03x08 - Sins of the Father

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♪ Ohhh ohhh ohhh ♪

He's not talking to me.

I'm not not talking.

He's barely talking.

I was married...
Long time ago.

I told him,
but he seems to think

I didn't tell him
soon enough.
Well, that's...

None of my business.

Hello.

Hello.

Hello.

Oh, I thought
we were saying hello.

We're not.

Kitten.

My name is Addison.

I thought
we could have a drink.
It's 9:00 A.M.

Well,
I thought we could talk.
Are you dying?

What?
Do you have cancer,
renal failure, a brain tumor?

Are you you dying?
I came to see you.

Well, here I am.
You saw me.

So now you're leaving?

You are.

I'm at the Carlyle.

Come on, Dr. Wilder.

It's not as bad as it looks.
The cancer has spread

from your abdomen
to your liver to your lungs,

and you've kept
your optimism.

My colon's good...

Like a teenage vegetarian.

Neil?

All my tests are perfect.

The baby looks good.

And Dr. Montgomery assures me
it's a girl.

So you better revise
your list of names.

There's nothing wrong
with a girl named Doug.

Besides, doctors are wrong
all the time.

All right, Pete, you know what
the blood has to tell you.

I need six weeks.

I need to be there.
I need to hold our little girl.

Well, it's like I said,
mind over matter.

Your attitude is great. There's
nothing more I could ask for.
Well, I'm asking.

I'm asking for more.
I know you can't save him,

but... I need you to tell me

he's gonna be alive
when she's born.

I need my little girl
to have a father.

She has taken a lover.

A lovah.

And he's old?
Good-lookin' old.

But from the way
she looked at him,

I'd say he's not
her lover anymore.

She never said anything
about a guy.

I am not talking about it.

So, uh, everybody have
a good weekend?

Well, I did--good weekend.
It was very eventful.

Got married.

Uh, I know what
you're gonna say.

Uh, it's--it's fast
and--and crazy--
whoa. Where'd you meet her?

I-I didn't. Uh...
I married Heather.

I know what you want to say,
but I know what I'm doing,

and--and she's cleaned up,

and--and Betsey's really happy,
really happy.

So it's great. I had
a--i had a great weekend.

Where is my son?

Evan Dawson. I'm his mother,
Lynn jarvey.

I'm sorry. I don't--
my son was kidnapped.
You saw him.

You treated him here, and I
think you know where he is.

Uh, yes,
I did treat him...

A while ago,

and I don't--

it wasn't Evan, though.
Is it maybe Porter?

He may have told you that,
but that is my son.

His father kidnapped him,
and I want him back.
Wow. Um, I'm sorry.

I hired
a private investigator

who says you traced
his Insulin pump.

You called his pediatrician
from this office.

You knew he was kidnapped
before he was hospitalized.

Mrs. Jarvey,
let me assure you,

I treated your son,
and then he left.

I don't know anything
about a call.
I don't believe you.

You didn't believe
your son either.

From what I remember,
this boy told me

he was being abused
by his stepfather.

I'm assuming
that's your husband.
You may think that you're
helping my son,

but you don't know me
or my husband,

and I'm telling you,
this did not happen.

I am his mother.
I would know.

Evan is a 13-year-old boy
with severe diabetes

who got an infection

because he was living
in his father's car.

Who knows
how they're living now?

Please, Dr. Freedman,
if you know something...

I don't want my son
to die.

I wish I could help.
I'm sorry.

Damn it.

Problem?

My patient is dying.

His wife is due in six weeks,
and he's running out of time.

Intra-abdominal sarcoma
with liver and lung mets.

Well...

He has a few weeks
at best.

What I thought.
Unless you want to try
something new.

What, prayer?
No.

Better. Me.

Okay, sacrilegious, maybe.

But I've been working on
some new procedures

to inhibit tumor growth.

Maybe give your patient
enough time to meet his baby.
Neil delhom?

It's that bad? I just saw him
and Margaret in the lobby.
It's that bad.

But I want to make it better.
I have read your protocols
on tumor inhibitors.

They're not without
side effects.
What kind of side effects
are we talking about?

They run the gamut,

but bottom line is,
your patient's dying.

I can give him a better
quality of life than death.

Going somewhere?

Out.

You may not
want to talk to me,

but I remember Evan Dawson
from a year ago

when I covered for you.
And?

And if you know where they are,
turn them in.

I don't and I handled it.
I gotta go.

Basically,
I put a radio transmitter

into your liver

and use a probe
to heat up the tumor

- and blast the cancer cells.
- Margaret.

I know this is a lot
to digest.

We spent two years
trying to have this baby--

hormones and needles
and doctors telling us,

"that's all I can do."

Now we're having the baby...

It's just not fair...

What's happening to Neil.

This...
This c--this can help?

All our preliminary studies
are excellent.

And you're recommending this?

I'm...

I'm concerned.

I-I want to throw everything
that we can at this,

but I also want whatever time
that you have to be... livable

for both of you.

Pete?

Well, you asked for more time,

for your daughter
to have a father.

Dr. Fife...

He's your only sh*t.
I say take it.

It's cool.
We're studying robotics.

Wow. That's big-time.

Uh, the pump looks good.
It's clean.

You do have a slight fever,
though, so I'm just gonna--

I'm gonna take a little blood.
It might be an infection.
Okay.

How you feeling otherwise?
A little tired,
but mostly good.

You can have a taco on me.
You want me to get lost?

Kinda, yeah.

You just--
just give us a minute, bud.

So, um,
this isn't just a house call.

No.

Uh, Lynn came to see me.

Does she know we're here?
Does she know we're in L.A.?
I don't think so,

but she hired
a private investigator.

She thinks I know something.
We have to leave.
We have to leave L.A.

I didn't say anything to her,
and I won't.

You don't have to run
on my account.

We're settled, you know?
We're making a life.

Is she still with Ted?
Yes.

How can a woman choose
a man over her own son?

I don't... I...

So just be careful, frank.

I'll let you know if anything
comes back on these labs.

A marriage intervention?

That's why we're here?
Is there even such a thing?

It's codependence, Pete.

Dell is facilitating
her addiction

by taking her back
every time she gets clean.

And there's a child
at stake.

I still can't believe it.
I mean, Dell is married.

Is he happy?
I-I think he's in denial.

He married the mother
of his child.

Couldn't that be a good thing?

Okay, I have a patient
who actually needs some help.

Pete, will you...

Keep an eye on Dr. Fife?

He worries me.
He worries me, too,

but I don't see
any other options.

So are you in?

Oh, there he is. Hey, hey.
Where were you?
Hi.

What? Uh, nowhere. I was just,
you know, doing a thing.
You ready to talk to Dell?

Oh, yeah, sure.
No time like the present.
Don't tell me
you're getting involved.

It's Dell.

Hi.

So I hear congratulations
are in order.

Wow.

Thanks.

Something you wanted?

Can we talk to you
for a minute?

Cooper Freedman?

Uh, yeah, hi.
I'm Dr. Freedman.
We have a warrant
for your arrest.

Please put your hands
behind your back, sir.
No, no, no.

There--there must be
a mistake, officer.
What's going on?

You have the right
to remain silent.

Anything you say can and will
be used against you...
I'm okay. I'm okay.

I'll call the lawyer.
I'll be right there.
...If you cannot
afford a lawyer,

one will be appointed to
represent you before any...

This is a printout
of all the calls

to Lynn jarvey's cell phone
in the past two hours.

The last one came from
a pay phone here in L.A.

From her son Evan.

He asked his mom
to stop looking for him

so you and his dad
wouldn't get into trouble.

You've given
material assistance

to aid and abet
a kidnapper.

Carries a sentence in California
of 5 to 11 years.

I'm not entirely sure what
it does to your medical license,

but I'm thinking
it can't be good.

I don't want you.

Tell me where her son is,
I let you go.

I think I'm gonna wait
for my lawyer.

There's really evidence
in a box of tongue depressors?

All right,
so give me a call.

What do they want?

They think that Cooper
knows where this kid is,

that he's been in contact
with him.
This is ridiculous.
It's been a year.

Yes, but it's Cooper.

Do you really think
they're wrong?

I don't know.

Uh, Cooper did know that
the boy was kidnapped

when he was here last year.

He traced
the boy's Insulin pump.
And you knew about this?

Well, it was his patient,
so it's his call.
Doesn't mean he knows
where they are now.

Well, look, Charlotte is
with the lawyers right now.

They're gonna
work something out.

Cooper gave medical service
to a patient who needed it.

That's what
he's supposed to do.

What jury is gonna
convict him for that?

It's almost in place.

Grab that. Steady it.

You and Dr. Bennett
are from

the warm-and-fuzzy school
of medicine.

I'm from
the get-things-done school.

No reason you can't do both.
Is that why you took
my side over Naomi's?

Move to the left.

My left.

Actually, I was...

Concerned about what was
best for my patient.
And Naomi isn't.

I'm not putting words
in your mouth.

Just following the logic.

Dr. Bennett
cares about her patients,

but she sometimes cares more
about getting her way,

at least when it comes to me.
I hadn't noticed.

Yes, you did.

Now sit back
and watch science in action.

It's gonna be fine.

Just bail me out,
and my lawyer

is gonna figure out a way
to get me outta this.
They won't set bail

until after the grand jury
hearing tomorrow.

I'm sorry.

I'm not worried
about me being in jail.

It's Evan. He might have
a kidney infection.

You saw him and you lied?
Lower your voice.

Oh, it's okay when you lie?
You lying about your marriage

and me helping a patient,
it's completely different.

You're in jail, Cooper.
Give this kid up.

I can't send Evan back to
his stepfather to get abused.

If he's sick,
he's gonna need antibiotics

before he winds up
needing to be hospitalized.
No.

I need you to pick up
his labs--

I am not committing a felony
to protect your patient.
I need you
to pick up his labs,

and I will get him
whatever he needs

as soon
as I get bailed out.

You owe me this.

Hi. You want to
close the door and sit down?

An intervention?
We're really doing this?

Well, we were both there
when Heather took Betsey.

And we were there
when she came back on dr*gs.

We saw what that did to you.

So--so this, um,
this "marriage,"

this is part
of your pattern with Heather.

She--she gets you to trust her,
and then her addiction kicks in,

and then you get hurt.

And I-I know
how difficult it's been

for you to balance working
and being a single father--
oh, oh, yeah.

Sometimes,
when we get overwhelmed,

we look for the easy answer.
Yeah.

Trust me. It hasn't been easy,
okay? We've been working on it.
Yeah, well,
you kept it secret.

Yeah, 'cause I knew
you wouldn't approve.
Okay.

Look, s-sometimes it's hard to
hear advice from other people.

Yeah, yeah.
It--it's scary. But--but you
at least need to listen.

Y-You think I should take
relationship advice

from you, Violet, really,
about what's best for my child,

about whether or not I should
be with someone that I love?

Dell--
i'm--I'm not sleeping
with my colleague's brother.

I'm not getting divorced
and--and leaving my job.

I married
my daughter's mother.

Now... I appreciate
that you care,

but I need to get home
to my wife.

That went well.
Yeah. Yeah, that was--
that was good.

That was good.

♪♪♪

♪ all those teardrops ♪

♪ That you're crying ♪

Thank you.

♪♪♪

You're late.

You look good.

The California air
has done you well.

Martini, dry,
no olive, for the lady.

And for the gentleman,
vodka tonic, lime, no ice.

Thank you.

You remembered.

I've been mixing your drinks
since I was 8 years old.

It's not something
you forget.

♪ What I see in you ♪

That's coarse.

A lady never downs a drink
in the company of a gentleman.

Well...
You're not a gentleman.

You're my father.
So... what's her name?

Who?
Your mistress. I mean,
I'm assuming you have

a mistress in L.A.
why else would you be here?
Addie.

I mean, you didn't come
when Archer was dying.

That wasn't important enough
for you. So I'm thinking,

there must be a prime piece
of ass here on the west coast

to get the captain to fire up
the old jet and come on out.

Well, uh...
I see you have changed.

The Addison I know
didn't use that language.

Well, the California air
has done me well.

I'm a whole new girl.
Does bizzy know you're here?

There was a point when you
liked spending time with me.
I told you the last time,
I'm done. I was finished.

And then you have the nerve
to come back--
that was just an argument.

No, that was me
getting away from you.
I can't imagine why
you're behaving like this.

Oh, you can't imagine, huh?
So let's see.

Was it the tennis instructor
with the legs,

the blonde from your office,
four of my nannies,

three maids,
oh, Jolie, my French tutor,

Louise, the chef?

There were so many,
I can't remember. Can you?
You don't talk to me that way.
I'm your father.

Oh, I do talk to you
that way. I do.

After 39 years and a very
intense year of therapy

after my husband left me
for doing exactly what you do,

I do talk to you that way.

Now does bizzy know
that you're here?

Your mother thinks
I'm in France.

♪♪♪

And once again, I'm supposed
to lie to her for you.

Addison, I came here
to see you, to...

Start over.

We're family.

We're done.

♪♪♪

She got a lot of nerve,
bringing him in here.

It's ironic--
he doesn't have to hide.

I wonder how much
he's gonna set bail for.

Whatever it is,
we'll pay it.

Cooper...

I'm okay.

All rise.
All present in the state of
California vs. Cooper Freedman.

Be seated.
Dr. Freedman, you were present

at a grand jury hearing
this morning

where you were asked questions
as to the whereabouts

of Evan Dawson,
but you refused to answer.

Is that correct?
Yes, your honor.

At the urging
of the district attorney,

I am prepared to Grant immunity
from prosecution

if you provide the grand jury
with the location

of Evan Dawson and his father.

With that said, if I send you
back to the grand jury,

will you answer all questions
put before you?

I'm sorry, your honor,
but I can't do that.

- Where is he?!
- I need my son!

Dr. Freedman, the court
holds you in contempt.

I am remanding you
to the custody of

the Los Angeles county
sheriff's office until such time

as you agree to come forth
and answer to the grand jury.
Motion for bail, your honor.

Denied. No bail.

He sits until he talks.

Charlotte.

Get out.

Are you okay?

They b*at him up.

Who does that?

Who hits someone and...

He takes care of children,
for god sake.

You're upset.

I'm angry.

I mean, I know he'd do
anything for his patients.

He'll cover up whatever it takes
to keep them safe, but...

This is wrong, and...

And what?

Nothing.

Oh, come on, Charlotte.

I'd think you'd be
a better liar than that.

I usually am.

I'm upset, okay?

I mean, I'm a damn fine liar,
but...

He wants me to do something.

And I shouldn't.

But he wants me to.

He knows where they are,
doesn't he?

It's against the law,
Charlotte.

He can't do that.
You can't do that.

Evan has a kidney infection.
He needs antibiotics.

Charlotte,
you can't do anything.

I know.

I mean, why should I?

He lied to me.
He lied to all of us.

So why should I help?

Look at the blisters.

He woke up screaming.

They gave him morphine
for the pain.
It's not so bad.

It is. It's horrible.
What's wrong with him?

It's called
hand-foot syndrome.

It's one of the side effects
we talked about.

I want it stopped.

I-I can't put him
through this.

No. I-I...
I want to be there.

I want the chance
to be there.

I don't care
what the side effects are.
Neil.

You heard me, Pete.

We keep going.

♪♪♪

Neil's going
into liver failure.

♪ ...In a crowd ♪

He's dying,
but he was always dying.

The man is in excruciating pain
because of your treatment.

That's all you can say?
We should probably take him
off the protocol.

What is wrong with you?
The results we get
from his treatment

will help refine the protocol
for the future.
I-I-I can't believe
you can just sit there

and--and pretend
that this is a good thing.
I have a patient

who is holding out hope,
hope that we gave him,

and now I have to go
back out there and tell him

he'll never see his child.
Well, if that's the problem,
I'll tell him.

What? Isn't that
what you want?

No. That's not
what I want at all.

♪ One memory ♪

Hey. You want to tell me
what you're doing?

Uh, um...

What are you doing,
Addison?

I'm getting Cooper out of jail.
He knows where Evan is.

He asked Charlotte to go
to them, and now she left.

So you're going through
Charlotte's stuff

to see where she went?

What are you--
you're not some...

This isn't your job
to begin with.
Yeah, well,
Cooper's a doctor.

It's not his job
to harbor fugitives and lie

and put someone else
in the middle of all this.

You know, cover-ups don't work.
They fall apart.

They cause collateral damage.
People get hurt.

You been all worked up
since this guy showed up,

and whoever he is--
it's the captain.

Oh. I always liked
your father.

Yeah, well...
You don't really know him.

Got it.

Wait. Addison, just...

Talk to Cooper,
talk to Charlotte.

Don't go around them.
The police
don't want them, Sam.

They want Evan and his father.

Look, I get why Cooper
can't talk now.

He'll hate himself forever.

Charlotte's the loyal
girlfriend, so she can't do it.

I'll do it. Cooper can be
the hero. I'll be the bad guy.

♪ All alone ♪

All right.

♪ ...a while ♪

It isn't anything you did.

Infections are more common
in diabetics.

Look,
we sure appreciate it.

I know it's--it's way beyond
the call of duty.

Is Dr. Cooper okay?

He's okay.

You need to take the antibiotics
three times a day.

It's very important to take
all of it, all right?

♪ All alone ♪

♪ you've been there a while ♪

Dad?

How'd you get me out?

They found frank and Evan.
I was with 'em.

Cooper, I'm sorry.
What, did--
did they follow you?

No. I was careful.

Cooper.

If you touch him,
I swear to god--

stay away from us.

Charlotte...

Did you tell anyone? Did...

Addison.

The necrosis is so severe,
it caused a blockage

of your bile duct
in your liver--

what he's trying
to say is...

Unfortunately,
the treatment isn't working.

We have to stop.

No.
There's just nothing more
we can do.

I'm sorry.

We made a choice.

We can't be angry at you.

I am. I am pissed.

I want to break things
I'm so pissed.

I accepted the cancer.

I even accepted the death.

But...

At least
we should've had time...

Time to be a family,

even if
for just a little bit.

There is
one more option.

Not for you.

For you.

We could
deliver the baby... now.

Oh, hey, Heather.

Hi.

Uh, Dell is picking up Betsey
from school,

and I have a meeting.

Oh, good. Good.
A meeting, that's good.

Is this part two
of the intervention,

coming to see me?

So Dell told you
about that.

Yeah, he told me.

He didn't want to, but, um,
no secrets.

It's part of the program.
I can't live that way.

That's good.

Look... I understand.

I'm the first one to tell you,
this is scary.

I mean, we were both worried
that it was too soon.

I know
I have to earn his trust.

But I love him,

and he loves me,

and Betsey is happy.

And that's the most important
thing, isn't it?

Well, um, i'm--
I'm not sure it is.

I mean, she's a child whose
family was broken apart.

So of course she's happy
to see you together again.

But you don't think I'm safe.

I--i'm... I'm worried
about all of you.

I'm afraid, too.

Not a day goes by
that I don't think about using.

But when I was in rehab,
I thought a lot about...

When Betsey was born.

And I was clean, I was happy,
and we were a family.

When I'm with her
and when I'm with Dell,

I'm at my best.

I think I can do this.

I-I want to do this...

Because they're
the best part of me.

Look, I have to get
to the meeting, so--

oh, of course, of course.
I'm, uh...

I'm sorry
to have bothered you, Heather.

All right, bye.

Did you not understand
what was happening?

Did you not understand
that I had made a choice?

I understood

that you chose
to break several laws,

putting yourself,
your girlfriend

and this entire practice
at risk.
I confided in you, Addison.

I didn't ask for your help.
No. You were having
moral qualms,

and I saw you coming down
on the wrong side of them.

You gave Evan
to his abusive stepfather.

He was terrified. You put him
into the hands of his attacker.

I have to trust that
the courts will sort it out.

It's not mine to do or yours,
either of yours.
Oh, you are not that naive.

They're not gonna get it,
the father goes to jail,

and this kid gets beaten,
and our practice is okay.

Yay, us.
Cooper, enough.

Hey, are you in on this, Sam?
I'm not taking sides.

Well, I did. I took a side.
So did I,
and I'd do it again.

Addison, this--
we need you to deliver
Margaret delhom's baby

before her husband dies.

Uh, Gabriel fife.
Heard great things about you.
Yeah, uh, Addison Montgomery.
What happened?

Dr. Fife tried
an experimental treatment.

It didn't work.
Neil doesn't have much time.

Margaret still has six weeks
left. I can't deliver yet.
Babies come in at 34 weeks
all the time.

Do an amnio, check the lungs.

If they're mature,
what's the problem?

The problem, Dr. Fife,
is that human fetuses

are supposed to grow to 40 weeks
before we yank them out.
You yank them out?

You know, I thought the great
thing about being a doctor

was we could make things happen
that should happen.

Well... he's fun.

Are you really
on board with this?
I don't know.

Neil wants to meet
his daughter.

Margaret wants to be able
to tell that baby

that her father held her
and loved her.

And that baby,
she's gonna want to know it.

And I know all the reasons we
shouldn't deliver the baby now.

But I keep thinking about...
When Violet was att*cked

and how I didn't know
if I'd ever meet Lucas.

I didn't know
if I'd ever meet my son.

And I know...

That I would've done anything
to meet him.

Easy.

Jail sucked, Sam.

It sucked,
and it was for nothing.

Well, coulda been worse.

It wasn't worse.

Well, that's good.

Yeah.

That's good.

Ow.

Hello.

Evan?

I know Evan says I stabbed him,
but I didn't.

I told you,
I didn't hurt him.

You left your son alone with his abuser?
No.

Get out of my way.
No, you're not touching
my son.

Me? You're worried about me?
I told you.

You didn't believe me.
You didn't believe Evan.
I screwed up.
I screwed up, okay?

But you're not touching him.
Just...

I got this. Okay. I'm sorry.
Uh, I'm Dr. Sam Bennett.

I understand
how you must be feeling.

Let me just go in there
and give your son

the best medical treatment
he could get.

Okay? Please.
Just let me help your son.

Are they gonna let
my dad outta jail?

Uh, I don't know. But right now,
I'm concerned about you.

Am I... gonna be okay?

Absolutely.

Dr. Bennett?

Get me 4-0 nylon,
1% lido with epi

and a suture kit.

It's one thing coming after me.
I can tell you to back off.

But going to my wife
is inexcusable.
I-I came to see you.

Well, then you shoulda
walked away.
I am so sorry
if I upset her. I--

no, you upset me, all right?
I mean, maybe--maybe I hid it.

Maybe I should've
let all of you know

when we started seeing
each other, but I didn't,

because I was trying to figure
out how I was feeling by myself.
I get that.

Everyone gave you space

when you were trying
to figure out what you wanted.

Besides Pete, no one
got in your business

about the choices
you've been making about Lucas,

choices, by the way,
which we don't all support--

you giving up your child.
But we, you know, we love you

and we respect you,
and we know this has been tough,

and we're just trying
to be supportive.

So if--if you don't like
what I did, it's fine. Okay?

But respect it. If you can
respect Cooper for--for

committing a crime and putting
his career on the line,

I would think
you could respect me.

You want me to tell Cooper?

I will.

Give me a minute
to talk to Evan.
All right.

Now you said your stepfather
did this to you.

But your wounds
are all even, Evan,

and they're superficial.

They're called
intention marks.

There's no way
he did this to you.

You did this to yourself.

Why would you hurt yourself?

If I had proof...

That Ted hurt me...

They'd have to let my dad
outta jail.

You can't tell anyone.

Please.

You want Ted to go to jail?
Let's find real evidence.

Tell me what he did to you.
Tell me everything.

We'll take x-rays,
find proof.

We will put
that son of a bitch in jail.

You can tell me. Anything.

I can't.

Why not?

I didn't mean
for all this to happen.

I just wanted Ted
to go away.

So I told my mom
Ted hit me.

It was one lie
to keep my parents together.

Only my dad believed me,
and she didn't.

So he took me away.

And once I started,
I-I didn't know how to stop.

So I kept lying and lying.

I didn't know
what else to do.

I-I didn't know
what else to do.

- Aah!
- That's good, Margaret.

Okay, one more push. Ready?
On the count of three.
Good, good, good.

One, two... and three.
Push.
Push.

Push.

Okay. Great.
There she is.

Is she okay?

She's perfect.

Evan's okay.

Turns out, uh, his wounds
were superficial.

Intention wounds.

He faked 'em, Cooper,

to get his father out of jail.

It turns out
there was never any abuse.

He lied about all of it.

No. Unh-unh.

No, I know this kid.
That's not...

This chart
doesn't prove that.

You think I'm making this up?
Why would I do that?

You told Addison. You, who can
keep a marriage a secret,

couldn't keep this to yourself
when someone's life

depended on it.
People lie, Cooper.

I lied. You lied. He lied.

No. This is a good kid. You--
you, what, you bullied him?

You're a miserable bitch,
so you bullied him?

You're trying to take
what you did and--and--

just because you are a liar, it
doesn't mean everyone else is.
I know he lied
because he told me he lied.

And you can call me
all the names you want to,

but it doesn't change that.

♪ ...childlike heroes ♪

♪ but I don't wanna go ♪

I met a guy, I fell in love
and I married him.

And it ended badly, and I don't
like to go back there.

I was a different person.
And I am with you now.

And there are things
I coulda told you,

could tell you,
that would make it easier,

but... I don't want
to go back there.

That is why
I don't talk about it.

♪♪♪

We were gonna get married.

And you gave me a big speech

about the big white wedding
and who you were

and what you wanted and--and how
it was gonna be hard for you

to walk down the aisle
without big daddy.

So either you've already
walked down the aisle

without your father

or you'd already had
your big white wedding with him.

You lied, Charlotte.

You lie.

♪ They might be mine ♪

♪ I feel this love ♪

♪ could cross the sand ♪

♪ I want to feel ♪

♪ that way ♪

♪ oh ♪

♪ The fire might linger
and fade away ♪

♪ the fire might linger
and fade away ♪

♪ the fire might linger ♪

♪ and fade away ♪

♪ oh ♪

♪ the fire might linger ♪

♪ and fade away ♪

♪ the shadows run ♪

♪ from yesterday ♪

♪ like everyone ♪

Hey.

I heard Evan's dad
is getting out of jail,

that Lynn is dropping
the charges.

He's a child, Addison.
My job is to believe him.

That's what I do.
I believe people.

At least... I did.

I wish I could... trust,

but... I've been b*rned
too many times.

And that's why
you didn't believe me?

I don't know. Maybe.

Well, I'd do it again.

I know. Because you protect
the people you love.

Yeah. And you may think
we were doing the same thing,

but you were wrong.

Even if I lied to you,

even if Evan lied to me,
you were wrong.

You don't always know better.

I thought you'd want to know,

Neil delhom
got to meet his baby.
I know.

You feel good about that?
Don't you?

I am happy for them.

I think you are happy

because you pushed the envelope
and you won.

Chalk one up for science.
What does it matter?
I got it done. Did you?

You take risks.
You push people.

Only you don't have to pay
the price if you fail.
Of course I do.

Failure costs me everything.

It costs
my patients everything.

And what about what it cost Neil
to put him through that?

Yes, a man will die
who was gonna die anyway.

But if it had worked, a lot
of people would've lived--

still might
from what I've learned--

and all of them,
they matter to me.

What?

Nothing.

It's just, you wouldn't
know it to look at you,

that you care.

♪♪♪

Sorry I'm not
more user-friendly.

♪♪♪

Me, too.

♪ There comes a time ♪

♪ a time ♪

♪ In everyone's life ♪

This is
a congratulatory plant--

an... apologetic,

congratulatory plant.

I'm so sorry, Dell.

I-I should not
have talked to Heather.

But... but I'm glad I did.

She seemed good.

She's doing everything
she can for Betsey.

♪♪♪

You have done an amazing thing
for your daughter.

You know, I, you know,
I love my daughter, Violet.

But getting back together with
Heather, that wasn't for her.

I love Heather.

We fell in love again.

And you're really happy?

Yeah, I am.

Well...

♪♪♪

You deserve it.

♪ Someone that you... ♪

Violet.

So do you.

♪ When all your faith
is gone ♪

♪ Feels like you can't go... ♪

Can I come in?

♪ On ♪

♪ let it be me ♪

♪ Let it be me ♪

You always get
the best room.

I'm a Montgomery.

♪ If it's a friend... ♪

Do--do you want to...

Oh, no.

Yes.

♪ Let it be me ♪

♪ let it be me ♪

♪ I remember ♪

♪ all too well ♪

♪ just how it feels
to be all alone ♪

I was thinking about
how I used to take you

out on the boat
when you were little,

just you and me,

and I'd teach you
how to sail.

We'd sail together.

Those were our best times.

♪ When you need someone ♪

Yes.

They were.

I want more best times,

just you and me.

♪ When all your faith
is gone ♪

You're not my family.

♪ Let it be me ♪

I have a family.

They come to work with me
every day,

and we care about each other.

We take care of each other.

And when we lie
for each other,

it's for a reason,
it's for good,

it's for lives saved.

They're my family,

not you.

I'm sorry, but...

Not you.

♪♪♪

But you came here.

♪ ...be me ♪

I don't forgive you.

♪ If it's... ♪

But you're here.

♪ A friend you need ♪

I am.

I'm here.

♪ Let it be me ♪

♪ let it be me ♪