05x08 - Her Blacks Crackle and Drag

[bunniefuu]

♪

[GRUNTING]

[ISAAC] Your father
took something from me.

[MUFFLED SCREAMING]

If you want it back,

you're gonna have to
do something for me.

- [SLICING]
- [GRUNTING]

[FELIPE] You heard from Luisa?

No, nothing.

When we get home, she-she'll be there.

- [CRYING]
- Right?

It's fine with "Uncle Gilly,"

but you'd have to leave that.

Would you for your son?

He needs his father.

- [CREEPER] So, who's the rat?
- [KATIE] EZ Reyes.

- Is there an update from Creeper?
- [HANK] Says he's close.

Whoever this rat is, we'll get him.

Hank, you got to listen to me, bro.

- [SLICING]
- [GRUNTING]

Hello?

[LINE BEEPING]

[HANK] Creep?

[LAUGHTER]

sh*t was just more simple back then.

That's just 'cause it's in the rearview.

'Cause it was complicated
as f*ck, real time.

Damn it.

[GASPING]

That's for my father, m*therf*cker.

♪ I should have been smarter ♪

♪ I should have been stronger ♪

♪ I should have been you... ♪

You think EZ is...

Everybody knows why
you did what you did.

It's f*cked.

We're f*cked.

But we got you.

You knew my pop?

A little bit.

Did you like him?

He was loud.

And I don't know why anyone would want

to lead their kid into this life.

But Ibarra was a down-ass m*therf*cker.

He got locked up when
I was pretty young.

My mom split from him.

[CHUCKLES]

- All I ever wanted was...
- What any kid wants.

For our dad to tell us they're proud.

♪ I should have been smarter... ♪

I feel like I was just
getting to know him.

And those m*therf*ckers
took him from me again.

Yeah, well...

Look at 'em now.

♪ Now, I ain't... ♪

[SIREN WAILING IN DISTANCE]

[PASSENGER DOOR CLOSES]

[GRUNTS SOFTLY] g*dd*mn!

I think one of them sh*t themselves.

I thought that was you.

Be careful.

- [THUDDING]
- Ow!

Trust me, he didn't feel it.

[GRUNTING]

Have some respect for the dead, man.

[GRUNTING]

[STRAINING]

Damn.

How f*cking weak are you?

f*ck you. Mine's heavier.

- Let's switch.
- Are you f*cking serious?

[GRUNTING]

Your dad would be proud.

Yeah.

[SPITS]

Let's get the f*ck out of here.

Hey, how are we gonna make
sure the Bastards find 'em

before some fucker
pulls up and calls it in?

Ring the buzzer.

What?

You go ring that f*cking buzzer.

Let's sh**t for it.

Fine.

- Rock, paper, scissors.
- Rock, paper, scissors.

f*ck you.

You caused this sh*t. You're doing it.

[GUERO] f*ck.

[VAN DOOR CLOSES]

Ding-dong ditching
m*therf*cking dead bodies.

- [EXHALES]
- [ENGINE STARTS]

- [HORN HONKING]
- Oh, f*ck.

What the f*ck?

[ENGINE REVS]

Yo, bro, what the f*ck?

[DOWNER LAUGHING]

[TIRES SCREECHING]

♪

♪ Call on the shadows,
they live in the meadows ♪

♪ And seen by the swallows
at dusk in their hollows ♪

♪ They suck at the tips
and whittle with nips ♪

♪ Till the berries, like
bees, run dry at the knees ♪

[INDISTINCT TV DIALOGUE]

[QUIETLY] Okay.

Hey!

What are you doing?

I-I-I was, um...

I-I was just...

Um...

I know.

It can be weird here at first.

Johnny is always talking
in those f*cking rhymes

and Chip is mad grumpy.

But it's all love. You're good.

You're safe.

Actually, I-I... [CHUCKLES]

I just really need to pee.

I don't know how y'all do it with just

that one bathroom in the farmhouse.

[LAUGHS] The world is yours, girl.

Free to pee wherever you want.

But watch out for rattlesnakes.

Ranch is full of sidewinders.

[CLEARS THROAT]

Yeah.

[KEYS JINGLING]

[SNORING]

[KNOCKING RAPIDLY]

[KNOCKING]

[GRUNTS]

[KNOCKING]

Son?

Give me a minute.

♪

Why are you here?

I want to show you something.

That's funny. [LAUGHS]

Dad, stop.

- What? This is my famous French toast.
- Famous to who?

- Me.
- Exactly.

- [LAUGHTER]
- [PHONE BUZZING]

♪ He saw a little bird fly out... ♪

Okay, everybody knows about the nutmeg.

But they forget about
the vanilla extract.

And a little pinch of
salt to make it more sweet.

- That makes no sense.
- [PHONE BUZZING]

♪ So he went to the feather
house and made him... ♪

Tessa, you used to love
it when you were little.

[PHONE BUZZING]

♪ He said, "I'm gonna fly" ♪

You gonna get that?

♪ "If it costs me my life" ♪

♪ So he walked out the door and he... ♪

Yeah.

♪ He saw a building, I'd
say, stories high... ♪

[SIZZLING]

[TESSA] Master Chef, your
masterpiece is burning.

Geez.

[URINATING]

[SALLY WHIMPERING]

Really?

[TOILET FLUSHING]

[SALLY WHINES]

[SOFÍA GRUNTS]

[SALLY WHIMPERS, BARKS]

What?

[WHIMPERS]

[SIGHS]

[BREATHING HEAVILY]

[SALLY BARKING]

[SOFÍA SIGHS]

She's being so weird.

She won't leave me alone.

Creeper loved you, baby.

He wouldn't want you to punish yourself.

[ENGINES APPROACHING]

[ENGINES SHUT OFF]

EZ.

That w*r of yours?

Now it's ours.

Sons think they can intimidate us?

No. No.

Nobody threatens the Grim Bastards.

Black and Brown unite.

[ENGINES START]

♪

[ENGINE STARTS]

- And what else?
- Every... How the f*ck am I supposed to know?

What, do I look like a f*cking chemist?

Some drug sh*t.

And-and making pills or something.

These women, they're trying to do good.

It's not fair. It's the
f*cking Mayans' fault.

The fairer sex always
pay the price of w*r.

Dragged through a village square,

head shaved for smiling
at a German soldier.

Running naked down a...

down a village road dripping napalm.

You should have all been born boys.

Is this where my father sh*t you?

Coco couldn't even do that right.

But someday...

someone will.

Give me Hope.

Where the f*ck is she? Bring her out.

Where is Hope? Where the f*ck is Hope?

You f*cking promised me that
you were gonna give me Hope.

I did what you told me to.

I gave you what the f*ck
the Mayans were doing

with the Broken Saints.

The Broken Saints that took
you in, did they feed you?

- [EXCLAIMS]
- Did they tend to your self-inflicted wounds, hmm?

What kind of idiot trusts a liar, hmm?

- Give me f*cking Hope! I said...
- You chose a sister over the sisterhood.

You should be proud.

- You're more like Coco than I thought.
- Give me f*cking Hope!

Hope! Hope!

Whatever happens next is your fault.

Hope!

[GROWLS]

f*cking give me Hope!

[DOOR OPENS]

[ROCK MUSIC PLAYING FAINTLY]

Help me.

- Please.
- I can't.

Someone has to.

- You know how he is.
- [ISAAC WHISTLES]

How am I? Hmm?

Great!

Thanks for asking.

[INHALES DEEPLY]

Hi...

I told you no food until...

This clarity is ugly on you.

Hmm.

Let's put some Vaseline on the lens.

She's gonna come for me.

Who?

Letty.

She's gonna come for me.

[CHAIR RATTLING]

Oh, tiger.

She's long forgotten about you.

She hasn't.

She'll come.

She always does.

If she does...

I'll tear off her wings in front of you.

I'll set her on fire

and I'll hold your hair
back while you watch.

Hmm?

You can deny gravity, but...

momentum always brings you back to me.

Sweet little Judas wolf.

Whose den will you lead us to next?

Hmm?

The men have business,

and since you two girls like to gossip,

you can stay behind and
braid each other's hair.

[CRYING]

[SNIFFLES]

- [CAR DOOR CLOSES]
- [RAE] Oh, for f*ck's sake!

What the f*ck is wrong with you?

[PAUL] Oh, so it's all my fault?

[RAE] Just go, Paul.

[PAUL] No, I am not f*cking leaving.

[RAE] Think of what you're
doing, you piece of sh*t.

[PAUL] [CHUCKLES] That's
right, I'm the assh*le.

- [RAE] Are you serious?
- Oh, come on, just

- give me a break, all right?
- You've been f*cking drinking, Paul.

You f*cking drove drunk with my child!

- He's my child! He's my f*cking child, too!
- Hey, hey.

Get your f*cking hands off me!

You think you can show up
and tear my family apart?

I've been his father for years!

For years it's been me!

You gave up your right to be
his father! You gave him up!

What's he talking about?

- He's my kid!
- [RAE] Paul, shut up!

- [GRUNTING]
- Hey.

[GRUNTING]

[JACOB] Dad!

Stop it! Stop!

Stop it! Stop it!

[COUGHING]

Dad, are you okay?

Talk to me. Are you okay?

[PAUL COUGHING]

[MIGUEL] This man...

was not perfect.

He was quick to anger.

And the...

charm, the...

gregariousness was...

only for the world.

At home, my mother and
I got someone more...

complicated.

[SIGHS]

But he was there.

He held my hand as a young boy.

He read stories,

taught me to get back up when I fell.

He took pride in me.
In my accomplishments.

In the man he got to see me become.

Which is thanks... to him.

Not you.

I knew your father.

We were from the same village.

He was a bastard.

I know what he was capable of.

[SCOFFS]

You... [SIGHS]

You were his errand boy.

Right? He hired you
to protect my mother.

And you betrayed him.

What kind of man does that?

Your mother and I...

You were conceived with love, son.

But I was raised on a lie.

And this man...

had to know.

And still, he treated me like his own.

He earned...

He earned to be called my father.

The only thing a father
can ask of his son...

is to forgive his mistakes.

I don't forgive you.

I forgive him.

I forgive this "bastard"

who raised your son.

[DOOR OPENS]

[DOOR CLOSES]

[TOOLS WHIRRING, CLANKING]

[HICKS] You try replacing the cams?

I tried everything.

Engine kicks like a son of a bitch,

but then, when you hit , it dies.

Sounds more spiritual than mechanical.

Brother, you wouldn't
know the half of it.

[g*n COCKS]

[ALVAREZ] Diaz...

was my brother, ese. My best friend.

And you m*therf*ckers gunned him down.

I heard about your club's vote.

Couldn't believe it.

Who pulled the trigger?

Put that down, m*therf*cker,
or I'll put him down.

Who did it? Tell me.

I don't know nothing about Diaz.

Oakland and Charming had a truce.

Happy thought the same thing.

Happy?

Reyes brothers sh*t him
down in Twentynine Palms.

Well, unless you want
to join him, ese...

- I'm gonna need a name.
- Try your own backyard.

We're all down for the trip,
brother, but you Mayans?

You k*ll each other
more than we k*ll you.

It wasn't us.

You all want to k*ll
each other so f*cking bad?

f*cking go ahead.

Dropping Diaz and Jinx off
at the Grim Bastards' gate...

that was a gamble.

It's paid off.

With Lucky on board, we
now have all the players.

Whites, Blacks, Iron w*r.

Puts SAMCRO in a corner
they can't get out of.

What happened to Creep can't
ever happen to another brother again.

[SIGHS]

Don't take it so hard.

Creep went out a warrior.

He went out a Mayan.

What the f*ck is this?

[ENGINE SHUTS OFF]

I love you...

but I won't let you f*ck
up this kid's life anymore.

Man, you walked out on your
own kid like a f*cking coward.

[SNIFFLES]

You're a piece of sh*t.

I am.

That's why I need you to be better.

How do you live with it?

All the sh*t we did.

Don't you ever think about 'em?

That little girl...

you threw off the roof.

The grandmother, kids in the car.

I don't.

I can't.

I need you to go into that
building because I never could.

I need you to be tougher than me.

For Jacob.

I've always been tougher than you.

[SNIFFLES] You still punch like a bitch.

[GILLY SCOFFS]

I can tell. The way your
nose is hanging off your face.

[CHUCKLING] Sh-sh*t.

I was born this way.

[SIGHS]

Rae...

I wouldn't do that.

Not to a brother.

Nothing happened.

[SIGHS]

I'll try, man.

I'll try.

[SIGHS]

Forward... march.

[MOTORCYCLE ENGINES REVVING]

Don't tell anyone where you got that.

- [WOMAN SCREAMING]
- [GLASS SHATTERING]

♪ Don't want excuses ♪

♪ I've heard 'em all ♪

♪ You think you're rising... ♪

- [MUSIC TURNS OFF]
- [WOMAN GROANS]

- f*cking sh**t her!
- Come on, Hope, we're leaving!

Come on, Hope! We're f*cking leaving!

Oh, you f*cking bitch!

[SCREAMS]

[WHIMPERS]

Go.

[WOMAN GROANING NEARBY]

- [LETICIA] Come on.
- [WOMAN] f*ck.

f*ck. f*cking call .

- f*cking call ...
- [g*nsh*t]

No!

Run, run. f*cking go! f*cking go!

["HEROES" BY MOBY FEATURING
MINDY JONES PLAYING]

[ENGINE SHUTS OFF]

[YVETTE] My crazy-ass brother Neron,

or as you all called
him, Creeper, was intense.

Sometimes too intense.

But that's because he cared
so much about his family.

And about you all.

He and I...

We had to survive the plane
crash that was our family.

When our mom was too
f*cked-up to take care of us...

Neron'd make sure that we were fed.

[SOBBING] And that we had clothes.

[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]

He also scared away every
boyfriend I ever tried to have.

- [CHUCKLING]
- But when he met the Mayans,

I was so happy for him.

I'd never seen him so at home.

So at peace.

Like he was when he was
with you, his brothers.

Thank you, Hank.

Bishop. Angel.

Y Taza, gracias.

♪ You can be mean ♪

Especially EZ.

You meant the world to my brother.

♪ And I... ♪

My brother cared about you so much.

[SNIFFLES]

You were all his world,

and I'll forever be thankful for it.

♪ And that is a fact ♪

♪ Yeah, we're lovers ♪

♪ That is that ♪

♪ Though nothing ♪

♪ Will keep us together ♪

♪ We could steal time ♪

♪ Just for one day ♪

I k*lled my brother.

I k*lled Creeper.

It was on my watch.

♪ I... ♪

If I'd...

I'd made different decisions

or acted faster to make alliances,

he'd still be here.

♪ By the wall... ♪

[SIGHS] I couldn't protect him.

♪ And the g*ns ♪

And I'll never forgive myself for that.

♪ sh*t above our heads ♪

♪ And we kissed... ♪

Creeper's old lady.

What's her name again?

Kody.

♪ Just for one day. ♪

[SHAKY BREATH]

[SNIFFLING]

[LETICIA] Okay.

No one's following us.

We're good. [PANTING]

Are you sure you're okay?

They didn't hurt you, right?

Right? Okay. Okay, we're good.

[PANTING]

He'll find us.

No, uh-uh, not if we keep moving.

We can go to Ohio. Get jobs.

I told you about Chucky, right?

Yeah? I mean, he'll know what to do.

f*cking Isaac is never gonna find us.

He will.

[RAGGED INHALE]

- Pull over.
- What?

- Stop the car.
- No. What? Hope, we can't.

- Stop.
- We can't.

Stop the f*cking car,
Letty! Stop the f*cking car!

- Okay! Okay! I'll stop!
- Stop the car!

Hope! Hope!

Hope, what are you doing?

- f*ck. Hope.
- [HORN BLARING]

Hope!

Yo. Hey.

- [PANTING]
- You okay?

- [CRYING]
- Hope.

[PANTING]

Hope, what-what's going on?

- Thank you.
- What? For what?

For giving me a home.

- For being my best friend.
- Okay, Hope,

you're kind of freaking
me out right now.

These last months have
been the best of my life.

And I won't ever let that get ruined.

He's gonna keep coming.

He's gonna keep coming for me.

- And he'll hurt you.
- What are you talking about?

I love you.

Now I have to set you free.

- No, Hope!
- [HORN BLARING]

- No! No! Hope!
- [TIRES SCREECHING]

[CRYING] Hope!

No. No.

Hope!

[SOBBING] Hope!

[MAVERICK CRYING]

["I CAN GO WITH YOU"
BY SAM BURTON PLAYING]

♪ I can go with you ♪

♪ But only so far ♪

♪ You glide on the water ♪

♪ And I fall on the shore ♪

♪ I let my hand ♪

♪ Not so long to fade ♪

♪ I was a little younger ♪

♪ Now I learned too late ♪

♪ Across the river ♪

♪ Are you waiting for me? ♪

♪ Well, if I was a little bigger ♪

♪ I'd go and see ♪

♪ Sprawl across my time ♪

♪ It's nothing, really, to mourn ♪

♪ But I can't reach the angels ♪

♪ And I cannot hear their horn ♪

♪ No, I cannot reach the angels ♪

♪ And I cannot hear their horn. ♪

- [HARD ROCK PLAYING]
- [ROWDY CHATTER]

Hey, where's Cielo?

Jess is a f*cking no-show.

And Cielo can't answer a phone call.

It's all right. I'm
sure Cielo will turn up.

If she does, it's her f*cking funeral.

[MUSIC AND CHATTER CONTINUE]

[SIGHS]

Sneaking out?

Was hoping no one would notice.

Clubhouse got a fresh coat of paint.

You find what you were
looking for out there?

Guess it ain't nowhere to be found.

Guess it ain't.

[SIGHS]

Coco. Now Creep.

This w*r's worse than the last one.

Looks like you left just in time.

Didn't have much of a choice.

And now?

You leaving again?

- The past...
- Is just that.

It's the f*cking past.

[SIGHS]

[CHUCKLES]

What's hell if you can't
enjoy it with your friends?

Would be a f*cking
stupid time to come back.

No one ever said I
was particularly smart.

[SIGHS]

[DOOR OPENS]

I know your ass didn't think you're
going to Broken Saints without me.

Uh, I wouldn't dream of it.

Then let's go, m*therf*cker.

[ENGINE STARTS]

[ENGINE SHUTS OFF]

- You going?
- Yeah.

We asked a lot of you.

I'm sorry.

He's confused.

He'll need time.

We'll need time.

Paul?

He's gonna give it a try.

I think he'll make it work.

We're all so f*cked-up.

What did we bring Jacob into?

Thank you.

For being an incredible
mother and friend.

We're just surviving.

Ain't nothing more any of us can do.

We're lucky we're even here.

Better than us ain't.

So you should make more of it.

Too far gone.

Bye, Lopez.

[TRUNK CLOSES]

- [SHAKY BREATHS]
- [CAR DOOR CLOSES]

[ENGINE STARTS]

[TV ANNOUNCER SPEAKING SPANISH]

Son?

[SIGHS]

I can't be there anymore, Pops.

Not without her. I just can't.

This has always been your home.

It will always be his home.

[BABBLING]

[SIGHS]

[GRUNTS]

Will you talk to me?

What's going on in your head?

You're pulling away.

And...

I'm scared you won't be
able to find your way back.

That wewon't be able
to find our way back.

I'm just tired.

[SIGHS]

You're losing me.

[FUNK MUSIC PLAYING FAINTLY]

Bro, come on.

There's no f*cking way she's into you.

A girl like that? Nah. Nah.

How do you explain this?

"Need you. Come quick."

I bet you would, prospect.

I didn't for your mom.

I'm literally gonna m*rder you.

sh*t. We need gas.

[ENGINE SHUTS OFF]

Get out and pump the gas, prospect.

As soon as I get out,

you're going to drive off without me.

If I get out, you're
gonna drive off without me.

[SCOFFS]

Prospect, so help me,

if you don't get out of
this m*therf*cking van...

You'll smash me.

Exactly.

Just like I smashed your mom?

sh*t. We're not gonna make it.

It's fine. We'll refill at the ranch.

We're practically there anyway.

[ENGINE CLUNKING]

[ENGINE DIES]

Hank's gonna k*ll me.

I'm gonna k*ll you if you
don't get out and start pushing.

What's that?

I swear to God, if you even think about

saying my mom one more time...

No... the f*ck is that?

[expl*si*n]

[GUERO] What the f*ck?

[WOMAN] g*dd*mn it!

[COUGHING]

[PANICKED CHATTER]

[GLASS SHATTERING]

g*dd*mn it!

[PANICKED CHATTER CONTINUES]

[PANTING]

[BABY LAUGHING]