01x05 - This Woman's Work

[bunniefuu]

[BIRDS CHIRPING]

[VICTOR LAVALLE SPEAKING SWAHILI]

not taught by the mother

will be taught with the world.

[UPBEAT BRAZILIAN

MUSIC PLAYING ON RADIO]

Mmm. [SPEAKS PORTUGUESE]

[IN PORTUGUESE] Hey.

- I saw an old woman at the waterfall.

- The waterfall?

[EMMA] Yes.

You must never go back to the lagoon.

What?

It's haunted.

Badly haunted.

The washer woman - she is a witch.

- A witch

- Whatever you do

You must not go back there.

And never ever

let that woman touch you!

what women are capable of.

Too terrifying a mystery,

too layered and complex.

Powerful beasts

They cannot comprehend what women do,

so they try to take their power,

snuff out their unique light.

Always have, always will.

Scared of the magic inside.

Can't see it? Look harder.

Look harder. Look harder.

[PEOPLE CHATTERING]

[CIVILIAN SPEAKS PORTUGUESE]

[CHILDREN CHATTERING, SPEAK PORTUGUESE]

[SIGHS]

Oh.

Ow.

You did not ask for

the tree's permission.

Mmm.

Sorry.

[SPEAKS PORTUGUESE]

[BIRDS CHIRPING]

I may?

[CHUCKLES] Okay.

Okay. I make pee.

Okay.

[TICKING]

[TICKING CONTINUES]

[TIMER DINGS]

[MICHELLE] She was looking

into that camera lens

like a f*cking sorceress, Apollo.

[BREATHING SHAKILY]

[EMMA] They bathe it at dusk.

They hide it with guile.

At home in the forest,

forever lost in the wild.

[CAL] Apollo?

[WILLIAM] Good morning, Pearl.

Pearl Walker,

raised off the coast of Maine, in

trouble for habitual shoplifting.

Heavy drinker. Mother of one.

[SPEAKS SPANISH, CHUCKLES]

Now, do you remember the name

of your high school mascot?

'Cause, you know, if you forgot,

I'd be happy to tell you

I was gonna douse you with gasoline

last night and light you on fire.

And then I stopped myself and I thought,

"No. Gretta will wanna do that."

So I sent a boat to fetch her.

And what about my daughter?

- You mean, the one you k*lled?

- [WILLIAM SIGHS]

- Wait, wait.

- You won't even see her in the afterlife!

- Hold on. Hold on, hold on, hold on.

- Sorceress. Enchantress.

Every word you speak is a lie.

Hold on. You said that

he k*lled his daughter.

That's not right. He actually

came here to get them.

- Right, William?

- She's lying, you nitwit.

She's casting a spell.

[CHUCKLES] That's what witches do.

I've decided to give

you one more chance.

- Why?

- [WILLIAM SPEAKS SPANISH]

You don't want it?

How do I know if I go out there,

you're not gonna put

two b*ll*ts in my head?

You don't. Even so, what

could you do about it?

[SIGHS]

Emma told me about you, Apollo.

She said you'd come,

and I told her no one short of a

god could find us on our island.

And here you are, just as she said

She didn't mention you'd

be bringing anyone with you.

I will give you a second chance.

You won't get a third. Come on.

[GRUNTS, SPEAKS NORWEGIAN]

[CHUCKLES, SPEAKING NORWEGIAN]

Don't forget me, Apollo.

Don't forget me, brother!

[INHALES SHARPLY, SPEAKS NORWEGIAN]

[SPEAKS NORWEGIAN]

[SPEAKS NORWEGIAN, ECHOING]

- Mind your head.

- Damn.

It's almost like that guy

is not the same person I met.

He was just sweet.

[SCOFFS]

What in the actual f*ck is going on?

Are you gonna k*ll

me? 'Cause if you are,

I really don't care. I do not care.

Just I wanna know, before

I die, what happened to Emma?

Things will become clear in due course,

but without haste so there

are no misconceptions.

- Is she here?

- No.

Well, can you send a boat to

fetch her like you did Gretta?

There is no boat that can bring

Emma back from where she is.

There's no boat, there's no car,

there's no plane, there's no train.

What does that even mean?

[SIGHS] She is out there, Apollo.

But there are things

that must be understood

before you go out there too.

[SIGHS] This cloak-and-dagger

bullshit. Where is she?

[BRIAN COOING]

[EMMA] It doesn't feel the

way I thought it would

I didn't think it would hurt so much.

You know, just this deep pit of sorrow,

and

[BRIAN COOING]

Look, I know I'm supposed to

love you unconditionally

but I feel panic

and it's suffocating the love.

I'm trying to tell you, baby

that I wish I was a better mom for you.

[BRIAN COOS]

I'm scared for us.

What happens if we don't make it?

[MARIACHI MUSIC PLAYING]

[PEOPLE LAUGHING, CHATTERING]

- Best night ever.

- Mmm. The best.

Yo!

Sorry, babe.

- Yo! Okay, bouquet time. Get in. Get in.

- [GUESTS CHEER]

Okay. I am looking for

some real competition here.

I want Olympic-level sh*t.

- I know you got this, sis.

- [CROWD LAUGHS]

Okay. And if you catch

this, I love you the most

[CROWD LAUGHS, CHEERS]

- Ready? Okay.

- [GUESTS] Yes! Yes, let's do this!

Okay. Here we go.

- [CROWD CHEERING, SCREAMING]

- [APOLLO] Oh.

Oh. Oh!

- [GASPS]

- [LAUGHS]

- I love you, New York City!

- [APOLLO CHEERS]

[ALL SHOUTING, LAUGHING]

Somebody got it.

I wish you could have

known me back then.

I wish you knew a different Mommy.

I wish she was here.

[PEOPLE CHATTERING]

- [CLICKS MOUSE]

- [COMPUTER CHIMES]

[GASPS, BREATHING HEAVILY]

[COMPUTER CHIMES]

What?

- [CELL PHONE BUZZES]

- [GASPS]

f*ck you.

f*ck! [BREATHING HEAVILY]

[YURINA] Emma?

I'm good.

- Hey, are you okay [GASPS]

- [GROANS]

[CAL] We're not going

to k*ll you, Apollo.

Not unless you make us.

That's a relief and

also not a relief at all.

[STAMMERS]

This is for you.

No way.

Emma and I spent many

late nights up talking.

[SIGHS] Emma Valentine, alive

and well, on a random island.

Hmm. Not so well. Alive though.

She talked to me about your father,

about this book, how

much it meant to you.

Mmm. Betraying my innermost secrets

to a perfect stranger. It checks.

It's interesting you find

this story so captivating.

- Why?

- Because of where you have found yourself.

Estrogen Island, New York

City? I mean [CHUCKLES]

Sorry.

[BRIAN FUSSING, CRYING]

[CHANGELING SNARLING]

- [CHANGELING SCREAMS]

- [EMMA GASPS]

[CHANGELING SNARLING]

I will not let you gaslight me.

I will not let you make

me feel crazy. Okay?

- [BRIAN GRUNTS]

- [EMMA GASPS]

[CHANGELING CACKLES]

[BREATHING HEAVILY]

[GRUNTS]

[CHANGELING CACKLING]

[BRIAN CRYING]

[GRUNTS]

[BRIAN CRYING]

You're not gonna make

me think I'm crazy.

[TYPING]

[BRIAN CONTINUES CRYING]

[BRIAN COOING]

[COOING]

I don't want to. [BREATHES SHAKILY]

I don't.

Baby, I really. I

really [BREATHES SHAKILY]

[BRIAN COOS]

God.

Help me. [SOBS]

[BRIAN COOING]

[BRIAN FUSSES]

[EMMA SOBBING]

I love my baby, more

than you can ever know.

I'll give up anything for him.

I'll give my life for him.

My husband's

and yours.

[CHANGELING SNARLS, CHOMPS]

- [EMMA YELPS, WHIMPERS]

- [BRIAN CRIES]

[WHIMPERING]

[CHANGELING SNARLING]

I'm sorry. I am.

[CAL] You were in New York

when you got on Wheeler's boat.

And for a while you stayed in the

East River, you passed Rikers Island.

Maybe you went under

the Throgs Neck Bridge.

But as you approached our island,

you crossed into different waters.

You beached that boat

on a different shore.

Has anyone ever told you

that you speak in riddles?

[LAUGHS] You know, the

Amazons were said to live

on the island of Themiscyra

and the the Yolngu had

an island for the dead.

These were magical places,

where the rules of your

world are not the same.

And you have crossed into such a place.

Right, but this is North Brother

Island. It's a place, it's on maps.

It was North Brother

Island, until we remade it.

[PEOPLE CHATTERING]

[BABY CRYING]

A schoolhouse?

[CAL] Yes. A library

too, we're proud of it.

Wow, very cool.

Are you hungry?

Yeah. Yeah.

You know, I used to daydream about

when Brian would finally go to school.

I'd be that crazy dad spying

on him, making everyone nervous

and they'd wanna call the police 'cause

some strange guy's staring at kids

through the window.

We spy on children all the time

now, nobody calls the police.

- [GRUNTS]

- Social media. Poisonous trap.

People happily hand over

their their babies,

their private, most precious moments

every day for the world to see.

Yeah.

Leaving the door open to

the creatures of the night.

We take our meals here.

[FATHER HAGEN DISTORTED]

What brings you to this choice?

[DISTORTED] Emma?

[EMMA] Sorry?

What brings you to this choice?

So, where are we baptizing him?

Uh, we actually weren't

Unless one is born of water

and spirit, he cannot be saved.

Um, saved from?

The dark creatures of the world.

[SIGHS]

And do you believe that?

I don't know what I believe,

but I know that I want to try everything

to make sure that the road is easier.

You say you describe yourself

as spiritual but not religious?

- Right.

- Yeah. And your husband?

Atheist.

And how does your husband feel

about the idea of your

son being baptized?

[CLICKS TONGUE]

Um, he's not yet awake. [CHUCKLES]

All right. Well, there's

nothing like a beautiful ceremony

to awaken one's soul and

perhaps hear the call.

I remember so clearly the moment

I heard God's voice

calling me. I just

Do you have any openings immediately?

I-I just wanna get this done

and dusted, ASAP. [CHUCKLES]

[CHUCKLES] Okay, right. Yeah. Sure.

Uh, let's, uh, take a little

look at the diary, shall we?

[PEOPLE CHATTERING]

[CAL] Good morning, ladies.

[SIGHS]

Hey. Um, how long was Emma here?

On and off for a couple of months.

She used to go back into

New York once a week.

She saw how depleted our

library was and she restocked it.

To her, a life without

books wasn't worth living.

It's not.

She couldn't stop being a librarian.

That's for you. [STAMMERS] Hang on.

Mmm. This is good on a cold morning.

[EMMA SNEEZES, SNIFFLES]

- Here we go.

- [EMMA CLEARS THROAT]

- [IMITATES AIRPLANE SOUND]

- [CHUCKLES]

Mmm. There we go. How's that?

You'd make a great dad. [CHUCKLES]

[ECHOING] You know that?

Um, how did she get back and forth?

We have our own Navy. [CHUCKLES]

- That's an exaggeration. [CHUCKLES]

- [CHUCKLES]

We have a trawler and a single-person

creek boat with a paddle.

Wait a minute. What? No, she did

not know how to use a creek boat.

[CHUCKLES] Yeah. She had

some spills along the way.

[BREATHES HEAVILY]

But she never gives up.

Your wife has quite a will.

Yeah, I know that.

So, all these women, they, uh

they like [STAMMERS]

Like what Emma did?

Yes. All of us.

Well, what about the

kids I saw out earlier?

Mmm, some of them have

more than one child.

So, when they run to me, they

bring their other children.

Women come here bereft and confused,

and I offered them a place

where they will be believed.

[SCOFFS] Do you know how few

women ever get that simple gift?

Works miracles.

[STAMMERS] Do you understand

her enormous strength, Apollo?

What that took?

Used to be advice was

passed from woman to woman.

Drawn from the well of her knowledge.

How we do this hard, hard thing.

I reach back to my mother

and she holds my hand

and she reaches back to

her mother before that.

- [BRIAN GURGLES]

- One continuous chain of information.

Back and back and back and back.

[CAL SIGHS]

[SIGHS]

"Babies are dreams made real.

And dreams are fairies' favorite meal."

[APOLLO IN BRITISH ACCENT]

"There at the window

they watch while it sleeps.

A child so beautiful,

the fairies all weep.

[IN DEEP VOICE] We want it, we

need it. It's ours for the taking.

[NORMAL VOICE] Tap at the latch

and the window is shaking."

- This book is so f*cked up.

- Mmm. It's good.

"Mother and father asleep in their bed.

Fit for the grave,

they rest like the dead.

Fairies will hold it

close to their breast.

They won't give it back.

- They love it the best."

- "Love it the best."

[SIGHS] I don't know why your father

read this book to you

when you were little.

I don't know.

But it tells the truth.

Emma willed you here, Apollo.

To the truth, if you dare to see it.

You and she have ended

up in one ugly fairy tale.

And it won't do to shut your eyes

or or to pretend otherwise.

You've crossed the

waters. You can't go back.

[SIGHS] William was right about

at least one thing. We are witches.

But I'll tell you something

else he was right about.

The man in that cage

consorts with monsters.

[EMMA] "Got him."

That's what the text said.

Right under his picture in caps.

- "Got him."

- You know what? Show me.

- Show me.

- They're gone.

- Show me one text that says

- You already know they're

- That's because it was never there.

- Let's just get ready.

We're not going to

church with you, Emma.

You probably wanna get him an

exorcism rather than a baptism.

The message board said we

can try therapy or church,

- and we can't afford therapy.

- It's all about the message board.

I'm delighted you think a

bunch of old women can tell us

how to live our lives and raise our kid.

But you know what the problem is, Emma?

It's you. You're the

f*cking problem, all right?

Why don't you go take

another pill or something?

[BRIAN CRYING]

You don't see, but you will.

I didn't believe her. [STAMMERS]

I thought she was sick.

- [STAMMERS]

- And now?

I don't know. [CLICKS TONGUE]

I don't know but but I want to.

I want to.

[CHILDREN CHATTERING, CHUCKLING]

- [CHILD 1] Oh, I got it. I got it.

- [CHILD 2] Over here.

You're okay.

[SIGHS] Yeah.

You know that's what my

wife used to say to me

when I would have nightmares.

- Oh.

- Oh, my gosh. [CHUCKLES]

Scooters can be tricky,

huh? Hey. You all right?

Here. You need some help?

My name's Apollo.

[CAL] This is Gayl.

Hi. Do you want me to help

you find a Band-Aid or

I mean, I could go

- [CHUCKLES] Yeah.

- They don't see men ever here.

- Oh. Whoa, whoa, whoa.

- Oh. Not again.

- Here you go.

- Yeah.

[APOLLO] Hey. You okay?

There you go. Wow. You're tough.

- [LAUGHS]

- She's tough.

- Looks like you made a friend.

- Yeah. Whoa, okay.

[LAUGHING]

[LAUGHS] Don't know

where we're going, but

[CAL LAUGHS]

Hey. I, um I have to

talk to you about Gretta.

What for?

Well, you know how William

k*lled his daughter?

- He did.

- Yeah, well [SIGHS]

[SIGHS] Honey, why don't

you go inside, find a book?

[SIGHS] Okay.

Well, all of these women, they

did something similar, okay? So

No. No, not similar. That's wrong.

All right. All right. All right. I-I

just wanna hear it from her, okay?

Oh. [CHUCKLES] You do, do you?

What? You give a man breakfast

and suddenly he tells you

- all about what he wants?

- Okay. It was a request.

All right, Cal? Please.

[SIGHS]

Okay. We don't travel

the river during the day,

but Gretta will be here tonight.

Puppet show's after dinner and

if she wants to talk to you,

that'll be the time.

[APOLLO] Thank you.

Hmm.

Hey. What you reading?

Looks like a good book. Do

you mind if I read with you?

Okay. All right.

"We want it. We need it.

It's ours for the taking.

A tap at the latch and

the window was shaking.

Mother and father asleep in their bed.

Fit for the grave,

they rest like the dead.

The young one is gone,

but they'll never know,

in its place a thing

without life, hard and cold."

"Now for the fun.

In the woods, there's a party

in the dark past the horses,

the guests are dressed smartly."

[CHILDREN CHUCKLING]

"The music is playing,

the dancers move quick.

A child in their arms

will never grow sick."

I had a rooster ♪

The rooster pleased me ♪

I held the rooster ♪

By the old apple tree ♪

[VOCALIZES OFF-KEY]

- [LAUGHS]

- [LAUGHS]

What you laughing for?

You remind me of my wife.

My wife.

[EMMA COUGHING]

- [APOLLO] You okay?

- [EMMA GROANS]

[APOLLO] There you go.

[EMMA] I had a rooster ♪

My rooster pleased me ♪

[APOLLO] I set my rooster ♪

Underneath the apple tree ♪

[LAUGHS, SNORTS]

What?

Sorry, I just, um

I didn't realize my husband was

such an atrocious singer, that's all.

What?

- Oh, okay.

- [CHUCKLES]

I-I'll sing again.

Mm-mmm.

- I had a ♪

- No.

- Uh-uh. [LAUGHS]

- [LAUGHS]

[EMMA] You're so bad.

- But I love you. [KISSES]

- Mm-mmm. Mm-mmm.

- [EMMA] Just don't sing again.

- That's not how that works.

- [EMMA] Don't sing.

- Mmm.

Everybody, come on for

the puppet show, it's time.

- [CHILDREN CLAMORING]

- Come on, kids. Go get a good seat.

Come on, puppet show.

Rocco. Joey. Zachary. Ivy.

Let's go. Let's go. Front

seats are gonna be taken fast.

- [APOLLO] Right. Puppet show. Hey.

- Come on, everybody. Hi.

Gretta.

[CAL] Mmm.

[SIGHS] How's Grace?

She's with my parents.

- William's here?

- Yeah.

He's shown up, just like that?

Well, he came with me.

- You're with him?

- No

Well, I I'm I'm Emma's

I'm Emma's husband. [CLEARS THROAT]

It's okay.

I'm Emma's.

I just keep thinking I'll be rid of him.

He keeps finding his

way back into my life.

- [CAL] I know.

- [GRETTA] He won't give up.

We're his, that's what he thinks.

Did he, um Did he, uh

k*ll my daughter?

- [STAMMERS] Uh, he said

- Oh, yes. Please, tell me what he said.

I came all the way here

just to have you explain

his point of view to me.

Okay.

He got my new address.

He mailed me a book.

- Book?

- To k*ll a Mockingbird. He ruined it.

Wha-Wha What?

Wrote the same thing on every page.

He, uh He cleared me out.

- Every last penny right out of my account.

- Wait, wait, wait, wait. Um, how much

What did he take?

Seventy-thousand.

- What?

- That bastard stole $70,000 from me.

What did he write?

Her name.

[WILLIAM DISTORTED] Agnes! Agnes! Agnes!

Agnes. On every page.

[SNIFFLES]

William! Hey.

[GRUNTS]

William! William, come talk to me now!

[WILLIAM] That's not my name,

so stop f*cking using it.

Yes! Yes, it is. I just

talked to your wife.

[WILLIAM] And will my

family be whole again?

She said, "William

stole $70,000 from me."

She said, you defaced that book.

[WILLIAM] You know, I didn't

know my real name either.

Didn't know who I really was.

What?

And then I found a

place where I belonged.

I found people who understood me.

I could talk to them like I

never talked to anyone else.

And when I found my people, I

took off William Wheeler's face.

[CRIES]

And I found my true face beneath.

And when my friends saw

my authentic identity

they gave me my true name.

In fact, Apollo, you know it already.

How do I know?

Dinner plans tonight,

a meal inspired by baby Brian

[ROARING] boiled vegetables.

[BREATHES SHAKILY] Kinder Garten!