06x07 - We Build Then We Break

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[DAVID PAUL ZIMMER'S "DROWNING
IN THE DARKNESS" PLAYS]

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♪ I can't hear you in the dark ♪

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♪ Without your light I come apart ♪

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♪ A ceiling filled with endless skies ♪

♪ The corners blacker than your eyes ♪

♪ Now I'm trapped here in this room ♪

♪ Pretending truth just isn't true ♪

♪ I was swimming in your light ♪

♪ Now I'm drowning in
the darkness without you ♪

♪ Oh ♪

♪ Without you ♪

♪ Oh ♪

♪ Drowning in the darkness without you ♪

♪ Oh ♪

♪ Oh ♪

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♪ You were laughing in my dream ♪

♪ Didn't know I was asleep ♪

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♪ Your voice still echoes in my head ♪

♪ Your gentle touch,
the words you said ♪

♪ Then you vanished like a ghost ♪

♪ You were gone when I awoke ♪

♪ But there's nothing I can do ♪

♪ 'Cause I'm drowning in
the darkness without you ♪

♪ Oh ♪

♪ Without you ♪

♪ Oh ♪

♪ Drowning in the darkness without you ♪

♪ Oh ♪

♪ Oh ♪

♪ Oooh-ohh ♪

♪♪♪

♪ Were you here just yesterday? ♪

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♪ Time was creeping like a snake ♪

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♪ All my messages unread ♪

♪ I lay silent in my bed ♪

♪ Oh ♪

♪ Oh ♪

♪ Oh ♪

♪ Drowning in the darkness ♪

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Herrera won't stop
talking about spaghetti

and now it's all I can think about.

TRAVIS: All I can think about is bed.

THEO: Any sign of Bishop?

No, but she was here recently.

The treadmill was still on.

She's still not answering her phone?

- No.
- Hey, Montgomery, I've got word

you weren't able to make it
to the union meeting earlier.

Chief, I'm so sorry. There was a call.

All right, well, they're giving you
another chance to plead your case.

Someone will be here
in the morning, okay?

Crap.

Why "crap"? Is...
Isn't that a good thing?

- [KLAXON SOUNDS]
- Montgomery?

DISPATCH: Aid Car requested

- to the north side of Glendale Lane.
- ANDY: That's us.

What are the chances
they're gonna have spaghetti

- waiting for us when we get back?
- Uh, not likely.

[SIGHS] This is the longest shift ever.

♪♪♪

[TIRES SCREECH]

[ENGINE SHUTS OFF]

♪♪♪

WOMAN: Coming through, on your left.

- BLUE: You found her by the treadmill?
- JACK: Uh, yes. Yeah.

Watch her pulling out. Steady.

- One, two, three.
- Got her.

- Is her head abrasion from the fall?
- Probably.

I mean, her pulse is slow
and she's breathing, but...

- I came here immediately.
- Okay, let's go.

- We'll take care of your friend.
- Yeah.

Watch on your right.

♪♪♪

[SIGHS] Hey. You got a second?

[CHUCKLES] Oh, boy.

- Excuse me?
- Uh, the last time this happened,

you accused me of drinking on the job.

Yeah, I'm afraid this
is in that neighborhood.

I've been getting reports with
concerns about your leadership.

Let me guess. Short,
blonde, angry all the time?

She is a... She's a
loose canon, Chief...

T-This isn't about Bishop.

Have you been taking
a step back on calls?

Uh, yeah, I gave my lieutenant
an opportunity to excel.

Andy Herrera is excellent at her job.

I just needed to show her

that managing the
personalities of her friends

isn't an easy task.

You know, it was the...
Just the one shift.

Yeah, these complaints
started before this shift.

Do I need to be worried about
your ability to lead this team?

No.

Captain Beckett, there is nothing wrong

with needing a little help.

FD has been focusing on programs

that tackle mental health
within the department, and...

Yeah, I'm fine.

Okay.

But I don't want
another report like this.

Understood.

♪♪♪

[SIGHS]

[GRUNTS]

If I tell you, I need "friend" you,
not "dad" you, all right?

Okay.

I told Eli to leak the Dixon story.

- What?!
- I know. I know.

I was upset because I didn't
get to the union thing on time,

and then Dixon was there
all smug and Dixon-y,

a-and then I told Eli to leak it,

but then the union board said
that they were gonna hear me out.

Hey, I said... I said friend
Warren, not dad Warren!

- Montgomery, this is not a joke.
- Okay, look, man, i-it's politics!

It's the game!

So I decided to get my
hands a little bit dirty

instead of sitting back and
letting Dixon get what he wants.

We've seen what him
getting what he wants does,

and it's never good.

Okay, yeah, but this is...
It's dirty politics, okay?

That is not you.

Do you have any idea what this
could mean for the station?

F-For Crisis One?

You leaking this confidential
information may jeopardize

the whole program, which
was the entire reason

why you wanted to run for
mayor in the first place.

I know.

You remember when I told
you that you couldn't be

a fraction as corrupt as Dixon?

Like, not even if you tried?

Well, it sure seems like you're trying.

Okay, then I'll fix it.

- I'll tell Eli that we can't do it.
- [SIGHS]

I hope it's not too late.

♪♪♪

[SIREN CHIRPS, WAILS]

♪♪♪

- OFFICER: Stay still.
- MAN: [SOBBING] Get off! Ow.

- Keep him down. Keep him...
- Stop moving!

[SOBBING] Get off me!

About time you showed up.

[BREATHING HEAVILY]

♪♪♪

- Okay, let's just take a second.
- W-W-What's going on?

We got a call from the neighbor

reporting suspicious
activity near the home.

- [JAMAL GROANING]
- You gotta calm down, son.

Okay? Please calm down!

- Stop moving!
- Hey! Hey! What if we put the g*n down?

I don't think we need the g*n.

OFFICER JONES: We came across
him looking pretty sketchy,

hood covering his face,
walking fast with a backpack.

And when we tried to question
him, he wouldn't stop.

Just started running.

We got him down on
the ground in the ties.

- Called you to sedate him.
- Okay, how long have you had him down?

I don't know. How long
did it take you to get here?

Okay.

- [GRUNTING]
- Calm down.

Can you just put the g*n down?

Let's just put the g*n down, all right?

- He's not stable.
- In order for us to help

and do our jobs, we can't
have you pointing a g*n at him,

or at us.

- Okay?
- She's right, Smith.

[GROANING, SHOUTING INDISTINCTLY]

- Stop!
- Thank you, thank you.

What's he saying? I can't even...

He's... He's... He's speaking Spanish.

All right, he's not
erratic, he's just scared.

All right, he doesn't
need to be pinned down.

If you want us to give him a sedative,

we need to get him off the
ground and out of those ties.

Your move.

- [BREATHING HEAVILY]
- It's okay.

[SPEAKING SPANISH]

All right, let's get her an
ultrasound for a FAST exam.

- Crap, her pulse is thready.
- NURSE KAREN: Are we starting fluids?

Yes... two, large bore IVs, wide open.

She has peaked t-waves
and her QRS is widening.

Let's run trauma labs,
push calcium, and...

- Bicarb and insulin.
- Right.

But we need to make sure first
that she's not hypoglycemic.

Glucometer's right behind you.

Ugh, pressure's in the
's. Add a pressure bag.

- Yeah. Yeah.
- You know, we should call an attending.

This is one of our firefighters.
Married to Dr. DeLuca.

Okay, uh, I think she has an arrhythmia.

Uh, let's page Dr. Altman.

- Blood sugar, .
- So I'm pushing D?

Otherwise her insulin is gonna drop her.

- I need a verbal order, Dr. Kwan.
- Yes, push D.

- She also needs an albuterol neb.
- Urine is dark, low output.

Take that to the lab, STAT.

I'm gonna call and check on our CT scan.

Good. Okay...

WOMAN OVER PA: Dr. Altman to the ER.

Dr. Altman to the ER.

We can't leak the story.

Well, I don't care if you already
put it into motion. Un-motion it.

Because this isn't the
way that I want to play it,

and I know that I'm the
one that told you to do it,

but I've changed my mind and
I really need you to fix it.

Okay, well, welcome to
being my campaign manager.

Okay, I got to go, Eli. Goodbye.

He said he's gonna try.

Doesn't change the fact that you did it.

Ooh, excuse me, gentlemen.

- Uh, we could use a little help here.
- Oh. Um...

♪♪♪

WOMAN OVER PA: Respiratory
therapist to room .

Respiratory therapist to room .

Thank you.

I need to find Carina.

All right, page Dr.
DeLuca down to the ER.

Hey, have her find me, okay?

Have her find me first
because I don't want her

coming down here and
seeing Maya like this.

All right. Her QRS is narrowing.

Vitals look better. Head
and neck CT are negative.

But her renal function is
abnormal and her CK is elevated.

Has Bishop had any crush injuries

or any trauma on any of your calls?

Um, I mean, I haven't been
at the station much lately,

so I-I don't... I don't
know. I-I don't think so.

- Any excessive alcohol use?
- Bishop? No.

Dr. DeLuca is still in
an emergency c-section.

Okay.

Hey, hey, hey.

Hey. Hey. I'm right here, okay?

- How you feeling?
- TEDDY: Hey. Welcome back, Bishop.

You're in the hospital, all right?

Gibson found you
collapsed by the treadmill,

and he brought you in.

How are you feeling now?

- Where's Carina?
- Um, we're... we're finding her,

but I'm gonna be here until we do, okay?

♪♪♪

- So, how exactly did this happen?
- And what happened to the key?

It looks like the key is
broken off into the cuffs.

Well, a woman's business
is a woman's business.

This happened because these
two got me into this mess!

Judith, could you just live on
the edge for once in your life?

I don't need to live
on the edge of nothin'.

I'm not Thelma. She's not Louise.

- [CAMERA SHUTTER CLICKS]
- Got it.

- points.
- Yes! [SQUEALS]

- Points?
- Oh, okay.

Well, um, we're doing a scavenger hunt.

- Uh-huh.
- And the winner gets a cruise.

- A-A luxury cruise.
- JUDITH: I still hate both of you.

Oh, you're not gonna hate us

once you're sippin'
daiquiris in the Caribbean.

Moments like this I miss Shirley.

- Who's Shirley?
- Nobody.

You look guilty.

I may not be adventurous,
but I'm good at reading people

and you look like a kid who
just stole from the cookie jar.

It's nothing.

Oh, well, that means

- it's definitely something.
- Ooh.

I know the look of
shame when I see it.

I'm used to lookin' at Gertrude.

[SCOFFS] You know, I'm just
gonna let that one slide,

seeing we did handcuff
you against your will.

- What do we have here?
- I got it!

- Oh, thank God!
- All right, all right, all right.

DOTTIE: Okay. Thank you.

One down, five to go.

Now, which one of you gentlemen
would like to pose shirtless

with one of us on your lap?

♪♪♪

ANDY: Um, he's... he's calm.
He's not gonna go anywhere.

So can you get off of him so
we can do a medical assessment?

- [RADIO CHATTER]
- Please?

Thank you.

- And the zip ties?
- You should keep them on.

Well, we need them off to

- treat him properly, so...
- ANDY: Yeah. All right.

If he makes one move, I've
already called for backup.

[SPEAKING SPANISH]

Okay. Okay, careful, careful.

- All right.
- [WHISPERS IN SPANISH]

I'm just gonna take a look at you
and make sure you're okay.

- All right, can you translate?
- Yeah. Uh, i-it's okay.

I understand you.

- Okay. All right, um...
- Thanks for getting them off me.

Of course. Can you
tell us what happened?

I was just, uh, making pound cake

when I-I realized we
were out of butter,

so I-I went to the
corner store to grab some,

and my mom, she always tells me
if I ever get stopped by the police...

H-hands up, be respectful,
never make any sudden movements.

But... I-I get really anxious easily.

- Okay.
- And I-I was s-scared

and they... they just
kept getting closer to me,

- and closer to me...
- Okay. It's okay.

It's okay. Just breathe.
Breathe. Um, uh...

you... you said you
were making pound cake?

- Is that your favorite?
- It's my mom's favorite.

[SNIFFLES]

Tomorrow is her birthday.

I didn't mean for any of this to happen.

No, no, none of this is your fault.

- None of it.
- You were being profiled.

This is not on you.

Gracias.

[SPEAKS SPANISH] Okay?

[SPEAKS SPANISH]

Um, this... this kid does

- not need to be sedated.
- I know.

And there's gonna be more cops here soon

- and we're gonna be outnumbered.
- Yeah.

I'm gonna go to the aid car
and radio for more backup.

- ANDY: Let's take a look at this.
- What're you doing?

- I just forgot something.
- [SIRENS WAILING IN DISTANCE]

Okay. All right.

Dispatch, this is Aid Car ,

requesting a Chief to our scene
to act as a police liaison.

This is now a Crisis One call.

Hey. You paged?

They said to come to the ER,
but you were not there and...

- No. I'm... I'm fine.
- Are you okay? Where...

Okay. Everything's fine,
but we were in the ER, and...

We?

Okay, I-I-I have to tell you something.

- I don't want you to freak out, okay?
- What?

Um, I-I had to bring Maya in.

- Oh, my God.
- W...

- Hey. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
- I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

I didn't mean to
scare you. I'm so sorry.

What happened?

I just... I just got
a little dehydrated.

W-What is it?

It's a little more
than just dehydration.

Maya has rhabdomyolysis.

When she came in, her
CK was severely elevated.

CK?

It's the marker for muscle inflammation.

It can be caused by crush injuries,

certain medications, overexertion.

So you ruled out any trauma?

Yes, and she's not
having a heart att*ck,

so I'm just trying to figure out

what she may have done
that may have caused it.

She's been working out a lot lately.

Like, an abnormal amount.

Yes, excessive exercise can do it.

Okay, I worked out my entire life.

No more than usual.

- You're sure it's rhabdo?
- I'm certain.

Hey, I'm okay. Okay?
I promise. I just overdid it.

All right, we will get this sorted out.

We will put you on continuous fluids

and keep an eye on your CK markers.

In the meantime, try
to get some rest, okay?

- Thank you.
- Yeah.

Thank you.

Okay, this is a waste of a patient bed.

I know you have some pull around here.

Can you get me discharged?

- Nice, Gertie.
- BEN: This is a lot.

I mean, look at this...
Photo in fire gear,

photo in a fire truck...

Video working a fire pole?
Who came up with these?

Well, we do this every
year with our bridge group.

One year it was police themed,
one year it was doctors...

And this year it's firefighters.

It says to get a photo with a celebrity.

Well, here you go.

JUDITH: Oh, my word.

You're the young man who's
running for mayor, aren't you?

Mayor Montgomery in the flesh.

[LAUGHS] I knew I liked you, Freckles.

You seem to have a really
good head on your shoulders.

Well, I'm hardly a celebrity.
If anyone, you want the Fire Zaddy.

- Who?
- Ouch. That's gonna hurt his ego.

I can hear you, guys.

So I-I can't let you
steal the real one,

- but I hope this one will work.
- GERTRUDE: points. Thank you.

With a name like Fire Zaddy,

you're the one who has to
be in our shirtless photo.

[LAUGHTER]

Ladies, respectfully,
you coming here asking us

to pose without a shirt on is...

- It feels a little...
- JUDITH: Exploitative?

- Eh, you know.
- GERTRUDE: Judith, honey,

this is nothing compared
to what we went through.

When I was a cocktail waitress,
I had more hands touching my ass

- than a Thanksgiving day turkey.
- She has a point.

If the Normandy Park Bridge
ladies win this one more time,

I am going to personally burn
down each one of their houses.

Oh, God. She will.

And then you'll be
sorry you didn't help us.

Well, let's not resort
to arson just yet, okay?

Let's... Look, I'm diabetic.

And I have a family with a
long history of heart disease.

I could die at any minute. Who's to say?

And Gertie here, she's
b*at cancer twice.

- That's true.
- Oh, wow.

Not to mention the chlamydia.

- Oh, yeah. Okay.
- What?

Yeah, the longer we
wait to take this photo,

she could get it again.

Cancer! Not chlamydia.

And Judith... well,
Judith's the lucky one.

She never had anything wrong
with her, so we hate her a little.

But if you think that we can't
get you to take this photo...

- No...
- you are sorely mistaken.

Well, look, um, let's just see what else

we can knock off this list, shall we?

[INDISTINCT PA ANNOUNCEMENT]

Are you really not
gonna get me discharged?

- Bambina.
- Come on. I don't need to be here.

- I'm just a little dehydrated.
- No, you've been doing too much.

I'm fine.

You're also the person that brags

about winning a gold
medal on a sprained ankle,

so I don't really trust your
judgment on if you're okay or not.

This is nothing, okay?

The only problem is me
being cooped up in this bed

with all these freaking leads and wires

instead of out helping my team.

I mean, there was a call,
and they're a man down, okay?

So I need to get back to work, okay?

So can you just get
these things off of me?

Maya, you're in no shape
to go back anywhere,

- let alone go back to work.
- Well, I feel fine.

And I'm telling you you're not fine.
You need help, you need rest...

Stop telling me what I need, okay?!
You don't know what I need!

Now, let me go back to
work or I will go on my own.

♪♪♪

OFFICER SMITH: What's
going on with that sedative?

Uh, so, officers, he
doesn't need to be sedated.

He's presenting as
calm and stable. So...

You weren't here
when we first found him.

He was erratic, combative,

- ran from the scene.
- Mm.

He's a thr*at [SCOFFS]
which is why we restrained him.

- It's protocol.
- You don't even

- know if he did anything.
- [SIREN CHIRPING]

- He ran.
- Okay, well, that's human instinct.

It's fight or flight, and dealing...

Look, dealing with the
police can be scary.

That... That's the problem.

See, you think we're the enemy

when in actuality it's noncompliance
that gets people k*lled.

Okay, well, it's not up to him to know

that his panic att*ck might scare you.

Look, officers, I-I do
not think you're the enemy.

I just think your training
needs to change, okay?

If you... If you took the time
to get to the root of the problem

instead of defaulting to
force, then maybe we could...

We don't have to
explain ourselves to you.

ANDY: Hughes.

DIXON: Heard you're
giving my guys a hard time.

Hughes, Herrera, step aside.

- We got it from here.
- No, we're... we're good.

We're good. We're just sorting it out.

- Right, officers?
- Yeah, well, now I'm here,

so let's get this guy
down to the station, huh?

- Hughes.
- All right, Dixon,

if you want to get to him,
you're gonna have to go

through both Herrera and me to do it.

- Hughes, what are...
- Okay?

Don't do this.

ANDY: Dixon, we've
got this covered, okay?

You're just coming in
and making it worse.

I'm too tired for the theatrics, .

[SIGHS] Okay.

Hey, what seems to be the problem here?

♪♪♪

BEN: Give me American Gothic.
That's it. Okay, here we go.

Hey, Eli spoke with his
people so we should be good.

- Good.
- [CAMERA SHUTTER CLICKS]

You know what? Uh, I'm gonna go see
if the others need some help.

- Hey, Ben?
- These things are so heavy.

Is he the reason you were
looking so sad earlier?

- I wasn't so sad.
- It'd be easier if you just told me.

All right, fine, I'll do it.

So Warren is kind of the station dad,

you know, he's moral and good and right

and also quick to let us
know if we disappoint him...

And he does it all with a look.
A look worse than death.

- And Travis has been a really bad boy.
- Okay, shut up.

I made a choice that, at the
time, I thought was right,

but I didn't take into consideration

how much it would put my friends
in the line of fire, basically.

Who's Shirley?

- See, two can play at this game.
- Oh, well...

Well, you may have noticed
that there's only three of us.

It takes four to play bridge.

We had a falling out with
our fourth... Shirley.

And now she's playing with the
Normandy Park Bridge ladies.

But she's gonna come back around.

We've been through hell and back,
the four of us, as friends.

And at the end of the day,
we show up for each other.

That's true.

- That's how we've survived.
- Yeah.

At least, I think.

- Can't keep a good ho down.
- [LAUGHTER]

- And Dottie...
- She's the...

Uh, we say glue.

- Right.
- The glue.

- I swear to God...
- [LAUGHTER]

if we don't win this cruise...

DIXON: Look, uh... you're new here,

so I get that you don't
understand how this works...

You know that I was a spotter
in the m*llitary, right?

'Cause I see everything.

You've got five officers,
which means you've got six g*ns

and six Tasers, yours included.

This guy is trigger
happy, and I know that

'cause he hasn't taken his hand
off his Taser since I got here.

This guy, he's a little more
nervous. New to the job.

And I know that because
of the way he looks

between his fellow officers,

trying to figure out
what the next steps are.

And this guy.

He's your right hand, and I know that

because he's been
slowly creeping forward

during this entire exchange,
ready to pounce when needed.

And, Dixon... you're
doing damage control

because you know that
this entire incident

makes your team look unsavory,
which is the same reason

why none of you have your body cams on.

- [SCOFFS] What makes you think that?
- Ask them.

Like I said, I know how this works,

so if you want to
play this the hard way,

yeah, we can play it the hard way.

That's your call.

Okay.

Let's play this the hard way.

♪♪♪

[ALLISTER X'S "WOW" PLAYS]

♪♪♪

♪ Nobody does it just
like you do, you do, ooo ♪

♪ So you just keep on being
you, ooo, you, ooo, ooo ♪

♪ Living la vida loca ♪

♪ You like a supernova ♪

♪ Give 'em that boom-boom-pow ♪

♪ Make 'em go "WOW" ♪

♪ Ooo ♪

♪ Make 'em go, make 'em
go, make 'em go "WOW" ♪

♪ Make 'em go "WOW" ♪

♪ Ooo ♪

♪♪♪

- Oh!
- Come on, baby! Let's go.

♪ Make 'em go "WOW" ♪

BEN: Oh! Here we go.

- Okay, hey, hey, hey, hey.
- All right, all right, all right.

GERTRUDE: Dottie, are you all right?

- All right...
- No.

No, I'm feeling a little... [GRUNTS]

- Sorry. We got you.
- When was the last time you ate?

- Do I look like I haven't eaten?
- She probably has low blood sugar.

All right, I got her. Let's get
some food in you, all right?

- Yeah.
- Drink your juice, Shelby.

- Bitch. We hate you!
- She's gonna be fine.

WOMAN OVER PA: Portable X-ray to OR.

- Portable X-ray to OR.
- Hey.

[SIGHS]

I thought she was dead.

She was just lying there on the floor,

not moving, and her pulse was so faint

I-I wasn't even sure I was
gonna make it here on time.

[SIGHS]

- It was Dean all over again.
- No.

And... I can't lose
another person I love.

I mean, you know, is my family.

Maya is my family.

And I thought she was dead.

♪♪♪

He's calm now, so no need to sedate him.

Which means this is our scene again.

And I don't want to be here all night.

So let's go, fellas. Bring him in.

- W... Hey, hold on.
- Hey, hey, hey. Come on.

- He's running!
- Hey, hey, hey, hey! Whoa, whoa!

- Whoa, whoa, whoa!
- Get on the ground!

- Get on the ground!
- Wait, wait, wait, wait!

- On the ground!
- [ALL SHOUTING]

- No, no, no. Just give him a minute.
- Hey, hey, listen to me.

He's... He's having a-a panic att*ck.

- He's overstimulated...
- He's unstable.

He's terrified!

OFFICER WILLIAMS: Do
we know if he's armed?

- We did a quick pat down...
- Okay, we had this situation handled.

Dixon, just let us get him home, okay?

DIXON: Yeah, you try being
a cop sometime, Hughes,

and then let's see what you say.

VIC: We run into dangerous
situations all the time!

DIXON: You run into fires.

Breathe. I'm gonna
need you to breathe.

We run into sh**t,
stabbings, domestic disputes.

Just breathe.

- Come on, hey, hey, hey, hey.
- This is no longer your scene!

- No, no, no. No!
- Hey, get back on the ground!

[ALL SHOUTING]

NATASHA: No! No! No! No! No!

You are not gonna tase
this kid. Not on my watch.

Herrera, check his backpack.

ANDY: Put your hands up and do not move.

- Promise me you won't move!
- [WHIMPERING]

Stay right there.

I need you to stay right there, okay?
I'm just gonna check your bag.

[ZIPPER UNZIPS]

Opening the bag.

[BREATHING HEAVILY]

Butter, groceries... groceries.

- Bag's clear.
- Okay. Okay, all right.

So what you're gonna do is you're gonna

lower your weapons,
you're gonna back up,

and you're gonna go
back to your station.

You're gonna file your
report and you're gonna say

you stopped a kid who was just
trying to get home to his mom.

Because you see that window back there?

That woman's been standing
in there recording us

for the past three minutes

and she's probably live
streaming as we speak.

So, either you lower your weapons,

or you're gonna be the top
story in tomorrow's news.

I told you... I see everything.

♪♪♪

Officers, stand down.

[EXHALES DEEPLY]

♪♪♪

Stand down!

Stand down!

♪♪♪

[BREATHING HEAVILY]

- That's it, that's it, that's it.
- [SOBBING]

♪♪♪

. That's better. You
are going to be okay.

Good. 'Cause I gotta get back to it.

No, no, no. Whoa, whoa,
whoa, whoa, whoa.

Hold on a sec. [CHUCKLES]

That list will still
be there, all right?

I can't let 'em down.

You're not letting them down.

They're more worried about you than...

No, no, I don't... I don't mean them.

Those... Those women are not
the "let's drop by the firehouse

and ask men to take off
their shirts" kind of dames.

No, we, uh... we always
lose this contest,

but this year, they're
going all out for me.

Oh, yeah? Because I lost
my husband of years.

- I'm sorry.
- Mm, thank you.

And, um, ever since he d*ed,
I have a hard time breathing.

[EXHALES DEEPLY]

Which is funny, you know,
because I spent over years

waiting for that man to come back
from... being stationed overseas.

And when he'd come home,
I'd plan the best week...

I'd decorate the tree and
I'd cook all his favorite things.

Mm.

I loved that man with
every fiber of my being.

♪♪♪

Anyway, I just, um...

I don't seem to be
able to catch my breath.

So, um, I've gotta

- get myself together...
- Mm-hmm.

...and win this contest and go
on this cruise with these ladies.

- Yes.
- Because, um...

I owe it to him to go on living.

And I...

- I owe it to myself.
- Yeah.

[KNOCK ON WINDOW]

Is she gonna live?

It's dead.

And I don't have my
mom's number memorized...

It's okay. We'll get you home soon.

I expect a copy of
that report by morning.

You doing okay, Chief?

No. But I will be.

Just get that kid home
to his mom, Hughes.

You did good work tonight.

- Thanks, Chief.
- Yeah.

- All right.
- [CHEERING, CATCALLING]

Not a word. Not a word.

Okay, look, Fire Zaddy is not a
nickname I ever wanted, okay?

Taking pictures like this
isn't something I normally do.

I worked really hard to have
a respectable name in the FD,

and, um... this isn't a photo
I want the whole world to see.

I understand.

Only the contest judge will see it,
and after that, consider it deleted.

And thank you so much
for making this happen.

- Only for you, Dottie.
- [CHUCKLES]

TRAVIS: What, no applause for me?

- [CHEERING]
- Yeah, yeah.

No, you know what? I got this for you.
Consolation applause, way worse!

Got the applause for you right there.

Okay, you know what? I'm keeping these.

First of all, I-I didn't know

that you needed two firefighters.

You didn't think I was gonna
do this by myself, did you?

He just wanted someone next
to him so he'd look bigger.

- BECKETT: Oh, this is just too good.
- DOTTIE: Okay, girls, you're up.

- Oh, no, honey. This is your turn.
- Gertrude Rose!

Baby, this is all on you.

- You, too. Go.
- Oh, all right, let's go.

All right. Ladies. While
we're all still in our 's.

- Here we go.
- [GIGGLES]

Okay, here we go.
Everybody say "beefcake!"

- SULLIVAN: Hey!
- [CHEERING]

Get a close-up.
Get a close-up.

BECKETT: Flex it up, Montgomery.

All right, here we go.
G-Give me the Fire Zaddy.

- Give me the Zaddy.
- DOTTIE: Shirley?

What are you doing here?

Well, Judith called and
said you had a spell,

so I brought you your medicine.

You broke into my house?

Oh, hush, you know I have a key.

Oh.

- Well... I'm feeling better.
- [CHUCKLES]

I can see that.

Thank you... for the medicine.

Don't make a moment out of this.

I'm still madder than a wet hen at you.

Oh, that's okay.

At least you're here.

Well, you gonna give
a girl a turn or what?

- [LAUGHTER]
- Oh, all right.

- Oh. But treat him gently.
- Oh, all right, here we go.

I mean, we're all here, right?

- There you go.
- Good squeeze, Shirley.

- Good squeeze.
- Okay, here we go.

[SIREN WAILING IN DISTANCE]

[INDISTINCT PA ANNOUNCEMENT]

Am I good to be discharged?

Maya, Dr. Altman and I have some
concerns about your condition

and about the events that
have led to your collapse.

And we both strongly believe
that it's in your best interest

to be admitted for a few days

until we can get your
numbers under control.

I'm fine. I'm feeling better.

We both believe it would be best
for you to stay in the hospital.

Well, I'm not staying, so
you can forget about that.

If you're not gonna stay on your own,

we'll place you on a -hours hold.

What? No. No

We have some concerns that you would
try to leave against medical advice,

and your situation is critical,
so we need to monitor you

- in order to protect your heart...
- You're serious?

- You're -ing me?
- Yes.

TEDDY: Look, if you try
to walk out that door

and do anything even remotely
strenuous, you could die.

No, I'm... I'm fine. I'm fine.

I feel fine, okay? Let me go home.

- We can figure this out at home.
- No, Maya, no.

- Maya, no!
- You can help me at home.

You are not going home.
I can't help you there.

I've tried, but you don't let
me, so this is me helping you.

- No. No. No.
- Maya...

- No, no, wait. You... no.
- Maya.

- You can't do this.
- Maya, stop.

I am a perfectly competent
and capable person

of making my own decisions.

A perfectly competent and capable person

wouldn't try to leave the hospital

- against medical advice, so yes...
- No. Stop.

- Stop. N-No!
- Maya, I can do this, and I'm doing it.

Maya, I'm serious!
If you try to leave...

- No, Carina!
- I will have you put in restraints.

Please don't make this
harder than it needs to be.

- Wow.
- You've left me no choice.

- This is getting...
- I need you to...

This isn't support. This isn't love.
When your brother d*ed...

[CHUCKLES] you could barely get off

the freaking kitchen floor.

You know what I did?

I gave you space when you needed it.

I let you figure out
your crap on your own.

I didn't call psych
and have you committed!

Okay? That is love.

That is support. So, no...
this is not helping me.

All right, Maya, I want you to lie back.

Look at your heart rate.
You need to try to calm down.

I just... I can't believe
you would do this to me.

I can't... Dr. Altman is
gonna take it from here.

Oh, the lengths you'll
go to get your way.

[INHALES DEEPLY]

If you walk... If you walk
out that door, we're done.

Do you hear me?

Do you hear me, hmm?

Do you hear me?

- You walk out that door, we are done.
- I lose you either way, Bella.

I'd rather lose you
and have you be alive.

N... Carina! Carina!

How could you do this to me?!

No, I can't! Carina!

Carina!

Carina!

Carina, how could you?!

How could you?! Get back here!

[LISSON'S "BIG SLEEP" PLAYS]

[ENGINE SHUTS OFF]

♪♪♪

[SCREAMS, CRYING]

♪ Big, big sleep for me ♪

♪♪♪

♪ I've been on the edges ♪

♪ I've seen all the endings now ♪

♪ Evergreen ♪

♪♪♪

♪ Felled and into pieces ♪

♪ Loud, and all at peace ♪

♪ Its sound ♪

♪♪♪

♪ Can't get back to life now ♪

♪ Can't get out ♪

♪♪♪

♪♪♪

BECKETT: Okay, um... [CLEARS THROAT]

Gibson updated us on some events
that took place last night.

There was an incident
involving one of our own.

He found Lieutenant Bishop collapsed,

and he took her to the hospital.
She's doing okay now,

but she'll be on leave...
until further notice.

Dismissed.

- ANDY: What... What happened?
- H-H-Hold on.

- Why didn't you call us?
- You could have texted us.

She's okay. She's okay.

She just worked out too
hard, got dehydrated I think,

- and, well, she just needs to rest.
- Okay, so she is okay?

Ri...

Montgomery, there's a few
folks from the union board

up in the conference
room waiting for you.

Just do your thing.

- Make me proud, all right?
- Thanks, Chief.

Mm-hmm.

Hey, Warren.

- You want to... You want to tag along?
- Yeah.

Gibson, we need someone to fill
in for Bishop while she's out.

You, uh, ready to put
the turnouts back on?

[EXHALES SHARPLY, CHUCKLES]

- Yeah, I'm ready to come back.
- Glad to hear it. Welcome back.

- Thank you.
- Mm-hmm.

You're back.

You're back. You remember
how to use that hose?

Come on, t... What...
Seriously, what happened?

- No.
- Why didn't you call us? Is she okay?

One minute.

[KNOCK ON DOOR]

- Lieutenant.
- Captain.

I heard you were late yesterday.

I was, sir. I was.

And what makes you think that
that's the type of candidate

we'd want to endorse?

Well, I'm not a politician, sir.

I'm a firefighter.

I'm the guy that runs into the building

when everyone else is running out.

And I know you get that.

It's what we do.

I will try my best to be
here every time, on time.

I just... may have to save
someone from a fire first.

Yeah, you know, I told
her that I would take her

to that coffee shop down the street.

That little one.

Are you sure you're
ready to meet your sister?

- I mean, I can go with you.
- No, no. I...

I think I need to do this one on my own.

I can do it, you know.
I'll be all right.

All right.

- Hey, bro!
- Hey.

Oh, God, I said the literal worst thing.

I-I... Sorry. I'm... I'm nervous.

When I'm nervous, I say weird things

and then get hives,
often followed by vomit.

I'm not going to vomit
right now, just to be clear.

Again... words.

[QUIETLY] Yeah, you two
are definitely related.

This is Andy Herrera. She's
a... well, one of our lieutenants.

Wow, so formal. Hi, nice to meet you.

- You, too.
- [ALL CHUCKLE]

Thanks for the call.

Oh, yeah. Yeah. Thank
you for the... the letter.

- You wanna go? Yeah? Okay.
- Yeah.

Have fun.

- Okay, yeah.
- Uh, after... after you.

That was not weird at all.

- Herrera.
- Ah!

Hi. Dr. Grey.

- Hi!
- The kids wanted to bake you cookies...

- Aww.
- ...as a thank you for last night.

And by bake, I really
mean pick up at the bakery

- next to the hotel.
- That is not necessary.

You... Are these chocolate chip?

Yeah, you know what? I'll take them.

Thank you. I w... [CHUCKLES]

Do you want to... you want
to climb up on the trucks?

Really? I mean, yeah, if...

If it's okay with your
mom. Of course. Yay.

- Mm, mm, so good.
- Wow.

How you holding up?

You know, that was pretty terrifying...

Yeah... but the kids are resilient,

- and they love room-service pancakes.
- [CHUCKLES]

And the house is still standing,

- so thank you.
- Aww.

- We're just doing our job.
- Well, you do it very well.

[HORN BLARES]

- Bailey!
- [LAUGHS]

I'm sorry that I told
Eli to leak that story.

And I'm sorry that I didn't think about

how that would affect you
or anyone else. It was selfish.

Look, I'm just glad you eventually
did the right thing. We're good.

And then they just
jumped on their laps.

I mean, I am just devastated
that I missed that.

T-They were good sports. I was
treated like a piece of meat...

and I felt delicious.

- Oh.
- What's wrong?

Um... an article just dropped.

"Deputy Chief of Operations
for Seattle's Police Department,

Michael Dixon, accused
of domestic dispute

amid bid for Mayor."

What?

He said he was gonna k*ll it.

Son of a...

♪ Every day I'm growing older ♪

[DOOR OPENS]

♪ It's too much for my soul to take ♪

- How you feeling?
- I'm all right.

♪ I just need your gentle... ♪

It was a tough call.

I met a woman.

You move on fast.

She was in her 's

and talked about being a-a w*r wife

while her husband was
overseas for w*r after w*r,

and I realized that... for generations,

so many women only saw
their men once a year.

♪ What we had... ♪

And that I was being selfish...

pushing for more.

Because I know you
worked too hard to get

where you are to risk
it for anything with me.

So I'll wait.

years if I have to.

Sully... [CHUCKLES]

Natasha, I love you.

I love you, too.

♪♪♪

♪♪♪

[LOCK CLICKS]

♪♪♪

♪ Maybe I should be much stronger ♪

[SIGHS]

♪ But my faith is wearing thin ♪

♪♪♪

♪ The more I hold on to your hand ♪

♪ I feel you slip away again ♪

♪♪♪

♪♪♪

To Bishop.

♪♪♪

♪♪♪

♪♪♪

♪♪♪

♪♪♪

♪♪♪

♪♪♪

♪♪♪

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