05x10 - Searching for the Ghost

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[Joy Crookes' "Feet
Don't Fail Me Now" plays]

♪♪

♪ I've been posing with red skies ♪

♪ Retweeting picket signs ♪

♪ Put my name on petitions ♪

♪ But I won't change my mind ♪

♪ I'm keeping up appearances ♪

♪ The dark side of my privilege ♪

♪ Damn, thank God I've got my vice ♪

♪ The dopamine tuition will
keep me wrong from right ♪

♪ But I don't like when ♪

♪ My better side takes hold of me ♪

[Cheers and applause]

♪ I didn't want you to know ♪

♪ Man, I guess I was scared ♪

♪ Feet, don't fail me now ♪

♪ I got to stand my ground ♪

Of course. Of course.

I mean, come on. She's an Olympian.

♪♪

♪ Feet, don't fail me now ♪

♪ I got to stand my ground ♪

Hey. I didn't know you were watching.

I certainly wasn't running.

Yeah.

Is he still subbing at for me?

Yeah.

♪ I've always got an answer,
the sun shines out my mouth ♪

- [Feedback whines]
- Natasha: Alright. Alright, alright.

Way to go, . Way to go, !

[Cheers and applause]

Man, that was quite a morning.

I want to say thank you for coming out

to support Station 's
new health initiative.

It truly takes a village.

- Yeah!
- And...

And, um...

we will have our very
first community hours

two weeks from Wednesday
from : to : .

So, uh, come one, come all.

We're here to serve.

[Cheers and applause]

♪ My feet, don't fail me now ♪

Warren.

You missed another one of
our mandatory sessions.

Car trouble again?

I'm in the middle of a custody battle.

And we are starting this clinic.

So if the purpose of
your session is to reprimand

or therapize me for breaking protocol

to save my friend's life,
consider me reprimanded.

In the years that
we've known each other,

have I ever reprimanded?

In your, uh, "I know you better
than you know yourself" way?

Yeah. Well, if you interpret that
as reprimanding,

then we have more work to do
than I thought.

You're in the middle
of a custody battle.

You want to keep risking
your life and risking your job

and refusing to even try to get
to the bottom of why?

How do you think
that's gonna look to a judge?

Look, I did what I needed
to do to save lives.

That's my job.

Okay. Let me spell it out.

Without an evaluation, I can't
deem you fit to go on calls.

You come find me if you decide

to pull your head out of your ass.

♪♪

[Laughter, indistinct conversations]

Hey. Oh, sorry.

- Hey.
- Can I... Can we walk?

- Of course.
- Okay.

So, I know I said I wanted to do the...

abortion pill rather
than surgical abortion,

but I have decided I...

I don't want to be
lucid for any of this.

I just want to come in
and count down into the abyss

and then wake up a few minutes later

and pretend that none of this
ever happened.

So, um... one surgical abortion.

- Okay.
- Today... please.

Okay, Vic, I'm gonna use
my doctor voice now.

Oh, scary.

So, I'm here to provide you with
the best care possible.

Okay. So I need you to know that
it is strongly recommended

for you to wait until you're
at least six weeks pregnant

before getting a surgical abortion.

If I perform it sooner,
we run the risk of incompletion.

I'm only five weeks.

Correct.

Okay, uh, Carina, my...
My entire body hurts,

and my... My breasts feel like

somebody hit them with a baseball bat

and these hormones are making me
feel truly insane

and I'm car-sick from
the minute I wake up

until the minute I go to sleep.

And you're telling me
I'd have to wait an entire week,

which I would spend
still being pregnant,

to get the surgical abortion?

Correct.

So we live in a world
where it can be both too late

and too early to terminate a pregnancy?

Well, your other option is
the medical abortion, the pill.

Yeah.

And we can do that as early as tomorrow.

- Pass.
- Okay.

I... My body has been through
enough lately,

and I don't need to spend
two days hemorrhaging

and cramping on a bathroom floor.

- It's...
- I get it. I get it. This is not ideal.

But, Vic, both options are safe.

- Okay?
- Yeah.

- Take some time. Think about it.
- Mm-hmm.

Just treat it as you would think
of any other medical procedure.

Vic: Well, if my appendix burst,

I wouldn't take a pill
and then wait two days

- to crap it out, so...
- Carina: Right.

Yeah, easy. Okay.

I'll... I will do the surgery.

- Okay.
- In and out in an hour.

Okay. I'll make an appointment
for a week from now.

- Okay.
- Okay.

Alright, here we go. Smile, big smile.

Okay, give me the thumbs-up.

[Camera shutter clicking]

There it is.

Good job. Alright.

Hey, ladies. Thanks for coming out.

Big smiles.

- [Camera shutter clicking]
- Alright.

Excuse me. Excuse me. Do you mind
if I cut in? Alright, who's next?

Alright. Ooh! Step back, people.

That's my boss. She can fire me.

Missed your calling, Fire Zaddy.

Yeah. [Laughs]

I know this is humiliating.

Oh, it's working for you.

And the department.

Polls say public opinion of SFD
is up % since a year ago,

and I know I'd call you in an emergency.

Well, why don't you call
me in a non-emergency?

Why don't you give me your number

so that I don't have to dig it
out of department files?

[Both laugh]

Alright, thank you, Boss.

Thank you, Fire Zaddy. Appreciate it.

- Okay. Next.
- Thanks, everyone.

Hey! Thanks for coming out today, .

You've all earned a day off.
Don't forget to hydrate.

I will be hydrating with
beer today, Captain.

- Same! Same!
- Hey, water first.

[Chuckles]

Theo: Captain Herrera, got a minute?

What's up?

How much do you love me?

Mm, depends on what favor
you're about to ask.

See if Vic wants to do something today.

I-I'm worried about her.

She keeps pushing away
everyone she loves, so...

So I'm safe because she doesn't love me?

Exactly.

[Both laugh]

Alright.

I'll ask, but I'm not gonna
kidnap her if she says no.

Fair enough. Huh? Thank you.

[Exhales deeply]

Today is inventory day,
and you know how I love that.

It's like fresh notebooks
on the first day of school.

Even the fact that I have to
work with Jack can't ruin that.

Oh, um, I forgot to tell you,

the sperm bank called,

and they have an opening next Tuesday.

So we can get in sooner.

- Great.
- Yeah?

Mm-hmm.

You cramming for a pop quiz?

Uh, brushing up on protocols
just in case.

Just in case Chief Ross
suddenly asks you about...

"universal precautions
which shall be observed

to prevent contact with blood
and other bodily fluids"?

I mean, yes.

[Klaxons sound]

Dispatch: Engine and Aid requested

- to Hayvenhurst Road.
- Okay, that's me.

- Yeah.
- But I got it.

- Uh, sperm bank.
- Okay.

Tuesday. See? I was listening.

♪♪

[Sirens wailing]

I asked Herrera to look after Vic today.

Look after her? She's not a toddler.

So you can hire her a babysitter,

but when I do it, it's patronizing?

Yeah, 'cause I'm not her boyfriend.

I'm not sure I am either.

[Sirens wail]

Alright, pulling up.

Look sharp, .

♪♪

Oh, my G... You came.

I-I was worried the operator
thought it was a prank call.

Okay, are you alright? Is anyone hurt?

Yes, I'm fine, but I don't know
that everybody else is.

I heard screaming and then
a crash, and then I ran.

And I... Oh, I knew I knew this address.

Yeah, it's the Hackett House.

Relax, man. It's just a house.

- Okay, how many people went in?
- Hattie: Three, including me.

We're sh**ting a documentary on
the Hackett House murders.

And I was calling out to everyone,

and no one's answering.

And I am not going back into that house.

Hey, Captain, uh, I'm happy to
be on medical group today.

Inside, Montgomery.

You should call USAR
to secure the house.

Wood rot, termite damage.
It's practically falling apart.

Yeah, I think we can handle
a "Scooby-Doo" search and rescue

just fine on our own, Lieutenant,

unless you're afraid
the ghosts are gonna get you.

Maya: Hey, let's move, , and Ruiz.

Hattie: Wait a minute. Be careful.

T-This house has very dark energy, okay?

- Okay?
- [Sighs]

♪ If there's something strange ♪

♪ In the neighborhood ♪

Together: ♪ Who you gonna call? ♪

- Please stop it!
- [Door creaks]

You see?

You made it angry.

♪♪

- Andy: Hughes. Hey.
- Hi.

I was thinking, since we're both off,

you want to come over
and see my new place?

Michelle's gonna bring some food and...

Okay, was it Travis or Theo
who asked you to babysit me?

No one. I just... I
just want to hang out.

Yeah, okay, I got a lot of stuff
I got to do today,

a bunch of boring errands
and crap like that.

No, I-I-I honestly have
nowhere else to be, so...

[Sighs] Okay.

What?

I'm just trying to gauge
if you've got any gossip

I can squeeze out of you.

I don't. I...

Okay, well, that means you do, so...

[Chuckles] Get in.

Please don't be full of snakes.
Please don't be full of snakes.

Wow. I thought you were
supposed to be brave.

[Door creaks]

Oh.

- The breeze.
- There is no breeze.

The house doesn't like visitors.

Dark energy.

Okay, let's go. Let's move inside.

- What are your friends' names?
-Tobias and Cory.

Okay.

Fire department!

Is anybody injured?!

Tobias, Cory, can you hear us?!

Fire department!

We need you to evacuate now!

We can search faster if we split up.

Split up? Seriously?

Have you ever seen a
single horror movie?

Or read a firefighter protocol manual?

You don't split up.
That's how they get you.

- Who's "they"?
- [Door creaks]

- Oh, man! What... Come on!
- [Laughs]

Well, also, I meant split up,
like, in pairs.

Montgomery, you and Ruiz take upstairs.

Sullivan and I will take this floor.

Alright. Go.

♪♪

[Sea gulls squawking, waves lapping]

This is your errand?

Someone bought it.

We have to say goodbye.

Looks like the Millers
moved everything out.

Oh, so we're breaking in.

No. We got a key.

No breaking needed.

Just because we have
a key doesn't mean...

Okay, this is happening.

♪♪

How many different types
of sutures do we need?

And... And why so many laceration kits?

- Oh, you think too many?
- Yeah, I think you and Warren

are the only ones
who know how to suture,

so, yeah, a million laceration kits

might be overdoing it.

Also, what are these numbers?

Like, I-I don't understand that.
What is this?

Well, I'm putting together
a rotating staff

of volunteer doctors from Grey-Sloan,

so we won't be the only ones.

- Volunteer doctors?
- Yeah.

Well, I'm hoping eventually
to pay them something, but...

No, no. The whole point of this clinic

is not to have a bunch
of doctors around.

You think we're opening a medical clinic

with no doctors to staff it?

I, well... Is this where
laceration trays come to die?

Yeah, right? She got too many.

He thinks our health clinic
should not have doctors.

It's... [Groans]

You didn't go on your call.

Desk duty. Diane Lewis is threatening

to make it permanent
if I don't meet with her.

- No, no, no.
- Oh, okay.

Well, then meet with her.

Why do you think the clinic
shouldn't have doctors?

- 'Cause people are afraid of doctors.
- Oh, thank you.

Alright, you can get
offended all you want.

I'm gonna keep telling you the truth.

If you think we can do this
without a full staff of doctors...

The whole goal of the clinic is
to provide care for everyone,

regardless of background
or income level.

Which requires doctors.
I mean, Warren...

I am in so many other fights right now.

Can I just sit this one out?

Look, we have set hours for
community health screens,

BP checks, preventative care,
things I'm trained in,

things that we're all trained
in here at the station.

I just don't want a bunch of
white coats, you know...

- But h-how are you gonna...
- Please help!

Man: Hey, ladies,
ladies, what's going on?

[Crying]

Let me see. Take it easy.

Alright, we're gonna get you...
We're gonna get you help, okay?

- Please help!
- Just sit tight.

What happened here? What happened?

We were taking a walk
and we started talking

about my in-laws, which
always starts a fight.

Is Rose okay? Is Rose okay?

She seems okay. M-May I?

Let's just make sure that you
don't have a facial fracture.

Okay, but... but Rose. But Rose.

- Is she okay?
- There's not a scratch on her.

Are you sure? Because she hit her head.

Well, she didn't hit her head. Aah!

She was kind of shaken.

Yeah, and you're gonna need to
get stitches in your hand, too.

What's your name?

Peggy. This is Dayna.

Oh, Peggy. Hi.

Peggy, I-I delivered your baby.

Oh, my God! Dr. DeLuca!

- Oh!
- Hi!

I am so sorry.

No, it's okay, it's okay,
it's okay. Just take a seat.

We're gonna get you
all cleaned up, okay?

Okay. [Whimpering]

Oh, my God.

These are them.

These are the Hacketts.

Yeah, well, it's their house, so...

They say that the mother was possessed

by some kind of demonic spirit

and, out of nowhere,

k*lled all four of her kids
and her husband

and then hung herself from the banister.

[Laughing] No, man, that's
just what kids used to say.

I read it was actually
an old bootlegger house.

- Really?
- Yeah.

Okay.

Well, that makes me feel
slightly better.

Theo: Fire department!

Tobias, Cory!

♪♪

Aah! [Screams]

Come on, man! What's wrong with you?!

Seriously!

I'm sor... I'm sorry.

Please, please tell me you don't
really believe in this crap.

I don't not believe in it.

Voice: [Whispering] Run!

Did you hear that? Hear what?

A voice. It said, "Run."

You didn't hear a voice.

Okay, I distinctly heard
a ghost voice tell me to run.

Travis, you didn't hear a ghost voice,

because ghosts don't exist.

[Groaning] Help me.

But you may have heard
an alive person's voice

who might be here, so come on.

Go. Go in there.

You go in there, man.

Go. You heard the voice, you said.

♪♪

Come on.

♪♪

[Door creaks]

♪♪

♪♪

Seattle Fire!

Do you have to be so loud, though, man?

- They got to hear us.
- God!

[Both scream]

♪♪

[Groans] Help!

Help! We're down here!

Sullivan, Bishop, help us!
We're down here!

Two firefighters down.
I repeat, two firefighters down.

Can anyone hear me?

There's no way there's
a signal down here.

I'm not even picking you up on mine.

- Aah!
- What? You twist your ankle?

[Groans] I'm hoping that's all it is.

Geez.

How the hell are we going to
get out of here?

I don't even know how the hell
we got down here.

Sure you do.

You made the ghost
house mad, so it ate us.

Dayna: [Crying]

[Groans]

I'm gonna call this in.

What?

Why?

This woman has abrasions
and blunt trauma to her face,

her wife has knuckle abrasions,

and they were talking about
shaking their child.

No. No. I know these women.
I delivered their baby.

Well, you never know what's going on

inside of a marriage, alright?
I'm calling it in.

No. Warren, the woman is
bleeding from her face.

We treat first, we talk first,
like Dr. Lewis told you to do.

[Laughing] Oh, my God.

Why are you suddenly
so allergic to talking?

Dayna: Hi, bubba. Hi, baby.

Maya: Seattle Fire!

Cory, Tobias, you guys in here?

[Sighs] It's cold in here.

In your turnouts, you're cold?

Yeah, it's weird.

Hey, has Chief Ross mentioned
anything to you about me?

What the...

Tobias: [Groaning] Help me.

Help me.

You're hopping around like we didn't
just drop through the ceiling.

I think you broke my fall.

[Both laugh]

So, since we're trapped in
a haunted basement,

can we circle back to the whole

"I'm not even sure I'm
Vic's boyfriend" thing?

Oh, man, what am I
supposed to do, Travis?

She doesn't want to talk to me.

- You know, she pushed me away.
- Then push back.

She's just afraid of letting you
see her ugly side.

[Chuckles] Trust me, I've seen it.

What's that supposed to mean?
What have you seen?

It's between me and her, man.

Hey, if it's something
dangerous, you got to tell me.

Dude, please, stop. I know you love her,

but you have to let us
figure this one out.

Yeah, but you're not figuring
it out. You're just quitting.

Look, just because you
don't want to deal with

your own messed-up
relationship doesn't mean

you get to jump in
the middle of mine, man.

[Groaning] Help me.

Tobias? Cory?

[Groans]

Okay, save your breath. We're here.

Captain, we found Tobias.
He is pinned and injured.

We're gonna need a
backboard and a gurney.

Tell him half the ceiling
has collapsed here already.

Yeah, I think he heard you.

Hey, Tobias, can you feel this?

- Get out.
- What?

The house said, "Get out," and then...

- Tobias, Tobias...
- The chandelier.

Save your breath,
okay? Save your breath.

Just nod your head.
You can feel this, right?

- Uh-huh.
- Okay. That's good.

Yeah. That's a good grip.

Okay. Get it.

- Ready?
- Yep.

[Grunts]

[Sea gulls squawking]

It's like he never lived here.

Pru was supposed to grow up here.

Holy.

They sold this for $ . million.

What?!

No way.

I mean, do you think if you
stack that much money

in, like, a... like, a paper pile,

you could jump off a roof
into it and not get hurt?

[Chuckles]

[Sighs] Well, this is depressing.

Why did you even want to come here?

We should probably get going.

My cousin Michelle
will be at my place soon.

What are you doing?

I'm going swimming.

What? Vic, it's degrees outside,

and the water is even colder.

Okay, okay. Okay, Vic, I lied, alright?

Theo asked me to babysit you,
and now I see why.

I knew it. I knew it.
If he was so worried about me,

then why doesn't he just
call me himself?

He doesn't think you want him to.

Well, how would he know
if he didn't even ask?

- Huh?
- That's not... That's not really fair.

But what is fair?!

Andy, what is fair about any of this?!

Okay. Okay, either come
with me or don't...

Vic, Vic... but I'm... I'm going in.

Hughes! Hey!

Andy, I'm pregnant.

Okay.

And it's too early
for a surgical abortion,

and I don't want to take the pill.

Also, I made out with Gibson
a few weeks ago.

- What?
- Oh, God.

- Why?
- I don't know. Because I'm an idiot.

Because I'm an idiot
and I told Theo about it

because I am a sucker.

So we might be broken up right now,

but, honestly, I don't even know.

So I just... My brain is, like,

nonstop trash TV playing over and over,

and I just need a few
seconds of quiet, okay?

So I'm just gonna plunge
into this icy water...

- No...
- ... so I can turn my brain off, okay?

No, no, not okay. Alright?

'Cause your... your heart
hasn't fully... Hughes!

♪♪

♪ Reassure me ♪

♪ Need you to reassure me ♪

♪ Tall man, soft eyes ♪

♪ I look away when you stare at mine ♪

♪ I get nervous when I'm around you ♪

♪ Mm-hmm ♪

♪ You hold my hand ♪

♪ The feeling of love
as they intertwine ♪

♪ I've never done this before,
but I know that I want to ♪

♪ I've always been a
little bit insecure ♪

♪ Always telling myself
that I'm not worthy of love ♪

♪ It'll take me some time,
but you can help me along ♪

♪ I just want you to reassure me ♪

♪ Would you be happy
to do this for me? ♪

♪ Like when you look in my eyes
and I look off to the side ♪

♪ Like I'm afraid that
you'll get too close ♪

♪ Just say you'll cradle my body ♪

[Gasps]

What the hell?

Me "what the hell?"
You "what the hell?"

You could have d*ed.

I'm a great swimmer.

Vic, you weren't swimming.
You were sinking.

I had plenty of air.

No, I got it, I got it, I got it.

♪ I'm what you need ♪

Maya: On . , , .

Where's Cory?

I can't leave him here.

He didn't even want to do this one.

[Groans] I made everyone
come to this house

and I can't leave them behind.

Tobias, hey, let's just
get you out of here, okay?

Don't sit up. Don't talk anymore.

- Let's just focus on breathing.
- Okay.

Ruiz, Montgomery, we have one
more civilian in the house.

[Static]

♪♪

Ruiz, Montgomery, this is Sullivan.

What's your ?

[Static]

♪♪

Maybe they're outside?

Peggy: I'm surprised
you can do stitches here.

We couldn't last week,
but this is your lucky day.

Hmm.

So, uh, how long have you
and your wife been married?

Seven years.

Do you fight often?

No. We ju...

- Wait.
- Hmm?

Wait. You don't think...

No. No, no, no.

That... That's not what this is.

No, no. We were just...

We were on a long walk,
and Rose started screaming

because she wanted to
get out of the stroller.

And then she wouldn't, you know, walk.

So then Dayna had her on her hip,

and... and I tried to blow Rose's nose.

Yeah, then we just got all tangled up.

And... And Rose... Rose
was in Dayna's arms,

and then Dayna fell forward
with Rose in her arms.

And... And because she was...
She was holding Rose,

she couldn't break her own fall.

And that's how she hit her face. Yeah.

Yeah, and then I-I dove
to try to grab Rose's head,

you know, cradle it so that
it wouldn't hit the ground,

and that's how I hurt my hand.

I swear to all the gods and goddesses

that anyone ever believed in that...

That this is not what you think.

[Scoffs]

Peggy. Peggy.

- Dayna.
- Peggy.

Dayna, tell the nice doctor
that I'm not a wife-beater.

Peggy, that is not what I said.

Oh, my God. Please don't make me laugh.

My face. No, no.

We are maybe the most

accident-prone couple
you will ever meet.

Oh, Dr. DeLuca knows.
When Peggy went into labor,

the hospital was being
held hostage by hackers.

So coordination, timing
just isn't our thing.

I understand that, but still.

- Ben, let it go.
- No, i-it's okay.

Really, I-I'm grateful.

I-If my daughter came in
looking like Dayna,

I would hope someone of authority

would be asking these questions.

But I swear, I would never hit
Dayna and I would never hurt Rose.

A-And if you need to call the police,

- I will take a lie-detector test.
- She's very dramatic.

Please, I tripped over her
and then I fell on our daughter.

It was absolutely terrifying.

I thought Rose's skull was crushed,

but thank God for my big, soft boobs.

And because of our hands and
my boobs, we broke her fall.

O-Okay. Okay.

Your, uh... Your stories match.

Come on, Peggy. Let's, uh...
Let's wrap your stitches.

[Gasps] Hi, baby!

Hi! Oh, lookit.

Look what I have.

You're on desk duty.

You stitched up her hand?

No white coats, right?

- What's that?
- What's... What's his name?

Careful.

[Wheezing]

Watch out. Watch out.

Hattie: Oh! Tobias,
Tobias, what happened?

Are... Are you okay? W-Where's Cory?

- Ma'am. Ma'am.
- Did you check the cellar?

This house has a secret cellar.

That's the spirit hot spot.
There's a trapdoor.

Cory could be down there.

Hey. You seen Ruiz or
Montgomery around back

on your perimeter sweep?

No. I thought they were on evac.

♪♪

Where are Ruiz and Montgomery?

They're not inside with you?

You don't know where they are?

Huh?

Montgomery, Ruiz, what's your ?

[Static]

Captain, this is Firefighter Montgomery

and Lieutenant Ruiz.

We are currently located in

what appears to be a subterranean...

Screw it. You can't hear this anyway.

Please come find us,
for the love of God!

My relationship isn't
messed up, by the way.

I'm sorry I said that.

That... That was not what I meant.

Then what'd you mean?

[Sighs]

I didn't mean anything, man.

I just...

I was just trying to say that, you know,

I'm... I'm not giving up on Vic.

You know, I've given her
everything, uglies and all.

Then why aren't you by her
side, all in, you know,

through whatever thing
that she's going through?

I tried. I freakin' tried, man.

But there's only so long
I can stand around

with a boom box over my head,
getting told to go away.

[Chuckles]

And that's funny, Travis,
you know, coming from you.

You telling me I'm not all in

when you're over there with
one foot in your relationship

and the other one out the door?

Ah, so you did mean something.

Dude, I just...

You don't love him the
way you loved Mikey.

[Sighs]

I know you.

I know how you are
when you are happy and in love.

So you need to figure it out
or just cut him loose,

because it's mean if you don't.

[Creaking]

Whoa! Oh!

Come on!

So this is how I die.

- What...
- Okay.

No, no. Hey. Hey, man.

- Whoa!
- Relax. You... You're not dead.

Who are you? Are you Tobias, Cory?

Cory. Who are you?

We're firefighters.

We fell down here looking for you.

This house hates us.

I told Tobias I didn't
want to do this one.

Didn't you hear us calling for you?

I totally freaked out and
I thought I was hearing ghosts.

Oh, my God. Same, man. Same.

[Sighs]

We're probably gonna die down here.

This cellar was built under
a layer of concrete.

[Groaning] There's no way
anybody's gonna hear us.

♪♪

[Groans]

Dark energy.

♪♪

God, I just want it to be over.

I mean, not my life,
if that's what you're thinking.

I just... I want to s...

God, I want to stop feeling like this.

Does Theo know?

No. I know I should tell him,
and I'm going to.

I just...

I don't even know
where we stand right now.

And what? The first thing I say
to him in weeks is,

"Hey, I'm pregnant
and I'm having an abortion"?

- Here you go.
- Well, would the decision be different

if you were together and happy?

I guess only in that
if we were together and happy,

I would have told him by now.

I had one.

Senior year of high school.

Ryan and I were...

Well, we thought
we were gonna get married,

so when I realized I was pregnant,

there was a moment there where
I could almost see us having it.

But then I-I saw the end of my
career before it even started.

A life full of resentment

and frustration and unfulfilled dreams.

So I had the abortion.

I never told him.

Probably because I knew
he'd want to keep it,

and him wanting it
would make me want it.

And then I guess there's a part of me

that always assumed that maybe one day,

we'd have our chance.

Now he's gone.

So...

Is this you telling me
not to get an abortion

- in case Theo dies?
- No.

- This is that?
- God, no!

No! That... It's just
me saying I get it.

I get how you feel

about not knowing whether
you should tell Theo or not.

[Sighs]

And about losing your best friend.

It sucks.

♪♪

You still owe me some gossip.

I never promised you that. Stop it.

Yeah, well... Mm.

[Both laugh]

Can you tell Michelle
to bring food over here?

I don't really feel like leaving yet.

Well...

Alright.

We might as well say goodbye
to Dean's house in style.

Ooh!

♪♪

Ruiz!

Montgomery!

- Can you hear us?!
- Shh!

Shh, shh, shh.

[Clanging]

Can you hear us?

[Clanging continues]

Wait, wait.

Wait. Shh, shh, shh.

[Clanging continues]

♪♪

- Shh, shh.
- [Thudding]

You hear that?

Do it again.

- You hear that?
- Yeah.

Hey!

[Indistinct shouting in distance]

We're down here!

- We're down here!
- Help!

- Help!
- Help!

- Here!
- Down here!

Ah, there it is.

- Help!
- Can anybody hear us?

Sullivan: Easy, Bishop. Easy.

- Help!
- Can you hear us?!

- We need help!
- Here it is.

Captain, we're gonna need a Sawzall

and a -foot ladder now.
I think we found them.

I guess this explains how
they got down there, huh?

[Shouting continues]

You know what? You're right.

It is kind of cold in here.

[Shouting continues]

♪♪

Montgomery! Ruiz!

Help!

I think they're coming through.

Okay, hey,
watch out, Cory.

- Yes! - Oh, my God!

Yes!

What the hell happened?

Uh... ghost house got mad and ate us.

[Laughter]

Jack: Yeah, I'm sorry
about all the paperwork.

Oh, it beats the hell out of
waiting in the E.R.

My wife and I are
looking at our options.

May I ask you, did you use a donor?

- We did, yeah.
- And the older she gets,

the more her personality comes out,

we can't help but wonder,
where did that come from?

Is her sperm donor this stubborn?

Yeah. But it's a mixed bag either way,

'cause if you go with someone you know,

then there's that
whole mess to deal with.

Right. It's such an
ordeal to begin with.

I feel like straight couples
have a weekend of sex,

and, bam, they have a baby.

Well, not exactly.

I know, Jack. I'm Italian.
I exaggerate for effect.

Too bad we can't just do it
without the sperm, right?

Right. Oh, you mean like condors?

What?

Yeah, two female
condors in California...

They... they had some
babies on their own.

Oh, that's inspiring.

#Goals.

How we doin'?

Oh, you saved us a trip to
Grey-Sloan, which is good,

because they might still be mad at us

for bringing pot
cookies to the hospital.

Wait. That was you?

Uh... You got my wife high?

It was an accident,
and we are so, so sorry.

Get the door.
We will not be bringing you

any baked goods, so...

No, no, no, no, no. That's okay.

Yeah, do it on, like, a day off maybe.

Bye.

Diane Lewis needs to get off my case

and just let me do my job.

I mean, I'll never understand

how helping a family
like that can be wrong.

It's not wrong.

It's just stupid when
all they're asking you to do

is to talk about your feelings.

You're very stubborn, Warren.

I could learn to do this... Suture.

I mean... I mean, if
it came to it, right?

Well, it won't unless you're
planning to become a doctor.

Okay, but fine. But,
like, think about it.

I mean, I... The first time
I did CPR, I was years old.

Yeah, my foster sister almost
drowned in the community pool,

and I saw somebody do it on TV
and I-I figured it out.

So I could probably learn
some of what you do.

But what you probably
can't teach is

waking up every morning
with the goal being to survive.

And I think that's...
Yeah, that's... that's me.

That's who I am.
That's what this is, right?

This clinic is a place for
people to go to to survive.

And they shouldn't have to
sign forms with fine print

and stare down a bunch of white coats.

And it should be simple
and, like, clear-cut

and not intimidating.

And that... that's...

That's what the people
need to see, right?

Okay. But we still need nurses
and doctors at our clinic,

so who's gonna staff it?

/ .

Compromise. Yeah.

Half firefighters, half doctors.

And no white coats and no hiding behind

the computers and less forms, please.

Just less forms. Hmm?

And who's gonna teach you
how to do wound care

and read urine dipsticks?

- Mm-hmm, mm-hmm.
- Mm-hmm.

Um...

Half and half.

I don't know what either of those are.

I don't know which one of you
specializes in that.

[Sighs]

Look, Captain, I don't
know if you're tired

because we're overworked or if
there's something else going on.

You don't need to worry
about me, Lieutenant.

Well, you should have called
USAR to secure the house

before a single person
on our team went in.

Somebody could have
seriously gotten hurt.

Or we could have twiddled
our thumbs waiting for USAR

while the whole house fell apart
before the Scooby Squad got out.

Protocol says...

Protocol says you listen to your

captain, Lieutenant.
That's what it says.

Well, I would have never
sent my team in there, alright?

And I certainly wouldn't have

lost track of two of them for what?

Half an hour? [Chuckles]

That's... That's unacceptable.

Let me tell you what's
unacceptable, Sullivan,

'cause apparently, this little
promotion's already gone to your head.

- Uh-huh.
- You don't question me.

Okay, I don't explain
my decisions to you.

That's not how this goes.

You follow my orders
or you can join your ex at .

♪♪

Could have been goners, man.

You still wouldn't give me
a deathbed confession

in that basement.
Not even an "I love you, man."

[Chuckles]

I love you.

And I hate Emmett
a little bit right now,

because he's my dad.

And I hate my dad.

I mean, I don't hate him,
but I'm still angry with him.

I don't respect him.

And Emmett is...

I mean, he has too much sympathy for him

because he understands him
because he is him.

And it just...

It makes me not respect Emmett.

I came out when I was years old,

and it felt like I was
walking on broken glass,

but I did it anyway because
I didn't want to live a lie.

And I just... I don't understand
how either of them...

I don't understand how
either of them love me,

because I'm a monster
for even thinking this.

Coming out is hard.

And everyone's not me. I know that.

But, still, man,
it's... It's k*lling me.

You're allowed to feel
how you feel, man.

You can understand all of
the things you understand,

all the facts, how hard it all is,

and still feel how you feel.

I got to shake it off,

'cause it's really not right
and it's really not fair.

Hey, sorry to... to...
To lose you guys in there.

I didn't expect to lose radio contact.

So... [Clears throat]

Yeah, we know.

Right.

How's that... how's
that ankle, Montgomery?

It's okay. It just needs some ice.

Alright. Well, get some ice on that,

and elevation... is good.

And... And good job today.

Yeah, thanks, Captain.

So glad my life's not
in his hands every day.

Oh, wait.

[Both laugh]

[Laughter]

- No, I swear.
- It's not... That's not true.

Are you sure?
'Cause I swear someone told me

that spicy food can make you miscarry.

No. Definitely a grade-school rumor.

[Laughter]

Andy: Yeah.

Sorry, you guys.
This pernil is making me sad.

Oh, okay.

It's what Theo made me for
our first at-home dinner date.

- Here.
- I just...

Oh, God.

[Sighs]

Okay, fine.

Here's your gossip.

Okay. I slept with Beckett.

Oh, stop it. Oh, my God.

- Wait. Who?
- Captain Beckett.

- What?
- Yeah.

Uh, also, also... Robert knows.

- Oh!
- Oh-ho!

Stop it! Stop it! Oh, my God.

This is even better than the cold water.

Okay, so, I need to know everything.

Can you please tell me?

Was it...

Yeah. Yeah. Was it?

Oh!

Oh, God!

Okay.

- Good for you, prima. Get yours!
- Oh, no!

Wait up. Cheers.

Okay, well, are you gonna keep...

Are you gonna keep sleeping with him?

It's... It's too messy.

Well, that's never stopped you before.

Victoria Hughes, do
not play with me, okay?

- She's right.
- No, no. Don't side with her.

You know, there's... Come on.

You know what? I'm gonna do it now.

I'm just... I'm gonna...
I'm gonna get my pill

and I'm gonna make a bed for
myself on the bathroom floor.

And it's gonna suck,
but I don't want to wait anymore

and I want this to be over.

So I'm gonna do it now.

And I'm gonna tell Theo.

Okay.

Yeah, okay. Well, cheers.

Uh, thank you, houseboat,
for everything.

Thanks, houseboat.

♪ How long have
we been down here for? ♪

♪ We used to sound like this ♪

Come on, little suture. Come on.

♪♪

Stupid fingers. How do you
get the thing in the thing?

A lot of practice, plus medical school.

Hey, i-if I'm gonna ask
you two to testify in court

that Miranda and I were
the right guardians for Pru,

would... Would you do it?

- Sure.
- Of course.

But you think I'm being irrational?

By not doing everything you can
to win the fight for Pru?

Yes.

Look, you're breaking a lot of rules

and freaking people out

and you're kind of like
an older version of yourself,

when I think Miller intended for
Pru to go to a newer version.

Hmm. Well, hey, you know,
I'm... I'm loyal.

I'm not gonna tell the judge anything.

Yeah.

- Where are you going?
- Call Diane.

Thank God.

♪ We used to sound like this ♪

Her career is her baby.

Maya.

That's the thing she'll fight for,

that she'll break her hands
to protect over and over.

That's the dream she's chasing.

Not me, not having a family.

I come second.

Now, I know that's not true.

♪ Even when the loves runs out ♪

Mm, it's just so difficult
finding the right donor,

doing the insemination.

Part of me is always afraid that

if everything doesn't line up perfectly

before she gets her captaincy back,

it wouldn't happen at all.

Well, hey, if it's sperm
you're stressing about,

I-I can give you that.

I'm just saying, I make a lot of
it, waste a ton of it.

Oh, my God. Yeah, I know, I know.

It was a stupid thing to... say, yeah.

Yes, it was. Yes, it was.

Just kind of came out.

Oh, my God.

- I'm gonna leave now.
- Oh, my God.

- Yes.
- Yep.

♪♪

No.

No.

No. No.

Aah! No.

♪ Keep on, keep on ♪

Captain, when I filled out the inc...

♪ Keep on, keep on ♪

[Snoring in distance]

♪ Keep on, keep on ♪

♪♪

♪ Keep on, keep on ♪

♪♪

♪ Keep on, keep on ♪

[Drawer opens]

♪ Don't you remember ♪

♪ We used to sound like this? ♪

♪♪

[Drawer closes]