

Yeah, i know that
and you know that,

But now that the idea's
in her head,

I don't think she's ever
going to be the same.

I don't know what to do.

What should i do?

Don't ask me.
Ask your dad.

I haven't even told him yet.

- It's all over the news.
- About the sex.

I didn't tell him
grace and i did anything.

I don't think grace
would want him to know.

Could you go over there?
What am i gonna do?

Talk to her.
Just talk to her. She won't talk to me.

This is why i never
sleep with virgins.

Just too much responsibility.

You slept with amy.

Yeah, and you see
what happened?

At least you didn't
k*ll anybody.

Snap out of it.
The two things are not related.

Listen to me, do not go
to the dark side on this.

Don't. If you let grace
believe the two of you

k*lled her father
by having sex, it's over.

She'll never be the same.

And it'll be over between
the two of you forever.

I know that.

I don't have
anyone else i can ask.

I don't know, kathleen.

I've never had to do
anything like this before.

- I can't. I just can't.
- Oh, i- I understand.

George, please.

Oh, no, i wasn't
saying i wouldn't.

I was just saying-

Just meet him
at the airport.

All right.

I'll, uh, take one of the trucks
from the store.

Save you a couple of bucks.

Someone from the funeral home
will meet you there.

They'll handle all of that.

Oh, all right.

- I was just trying to-
- I know.

Thank you.

So the funeral arrangements
have been made already?

Yeah.

He left a will.

And he left instructions
for everything.

He planned everything.

Said he wanted a happy,
uplifting service celebrating his life.

That's not gonna be
too easy.

Especially if
there's no alcohol.

It wouldn't be easy
no matter what.

No, it wouldn't.

But you let me know
if there's anything i can do

That would make it easier.

If you would just meet him.

How's tom?

Better than grace.

I don't think she's ever going
to get over this.

Oh.

What am i going
to do, george?

What am i going to do
without him?

Marshall bowman
was the best man

I have ever known.

Oh, sorry.

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Thank you.

They're beautiful.

Sorry about
the phone call last night.

yeah. I just-

I didn't know
how to tell you.

I'm sorry. I'm not.

We're gonna have a baby.

- Yep.
- That's unbelievable.

Yeah.

Look, i really didn't
expect for this to happen,

And i know
you didn't, either.

You know, it kind of
took me by surprise,

Especially since
we've been so careful.

That's the thing about sex.

Babies aren't necessarily
A thousand percent preventable.

No, they're not.

- So...
- so.

How's the divorce coming?

Slowly.

Want to get married?

Before i'm divorced?

I think that's illegal.

I don't care.

You know, i won't break.

I might.

It's kind of scary,
isn't it?

Eh, i like scary.
We'll be fine.

I'm gonna be a...daddy.

Are you sure
you're okay with this?

Am i okay with this?

You're not, are you?

No! I am.

It's just, it's new.

It's new for me.

And it's a surprise.

A big surprise.

A really big, wonderful surprise.

I don't know
how this happened.

Doesn't matter.

I love you.

You've never said that
to me before.

You don't have to say that
just because i'm pregnant.

I feel guilty
on so many levels,

I can't even tell you.

I'm a grown woman.

I just went through

An unplanned pregnancy
with my daughter,

And now i'm going through
the same thing and it's-

It's not the right time
for this.

This isn't fair to you.

Hey, i'm not a life's-Not-Fair
Kind of guy. You know that.

Life's a challenge,
but i think we're up to it.

You do?

I love you.

Me, too.

I love you, too.

Grace, honey.

You should get up.

Take a shower,
clean up.

It might not make you
feel better,

But we have
people coming over

And your friends
are gonna want to see you.

I don't have any friends.

Oh, yes, you do,
honey.

You have a lot of friends.
You'll see.

I don't want any friends.

I don't deserve any friends.

I k*lled my own father.

Do you really believe that?

Mom, god punishes people.

Especially people
who do bad things.

And what did your father do
that god is punishing him?

Grace, things happen in life
That we just can't explain.

But i can explain this.

I committed a sin.
I had sex.

And dad told me not to.

He just told me not to
yesterday morning.

And now he's not here
to tell me anything ever again

'Cause what's the point?

What's the point
in having dad here

If i'm not going to do
what he tells me?

So god took him away
because of me.

It was an accident, grace.

There are no accidents.

No, there really are
no accidents.

If i hadn't been
in such a hurry to have sex,

Then i wouldn't have gotten into that
whole argument with him yesterday.

And if i hadn't gotten
into that argument,

And if i hadn't
been so determined to prove him wrong

Then i wouldn't have had sex.

If i hadn't had sex,
then he would still be alive.

Listen to me!

One has nothing
to do with the other.

You didn't k*ll him, grace.

God is not punishing you
for having sex.

You are punishing you,
so stop.

Stop punishing yourself.

'Cause this is hard enough.

This is hard enough
for me and for tom

And for all of us.

We have to be strong, honey.

And our strength
comes from our faith.

I don't know
why this happened.

I don't even think
there is a why.

There's not a reason, honey.
It just happened.

Haven't you heard anything
that i just said?

I do know why this happened
and you do, too.

There is a reason.
It didn't just happen.

It's not a mystery.

I had sex,
and now dad is dead.

And he had a horrible death
because i had incredible sex.

It's just the way
life works, and death.

I did this.
I did it.

And if i hadn't done it,
if i hadn't had sex,

And if i hadn't enjoyed
having sex so much,

Then dad would still be alive,
and you know it, mom.

I can babysit.
You know i could babysit.

You don't have to come over every night
if you don't want to.

I want to. And no,
you can't. You can't babysit.

You've never been around
a baby before in your life.

You can't even get
that veal chop into the box.

Look, amy just doesn't
want to hurt your feelings,

But you're not that good
at holding john.

And you've yet
to change a diaper.

Baby, baby, baby.
Does this look like a baby store?

Are we selling babies here?

Uh, baby cow. Veal chop.

You got a problem with veal,
You're working in the wrong place.

We may need to be off tomorrow.

- Why?
- For a funeral.

How do you know
when it is?

What funeral?

Don't tell me we have
a mutual deceased friend.

It's dr. Bowman, grace's dad.

She's our friend, grace.

And so was he.

I didn't know
you knew the bowmans.

He dated grace bowman
for a short period of time.

Good choice. Nice girl.

The bowmans go to my church,
so we're gonna have to

Flip a coin here
to decide who goes.

Oh, no.
Wait a minute.

I know two people who can cover
for me tomorrow afternoon.

You two.

But grace and i
are really close.

I need to be there
to pay my respects.

Dr. Marshall has been
my family pediatrician

And friend for 12 years.

He was a great man
and a great doctor.

I- I didn't realize
you had children.

She has three children.

- How did you know that?
- I talk to her.

What is going on here?

Let's not get
in a fight over me.

I'm taken.

And i don't want to have to file
A sexual harassment claim.

I see the way the two of you
look at me.

Like that.

Sorry. We won't look
at you like that again.

But bunny, i really need
to be at the funeral.

- Yeah, and so do i, so-
- No, you don't.

All right, already.

One of you has to cover for me
while i go to the funeral.

I don't care
which one it is.

Well, i do. But i'm gonna leave it
up to the two of you.

All right, you stay here,
and i'll go to the funeral.

I've been
through this before, okay?

I lost my mother.

Maybe i could be
of some help to grace.

Maybe, maybe not.

Come on. Ben, i'm closer
to grace than you are.

I'm sorry about your mother.

But that would only make this
harder for you, wouldn't it?

Oh. I get it.

You just want to go to the funeral
So you can console grace.

What?

You're just trying to get laid.

I can get laid anytime i want.
You're the one who can't get laid.

You know, i'd be willing
to give up going to the funeral

If you could, um...

could you help me
with that?

okay, i've reached
a breaking point.

I can't take it.

I can't think about anything
Other than having sex with amy,

And i'm thinking about that
20 hours a day.

So you are a man.

Congratulations.

- Well?
- I don't know.

I'll think about helping you.

And you think about helping me.

Learn how to change diapers
and do a few things, okay?

You have no life skills.

Amy won't let me change diapers.

Stop with the "let."
There's no "let" in a man's language.

Take initiative.

That's what makes
a man a man.

- Initiative.
- Okay.

I'll tell amy that
i'm babysitting tonight

And that you're gonna
have the night off,

And that's what
you and i worked out.

And if she doesn't like it,

Well, then, she can
stay at home with john

And i'll go over
to see grace.

Now you're talkin'.

Is that what people do
when someone dies?

People go over to their house?

That seems like the last thing
the family would want-

A bunch of people over.

Yeah. But the people bring food.

Lots and lots of food.

And somehow, that helps.

Let's go, amy.

I'm tired. I just want
to go and get back.

It's been a long day.
You're tired?

Just wait till
the baby gets here.

Then you'll be tired.

I know what it's like
to have a baby.

- I've had two of them.
- I know that.

You've probably just forgotten.
It's been a while.

How'd it go with David?

I think it went okay.
He's kind of excited.

"Kind of"? Just kind of?

Well, he's still in shock.

I've had more time to think about it.

Where's Ricky? We have to go.

I hear you, Mom, but Ricky's not
here yet, as you can see.

Well, let's just bring John
over to your dad's.

I need to have a word with him anyway.

Dad's not home. Ashley's home, but
she's studying for some kind of test.

Where's your dad?
She shouldn't be there by herself.

She likes being there by herself.

I don't know where Dad is.
She wouldn't tell me.

They don't tell me anything now
that you and I are living together.

I was only in on their secrets
before the split.

How did your father know
that I was pregnant?

you look pregnant?

I don't look that pregnant.

Mom, you're not 15. You can't
hide a pregnancy as long as I did.

Don't glamorize teen pregnancy, okay?

It's not an asset to
be able to hide a pregnancy.

Well, it would be in your case.

So, what are you going to tell people?

I think I still have time to think about it.

What?

I'm here to babysit.

- Could we have a minute?
- One minute, yes. Five minutes, no.

Thanks, Anne.

When did you start calling
my mother by her first name?

You always called her Mrs. Juergens.

I don't know what she's going by.

Is she still Mrs. Juergens, or
is she taking back her maiden name?

What is her maiden name?
Or what's Mimsy's last name?

Or will she be changing her
name when she gets married?

She's getting married to
that David guy, right?

Don't try distracting me with a bunch
of questions that no one can answer.

Back to babysitting. You're not
babysitting. I told you that.

I worked it out with Ricky.

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You can't work it out with Ricky.
I'm the mother.

He's the father, and he said I could.

Yes, you can.

- Let's go, Amy.
- He doesn't get to decide.

Ricky doesn't get to decide.

Yeah, sometimes Ricky
does get to decide.

This evening is going to be unpleasant
enough without all the arguing.

- Let's go.
- Is that a party platter?

- No, it's a cheese tray.
- Mom, it's a party platter.

- No, it isn't. Let's go.
- I can't go. Ben can't handle John.

You can't handle him.

If you could handle him,

I would've accepted your offer this
morning when we talked at school.

??I'm telling you now you can't handle it.

I'm not comfortable leaving
just you here alone with him.

I'm sorry, but that's the way I feel.

Okay, if that's the way you feel,

then my dad and his
girlfriend are in the car,

and I'm sure they'll be happy
to come in and hang out with me.

- But I am babysitting.
- No, you're not!

Amy, sooner or later,

this is going to work to your advantage
to have a boyfriend who wants to babysit,

so just let him do it.

And he doesn't need Leo and his date
to babysit him while he babysits.

Ben has been here every day
since John was born.

He's going to be fine.

And if there's a problem,

he can go next door to his grandpa's
and to Aunt Ashley's,

not to mention the fact that we
are going to be five minutes away.

So let's go! I'm leaving now.
You're leaving with me.

We'll be fine-- John and me. Go.

I don't mind if she makes
the decisions for her own baby,

but I make the decisions for John.

I make the decisions!

I know you feel out of control,

but sometimes other
people make the decisions.

I made the decision tonight.

Oh. I get it.

You're trying to be the man.

I am the man.

And I am the woman,
and I can make my own decisions.

Amy!

- Hello.
- Oh, hey, Dad,

could you let Amy and her mother
back out of the driveway?

And then maybe you and Betty could
come in just for a minute or two.

All right. We'll be there.
She's just pulling out.

Okay, thanks. But don't waste
any time. I think John's crying.

You think? You don't know?

Well, get in there and find out.

Oh, good.

I can't wait to see the baby.

I love babies.

Me, too.

But I don't want to have any babies.

You okay with that?

You're my baby.

You're the only baby I need.

I feel the same way,

and that's why...

I got you this.

Oh, my gosh! Is it real?

It's real.

'Cause it's okay if it's not.

It's beautiful!

And you're a beautiful man.

- I love you, Betty.
- I love you, too, Leo.

It's an engagement ring, you know.

I don't care what it is.

Engagement ring, friendship ring.

Or a ring-ring.

Hello?

What I'm trying to say is--

And I apologize.

I wanted to take you out tonight
somewhere special, but...

I'm so excited, and that kind of
thing seemed so clich? and...

Well, making out with you in the car

makes me feel like
I'm in high school again.

me, too.

And with the accident
and Dr. Bowman being k*lled--

it's just a reminder that life is short.

I want to spend whatever time
I have left with you.

So, would you do me
the honor of marrying me?

Yes! My answer is yes!

There's only one slight complication.

Okay.

You know that story I told you about?

The one about how I kept coming home
to that dog that wasn't so nice,

the one that kept
attacking me all the time?

You know, the one that
I thought might have rabies?

- Yeah.
- Well, it's not rabies or a dog.

It's a man,

and I'm still married to him, I-I think.

I mean, I haven't seen him
in many, many years,

but he's the reason
that I became a court reporter.

I had to support myself.

Well, we'll find that dog
and we'll take care of him.

Oh, Leo, you're my hero!

And you know what?
If you need to take this ring back

and sell it so you can use
the money to find that dog,

then that's okay with me,

'cause I just want to be with you.

You can keep the ring.

And that's a yes?

That's a yes.

Oh, Betty.

I don't know where they are,
but it doesn't matter, John.

Everyone has to change
a diaper for the first time.

And I'm just grateful that
it's just me and you,

so that if I screw up, then every--

That's very funny.

But as your mother might have told you,
I'm not easily discouraged.

There we go.

- Looks like you got it.
- Hey.

Oh, you just missed it. I, uh--
I got it right in the face.

That happens. You got me
a few times before I learned.

Betty and I want to show you something.

We're getting married.

As soon as we can find my dog.

Congratulations.

I mean that.

Welcome to the family, Betty. Hey.

People are here.

I don't know where
to put any more food.

Help me. I need help.

You can do it.

- Just get Tammy to help you.
- I don't want Tammy to help me.

I want my sister to help me.

Well, I'm not coming out of my room.

I told you, I'm never coming
out of here ever again.

So I can't help you.

Besides, I can't go down there
and face all those church people,

not after what I did.

Grace, I was wrong.

You did not k*ll Dad.

It's okay.

Yeah, I did k*ll him.

You're right.

I was just trying to be nice.

I'm just doing what Mom tells me to do,

because we have to think of
her now, not just ourselves.

You're being selfish,
and you're being stupid!

You know Dad is in heaven.

He's okay, even if you k*lled him.

He is with Jesus now.

Mom isn't.

She is with you and me and George.

I know it's hard,
but you'll get through it.

Thank you for everything
today, George--

for going to the airport
and for going to the funeral home

and for hiding in here with me.

I can't take another visitor.

Hi, Anne.

Hi, Kathleen.

- Hi.
- How you doing?

Not so good. Thanks for asking.

Well, I guess you don't really need this.

Oh, no, no, no. Sure we do.
Thank you for bringing it.

I mean, there'll be people over
here after the funeral tomorrow,

so it's always good to have a...

thousand pieces of cheese.

I'll take it.

I didn't know.

Oh, I'm not really telling people yet.

I am sorry.

I'm so sorry, Anne.

I just wasn't expecting--

That's a bad choice of words.

I--

I have been up--
I have been up all night.

I am sorry. Please forgive me.

This is totally inappropriate,
but I just can't stop.

Okay?

Okay.

I'm sorry.

So that's why I came.

After all you've done for me,

I just wanted to do
whatever I can do for you.

Well, you can't do anything for me.

Nobody can do anything for me.

And I don't want you
to do anything for me.

We both got what we deserved.

You had sex and you got pregnant.

I had sex and I k*lled my father.

I was punished more
than you were, though, I guess,

'cause I knew better than you did,

and I enjoyed it more
than you enjoyed it.

John is not a punishment for anything.

I'm very sorry for your loss, Grace.

You ever think that I might
want to tell David? Did you?

You don't think at this point
you have to tell anyone, do you?

- What, are you jealous?
- You know I'm not.

I'm very happing living
next door to you and Amy.

I'm very happy with just
Ashley and me in the house.

- Thanks.
- Oh, come on, honey.

You know I love you and John.

I even love you.

Just not like I did.
I'm over it, Anne. I'm--

I'm over it.

You go have a baby
with your boyfriend,

and I hope the two of you
will be very happy together.

And I hope that you'll
be very happy with...

Never mind.

I'm not even going to say it.

I saw the way that
you were touching her.

It hasn't been 24 hours.

You love her.

You've always loved her.

Come in.

- How'd you know it was me?
- How could I not know?

I can see over there.
So what do you want? I'm studying.

Anything I can help you with?

The GED.

You're too young
to take the GED, aren't you?

Yeah, but I want to be ready
in case I hate high school

as much as I think I'm going to.

So, Ben, what do you need?

Diapers. I can't find the diapers.

Or maybe we're out of
diapers? I don't know.

I figured you'd have some over here.

Yeah. They're under the bed.

- Which bed?
- Amy's bed.

She keeps them there

so she doesn't have to go all the way
into the baby's room during the night.

I think John needs to
sleep in his own room.

Is that because Ricky's in Amy's
room all the time with the baby?

Yes, it is.

And so you're jealous.

Okay, are you jealous because
you and Amy just started having sex,

or because you still haven't had sex?

Ashley, that's very personal,

and I don't think Amy would want me
to discuss that with you.

- So you're not.
- No, we're not.

I'm just asking for my dad.
He wanted me to find out for him.

You left the baby!

You left John all alone with
your dad and that Betty woman?

Yeah, I did, and I'm sure
he's fine with them.

??He's probably better off being
left with them than with me.

But I left him with you.

I knew I shouldn't
have left him with you.

I thought you were out of diapers.
The room's slightly disorganized.

Big deal. I don't exactly have time
to do a lot of housekeeping.

And I'm not out of diapers.
They're under my bed.

I know that. Ashley told me that.

I just thought you were out of diapers,
and that's why I came over here.

I don't even know
that woman-- that Betty.

And she looks like a hooker.

Yeah, well, I might be
getting a hooker soon

if we don't have some sort of
contact in the near future.

You are being a little
too pushy here, Ben.

Pushy? We made out more
when you were pregnant.

Yeah. Because if we'd had sex
when I was pregnant,

I couldn't get pregnant
on top of being pregnant.

But now that I'm not pregnant and
now that I've been through childbirth,

believe me, Ben, I will not be having
sex for a very, very long time.

That's all you think about-- sex.

'Cause you have nothing else to do.

And when you do have
something to do, like babysit,

you bail and come over here
to hang out with Ashley.

- Let's go.
- One second.

Kiss me, Amy.

- Ben...
- Kiss me.

Just one kiss.

I'm sorry.

I've missed that.

I've missed kissing you.

But I don't want to do
anything more than kiss.

And if you want more than that, Ben,

then you're going to
have to go somewhere else.

Because I can't.

I-- I just can't. And I don't want to.

Oh, man!

Oh, that was...

- Yeah.
- Oh, I needed that.

I've been thinking about death all day.

Wow, I still can't
believe Dr. Bowman's--

...not with us anymore.

Yeah.

He was a nice guy.

He was good at talking
to people, even me.

She thinks she k*lled him.

Grace.

She thinks when she and Jack
had sex, that she k*lled him.

I know. Jack told me.

But she'll get past that,
don't you think?

I don't know.

I don't know if she'll
get past it any time soon.

- I told her not to do it.
- Yeah, I know.

But now you gotta tell her
it's okay that she did do it.

You have to convince her.

- She won't even talk to me.
- She's got to talk to someone.

Well, maybe you should talk to her.

No. This is your area of expertise--
not having any guilt about sex.

You take this one.

Well, are you going to the funeral?

Yeah. I know Amy wants to go,
but she got to go over there tonight.

No, you should go.

You knew him better than Amy,
and I want you there with me.

I'll try.

Don't forget. I got a kid now.

Jeez, I still can't believe it.

I'm tired. I don't know
how people do it.

How does anyone have sex
and have a baby?

Yeah, well, I'm sure I wouldn't know.

- Oh, come here. Don't get jealous.
- I can't help it. I am jealous.

I'm jealous that you
spend so much time with Amy.

With John, not Amy.

You know her mom's pregnant?

- What?
- Yeah.

She and George?

Who?

Me.

Come on. I don't know.

I think she has a boyfriend.

And I thought
my family was messed up.

What? What do you want?

Go inside.

I want to talk to Ricky, again.

- Why?
- I said go inside.

Good night. I had a nice time.

See you at school.

Hey, I'm home.

Been a busy night.
Ben dropped over, then Amy.

Then they had a big fight
about not having sex.

- So they're not having sex?
- Nope. I asked him.

All right. Thanks.

It's just she's looking like
she's having sex.

I don't know what that's about.

That's just her thinking
that she's a woman now.

Well, as long as she's a woman
not having sex, I'm okay with that.

- Bad day?
- Yeah.

I've been doing awful stuff for Kathleen.

I had to identify the body.

- Oh, I'm sorry.
- You know, Ash--

...life is short.

We should enjoy it.

I feel like buying a big RV and hanging
the Harley off the back of it,

and the two of us
just taking off, you know?

Driving across the country.

We'll get a dog. We can bring the dog.

Now that we're free,
we should act free, be free.

Did you see Mom
over at the Bowmans'?

Yep.

Dad,

I'm so sorry...

about the baby,

about Mom and David and the baby.

You sure there's no chance
that it's your baby?

No. No.

Your mom had me fixed.
You know that.

Okay. And, uh,

did she go with you
when you were fixed?

I don't remember.
It was very traumatic.

You're doing that thing.

- What thing?
- That--

That thing that you do with
your mouth when you're lying.

- What are you talking about?
- Did you, or did you not get fixed?

See? You did it again!

Well, it's 'cause you're
making me self-conscious!

Oh, Dad. Please no.

No.

Okay.

Here are the boundaries:

He can come over when I'm not here,

but not weeknights, no school nights.

You should be studying
and so should he.

And no drinking, no dr*gs.

I don't drink or do dr*gs.

I like that about you, Adrian. I do.

But tell me.

How is it you never got
into drinking and dr*gs, hmm?

What kept you from doing that?

Well, I always thought that
one day I would meet my father,

and we would have
a conversation like this,

and, well, he would ask me
if I drink or do dr*gs,

and I wanted to be able to
look him right in the eye

and say, "No, I don't."

No drinking, no dr*gs and no lying.

I'm not lying.

Not about the drinking and dr*gs.

I got a feeling
the story wasn't quite true.

Okay, one, I don't have money
to buy alcohol or dr*gs,

not even the cheapest alcohol or dr*gs.

I'd rather have new clothes
if I had any money to spend.

Or makeup.

Yeah, I like makeup.

And two, I like to be
stone-cold sober when I have sex.

I don't want to make any mistakes,

I don't want to make any bad choices
or forget to take care of myself.

- Too much information?
- No, no.

It's just that, um,

we're still new
at this dad-daughter thing,

and these conversations
aren't easy for me.

But these are things
we need to talk about.

You and Ricky
having sex in the house...

Maybe the car wasn't the worst idea.

That was a joke.

I'm just really uncomfortable with
your having sex with your boyfriend

in the house when I'm in the house.

So, here's the thing:

I know I'm not divorced yet,

but I was wondering what you would think
if I asked your mother if it'd be okay

if the three of us got a house together.

And she can rent this place
out until we see how it goes.

A house?

R-Really? We could move to a house?

Well, we have to ask your mom, but--

Thank you, Dad! Thank you!

Thank you for even
trying to make us a family!

thank you, thank you!

With being a family, there are
going to be some boundaries.

But a house will give us
a little bit more privacy

and, at the same time, it'll
give us a place to be together.

I love you.

I love you, too, Adrian.

You're not even going
to look at me, Grace?

I'm sorry about your dad,

but you know it
had nothing to do with us.

Grace, I am so sorry.

And I know it's a shock,

and I feel terrible
for you and your family,

but we didn't do it.

He didn't die
because you and I had sex.

Yes, he did.

Don't.

Don't pull away from me now, Grace.

I love you.

I've always loved you.

Well, just stop loving me, okay?

I don't want you to love me,
and I don't love you anymore,

and I'm never, ever going to
have sex with you again.

So why don't you just
go to Adrian or Shawna

or all the other girls you had sex
with that I don't know about!

Go have sex with them!

[ Crying ]