Seishun Buta Yarou wa Yumemiru Shoujo no Yume wo Minai (Rascal Does Not Dream of a Dreaming Girl) 2019

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RASCAL DOES NOT DREAM OF A DREAMING GIRL

YEARS AGO

FUTURE PLANS

Does everyone have one now?

Yes!

Then, let's try writing down all of your dreams for the future!

GRADUATE GRADUATE BECOME A GOOD...

GRADUATE ELEMENTARY SCHOOL GRADUATE MIDDLE SCHOOL ENTER HIGH SCHOOL

GRADUATE HIGH SCHOOL BECOME A COLLEGE STUDENT

GRADUATE COLLEGE RUN A CAKE SHOP

Ma'am, I'm done!

GRADUATE COLLEGE GET A JOB AT A BIG COMPANY BECOME THE CEO! FOR SURE!

GRADUATE COLLEGE GET MARRIED KIDS ARE BORN. ABOUT . CAN PLAY SOCCER.

- Me too! - Me too!

FUTURE PLANS CLASS - , SHOKO MAKINOHARA

PRESENT GRADUATE ELEMENTARY SCHOOL GRADUATE MIDDLE SCHOOL

Top Left Sign DECEMBER TH

Go slow along the direction of the fur.

You're getting pretty good at this, Makinohara.

Thanks.

But, I'm sorry...

I said I wanted to adopt Hayate, but haven't gotten around to telling my parents yet.

Are your parents strict?

They are very kind.

If I said I wanted to raise a cat, I'm sure they wouldn't object.

That's why I can't bring myself to ask.

I'm sorry. Doesn't make much sense, does it?

Bottom Left Sign DECEMBER TH

It's been a while since Shoko was here, hasn't it?

Yeah.

But she said she might not be able to come by again for a while.

Maybe she's going somewhere for the holidays?

What are your plans, Mai-san?

It's not set in stone yet, though I do have New Year's Day off.

But there's Christmas before that.

It'd be nice if we can eat a cake together.

You should spend this year with Kaede.

Christmas with my little sister?

If you do, I'll give you a present.

An erotic present?

Ow-ow-ow!

What's wrong, Sakuta? You're grinning so much.

Must be Sakurajima-senpai stepping on his foot or something.

Want me to step on your foot, too?

It's not like I'm grinning because Mai-san stepped on my foot or anything.

Azusagawa, you really are such a rascal.

You're bringing out the kotatsu.

Since we're eating hot pot.

It's not the same without a kotatsu, right?

Sakuta, help me out a bit over here.

Sure.

Who could that be?

Good evening, it's me!

Shoko-san!?

Sorry to suddenly come by so late. I was wondering if I could stay for the night.

B-Big Brother...

What's the meaning of this, Sakuta?

C-Calm down, Mai-san.

I am calm. But what's going on?

I don't know. I'm the one who wants to ask.

Then we'll just have to ask Shoko-san directly.

Wait, Mai-san! Kn*fe, not with the Kn*fe!

Oh, that was so good!

I'm really sorry, but thanks for treating me dinner, too.

I'll make the meals starting tomorrow.

Wait! "Starting tomorrow"?

Your stay isn't just for tonight, then?

I have nowhere else I can go.

How long do you plan on staying?

Forever, if I could.

Forever!?

Thanks for the meal.

Well, please make yourselves at home.

First of all, who exactly are you?

How are you related to the middle-school Shoko?

They're both me, Shoko Makinohara.

I suddenly grow older every once in a while.

As I said, I suddenly grow older every once in a while.

Is that puberty syndrome as well?

Seems that way. I can't go home looking like this, you see.

So, I have nowhere else to go.

If that's the case, please stay over at my place.

I couldn't trouble you, Mai-san.

But it's all right for you to trouble Sakuta?

Sakuta-kun, are you troubled?

Eh? No, I'm not troubled, but it's more like...

If you're satisfied with your relationship with Mai-san,

you won't have any weird feelings for me, right?

You are satisfied, aren't you?

Y-Yes, of course.

Then, there's no problem if I stay here for a little while.

Regardless, a no is a no.

What's fine is fine.

No way.

Besides, there wouldn't be a problem even if something happens.

I am rather fond of Sakuta-kun myself.

Oh my, you're so messy.

Now, now. Are you all right?

Very well. If you insist on doing this, then I will stay here as well.

W-Wait a minute, Mai-san!

Hold on. Time out. Calm down.

Please help me...

What? 

I met Shoko-san again.

You want tips on how to cheat? 

Shoko-san is at my place right now. Mai-san is there, too.

Don't rope me into the middle of a bloodbath. 

Top Left Sign DECEMBER TH

Sakuta, get up already.

Come on, wake up.

I can't wake up without my good morning kiss.

Oh, fine.

Then I'll go to school by myself.

Then, I'll be in charge of the good morning kiss.

You can't.

After the discussion last night, you allowed us to live together.

I didn't allow it!

Why not just two-time them, and upgrade from a rascal into a sleazeball?

Stop with the preposterous nonsense.

So, is that book interesting?

It's interesting.

Top Left Sign EASY TO UNDERSTAND! BASIC PHYSICS UNWINDING THE SUPERSTRING THEORY

"Superstring theory."

Is that some theory where Mai-san has me on a string?

That's a different string theory.

It's not even a theory.

Senpai, your eyes look dead as usual.

Well, yeah...

Oh, you're going home already?

I'm accompanying my sister to the hospital for her check-up.

Well, I'll be going now.

Yeah. I'll be over at the waiting area.

Makinohara?

Th-This is, um...

I wonder if he's run into my younger self now.

Well, actually, I've always had poor health,

and I've been hospitalized many times since elementary school.

I see.

That's why it was hard for me to ask my parents about Hayate.

Due to my condition, they always say "okay" to anything I ask of them.

I'm really happy they do, but at the same time it's hard on me.

Somehow, it makes me feel bad.

I'm sure your parents know you feel that way.

Makinohara, how do you feel about your father and mother?

I love them, of course.

Have you ever told them that?

I haven't.

I'd be a whole lot happier to hear "I like you," instead of "I'm sorry" from someone.

I'd be up in the clouds if someone told me "I love you."

Someone once told me that her three favorite phrases

were "Thank you," "You did your best," and "I love you."

So, I think you can let your parents spoil you some more.

I...

She said she'll come pick up Hayate once she's out of the hospital.

That's great news.

While I was talking to middle-school Makinohara in the hospital,

did you exist by yourself in this room, Shoko-san?

Who knows?

Nobody observed me, so you could say it's an uncertainty.

I guess you could say I was Schrodinger's Shoko-san?

Does your puberty syndrome have something to do with your illness?

Let's see... Probably.

I have a heart disease.

Back in elementary school,

doctors said it might be hard for me to live long enough to graduate middle school.

So, for the longest time, becoming an adult was a dream for me.

I want to go to high school. To go to college. To become an adult.

The person you see here today...

is a projection of all the dreams my younger self had.

Big Sister, how long are you going to stay over there?

Mm, just a little longer.

I'll call you again later.

After hearing such a story, I'm not sure what we should be doing.

At any rate, I'll go back to the hospital tomorrow.

Please do, Sakuta.

I'll see if Futaba will join me. Leave it to us.

Bottom Left Sign DECEMBER TH

Let me confirm one thing.

Middle-school Shoko doesn't know that she sometimes grows up.

Am I understanding this correctly?

Shoko-san said she's never met Makinohara directly,

so she probably doesn't know?

Yes?

How are you feeling?

Sakuta-san! You came by!

I brought Futaba with me today.

Hello.

Hello.

It's an unexpected visit. Is that okay?

Yes, it's totally fine. I'm happy you did.

I'm glad.

Were you studying?

No.

Actually, this is perfect.

Can I ask you both for some advice?

FUTURE PLANS CLASS - , SHOKO MAKINOHARA

Center Right Small Sign PRESENT GRADUATE ELEMENTARY SCHOOL GRADUATE MIDDLE SCHOOL

"Future plans?"

What about it?

Center Right Small Sign ATTEND A HIGH SCHOOL WITH AN OCEAN VIEW! MEET THE BOY OF MY DREAMS GRADUATE HIGH SCHOOL HEALTHY!

I filled this out during class back in th grade.

I couldn't mention it last time, but due to my illness,

it'll be hard for me to live through middle school without a heart transplant.

A heart transplant.

That's why I had so much I wanted to write down for my future plans,

but I just couldn't bring myself to write anything after middle school.

I thought I'd love to fill it out someday, but I just couldn't get myself to.

In the end, I never completed this before graduating from elementary school.

But this is your handwriting, isn't it?

Yes, but... I didn't write these down.

Maybe you've forgotten that you wrote them?

When I saw it before being hospitalized, there was nothing written there.

That's really strange.

Are all of these what you wanted to write down back then?

It's slightly different.

If anything, it's closer to what I'd want to write down now.

Then how would you continue filling it out now?

First of all, I'd like to go to college.

It'd be nice to find a wonderful boyfriend.

Then we'd start living together.

It would be best if that leads to marriage.

Married while in college?

Yes. My parents married each other while they were still in college.

Can I take a picture of this?

Sure.

I'll give it some thought.

For now, if we were to define the existence of the older Shoko-san,

she seems to have appeared in order to act out the future plans

that Shoko wasn't able to write down back when she was in elementary school.

That, or to preemptively experience a future that may or may not occur.

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This is about all I can do for now.

So, what are you going to do about it, Sakuta?

What am I going to do?

Marrying Shoko-san.

Hold on. Don't leap to conclusions!

Isn't "Meeting the boy of my dreams" on the printout about you, Sakuta?

And isn't it referring to when you met the high-school Shoko-san two years ago?

If so, the current Shoko-san is a continuation of that: a college version.

And that means she showed up in order to marry you.

Bottom Left Sign DECEMBER TH

I'm coming in.

Yes, please do!

I hope I'm not bothering you.

No. Thank you for dropping by again.

You put a tree up.

Yes, but I hope to be discharged before Christmas.

And I hope I can go see the illumination at Enoshima again.

The illumination at Enoshima, huh?

It's really beautiful.

Aren't you seeing it with Mai-san?

She said she still doesn't know her work schedule yet.

She sure is busy.

Um, if that's the case, would you like to go with me?

With you, Makinohara?

W-Well, it doesn't have to be on the day of Christmas.

We can invite Rio-san and Kaede-san too, and we can all go together.

When you're discharged from the hospital, we can celebrate that.

Yes. I'm excited.

Oh, by the way, Sakuta-san...

ENTER COLLEGE BE REUNITED WITH THE BOY OF MY DREAMS HAVE COURAGE AND CONFESS MY LOVE

That thing from yesterday...

There's more.

Yes. There's more.

I am rather fond of Sakuta-kun myself. 

In the end, do I have no choice but to marry her?

Top Left Sign DECEMBER TH

How is your fever?

Pretty high. Where's Mai-san?

She already left. Said she had work today.

Hey, Shoko-san...

What is it?

Is the Shoko-san that's here now the same one that I met at Shichirigahama two years ago?

You were quite clynical at the time.

Thanks for everything back then.

Hold on, if you're going to rest, please lie down properly in your bed.

I was saved by you, Shoko-san.

The one who was saved...

....was me, Sakuta-kun.

Sakuta-kun, what phrases make you happy to hear from others?

My three favorites are "Thank you," "You did your best," and "I love you."

You did your best, Sakuta-kun.

Shoko-san?

Sorry, it's just me.

U-Um...

You can make excuses after you're better.

I'm sure Shoko-san was nursing you all afternoon, anyway.

Have you gotten any better?

Better than this morning.

A bath might be too much, but you should at least change clothes.

Come on.

It's fine, I'll do it myself. It'd be bad if I infect you, Mai-san.

Let me at least do something that a girlfriend would do.

Sakuta, this...

It bled the last time Shoko-san dropped by. It's been like this since.

- It doesn't hurt? - Not for now.

This is also puberty syndrome, isn't it?

Probably.

Bottom Left Sign DECEMBER TH

You here, Futaba?

Yes... Yes...

He just came in, I'll hand him the phone.

I told you to not rope me into a bloodbath.

Hello?

Is that you, Sakuta-kun? 

What is it?

You're going to go on a date with me today.

But I don't want to. 

Are you that afraid of Mai-san? 

That's right, I am.

Well, this date will be beneficial to Mai-san, too. 

If I go on this date, will your puberty syndrome be resolved, and Shoko-san will rest in peace?

That's correct. 

I'll be mad if you're lying.

Let's meet up at the parking lot for Shichirigahama at : p.m. 

Understood.

Then, see you later. 

I'll tell Mai-san myself, so keep quiet about this.

I wonder how Shoko-san perceives her existence to be.

It can't simply be a future self that the middle-school Makinohara is dreaming of?

Shoko-san is about college age now, right?

What do you think happened to her memories in the six-to-seven year gap?

Maybe they're empty?

If my theory is correct, she's hiding something tremendous from you.

She is...

Shoko-san, are you okay physically?

I'm totally healthy. In other words, I'm fine.

You don't need to sound comical or anything right now.

I'm trying to liven up our date.

But, thank you for worrying about me.

Shoko-san, are you familiar with this area?

Well, yes.

Seriously, where are we going?

Right here.

I don't flippin' get it.

Thank you for participating in our guided tour.

This way, please.

Please head inside.

Would you like to try on a wedding dress?

Maybe not the dress...

No way. You should try one on.

But...

Can I make the request?

Of course. This way, please.

Sorry to make you wait.

Your mouth is gaping open.

I'm surprised because you're so beautiful.

Then it was worth all the time spent picking one out to show you.

Please take your time.

Do you think a free guided tour is enough to satisfy you?

You'd have to ask my younger self.

You actually know without asking her, don't you, Shoko-san?

That scar on your chest...

You were able to get that Heart transplant.

Yeah...

So, you came here from the future.

Are you mad?

Not really.

I just feel relieved.

That Makinohara manages to go through a successful operation.

Yes. My little self will receive a transplant operation soon,

and will overcome her heart disease.

Everything about the puberty syndrome should be resolved by the time Christmas is over.

Then...

I can only spend until Christmas with you.

So, will you give me one last memory?

Of what kind?

A memory of my first love.

I don't know why you're so fond of me.

There were plenty of reasons why I'd be attracted to you, but...

You gave me the opportunity to raise Hayate.

But that's...

You were also the one who taught me

that it was better to say "thanks" and "I love you" instead of "I'm sorry" to my parents.

You came to visit every day when I was overcome with worry in the hospital bed.

I had to keep the feelings for my first love hidden inside my heart.

So, you need to take responsibility for it.

What should I do, then?

On Christmas Eve, please go see the illumination at Enoshima with me.

But...

Beginning on the rd, Kaede will be staying over at her grandfather's.

I haven't heard of such plans, and besides...

Mai-san will have time off in the early evening.

Please decide. Whether you'll spend time with me or Mai-san.

Shoko-san, I...

You don't have to say anything.

I will be waiting.

: p.m. on the th,

at the entrance to Bentenbashi in front of the dragon lantern.

How was the date?

Just like your theory, she had a scar on her chest from an operation.

So, you saw Shoko-san's breasts.

It's not like I took off her clothes to see them.

But how did Shoko-san come here from the future?

It's more accurate to say "she arrived at the future" instead of "she came from the future."

"Arrived at the future"?

When we visited Shoko the other day, she was surprisingly more vocal about her worries.

She wished for her body to just stop growing altogether.

But she told me she wanted to show her parents how she'd end up as an adult.

Maybe the Shoko that wishes to become an adult

and the Shoko that refuses to grow up...

Those two existences are the cause of her puberty syndrome.

What do you mean by that?

The Shoko that refuses to grow up is trying desperately to stop her internal clock.

What if, as a result, the world that she sees has drastically slowed down,

and everything in that world is moving in slow-motion?

When that world is seen from the perspective of the Shoko who wants to become an adult,

what would happen in relative terms?

We're talking quantum physics, my favorite.

Nope. It's about the theory of relativity.

Like the Japanese fairy tale about a man who returned from Dragon Palace,

and found out that several decades had passed on Earth.

So, Shoko-san is kinda like Urashima Taro, huh?

Right. Time moved faster for the Shoko that refused to grow up,

so she arrived at the future ahead of us.

I'm home!

Oh, welcome home, Big Brother.

Yup. He just got home.

Yup. All right, see you.

Who's the call from?

It was from Dad.

He said Grandpa and Grandma really want to see me.

Mai-san called a few minutes ago, too.

Said she wants you to pick her up at the train station around : p.m.

Apparently, she has something to talk about.

Something to talk about?

Please keep today's chat a secret from others.

It'd be terrible if the future changed and I couldn't have that operation.

The film sh**t is going well, so I don't have any plans in the evening.

About the th...

We're going on a date.

How about we go see the illumination at Enoshima?

I'd rather go see the jellyfish at the aquarium.

The one that's being advertised in the trains lately?

Yeah, that.

I kinda got curious after seeing the ads every day.

You like jellyfish?

I think I'll like jellyfish if I watch them with you.

I see...

Then I'll head over straight from work, so can we meet in front of the aquarium at : p.m.?

Sure.

Top Left Sign DECEMBER TH

Senpai, did something good happen to you?

You're grinning and stuff.

More like did something happen to you, Koga?

Eh? Why?

Your upper arms look chubbier.

You're so cruel, Senpai! I'm supa pissed off!

Sorry, I'm late.

Not at all...

I'll come a little earlier tomorrow.

PROMISE TO GO ON AN IMPORTANT DATE ON CHRISTMAS EVE

There's yet another entry.

That's right...

Um, Sakuta-san...

My illness isn't getting any better.

The symptoms are held back with medication for now,

but it won't be effective for the long term.

I see...

Yes, so that's why...

I don't want you to visit me anymore.

No way.

I'll come tomorrow, and the day after that.

Well, there might be some days that I can't because of work,

but until you're discharged, I'll visit you every day.

But, I...

I...

You gave it your best, Makinohara. You really put up a valiant effort.

Sakuta-san, I...

To be honest... I didn't want to be sick either!

Why does it have to be me?

I want to keep living, too!

Live... Live... And I...

You've been doing your best every day, more than anyone else.

That's why you don't have to keep trying all by yourself anymore.

I'll be here again tomorrow. And the day after that.

I promise you.

Really?

Makinohara?

Makinohara!

Makinohara's condition has suddenly changed!

Shoko, Shoko...

Verify the operation room, stat!

Shoko, you'll be all right!

- ICU is secured! - How are the vitals?

This pain!

What's going on!?

Why does it have to be right now!?

Could it be...

That my...

Your heart is racing right now, isn't it?

Don't get me so excited.

I'm the same.

When I'm with you, my heart races.

I'm telling you, it's bad for my wounds, so please stop.

It'll be all right. I'm sure it will heal.

The wound in your heart, and the wound on your chest...

I will heal them both.

I'll make sure of it.

Sakuta-kun.

Shoko-san...

There was a call saying you suddenly collapsed. You surprised me.

I had a dream... About when I first met you.

I see.

It was just like this back then, too.

This scar showed up on my chest, and...

Hey, Shoko-san...

My heart is the one inside your chest, isn't it?

In the end, you always notice these things.

I was given a future by you, Sakuta-kun.

What do you mean?

In ten days, on December th...

On the th, it starts showing in the afternoon.

It was on the way to the meeting place that he promised with you, Mai-san.

Sakuta-kun was involved in a traffic accident.

How do you know such a thing?

I came here from the future.

It's true.

Even after being transported to the hospital, Sakuta-kun didn't regain consciousness.

Eventually, he was declared brain-dead.

Then they found a donor card among Sakuta-kun's belongings,

and I was miraculously able to receive a heart transplant.

I see.

I found out everything after the operation,

when I tried to tell Sakuta-kun that the procedure was a success.

That was when I heard everything from Mai-san.

So please, spend a quiet Christmas with a stay-at-home date this year.

But that's...

It's fine. My younger self still has a bit of time. Please have faith in modern medicine.

Now, it's dangerous for me to stay here for too long, so I'll be heading back.

Mai-san...

Please take care of Sakuta-kun.

I wish it was all a lie.

You know, Mai-san...

I have no intention of breaking up.

We have to change plans for our Christmas Eve date.

Nodoka won't be home since she has a show, so we can spend it alone at my place.

We're going to visit a shrine in the new year, too.

I'm sure it'll be a hassle with all the people on New Year's Day,

so maybe around the end of winter break?

Right.

I'll make you some chocolate for Valentine's in February.

I'll be graduating come spring, but I'll be a strict tutor, so brace yourself.

And after a year's time, we'll be going to the same college.

So...

I want you to choose a future with me.

That is my request to you.

I won't stay over tonight.

Okay...

So, good night.

Bottom Left Sign DECEMBER TH

Good night.

What about your club activities?

I saw you walking home, so I took the day off.

Is that a confession of your love?

Azusagawa, have you been avoiding me lately?

You're just imagining things...

I know that you collapsed on Sunday.

And that Shoko is now in ICU, because I went to the hospital yesterday.

I see, so you already noticed.

I considered the possibilities.

After all, each time your wound opened up was when Shoko-san showed up.

You're amazing.

My guess is that Shoko and Shoko-san can't encounter each other due to quantum properties.

However, you ended up meeting Shoko-san... Although the two are partially the same existence.

Because two copies of your heart exist, when there should only be one normally,

you have that wound on your chest, don't you?

She said I was gonna get run over by a car on the th.

Sakurajima-senpai knows about this?

She knows. She heard about it with me.

I can't say much of anything, but... you two should really talk it out.

Yeah, you're right.

Azusagawa...

I...

...don't want this.

How are your exam studies going?

Not progressing much because you're not here tutoring me in a bunny girl outfit.

If I wore a bunny girl outfit, you wouldn't be making progress for other reasons.

I might make progress elsewhere.

Idiot.

You know, Mai-san...

By the way, about Kaede...

She said she wanted to cut her hair before going to her grandpa's, right?

Yes.

A makeup artist I know has a salon in Chigasaki. Why don't we take her, if she doesn't mind?

Really?

I can tag along if it's Sunday afternoon, so you can ask Kaede for me?

Got it.

Um, and...

Oh, my break's about to end. I'll call again tomorrow. See you.

Top Left Sign DECEMBER ST

I think it might be good to lighten up this area a bit more.

Yeah, she might look good with that, too.

And why are you here, Toyohama?

I had an appointment today, too. That a problem?

Anyways, about the th...

I'm heading straight home after the gig.

Don't worry. We'll leave some cake for you.

I'm not worried about that.

The chicken, then?

Sakuta, you really are a blessed guy.

What's this all of a sudden?

I mean, of all people, my sister is the one who's excited to spend Christmas with you.

And she was totally engrossed with things being completely organic!

Is that so?

She's been asking about what to cook, which store to buy the cake from, what to wear...

Just imagining her doing all that is so cute.

I'll never forgive you if you make her cry.

I'm done.

H-How is it?

I think it looks good.

Does it look a little over-the-top?

Someone like this looks over-the-top.

I am so not!

Nodoka, sorry, but can I ask you to take Kaede back home?

Hm? What about you?

I have something I promised Sakuta after this.

Kaede, do you think you can go home without me?

Big Brother, how old do you think I am?

Then, it'll be fine.

I'm glad Kaede is slowly gaining independence from her brother.

Are you alluding to me with that?

I want you to flourish as a sister-loving idol.

Take good care of Mai-san.

Huh? What's that supposed to mean?

So, where are we going, Mai-san?

This brings back memories. Do you remember going to Ogaki together?

That's already six months ago.

Which train takes us the farthest?

How far are you thinking?

Really far.

I want to keep changing trains and go further than we did that day.

Starting now, I think Ogaki is as far as we get.

If we run out of trains, we can spend the night in an unfamiliar city.

In the same room?

If you want to.

This story sounds like a dream.

And in the morning, we'll head out again.

We'll travel forever to a place far away... A place very far away...

That sounds really fun... But you're joking, right, Mai-san?

You're the one, Sakuta...

You're the one who needs to stop joking around!

Don't talk to Nodoka and Kaede as if you were saying goodbye!

If anything, something is wrong with you!

Don't give up all by yourself! Don't decide without asking!

What am I to you, Sakuta?

Girlfriend.

Then, I'll bear the burden. Shoko's life, together with you.

And so... I'll bear the burden of life!

Please, stay with me like this forever! Stay by my side until Christmas is over!

Take a train and go with me as far as we can go!

That would be really fun, wouldn't it...

But I can't.

Why not?

I still have school tomorrow.

Just be absent!

You have work again tomorrow, don't you?

I don't care about work anymore!

It means nothing compared to losing you

You know, I really love you.

It was a shame that you were always busy so we couldn't go on that many dates...

But the person I want to be with is the usual Mai-san.

That's the Mai-san I'm in love with.

Fine...

Fine! I don't care if you hate me as long as you stay alive!

Just stay with me like this! Until Christmas is over!

After that, you can hate me all you want!

That's impossible.

Why?!

I could never hate you.

Why...

Why...

Because I'll always love you.

Liar...

I swear that I'll always love you.

You're a liar...

But I'm also a liar...

I don't want you to hate me. Please don't hate me.

Welcome home, Sakuta-kun.

Is Mai-san back at her place again today?

Yes...

Where's Kaede?

She's already asleep.

Shoko-san, I...

I didn't want to make Mai-san cry like that.

I don't want her to cry like that again.

That's why... That's why, Shoko-san...

Yes, what is it?

I'm sorry, Shoko-san.

I want to keep living.

I want to be with Mai-san forever. All the way into the future.

I'm the one that needs to apologize.

I'm sorry I forced you to make such a painful decision.

If I had done things better, I wouldn't have made you suffer.

That's...

It's not your fault. You put up a valiant effort.

I...

You managed to tell me.

That's why you need to make Mai-san happy.

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My fun and exciting days of living with Sakuta-kun come to an end today.

Shoko-san...

Take care.

I'm heading out.

For all of you, what kind of a year was it?

Were you able to achieve the goals you set at the beginning of the year?

Isn't it cold today?

Seriously cold.

It's crazy, right?

Sakuta-kun.

Shoko's mother says that she wanted you to see Shoko.

Sorry to trouble you all the time.

It's nothing.

You did your best, Sakuta-kun.

You put up a valiant effort.

She really is amazing.

Makinohara is still doing her best right now.

It's me.

Mai-san, I...

I had a dream last night. Of us heading to a shrine in the new year.

You were bragging that you swore to the gods that you'd make me happy.

That does sound like me.

It really is like you, lying to me even in my dreams.

I won't let myself forget about you.

I will keep living with you.

Mai-san, I...

Why? Is it supposed to be at the next red light?

Hey, look at that.

You can see the Sea Candle lighthouse. So pretty!

How about we go see the illumination at Enoshima?

Please come see the illumination at Enoshima with me.

Can it be, that from the very beginning, Shoko-san...

This is insane.

Shoko-san is out of her mind.

She knew from the very beginning that I would go to where Mai-san is.

That's why...

: p.m. on the th,

at the entrance to Bentenbashi in front of the dragon lantern.

Because she knew I'd never show up there.

Everything about the puberty syndrome should be resolved by the time Christmas is over.

If I had done things better...

Take care.

What the hell?!

Something is seriously wrong with you, Shoko-san!

Whoa! That was dangerous! Look out!

I can't let it end like this!

Please, let me get there in time!

Sakuta-kun!

Sakuta!

Ow...

My daughter... Mai... Is she really...

We've done everything we could. I'm very sorry.

Mai...

Give Mai back to me!

Give her back!

Why?!

Why?!

Why didn't you protect her, Sakuta?!

Why... Why... Why...

I'm sorry...

I'm sorry...

If only I was the one who d*ed...

I see...

That's right...

Because I've been saved, Shoko-san...

I couldn't... Protect anyone.

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The door's unlocked.

Sakuta, you here? We're coming in!

Sakuta.

I saw the accident on the news.

We called you so many times.

Sorry to make you worry.

You have four messages. First message: : a.m.

Big Brother, it's all a lie, right? Tell me it isn't so...

That something like that wouldn't happen to Mai-san...

Give me the phone.

Sakuta, if you hear this message, please call us.

Just please call us back. We'll be waiting.

Second message: : a.m.

You can call your family on the move. Let's go, Sakuta.

Where to?

Photos and videos of the accident are making the rounds on social media.

Azusagawa, are you there?

Kunimi is worried, too. We'll be heading over to your place.

There were a few with you in it, Sakuta.

I see...

Third message: : a.m.

You should stay at my place for a while.

The media will be surrounding this house.

Sakuta, we're coming to pick you up.

Center Top Right Small Sign THE LATE MAI SAKURAJIMA MEMORIAL SERVICE

The Late Mai Sakurajima THE LATE MAI SAKURAJIMA FUNERAL SERVICE

This Way Sign LINE FOR ALL FANS

Top Right Sign DECEMBER TH

We are at a funeral home in Tokyo.

Live Broadcast LIVE BROADCAST FROM MAI SAKURAJIMA'S FUNERAL SERVICE

Under the rain that began falling since early afternoon,

Mai Sakurajima's funeral service is underway.

Farewell Sign A FAREWELL ALL TOO SOON... MAI SAKURAJIMA'S FUNERAL SERVICE

As many of you may already know, four days ago, on December th,

actress Mai Sakurajima passed away in a traffic accident.

That's exactly right... Actually, the day before the accident—

I've never done anything like this before, so there are some areas that I'm not confident in.

Sudden Farewell SUDDEN FAREWELL TO MAI SAKURAJIMA

But Mai-san, I'm sure that the boy can't help but be under your spell.

What kind of a person do you think I am?

Though, I do have the upper hand.

I thought so!

But I'm sure my love for him is stronger.

Oh? Is that okay to say? I'm sure he'll be watching this too, right?

Please help...

Please help...

Someone... Please save Mai-san...

I don't care who...

Please save Mai-san...

Please... I beg you.

I'm begging, please!

Please stand up, Sakuta-kun.

It's your job to save Mai-san.

Is it not?

Why... Why are you still here, Shoko-san?

I see. You still don't know, do you?

Mai-san's heart is residing right here.

It wasn't made public,

but that night, Mai-san coincidentally became my donor after the accident.

She also had a donor card?

Yes.

But... Then the future has changed.

Let's go save Mai-san.

Go where?

To the past, of course.

Such a thing is—

It's possible. Leave it all to me.

It's all right, there's no need to worry.

Since Mai-san's funeral service is today, nobody is here.

Why the nurse's office?

You need a bed to go back to the past.

Shoko-san, this is...

Plum soda for adults.

You already know that the future exists here and there, and how I came from the future.

That's caused by your puberty syndrome, isn't it?

Yes.

My younger self developed puberty syndrome because she was anxious about her future.

But this moment, in which I am speaking to you like this, is not the "present."

You caused this. Do you have any idea how?

Just like my younger self, was there a time when you refused your own future?

I want you to choose a future with me.

Why...

I want to keep living.

Looks like you have an idea of when.

That's...

You need to accept it.

The weak part of yourself that refused your own future.

Believing in that weakness is the first step to recognizing now as "the future."

If this is "the future," you can go to the "present" and save Mai-san.

Shoko-san...

What is it?

I want to make Mai-san happy.

And you can.

That's why I have something I need to tell you.

I want you to stay alive, Shoko-san.

Yes.

I pray for it. I wish for it.

I know that.

But I'm not a doctor. I don't have special powers, either.

All I can do is to make Mai-san happy.

But I couldn't even carry out that one job.

That's why... That's why, Shoko-san...

Yes?

I can't do anything for you.

That's okay.

Why am I...

I thought I already decided.

Shoko-san...

Huh?

Looks like the dose I snuck in is working now.

To send you to the "present," I needed to separate you

from your rational mind that would try to make sense of the present moment.

It's only in your dreams where you can escape rational thought.

Shoko-san...

I will be all right.

When you return to the present, first find someone who can find you.

Good night, Sakuta-kun.

DECEMBER TH

Am I really back?

Ma'am, he jammed his finger.

Kunimi!

I'll ice it, so sit down over there.

Ow!

Hey, Kunimi...

What's going on?

...first find someone who can find you.

So, we're talking quantum theory...

Right now, half of me is in the future and the other half in the present.

Until someone finds me, my existence is not confirmed.

Bottom Left Sign DECEMBER TH

Futaba!

Hey, Futaba! Notice me!

Futaba!

PAST — / PRESENT — FUTURE

AZUSAGAWA ABC AZUSAGAWA A AZUSAGAWA B AZUSAGAWA C

Thanks.

I'll borrow this for a bit.

Huh?

Damn, I can't use it?

We're starting off with some high hurdles.

Guess I'll follow Mai-san's example.

Someone! Is there anyone that can see me?!

I don't care who! Anyone who can see me! Can anyone hear my voice?!

Excuse me! Can you see me?

Look at me! Look!

I want to save Mai-san!

Please!

Someone... Come on, find me...

Please... Find me...

I beg you...

Senpai, what are you doing?

Koga...

Y-You can see me?!

Of course I can see you. Are you all right, Senpai?

L-Let me touch you.

Let me touch you.

What the!?

Actually, I had a dream about you last night.

A dream?

A dream where you were in trouble at the train station.

It was nagging on my mind for some reason, so I came by.

Quantum entanglement...

What's that?

It's so nice that I have a sweet kouhai like you and that we've kicked each other's butts.

Sheesh! Forget about that already!

Koga, I have a favor to ask you.

Huh?! H-H-H-Hold on!

I want you to meet up with my other self.

There really is another one of you here, Senpai!

Hand the phone to me there.

You need to tell me more about this later.

Is this really me?

It is. I came from four days in the future.

Four days from now? Meaning you already...

Yeah. I know what's going to happen today after this call.

That's why I came here to change the future.

Hold on. I didn't get into an accident?

Right before getting hit by a car, Mai-san shoved me aside to save me.

Because of that, I'm still alive.

That's why you shouldn't head to the aquarium at all costs.

But...

If you go, Mai-san will die in my place.

But if I don't go, what will happen to Makinohara!?

I made up my mind.

If you're me, then what are you thinking? Don't you care what happens to Makinohara?!

I want to make Mai-san happy. I can't do anything for Makinohara.

Are you really me? You're out of your mind. You're crazy.

I don't care if I am.

If I can live and make Mai-san happy, that's fine by me.

If I have to watch Makinohara die, then I'll get into that accident.

Even if that means making Mai-san cry?

Just be sure to stop Mai-san at all costs!

I'm so stubborn, aren't I?

I'm on break right now. Need something?

Do you know where Mai-san is?

The TV station, right?

I want to know which station. I want to go see her right now.

Huh? You can't just suddenly show up and be able to see her.

That's why I'm asking Lady Nodoka to help.

I'm begging you, seriously. I want to make a surprise visit.

Are you fooling around?

This is the result after thinking hard.

Well, whatever, since it'll spare me the trouble.

Hurry and get in!

We'll enter the station saying that you're film crew.

Sorry about this.

Please make up with her properly this time, okay?

Excuse me, I have a guest for you, Mai-san.

Nodoka?

A Christmas present from me.

Thank you, Nodoka.

And I'm sorry to trouble you again, Ryoko.

Can you leave the two of us alone for a bit?

How long are you planning on doing that?

That's not the real reason you came back from the future, is it?

Mai-san...

You really are Mai-san. You're alive.

I'm glad. I was able to actually protect you, Sakuta.

I was finally able to be of help to you.

Mai-san... You intended on saving me from the beginning.

Didn't I tell you before? I love you a lot more than you think.

Mai-san...

Let me take a good look at your face.

You haven't grown too much.

I'm only from four days in the future.

Oh? I got a voicemail from you,

saying a future version of Sakuta was around, so I had my hopes up.

I'll grow up in due time, so please wait.

I have to get going now.

I have plans to go on a date with Sakuta.

Wait, Mai-san.

Let go of me.

It's all right.

It's not all right!

If he knows I'll be in an accident, Sakuta will do even more to sacrifice himself!

He's definitely thinking that he should be the one to get in an accident!

He's not the type of person to choose his own life and rob Shoko of her future!

If I don't go, Sakuta will die!

Please, just stay here!

I'm begging you...

I'm tired of you not being by my side.

I'll be all right. I'll do something about myself.

Sakuta, are you all right with that?

I've made my decision. So, I want you to wait.

Is it really all right?

Knowing me, I'm sure I'll be in shambles from crying on the way home.

So, please hug me like this when the time comes.

If you do, I promise I'll make you happy.

I understand.

Thank you, Mai-san.

But you got one thing wrong.

I don't really need you to make me happy.

The two of us will be happy together. Sakuta and I.

I really can't win against you, can I?

I'll be waiting for you.

Sorry to keep you wait.

I haven't been waiting. Besides, it's before the meeting time.

In any case, your outfit for the occasion is quite interesting.

I've been wearing it all day, so it already feels like a part of me.

I'm sorry. I must have failed.

It wasn't a failure at all.

Thanks to you, I'm here.

My future self.

Sakuta-kun, let's hold hands.

It's a bit embarrassing.

Shoko-san...

I'll take it all with me.

The time I spent with you, the memories, everything.

I'll take every last bit to the future.

Sakuta-kun, why do you think people forget about various events in life?

I won't forget.

People must forget, because they can't endure holding on to painful memories forever.

Then, there's no reason for me to forget about you.

What?

To me, you are a bittersweet memory of my first love.

There's no need for me to forget about you.

You so cynical, Sakuta-kun.

I have to get going soon.

Right.

Goodbye, Shoko-san.

Bye-bye, Sakuta-kun.

At the quantum level, my two selves can never meet.

On the other hand,

it also means that as long as I am not recognized, we can exist simultaneously.

Sakuta-kun!

I'm...

I see, so that's what happens.

Are you hurt anywhere?

Hey, you...

I'm all right.

I took it from her... Makinohara's future...

But... There was nothing else I could do.

I'm home.

Welcome back.

Top Left Sign DECEMBER TH

It's already : a.m., so get up.

I'm awake...

Eat your breakfast before it gets cold. I have to head to school now.

It's winter break already, right?

I was absent yesterday for filming, so I have to go pick up my report card.

Then, I'll go with you.

Futaba...

Azusagawa...

Hey, are you all right?

No...

Futaba?

I'm not all right!

Sorry I made you worry.

I'm not all right...

I thought I'd never see you again...

I'm so glad... I'm so glad you're alive.

What happened yesterday?

So much that I don't know where to begin.

In any case, I did what I needed to do.

Which... Senpai are you?

Both. We fused together.

I don't flippin' get it.

Sorry to make you worry.

I really appreciate you, Koga.

Here's some souvenirs from Grandma. She says hello to Big Brother's girlfriend, too.

Oh, I know what this is. It's super tasty, Big Sis.

Toyohama, you're clinging to Mai-san more than usual.

Did your sisterly love get even worse?

She said she had a bad dream this morning. One where I got into a traffic accident.

I see. Well, not much we can do about that.

I'll let my Mai-san spoil you all you want just for today.

I don't need your permission.

Nodoka, you can step on Sakuta's foot.

Top Right Sign DECEMBER TH

SNOWMAN INSIDE!

I hope Shoko gets better.

What's wrong?

This...

Hey, Futaba. Makinohara's puberty syndrome is still ongoing, isn't it?

It's the fourth grade Makinohara that's writing and erasing on that printout, right?

Makinohara from three years ago is worried about her future.

And that's causing the puberty syndrome, isn't it?

Do you understand what you're saying, Azusagawa?

Right now, we're not in the "present," but rather the "future."

So, if we can save the Makinohara in the present, who is in fourth grade,

won't we also be able to save the current Makinohara who's in seventh grade?

This is way different from avoiding a traffic accident from happening.

As for illnesses, it's not like the conditions improve by simply restarting.

Toyohama said she had a dream where Mai-san got mto a traffic accident.

Does this mean that memories could be passed to others who are indirectly involved?

I had a similar dream myself...

One where I brought home a stunned Azusagawa from his place.

Then...

But even if your past self from three years ago could receive fragments of your current memories,

I don't think anything would change.

You can't change things. Besides...

Besides?

Even if you were able to change the past, and Shoko could overcome her illness...

Would you really be fine with that?

If the fourth-grade Shoko doesn't develop puberty syndrome,

that means you'll never meet Shoko-san at Shichirigahama Beach, doesn't it?

If you never met her, you never would have applied for Minegahara High,

and you would never have met Kunimi or me.

And you will never meet Sakurajima-senpai.

Are you saying you'd be fine with that?

Of course it's not fine. But...

Will you risk all of your precious memories for a small chance that you're not even sure exists?

Bottom Left Sign DECEMBER ST

Yes, Azusagawa here.

Hello, this is Makinohara.

Mrs. Makinohara...

Um... Could you come visit Shoko?

Is something wrong?

The doctor says she won't last much longer...

You know, Mai-san...

I really do want to save Makinohara.

Yeah, I know that.

It's fine if you want to go ahead and do so. You can change the past.

It's okay if everything that has happened until now is all wiped out.

Mai-san...

You promised me that day, right? That the two of us will be happy together.

We're only taking a slight detour so we can fulfill that promise.

Yeah, just a little bit.

It's just forgetting everything, and then starting over from the beginning again.

You're right. That's all there is to it.

From there, I'll meet you once again.

Yup.

And fall in love with you once again.

Yup.

And you'll confess your love to me once again.

I'll make sure to find you again, Mai-san.

When you do, we'll become happy together.

I promise you.

Shoko, Azusagawa is here to see you.

Makinohara...

You kept your promise... That you'd come visit every day.

I heard from Mom.

There were days I couldn't because of work, though.

Thank you very much.

You know, about that future plans printout you wanted advice for...

Sakuta-san, I've been having a long dream.

It was a strange dream.

I was in high school, teasing and cheering you on at Shichirigahama Beach.

Then I was in college, and I was staying over at your place,

making meals and cleaning in the dream.

We also went to a chapel with an ocean view.

I put on a wedding dress, and you blushed as you complimented me.

It was so fun that I could spend my days with you like that, even in a dream.

It wasn't a dream, Makinohara.

It really was fun.

You're wrong. Those things really happened.

I know that, Sakuta-kun.

I know it all now. That it was my real future.

That right now is the "future." I understand it all now.

That's right... That's right.

That's why, if we change the past, we might still find a way to save you.

Even if you redo the past, it will be hard to cure my illness.

But, I think it's possible to save you from the sadness that torments you now.

What are you saying?

I know it all now. I was causing you agony, wasn't I?

You're wrong. It's not your fault at all.

You and I first met because of my puberty syndrome...

I've never regretted even once that I met you.

You really put up a valiant effort, Sakuta-san.

So, it's all right now.

I will redo this properly now...

To create a future where I never meet you...

To reach a future where you don't have to be in sorrow.

No, that's not it.

That's not what I meant to say.

It's all right to redo things for your sake, Makinohara.

Please leave everything to me...

I'll be sure to make you happy, Sakuta-san...

So...

Makinohara? Makinohara?

How's Shoko?

She's asleep for now.

I see...

Sakuta, look at this.

I Will Live On I WILL LIVE ON, CHERISHING THE PHRASES "THANK YOU," "YOU DID YOUR BEST," AND "I LOVE YOU."

Someday SOMEDAY, I WANT TO BE A KIND PERSON.

What's up with this...

Why...

I just heard from Shoko's mother.

Yesterday, she suddenly mentioned how she wanted to finish the homework.

What should I do?

What can I do to save Makinohara?

Makinohara knew everything all along.

About Shoko-san, about herself, and how she could change the past.

I'm sorry, Sakuta. This is all I can think of.

Shoko worked really hard on this.

So, you should finish Shoko's homework for her.

Please compliment Shoko for her efforts.

I...

It's the new year...

Bottom Small PRESENT GRADUATE ELEMENTARY SCHOOL GRADUATE MIDDLE SCHOOL CHALLENGE MYSELF TO CAKE-BAKING IN HIGH SCHOOL

Ma'am, I'm done!

- Me too! - Me too!

I'm done!

Top Left Sign JANUARY TH

Big Brother, it's morning.

It's still winter break.

You're the one who said your part-time job starts again today.

Are you practicing going back to school now?

I already did.

I'm still really nervous, but I got to the school gates.

Morning.

Morning. Did you run away from home?

I already ran away from home.

I got a small gig at a shopping mall in Saitama today!

Sakuta, it's unusual for you to work a morning shift.

And you, what happened to your team practice?

Doesn't start till afternoon.

Koga, are you showing up late like a boss?

This is the shift I signed up for!

Wh-What?

Well, you know, Koga, you kinda look bloated?

Maybe you look like mochi because you ate so much of it during the holidays?

Senpai, you really piss me off.

Supa pissed!

Welcome!

I'll have the Hearty Carbonara...

Wait, make it this one instead.

You don't have to go on a drastic diet, Futaba. You don't look bloated...

Oh, I see.

I'll inform Sakurajima-senpai that you were ogling me.

I'm going on a New Year's date with her to a shrine.

She'll totally scold me, so please keep quiet.

That means it's better if I tell her, doesn't it?

Well...

Nothing less from you, Azusagawa. Such a rascal.

Oh...

What?

Mai-san, can you lend me some change?

I donated at Fujisawa Station on the way, so I don't have change.

Then, use a bill.

Were you able to make a wish worth the , yen?

I wished to not encounter so many strange incidents in the upcoming year.

Strange incidents, huh?

But, you were able to meet me because of one.

I've had my fill of wild bunny girls.

You really love the ocean, don't you?

Though I love you the most.

So, you love the high-school girl that appeared in your dreams that much...

This is the spot where you two went on many dates, wasn't it?

Though they were all in my dreams.

You love this place too, don't you?

For me, I'm attached to this place because I filmed here.

A girl with a heart disease awaiting a donor.

You Gave Me a Future Sign SPRING COMES, WINTER LEAVES [YOU GAVE ME A FUTURE.] MAI SAKURAJIMA - SHO FURUTA - MARI TANAKA

When I first received the offer, I felt that I just had to play this role.

I bawled my eyes out watching the film.

Everyone else in the theater was crying, too.

I don't know why I felt like I really wanted to play the role.

But I wanted to do something.

It's like how you donate money, Sakuta.

THIS WAY TO SHICHIRIGAHAMA STATION

Don't run so much, it's dangerous!

Watch your step!

It's fine, it's fine!

Dad, Mom, hurry up! Over here!

Sakuta?

That girl...

Hurry up!

Someone you know?

No...

Makinohara!

Yes, Sakuta-san!