05x06 - My Eyes Filled and Then Closed on the Last of Childhood Tears

[bunniefuu]

- [GRUNTS]
- [CHILDREN CHEERING]

[CLAMORING]

- [YELLS]
- k*ll him!

How was your day?

[CHOKES]

- Quiet.
- I'm just worried about you.

I know firsthand what
this life does to someone.

I'm fine.

[HANK] You keep
falling, keep forgetting.

This place is just better.

[NAILS] I really like working here.

- See you around.
- Yeah.

- You leaving?
- Got someplace I got to be.

Me, too.

[BISHOP] I want to stay.

I just finally want
something good, you know?

Okay.

Are you honestly doing his meal prep?

God knows what his dad feeds him.

So tell me, bro, y-you
f*cking my wife yet?

H-Hey. There's my beast.

I need a car.
I need it parked at the Food Cheap

outside of the service exit.

Three, four.

You m*rder*d my son.

You won't f*cking get away with it!

I had to work really
hard to forgive myself.

You weren't there.

And that's what I had
to forgive myself for.

And I forgive you.

[MIGUEL] So why'd you set the fire?

You get Ezekiel

to stop whatever the f*ck

he thinks he's doing with the fentanyl,

maybe all the secrets can stay safe.

I should've just f*cking burnt

all that f*cking sh*t down.

We need to talk about your brother.

He said some things.

[GROUP] [CHANTING] EZ! EZ!

[SHOWER RUNNING]

[SALLY PANTING]

Hey, little dude.

[CRYING]

It's okay. [GRUNTS]

It's okay.

- [SCREAMS]
- Shh.

It's just us dudes today, okay?

Me and you. Let's go.

[LAUGHS]

Look what's ready.

Hey, hey, hey.

Look what's read... Now come on.

[GRUNTS]

[ENGINE STARTS]

♪ ♪

♪ ♪

[FLIES BUZZING]

[GRUNTS]

You got me. [GRUNTS]

- [COUGHS]
- [BABBLES]

[ANGEL WHEEZES]

Now I got you.

[PANTING]

- [GRUNTING]
- [BABBLING]

Oh, I got you.

[ANGEL GRUNTS]

- [IMITATES AIRPLANE]
- [SCREAMS]

- [POUNDING ON DOOR]
- Shh.

Put your head up.

[BABBLING]

[POUNDING ON DOOR CONTINUES]

Yo.

What the f*ck?

Get in the truck. Let's go.

Where we going?

For a drive.

Nah, man, I got plans with
Adelita and Maverick today.

You and me got something
that needs to be handled now.

Come on, man, I got
my family today, bro.

This is about family.

Let's go.

[DOOR OPENS]

Leave your kutte.

Who was that?

[GRUNTS]

It was my brother.

[SIGHS] Come here.

I got to go.

Where?

[SIGHS]

I don't know. [CLEARS THROAT]

You okay?

Yeah.

[HORN HONKS]

[KISSES]

[KISSES]

Hey.

You sure you're okay?

Of course. It's just my brother.

[SNIFFING]

[ADELITA GRUNTING PLAYFULLY]

Luisa.

[ADELITA CHUCKLES]

[DOOR OPENS, CLOSES]

- [MAVERICK BABBLES]
- Oh.

So, where's the coffee?

- Doughnut shop down the street.
- [CHUCKLES]

You think they have oat milk macchiatos?

[BOTH LAUGH]

No, but...

if you're lucky, there won't
be rat sh*t in your cruller.

I think you and I have different
definitions of the word "luck."

I think that...

I'm the luckiest son of a
bitch in the world right now.

No, I agree.

I think you are, too.

[BOTH LAUGH]

[KNOCK ON DOOR]

Mrs. Galindo.

Mrs. Galindo.

What?

Are you feeling okay?

Just close the door, Luis.

Please, just close the f*cking door.

Mr. Galindo told me to make
sure you get out of bed today.

Mrs. Galindo.

- Mrs. Galindo.
- [SCREAMS]

[g*nsh*t]

You need to lean
forward into the recoil.

This is f*cking stupid.
What are we doing here?

Sun's good for you.

You haven't been outside in days.

Plus, I thought this might help.

It always relaxes me.

k*lling people?

No. I don't like that.

I just see that you've been depressed.

You don't know me. You don't
know a f*cking thing about me.

I've been with Mr.
Galindo for a long time.

Your family means a lot to me.

Keep your feet wider
apart than your shoulders.

Why?

- Gives you balance, control.
- Why does my family mean so much to you?

I think that's sad. I
think that's pathetic.

Dedicating your life to
being a f*cking errand boy.

I'm sorry. I didn't mean that.

Always squeeze. Don't pull.

[CLEARS THROAT]

- Can I?
- Mm-hmm.

- Good, now...
- [g*nshots]

That was awesome. [CHUCKLES]

I know you were going to
leave at the grocery store.

Were you gonna let me?

He won't let you.

Ever.

So why haven't you told him?

Didn't happen.

It won't ever happen.

[g*nshots]

[HANK] It's got good bones.

It's good for a family.

I can pull up the carpeting there and

refurbish the flooring.

I could touch up the
walls with some paint.

I'm not sure sinking more cash
into the property will help.

Nobody's buying in Santo Padre.

I'd save your money and just

cross your fingers, if I were you.

I need you to watch Sally for me.

She's strong.

Don't let her pull you
on walks. I'll be back.

Uh, I'm not really good with...

- [CAR DOOR OPENS, CLOSES]
- [WHINING]

[CAR ENGINE STARTS]

Hi.

[KNOCK ON DOOR]

You forgive me? f*ck you.

Who the f*ck do you think you are?

Come here.

f*ck your forgiveness

and f*ck you for thinking I need it.

How f*cking dare you come
at me with that bullshit?

I'm sorry.

But I do forgive you.

You need to forgive yourself.

- We were kids.
- She was a kid...

and we were supposed to keep her safe.

That was our only job, and we failed.

I failed,

and now she's gone.

Yeah, you're right,

but you're not.

And how f*cking selfish
are you to not embrace it?

You still have a life,
and you're wasting it

in a f*cking trailer in a scrapyard?

We owe her.

We owe her to find peace,

to not waste what was stolen from her.

[EMMA] Sofía?

Oh, my God.

Sofía.

[GASPS]

You gonna tell me where we're going?

No.

Remember that time we went to
the beach when we were little?

That ain't where we're going.

You still got that picture
of me, you, and Pop in your trailer?

You were just there, you should know.

I wanted to ask Sofía
how you were doing.

Could've asked me.

Bro, what is going on?

What the f*ck is going on with you?

[SIGHS]

I threw that photo out.

Wrong person was on the
other side of that camera.

I miss her, too, man.

years today.

years today since she's been gone.

I hope she forgives me
for what I'm about to do.

[FELIPE] I like that.

That's a nice little car.

[LAUGHS]

[BABBLING]

Oh, he's talking more now, huh?

He won't shut up.

- Just like his dad.
- [LAUGHS]

- Papa.
- I won't be long.

Papa. Hey.

What?

I am really grateful...

for who you've...

helped Angel become.

He has always been this.

You just didn't see.

[BABBLES]

He's a beautiful man

with a big heart,

just like his father.

Please...

- be careful over there...
- Who also won't shut up.

[CHUCKLES]

- It's a Reyes trait.
- Mm-hmm.

[SPEAKING GIBBERISH]

Who loves you?

Papa.

[FELIPE] Hmm.

I'm glad I didn't.

[SIGHS]

[SIGHS]

[GUITAR PLAYING FAINTLY]

The acoustics sound better in here.

[ENGINE TURNS OFF]

[SIGHS]

[SIGHS]

Yo, what-what is that for?

We're gonna bury a body.

- Get out of the truck.
- No.

Let's go.

I'm not going anywhere till you
tell me what the f*ck this is.

- Do you trust me?
- No.

And that's the f*cking problem.

I'm your brother.

And if that means anything to you,

I need you to walk over to
that f*cking shack right now.

For Mom.

[COCKS g*n]

EZ.

Open the door.

Mom wouldn't want us to hurt each other.

She'd want us to be together.

That's why we're here, Angel.

To say goodbye to her.

Open the door.

EZ.

[SNIFFLES]

[CRYING] I'm sorry.

- [EZ] Don't f*cking move.
- [DOGS BARKING]

[WOMAN GASPING]

- [HAPPY] Baby, shut the f*ck up.
- [STOPS GASPING]

Took you long enough.

- [CLICKS TONGUE] It'll be okay.
- [BARKING STOPS]

[EZ] Said don't

f*cking move.

I'm-a have a smoke. Last one.

Can't believe it took you
this long to grow some balls.

I judged you for not doing
it when you had the chance.

Anyone did my mother dirty like that,

I'd f*cking butcher them.

Baby, should I call Chibs?

Shut the f*ck up.

Let them go.

This is between us.

No reason for anyone
innocent to get hurt.

What about my mother?

- She was innocent.
- EZ.

- [GASPING]
- EZ.

Get your sh*t

and get the f*ck out.

Leave your phone.

And if you turn around,

I'm gonna bury you right next to him.

[DOOR OPENS]

[DOOR CLOSES]

How'd you find me?

I've known for weeks.

A Reaper drying out in Twentynine Palms.

This is our desert.

Nothing happens without
us hearing about it.

I told you before,

what happened that
night was just business.

When Packer got me the job,

- no one knew that...
- [EZ] I know.

This is personal.

What'd she say?

What was the last thing she said?

[GASPS]

I sh*t her in the neck.

She didn't have time to say anything.

You're awfully quiet, poor little Angel.

You got nothing to say?

years ago today.

You set this all in motion.

Destroyed all of our lives.

sh*t happens.

You knew what you signed
up for when you signed up.

Or maybe you didn't.

[SIGHS]

This is my gift to you, Angel.

Do it.

[HAPPY] Yeah.

Do it, Angel.

Stop being a little bitch.

Do your worst.

[HAPPY WHEEZING]

sh**t him, Angel.

[g*nsh*t]

[PANTING]

[DOOR OPENS]

[DOOR SLAMS SHUT]

Here she is with Grandpa.

He loved her so much.

She's still with us, Sof.

As long as we can talk about her,

she's still with us.

Jesus said,

"Let the little children come to me

and do not hinder them,

for to such belongs
the kingdom of Heaven."

She's with Him now.

God is our refuge

and our strength.

Amen.

[WOMAN] Ooh, I am so sorry.

[GROANS] Can I buy you another?

It's okay.

For you.

Which one is yours?

Oh, I'm not a dad. I'm just watching.

Sawyer, stay close, honey.

That was bad. That
was really creepy bad.

I don't talk to women like that.

You should never talk
to women like that.

No, I mean...

[LAUGHS] I know, I know what you meant.

They don't have comedy
where you're from?

Yeah, it's just usually funnier.

[CHUCKLES] That's well-played.

For real, though, you don't have anyone?

Like, a wife or girlfriend or pet?

I told you, the Galindos keep me busy,

- and that's okay.
- [MARIA] Cristóbal?

Cristóbal?

- Where is he?
- [MARIA] I don't know.

- I-I just turned around and...
- Wh... What?

Cristóbal.

[MARIA] Cristóbal?

[EMILY] Cristóbal.

Cristóbal.

- [CRISTÓBAL] Mommy.
- Quick, come here, come here.

- Mommy.
- What are you doing? What were you doing?

She said she had a present for me.

- Yeah?
- Yeah.

Okay.

- I thought you were...
- What?

I thought...

The f*ck is this, man?

What do you mean?

Making things right by Mom.

You honestly think that
this is what she'd want?

For us to m*rder somebody
out in the desert?

This is all that we have to give her.

It's all that we're capable of.

It's all that any of the
Reyes men will ever be.

K*llers.

Where are you going?

[SIGHS]

[SNIFFLES]

♪ ♪

♪ ♪

He needs to have more
confidence with sh**ting first.

Earning the takedown.

- What? Why are you laughing?
- [LAUGHS]

Nothing.

It's nice.

You've really taken to this.

He's an awesome kid.

You've taken to it

more than you thought you would.

It feels wrong now.

He's gonna be really hurt,

angry

when he does find out.

That's the plan we agreed to.

Paul hasn't held up his
part of the agreement.

And us?

You broke my heart.

I had no choice.

- I was your commanding officer...
- I know, it doesn't mean it didn't f*ck me up.

I know I was a fuckup back then.

I wasn't fit to be a dad.

And now?

Paul's still my brother.

He's still my husband.

You'd have to leave that

for this.

I couldn't have that around Jacob.

It's fine with "Uncle
Gilly," but with...

Would you?

For your son?

He needs a father.

He needs his father.

I know.

[KNOCK ON DOOR]

- Sorry.
- Hey.

Came to check in on your mom.

Didn't see her in class tonight.

She wasn't feeling too good.

Did she eat today?

A little.

What about you?

I'm good.

Come on. I know a spot.

[SNIFFS]

- [NAILS CHUCKLES]
- [CHUCKLES]

I think that may be the oldest
thing in this retirement home.

[BOTH CHUCKLE]

Okay, well, from one to ten,

rate this dinner.

Indescribable.

[LAUGHS] It's that bad, huh?

No.

I mean...

that indescribable.

[STRAND OF OAKS' "PLYMOUTH"
PLAYING ON GUITAR]

♪ Sometimes I move like shadows ♪

♪ Sometimes I move like wind ♪

♪ But most days I start ♪

♪ Where I begin ♪

♪ ♪

♪ Naked in the Great Lakes ♪

♪ Underneath the shine... ♪

[PLUCKS WRONG NOTES]

sh*t.

[SCOFFS]

It was just getting good.

Mm, yeah, well, it sounded
better in the bathroom.

[STRUMMING SOFTLY]

I, uh...

had no idea you played.

Yeah. I'm real big in Belgium.

Hanging with you lowlifes
is just my side gig.

- Keeps me grounded.
- [CHUCKLES SOFTLY]

[SNIFFS]

No.

Music feels like, I don't know,
learning a new way to say how you feel

but, like, truer somehow.

[GRUNTS, SNIFFS]

S-So teach me something.

Okay, well, it's not
as easy as it looks.

You got to get the fingering right.

Well, I could've showed you that.

Yeah, well, we all know
you're not very good at that,

- so...
- [CHUCKLES]

- Ouch.
- [CHUCKLES]

Okay.

Okay.

I don't trust you.

You don't like me.

You don't like working for me.

I know that Potter leveraged your family

to force you to work with me.

So I will do this for you.

I will set you free.

I just need you to do one thing.

Take care of one more person.

This time on the north side.

k*ll this annoying stray,

and you and your family will be free.

But I want it done by midnight tonight.

No excuses.

[CRICKETS CHIRPING]

[FOOTSTEPS APPROACHING]

What is it?

It was dropped off and
delivered at the gate.

It's for Cristóbal.

Oh, my God.

[LUIS] What are you doing?

[PANTING]

[BOX CUTTER RATTLES]

[PANTING]

["PLYMOUTH" BY STRAND OF OAKS PLAYING]

[BREATHING HEAVILY]

♪ Sometimes I move like shadows ♪

♪ Sometimes I move like wind ♪

♪ Most days I start where I begin ♪

♪ I'm naked in the Great Lakes ♪

♪ Underneath the shine of Mars ♪

♪ I begged my friends
to let me drift off ♪

[ENGINE STOPS]

♪ Shower your loves in kisses ♪

♪ Shower the world in fear ♪

♪ Take advantage of
those who got you here ♪

♪ Let me roll ♪

♪ Let me go ♪

♪ Let me roll ♪

♪ Let me go ♪

[SALLY WHINING]

She's really strong.

She really pulls on walks.

♪ Let me roll ♪

♪ Let me go ♪

- ♪ Let me roll ♪
- [SIGHS DEEPLY]

♪ Let me go ♪

♪ I'm bound ♪

♪ To lose control ♪

♪ I'm bound ♪

♪ To lose ♪

♪ Control. ♪

She's gone.

And nothing will ever bring her back.

She's...

[SHUDDERS]

She's dead.

And so am I.

♪ ♪

♪ ♪

[CLATTERS]

♪ ♪

_

[SIGHS]

[DOOR OPENS]

[FOOTSTEPS APPROACHING]

[PEW CREAKS]

♪ ♪

[CRICKETS CHIRPING]

[MAVERICK COOS SOFTLY]

[CRICKETS CHIRPING]

♪ ♪

♪ ♪

[BABY LAUGHING]