01x14 - Todd Mulcahy: Part 2

[bunniefuu]

Previously on "felicity"...

I'm todd mulcahy, old
friend of felicity's.

You came to new
york to see felicity?

I came to kiss her. [Chuckles]

I'm not interested.

So thank you,

But could you please, you know,
stop calling me and sending me things?

I lost this battle.
I accept that.

But we will kiss.

[Scoffs] I am down...

But I am not in any way...

[Vehicle approaching] todd...

Out.

[Tires screeching, brakes
squealing] oh, my god!

20-Year-old male...

Any dr*gs or alcohol?

No medications, no... My pocket.

What?

Left... Jeans.

Okay, what's going on
with the leg? Plus he's got...

Sustained a, uh,
fracture of his right...

It's a note you gave me...

When you were 12.

I'm sorry, miss, but you're
gonna have to wait here.

This is a restricted area.

[Indistinct talking]

[Distant beeping]

♪ Ooh de la ♪

♪ Ooh de oh oh ♪

♪ Ooh le lo ha ♪

♪ Oh de lo ha ♪

♪ Lo la lo ho ♪

♪ Hey ha ♪

♪ Hey-ey ♪

♪ Oh hey hi da da ♪

Felicity: so, this is what I
wrote to todd mulcahy

When I was 12...

"Dear todd...

"I'm sitting in mr. Dorfman's
human-biology class.

"I know summer school
is supposed to be boring,

"But this is worse.

"I keep thinking how
happy I am that I met you.

"You ask me smart questions,

"Things no one's ever
asked me before...

"Including me.

"I guess I could be an
artist if I wanted to,

"But that would probably mean

My dad would never
talk to me again."

And I drew a little
smiley face after that.

Then I wrote, "I know
one day when I grow up,

"I'll have to make a decision...

If I'm gonna be an
artist or a doctor."

"I'm just happy that
day isn't today."

"Anyway, to answer your
question you asked me on the bus,

"Yes, I can go to
mcdonald's after class,

"If you want to.

From felicity."

[Tape recorder clicks]

Man: I'll be down there
for about 15 minutes...

Elena: ha! Ha!

Girl, can you believe this!?

We got in! Do you
know what this means?

We are smart.

We are two smart,
confident young women.

We still have the
interview part.

Which we're gonna ace,
and then we're gonna be in.

We're gonna be in the toughest
seminar in the department.

[Indistinct conversations]

Peter: he doesn't listen.

Teacher: peter, if you
don't give him this chance,

[Knock on door] I think
you're depriving him...

Felicity: come in.
Of an opportunity.

Hey.

Have you ever seen
dead poets society?

Peter: from what?
Yeah, I have. Um...

[Voice breaking] this
movie is so good.

You're eating his
cookies. To be your father.

[Peter exhales deeply]

Read this.

Teacher: peter...

Peter...

[Television clicks]

I thought todd was
so annoying, you know?

I thought he was just a pest.

Did you write this? But if I
would have just listened to him,

If I hadn't been so defensive,

I bet he never would
have been hit by a bus.

[Sniffles]

That accident was my fault.

Felicity, come on. You
know that's not true.

Look at this.

These are good.
Did todd draw these?

I did.

You know, I came to new
york making all this noise

About how much I didn't want to
follow in my father's footsteps.

And here I am, you know,
right behind him again.

[Exhales sharply]

[Sniffles]

Somehow, between
getting here and right now,

I've just lost track.

Um...

[Sniffles]

Well, you have an
excellent boyfriend.

This... This strange guy
from my past just shows up,

Starts criticizing
how I'm living my life,

And I think he's right.

[Door opens]

[Door opens]

[Footsteps approach]

Felicity porter?

I have only one question...

Why should you be
considered for this seminar?

[Clicks tongue]

Well, my grades
are... Are really good.

Um...

I'm, u-uh...

[Clock ticking]

I'm...

I'm thinking about
maybe being an artist.

But that's not what
you asked me, so...

Okay, you want to know

Why I should be chosen
for your seminar,

[Smacks lips] so...

Um...

I guess I could say that...

There was a time when
I genuinely wanted

To be a doctor.

But...

I just... I can't remember why.

Miss porter,
typically, it's not my job

To help students remember

Why they're in my
office talking to me.

I wish you well, and, uh...

I'm removing your name from
consideration for the seminar.

[Pen clicks, scratching]

[Up-tempo music plays]

[Indistinct talking]

[Sniffs]

Okay, look...
No, i-i was just...

When you're looking at
me, what are you thinking?

What do you mean?

Do I look fat to you?

Now, be honest, okay,

Or I will never trust you, okay?

Okay.

Look at me and concentrate.

Am I fat?

Well...[Sighs]

You're...

A little...

Yeah, a little bit.

But y-you're not
fat. I didn't mean fat.

Uh, fat's not the right word.

I meant, uh, you just
could afford to lose

A couple of pounds. Come here.

Oh, no one has
been honest like you.

Oh, well, y-you're welcome.
You don't understand.

In my family, brutal honesty

Is the most valuable
commodity... That and arugula.

Well, you're trying to
lose weight? Oh, yeah.

Yeah, well, I used to
be on the track team,

So I know a lot of really
good diets that might help.

You must look so
good in running shorts.

[Clicks tongue] [chuckles] um...

Uh, the key is low carbs.

Carbs are my worst
enemy, I can't even tell you.

Oh, look! Julie's here! Oh.

Okay, I treasure your candor,

But put your hat on.

I will. I'll put it on. Okay.

I will.

Hey, what's going on?

I just sent the tape.

You did?

I put it in the mailbox,
and all of a sudden,

I just... I wanted it back,

So I went and found three
mailmen... One was a mailwoman...

And nobody would open the box.

Now carol's gonna get the
tape, she's gonna know who I am,

And that's ultimately
what I wanted anyway, so...

You look really
cute in your uniform.

Oh... Um, yeah, he keeps wanting me
to wear the hat, but I hate the hat.

I sort of refuse
to wear the hat.

Just tell me that it's
gonna be okay with carol.

Yeah, it's gonna be okay.

It is. Yeah.

Are you allowed
to kiss on the job?

Well...

No...

But...

Elena: what were the
exact words you used?

Something like, "I'm thinking
of becoming an artist."

You said that to dr. Mcgrath?

Are you dumb?!

Maybe I am.

Look, just... Stop
b*ating me up about this.

I'm gonna kick your ass!

Do you realize, you just made
the biggest mistake of your life?

Thanks.

Where are you going?

[Monitor beeping]

[Indistinct talking in distance]

[Sighs]

[Sniffs]

What'd the doctor say?

They don't know.

They said the
transfusions went well,

And if he does
all right tonight,

They can move him into
critical care tomorrow.

He can have visitors there.

I don't like hospitals.

You know why? For every
really obvious reason?

The smell... Smell that.

[All breathe deeply]

Whatever it is,
it makes me sick.

You'd think I'd
hate hospitals...

Spending so much time in one,

You know, when
my mother was sick.

But I love them.

Feels like home here.

When I was 12, I spent
a week in a hospital.

I was in the tree. We had this
giant tree in our backyard.

And my brother came out and
said that dad was looking for me.

I told him I was on my way down,

But ryan picked up a
baseball and threw it at me.

Hit me in the face
and broke my nose,

And I fell off the branch that I
was on and landed on my right arm...

Broke that, too. They
thought I had internal bleeding.

[Snickers] they kept... What?

Your brother's got
a good arm. [Laughs]

[Laughs]

It really isn't funny.

I'm sorry. You know I'm kidding.

[Clears throat]

[All laugh]

I'm sorry. That image of
you getting hit in the face

And falling out of a
tree... Admit that's funny.

It wasn't very
funny at the time.

Hey.

What are you guys doing
here? What are you doing here?

I was in the maternity ward

Refilling my disposable-
camera vending machines.

Why? What's going on?

You know a guy in there?

Yeah, todd... Got hit by a bus.

Todd, the guy that came
over the other night? Yeah.

The guy that made
that chicken? Yeah.

That was really good
chicken. That was good chicken.

Is he gonna be okay?
They don't know.

Elena: what are you doing?

Well, he's gonna get better, and
when he does, we'll give him this picture.

Unless, of course, he doesn't, in
which case, that's pretty morbid.

[Camera clicking]
what if he dies?

He's not gonna die.

Smile. [Camera shutter clicks]

♪ 'Cause ♪

♪ You're ♪

♪ Très jolie ♪

♪ You're much more
than très jolie ♪

♪ To me ♪

♪ To me ♪

♪ To me ♪

♪ Oh, can't you see ♪

♪ There's nobody else for me ♪

♪ Chérie ♪

♪ Chérie ♪

♪ Chérie? ♪

♪ You are ♪
uh, excuse me. Hi.

♪ So magnifique ♪
c-can I help you?

I'm waiting for richard.

♪ It would be so tragique ♪
uh-huh. Thank you.

Richard...

I need to talk to you.

Um, I'm in a meeting.

Yeah, this is important.

Excuse me.

What?!

Who are these women?

They're potential clients...
As if it's any of your business.

Clients of what?

And... And why are
they wearing gloves?

Because of their hands.
Their hands are their livelihood.

Let me guess... You're
here to shut me down?

Shut what down?

♪ Oh, can't you see ♪

♪ There's nobody else for me
♪ "prime digits hand modeling agency"?

♪ Chérie ♪ there's
a lot of money in hands.

♪ Chérie ♪
is this a joke?

♪ Chérie? ♪ Ask
charlotte if it's a joke.

Her hands are big!

Maybelline, ritz
crackers, charmin...

You've seen her
hands touch everything.

Okay, you can't run a
business from your dorm room.

It's against university policy.

Maybe the typical student can't,

But I got news for you...
The student that knows

That his r.a. Is fraternizing
with one of his advisees

Can do whatever
the hell he wants.

♪ Say that you love ♪ is everything
all right here? Yes, charlotte.

♪ Me ♪ everything's
fine. Excuse us?

♪ Too ♪

Hi.

Hi. I-i'm sorry. I
was just watching.

That's okay.

[Siren wailing in distance]

Is, um, this for a class?

Dimensional painting... Wishman.

Wishman's the teacher?

Yep.

Is he any good?

She's great.

Oh.

You a freshman?

Uh...

Is it that obvious?

Yeah, you sort of got that
wide-eyed thing going on.

First time in the studio?

[Chuckling] I'm so
embarrassed. No, it's cool.

I, um...

It's nice.

It's good in here.

Couple of years ago,
I had that same look.

Do you know if, uh, there are any openings
available in any of these classes...

Like, if I wanted to, uh, you
know, maybe transfer in?

All the studio classes are
filled till the end of the year.

Oh.

You should apply
for next semester.

Yeah. Just seems like
a million years away.

It goes by pretty fast.

That looks really nice.

Thanks.

Mm-hmm.

Hey...

Um, the studio's
open all the time.

I mean, if you
wanted to hang out,

Um, use some of the materials,

I won't say anything.

Really?

Yeah.

Noel: hey, have
you seen felicity?

I cannot wait for the day you
stop asking me that question.

Is that a "yes"?

I haven't seen her.

Did todd die yet?
Oh, that's nice.

It's not like I want him
to die. I'm just asking.

Uh, as far as I know, he's...
He's making a recovery.

This lock is stuck, mr. R.a.

Well, I'll report it. Look,
if... If you see felicity...

We have a date tonight... Will you
tell her that I'm looking for her?

Oh. She blew you off?

No, she didn't blow me off.
Sounds like she blew you off.

Well, she didn't blow me
off. That's a really bad sign.

[Door creaks] if you see
her, tell her I'll be in my room.

[Trumpet playing in distance]

[Dialing]

Carol: I was telling
my husband about you.

What'd you say?

Just that there's this new girl in
the office who reminds me of me.

Really? Yeah... How
you play the guitar.

So, my husband goes
down to the storage room

And brings up my old
guitar from college.

Did you play?
[Laughs] for hours.

I'm supposed to be working on the
sullivan project, and then, instead, i, uh,

Sat in the living room all day
trying to remember my chords.

[Brakes squeal]
can I give you a lift?

Um, sure. I have some books on
guitar if you want to borrow them.

Oh, you know, I'd love to, but I
don't think I'd ever get anything done.

Oh, god.

Oh, no, I'm sorry.

Here.

Um... I think I'm
just... I'm gonna walk.

You sure?

Yeah.

All right. I'll see
you tomorrow.

[Engine turns over]

[Vehicle departs]

[Slow acoustic-guitar
music plays]

♪ The look in your
eyes tonight ♪

♪ Tells me you're leaving ♪

♪ And I can't believe my heart ♪

♪ It started bleeding ♪

♪ No more pride ♪

♪ Left here inside ♪

♪ No angel ♪

♪ Standing by me ♪

♪ Must've been blind ♪

♪ To let you back inside ♪

♪ Must've been crazy ♪

♪ To fall for that
same old line ♪

♪ There are words ♪

♪ That I can't seem to find ♪

♪ And I hope you'll
pray for me ♪

♪ Like I'm praying for you ♪

♪ And I am done with this ♪

♪ Done with this ♪

♪ Done... ♪

[Sirens wailing in distance]

[Clattering]

Man...

I know what that feels like.

Bad night, huh?

Noel: so, what's going on?

I'm going to see todd. The doctor
just called. They said he's stabilizing.

Did you get any of my messages?

I just got home. I haven't
checked the machine.

Yeah, i-i thought... I thought you might
have gone to the hospital last night,

So I went there to look for
you, but you weren't there.

I couldn't find you anywhere,
and we sort of had plans.

Look at these.

I went to this, uh, this
studio at the art school.

I just drew... I mean,
all night, I just drew.

It was like I couldn't stop.

[Keys jingling] wow.
Uh, what's that?

Some stuff for todd... You
know, stuff he used to like.

I hope I got the
comic book right.

So we sort of switched places.

What do you mean? Now... Now
I'm the one leaving the messages,

A-and todd's the one you're
running off to be with.

I'm not running
off to be with him.

I mean, he's in the hospital.
I know. It's not todd.

I-i don't have a
problem with todd.

It's just... You're
being distant.

I'm sorry if I'm being distant.

It's just... I mean, all I
was doing was drawing.

I don't care that
you were drawing.

I just need... You don't care?!

Okay, if you're going
through some thing,

Okay, i-i need you to tell me.

Not every problem can be
solved by me running to you

All wide-eyed and then
asking you for advice.

[Elevator dings] I mean, there are
some things you cannot help me with.

[Elevator doors close]

You guys aren't
breaking up, are ya?

'Cause that... That would
really screw up my life.

You know what?

Yeah, maybe we are.

[Siren wailing in distance]

[Indistinct talking]

[Monitor beeping]

Hi.

Hi.

Thanks for coming to visit me.

That... That's very nice.

I-i would have come sooner,

But, um, you were
still in surgery.

Yeah. Apparently, I
fractured my liver.

You know you can
fracture your liver?

Uh...

I-i brought you some things.

Some, uh...

Oh, i-i used to love those.

And...

These.

Oh... Whoppers...

Look...

And I couldn't remember...

Did you read vigilante
or... The punisher?

Oh, definitely the punisher.

[Chuckles]

Oh...

This is awesome...

The punisher, whoppers...

Goldfish...

Thank you.

You're welcome.

Uh... [Exhales deeply]

So... I-i...[Sighs]

Wanted you to know how much
your coming here means to me.

Because of you, I've
been thinking about things

I haven't thought
about for a long time.

I just got hit by
a bus over you.

Can I ask one favor?

You... Want a kiss.

We'll know immediately.

It'll either be electric

And it'll bridge all the
time lost between us,

Or it'll be nothing.

[Laughs]

And I'll go back to ohio
a physically decimated

But spiritually
satisfied young man.

So, if you're still
on the fence...

Please.

[Chuckles]

[Monitor beeping erratically]

What is that?

Todd? Todd? Oh, my go...

Todd, are you... Oh, god!

Mr. Mulcahy? Uh, help.

Mr. Mulcahy?!

[Alarm beeping] what happened?

I don't know. I-i kissed
him, and i-i don't know.

Get a crash cart in here!

What's going on? I
don't know. His pulse is...

Miss, I'm gonna need you
to wait outside, okay?

All right, let's intubate him!

Up to 15 liters.

Get a crash cart! Got it.

On 3... 1... 2... 3.

Good. Okay, let's start cpr.

Okay. Do you want
me to do another cbc?

Okay, standby. Clear!

I'm in, I'm in. Clear!

You'd better get respiratory
down here. Nothing.

Okay, continue cpr.
I'm not getting a pulse.

He must be bleeding out. Let's
get him back into the o.r. Stat.

Let's go! Go! All right, hurry!

[Gurney rattling,
indistinct talking]

Man: no, 180.

[Doors close]

Excuse me.

Is this todd mulcahy's room?

Who... Who are you?

I'm his fiancée.

What?

You must be felicity.

[Machine whirring
noisily, liquid sloshing]

[Sighs deeply]

[Up-tempo instrumental
music playing]

[Muttering]

[Rattling, sloshing continue]

You don't respect the machine.

What?

If you don't
respect the machine,

You will never get
the quality mochas.

I respect the machine.

You clearly have
contempt for it.

Turn the knob the way you
would want to be turned...

If you were to be a knob.

Look...

[Machine hums]

I don't drink coffee,

But you will never find
a better mocha maker.

[Humming stops]

Thank you.

And put your hat on!
I'm going to k*ll you!

[Sighs]

[Sighs]

[Sighs] there you go.

Thank you. Thanks.
[Coins jingle]

[Beeps]

Hi.

Hey. Something happen with todd?

No, no. Uh, todd's
apparently stabilized. Good.

Yeah, I need to know what
felicity was like in high school.

What she was like?

Yeah. Well, uh...

We weren't really
friends in high school.

Because I think... I think
she's going through...

Through some mid-freshman
crisis, you know?

I mean, as long as I've known her,
she's been this... This pre-med workaholic,

You know, and then this guy
todd shows up, and... I don't know...

Like, reminds her or something
of what she used to be like.

You want a coffee on the house?

Yeah, a-a mocha.

Mocha.

You know, I can sort of relate.

Julie's going through that
whole thing with her mom.

Yeah, I know.

Yeah, she came back to
the apartment last night,

And she told me that she saw her
mom had that tape that she sent her.

So I asked her, "what
happened next?"... Right?

Pretty innocent question.

She looks at me, and
she says, "nothing"...

Just like that, "nothing."

And then she barely
talked to me the whole night.

It's just kind of nuts.

What's going on
with these women?

[Machine humming] I
don't know. I don't know.

I really don't.

They're... They're acting
a little crazy, right?

They're acting a little crazy.

Yeah. Thank you.

Mmm, you make an
excellent mocha.

[Laughs]

Thank you. Thanks.

Woman: did somebody bring
the films down from x-ray?

Man: uh, yeah, here they are.

Thanks.

Let's see if we can get
a blood panel done...

Man: you on call tonight?

Woman: uh, I believe so.

Well, okay, um...

[Distant beeping]

No. No, thanks.

Woman: okay, sure. No problem.

I know all about you, you know?

[Siren wailing in distance]

You do?

Yeah.

Before todd left ohio,

He told me what he was up to.

"I'm gonna resolve this felicity
thing once and for all," he said.

He'd been... Pretty depressed

For about... Six months.

When he told me he
saw you over christmas,

It was like he woke up again.

At first, I was all
mad, you know...

My fiancé wanting to take off

And see if he was really
meant to be with another woman.

But then I realized...

If todd... Is really mine...

[Voice breaking] all I
could do was let him go.

[Sniffling]

He could have lied.

He could have just taken off.

But he told me about you.

So I've got a question for you.

Do you love my todd?

No.

[Sobs]

You swear to god?

I mean, I'm... I like him.
I'm grateful to him.

But...[Clears throat]
I mean, he's all yours.

'Cause I really
love him, you know?

I mean, he might be a
little eccentric, but...

You'll never find
a bigger heart.

[Doors open]

Rebecca, the doctor's
ready to see you now.

[Doors close]

Oh, god.

Oh, god. W... I'm too terrified.

What if they didn't save him?
What if something happened?

You want me to go with you? No.

No, I can do this.

I can do this.

Woman: we'll run an mri.

Yeah?

Um...

I remember now why I love
medicine, and I would love

For my name to be
put back on that list.

I want to be in your
seminar. I thought you were...

An artist bursting to get out.

Doctor...

I want to be in your seminar.

So you're committed
to being a physician?

That's not the commitment
I was looking for.

Wait a minute... Are...
Are you telling me

That I'm required to commit
to becoming a physician

In order to be eligible
for your seminar?

I thought that was implicit.

[Clock ticking]

Well... I mean, excuse
me for saying so,

But that's ridiculous.

[Door closes]

I'm... I'm really
sorry, but it is.

I... What I remembered...

The thing that made me
come back here is that...

Medicine isn't just
about research

Or grades or making
your parents happy.

It's the most obvious thing in the
world, but I lost it somehow, and...

Being a doctor is about people.

I see.

Good. Thank you.

I mean, i-i-i will commit.

I will commit 100%
to this seminar.

But do I still want
to be an artist?

Will I pursue that as well? Yes.

But I will not let it
interfere in our classwork.

Finished?

I know one day I'm going to
have to make that decision...

Whether I want to be
a doctor or an artist.

I'm just happy that...

That day is not today.

I'll consider that.

Meanwhile, we're
still on our way out.

[Door opens]

[Indistinct talking]

[Telephones ringing]

Julie...

Can I talk to you?

[Door closes]

I got your tape.

I listened to it.

I know it was really stupid
for me to take this job,

I just... I wanted to see you.

So I hope that
you're not mad at me.

Julie... And I was gonna
tell you yesterday,

And i-i realize that I
should have called.

And I know that I have...
[Chuckles nervously]

Put you in a really
awkward position.

So... I don't blame
you if you hate me.

I'm not your mother.

There's been a mistake.

I never put a baby
up for adoption.

I paid the investigator,

And they gave me your
name and your address.

I...

I don't know what to tell you.

You have the wrong woman.

Wait. No.

Look at me. [Chuckles]

I wish there was
something I could do to help.

[Crying] but, um...

Just wait, 'cause i...

[Sniffles]

I've... Carol, I really think

That I am your daughter.

Julie, you don't forget
something like this.

You don't forget putting
a baby up for adoption.

But you played guitar.

Julie...

I'm sorry.

I'm not your mother.

I'm...

I'm just not.

Um...

No, I'm sorry.

'Cause, um...

Well, I just...

I took this job because of you.

So, um, I'm just
gonna go tell tina

That I'm... I'm not
gonna come back.

Julie...

Good luck, honey.

[Whirring]

[Mid-tempo
acoustic-guitar music plays]

Oh, could you, uh,
help me kind of...

Oh, yes. Um...

[Indistinct talking]

Ooh!

Ow. Oh.

The brake here.

Here you go.

Oh, here. I'll get those.

Thanks.

Um...[Clears throat]

So, uh... [Chuckles]

Have a... Have a safe trip home.

Yeah, I guess the odds of
our van getting hit by a bus

Is pretty slim, huh?

I'm... I'm sorry.

Don't be. I'm not.

I-i think I needed this push

To get my life back on track.

Yeah.

Yeah, me too.

Hey, whatever happened
with that seminar?

Oh, um...

Yeah, I don't... I don't think
that's gonna work out.

So, uh... Which is...
Which is okay, you know?

Felicity...

Yeah? You know, I think that
kiss was pretty damn good.

Okay, you need to go home.

[Whirring] okay.

[Chuckles]

♪ Silence happens again ♪

[Knock on door]

Come in.

I, uh...

I wanted to apologize
for the other day,

Talking to you that way.

I had just seen a doctor
save someone's life,

So... I got a little
carried away. Um...

[Papers rustling]

[Clock ticking]

I could drop it in the faculty mailbox,
or, uh, you can take it with you now.

Seminar begins on thursday.

Okay.

I will, uh, see you
on thursday, then.

[Indistinct talking]

Hey.

Uh, what's this?

[Elevator dings] I
dismantled the satellite,

And I put the whole "hand
modeling agency" thing on hold.

Why? Well, with you and
felicity on the way out, you know,

I figured, I'd better
get my act together.

Noel...

Um... Can I talk to
you for a second?

[Slow acoustic-guitar
music plays]

You should really go talk to
her, try and work things out.

Leave that up there.

Hey. Um...

Before you say anything,

I-i took one of
your, uh, sketches,

And I scanned it
into my computer.

I-i don't know i-if you've ever used
a computer to... To draw before,

But with that, um,
photoshop program...

The one that... That
todd helped me with...

It's pretty amazing. I've got
this, uh, this drawing tablet.

So, anyway, uh, you
can use my computer

Whenever you
want... You know that.

Wait, wait. Um...

What?

Is richard watching?

Yeah.

Okay, I'm gonna yell at you.

Just go... Just
go with it, okay?

Mm-hmm. Okay, fine!

Fine! I-if that's the way you're
gonna be, if that's who you really are,

Then I don't want
to be a part of it.

I don't want to be around
you. It's over. I want out.

No, don't look at me like that! I can't
deal with you when you're like this!

He's gone.

Excellent.

We're in the lounge.

Yeah, I don't care.

♪ And just getting by ♪
[giggles] [giggles]

♪ That's when I
thank god for you ♪

♪ There's snow on my
windshield ♪ sally: dear felicity...

Well, I'm glad you
got that seminar...

♪ I cr*ck my window open ♪
you and elena.

♪ And think of you
asleep and warm ♪

But mostly, I'm happy
you remembered

♪ I was just singing ♪
you're an artist.

♪ Forgot I'd come
back to the ground ♪

It's funny. I've been thinking
about what you said...

♪ With my ears ringing ♪

How one day, you'll
have to figure out

♪ I'll try not to make a
sound ♪ what you are.

But then I look at
myself. I'm almost 34.

♪ I'm just getting by ♪ and I'm
still trying to figure out who I am.

♪ That's when I
see myself a fool ♪

♪ When I'm just getting by ♪ so maybe that search
isn't just something that happens in college.

♪ That's when I
thank god for you ♪

It's a search that continues
the rest of our lives.

♪ That's when I
thank god for you ♪

[Instrumental music plays]

[Music ends]