07x21 - Lying Doesn't Protect You From the Truth

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Your biological father and I agreed

that we would never contact you.

I broke that agreement.

Maybe you could just reach out

and ask him if he'd like to meet me.

Vanessa... I can try to find him.

The last time around

we got into some
pretty unhealthy patterns.

I know that we have history, Will,

but it is history.

My units aren't totally done yet.

Actually, one is livable.

- If you want it, it's yours.
- Thank you.

Pamela, what's going on?

My hand at rest, rock steady.

But when I pinch my fingers together...

there's something wrong
with my hand, Crockett.

I don't want to jeopardize
this investigation

because you can't handle
being in the dark.

I care about you, Milena.

I can't wait for this case to be over.

Yeah, me too.

This is dispatch. All teams report.

What's your status?

Team Charlie, target house ,

offender in custody.

Team Victor, target in custody.

Team David, target in custody.

sh*ts fired! sh*ts fired!

- , - !
sh*ts fired, target house!

Officer down! Roll an ambo!

Stay with me, Sam. Stay with me, Sa...

- I gotta go see what's up.
- No, you're undercover.

You're not supposed to be
involved with this.

Doesn't matter. Just go.

You gotta get to the hospital, okay?

Morning.

- Morning.
- Thought I'd drop this off

before I do some consults.

- Thank you.
- Yeah.

- Got my MRI.
- Oh, great.

Progressive cervical
spondylotic myelopathy.

- You're gonna need surgery.
- I don't think I will.

What are you talking about? This is...

this is serious.
It's... it's spinal compression.

I'm doing physical therapy.
I'll work through it.

Recovery from surgery
is six to eight weeks,

and I've got a patient list a mile long.

I...

I can't leave them
for that amount of time.

You might want another opinion.

I'm happy with the one I have.

Okay.

Hey, Dylan, got one coming in.

Juliette, I'm going to Baghdad.

CPD Sam Devers, ,
sh*t through and through,

right lateral chest to right back.

b*llet was retrieved
from the back of his vest.

BP / , heart rate .

Hey, Sam, I'm Dr. Choi.
This is Dr. Scott.

- What happened?
- Drug raid.

Guys were waiting for us.

Ambush.

All right, let's roll him.

All right, ready? Roll.

All right, I'm seeing

two wounds, probably an entry and exit.

Back.

Sam? Sam! Oh, my God!

- Are you all right?
- It's okay, Alice.

- I'm sure it'll be fine.
- It is not fine.

- You got sh*t!
- Please, ma'am,

if you wouldn't mind
waiting outside, we...

I'm his wife. I'm not going anywhere.

All right, everyone clear for an X-ray.

Clear.

Hemothorax on the right.

All right, let's set him up
for a chest tube.

You only saw one entry wound
and one exit wound, right?

Yeah.

There's a b*llet here
in his right hilum.

Sam, you ever been sh*t before?

- Uh-uh, no.
- You sure?

Yeah.

You know, it's that new seafood place

on the river.
It's got a huge lobster t*nk.

So you want me to pick out
an animal and then eat it?

I'm sure you could get a salad.

Hey, Dad, I think
you might need this today.

Oh, my God.

- Honey...
- Yeah.

Thank you so much.

Um...

this is my colleague, Dr. Richardson.

My daughter Anna.

We've... we've met.

We did the family therapy, remember?

Of course we did.

- Yeah.
- That's right.

It's nice to see you again, Anna.

Um, anyways, I am late
for first period, so.

Thank you, honey. Thanks again.

Jesus.

So does she not know?

About us?

You know, I guess she doesn't.

Um, I guess I haven't found
the right time to tell her?

Is that really it, Daniel?

What do you mean?

Well, sometimes you try
to protect the people you love

by avoiding difficult conversations

- with them.
- Ahh.

Benefits of dating your shrink.

Um, no, that's not what's going on.

Anyway, I gotta get upstairs.

So seafood tomorrow night? We on?

- Sounds perfect.
- Nice.

Hey.

Those plants you got for the building?

- Nice!
- Thanks.

Six is good.

Did you know peace lilies
actually absorb sound?

Yeah, I'm trying
to cut down on street noise.

Look at you, Mr. Google.

Hey, I have to ask, I noticed
that you haven't cashed

my rent check yet.

Well, I... No, uh, I didn't.

Well, how come?

Actually, it bounced.

- Why didn't you tell me?
- It's no big deal.

Of course it's a big deal.
I'm good for it.

- You know...
- Dr. Halstead? Dr. Asher?

I'm having trouble getting a visitor
to leave a patient's room.

- What's the problem?
- It's the patient's mom.

We'll be right there, thanks.

Hi, I'm Dr. Halstead
and this is Dr. Asher, OB-GYN.

- How can we help you?
- Well...

tell them, Mom, how I'm a total failure.

I am , single, and pregnant.

Yes, she's pregnant.

She shouldn't be working
as a hot yoga instructor.

She passed out.

You see? It... it's always the same.

I just can't do anything right.

I just want her to leave.

Do you mind?

Trini can take you somewhere comfortable

while we speak with your daughter.

I'll be waiting outside.

I'm sorry.

Anyway, um, I'm Kat. I'm weeks along.

Hi, Kat. So what happened today?

You passed out?

I got a little dizzy, and then, yeah.

Has this happened before?

I guess I haven't really
been myself lately.

Like, I've been nauseous, swollen,

feeling pretty run-down.

Um, it's a little worse today,

but it's just normal pregnancy stuff.

Maybe.

Though it is a bit late for you
to still be getting nauseous.

Yeah, and your blood pressure
and temp are a little high.

- Are you concerned?
- Not necessarily.

But we would like to get an ultrasound

and run a few tests.

- Okay.
- Just give us a little time

to get some answers, kay?

Oh, and, um, my mom?

Would you like me to get her?

No. No.

Hi, Ms. Reed. I'm Dr. Taylor.

Hi, nice to meet you.

Lydia choked
on some cereal this morning.

I still feel like there's
something in there.

I'm sorry.

Uh, has this happened to you before?

Uh, I thought I got a...

A doxycycline pill, uh,
stuck a few weeks ago.

I was taking it for Lyme disease.

Okay, um, how long ago
did you have that?

Turns out I didn't.

I also didn't have fibromyalgia

or MS or chronic fatigue.

You see enough specialists,
you get a pretty good list.

Can I ask what was going on

that made you see all these doctors?

Well, um, a year and a half ago,

I... I... I got an... an eye twitch.

Uh, and I thought,

"Lydia, you are giving
talks a year."

I'm a motivational speaker.
"You're just tired."

But then my best friend
got diagnosed with ALS.

Scariest thing ever.
So I went to a neurologist,

but he ruled ALS out.

- That's good.
- Right.

But then I got coughing fits,
then stiffness...

Then exhaustion.

And nobody could figure it out.

Here I am.

Well, hopefully, we'll
be able to help you today.

If it's okay, I'd like to order
some more bloodwork.

- Yes.
- And in the meantime,

I'm gonna take a closer look
at your throat.

- Okay.
- Prep pharyngoscope?

And a CBC, CMP, and ANA.

You got it.

I'll be right back.

- Hey, Mags?
- Mm-hmm?

Were you able to track down any info

on my biological father?

Oh, no. I wasn't able to find anything.

But, um, I'll keep trying.

Okay.

Morning, Maggie.

Oh, hey, Sharon.

Uh-oh. What's up?

Vanessa keeps asking
about her biological father,

and I promised her I would try
and get in touch with him,

- but I haven't.
- Oh.

It's been over years.

I don't want to disrupt his life.

But it's what Vanessa wants,
and I want to be fair to her.

- Good morning, Ben.
- Sharon, nice to see you.

Good to see you.

Oh, walking is something out there.

- Coffee after my checkup?
- Yeah, you bet.

All right.

Look, I know that Ben wasn't so keen

on you getting in touch with Vanessa

in the first place,

but have you discussed this with him?

No!

- Maggie...
- Sharon, no.

Hey, where's Sam?

Uh, just sent him to IR
for an embolization.

Why? b*llet tract went

straight through the lung.

The chest tube took care of that.

Yeah, but look...

the b*llet we saw on the x-ray
caused a pseudoaneurysm

in a branch of the pulmonary artery.

That thing could have blown anytime.

You know, Sam said
he never got sh*t before,

so he must have got hit twice today,

just didn't realize it.

And we're missing the other entry wound.

There's a lot of air pockets and scatter

all over that CT.

Hmm.

I... I've got an idea
how we might know for sure.

The thing about bodycam footage

is it's all live and unedited,
so it can get kind of violent.

- You guys okay?
- Yeah.

- Thanks, man.
- You got it, Doc.

Chicago Police, search warrant.

- Go, go, go!
- Police! Don't move!

Drop the g*n. Drop it!

There... that looks like the sh*t

that came out the other side
I found in his vest.

- You all right, Sam?
- Alice, Alice!

- Stay here, stay here.
- Call Alice.

- , - !
sh*ts fired, target house!

So does he get hit again?

Can you run it back slowly?

Put your hands up! Put your hands up!

Walk towards me! Drop the g*n!

Come here! Get on the ground!
Get on the ground!

No, just the one sh*t.

So if that b*llet we just saw
was the one we recovered,

where did the one in his lung come from?

Didn't get it here.

- Hey.
- Hi.

Just saw Mr. Stevens.

Two days post-op,
incision's looking good.

- Yeah.
- Your button.

- Hmm?
- Your button.

Oh. It's fine.

I should put on some scrubs anyway.

Hey, wait a second.

You can't button it, can you?

- Crocket...
- Pamela, you can't operate.

Not like this.

You know I'd never do anything

to endanger my patients.

Yeah, well I have to question
your judgement on this.

You cannot do surgery.

It isn't safe.

- Are you serious?
- Yeah.

So your embolization went well,

though it was a little more complicated

than expected.

The radiologist noted

that the b*llet had been eroding

into the vessel wall for some time.

Apparently, when your lung collapsed

and reinflated again,
the movement was enough

to make the situation emergent.

On closer examination,
we noticed a faint scar

indicating an old g*nsh*t wound.

It's pretty clear to us
you've been sh*t before.

Yeah, I was.

Doc said it was /
to take it out or not...

- You never told me?
- Alice...

Sam, I'm sorry.

I was just trying
to make her feel better.

You know how you were okay
the last time.

You told them you were sh*t.
They all know everything,

- but you couldn't tell me?
- I didn't want to worry you.

Let his friends come sit with him.

They're all he cares about anyway.

Alice!

You do have some redness and irritation,

but I don't see any foreign bodies.

Your labs are normal,
so if you're feeling better,

I feel comfortable sending you home.

Lydia?

Lydia!

I just don't know what's wrong with me.

All I do is go to doctors,
and no one has any answers.

I'm... I'm sorry.

I used to travel around the country,

speaking and helping people.

And now there are days
I don't even get out of bed.

Here, here.

Here, take one.

Okay.

Is there anything else I can get you?

Maybe water?

No.

I'm okay.

Okay, um...

you know, let me speak
with one of my colleagues

and see if we can figure something out.

Dr. Charles?

I have a patient
who's been to a lot of doctors

for some pretty vague symptoms.

Her labs and exam are all normal.

But she just got
extremely upset just now

when I told her
that I couldn't find anything.

I don't know, something about it

- just feels a little off.
- Okay.

- How can I help?
- I don't know.

The long history,
the multiple diagnoses,

she... she could be malingering?

- Do you mind talking to her?
- No.

- sh**t me her chart?
- Okay.

Well, labs don't show much,

but her pressure's still creeping up.

Think this could be pre-eclampsia?

Could be, but her LFT levels

are slightly elevated
and her glucose is low.

I'm wondering if this actually might be

acute fatty liver of pregnancy.

If AFLP is even on the table...

I mean, missing it
would be catastrophic.

Yeah. We need to know for sure.

Can you get this up to Abrams for me?

- Thank you.
- Crockett...

- Yeah?
- Got a minute?

Yeah, what do you need?

A liver biopsy to check for AFLP.

Okay, but if it is, you do realize

that the biopsy site
could bleed considerably.

Yeah, we need an answer.

If it's just pre-eclampsia,

we'll keep the baby in
as long as we can.

But if it is AFLP,

the only cure is to deliver it.

And if you watch and wait?

There's a chance that
it could all work out fine.

But there's also a chance
that the baby, and even Mom,

could die. We need this biopsy.

Right.

I don't know.
I'm not liking the choices.

Crockett, Dr. Asher needs the biopsy.

I think Dr. Marcel heard me.

Okay. I'll set it up.

- Great.
- You got it.

Thank you.

Hannah.

Hannah!

Why do you constantly feel
the need to save me, Will?

Save you?

What you just did with Crockett.

Not telling me about the check?

Whoa, I... Hey, I'm just trying to help.

Really, Will?

Or is it because you don't think
I can take care of myself?

No matter what I do, you are still stuck

on how you thought about me
two years ago.

I want to support you.

I don't want to derail

all the hard work that you've done.

That is my responsibility, not yours.

I gotta tell you, I don't think

- she's malingering.
- Really?

But she's seen every specialist
in Chicago.

Yeah, but true malingering,

I mean, at least
from a clinical standpoint,

would mean that she was making up

or exaggerating symptoms for some kind

of secondary gain, right?

Like drug-seeking

or because she didn't want
to go to work.

You know, I'm just not picking that up.

I think she really wants an answer.

What if there isn't one?

All of her tests came back negative.

Well, maybe you have to keep on digging.

Have you thought about, I don't know,

a lumbar puncture or an endocrine panel?

Yeah, yeah, okay.

But the history of doctor shopping,

and that meltdown before...

ugh, I don't know.

I'd also like to give her
a psychiatric questionnaire.

Just to make sure
we're not missing anything.

Okay. Let me, uh, know

- what you find out.
- Okay.

Excuse me, uh, but I know
an officer involved

with the raids this morning.

Any word on any other injuries?

Details are sketchy,

but it's still dangerous out there.

Hey, you got a name?

Actually, no. They're undercover.

Well, I'll keep my ears open,

let you know if I hear anything.

Dr. Scott. How's Sam?

He's stable, but it's still too early

to tell if the procedure worked.

Dr. Scott? We need you.

His chest tube's putting out blood.

The embolization plug
must have dislodged.

I need two units of blood and FFP.

- Tell CT we're coming up.
- All right.

Oh, my God.

BP's down to / . Pulse is thready.

He's in V-fib.
Charge the paddles to .

Sam?

- Charged.
- Clear.

Sinus rhythm.

All right, BP's good.

Let's get him up to the ICU.
We'll stabilize him there.

I'm in. Go.

Come on. Move, move, move.

Back up, back up.

- Hey, I got your message.
- Hey, Sharon.

When I told you about
Vanessa's biological father,

there was a part I left out.

I loved him at the time... deeply.

Okay.

But my life is great right now.

Ben is great.

But this man, Grant,

if I see him again, I'm afraid...

I'm afraid of what I might feel.

What happens if those old feelings

are still there?

And what happens when he sees Vanessa?

Our perfect daughter?

Sharon, I'm lost.

Maggie...

I wish I could tell you what to do.

I can't.

But it does sound to me
like you're already thinking

ten steps ahead.

Whatever you decide,
it'll come from the heart.

And that's the best any of us can do.

Yeah?

Yeah.

Uh, Afra, can you put
pressure on that for me?

You got it?

- Hey, guys?
- Hmm.

So the biopsy site's still bleeding.

If I can't get it to stop,
I'm gonna have to coil it.

Path results.

Okay, we need to deliver her now.

Hey, Kat, we've got some bad news.

Unfortunately, you have a condition

called acute fatty liver of pregnancy.

It's an enzyme deficiency that causes

rapid and life-threatening
liver failure.

- Oh, my God.
- We need to do a C-section.

Okay, let's get the hybrid OR ready.

What? No. No, you can't.

- It's too soon.
- The baby is viable.

We don't have any other options.

- Okay.
- Okay, ready?

Let's go.

Kat, what's going on?

Mom, they have to deliver the baby.

- What?
- This is really serious.

I'm scared. Can she come with me?

You can stay right outside.

She'll be right outside.

I'm not gonna do these.

You already sent that shrink in.

It... I'm not crazy.

No, I don't think that.
I just want to check...

Why won't someone take me seriously?

W... what kind of doctors are you?

- Lydia...
- I am sick, damn it.

I am sick. Okay?

There... there is
something wrong with me.

Lydia, please, I just want to help.

But you're not. You're not. No one is.

No one is!

I am... I... I am so... so...
I'm so sorry.

Lydia, what's going on?

I don't know why this keeps happening.

Well, what keeps happening?

I've been so e... Emotional lately.

And it... it... It just comes over me.

Right. A... and when that happens,

what... how do you experience it?

W... what does it feel like?

I don't know.

It's, like, so much feeling,

and, um, it's... It's overwhelming.

Right.

But then it suddenly just ends?

Like someone hit a switch.

Okay, um, could you give me a moment?

It... it... it's gotta be
psychiatric, right?

Actually, these emotional outbursts

are making me think
it could be just the opposite.

I'll be right back.

Hi, Mrs. Devers?

We got Sam's CT results,

and he's gonna need another procedure

to stop the bleed.

Uh, do whatever you have to.

Actually, uh,
we do need to make a choice.

And since Sam is intubated,
the decision falls to you.

Please, have a seat.

So we can do a thoracotomy
and fix the vessel,

but it is a major procedure

that comes with some significant risks.

Or we can place a stent,

which is a much less invasive procedure,

but it does mean Sam would have to be

on anticoagulants
for the rest of his life.

It could result in him
being pulled from active duty.

He could still work,
just not on the street, right?

Yes.

Mrs. Devers, this is a very big decision

that could potentially end
your husband's career.

So if you need more time,
or if you have any...

No. I'd like you to do the stent.

Okay.

- How's it looking?
- Almost there. You?

Still not clotting.

Uh, keep up the FFP, cryo, and blood.

More lap pads.

All right, uterine incision.

There we go.

Here she comes. Here comes baby.

All right. Got her.

Here she is.

All right. Apgar, .

Baby needs to be intubated.

I'm on it.

Still got a lot of bleeding here.

Uterus is still bleeding too.

Pressure's down to / .

I'm in. Let's get her up to the NICU.

Kat's hemorrhaging.

All right, I need
milligrams methergine IM,

micrograms hemabate subQ.
Get me a Bakri.

Keep up the leverage.

She's bleeding from her nose.
She's in DIC.

If she can't clot,
her liver's never gonna hold.

Down to / .

Crockett?

Yeah, her liver's ruptured.
Curve six, let's go.

She's bleeding out. I need more blood!

- Easy, guys.
- What...

No, K... Kat?

Wait, wait, wait, wait.
Where are you taking her?

Her liver ruptured.
We're trying to stop the bleed.

What?

Mrs. Miller? This is Dr. Blake,

chief of our transplant surgery.

We believe
that your daughter's gonna need

- a liver transplant.
- A transplant?

A section of liver,

ideally from a living donor.

For now, we're gonna take her to the ICU

and get her stabilized
until we can find a match.

We'll keep you updated, okay?

Use me. I'm ready.

Well, there's a process to this...

My daughter is not waiting.

I am the same blood type, I'm healthy,

and I'm standing right in front of you.

And I am not leaving
until I can make sure

that my daughter lives to see her baby.

Okay.

Hi, I'm Lydia Reed.

And this is an issue

that many of us parents deal with.

Because we value the truth.

But what we value even more

is our children's happiness and safety.

So what happens when those two values

come into conflict?

We know something
that's gonna hurt our kids.

So what do we do? We put it aside.

When you find something that you...

Okay, halfway
through the IVC anastomosis.

How're we looking, Marty?

Losing too much blood.

Pressure's down to / .

Come on.

Check that liver again.

Yeah, I got another bleeder.

Maya, buzz me.

Right there, go. Okay.

Damn it. Another bleeder.

And another.

Dr. Blake, I could use
another set of hands.

No, I can't.

- Pamela...
- I want the best outcome

for that woman's daughter, Crockett,

and right now that's you.

Just focus on finishing the anastomosis.

All right, but she's losing
a lot of blood.

You can do this.
Stop chasing the bleeding.

/ .

The faster you sew that vessel,

the sooner you can get out of there.

All right.

Finishing the anastomosis.

/ .

- Hold on.
- MAPs are in the s.

Hold on!

Easy. Easy, easy. Okay, got it.

Cut me.

How're we looking?

Pressure stabilized.

All right.

Let's get this belly tied up
and get out of here.

So we've written down
a few sentences here.

Would you mind reading them
out loud for us?

Sure.

"When you find something

"you don't want to tell your kids,

"that's usually the thing

you need to tell them the most."

This was from a talk
I gave a few years ago.

Yeah, five to be exact.

I have it right here.

When you find something

that you don't want to tell your kids,

that's usually the thing

that you need to tell them the most.

That's the thing they need to he...

I'm hearing a marked difference

in your speech pattern on the video.

It's not as halting
or pressured as it is now.

Is that significant?

I think it could be.

And these outbursts of yours,
they're sudden.

- They're often unwarranted.
- Yes.

It's called Pseudobulbar Affect.

What's...

They're exaggerated emotional responses.

They're not caused
by emotional instability

or an altered psychological state.

Um, they're caused by the degeneration

of certain brain cells.

I'm really sorry to have
to tell you this, Lydia,

but I think that we might
be dealing with ALS.

ALS?

No, no. It c... can't be.

The neurologist ruled it out.

I imagine that they ruled out
a more common presentation.

I... I think that you have
a more rare form

which is called Bulbar ALS.

Much more difficult to diagnose.

I definitely have it?

I have a really strong hunch

that that's
what we're dealing with here.

Lydia?

I mean, I'm sad.

But I'm... I'm... I'm relieved.

ALS was my greatest fear.

But at least I finally have...

At least I finally have an answer.

Right?

Ethan.

I've been thinking about it, man.

Sam would want the thoracotomy.

That's what he should be getting.

Well, look, I've been looking

over the bodycam footage. I got an idea.

Mrs. Devers,

Sam's procedure hasn't started yet,

but I was hoping we could talk.

My dad's a cop, my sister.

Before I did this, I was too.

And even though I'm not anymore,

every time I hear sirens go by,

I wish I was in that car.

It's a part of who I am.

It's a part of who Sam is too.

We wanted to show you
what happened today

after your husband was sh*t.

This might be difficult.

But we think it's important you see it.

- Okay?
- Okay.

Get on the ground!

You all right, Sam?

Alice. Alice!

- Stay here, stay here.
- Call Alice.

- , - !

- Alice.
- sh*ts fired, sh*ts fired!

- Call Alice.
- Roll an ambo!

- Stay with me, Sam.
- Call my wife. Call Alice.

Stay with me, Sam.

He wanted you, Mrs. Devers.
He was calling for you.

- No one else.
- Yes.

Alice, I know this is
very tough for you.

But we still have time.

Are you sure you want to do the stent?

Or we can switch to the thoracotomy.

We believe that's what Sam would want.

Do the thoracotomy.

My CT's clear. You ready to go?

That deserves some celebration.

That'd be nice.

- Here she is.
- Oh, my God.

I can't believe she's really here.

Oh, look at her. She's perfect.

She's so tiny.

Am I gonna be able to take care of her?

You will. I know you will.

Hey, listen, about before...

I have been treating you
like you need saving.

I'm sorry about that.

Look, I know it wasn't
coming from a bad place, Will.

Okay.

Does mean that, as your landlord,

I'm gonna need the rent tomorrow.

Oh, well, actually,
I can do you one better.

I, um, picked it up during lunch today.

- Thanks.
- Mm-hmm.

She's set up with Dr. Abrams
for a full consultation.

You know, a couple of pretty exciting

clinical trials out there.

Between those, current meds,
PT, speech therapy,

there's actually quite a lot
we can do for her.

You know, I wanted to look up
that talk you used

about the truth
and being a better parent,

but it was really far down on the list.

I'm just curious
why you picked that one.

I don't know. Good question.

Looked, uh... looked interesting?

- Hey.
- Nice job today.

Thanks.

Hey, look, if it, uh...

- If it felt like I crossed...
- I scheduled my disc surgery.

Oh.

I was concerned
about leaving my patients

for a few weeks, but...

I see now they'll be fine.

That's great.

- Honey, you got a second?
- Yeah.

Something I've been, um,
meaning to talk to you about.

Um...

What's going on? You all right?

Luke broke up with me.

Oh.

And I... I just really cared.

Honey, I'm so sorry.

I just feel so stupid.

You sure it wasn't, I don't know,

like, just a... just a fight
or something?

No, it's over.

Didn't you say you wanted
to talk to me about something?

No.

It... it can wait.

- Thank you.
- Yeah.

Dr. Archer says he'll be
back on the street

- in six weeks.
- Good.

Think she'll be able to handle it?

I hope so.

At least she knows a little more

about the person she loves.

Will, the Vas-COM trial,

please tell me you're not gonna testify.

- I am.
- Don't.

These people will do anything
to protect themselves.

You don't know what they're capable of.

I have to.

Then what about me?
You're gonna ruin my life.

They're gonna throw me in jail.

Jessa, let go of me. Let go of me!

Dr. Halstead, is there a problem?

- Dylan.
- Oh, Milena.

Thank God, you're safe.

Come here.

So some... Some g*ng members got away.

I'm afraid there's a mole
in CPD who tipped them off.

If there is...

I've been made.

That's why you had the money.

In case you had to get off the grid.

Yeah, and I need to.

Listen, it... it's too
dangerous to stay with me,

but I have a friend
who's fixing up a building.

I'm sure you could hole up there.

Okay, thanks.

Oh, Dylan, my

name, uh, it's Jo.

Come on, Jo. Let's get you safe.

Ethan?

- Come in.
- Thanks.

Um, my dad liked highland scotch.

- I didn't know...
- I do, thanks.

Please.

My sister. My nephew.

My first day in the navy.

I felt like you were all my family too.

years.

We had a life together,
but no one could know.

You a... a scotch man like your dad?

I am.

Funny story about a bottle of scotch

your dad and I had in Dubai
after the Gulf w*r.

You want to hear it?

Yeah, I do.