Ohh.
Sorry.
Did I wake you?
Yes.
[SIGHS] The baby's pressing
on my bladder,
so I have to pee approximately
times every night.
We can talk about baby names
since we are both awake.
I keep coming back to one name, Kelly.
It reminds me of a Kelly clamp,
and I will think about
grasping onto tissue or vessels
every time I'm holding our son.
What about Addison?
Addison Murphy.
Addison is the name of a disease.
I'll worry our son is not
producing enough cortisol
or aldosterone.
You can go back to sleep.
I have to go pee again anyway.
Morning!
Pancakes, anyone?
They are not just ordinary pancakes.
They are Dutch baby pancakes.
Also known as Bismarcks,
Dutch puffs, and even Hootenannies.
- I looked it up.
- That is correct.
They are baked in an oven, not fried.
I was up very early.
Oh, sorry if my frequent
bathroom trips kept you up.
Oh, don't be silly.
You're making a human.
Thank you.
So, Kelly and Addison are out.
I don't disagree.
How about Munchausen?
Shaun.
- Or Parkinson?
- Oh. Ohh.
Our bedroom conversations
are meant to be private.
All of them?
Well, it's not like
you were talking about...
Never mind.
Let's eat.
A friend on the San Jose
school board reached out.
They're looking for someone
to give a series of online talks
to high schoolers
about careers in medicine,
specifically to young women of color.
That's great.
I thought you'd be perfect.
Oh.
That wasn't the reaction
I was expecting.
Maybe Dr. Tooks can do it.
Tooks is a mom.
These high school kids
don't see themselves in her.
There's gotta be someone else.
There isn't, which is the whole point.
Only % of surgeons
in the U.S. are Black.
Don't be afraid to
step into the spotlight.
I'm not afraid. I'm just very busy.
Okay. It will only take
a couple hours of your time.
"If you can see it,
you can be it" is a real thing.
It is not my responsibility
to be the one they see.
[ELEVATOR BELL DINGS]
[SIGHS] Okay.
Nathan hit his head
on the trampoline frame
at his birthday party two days ago.
He got a bump, but he seemed fine.
Where's Daddy?
I told you.
He's away for work helping people.
He'll be back in a few days, okay?
Is it possible to develop
a concussion two days later?
Well, let's see if we can
find out what's going on.
[SIGHS]
Nathan, what's your puppy's name?
Patches.
Can I look into Patches' eyes
with this little light,
make sure he's okay?
Or you can do it?
Just look in here.
Can you pick this back up
and give it to the doctor?
I can't. Where's Daddy?
Can you give me a high five, bud?
Good. Now high ten.
What's happening?
Is... Is this a concussion?
It's not a concussion.
Your son is having a stroke.
[THEME MUSIC PLAYING]
Synced & corrected by -robtor-
www.addic ed.com
You are late.
No, I'm not.
It's : a.m.
Oh, it... It is now,
but I'm pretty sure it was still :
when I walked through the door.
Were you getting your hair cut?
[CHUCKLES] No.
Are you using dr*gs again?
No.
You are on probation,
and I am responsible for you.
Common signs of drug abuse
include ignoring responsibilities
and secretive behavior.
I promise you, I'm clean.
- I'll pee in a cup if you want.
- [CELLPHONE DINGS]
Okay.
I'm going to assist Dr. Park.
You can join the case if your
sample comes back clean.
[SIGHS] I wasn't even late.
Sorry, a chance to help
young, diverse women
and kiss the hospital president's ass
at the same time?
There's only one answer to that.
It starts with a "Y," ends with a "Yes."
- That didn't work.
- I know, I should've bailed.
But I stand by my point.
Aren't we busy enough?
And why do I have the burden
of extra homework
just because I have
more melanin than you?
- [CELLPHONE CHIMES]
- _
And why is my Grandma E
texting me right now?
You shouldn't think of it as homework,
and you definitely shouldn't
think of it as a burden.
And you shouldn't think you
know what it's like to be me.
Point taken.
- Hm.
- [CELLPHONE CHIMES]
What the...?
Okay, can we just focus on
our patients, please?
Thank you.
[GASPS]
Quinque, there you are.
Grandma E, what are you doing here?
I was told they have doctors here.
I've got tightness in the chest,
shortness of breath, swollen ankles.
Why didn't you go see
your doctors in Oakland?
[SCOFFS] Those idiots said
that my ascites indicated
I had "cirrhosis of the liver"
like I'm some kind of a drunk.
And I figured,
with my family connections,
I could get some top-shelf care here.
I can't be involved in any of your...
But I can.
Delighted to meet you, Grandma E.
I'm Dr. Wolke.
Okay. Jordan, baby, you stay
and keep an eye on little mister here.
He might try to skate by
on his good looks.
Ah.
Can you lean back for me?
[GROANS]
Jordan, you never mentioned
having a sister.
See? I like him.
Distended jugular veins
with increased JVP.
Kussmaul's sign and pulsus paradoxus.
Maybe I don't like you so much now.
She does have a history
of chest radiation.
[ULTRASOUND WARBLING]
Echo-brightness of the pericardium.
[WEAKLY] What does that mean?
The sac around your heart is inflamed.
There are calcium deposits.
Grandma?
All right, those are faint pulses.
Okay, if we don't do something,
she's gonna arrest.
Set up an OR stat for a pericardiotomy.
No, Rick, stay.
I-I promise I've got this.
Sorry to interrupt. We're ready.
[SIGHS]
Can you please talk to my husband?
Of course.
This is Dr. Park.
How does a four-year-old end up
with a stroke from bumping his head?
Head trauma's one of the main causes.
Well, I feel like I should
get on a plane now,
but Linda's telling me to stay.
How far are you?
Alabama. We still have people missing
after the tornado ripped through.
I can't tell you how to prioritize,
but I can tell you I'm hoping
to make your son better
well before you could get here.
Thank you.
We're okay.
You'll be back in a few days anyway,
so just stay and keep helping.
Okay.
[MONITOR BEEPING, AIR HISSING]
Evacuating the hematoma.
I saw on the Weather Channel
that the Alabama tornado
was the th to reach a
on the Enhanced Fujita Scale
in the last years.
Together, they have caused
fatalities.
Luckily, we have people like his dad
who run towards a crisis.
But he also has a crisis
right here with his son.
He didn't know that when he left.
I'm not seeing an active bleeder.
There is a hyper-vascularized
brain parenchyma
in this resection cavity.
Oh, the major named vessels
are all smaller than usual
and look scarred in.
The hemorrhage was not
from hitting his head.
This boy and his brain are even
sicker than we thought.
Widening the sternal retractor.
So, why does she call you Queen K?
It's Quinque.
Latin for five because
I'm the fifth child of six.
So does she call
your little brother "Sex"?
Please focus so you don't
k*ll my grandmother.
Cauterizing the edges
of the sternal periosteum.
She's so charming.
Why didn't you get any of those genes?
Charm is one of the many layers
of a very complicated woman.
Grandma E drove me like a drill
sergeant from the day I was born.
Ensure the pericardium is free from
both the pleurae and the diaphragm.
blade.
Oh.
We need a new blade.
What's happening?
I can't pierce it.
Never seen constrictive
pericarditis this severe.
It's completely calcified.
Your grandma has what's known
as a coconut heart.
Your son has a rare auto-immune
disorder called primary CNS vasculitis.
It's causing inflammation of his
blood vessels throughout his brain.
Okay, um...
Wh-What are the next steps?
Cyclophosphamide infusions.
That's chemo.
My mother had that
when she had breast cancer.
And she... she lost her hair,
she threw
up, she got sores all over her mouth.
Letting this go untreated
is far worse...
Recurrent brain bleeds,
possibly large territory strokes.
It could be fatal.
Nathan will be on some form of
immunosuppression his whole life.
I'm sorry.
Thank you, Doctor.
[SOBS SOFTLY]
How do you cr*ck open a coconut
without puncturing what's underneath?
Constrictive pericarditis.
Please stop saying "coconut."
It's my grandmother and it's serious.
Not your case.
I'm just having a snack.
And trying to help.
Mm-hmm.
We need ideas.
Left anterior thoracotomy
and partial excision of the pericardium.
Avoids sternal infection and
seems likely the safest route.
It will require more surgeries.
Please go away.
What... What are you advocating for?
Complete removal.
Hear me out.
A median sternotomy gives us clear
access to the diseased pericardium
from phrenic nerve to phrenic nerve.
That's way too risky.
Complete decortication fixes
her heart... completely.
You are advocating for an extensive,
high-risk surgery.
Meanwhile, a partial removal
offers your -year-old grandmother
a sh*t at full health for what will
likely amount
to the rest of her life.
Shouldn't you let the patient decide?
No.
I don't present something
if it's not a viable option.
I think it is viable.
Her surgeon doesn't.
Jordan, go be a granddaughter.
[DR. ANDREWS] If I hadn't become a
surgeon, I think I would've been a writer.
- I would've...
- [CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
You never told me your
grandmother worked at Marcus Books.
Was I supposed to?
I was just a lowly clerk.
It came up when I heard
his name was Marcus.
There is nothing lowly about being
at the center
of a cultural landmark.
My Auntie Winn used to
take me to author readings
by Toni Morrison, Maya Angelou.
And you were there every day!
I probably served you some cookies.
You ever meet James Baldwin?
- I did.
- What?
[JORDAN] Okay.
She can probably use some rest.
Yes. Absolutely.
If you need anything at all,
Miss Evelyn,
you know where to find me.
- Thank you, Marcus.
- Yes, ma'am.
Marcus Books. Wow!
That was weird.
Not as weird as you refusing
to do his mentorship program.
[SIGHS SOFTLY]
Let's talk about you...
and your heart.
Your pericardium has become hardened,
likely from your cancer treatments.
So what happens now?
Dr. Lim has decided on
a partial removal.
And... And you think that's best?
Jordan Jacqueline Allen,
you look at me and you tell me
if you think it's best.
[DOOR CLOSES]
Wow. It took you guys a while
to get home, huh?
We went out to dinner
because Lea thought that...
Why are you on the floor?
What's with the high chairs?
I stopped at Costco on the way home.
Surprisingly diverse selection of wines.
There's an open bottle
if you... if you guys want,
although that might be empty.
Danger.
Oh, I remember wine.
Are you drunk?
No. Maybe a little.
I'm baby-proofing.
Danger.
Are you okay?
Oh, you guys gotta get
down here and check this out.
From the baby's perspective,
this place is a frickin' death trap...
for Nicholas.
Placeholder name.
We can call him Nick or Nicky.
I like Nicky.
Okay, why did you buy three highchairs?
Well, one's a gift for you,
and the other two I'll take back.
Danger.
That could be dangerous.
Y-You don't have to buy us anything.
I also got you a nanny cam.
[LAUGHS]
It's a... it's... it's a teddy bear,
but you wouldn't believe it,
there's a camera inside.
That is very practical. And cute.
Ugh, okay. We will not need a
highchair or baby-proofing for a year.
And we will not name our son
Nick, Nicholas, or Nicky,
or any variation thereof.
Okay.
Okay, well, that's fair enough.
But you... you're gonna want this.
It's a book by Dr. Spock on parenting.
Everyone read this book back in the day.
He was so popular, he ran for president.
Danger.
I'm going to bed.
Yeah, but you're gonna want
to r-read this
before the baby comes
and you get exhausted.
[LEA, MUFFLED] Already there.
Danger!
What were you thinking?
That my grandmother deserved
the good muffin?
She told me she will only agree
to complete decortication,
which she shouldn't even know about.
You do not present a patient
with an option
that I have deemed unsafe
and wouldn't even perform.
- It's unacceptable.
- You're right.
I felt like your plan was
a little conservative, but I...
You are a resident.
Your feelings about my
decisions are not relevant.
I'll let her know I was wrong.
And convince her I'm right.
Or find her another hospital.
Yes, ma'am.
[CLEARS THROAT]
Um, your muffins are ready.
How's he handling the chemo?
You doing okay, bud?
Nathan, can you answer Dr. Park, please?
Is everything okay?
No.
You're right. It's not okay.
Okay, these aren't toys.
We okay, Mom?
He got dozens of new toys
for his birthday.
He shouldn't have to be
building castles with pill bottles.
I'm sorry.
Maybe you shouldn't be
trying to do all of this alone.
My husband's saving lives.
I can't pull him away from that.
I can.
Give me your phone.
Hi, Rick.
Dr. Park.
Mm.
[JORDAN] You okay?
Yeah, I'm fine.
But you're not.
What happened?
I was wrong to question
Dr. Lim's surgical advice.
She's the best.
I hope to be her someday.
And if she thinks the partial
removal of the pericardium
is the best course of action,
then I agree with her.
Okay.
Then that's what I'll do.
But why did you go against
her advice in the first place?
I felt like I needed
to do extra, to be a hero.
Why?
Since I was little, you told me
I had to work twice as hard,
be twice as good as everybody else.
After all these years, I'm...
still striving
to be good enough for you.
Yeah, see, that's a lot of pressure.
But it's what the world requires
from people that look like you and me.
When's my daddy coming?
Your daddy's getting on a plane.
He's gonna be back soon.
But now, we have to see if
the medicine's working, okay?
If it is, can I stop taking it?
I'm so sorry.
You still need it.
I hate it.
I know.
Let's play a game,
like hide-and-seek, okay?
Okay, lie down.
You get to go in the tunnel.
And stay very still
so nobody can find you.
I'll come back and get you when
the coast is clear.
Sound good?
[MRI MACHINE WHIRRING]
You are very good with him.
Starting the imaging.
[DR. PARK] Thanks.
Nathan, you're about to hear
some banging.
It's just the machine.
But remember to stay really still, okay?
I am.
Try a little harder, okay, bud?
[MRI MACHINE CLACKING]
Ah, motion artifact.
We might have to sedate him.
Those are not artifacts.
He does not have CNS vasculitis.
He has moyamoya disease.
What the heck is that?
A narrow carotid artery is
reducing blood flow to his brain.
This area here,
looks like a puff of smoke?
That's what moyamoya means in Japanese.
A bunch of new, tiny vessels have
developed
to circumvent the blockage.
But because the vessels are abnormal,
they're prone to bleeds.
We can fix the problem with a
very interesting brain surgery.
Well, so... so now that you're done
poisoning our son with chemo
that he didn't need,
we should trust you
to cr*ck open his skull?
We will use a small craniotomy
to access...
I get why you're frustrated.
Moyamoya is rare and
notoriously hard to diagnose.
Many kids get chemo they
don't need for a lot longer.
We're hoping to do Nathan's
first brain surgery tomorrow.
He needs more than one?
What's brain surgery?
Hey.
[DR. PARK] It's how we're gonna
make you all better.
No more chemo?
No more chemo.
Are you gonna be here?
My plane got cancelled,
buddy. [CHUCKLES]
But, uh... but, look, I-I promise
I'm gonna be there
as soon as I can, okay?
Can Patches get brain surgery, too?
N-No.
Patches is a stuffed animal.
It does not have a brain.
Oh.
[SIGHS]
[TOILET CLACKING]
Ohh!
[GRUNTS] Oh!
I just peed in our bathtub.
Glassman has to go.
[ELEVATOR BELL DINGS]
[PEREZ] Aah!
- Sorry!
- Hey!
Sorry!
[GRUNTS]
[GRUNTS]
First years.
[PANTING]
You are late again.
Come on. Like one minute.
And last time...
Your drug test from yesterday
was negative.
You are not using.
So what is causing your tardiness?
Look, I'm sorry.
I've been doing really well.
And the reason I'm doing so well...
is my daily meeting.
Sets my mind right.
It's kinda far,
and there's morning traffic.
Support is very important.
And so is punctuality.
I'm going to map a complex
double-barrel vascular bypass.
[SIGHS]
[SAW WHIRRING]
- [POPS]
- Mnh! Dang it!
That's the sixth time
you've k*lled my grandmother.
It wasn't working with the rongeur.
I'm trying to sell Lim
on a little more power.
I just need to find the right torque.
That's reassuring.
Stop hovering. Go visit, visitor.
Convincing Evelyn Allen to do a surgery,
after convincing her not to,
was a little bumpy.
Details, please.
I took the opportunity to
explain how much pressure
she's put on me over the years,
and she took that opportunity
to make me feel inadequate once again.
I never thought of you as
someone who lacks for confidence.
Fake it 'til you make it.
You're a resident in one
of the top surgical programs.
You've already made it.
All I see is the ground
I've still got to cover.
[SAW WHIRRING]
- [POPS]
- Mnh!
How's it going?
Not ready for prime time.
This STA anatomy is ideal as a
donor vessel to bypass the blockage.
So, we'll reroute the scalp
vessel into the brain here.
Gonna give you a little tip.
Next time a child asks
if you could do surgery
on his stuffed animal
so that he feels less scared?
Say yes.
I was only telling him the truth.
Oh.
This branch of
the middle cerebral artery
looks like an ideal recipient.
You're about to be a father.
Children are illogical.
And we can place temporary
clips for vascular control,
and then anastomose the STA
to the MCA using - Prolenes.
[BEEPS]
I was very logical as a child.
I did not like being talked to
like I was dumb,
and I definitely did not like
being lied to.
That child there felt that
if his Dalmatian
went through this scary thing with him,
he'd be less scared.
If can embrace another person's
thought process,
it can strengthen the relationship.
Lea thinks she should not
have to pee in the tub...
which I understand.
No kidnapping my grandmother.
I asked him to do a lap
around the floor.
I needed a change of scenery.
Well, you've had your lap,
now back to your cell.
Thanks for the tour, Speedy.
Speedy?
I'm guessing it's because I was
sprinting through here this morning.
Yeah, I was late.
Second time this week.
Snooze buttons... the devil's plaything.
I was actually at a Narcotics
Anonymous meeting this morning.
I go every day.
"Confess your sins to each other
and pray for each other
so you may be healed."
James : .
Amen to that.
Good for you, young man.
There's gotta be a closer meeting.
I've tried the closer one.
The hard-liners who run it think that
wearing a suit and tie
is the key to staying sober.
Start your own meeting,
here at the hospital.
Set your own tone.
And you're never late for work again.
[CHUCKLES] I'm not...
I'm not qualified to be a leader.
No such thing.
Leaders lead.
Simple as that.
Hm.
You are annoying.
Well, nice to see you, too, Shaun.
Not to me, but to Lea.
And I want to keep
our relationship strong.
She feels your presence
has taken over our apartment,
and she wants her space back.
I overstepped with the baby-proofing?
And suggesting names.
And the Dr. Spock thing?
And there's more. The nanny cam...
Okay, okay, okay.
[SIGHS]
It was fun thinking about your baby
and the future, and...
Maybe it has been a nice distraction.
Yes, it was.
Which you've needed
since your house b*rned down
and you lost all of your belongings
and you have no place to live.
Yes. Thank you, Shaun.
Dr. Glassman,
you are not exactly my family.
I get it. I-I know, Shaun.
But I consider you to be
the baby's grandfather.
Wow.
Thank you.
I never thought that
would happen for me.
Thank you.
You can stay.
I will tell Lea,
and she will change her mind.
No, no, no. I'm going to go.
[SHAUN] Where?
I don't know.
Can I get you a magazine?
No, thank you.
Are your pillows positioned okay?
[SIGHS] Okay, you're doing it again.
What?
That thing you've been doing
since you were little
where you're just fussing over people,
when it's you that's in need.
Okay, come on.
Tell me.
You just met Dr. Perez,
and you were so nice and supportive.
Do you know how long
I've waited for you to say,
"Good job" to me,
or, "Wow, you're a doctor"?
[SIGHS]
Do you know who Rebecca Crumpler is?
No.
She was the first Black female doctor.
And when I read about her,
I wanted to be just like her.
But, unfortunately, I didn't
know who she was, either...
until you were in med school.
Quinque, I have been impressed by you
since you were in kindergarten.
[BREATHING SHAKILY]
- Grandma?
- [ALARMS BEEPING RAPIDLY]
Grandma?
What's going on?
She's having trouble breathing.
[GASPING]
She's hypotensive.
[PANTING]
Jugular vein distention has increased.
Her heart is failing.
Tell me you got through a practice run.
I was coming to say we
were postponing the surgery
so we could practice more.
[DR. ANDREWS] What are you hanging?
Uh, it's...
You can read, obviously.
Is this okay? I'm sorry.
I should've cleared it with you first.
Yes, you should have.
Because I would've told you to use
the small conference room up on .
It's quieter up there,
and the room has blinds...
to help with the "anonymous" part.
Thanks.
[CELLPHONE RINGING]
This is Park.
I had to fly to San Francisco.
I'm just grabbing a cab now.
Can you... Can you hold
the surgery until I get there?
We can't.
If he hemorrhages again...
Well, can... can... Can you
put him on the phone?
He's already sedated.
But what if... what if
this was my last chance
to talk to him?
I'll treat Nathan
like my own son, I promise.
Thank you.
- [SAW WHIRRING]
- Try to puncture the pericardium
and grab an edge so we can
start to peel the shell.
Mm!
Apply more pressure.
[SAW WHIRRING]
We might need to use another tool
to pierce it.
Let's try the rongeur.
[MONITOR BEEPING]
- Ah!
- Perforation of the myocardium.
- Manually tamponading the hole.
- [ALARMS BEEPING RAPIDLY]
Pledgeted sutures.
The pericardium's just too calcified.
It's adherent to the myocardium.
So what do we do?
Repair the perforation.
After that, I'm open to ideas.
We could put her on bypass.
Gently peel off the calcified
pericardium bit by bit.
And then repair the damage as we go?
That's like poking holes in a bucket
and then hoping we can plug
them before all the water leaks out.
[JORDAN] I have an idea.
Go ahead.
It's called the waffle procedure.
I found a novel study that said
dense calcified plaques
can be scored into multiple
cross-hatched sections.
No removal at all?
Exactly. The shell stays in its place,
but the heart has room to
expand and contract as it beats.
Mortality rate?
Under %.
Talk me through it.
Okay. Ultrasonic scalpel.
Start by incising
the calcified pericardium.
[SAW WHIRRING]
ICG angio looks great.
Dr. Perez, you may do the dural closure,
then replace the skull flap.
[MONITOR BEEPING]
Before we close...
We're almost a full hour
ahead of schedule.
Why not go ahead with the
bypass in his other hemisphere?
Mm, that is not the plan.
Simultaneous bilateral surgery
risks altering brain flow too much.
It could cause another bleed.
But maybe there's a way
to reduce that risk.
The wait for the follow-up
surgery will be hell on the parents,
the whole time knowing
their son's brain...
The parents' stress
is not medically relevant.
I know, Shaun, but, please...
Can you think of any other way?
An encephaloduroarteriosynangiosis
of the left side
would be relatively low risk.
We could safely do that now.
Thank you.
Rick, Linda.
The surgery went well.
[GROANS]
[IN SING-SONG] There she is.
[NORMAL VOICE] Right on schedule.
How do you feel?
Like I can breathe,
for the first time in a long time.
Thank Dr. Lim for me.
I will.
Somebody's all puffed up.
Uh...
You did something.
The surgical team got a little stuck.
I just gave them a new idea.
[CHUCKLES] Good job.
Wow! You're a doctor.
Wow. Okay.
You're just laying it on
a little too thick now.
[BOTH LAUGHING]
[DR. PARK] Looking good.
How are you feeling?
Okay.
Can you give me a high five?
High ten?
- Hey, good job!
- Good job, buddy!
Good boy, buddy.
Where's Patches?
He is right here.
You did do the brain surgery on him.
No, I just put bandages on its
head to make you feel better.
I do.
[SIGHS]
[EXHALES]
[DOOR OPENS]
Uh, I'm sorry. There's a meeting.
I know. NA, right?
Uh, yeah. [CHUCKLES]
It took me a few minutes to
get the courage to come in.
It's just us. Sorry.
Where two or more are gathered...
[CHUCKLES]
Oh, um, have a seat, please.
Hm.
Um, hi.
I'm Danny. Um...
I am an addict.
Almost show time.
Don't say it like that.
You're making me nervous.
Be yourself. That's more than enough.
Hi, everybody.
There's so many of you.
That's so good to see.
I'm Dr. Jordan Allen,
and I am a third-year surgical
resident at St. Bonaventure Hospital.
Where's Glassy?
He will not be staying with us anymore.
He moved out?
Yes. We had a talk
and decided it was best.
Did you tell him
I was complaining about him?
Yes.
Oh, Shaun!
Now I feel horrible.
Oh. You don't need to.
He found a vacant apartment
just down the hall.
In this building?
- Yes.
- He's our next-door neighbor?
Our next-door neighbor's
next-door neighbor.