03x08 - Old Pueblo

[bunniefuu]

So we threw a blanket on him.

We also found a needle in the cab.

My son Jay's not doin' too well.

His girlfriend left him, took the kid.

He quit fighting. That was a mistake.

With Khalis Capital.

We're the guys that bought King Beast.

Look, my bosses, they weren't
happy with the fee

you negotiated for your fighter, Alvey.

So have you thought about
what you're gonna do?

About the guy calling you
a f*gg*t at the fight.

Your dad's gonna hear about it
one way or another.

Tell him before someone else does.

I just got off the phone with Terry.

A new guy's
gonna be moving in here with us.

- Hello?
- Hi! Are you Cody?

Yeah. What's your name?

Kayla.

What's the deal with this Kayla chick?

Why do her numbers suck?

Yo. You're late.

I'm here. I'm ready to work.

Glove up and meet me in the cage.

I can't even feel you,
you f*cking p*ssy.

f*cking Ryan, I mean...

I don't know what the hell's
wrong with the guy.

I think he has someone in his ear.

You're not getting the coaching

or the attention that you deserve.

What the f*ck am I doin'?

[Water dripping]

[Tapping]

[Train whistle blowing in distance]

[Coffeepot clatters]

[Birds chirping]

[Switch clicks]

[Turn signal clicking]

[Clicking stops]

Ugh.

[Brakes squeal]

[Ding]

[Machine whirs]

Man: There you go.

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♪ Now that I do ♪

- Take care.
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[Tires screech]

♪ Now that you know how I adore you ♪

- ♪ Don't pick on the things I say ♪
- [Tires screeching]

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with all my faults ♪

[Gears shift]

♪ The way that I love you ♪

♪ I'm begging you ♪

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♪ I wouldn't change one thing ♪

- [Pills rattle]
- ♪ About you ♪

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♪ And hold me tight ♪

♪ And always be by my side ♪

♪ If I am wrong or right ♪

- ♪ I'm beggin' you ♪
- [Volume increases]

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- Get down! Get down!
- [Screaming]

Get down!

Stop! Stop! Stop it.

♪

[Tone sounds]

[Woman speaking indistinctly over P.A.]

[Exhales sharply]

[Clears throat]
I'm here to see a patient.

Annette Kulina.

- Are you family?
- I'm her son.

Go ahead, sign in. I just need
to see a picture I.D.

[Tone sounds]

[Speaking indistinctly]

There she is.

[Indistinct conversations]

- [Pen clatters]
- Okay, go ahead and put this on.

And you are going to head

to the Geropsychiatric Center
down the hall.

[Inhales deeply] Thanks.

All right. Good times.

You want us to go with you?

No, let me go see how she's doing first,

check her out.

Why don't you guys go get
something to eat?

I'm sure there's a cafeteria.

All right. I can grab you
something if you want.

Yeah, I don't know.

Just a piece of chicken,
plain if they have it.

All right. Text us if you need us.

- You got money?
- Yeah.

Woman: Your mother was
brought in on a -hour hold.

A security guard witnessed her
attempting to jump off

a parking structure.

Jesus Christ.

Police found an empty bottle
of sleeping pills in her car.

We pumped her stomach,

but she's still working it
out of her system.

Is she on anything now?

She's refusing any
psychotropic medication.

Well, can't you make her?

We'd need a court order,
and because she's not violent...

She tried to jump
off a f*cking building.

That's not violent?

It doesn't meet the criteria
for involuntary medication.

How'd you know to call me?

She asked for you.

Would you like to see her?

[Woman speaks indistinctly]

[Knock, door opens]

Annette?

Your son's here to see you.

[Telephone rings in distance]

[Speaking indistinctly]

[Door closes]

Hey, Ma.

[Indistinct conversations]

I thought we were...

past all this.

[Tone sounds]

[Speaks indistinctly]

You sick?

Something happen?

Can you ask them for my purse, please?

They took all my stuff.

Yeah. What do you need?

I-I just want my... my stuff.

What the f*ck is up with her?

- Christina: Who?
- Kayla. What's her deal?

I don't know what you're asking me.

Is she gonna sit on
her f*cking ass all day?

She has shows tonight.

So? I'm talking about today.

She can't be on camera / .

Why not? She's young.

Bitch is always by the pool
like it's Spring Break.

Hi! Do you need me?

No.

Not even a little.

[Music playing indistinctly]

No room for a lazy bitch. [Spits]

- Ryan?
- Yeah.

- Can we talk?
- Where's Alvey?

Guys, can we have the room
for a second? Please?

- Sure.
- Yeah. All right.

[Indistinct conversation]

[Bottle cap clatters]

Alvey's in Tucson.

His mother tried to k*ll herself.

What happened?

I don't have any details. He
just wanted me to tell you that.

Should I call him?

I'd give him space.

Joe's gonna take over your camp.
Alvey left him a plan.

I'm... I'm gonna work with Dom.

That's not an option.

It's my camp. It's my decision.

- Lisa...
- Mm?

- It's my choice.
- Yeah, well, I'm f*ring him today.

Why?

'Cause it's not working out.

I like him. I think he's a good coach.

Well, there's more to it than that.

Like what?
Like the... the protein thing?

- That's just one example.
- And you f*cked him.

That's another example.

[Bottle cap clinks]

No, wait, you... [Speaks indistinctly]

It's your gym, it's your life.

You make your own decisions.

[Sniffs]

I'm just a fighter. Right?

[Cellphone ringing]

- [Ringing stops]
- Hey, man.

Hey, Coach.

Lisa just told me about your mom.

How's she doing?

You know, not too good.
She took a bunch of pills.

f*ck. I'm sorry.

Anything I can do?

No. No. I, uh, I left, uh,
I left Joe a plan for you.

Hey, don't worry about me.

No, Ryan, you got a fight coming up.

I wanna make sure you're ready
for it, buddy.

I'm ready, Coach. I just...

Listen, I-I...

I'm so sorry about the other day.

What can I say? I'm a...
I'm a f*cking nut case.

[Laughs] Yeah, well, uh,
I, too, suffer that affliction.

♪

So we good?

Yeah, Ryan. We're always good, man.

Hey, if you, uh... [Sniffs]

If you need to vent or anything,
I'm around.

Okay, well, you get with Joe
and I'll, uh... [Sighs]

I should be home in a couple days.

- Okay?
- I'm on it. Thanks, Coach.

You got it.

[Cellphone beeps]

[Door closes]

I got the boys, uh, with me.

They're downstairs.

You don't wanna bring 'em up here.

This is where the crazies are.

They'd love to see you.

Did they go through my stuff?

What are you looking for, Mom?

- My cigarettes.
- No, you can't smoke in here.

Well, I'll smoke outside.

I had a reaction to some
sleeping medication.

And the next thing I know,

I'm being tackled by some man on a roof.

I-I don't even know how I got up there.

You brought a ladder.

Yeah.

You tried to k*ll yourself.

I wanna go home.

You're on a -hour hold, Mom.

Can't you sign me out?

You need to be here.

You need to let these doctors help you.

I'm not really asking you
to do anything.

I just want you to sign some
forms so that I can go home,

you can go back to Los Angeles.

What'd you come here for
if you're not gonna help me?

Because you told them to call me.

I don't remember that.

Ma...

You don't have to feel like this
anymore.

Do you understand?

They... they got...
they got new medications.

I-I tried it myself. I did. It works.

I'm tired, Alvey.

I want you to please leave now.

Okay.

I'm coming back tomorrow.

You get some rest.

You'll feel better once all this...

these pills are out of your system.

Get some rest.

[Door closes]

[Rock music playing]

Dom? Can I see you in my office?

I got a class.

They'll be okay. Just come now, please.

♪

- Open or closed?
- Closed.

[Sniffs]

- [Door closes]
- You're fired.

Okay.

Wow.

Wow.

You let Ryan know about this?

Yeah. I had no idea you were
such a little f*cking weasel.

Come on.

I mean, he knew all about us.

I mean, it was... it was obvious.

Don't sit. You're not gonna
be here that long.

♪

I'm sorry, Lisa.

Come on. Things got f*cked up.

We were both drunk.
You know, sh*t... sh*t happens.

And it's not the end
of the world, right?

I'm a... I'm a good coach.

No, you're a f*cking cancer.

I'm trying to help you guys out.

- You're trying to help us?
- Yeah.

No, you're trying to help yourself.

You latched onto Ryan
like a f*cking leech.

He's got a fight coming up,
and I'm trying to help him.

Yeah, that's not your job.

Actually, you were explicitly told

to leave him the f*ck alone.

The kid comes up to me like
I'm his f*cking shrink.

I don't... I don't understand
what am I supposed to do.

This is your final check.
I paid you for an extra week.

f*ck that.

I'm not going anywhere.

Take the check

or I'll call the police.

You're gonna call
the f*cking police on me?

Take the check and leave.

♪

[Inhales deeply, exhales sharply]

This is why you don't let
a woman run a gym.

No one lets me run the gym. I own it.

You know what your problem is?

Hmm?

You're taking this too personal.

You're too f*cking emotional.

[Whispering] I could
f*ck sh*t up for you...

so f*cking bad.

So bad, mama.

[Normal voice] There's so many
fighters here that aren't happy.

And I can clean you the f*ck out.

Please don't make me call the police.

♪

Fine. I don't...

I don't wanna go out like that.

You know what I mean? [Chuckles]

It didn't work. We didn't get along.

You know? We tried.

Mama, we tried.

No? All right.

All right, all right.

Good luck to you and Alvey.

♪

[Door closes, blinds rattle]

Yes. Obviously.

I just wanna make you boys happy.

Rohan , you are a filthy, filthy man.

Nah, ladies don't do that.

Well... I might show you my tits.

Do you wanna see them?

Well, first you guys are gonna
have to show me some love.

- [Cash register dinging]
- [Gasps, giggles]

Thank you. You're so generous.

Okay. You ready?

Is that what you wanted?

[Cash register dings]

[Error sound, whirs]

What... Hey. Wait, what happened?

Can you guys hear me? Can you see me?

[Scoffs]

Come on. [Sighs]

f*cking piece of sh*t.

[Sighs]

[Bebe O'Hare's "Go Work" playing]

- [Webcam thuds]
- [Sighs]

♪

♪ Yeah, that girl go to work ♪

♪ That girl go to work,
that girl go to work, work ♪

♪ That girl go to work,
that girl go to work, work ♪

Cody.

♪ That girl go to work,
that girl go to work ♪

Cody?

♪

♪ I'm about to go to work ♪

[Songs stops]

Yo, what the f*ck? She's dancing.

- My camera's broken.
- So?

So I'm in the middle of a show.

So solve the f*cking problem. I'm busy.

You're the boss, Cody.
What do you want me to do?

- Use someone else's.
- They're all taken.

Well, what the f*ck
do you think we should do?

- Buy a new one.
- Then do it.

You took away the credit card.

Can I borrow it, please?

- Hop up, gorgeous.
- [Slaps butt]

You know what? [Scoffs]

Lindsay, go outside, get some sun.

I'll be out there in a minute.

I don't know how things were with Terry,

but I don't like your f*cking tone.

It's almost like you're the boss
and I'm the bitch.

I'm sorry you took it that way.

You know, I could f*ck you
in your ass right now

if I wanted.

Say it.

- Say what?
- Say I could f*ck your ass.

You could f*ck my ass.

- When?
- Whenever you want.

Here you go.

Hold on.

Yeah, Kayla's done. I want her
out of the house tonight.

- No. Why?
- Because I don't like her.

- I want some new girls.
- She's making money.

See? There you f*cking go again.

- I need a reason.
- No, you don't.

She's your girl. Tell her she's done.

Actually, she's Terry's girl.

Yeah? I don't f*cking see
Terry anywhere, do you?

She's gone tonight.

Do it or I will.

You f*cking bitch.

[Departing footsteps]

[Birds chirping]

[Front door unlocks]

[Lock clicks, keys thud]

You think it's okay to smoke in here?

Ha.

[Freezer door creaks]

[Doors close]

[Uncaps bottle, cap clatters]

[Charger prongs scrape]

Is that a note?

Looks like a note.

[Tapping]

There's nothing here.

Why don't you guys go grab some dinner?

Do you want something?

Nah, I'll eat the chicken.

Oh.

Grab me some booze.

I want change.

[Clothing rustles]

- [Cord clatters]
- Jay?

- [Keys jangle]
- With me.

- Jay: Where we going?
- Booze, food.

[Door opens]

[Door closes]

[Knock on door]

Come in!

[Pop music playing]

I'm a sophomore. Wanna study?

[Door closes]

♪

Kayla, I have some bad news.

What?

You have to move out.
We're letting you go.

Why?

Cody wants some new girls.

I-I am new. I-I-I just got here.

He just wants to go a different way.

[Inhales sharply]

- What did I do?
- Nothing, sweetie.

[Exhales sharply]

[Voice breaks] God,
I feel like I'm gonna puke.

Can you change his mind?

I don't think so.

I-I can... I can give up my room
and I... and I can, like,

sleep on the couch
and... and move my stuff

- before any of the girls wake up and...
- I'm sorry. It's final.

I will literally do anything.
He can have my money.

And I'll... I'll f*ck him more

and I'll suck his d*ck every day.

Kayla, don't... don't...

Try... try telling him
you want me to stay.

Try?

[Voice breaking] Please?

Please, Christina. I-I really
wanna stay with you. Please?

Please don't make me leave.

Christina, please?

If you don't have the money,

I'll buy your ticket back to Florida.

[Exhales sharply]

I'm... I'm... I'm supposed to do a show.

Don't worry about that.
You need to start packing.

What? Tonight?

We're leaving soon.

[Door opens]

[Door closes]

[Crying]

[Tap turns on, off]

[Object clatters]

[Train whistle blowing in distance]

♪

- Hey. Hey, man.
- [Exhales deeply]

- My man.
- [Palms slap]

I feel like I let you down.

How's that? Thanks.

You got a fight coming up, you know?

Your f*cking coach is in Arizona.

The last thing you need is another...

you know, distraction, right?

I've lived through worse.

- [Glasses clink]
- Cheers.

♪

[Indistinct conversations]

f*cking...

f*cking pissed at myself, you know?

Should've just f*cking,
you know, keep my head down.

Keep my f*cking head down.

She did give you a couple chances, man.

She did. When I see sh*t is wrong,

I just can't keep my f*cking mouth shut.

You know what I mean?

Ain't the first job that it...
that it cost me, you know?

- Hey, man.
- [Pats arm]

You're a good coach, dude.

You'll find something better.

♪

[Knock, door opens]

Christina: Ready?

Where you taking me?

Burbank.

We'll buy your ticket at the counter.

I'm not going back to Florida.

I thought your family was there.

Where are they?

They don't talk to me.

Ah.

- [Keys jangle]
- [Sighs]

Go put your bags in the car.
I'll see what I can do.

[Suitcase wheels rolling]

Jay: Alvey brought us
to New York one Christmas.

It was freezing.

f*cking cold.

What was she like?

Well, she was a nice lady.

- Really damaged, breakable, nervous.
- Mm.

I think Alvey's old man put her
through the f*cking ringer.

[Mouth full] She wore
a lot of makeup. Um...

- [Car beeps, unlocks]
- [Cellphone rings]

Oh.

[Ring]

Hey.

[Inhales deeply] Hi.

Are you home?

No, Nate and I are in the Old Pueblo.

Where?

We are in Tucson, Arizona, Mom.

What are you doing there?

Alvey's mom tried to k*ll herself.

Oh, f*ck.

Is she okay?

I wouldn't say she's okay.
I would say she's alive.

I flew out with Nate and Alvey.

Well, that was nice of you.

Well, I didn't want Nate
to come out here and be alone.

Have you seen her?

No, she's on a psych hold, Mom.
What... what's up?

[Inhales deeply] Well...

I need a favor, but I-I almost
hate to ask now.

- No. What is it?
- [Train whistle blowing]

A friend of mine is in a bad spot

and she needs a place to stay.

Any way she could crash at your house?

I feel like we've done this before.

Right?

No, this is different. She's clean.

So my mom's not gonna end up in zip ties

and my home isn't gonna get robbed?

She's just a girl who needs
a little charity.

Well...

I don't say no to charity.

- I know you don't.
- Yep.

The key is under the motorcycle
tire in the back.

All right? Bye-bye.

[Line disconnects]

Hey, it's me.

Um...

I'm just calling to check in, uh,

on how your mom's doing, and...

You're probably still at the hospital.

Um...

I'm sorry this is happening
to you so close to your fight,

but as we know,

horrible sh*t doesn't really
give a f*ck.

I fired Dom.

He went quietly. Sort of.

I don't know what I was thinking.

We never should've let him
step foot in this gym.

We could've handled it.
You know, just us.

Anyway, um...

I want you to know I'm thinking of you.

And if you wanna talk, I'm here.

Okay. Bye.

[Crunching]

Alvey: Ahh.

Disgusting.

[Taps pack]

[Train whistle blowing in distance]

[Lighter clicks]

What are you doing? The f*ck you doin'?

I'm smoking.

[Stifles laugh]

- You said we could smoke in here.
- Yeah, f*cking...

We're still eating. Put that... Come on.

Does he do this?

See, my father used to do that.
In between bites.

Don't worry about it.

You are so f*cking low-rent.

[Chuckles] You really are.

Well, maybe in this country, Alvey,

but Cuba would disagree with you,

as would many Balkan states.

- The tinderbox of Europe...
- f*ck the Balkans.

Will you put the cigarette out, please?

Please?

Please?

- Thank you.
- There you go.

[Breathes deeply]

How's that chicken?

This chicken? [Clears throat]

This chicken's perfect, man.

It's exactly how I like it...
zero moisture.

- Cuttin' weight sucks.
- Mm-hmm.

It's not about cuttin' weight.
It's about eatin' clean.

You f*cking goats

- should try it sometime.
- [Chuckles]

I hardly call that eating clean.

Hospital bird. Nothing clean about it.

That's a boneless breast of death...

and cholera.

[Crunches]

[Inhales deeply] Mmm.

- Is that good?
- It's terrible.

[Crunches]

[Laughs]

Give me a piece of your f*cking pizza.

- Mm-hmm.
- Mmm.

- That's so much better.
- [Chuckles]

[Beer sloshes]

[Bottle thuds]

Did she say anything to you?

Why?

Mnh-mnh.

I mean, she didn't call me
up here to talk.

She wants me to check her out
so she can come back here

and f*cking try it again, I guess.

She tried this before?

Yeah.

[Bottle thuds]

I was .

Came home from the gym one day, early.

She wasn't expecting me.

seconds into the house,
I hear a crash.

I run into the bathroom, and...

she's on the floor
with a belt around her neck

and the... and the...

shower curtain is bent in half.

I pick her up, I put her in her bed.

She begged me not
to f*cking tell my father.

Said she's never do it again, so...

I didn't tell him, you know?

Like he never told me when he found her.

The woman never had an interest
in living.

She's depressed.

They can try putting her on medication.

Might help, you know?

She won't take pills. She won't
take anything to help.

Someone really wants to die,

you... you can't get 'em off it,
you know?

It's... it's a f*cking mission.

It's really the only thing
I've ever seen her

give a sh*t about.

Nate: Sorry, Dad.

[Bottle thuds]

[Door closes]

Which one do you think?

Nate's is probably cleaner.
It's the one on the right.

Okay. Cool.

Kayla, it's only for a night or two

till the boys come back.

And I don't want any men here.

Neither do I.

[Siren wailing, dog barking]

You need to figure out
where you're gonna go.

I'm gonna call a bunch
of people tonight.

Do you know anyone in Vegas?

[Chuckles] Not anymore. No.

I heard it's really awesome out there.

I might just, like, go.

Do some research first.

Yeah. Yeah, I'm not, like,
for sure about it.

I'll just see who's out there.

Are you hungry?

I can make you something before I go.

Do you mind? I just... I forgot to eat.

Let's see what we got.

[Vomits, coughs]

[Coughs]

[Spits]

f*ck. [Sniffs]

Mmm. [Sighs]

[Bathroom door opens]

Aw, jeez. You're breaking that out?

You want some?

f*ck, no. You want me to run
my head through the wall?

We'll drink responsibly.

Yeah, he will. We won't.

- I'm turning in.
- Night.

Hey.

I want us to communicate more.

Talk.

Tonight?

No, not tonight, you f*cking smart-ass.

I mean in general, you know.

I don't wanna be on my f...
on my death bed

not knowing what to say
to my sons, so I...

I want us to work on that.

- Okay?
- Mm-hmm.

You're an assh*le.

I'm going to bed now.

Aye-aye, Captain.

[Inhales deeply]

f*cking soap opera, man. I can't...

I can't work in that environment,

you know what I mean?

Can't train in that environment.

Families are like that.

But it's not family, Ryan.

It's not a family. It's a
f*cking place of business.

What the f*ck is Alvey thinking?

How you gonna run a gym with a
chick that you used to be with?

On what f*cking planet does that work?

What f*cking planet does that work?

They figured it out.

Have they? [Blows air]

They've been with me through
a lot of sh*t.

I guess so.

- Can I be straight with you?
- Yeah.

You know I've worked with
a lot of fighters.

I've never seen...

a guy with your talent.

You got all the f*cking tools, my man.

♪

But Alvey?

He got you stuck in neutral, man.

I don't know about that, man.
I'm having a pretty good year.

You're getting by because you're
a superior athlete.

I-I'm talking about...

[Whispers] next f*cking level.

Alvey, knows his sh*t.

I'm-a... I'm... I'm-a give him that.

I'm a fan, man.

I could acknowledge that.

But he's stuck in his ways, man.

He's living years ago.

He ain't tryin' to f*cking evolve.

He ain't tryin' to educate himself

on the f*cking game, man.

I won a lot of fights with him.

♪

Well, then you're comfortable.

I don't think you're growing
as a fighter.

I'm just being...

- I'm being honest right now.
- [Chuckles]

I liked you better when
you were full of sh*t, bro.

I think you're special.

[Laughs]

What?

Does that make you feel
uncomfortable right now?

- You're special.
- [Laughs]

[Laughs]

I'm not trying to f*ck you.
You're special, man.

You know what I mean?

I wouldn't be saying this
if you were just a guy.

♪

You could be great.

What do you think I need to do?

We need to change the game.

And we're gonna do this sh*t together.

Mm-hmm. I know you're a loyal guy.

I know that. I'm the same
f*cking way, and it cost me.

The last thing I wanna do
is poach a fighter.

But you are f*cking different.

Brother, I know it feels dirty, man.

I know it f*cking feels dirty.

It is f*cking dirty. It's dirty.

You owe it to yourself, Ryan.

Not many guys get another sh*t at this.

[Bottles clinking]

Okay.

Where do you think I can be better?

I think you take too much punishment.

You get hit way too much.

We need to weaponize that right hand.

You need to knock f*ckers out.

By the way, sponsors,
they love that sh*t.

That's how we get paid.

You knocking m*therf*ckers out
how we get paid. Right?

In the short term, brother...

we work out of Black House.

- Eh.
- Hey, hey.

I'm already looking at spaces.

You're gonna open up your own gym?

My man.

My man, that's my f*cking dream, bro.

My f*cking dream.

And I'm not talking about
that bullshit franchise sh*t.

I'm talking about
we keep that m*therf*cker small.

We keep it K*llers only.

I'm-a cut you in on this sh*t.

Yeah.

I'm gonna give you a piece.

And you don't have to put nothing down.

Nothing down.
What do you think about that?

- Huh?
- [Exhales deeply]

Let me get another round
when you get a chance.

- Woman: Got it.
- What you thinking? Huh?

Um...

I think, uh...

Yeah, yeah?

[Pats arm]

I think...

if you were good enough to be my coach,

you'd be my coach,

but you're not.

[The Bright Light
Social Hour's "Slipstream"]

Be good, man.

I'll see you around.

[Hand thuds, bills rustle]

♪ Days lost in tow ♪

♪ Dream of a golden age ♪

Nate: We just have to get...
get her back.

Jay: Like an Amber Alert situation?

Are we talkin'

child f*cking abduction, Nathaniel?

Crossing interstate lines?

Yep.

I'm gonna get a-a white van,

unmarked, no windows.

Nope. White vans
with no windows stand out.

You gotta steal a Prius or something.

[Laughs]

You've thought about this, huh?

Of course I've f*cking
thought about this.

I've dug a f*cking bunker.

I have keys for you,
should you want to join.

We're gonna get that f*cking baby back.

Amy loved you.

She loved you once,
she can love you again.

- [Bottles clinking]
- [Grunts]

Mm.

You're a naive young man.

Okay, you freaked out.

- [Exhales deeply]
- And rightfully so,

because you were trying to be
someone you're not,

which, I don't know if you know this,

is completely impossible for you.

But she loved you,

and you just have to get back to that.

She didn't grow up like us.

- On my best f*cking day...
- [Bottle cap clatters]

...I'm drinking out of
their garden hose.

[Exhales sharply]

When did you become
such a f*cking p*ssy?

[Groans]

My formative years.

I mean, I hear what you're saying.

I hear what you're saying. Thank you.

But I f*cked up.

I f*cked up and I know that.

And I think it's only fair

to just leave Amy alone.

What I don't want is to be
Maya's shithead dad

somewhere in f*cking nowhere California.

That, man, that I am trying
really f*cking hard...

[Voice breaks] not to be.

Well...

- [Bottles clink]
- [Sniffles]

[Whispers] Yeah.

Ahh.

Christina: How is it?

Kayla: It's good.

My boys eat a lot of oatmeal.

Can I ask you a question,
and you'll tell me the truth?

Mm-hmm.

Why don't people like me?

They do. All the girls love you.

I know they don't.

[Chuckles] I love to make
people smile and be fun,

and I just feel like
I'm always annoying people.

I just feel like people hate me.

- Nobody hates you.
- Cody does.

Oh. [Scoffs]
Oh, f*ck Cody. He's a loser.

What do you want with a guy like Cody?

- He's successful and he has money...
- No, he's not.

He's not successful at all.

He looks at me like he hates me,
and I don't know what I did.

Listen, Kayla,

if you're gonna survive
in this business,

you have to protect yourself.

Don't fall in love.

Don't go looking for a new
father. He's not out there.

These are not your friends.

Good men don't sell girls.

Remember that.

[Helicopter whirring]

[Dog barking]

[Unzips bag]

♪

Julia Holter: ♪ Don't make me over ♪
[Inhales sharply]

[Exhales slowly]

- ♪ Now that I'd do ♪
- [Inhales deeply]

♪ Anything for you ♪

- ♪ Don't make me over ♪
- [Sighs contentedly]

♪ Now that you know ♪

- ♪ How I adore you ♪
- [Cellphone ringing]

♪ Don't pick on the things I say ♪

- ♪ The things I do ♪
- Hey.

Christina: Hey. Are you asleep?

No, no. I am, uh, I'm laying
on my mother's bed,

reading her su1c1de note.

Jay told me what happened.

Yeah.

Well, she knows what she wants.
I'll give her that much.

I had a feeling she was up to something

when she sent you those pictures.

I should've said something.

I knew it, too.

Wouldn't have mattered.

Did she say why?

She doesn't wanna talk about it.

She's probably embarrassed.

What's the note say?

Want me to read it to you?

♪ By my side ♪

It's short.

[Inhales deeply]

Only if you want to.

♪ Don't make me over ♪

"Alvey, please forgive me for this,

"but I've passed any enjoyment in life

"and did not want to be a burden on you.

"My life was good.
I loved your father deeply.

He was a better man than you remember."

♪ Accept me for what I am ♪

"My only regret

is that you never knew
how proud of you I am."

♪ Accept me for what I am ♪

"I don't know why I couldn't tell you.

Please find happiness
in your life. Mom."

That's it.

♪ Accept me for what I am ♪

[Knock on door]

Yeah? Let me call you back.

Yeah. I'm here.

- [Whispers] Bye.
- ♪ Accept me for what I am ♪

Hey.

What's up?

♪ Don't make me over ♪

♪ Don't make me over ♪

I found this in my bag.

♪ Don't make me over ♪

♪ Don't make me over ♪

Thought you didn't have it.

♪ Don't make me over ♪

♪ Don't make me over ♪

Sometimes I lie.

♪ Don't make me over ♪

♪ Don't make me over ♪

♪ Don't make me over ♪

♪ Don't make me over ♪

Night, son.

♪ Don't make me over ♪

♪ Don't make me over ♪

♪ Don't make me over ♪

♪ Don't make me over ♪

♪ Don't make me over ♪

[Door closes]