02x04 - Episode 4

[bunniefuu]

Going out for a walk.

- Okay.
- I'd like to be by myself.

- Boss.
- It's not a request Tomasz.

Just a walk is all.

[SHE SCREAMS]

[GRUNTS]

Good trip, madam?

Waste of bloody time.

What are you smiling about?

It's my wife.

She's pregnant.

That's all the world needs,

more people in it.

[CAR ENGINE REVS]

Thanks.

Here's fine.

As you wish, Miss Cassidy.

- How are you?
- How are you?

You just can't stay
away, can you, Eugene?

Elliot.

- Let's stick with Elliot.
- All right.

What can I do you for Elliot?

Fergal,

he's mine, isn't he?

Are you asking or telling?

The police found a DNA match.

Did you know?

That my own grandson
was a Cassidy bastard?

No, I didn't.

Of course I didn't know.

I knew there was something that
happened between you and Donal,

because of the way he spoke about you.

Well, they never asked.

So, what now?

They're gonna take him out fishing,

teach him how to shave,

is that it?

He doesn't know, does he?

That Donal's not his biological father?

No, he doesn't.

It's not your place to tell him.

If you dare show your face
near any of our grounds,

you will be cut down.

People need to know who they are.

Oh, he does know he's a McDonnell.

- Always will be.
- I just need to talk to him.

All right, that's all.

But you didn't, though, did you?

Ah, way back when.

You knew, fine well, he was yours,

but you still cut and run, didn't you?

You still got the f*ck
out of town, Eugene.

Elliot.

Here, how about this?

You want to talk to Fergal
so very bloody much right,

and I can make that happen.

But first I want you
to get something for me.

What?

My father d*ed in Boston,
Massachusetts, 42 years ago.

He knew before he
went into that surgery.

So, he called me and he
gave me a tracking number.

Said he'd sent me
something very important.

Something that I really should know.

- Just tell me what you want.
- I am. Jesus!

It seems Elliot is no more
patient than f*cking Eugene was.

So, the cargo plane that
was carrying the thing

that my father sent me,

it went down

just off the coast, right here.

Now, retrieving something like that,

apparently there's a cost.

So, while everyone was arguing about who

should pay to dive down and

rescue a bunch of bags, I sent someone,

but he didn't come back.

And I believe that your
mother went with him

and left him on the
bottom of the ocean floor.

So, you believe my mother k*lled
some guy and then stole what

your dad left you?

Okay. Belief isn't proof.

She has it.

And if you get it for me,

you shall have the father son
thing that you have craved

for all these minutes.

Fine.

- I'll ask her.
- Just like that.

Just like that? I don't
remember any of this sh*t.

So, I give approximately zero fucks.

Means nothing to me. I'll get it.

Okay, then.

Here, Elliot. That man she
went into the ocean with,

the fella I sent to find that plane.

Do you want to hazard a wild
guess at what his name was?

Go on. You might surprise yourself.

Was it Elliot Stanley, perchance?

Bingo, son.

Bingo.

I'll be in touch.

See, mansplaining is when
a man explains to a woman

something that he thinks

she might not understand.

Ethan, I broke up with you.

It's over.

- Um, well.
- I have to, um...

I have to go and see my mother.

There's no shame in that.

No, uh, no.

Ethan, go home.

But, Shortbread...

Well, I'm not your
shortbread or your long bread.

Goodbye, Ethan.

It's been...

Can I borrow your car?

You really saw my
mother do that with a...

- butcher's Kn*fe?
- Yep.

I mean, one minute she's telling me

about your famous ballet skills, and

the next she's murdering
people in broad daylight.

Well, I'm glad you're okay.

I'm glad you're okay.

So, what's he like?

This kid of yours.

Honestly,

he's kind of an idiot.

Oh, that makes sense given, you know.

You.

[ELLIOT CHUCKLES]

You like him?

I don't know him.

An ex, a kid.

Your mother is quite the trip.

- It was your idea?
- Oh, yeah,

I'm very aware of that.

But now I just,

I don't know.

What if we left?

Well, uh, okay.

So, my son, my mother,

what, we just leave them behind?

Well, yeah, no, I know
it sounds crackers.

I just,

I mean, we were fine
before all of this and

we both nearly d*ed, and

maybe coming here was just a mistake.

We can't just keep running away.

I understand, I do.

So, um,

when the police were going
through your rucksack, they, um,

they found something.

- Oh.
- Yeah.

You're talking about?

Yeah.

Yeah, yeah.

Well thank you.

It's so sweet of you.

Yeah.

Sweet.

I'll put some music on.

- Let's see what's on.
- Okay.

Yeah.

[MUSIC PLAYS]

[SHE HUFFS]

Sorry, I'm just

not really feeling the music right now.

[BACKGROUND CHATTER]

Can I have a guinness there please?

Sorry, no, could you make that a scotch?

You're that guy?

We, uh, we met at your house.

Oh,

- Right, hello there.
- Hello, friend.

We, um, we found her, by the way.

Right.

[HE COUGHS]

That kind of day, was it?

You can say that again.

That kind of day was it?

[HE CHUCKLES]

Uh.

[HE SIGHS]

You look like you're traversing
some salty waters there my friend.

They found the rocks at
the bottom of the ocean,

that's for sure.

Rock bottom. That's clever.

Continuing with the seafaring analogies.

Might I offer you a sort
of floatation device?

There's no coming back from this.

Well, even when a person
has been underwater

for a long time, it still may
be possible to resuscitate them.

I did a course in Brisbane
in my pyjamas once and...

If you don't mind, I'd
just like to have my drink.

Okay.

I've done something awful and
there's no coming back from it.

Okay, there's just, there's not.

Well,

you're speaking to the right person,

because I have done

terrible things

and it's like

I knew at the time I was wrong

that I should try to be better,
but it's like I was in it.

So, why not just keep carrying on?

Because maybe things were so bad
that I couldn't make them worse,

you know what I mean?

Christ.

I do.

I really, I really do.

Well, let me buy you another scotch.

[LOCAL MUSIC PLAYS]

TV NARRATOR: Commonly mistaken
for plants, corals are actually

animals related to the
anemone and jellyfish families.

They provide a... [INDISTICT]

25% of the world's marine life.

Known as rainforests of the sea,

these vibrant ecosystems
are found across

our planet and are a delicate

hive of activity for ocean dwellers.

The moon.

It's got a face, doesn't it?

I saw the face of the moon this evening.

It was laughing at me.

You know why that is, Claire?

TV PRESENTER: Provide food [INDISTINCT]

shoaling fish like these... [INDISTINCT]

is a busy epicentre

for feeding organisms,

and many have developed
defence mechanisms

to protect themselves

while feeding.

The yellow tiger fish

is a habitual.

[REMOTE CONTROL CRASHES
AND TV GOES SILENT]

Look at me.

Would you?

Go on then.

Do to me what you want to do.

Is that what you said to him?

To Eugene Cassidy, just
before he bent over and put

his baby inside you. Is
that what you said to him?

- He's upstairs. Don't!
- [A SLAP AND SHE SCREAMS]

Have you got any idea
what it's like to raise

a boy that's not even mine?

Mam.

Uh.

[DOOR SLAMS]

[FOOTSTEPS ON GRAVEL]

Put them down.

Down.

Go ahead.

What do you think she'll say?

We'll soon find out.

[THROATY LAUGH]

Sorry, sorry, sorry.

[SHE CONTINUES TO CHUCKLE]

I mean, that is brilliant.

You stuck it in McDonnell, and
they ended up bringing him up

as one of their own.

Did Frank know?

He does now.

Bet he doesn't know
what to do with himself.

It'll be f*cking k*lling him,

this will.

It's good to have you back.

Well, I'm not,

not back, you know, I'm just here.

Good as.

Not for me it's not.

Never thought I'd see the day

you shacked up with
an officer of the law.

Well, I never thought I'd see my mother

in law put a Kn*fe
through some guy's eye, so.

Mother in law?

No, it's just, it's just

an expression.

Um, Elliot here, he, um,

he needs to find something.

Something that you took from Frank.

What's Frank McDonnell telling you?

Well,

he says that his dad sent him something

and you took it,

right before you k*lled
someone called Elliot Stanley.

You'd do well to take what that man

says with an oversized
f*cking boulder of salt.

Why would he lie?

Let me tell you a story
about Frank McDonnell.

There was a fella back in the day.

Got hold of a bottle of Macallan
Michael Dillon at auction.

You know it?

Can't say I do.

Worth near seven figures.

One of the rarest bottles
of whisky in the world.

Anyway, this fella bought the bottle

and he called it a barley branch.

Extended it to Frank to try
and put the whole family feud

in the rear view. You know,
less blood, more money.

And Frank, he said yes.

They went out fishing
on Loch Mellon to talk.

To see what could be done.

Before a single word was spoken,

Frank smashed the bottle off
the side of that boat and slit

the man's throat.

Threw the body into the
lake like it was nothing.

A m*rder worth a million pounds.

And that is why your uncle,

my brother is not sitting
in that chair there.

Jesus.

Yeah, it's him and
his girlfriend I think.

They're in there now.

I'll drop you a pin.

So, you're telling me honestly
that you didn't take anything

from Frank McDonnell?

Cross my cold black heart.

Well, I guess I'll just
have to find it another way.

I can help.

We'll come up with something.

For every part of me
that hates that family,

there's more that loves you.

And if what you want is to talk
to that boy, I will find a way.

Thank you.

Do you mind if it's tomorrow, though?

- I'm knackered.
- You can stay here.

Both of you.

You'll be safe from the
bastards out looking for you.

Ah, that's okay.

We wouldn't want to put you out.

No, I appreciate it.

Maybe just one night.

You can stay here as long as you want.

You're my son.

Back where you belong
and not a moment too soon.

Frank McDonnell has taken a lot from me.

You're the last blood I got left.

I saw her s*ab a man in the eyeball.

I mean, why are we having
a bleeding sleepover?

Because I'm tired.

Um, because she might
have answers for me.

About what exactly?

Me, my life,

and she said she could
help me talk to Fergal.

And you believed her?

You didn't believe her.

Well, if we stick
around, we might actually

find something out.

More so than we would if we walked away.

And you're sure we're not,

you know, just missing
this whole walk away

thing a little too quickly.

I mean, we both survived
our respective kidnappings,

and, well, we learned
a very important lesson

about not believing every random letter

we get from a stranger.

[KNOCKING ON DOOR]

Hey, some towels there

and fresh clothes for the morning.

They were your brothers.

- Sleep well.
- Thanks.

I'm gonna go and have a shower.

Good idea.

So,

definitely staying here.

[KNOCKING AT DOOR]

You mind?

[DOOR CLOSES]

How much did you hear?

Is it true?

Were you ever going to tell me?

Probably not.

Oh,

you just keep lying to me.

It doesn't change anything.

My whole life I was
told the Cassidy's are

subhuman retards,
worth less than the sh*t

that comes out of them.

Don't say retards, Fergal.

Sorry.

It is what we call them, though.

It's true enough.

He's still your dad, Fergal,

and you're still a McDonnell.

I'm not though.

I'm not going tomorrow.

Well, it's been booked months.

I don't need to learn
f*cking Irish, Mam.

It's important to Frank.

Well he's not even my granddad.

He is. That hasn't changed.

And with all of this, your
dad feels it's best if,

if you were somewhere else.

Oh.

For now.

It's like that is it?

Just

for now.

[DRAMATIC MUSIC]

Shower's good.

- You want to go?
- Yeah.

I'm going.

[HE SIGHS]

Been a long day.

Oh yeah.

I mean, meeting the parents
is normally weird, but

this takes all the
biscuits and more biscuits

and takes them too,

and it's pretty much just a
biscuit shop at this point.

Made out of biscuits.

Thank you,

for trying to find me.

Thank you for trying to find me.

Hey, um,

the ring?

What did you do with it?

Oh, um, yeah.

Uh, it's in your bag
at the police station.

Ah, so we can get it tomorrow.

Mm.

Did you notice how I didn't
ask you what you'd say?

You know that saying that is

basically asking me what I'd say.

And the truth is, I
don't think I'll know

until you actually ask me.

But shouldn't, you know, I mean, like

shouldn't you have, like, a reaction?

Well,

I didn't expect it, is all.

I mean, it's kind of a shock.

- A shock.
- Yeah.

Well, that's not good.

Well a shock can be a good thing.

But they're usually
not, though, are they?

I mean, like,

uh, electric shock,

anaphylactic shock, septic shock.

Okay, let's just stop listing shocks.

Look,

I love you.

I love you too.

- Cardiogenic shock.
- Okay.

[RHYTHMIC BANGING]

[BANGS ON WALL]

Hey, boy,

f*ck quieter.

Just like his mother is, that boy.

[RHYTHMIC BANGING CONTINUES]

[BELL RINGS]

[DOOR SLAMS]

Put it back in your trousers, Eugene.

We've got company.

[DOOR SLAMS]

[WHISPERS] You two, around the back.

[DOOR CREAKS]

[SOUND OF BREAKING GLASS]

[DOOR OPENING]

f*ck's sake!

[DRAMATIC MUSIC]

[CRASHING AND CLATTERING]

Idiot.

[HEAVY BREATHING]

[RAPID g*n sh*ts]

[INDISTINCT SHOUTING]

[RAPID g*n sh*ts CONTINUE]

[INDISTINCT SHOUTING CONTINUES]

[SCREAMS]

What the f*ck is going on?

You were followed and
they've come to k*ll us.

That's what the f*ck's going on.

We would have seen them.

You didn't and you were,

you led them right to us.

Now follow me if you enjoy breathing.

- Do you have another g*n?
- I do in the kitchen.

- You want to go and get it?
- No.

[g*n sh*ts]

[HEAVY BREATHING]

No, Tomasz, it's me!

- f*ck, how many?
- Ten.

f*ck!

Mention this and I'll
serve you your own bollocks.

Let's get you safe.

[g*n sh*ts CONTINUE]

[DOG WHINES]

Jesus.

Oh!

Ah!

Did you get any sleep?

I don't know.

Some, maybe.

Where even are we?

I have no idea.

Just like old times.

I don't know what that means.

You must remember some from school.

I remember, um, service station

and library.

It's a start.

It's not normal, you know.

What?

Well, most people who find out
that their dad is not their dad

don't get sent away
like it's their fault.

I told you,

this was already booked.

It's...

we just want to keep you safe.

Okay.

Your dad,

he loves you.

And this,

is gonna stir things up.

Even more than Mama
Cassidy doing cousin Brian

through the eyehole.

This is the best place
for you right now.

There's a w*r coming.

And this place will help
you find out who you are.

I know who I am.

[SHE CHUCKLES]

Love you, Mum.

[CAR DOOR SLAMS]

[INDISTINCT CHATTER IN IRISH]

Just looking for my name tag.

Just, um...

just looking for the name tag.

It's Irish only, remember?

I do, yeah,

but mine's sh*t, so.

Well,

that's why you're here, though, right?

Not really.

Because my granddad Frank
wants me to reconnect

- with where I'm from.
- Aww.

Where I'm from is a lie though.

Oh.

Right,

well,

did you find yourself there?

Close enough.

Don't you f*cking start with me.

Listen,

that's bollocks.

I don't want to hear it, monsieur Tiote.

I know it was you.

You sent Frank's people
right to my doorstep,

to me and to my son.

I'm getting another call.

This isn't over.

I suggest you sleep with
one eye open from now on,

you shifty little f*ck.

Yeah.

Morning.

Hey.

How did,

things end up last night?

People d*ed.

More of theirs than ours.

Someone's on the phone.

It's Fergal McDonnell.

He wants to talk to you.

Hello.

Hi.

So, you've,

you've heard?

That I'm...

Yeah.

I uh,

looked up your mom's number

in my dad's phone when
he was passed out drunk.

You said I wasn't smart.

I don't know, I just, I
just thought I should, um,

call.

Probably a good thing I didn't k*ll you

on the island back there.

Yeah, yeah.

No, that would have been some real

greek tragedy stuff there, wouldn't it?

Irish tragedy, but,

yeah.

Uh.

You know, I,

I don't really,

and I'm not really good
at this sort of thing.

I don't really know what to say.

Um, I was,

I was thinking maybe we could meet.

Yeah.

Yes, yes.

No, that would be, uh,

that'd be great, um, yeah.

Considering the situation, I think we,

we should talk.

I don't think your family would
be too pleased about it though.

They don't need to know.

Somewhere out the way?
They've packed me off

and, uh, I don't think they'll
be coming out here anytime soon.

I love that boy with all my heart,

but Jesus, he doesn't half
get himself into some sh*t.

Do you

happen to know much about Fergal's mum?

Claire?

I do.

What's she like?

Beautiful.

Oh.

Yeah, he wants to meet up.

Told you.

Crikey, um.

Where?

Someplace, middle of nowhere.

We should get going.

I'll take you back to your car.

I don't know why you're doing
this, but you should bring some

of my people to be safe.

I'm fine.

I have to insist.

Like, if I roll up with your crew,

the boys are gonna run a
mile. I told you, I'm fine.

Just remember who your real family are.

You know, I, um, I've been thinking.

What if you ran away
to protect your son?

Okay, why would I?

Well, hear me out.

I mean, you get a McDonnell pregnant,

and, I mean, you know how much muck

that's gonna throw up in the air.

So, I was just wondering.

If I changed my name to Elliot.

Stanley, fled the country and
then never spoke to him again.

Just out of the goodness of my heart.

Well, I just, I mean, I feel
like you must have had a reason

to, to run away.

And, I mean, this whole situation

is banana cakes around here.

So, I mean, I can see why you...

Or maybe it's more likely that I just

royally f*cked up and
I was too much of a

coward to stick around.

Why do you always assume
the worst about yourself?

You know why.

Look,

I know that you've done
some bad things, but,

just, I don't think
that that automatically.

- Some bad things.
- I'm just...

I'm trying to say that I...

No, no, what you're doing is
you're digging around my past,

trying desperately to find something,

anything that could tell you
that I'm, that I'm a good person.

That I'm not the man who
did those awful things.

Like you always do that.

That's why you wanted
to come back here, okay?

People are dead because
of my actions, Helen.

That is who I am.

There's not some
f*cking halo that's gonna

just appear and just

wipe away all my past.

Remember when we said that we
wouldn't talk about any of this?

Well, that's fine by me.

Good.

Great.

Awesome.

Awesome.

Frank, what are you doing here?

Don't.

You know well enough why I'm here?

- Do you want to go inside?
- I'm all right where I am.

With respect, Frank,

this is a private matter.

It's a family matter.

Donal and I, we worked through it.

Bringing another man's son
into the world is not something

you work through.

You not keeping your legs closed

is what's put us here now.

Why are you here, Frank?

Your boy is a f*cking Cassidy.

He is nothing of the sort

and you know it as well as I do.

He's a...

ah, Jesus, Claire,

I'm not gonna hurt you.

I'm not my son.

No.

You'd send someone else
to do that, wouldn't you?

People are going to hear of this.

You know that, don't you?

It's on the wind now.

There's the people that work for us.

If they think we have a
loose floorboard in our house.

So, I need you to understand that Fergal

has something to prove now.

He has to show us and
everyone around him

that he understands who
his family really are.

What is it that you
want with him, Frank?

That'd be between me
and him now, wouldn't it?

I don't think you want to be making

too much of a racket do you?

The part you've played in all this.

You take good care of yourself.

I'm gonna pull up here.

The map says it's another
five minutes down the road.

I just think that we need
to check it out first.

I mean,

are you sure?

Well, it's just you
don't really know this kid

and then he calls you up out of the blue

and asks you to meet him
in the middle of nowhere.

He's the reason that I'm still alive.

If it wasn't for him, I'd
still be on the island.

I'm just asking you to be careful.

[SEA BIRDS CALLING]

See? Nothing to worry about.

Well, no Fergal either.

Come on.

This, it's gonna be fine.

Hey.

Don't say it.

- Say what?
- That you told me so.

When have I ever said that to you?

Look, Elliot, I didn't...

We came here to find out who I am.

Well, now we know the
first thing my son does

when he finds out about
me is sentence me to death.

Chip off the old block, huh?

Maybe he didn't have a choice.

- I mean, maybe his family...
- Stop with the maybe's Helen.

You know, sometimes it is what it is.

People are who they are.

They're disappointing and they're mean,

and they're selfish and
they're f*cking rotten inside.

Stop it, okay.

Stop talking about yourself
like you're some kind of...

I am who I am, who I've always been.

It's just, it's you
that can't accept it.

That's not fair.

You're the reason we came
back here in the first place.

You couldn't just let it lie, could you?

You had to keep f*cking pushing.

- No.
- Just admit it.

Admit that you can't stop thinking

about what I did, about the

type of person that I am.

Elliot...

Where are you going?

Where is he?

She will k*ll you, I swear to God.

What are you talking about?

Don't f*ck about.

Fergal, is he close by?

- Where do I find him?
- I can't.

Donal will k*ll me!

Elliot.

What does he think I'm gonna do?

I am not joking, I will f*cking end you.

- Where?
- Elliot calm down.

The Mount Carrick Hotel,

it's 15 minutes away from here.

He's at the Mount Carrick.

Come on.

Get in.

There's your keys and your phone.

Thanks.

- Hey, come on.
- Elliot.

Not now, let's just not...

Come back I need a pee man.

You wouldn't really have
k*lled him would you?

- Of course not.
- I really need to pee.

Uh, I need to go to the toilet.

Yeah.

[LAUGHTER]

What the hell are you doing here?

You wondering why I'm not dead?

Is that what you really
want? You want me dead?

No, no, I don't, but you're
not my dad and you being here...

I know it's news to me too, trust me,

but people don't need to get hurt.

It doesn't change anything.

Yes, it does. It changes everything.

Okay, maybe we can all
go inside where it's dry.

Okay.

Hello?

Anybody?

Oh.

- Huh.
- What the f*ck happened here?

Hope, uh, whisky's okay.

The guy wouldn't really
let me pick anything else.

I'm a McDonnell, they're like,



You know, um, on second thoughts,

maybe I should just wait outside.

It's raining

and you're the one who
suggested we stay inside.

I know, but I...

This is your thing.

I'll find somewhere.

I didn't want to call, you know,

it was Frank.

Him and my dad was saying that

I should prove myself, like,
show them I'm a proper McDonnell.

You just do whatever
Frank tells you to do?

If it makes you feel any better,

I didn't know for sure
if they'd be k*lling you.

Just a hunch?

Just a hunch.

Well, that makes a big difference.

Do you think we look alike?

Uh,

- I don't know.
- I don't.

I always thought I look like my dad, but

people always said I did, but

I suppose he's not my real dad, is he?

Well, he's more your
dad than, than I am.

If you really meant that, why
would you come see me after

everything I did?

Why did you come see me?

Uh...

The things I did.

Um...

Before the accident
I had in Australia, I,

I hurt a lot of people.

But I'm different now

and, um,

I wanted to meet you and tell you that,

the person I am now,

they wouldn't run away from you.

And I know that's meaningless
because, you know, you have a...

you have a family and a
dad, and I'm just some,

some guy who's walked through the door

and started talking all
this bollocks to you, but...

I don't want to be the person

that runs away.

Is what I'm trying to say.

Um...

I'm trying to take
responsibility for my actions.

You know, now that I look at it,

I actually think we have the same nose.

Look, if you look at it from the side,

it's like

kind of the same, like,

sideways, other side.

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.

You have a cute little button nose.

Yeah, mine's like not as cute.

It's a little cute,
but it's not as cute.

Yeah.

Yeah.

The boys tell me you're his girl.

Don't say a f*cking word.

Just keep watching.

[DRAMATIC MUSIC]

Not too smart, was it?

Coming here, typical, Cassidy.

You could have run.

Why don't you just let her go?

I don't think I'm gonna do that, Eugene.

Come on.

Where are you taking them?

You know where.

It's okay, like I said,

I'm trying to take
responsibility for my actions.

Get back to your lessons now.

Let's get moving.

Out.

Come on.

Look, she's not a Cassidy.

She didn't sleep with your wife.

Might not want to
bring that up right now.

She has nothing to do with any of this.

You've changed.

Fellow, I remember was
only in it for himself.

Would have thrown his
own granny under the bus

for a bacon sandwich.

Look, everything that
you're so angry about

happened a long time ago.

So, nothing he's ever done
doesn't count any more,

is that it?

Try telling her.

What the hell?

You're the one who sent the letter?

I am...

The message from Tommy was you.

Mm-hmm.

- Then who was it in the photo?
- The real Tommy.

Some guy you went to school with.

We sent her the photo just in case.

You could have talked to the police

when I was in prison in Australia.

You could have told them everything.

- What is she saying?
- Just tell me what you want.

Film this, please.

Why, what for?

My friend Mila, who d*ed on that plane,

she had a son.

This is for him.

Please.

Let me.

You know what he did to me,
what he did to my friends.

[g*n sh*t]

[SHE GASPS]

Helen, Helen.

No.

[HELEN WHIMPERS AND GASPS]

No, no, no.

It's okay.