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You shouldn't be here.

I've got nowhere else to go.

You can't stay here.

I've got nowhere else.

It's not safe.

Mum, please.

Please.

Hey, what's your name?

Sorry?

I said, what's your name?

Nathaniel.

I'm Rachel.

Heard you playing guitar

around here.

It's really good.

Oh, yeah. It's broken.

Well, that's no good.

What are you doing out here?

Just got nowhere else to go.

Do you wanna get lunch with us?

This is Emily by the way.

What are you guys eating?

We're just trying

to figure that out.

Thinking Thai food?

Thai food?

Yeah.

You like Thai?

- Uh

- hmm.

Are you guys ready to order?

Oh, just give us a second.

Thank you.

Anything catch your

eye, Nathaniel?

Yeah, gonna have this one.

Great.

I'll get the veggie Pad Thai.

Thank you.

So, Nathaniel.

Tell us more about yourself.

We wanna know everything.

Well, I was born in

the Philippines.

And when I was seven,

my dad,

he was k*lled

by a g*ng back there.

So,

I grew up with my mum

over here in Australia.

She's married someone else now.

It wasn't

exactly the best

and

I've been living on the streets

ever since then.

Pretty much.

Anything else you wanna know?

Sounds like you've

been through a lot

Well...

We're really glad we've met you.

And I'm glad you came

to lunch with us.

So, what do you wanna

do, Nathaniel?

What would you do

if you could do anything?

I'd probably become a doctor

or something.

I don't know.

That's a good choice.

What makes you wanna do that?

I don't know.

I guess, I've always

wanted to know

how to

help people better?

But, I don't know.

Maybe in another life.

Why not on this life?

I didn't really have a choice

about this life.

Hey, Nathaniel...

What are you doing this afternoon?

I've some errands to run.

Do you wanna come along?

You know, this is

a pretty great city.

Maybe for some people.

Yeah.

A lot of people are lucky.

Hey, Nathaniel.

Where are you staying tonight?

I have a few places I go.

Sometimes there's some

free places.

Would you wanna stay at mine?

I have a spare bed

I usually take guests.

Emily always let's me.

You really want me

to stay with you?

I want you to have

a safe place to stay.

So, yeah.

I mean...

Yeah.

That sounds really cool.

Yeah?

Should be fun. Come on.

Make yourself at home.

There's a couch

and a view.

The bathroom's just

through there.

And this is the living room.

Hey!

Yeah, yeah. Things are all good.

Uh-huh.

I just have a friend

over at the moment.

Can I give you a callback?

Alright.

Bye.

Just in time.

Can you chop up the

carrots for me?

You seem to eat a

lot of Asian food.

Yeah, mostly because

it's the best vegetarian food.

You're vegetarian?

Yeah, mainly.

Mainly...

I just try to eat healthy.

Good job, but I'll show you how.

Yeah.

So,

what do you do?

Uhm.. I study still.

I'm doing a nursing degree

at the Sydney Adventist Hospital.

I work a bit on the side

but

my main passion's

in helping people.

So, whatever can get

me into that

would be great.

That all sounds pretty cool.

Yeah. It's really fun.

Definitely a learning curve.

Who's that?

That's Paji. My sponsor child.

He lives in Bangladesh.

You have a sponsor child?

Yeah.

He's in year six

and he really likes

learning English.

Wait,

so you sponsor this kid,

how much do you pay

for all that?

Oh, It's like,

$30 a month.

It's not much.

It just helps with education

and some other things.

I'm just fortunate

I can afford it.

I mean,

yeah.

I don't know anyone

else your age

that would do that type

of thing.

Well, they're just missing out.

It's one of the most

rewarding things

I do with my money.

What song is that?

It's an Australian artist,

Geoff Bullock.

Keep playing.

Grab a guitar if you want.

That was great.

You're a really good guitarist.

Thanks.

But

I'm still learning.

I have a friend who teaches.

Maybe?

I like this song.

Yeah.

It's my favourite.

Hey, Rachel.

I don't have to sleep here

if you don't want me to.

I can go somewhere else.

I have people over all the time.

But I'll keep a lock on my door

so, if you need me, just knock.

What's the time?

Almost 10.

Sorry, did I wake you?

So,

what are your plans for today?

Uhm..

I've got some work to do

and a couple other things.

You're welcome to come along

if you'd like.

Earn some money.

Yeah, I'll just do

whatever you're doing.

You can come if you want.

It'll only be an hour or two.

Hey Em, how's your night?

It was okay.

Hey.

Hi.

So, how do you feel?

I'm feeling good.

Thanks.

Yeah, it's good to feel fresh.

How are you feeling

today, Maria?

It's Rachel.

Brought you some of the stuff

thought you'd like.

You can share that with

the others.

Will I be seeing you

at the shelter tomorrow?

Yeah, yeah.

Great.

Until then.

Do you know Maria?

Yeah.

She's beyond help, you know?

Most of us are.

I don't think you believe that.

Hey!

Do you have enough work

for two helpers today?

Hey, yeah.

There's enough here

for a few days that are boxing.

Are you both here to help?

- Uh

- hmm.

Okay, great.

Well, you know what to do.

Just have a look in

those shelves

over there

and you should find

what you need.

Great! Thanks.

Hey! And Rachel,

thanks again for what you did

the other day.

You really saved us

by coming in early.

No worries,

you would have done the same.

So

What are we even posting?

It's advertisement

for this program.

Scholarship program.

Okay.

What is this program even about?

Diet & lifestyle, healthy-living.

Okay, so..

You've done this program?

Yeah, and I really liked it.

And how much is it?

I think about $5 per night?

Wait, how is it so cheap?

Some programs

aren't aren't about

making money.

Well,

what else are they about?

I guess, making friendships

and teaching others

about healthy-living.

Huh.

That sounds really good.

Good work today, you guys.

Thank you.

There should be more work again

on Sunday if you're interested.

Wait, so not tomorrow?

No Saturday?

No, tomorrow you have

the day off.

Look at you.

All out of bed and outside.

How long have you been up?

Oh, Rachel!

So good to see you.

Yes. I've been out a while

waiting for you.

Well, I hope you weren't waiting

for too long.

What's this?

My birthday isn't

for another six months.

I know

But that doesn't need

for any occasion for presents.

Rosie, I want you to meet

someone very special to me.

This is my friend, Nathaniel.

Nathaniel, this is Rosie.

Hi, it's nice to meet you.

Rachel, how is

the shelter going?

It's been amazing.

But we miss you there.

I miss you too.

There's nothing was done

sitting alone doing nothing.

It's been such a blessing

to have you and then Nathaniel

here with me.

Of course.

You know I love to visit.

Plus, our plans for Christmas.

I better be going.

I have to take Nathaniel home.

Plus, plan for some friends.

But I'll see you next week?

Thanks, Rachel.

You're so kind.

Who was that?

Your grandma?

Pretty much.

No, she's an old friend of mine.

Me and Rosie go way back.

Yeah,

she seems really nice.

Yeah.

She's the best.

Hey,

is Emily here?

No, she texted to say

she's out tonight.

Do you ever go out?

Not the places Emily goes.

But

I have a couple friends

coming over here tonight.

You're welcome to stay.

Okay.

There was this one time

I had a...

a musical performance so I...

volunteered to do it

In University...

So, you were born

in the Philippines?

That's so cool.

Ah, yeah,

it's not as cool as it sounds.

Well,

what's the biggest difference

between here and there?

I guess, it's just

the whole culture.

People here have everything

they could ever want.

A lot of the people over there

don't really have that much.

Yeah,

that's so sad.

A few of the guys here

are going to Cambodia

at the end of the year.

I hear it's pretty similar

over there?

Yeah, probably.

Hey,

I know Rachel has been

having you stay at her place

and she's happy to have you

but

I have a place for you

with your own room

that's not too far from here.

If you wouldn't mind

staying there with me.

Thanks.

I'll think about it.

Yeah, there's no pressure.

I just thought it might be

a bit better

conditions for you.

Hey,

I have a some questions

about the talk we had tonight.

Yeah, for sure.

Well...

I don't know where to

really start.

I don't think

I believe in God like you guys.

I just

haven't seen him

work in my life

or anywhere really.

So,

how do you guys

believe

so much?

Yeah.

It's true.

I can't ever walk in your shoes.

And I can really only speak from

my own experience.

I think

a lot of people talk the talk,

but not many people

walk the walk with their actions.

All I know is what I see.

And

I see lives changed.

People who were once

so maliciously self-centered,

they change.

People with

immense anger,

it

Goes away.

Within each person,

there seems to be

this moral compass

that says

this is wrong or this is good.

And

I know for me,

I..

Couldn't live my life

without knowing

that there's some form

of purpose to it.

You know, it's not enough

for a lot of people

to convince them to believe.

But for others,

it's more than enough.

Yeah.

I know what you mean.

Yes,

I've never met anyone

like Rachel before.

She just seems to give

so much to others.

Yeah.

There's not a lot

that I'm certain of, Nathaniel

but

I'm sure that

Rachel is the real deal.

She

just really believes

and

you can see it in her life.

I just wish

there were more people like her.

Is it okay if I stay here

one more day?

Yeah, of course.

Now,

music?

Hey.

Are you going somewhere?

Yeah, I'm going out.

Where are you going?

Church.

On Saturday?

- Uh

- huh.

Can I come?

Of course.

Hey.

Is everything okay with Emily?

Really?

All we can really do is just

be there for her you know.

She's still trying to figure out

who she is.

Leony!

Hey, how are you doing?

I've been good.

This is Nathaniel.

He's helping us out today.

Hi, it's great to see you here.

So, what we can do to help?

There's some things

that can be done

in the kitchen.

No, but I have a photo

with them.

No, I don't recognize

any of the place

but it was the best moment

I've ever had.

Need any help?

No, it's alright.

Pass me the lettuce.

So,

this is church?

Pretty much.

We prepare food

for a lot of homeless

people here.

Some of the people who've

been coming

have been coming here for years.

A lot of the kids don't

have parents.

That's pretty cool

you guys do that.

Well, if we don't, who will?

Plus, it's actually

a lot of fun.

I'm just so thankful

to have Rachel here every week

to help set all of these up.

And also for her new

friend Nathaniel

for all of his help this morning

and everyone else.

You guys make me feel so lucky

to have a safe place

to bring my kids to.

So, how'd you go with the stuff

the guy was saying today?

It was alright.

I don't know what I

believe in though

about all that stuff.

Yeah,

I didn't think a lot

of people do.

Well, it's okay.

I want to know, like...

I want to figure out

what to believe in

but...

I don't know, Rachel...

You...

you believe in God, right?

Nathaniel...

I look around and I see the way

people around me live

their lives.

Some live their lives

in pursuit of money

and recognition.

Others, boyfriends and girlfriends,

you know, that romantic high.

Very few

with their lives serving others.

Helping those in need.

Giving time to causes

that

don't affect them.

I guess that's just

what means the most to me.

That's what

believing in God means to me.

I guess, you're right.

I've just never thought about

anything like that.

Yeah, a lot of people don't.

I've just,

never met anyone like

you before.

And I've never met

anyone like you.

Come on in.

So, you've got everything

you need?

Yeah. Thank you.

Hey.

Hey.

You know,

I've seen you before.

Yeah.

You were serving at this

soup kitchen I was at.

I've always wondered

what kind of people volunteer

at those places.

And

I'm glad that I've met you guys.

Well, I'm glad I've

met you too, Nathaniel.

It's people like you that make

the whole thing worth it.

Hey,

you want to grab a drink?

No, thank you.

You don't drink?

Never have.

Would you prefer if I did?

No,

no way.

I like the way you are.

Like,

you don't dress and talk

like other girls.

It's a good thing.

I just can't seem to do anything

that doesn't have any

value to me,

I guess.

All I wanna know is that

I'm making a difference

in the world.

That I'm looking outside myself

and helping others.

I think you definitely do that.

Thanks.

How are you, Nathaniel?

Are you

okay?

Yeah.

I really am.

That makes me really happy.

I think we can both learn a lot

from each other.

You already taught me so much.

Hey.

Hey.

Oh, do you wanna go away

with some friends this weekend?

Sure, where you guys heading?

Just some beach.

We're gonna take a bus.

Cool. Sounds fun.

Hey, why aren't you playing?

I'm not the best at sports.

It's okay. We're just

having fun.

Yeah.

Growing up,

I never really fit in at school.

It's all right.

Think a lot of kids

struggle to fit in at school.

Just funny because those kids

turn into adults,

and fitting in the adult world

is kind of the same thing.

Yeah, that's true.

There anything on your mind?

You have no idea.

Yeah, that's why it's

so interesting

not knowing what people

are really thinking.

Do you think I'm a good person?

Yeah, I really do.

How long have we known

each other now?

Let's say a few weeks.

We've come a long way.

Think Mark is really taking you

under his wing.

Yeah,

he's a good guy.

Hey, Rachel.

I really

like you.

Like,

I think you're one of the most

amazing people I have ever met.

I don't even know how to say

thank you for what you

did for me.

You don't have to thank me.

I'm just glad I could help you.

What do you think about

love and feelings people have?

Well, what does loving someone

mean to you?

I suppose...

valuing their happiness

over yours.

Yeah,

I like that description.

You know, I struggle a lot

to not love people.

It's like, I've been

given this gift

that just makes me love

and see people

the same as me.

When it comes to falling in love

I don't know the first

place to stop.

'Cause my heart is just so full

of love for everyone.

Not romantically inclined

to any person.

I just feel like there's more

important things in

my life right now.

You know, it's something

I will want

when the time is right.

For now,

I'm content of where I am at.

You know, I believe in life

you get one person.

One person to devote yourself

entirely to...

to invest in.

I know a lot of people

don't believe what I

believe but,

that's just me.

I want one person.

I'm waiting for that

person to be right

and then just know it is.

You really view love

as something

much deeper than a feeling.

Loving people is something

we should do always.

Loving and committing

to one person

requires a lot longer

of a process

of commitment and connection.

Yeah.

I actually kinda like that.

Is there anything else

you're thinking about?

I don't know.

I guess you've given me

a lot to process.

You've given me a

lot to process too.

Are you convinced God is real?

I don't know.

But

I think more than I used to.

Think we're all figuring out

what we believe in.

Nathaniel, I'm gonna

go talk to Em now.

You'll be alright here

on your own?

Yeah.

I'll probably join in

on the game later

Just the person I

was looking for.

Can you try one of these for me?

Yeah.

This is vegetarian.

Yeah. Do you like it?

Really good.

Have you seen that guy before?

Which guy?

The homeless guy.

No.

He looks to young to

be on the streets.

We should help him.

That's right. He's

already getting

heaps of money.

Hey, what's your name?

Sorry?

I said, what's your name?

Uhm... Nathaniel.

I'm Rachel.

Heard you playing

guitar around here

It's really good.

Oh, yeah. It's broken.

Well, that's no good.

What are you doing out here?

I just got nowhere else to go.

Do you wanna get lunch with us?

This is Emily by the way.

What are you guys eating?

We're just trying

to figure that out.

Thinking Thai food?

Thai food?

Yeah.

You like Thai?

Are you guys ready to order?

Oh, just give us a second.

Thank you.

Anything catch your

eye, Nathaniel?

Yeah.

Gonna have this one.

Great.

I'll get the veggie Pad Thai.

Thank you.

So, Nathaniel.

Tell us more about yourself.

We wanna know everything.

Well, I was born in

the Philippines.

And when I was seven,

my dad,

he was k*lled

by a g*ng back there.

So,

I grew up with my mum

over here in Australia.

She's married someone else now.

It wasn't

exactly the best.

And

I've been living on the streets

ever since then.

Pretty much.

Anything else you wanna know?

Sounds like you've

been through a lot

Well...

We're really glad we've met you.

And I'm glad you came

to lunch with us.

Hey,

can I talk to you for a second?

- Yeah.

- Thanks.

Hey, I don't feel comfortable here.

I think I'm gonna go.

Oh, yeah that's fine, you go.

Hey Em, how's your night?

It's okay.

Hey.

Hi.

Just a sec.

Hey, you okay?

Yeah.

I just want to say thank you

for letting me have Nathaniel

stay last night.

That's okay.

I have people over all the time.

You know, I'm always

here for you, Em.

I know.

Hey, Em.

Hey.

Do you want any dinner?

We're cooking.

No thanks.

How'd the other night

with Sean go?

Yeah, it was all right.

Anything happened?

You guys left together.

No, nothing.

I just went home.

Well, that's good.

I was thinking of seeing him

later tonight.

If that's okay with you.

Yeah, sure.

Hey, are you home?

Can you wait up for me?

Hey.

Are you okay? What's happened?

I don't know.

I just

keep doing

the same stupid things.

And my friends is stupid.

I just don't feel anything.

Don't be silly, of

course, you do.

Wasn't Sarah with you?

No.

She had other friends.

You're gonna be okay, Em.

Hey, how you feeling?

Okay.

You interested

in an adventure today?

Where to?

Just out with some friends.

Is this your first

time out here?

Yeah.

I don't go out much.

You should hang out with us more

you always have such a good time

I know, I just don't

have time always.

Nathaniel's staying

with you guys now, isn't he?

Yeah, he is.

How do you guys do it?

Always do such crazy things.

I think it's more

Rachel than me.

But

yeah, she's a good influence

on me.

I think she's a good influence

on everyone.

I'm surprised you've never

asked her out before.

No, I wouldn't dare

do that to her.

She deserves someone

much more similar to her.

Yeah.

Can't wait to meet that guy.

Hey, thanks for bringing

me here.

I really needed to get out.

Is everything okay with Nathaniel?

I think he's gonna be fine.

What's the matter?

Just not good enough...

to always handle these situations.

What do you mean?

You're like the best

person I know.

Thanks, but still not perfect.

- We're so different.

- You and me.

I don't even know how

we get along.

Emily, are you happy?

No.

Do you know why?

I don't know. I just...

I get caught up

in all the little things.

And I honestly,

don't know what to do

with my life.

You're always giving

everything you have

to help people.

Like those kids in Africa

and everything.

I don't know. I just,

I can't be like that.

It's not me.

And it's not that I don't

wanna be like you.

I just...

I don't have it in me.

Do you think I'm selfish?

I think most people are selfish.

It's what comes to us naturally.

Why aren't you selfish then?

Why do you care so much?

Em, you know why.

I wake up everyday

and I'm just so content.

So grateful for the life

I've been given.

Do you really believe in God?

God is everything to me, Em.

I wouldn't be who I

am without him.

Pause.

Thanks for looking after me,

Nathaniel.

Mum, don't worry about it.

Are you off to work today?

Yeah, I'll be there all day.

And are you enjoying

your time there?

Yeah.

I better get going.

I'll see you later tonight, okay?

Hey Derek.

I got a pretty busy schedule.

I'll see you when I

can find a time

already.

Yeah, I'll call you later, okay?

Alright, see you.

What's up?

I don't know, I guess,

I just wanted to talk.

Okay...

What's on your mind?

I don't think

I've been the nicest to you.

I know your Christian.

And I know that's important

to you.

But

I really just don't

think about those things.

I really

just don't see God in my life.

Or religion or anything

to have any point.

Do you really not

believe in God, Em?

I don't know.

Then what do you believe in?

Well

I don't know

if I believe in God.

But I do know that

you're the closest thing

to a good person I've ever met.

You know, it's not just me, Em.

I prayed for you so much.

I've seen God work in your life.

Look at you,

you're stronger than

you've ever been.

You're not the same person

I used to know.

Is that God, though?

I can't see him.

Rach,

I'm trying.

But I can't see him.

I just see you.

You see me?

Yeah,

I see you.

Hey, Maria.

Here.

Hey, have you heard

from Nathaniel?

Haven't see him in a while.

Hope he's okay.

No, I haven't seen him.

I've never seen you

go after anyone

as much as Nathaniel, Rach.

I can't believe you just

walked up to him that day.

Yeah, it wasn't something

I normally do.

Just felt like it was right.

I've got Charles and Maria

who's still seeing him

all the time.

Plus, that trip to Zimbabwe

you've got planned next year.

Rach, I feel like you

need a holiday.

Yeah, maybe I'll take one

with you sometime.

Nathaniel, hey.

Rachel's just inside,

she'll be out in a second.

How you going?

I'm doing well.

Yeah?

It's so weird, we were just

talking about you.

Hopefully, good things?

When was the last

time I saw you?

I went to a social

Rachel had organized

a few months ago.

But

I just felt like it was time to

step away

and do my own thing.

And, yeah, I've been

hanging out with Mark too.

Yeah,

it's good to have

figured out for yourself

what you're gonna do.

You aren't Christian,

are you, Emily?

No,

not really.

Yeah, but Rachel,

she fully believes in it all.

I've never met someone like her.

She just,

gives constantly.

Yeah.

She's definitely a unique person.

She's actually the best roommate.

Does she

make you believe in God more?

Yeah, definitely.

I mean,

it's hard not to be

influenced by her.

She makes me wanna believe

in something.

You know,

the first time I saw you,

I just...

didn't think you had any chance.

Like, I was there with

Rach and...

she just saw the potential

in you.

Like she could see right

to the core

of who you really were

as a person.

I used to hate her

bringing all those people

to our house that

I didn't think were normal

or

Cool enough to be near me.

But she always prove me wrong.

Those people always

we're so grateful

for everything she did.

And people in my life

who

I thought all worth my time

always seem to let me down.

I just

believe

that there aren't many

truly unselfish people

out there.

Like sure, there's good

in people.

But just purely,

genuine,

kind, selfless people

are so rare.

Can I ask you something then?

Like,

you see how happy Rachel is.

The way she lives her life.

She's always ready

to drop anything for you.

Why don't you want to

be more like her?

Yeah, of course,

I want to be more like her.

I just

don't have it in me.

What she does isn't normal.

It's pretty crazy, actually.

Hey!

Hey.

What are you doing here?

It's so good to see you.

I just finished work

and thought I'd stop by

and see what you guys

were up to.

We we're just heading

out, actually,

but you're welcome to join.

We're just grabbing dinner.

Thai food.

Yeah, that sounds great.
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