06x02 - The Hunger Games of Love

[bunniefuu]

-[pop music playing]
-[vocalizing]

[Johnny] This one out.

Hmm. Good move, Johnny. Good move, Johnny.

How are you doing today?

-I'm good.
-Good.

Uh-oh.

Great.

Now we have to, like, go away
'cause he's gonna talk so much.

No, Matt can talk,
but Matt has his secrets.

-I know who Matt's seeing now though.
-No way.

-I had my guess...
-No, I was told by one of the women.

Ooh!

I think the woman that told you,
I'm gonna see.

-So I can ask, and I'll find Matt's...
-[laughs] Would you stop it?

Stop it.

"Stop it! Would you stop it?" [laughs]

He just got so chatty!

[laughing]

-"Please stop."
-That's not the point of this.

It is the point,
trying to figure out what Matt's up to.

Matthew. Don't call him "Matt."
It's Matthew.

[Jeramey] I just need... I need...

-I need to be embraced.
-Oh, my God, get out of here!

[Jeramey] I just need to be embraced.
I need to be embraced.

[laughing]

♪ You got what I need ♪

♪ You got energy ♪

♪ You got what I need ♪

♪ You-ooh-ooh! You got... You got energy ♪

God damn, Johnny! You are a smart man.

[clears throat] I got a clear-cut one.
That's cool with me.

-[Jeramey] Who is it?
-I'll tell you. My one is Chelsea.

-[Jeramey] My one's not Chelsea. Yeah.
-Good.

-[chuckles] Good! Chelsea is...
-[Trevor] Is your one Laura?

Yeah, Laura's really cool.
Sarah's really cool.

-[Deion] Sarah Ann.
-Yeah.

-She likes to talk.
-[Deion] Mm-hmm.

-But I like that she likes to talk.
-Yeah. No, it's good.

I need someone
who's got a big personality.

You might not have noticed,
but I've got a big personality.

I know when to be serious,

but life's too short for that.
I don't wanna be serious all the time.

They're all cool.

Fifty years from now, I see kids.

Probably grandkids.

Ugh!

I'm probably grumpy because I'm older,
and I don't wanna talk to anybody.

I'm happy that everybody else is there,

and, like, everybody's,
like, being loud and obnoxious.

We are dating!

-Good date?
-[Deion] Good date.

[Jeramey] That's how my whole family was.

It was just chaos,
and I hated it growing up,

but, like, as I've gotten older,
like, I miss it.

I'm looking forward to it.

-[Laura chuckles] Hello.
-Hi.

-[Laura] Hi!
-Who am I talking to?

-I know who I'm talking to.
-[Laura] Take a guess.

-[Jeramey] What's up, Sarah?
-What?

-[laughs]
-Why would you guess if you're not 100%?

[Jeramey] I'm never 100%.

-I know who this is.
-You do not.

-[Jeramey] I do, Laura. Thank you.
-Okay, all right.

-[Jeramey] I'm being a smart-ass.
-Your second guess.

[Jeramey] Oh, stop it.

-[Laura] Yes.
-You were not my second guess, like...

-[laughs]
-[Jeramey] You're...

Yeah. I almost wore
a Hawaiian in here shirt today.

[Laura] Okay,
what's the Hawaiian shirt for?

I just f*ck with Hawaiian shirt.

[Laura laughs] Shut up.

[Jeramey] I've got Henleys,
and I've got Hawaiian shirts.

Like, right now I'm wearing blue jeans,
a button-down Henley.

-That's, like, my go-to.
-Cute!

-[Jeramey] Mm-hmm.
-It's...

[Jeramey] I have a thick neck.
So Henleys are comfortable.

[Laura] I have the most bizarre
visual of you,

like with this thick-ass neck. [laughs]

Oh, my God.
I don't have that thick... it's not thick.

[Laura] I don't know what you look like,
but, like, I am still, like,

somehow oddly attracted to you.

-Even with your thick neck.
-Oh, my God.

-You are lying right now.
-[laughs]

All I was saying is I don't like
wearing regular crew neck shirts

because it, like, scratches up
against my neck and I don't like that.

Like, it's almost
borderline OCD in some ways.

[Laura] When I was younger, I had OCD.
Like, way younger.

I guess I wasn't officially diagnosed.

I don't really know what the deal was,
but if I'm in someone's messy-ass house...

Yeah.

...like, the last thing I wanna do
is, like, cuddle up with you,

have sex with you...

Like, absolutely not.

It has been a huge point of contention
in past relationships.

I'm not here to be someone's mother.

And I've had, like,
arguments with, like, guys I've dated

or exes in the past, and they're like,

"No guy's ever gonna,
like, keep the sink clean."

-I don't believe that!
-That's, like, my number one rule.

Dishes out of the sink before I go to bed.

-Yes! [chuckles]
-[Jeramey] Like, absolutely not.

Yeah, that sh*t's disgusting.

[Laura] I'm getting all hot and bothered
over here with this conversation.

[laughs] Okay. I have two robot vacuums
that are running 24/7.

Shut up. That is so hot.

Yep. So my house is immaculate.

This might be the first time
I've been turned on in a pod.

[laughing]

-[pop music playing]
-♪ Take a ride with me ♪

[vocalizing]

[Amy C.] Wait.
So did you enjoy the date with him?

He was joking around, "I know that voice,"
then called me another name.

[Amy C.] Oh.

I'm not a jealous person at all, but now
I'm like, "That's who he wishes it was."

-And we definitely really like each other.
-Yeah.

I think I need to,
like, just check myself.

I was getting jealous this morning.

♪ Get ready for the rumors
I've been hearing... ♪

When people just talk and talk
about men, it's like, "f*ck."

-Hello.
-[Jeramey] Hello.

[Sarah Ann] Hey, Jeramey!

-[Jeramey] Who am I talking to now?
-This is Sarah.

[Jeramey chuckles] That's what I thought.
I just wanted to make sure.

-I called somebody else your name.
-Oh, no! [laughs]

Yeah, like, and confidently,
and said it with a smile.

I'm so dead. [laughs]

[Jeramey] So I was thinking last night.

Okay.

[Jeramey] You know, what do you think
things would look like between us

if we... if we did do this?

I can see us, you know,
planning a really nice date night.

-And, like, Saturday morning, right?
-Yeah.

Wake up, we could go to the gym.
We could do breakfast.

-We could run errands together.
-f*ck yes.

[Sarah Ann] On another token,
I kind of just wanna chill here

and, like, talk and be lazy or whatever.

And then I also could picture, like,
"Let's take the dog to the brewery."

I know that sounds really,
like, vague and stupid, but I...

No, it doesn't sound vague or stupid.
I think it sounds sweet.

If we did this,

who moves in with who?

Ooh.

I got a four-bedroom house.

I didn't know that.
Well, I'm in an apartment.

[chuckles] So I guess
I'm moving in with you.

[Jeramey] Yeah, I mean,
I'm only renting right now

just 'cause I just sold my last house.

-Yeah.
-And I don't want to buy a house now.

-[Sarah Ann] Mm-hmm.
-Because I wanna get married.

And I wanna move into a house
with someone that I pick together,

so they don't feel like
they're moving in and encroaching.

I would want you to comfortably
feel like that is your place.

Yeah.

Not just I moved some of my stuff over
in the closet for you

and, like, made space.

Yeah, you know, like, a drawer. [laughs]

[Jeramey] Yeah, I don't want it
to be that. I want it...

We can envision, like,
"Oh, my stuff will go there."

"The couch would look good there."
"Yeah, let's buy that place."

I love that. I love that you said that.

This is where
my brain went last night, was like,

"Oh, I can maybe see,
like, a future with this person."

-Really?
-[Jeramey] Yeah.

-[chuckles]
-[laughs] Oh, my God.

-[pop music playing]
-♪ That I would fall in love again ♪

When's your birthday?

-I wonder if I'm older or you are.
-It is December.

Oh, I'm older!

-[Johnny] You're older?
-I'm older.

Ooh. Older woman.

-Okay, okay. [growls, chuckles]
-[Amy] Yeah, I'm an August girlie.

I couldn't do the... [growls]

-[laughs]
-[Johnny] Oh, I could do it! I can.

-You can!
-[Johnny] Mm.

-[Amy] What's your actual birth date?
-My actual birth date is December 11th.

-Okay. It's not too close to Christmas.
-[Johnny] No. It's nice.

I get to have, like, the birthday present.
Then two weeks later, Christmas presents.

[Amy] We celebrate
Three Kings Day heavily.

-Ooh!
-[Amy] Which is in January.

I think it's honestly, like,
my top holiday growing up.

-Interesting. I never celebrated that.
-[Amy] Yeah.

It's, like, mainly,
like, a Hispanic thing, to be honest.

[Johnny] Okay. When I was,
like, a baby, like, very, very young,

my dad would sing this song to me
before I, like, went to sleep.

And he would always
sing, like, the "We Three Kings" song.

-Mm-hmm.
-Like... ♪ We three kings, our glory ♪

♪ Bearing gifts we travel so far ♪

[gasps] ♪ Fields and fountains
More than mountains ♪

♪ Following yonder star ♪

Wait, why do I...
I, like, know this, but I don't.

-[Johnny laughs]
-It's like a distant memory.

Every, like, Christmas whenever it played,

I just got,
like, chills with the jitters too.

Aww!

What do you wanna do?
You wanna sh**t some hoops?

You wanna... I think there's some, like,
questions over here we can answer.

-These are good questions.
-[Johnny] These are good?

[Amy] First question is,
"What is your biggest fear?"

-Biggest fear? What you're scared of?
-[Amy] Yeah.

I've already talked to you about,
like, how important my brother is to me.

My main fear
and, like, my main priority in this life

until, like, you know,
I have kids, um, is my brother.

He's on the spectrum of autism
and has ADHD.

-Hmm.
-And my dad's his legal guardian.

-[Johnny] Hmm.
-Um...

But, like, if something were to happen,
God forbid,

I would be the next in line
to be, like, a caretaker for my brother.

-Hmm.
-[Amy] If something were to happen.

Like, I would need my husband
to, like, love my family as much as I do

and to, like, be there with me.

Or, like, if it was just my brother,
and he needed me,

that we could, like,
house him for a little bit

while we, like, figure things out

to, like, get him developed
to, you know, have his own life,

because he wants that.

And it really hurts me
because he always, like, talks about...

[voice breaks] ...how he wants
what I have and that...

[gasps]

[hesitates] I swear. I don't know.

-[chuckles] I'm tired of crying.
-I wanna give you a hug right now.

[Amy laughs] Um, but it hurts me.

[voice breaking] I never want that
to happen. That's my fear.

I never want something
to happen to my brother.

And I just want to protect him.

And I just want him to feel safe

so that no harm comes
to him from, like, the outside.

-So, um, that's my biggest fear.
-I wanna give you a hug right now.

And, like, I just want
my potential future partner,

you know, to, like, know that I might
have to be a caretaker in the future.

I really wanna hold you now.

Aww! I wish... I wish
that was the case too. [chuckles]

-It is a big thing.
-[Amy] Yeah.

[Johnny] He's your brother.

I know that if the same thing happened
with my little brother or little sister,

-I would be doing the same footsteps.
-[Amy] Yeah.

I'm on the same page as you with this one.

Okay, good. I'm glad to hear that.

-[pop music playing]
-♪ Hold my hand tighter... ♪

I wanted you to get to know me,
and, like, my heart and my soul,

because I feel like
when it comes to certain situations,

it's easy to turn away somebody
off the bat

if, like, you know,
you're just meeting that person.

[Johnny] Easy to write people off too.

I know. That's what I did in the past.

-[Amy] Yeah.
-If I heard something like this before...

It's actually really, really sad to say,

but if this was two weeks ago
and I heard this,

I probably would have, like, wrote you off
and just been like, "That's it."

-This process.
-[Amy] Mm-hmm.

There has been a lot of soul-searching,
a lot of deep diving.

And, like, if the roles were reversed,
it was me in the same situation, like,

to have someone there to support me
no matter what, that is, like, a big deal.

Yeah.

Um, will you see me tomorrow?

-Of course. Of course. Of course.
-[Johnny] I appreciate it.

-Without a doubt. I'm excited.
-I will talk to you later.

-Have a great night.
-[Amy] Good night.

-[pop music playing]
-♪ I'll keep you ♪

♪ Safe ♪

I don't believe a word that comes out
of any of these men's mouths.

With Matthew,
I'm feeling, like, hella goofy.

Yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.

It's, like, getting,
like, super embarrassing.

Stop playing with me.

-Like, I feel like a f*cking idiot.
-Mm-hmm.

-You know what he said to me yesterday?
-[Alejandra] Hmm.

He said, "If it's not you, then nobody."

-The sh*t that he was saying yesterday?
-[Alejandra] Mm-hmm.

Almost verbatim. Said it almost verbatim.

Oh!

-It was like that?
-

Verbatim.

We had a moment
'cause he asked me about my dad.

-My dad d*ed last September.
-[Alejandra] Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm.

He was like, "I just would really want
to, like, ask for your hand in marriage."

To, like, now hear that...

He said that exact thing?

-

She doesn't know what's happening.
-[Alejandra] Yeah. Right.

And it's not like
I don't want you to talk to her.

But the same explicit sh*t

where I'm sitting here
crying like a f*cking idiot to you?

[Alejandra clears throat]

-Yeah. f*cked up. Yeah.
-What are you actually doing?

What game are you f*cking playing?

[Alejandra groans]

f*cking scumbag.

I don't wanna be the one
feeling like I'm looking for love.

[Alejandra] Mm-hmm.

And the boys just
are playing, like, another football match.

And that's what it feels like.

-You just wanna be able to say...
-

That you won.

Like, Clay is somebody
that I would 100% fall for.

[Alejandra] Yeah.

Baller, life of the party,
loudest one, athlete...

Yeah, he's a work in progress for sure.

-But he's open about it.
-[Alejandra] He's very open about that.

Like, he kept saying, "I'm not good.
I don't feel like I'm a good person."

That's a red flag, but I'm such a fix-a-ho

that I would be like,
"It's okay, practice on me."

I feel like just as he was so adamant

about that he can't move forward
without knowing what I look like,

I can't move forward without knowing

if you want an actual
long-term f*cking commitment.

Yeah, yeah.

I'm not gonna say, "Hey," like,
"I'm 5'5", thick thighs, brown eyes."

I'm not doing that for you.

I'm not doing that.

[slow-tempo music playing]

[man exhales] Let's go get it, fellas.

♪ Be fearless ♪

[Matthew] Hello. How are you?

-

I had a rough start.
-Why?

I've just been hearing some things
that just sound super familiar. [chuckles]

Uh, like conversations
that you've been having

that just kind of sound like the same
conversation that we were having.

-You're talking about Amber?
-Yeah.

[Matthew exhales]

I left here, like,
so validated and so secure.

And to hear the things
that she was saying,

it, like, really messed me up.

She was very open and candid
about the things that you were saying.

And it just kind of sounded
exactly what you said to me.

That's not true.

What I said to you yesterday
was not what I said to her today.

[sighs] What I said was...

Man, this sucks.

[grunts]

Some of the things I said to you were
much more deep than what I said to her.

Like, the first thing I wanted
to do after our call

was call my mom
and tell her how I found you.

I did not say that to her.

And I'm being recorded.

It's not like I can hide that.

Yeah.

I like you a lot.

And I've been thinking
about you all day. [chuckles]

Like, thinking about you
before I went to bed.

Our conversations,
like, they mean so much to me.

I think about you all day too.

My feelings have not changed for you.

Okay.

All I know

is when I walk into this room,

and I know it's you
before you say something...

[hesitates] ...I feel like my heart's
b*ating out of my chest.

Yeah.

Same.

-[Matthew] You watch the show?
-Mm-hmm.

You think me proposing

is, like, the most romantic thing ever.

I would love to give you that moment.

The moment would be

one of the greatest moments of your life.

And you thought
that was gonna happen with me.

Yeah.

[Matthew] You probably thought
that the probability I would ask you

was extremely high.

Yeah.

You thought you had the guy
who was gonna do it, and you were sure.

And then you may get to the end of this,
and somebody doesn't even propose.

-

Yeah.
-And that probably hurts.

[shudders] Yeah.

Now, I'm not giving you an ultimatum.

I wanted to leave with you yesterday.

-You did wanna leave with me yesterday.
-Okay.

Do you think I said that to her?

-

Did you?
-No, I didn't say that to her.

I mean, is there anybody else here
you could be with?

I'm also scared that you're having
connections with other people too.

Well, I am.

Having other men
sit and talk to you and pursue you...

Does it bother me?
Of course it bothers me.

I think if I broke it off
with the other people,

and I came back to you tomorrow,
I hope you would be ecstatic.

Is Amber a fantastic person?

-Yes, she is.
-

Mm-hmm.

[Matthew] But... there was a reason
why I said what I said to you yesterday.

[exhales]

I think I have to make a decision.

If I had to make a decision right now...

Don't tell me.

-I'm gonna tell you.
-

Don't.

I think you want me to tell you.

If I had to make a decision, I choose you.

I'm making decisions tomorrow, okay?

Okay.

Don't give up on me.

-

-Please.

[groans]

[gasps]

[rock music playing]

Oh, my f*cking God.

♪ We fight to survive ♪

♪ Right here in the dark ♪

[Clay] Hello.

Hello.

[Clay] Now I wanna apologize.

We are here to build
that emotional part to see,

"Hey, can we even last on that level?"
So I'm sorry.

This persona that I am in,
I really manifested this.

-I was a nerd earlier, you know, so...
-Hmm.

[Clay] I just need somebody
to believe in me. Honestly.

-Not you making me emotional. [chuckles]
-[Clay] Really?

Yeah. You know what I said about you?

-What?
-

I was like, "Clay feels like home."

[Clay] Yes.

-

Then, let me give you the real.
-Mm-hmm.

I was like, "Clay sounds like
every man that I would go for." [chuckles]

[Clay] Yeah.

-

So...
-Yeah.

But the difference is,
like, every man that I went for

that reminded me of you
has never been this open with me.

-[Clay] Yeah.
-So that's the beauty in it.

What an emotional
roller coaster I'm on. [chuckles]

[Clay] Why?

I formed a connection with someone else.

And in that process, he had formed
a connection with someone else.

And it got back to me in the lounge today
in a very personal way.

My father just passed away,
and he was like,

"Oh, if I do propose to you,
like, I would wanna ask for his hand."

So when I heard
another woman come up to me,

it was like, "He just asked..." Like, what?

Like, "My father..." Things, like, verbatim.

It's just the fact that I thought
I had a conversation

that was, like, personal and intimate,
and it was not, kind of f*cked me up.

He was literally like,

"If you want the proposal at the end
of the day, then just leave now."

[Clay laughs]

Are you not feeling me, or are you are?

Because what you just told me
has nothing to do with me.

What love triangle am I in?
We could have that transparent convo.

Um, it's me and you and Matthew.

"Matthew." I don't even...
Matthew? Oh, my f*cking God.

Okay. You're gonna regret that sh*t.

I'm telling you.
AD, like, I don't understand.

Like, am I not saying
the right things to you?

-We not having the right conversations?
-

Clay!

-Clay.
-[Clay] I can't even fathom.

I really can't even fathom.

What?
Am I not allowed to contemplate?

Am I not allowed to have a moment?

Like, you like me,
but you don't like me like that.

I do like you like that.

AD, I'm telling you.
It's not seeming like that, girl. Like...

It's not that I don't like you like that.

I had a stronger connection,
and maybe it was just stronger in my head.

Um...

["Way Out" by Detzany playing]

Really, it's like my ego
is, like, f*cking with me so hard,

but I'm trying to be very understanding
and work with you on this.

It doesn't make me feel good.

So if you care,
I really need you to think about this.

Hopefully I see you tomorrow,
and we could talk about it.

If not, you know, I get it.

We'll reconvene, you know?

All right.

I'm sorry that I couldn't
give you what you needed.

[Clay] That's all you got?

I don't know what you want me to say.

Are you looking for an apology?

-[Clay] No, I'm not.
-What are you looking for?

I don't know.
Maybe you telling me that you care,

and you wanna see me tomorrow.

I don't know. Some type of reassurance.

-Like, I gave you some.
-Clay, please. Listen to me.

-Yeah.
-

I do care.

And I came in here raw.

I could have put on my little voice.

[voice breaking] And just,
like, gave you what you needed,

but I didn't have that.

And so I'm sorry.

AD, I'm literally telling you,
I'm here with you.

-

-I'm rocking with you.

I apologize if you think
I came at you aggressive with this.

-I apologize that this threw me off.
-[sniffles]

Listen, I don't want you
going to bed distraught.

I'm rocking with you. We're good.

-

I know, but I'm sorry.
-I understand this process... I'm with you.

I still wanna make this work with you.

-I'll see you tomorrow, okay?
-

Bye.

♪ Nobody knows
All the trouble we've seen ♪

♪ God only knows how to serve it to me ♪

♪ And maybe this is a cry for help... ♪

[sobbing]

[sobbing continues]

[vocalizing]

♪ Nobody knows
All the trouble we've seen ♪

♪ God only knows how to serve it to me ♪

♪ And maybe this is a cry for help ♪

♪ I'm looking for a way out ♪

♪ Break these chains from my heart ♪

♪ And I'll find my way to the light ♪

[sniffles] Every man I talk to today
is making me cry.

-[Amber] Why?
-

Girl, Clay tore me up.

Because of Matthew.

He's like, "AD,
what the f*ck is going on?"

He said, "Another man told you to leave."

What do you mean?

Leave?

Excuse me, ma'am.

I need you to be
so for real with me right now.

Leave with him?

Matthew said to leave with him.

Tonight?

Tomorrow.

[Amber] Yeah.

I'm gonna live out my worst fears.

Slay.

To have a romantic rival... [exhales]

Do I feel good about it? No.

-[Drake] Your date?
-[Clay] Horrible.

It puts you in a little bit
of a twist, you know?

I ain't gonna lie to you. [exhales]

-It got wild in that bitch.
-[Drake] Just now?

[Clay] Oh, yeah.

Apparently, Matt is a sleeper.

Matt. Bro, this guy never talks.

I can't imagine him having any type
of emotional,

just, like, convo
and how it's going and like...

"What the f*ck are y'all talking about?"

You know, like, what is, like... wow.

That was like a big blind side for me.

It was a complete curveball
that I was not expecting.

And I was kind of, like, on a high horse.

And now I definitely
kind of got a little bit humbled.

One thing I don't like doing
is having competition

with, like, other men
that I don't think is of my...

-Like, I'm sorry, like...
-Yeah, I feel that.

It's like, I don't even wanna play...

Drake, honestly,
if it was somebody like you,

I'd be like, "Yo, respect."
Like, know what I mean?

But, it's like,
bro, I'm watching this guy,

seeing him operate.
Like, "That's not you, AD."

-It's gonna be what it's gonna be, bro.
-[Clay] Yeah.

-You feel me?
-[Clay] Yeah.

I hope everybody
gets what their heart deserves.

Sorry.

What I did not tell you

is that, like, everything you said
to me today, he said to me yesterday.

He asked about my father and taking my...

asking him to have my hand.

That makes me feel icky,
'cause he did the same to me.

He was like...

"I can tell
how important family is to you."

"And if I can't call your dad, I won't..."

Like, "We'll leave."

And now I feel like a d*ck.

I'm so sorry.

-I know, but you don't have to be.
-[Amber] No, I do have to be.

Because I know I'm a blabbermouth.

I just truly, genuinely did not think...

That Matthew, being the one that he is,
would do that.

-[Amber] Right.
-Yeah.

I'm not a joke.

What the actual f*ck is wrong with men?

[sniffles]

I definitely feel more bad
about taking that from you.

I can never, like, ever,
like, not love you.

Like, I genuinely was thinking last night,
"What is my favorite part?"

And... it's y'all.

[sighs] It's just like...

I don't know. I've just...

Mm. I don't know.

I think...

it's time to bow out.

-["My Distractions" playing]
-♪ All my ♪

♪ Distractions ♪

♪ Ooh! ♪

-[Brittany] Hello.
-Hello.

How are you?

Is this Brittany?

It is.

-It is. [laughs]
-[chuckles]

I'm happy to hear your voice!

[Kenneth] I'm happy to hear your voice.

Brittany used to be a teacher.
I'm currently a principal.

She also loves God.

And When Brittany shared that, I was like,
"I want to spend more time with you."

My mindset, my mentalities
have never been average for my age.

I've always been concerned about, like,

more pertinent
and impactful parts of my life

than, like, the frivolous things.

Life just grew me up very quickly.

When I was 12 years old,
my biological mom passed away from cancer.

[Brittany] Oh, my God.

I mean, my mom's funeral,
like, I had to plan it top to bottom.

I wrote her obituary at 12 years old.

I truly am a person who has seen,

like, such a great childhood...

[Brittany] Yeah.

[Kenneth] ...have everything,
and then to literally have nothing.

When I look at, like, my mom and my dad,
they are the epitome of, like,

how I wanna show up for my wife.

[Brittany] I feel so confident that she is
proud of the man that you are today.

I'm 24.

My father passed away
when I was five years old.

He was an alcoholic,

and, um, his liver and pancreas
just couldn't handle his drinking habits.

[Kenneth] Oh, my God.

Having to go through things
that mature you quickly...

[Kenneth] Mm-hmm.

...sets you apart from other people.

Yep. You and I are similar in the sense of

we have to do
a lot of explaining that we shouldn't.

Yes.

Why do I have to explain to you

the things that I desire for myself
just because of my age?

Why can't it just be,
"Ken just wants, like,

something sustainable
and something positive"?

Right.

"Brittany just wants something that's,
like, gonna set her up for her future."

Like, why...
why can't that just be a thing?

[Brittany] Let's say,
"I don't have to explain."

-"I just want it, and it will be done."
-I'm with it. I'm with it.

The outside world would see me
as an alpha male who calls the sh*ts,

makes the decisions,

but I'm actually
the one that wants to be led.

[Kenneth] Hmm.

I'm the one that, like, wants
to be submissive, and be like...

-"Baby, please make the call."
-[Kenneth] Yeah.

And I literally cannot wait
for the day that my child comes

and asks me a question, and I'm like...

-[Kenneth] "Go ask your dad." Yep. Yep.
-"Did you... did you talk to your daddy?"

-[laughs] Like, that is my dream!
-Yep. [laughs]

Okay, so I want to know,
how many babies do you want?

[Kenneth] At least two.

-At least two! Yes!
-At least two.

-Would you be open to twins?
-[Kenneth] Yes.

-My mom and my aunt are twins.
-[Brittany gasps]

My mom was a twin.

She had a twin sister named Karen.

She got in a car accident.

Hmm.

[Brittany] And they were 29 years old.

She ended up flying out of the car.

-[Kenneth] Oh, my God.
-And her car ran over her.

[Kenneth] Oh, my God.

And she passed away on the interstate
after they tried to save her.

[sighs]

And my mom had always wanted a child,

and she had multiple miscarriages.

Finally, my mom ended up having me

on her and her twin sister's birthday
the next year.

What?

And so my mom has never been alone

without someone
to celebrate her birthday with.

She says we act alike. We look alike.

-She calls me her miracle baby.
-[Kenneth] Wow.

[Brittany] I was meant to be
on this earth for my mom.

And so when you say twins...

-It's gotta happen, you know?
-[Kenneth] Yeah.

Brittany, I know that it's difficult,
and I am sorry about your aunt.

That whole story
just speaks to the power of God.

It allowed me to find you.

Amen.

-[pop music playing]
-♪ Spend my whole life dreaming ♪

♪ Dreaming about tomorrow... ♪

-Keep staying consistent with liking me.
-[laughing]

I got you! I got you.

[laughing] All right,
I'm gonna hold you to it.

I'm sitting here pointing at this wall,
like, "I'm gonna hold you to it."

I got you. I got you!

♪ Shine on me ♪

♪ The sun's gonna shine on me ♪

♪ Shine on me ♪

-[Johnny] How often do you get sushi?
-[Amy] Maybe, like, twice a month.

I go out to eat a lot, to be honest.
It's bad.

What's your go-to foods that you cook?

As a Puerto Rican,
rice, beans and chicken.

[both laugh]

I can't say I live the healthiest life.
That would be a lie.

I don't take a sh*t-ton of vitamins.

You know,
I haven't been working out regularly.

If I even lived a healthier lifestyle,
things could be better.

As far as lifestyle goes too,
like, I feel like you really don't...

The one thing I do wanna do
is I don't wanna change you.

I don't wanna change you at all.
Like, I love you the... like...

[both chuckle]

-You what?
-Amy, I do love you.

[both laugh]

Stop, I'm gonna drop my sake. [laughs]

[laughing] Let me hide my face.

-Oh, my God. [laughs]
-It came out.

I knew it was gonna come out,
but it did come out. Oh, my God. [laughs]

Well, the feeling's mutual. [laughs]

I do love you too.

And I've loved getting to know
everything about you.

Thank you, Amy, I appreciate that.

But the one thing I say is I do love you.
I love the person you are.

I love everything you've gone through.

And I don't want to ever change you,
no matter what.

I want you to keep being the same person.

I don't want to have...

I would like to have, like, an influence
on you, but I don't wanna ever be

the influence on you that changes
for some unknown reason.

-Yeah.
-But...

[both laugh]

I did not think
I was gonna say that today.

-Didn't think I was gonna say that today.
-No, me neither.

[both laugh]

[Amy] I never thought...

-I, like... I was hopeful for it.
-[laughs]

I was hopeful for it.

But, like, the logical side
of my brain was like, "There's no way."

These pods are scary.

-They're dangerous. Dangerous.
-[Amy] I know!

[laughs]

[pop music playing]

♪ Give me something, I fall down again... ♪

I just got butterflies. Oh, my God.

[both laugh]

[Amy] This is crazy.

[both laugh]

[vocalizing]

[exhales]

That's a sweet smile!

-[Sarah Ann] What happened?
-He said, "I love you." [laughs]

-What's happening?
-[cheering]

-I'm so confused.
-Oh, my God!

I cannot believe it.
It slipped on accident for him.

Oh, my God. I'm obsessed with that.

-You deserve all the things.
-[laughing]

[Amy] Thanks, honey.

-Yeah.
-Are you so excited?

-[Amy] Yes! I'm just...
-[women squealing]

It's so crazy.
Like, I just don't know what's happening.

-I don't know.
-I'm so happy for you.

How do you feel?

-[Amy] I'm so... like, I don't know.
-You're in? You're fully in?

[Amy] I think so.

[laughing]

[Laura] How crazy.

-["When I'm With You" playing]
♪ When I'm with you ♪

♪ I feel myself when you're around ♪

♪ When I'm with you, when I'm with you ♪

♪ You're all that's in my heart of mine ♪

♪ When I'm with you, when I'm with you ♪

[Chelsea] So, I'm gonna be real with you.

I was bummed.

You know, naturally, of course.

Yeah.

[Chelsea] I just didn't
really feel content leaving like that.

I felt bad 'cause I was... a little crybaby,

but it was just
a pretty emotional day, you know?

[Jimmy] I appreciate the apology,
but you don't have to apologize.

Um, I'm glad to see you.

-And, um, you know, I...
-[chuckles]

[Jimmy] I wanna say sorry as well.

I just don't wanna put you
in a situation where you get upset.

[Chelsea] Do you wanna talk
about anything?

Like, my divorce?

[Jimmy] I don't care.

It's not a deal-breaker to me.
I think you're great, and I, like...

-[laughs] Oh. Oh, man.
-[Jimmy] I'm really happy you're here.

See, that's what I appreciate,
is that we can just have a moment

and then be good.

And then go on to the next thing.

-[Jimmy] Yeah. Me too.
-I really like that.

You're not gonna
give me some bullcrap answer

that you think I wanna hear.

You're gonna be real,
and you're gonna be raw,

and I appreciate that.

And I

really, really need that in my life.

-So...
-[Jimmy] I'll be raw for you.

[Chelsea laughs] Anyhoo!

[Jimmy] All right, what should we do?

Describe your perfect day to me.

I'm on vacation.

[Chelsea] Ooh-wee! Where are we going?

I'm at the beach, somewhere tropical.

And I packed the cooler.

Cold beer on ice.

-Full ten hours on the beach.
-Mm-hmm.

[Jimmy] We go straight
to try a new restaurant,

'cause it's somewhere tropical
that I haven't been.

And eat some, uh, some really good food
and some fish and some red wine.

-[Chelsea] Mm-hmm.
-Um...

And that's it. Go back and smush.

[both laugh]

[Jimmy sighs] Hmm.

-[Chelsea] I love that. That sounds great.
-That's all I could ask for. [laughing]

Uh, but...

[laughing]

That sounds like a great day.

[laughing]

[laughing]

Um, 90% of literally, like,
the noise I hear from you is just laughs.

You get me, like, awkwardly...

[laughing] ...awkwardly laughing,
constantly.

[Jimmy] I like that. You're like...

I'm the simplest to please.

You just gotta tell me you love me
and laugh with me.

I'm right there with you.

-[Jimmy] It ain't that deep, you know
-It ain't that serious.

[Jimmy chuckles]

[Chelsea] Can you see yourself

at the end of this
really being with someone?

[Jimmy] Yeah,
I don't wanna talk about other people,

but I'm here to... I'm here to find a wife,

and I'm here to find
who I have the closest connection with.

So, um...

I, uh...

-We should talk about something else.
-Yeah, I agree.

[Jimmy exhales]

Do you ever get told
you look like a celebrity?

-[Jimmy] Yeah.
-Do you?

-[Jimmy] I do.
-I do too, all the time on the plane!

I get one person, and it's just because
I have dark hair and blue eyes.

Ooh!

But I don't see it,
so don't get excited. [laughing]

Say it.

It's MGK...

I don't even know
if it's MGK's wife or his girlfriend.

Megan Fox?

You're saying you look like Megan Fox?

[laughing] It's just because
I have light eyes and dark hair.

That's the only reason.
There's nothing else.

[laughing]

At least I'm assuming so.

[Jimmy] I mean...

[sighs] Oh.

-Listen, buddy. What'd you say?
-Can we get married?

[laughing] Nothing.

[laughing]

[pop music playing]

♪ Baby, you still make me feel like
I'm on top of the world ♪

♪ On top of the world ♪

[vocalizing]

[sighs]

I'm down bad.
And my next date is with Jimmy.

What am I gonna do? Like, I just...

[fan whirring]

I'm fine. [clears throat]

Everything's fine.

[exhales]

I can do this.

I just want my husband.

And I just wanna hug my baby
and smell her and bite her head.

-[Mackenzie chuckles]
-[women chattering]

I miss her so much.

-I deserve this. So does she.
-[Mackenzie] Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm.

-It's gonna be fine. I'm fine.
-[Mackenzie] Mm-hmm.

-[pop music playing]
-♪ Today's better than yesterday ♪

♪ But tomorrow we've got
To take back something we said ♪

Do you feel like
you're ready to be a father?

[men chattering]

Yeah, that's...
that's something I gotta think about.

It's kind of scary, 'cause, um...

I've been thinking
about the marriage piece for a long time.

And I'm ready for that, but, uh...

When someone has a kid,
you know, you don't really know, uh,

what their expectation is for you.

I don't wanna come and be like,
"I'm ready to be a father figure."

And she may not want that.
Like, that's weird.

-You know what I mean?
-Yeah.

It's all about whether I feel like
I can accept that piece.

Um, I think I can. I want a family.

Yeah.

♪ I'm a mess, so confused ♪ [vocalizes]

I just woke up missing Autumn so much.

[gasps]

Autumn's on spring break right now.

I'm just, like, flooded with mom guilt,
and I'm trying to just remind myself

why I'm here
and remind myself it's gonna be worth it.

Even though I'm, like, missing her so bad,

please don't think that
I'm not excited to talk to you,

'cause I've been looking forward to this
since, like, I went to bed last night.

-[exhales]
-Me too, Jess.

And I hope you know, like,
you'll always be able to lean on me.

-[sniffles] I know.
-Okay. So...

[sighs]

What's her personality like?
What's she... what's she like to do?

[Jessica] So, like, Autumn is so cool.

Like, I always say,
if I was a kid in her class,

I'd look at her and be like,
"God, I really wanna be friends with her."

If she heard me say that, she'd be like,
"Um, you're already my friend."

-Like, "I already thought we were."
-[chuckles]

Like, she's, like, the cool,
like, really beautiful, kind girl

who's also really funny,
but, like, unaware

of how, like, special
and exceptional she is.

And she's extremely witty.

Like, you think I'm quick on my toes.
Like, she's...

When I say quite literally

she's all the best parts
of me but better, I mean that.

Like, if you think I'm a hoot,
you're not gonna be able to breathe,

like, when you hear her start, like,
roasting and, like, cracking jokes.

-She's just...
-[Jimmy chuckles]

-Like, I don't know how I got so lucky.
-[Jimmy] That's funny.

Do you want more kids?

I don't wanna... I wanna preface.

I'm not trying to insinuate anything.

You know,
it's important for me and my parents

that they wanna
see me have children too, so...

I mean, if you can't tell,
I love being a mother.

I would love to have more children.

And I can commit to raising them
with the same devotion

and unwavering love...

[chuckles] ...and obsession
that I've given Autumn.

-[Jimmy] Yeah.
-How many siblings do you have?

-I have five siblings.
-[Jessica] Okay.

-Yeah.
-[Jessica] So you're one of six.

[Jimmy] Yeah,
but, like, my oldest sister is adopted.

Your oldest sister was adopted?

-[Jimmy] Yeah.
-Get out!

[Jimmy] My parents,

they both were married prior.

And both of my parents' first husband
and wives passed away.

And...

Oh, my God.

...my oldest sister was the product of my...

Like, my mom was the stepmother of her,

and so my mom took her in.

So that's why
I consider her a sister. [laughs]

Um, if that makes sense.

[Jessica] It makes
very much perfect sense.

Okay, but my mom's, like, a warrior
for raising her and taking care of her.

She absolutely is.
She's an angel. She deserves the world.

I love her. I have a special place
in my heart for her. Just wow.

So my biological parents got married,

and they had me.

They both struggled
with really severe drug addiction,

so, like, shortly after I was born,
my dad went to prison,

and I stayed with my mom
until I was about four.

And then I guess she spiraled.

And so I got taken out of her custody
for the first time

and went into foster care.

Was in foster care for a couple years,
and then my dad got out of prison.

And I went and lived with him
for about a year and a half,

and it's dark, but it's fine.

-Just stay with me.
-I am.

He ended up committing su1c1de.

So I went back into foster care
at that point.

That's when I met
what I call "my God-given family,"

'cause we're not related by blood,

but they ended up
adopting me when I was 16.

My mom, she's a literal angel.
She saved my life.

Because when I got pregnant with Autumn,
I was 17.

So I was legally,
you know, like, not an adult.

And I was still in custody of
technically the state of North Carolina.

So, if I had stayed in foster care
and not been adopted,

I wouldn't have had custody of Autumn.

Well, she also sounds
like a saint. [chuckles]

She is. Oh, I love our moms.

Even when I was little,
I learned very quickly

if I present myself well,
they'll never guess the chaos going on,

like, inside of me and at home,
and they never did.

[chuckles]

[Jessica] I get frustrated
when I leave our dates.

"God, there's so much more
I wanna say and uncover."

But, like,
you're a tough one to cr*ck, Jimmy.

Do you feel like
I'm a bit much for you specifically?

I mean that in the best way.

[Jimmy] No, no, I don't.

I, like, want someone that challenges me.

You like me, huh? Ooh!

I think I like you a little bit too.

[Jimmy] I like you a lot more
because of your experiences.

Hmm. Well, would you look at that.

[chuckles]

You've never known me any differently
than just, like, being obsessed with you.

-That is not me.
-[laughing]

[Jessica] I don't
ever give compliments out.

[Jimmy] I get so happy when I leave here.

Like, I'm happy coming in here,

and then, I'm like,
when I'm leaving I'm like...

I know. I could do a heel clap.

[laughs] I miss you.

I miss you.

[Jessica sighs]

Why are you quiet? You're making it weird!

-[Jimmy] I just wanna hear you talk.
-[laughing]

[sighs] Oh, my God.

♪ I feel magnetic
I feel magnetic, baby... ♪

That's my man.

♪ Pulling me closer to you
Pull me closer... ♪

[laughs]

♪ I feel magnetic
I feel magnetic, baby... ♪

I think I already know
who I'm gonna be with.

[Ben] Hmm.

But I don't wanna say it officially yet.

But me and her were talking.
I feel like... we were like, "Do you..."

Like, we match on so many things,
I was like... And she's f*cking weird.

-Like, I need a weird person.
-Yeah.

♪ You never know what you can control ♪

♪ But you better stay ready
And keep your eyes on the road ♪

♪ Eyes on the road ♪

-[Trevor] Hello.
-Hello.

Chelsea makes me feel
just, like, an overwhelming sense

of genuine happiness.

It almost seems like
she was brought here just, like, for me.

Our personalities just blend so well.

Just, like, there's not
one second of dull conversation.

We go well together.

[Chelsea chuckling] So I sleep

with the AC on
at, like, 65 every single night.

[Trevor] Thank God!

-[Chelsea] With a fan.
-All right. Me too.

[Chelsea] Tell me you don't sleep
with a TV on. That's a deal-breaker.

-I have to know.
-No, with a fan though.

-[Chelsea] Oh, praise be.
-I need the noise.

Even when it's 60 degrees.

Oh, my gosh, totally.

-We're on the same page, boo boo.
-Oh. Well, weird.

[laughs] Oh, man.

-You make me laugh.
-I didn't say anything funny.

-Just my tone? My, like, aura?
-[Chelsea] It's just your presence.

-[Trevor] Yeah. Same with you.
-[laughs]

[Trevor] Chelsea, just propose to me
so we can see each other already.

-[Chelsea] Let's just do it.
-[chuckles]

[Trevor] I'm on the floor.
I always sit on the floor.

I picture just this large man.

-Uh-huh.
-[laughing]

I'm, like, trying to see, like,
in my head, long hair, short hair...

I'm going with short.

But I could be very surprised.
You might have, like, a mullet.

[both laughing]

Dude, I thought
you couldn't see through a wall.

You can see?

-Wait, are you lying?
-[groans]

[Chelsea] I am a sucker for a mullet.

If you're joking with me,
I'm gonna be pissed. [laughs]

You're...

[chuckles] Are you joking?

Yeah, I have a mullet. [laughs]

-[Chelsea] You're such a liar.
-I swear to God.

I'm so excited.

[both laugh]

Please don't be screwing with me.

You intrigue me!

[Trevor] Thank you. You intrigue me.

I don't know
if I like someone that likes a mullet.

'Cause, like, are you okay mentally?

[laughing]

[Trevor laughs] I mean...

[pop music playing]

-Pods are open.
-[laughs]

Hi, honey. [laughs]

-How are you doing, baby?
-I'm good. These flowers are beautiful.

-[Johnny] Are they the peonies you liked?
-Yes!

[Johnny] I remember you saying that.

Also, I realized that the flowers
that you got me match my dress.

-[Johnny] What?
-They match my outfit! Yeah.

[Johnny] Everything does happen
for a reason. Things fall into place.

I think my reason
for being here was to find you.

Yeah.

You know, you've become my best friend
in this whole thing.

You've become my best friend too.

-Aww.
-[Johnny] I really do love you.

And I do need you
to do two things for me, okay?

-[Amy] Uh-huh.
-So two promises.

-Okay.
-[Johnny] Okay.

So, the first one is I'm not perfect.

Uh, I know I'm not.
I know I mess up a lot.

If anything ever comes up
where anything happens at all,

I need you to tell me,
so I can correct it and never do it again.

Oh, honey, l will let you know
right away. It's me. [chuckles]

I feel like you should know this.

[laughing] No, but yes, yes.

All jokes aside, 100%.

-And same on my end as well. You know it.
-[Johnny] Absolutely.

Um, the second thing is I wanna be
lying next to you when I'm 90 years old,

laughing and smiling
and old and hairy and fat and gross.

[laughing]

And I wanna make sure
that we are us and nobody else.

And even though there is gonna be
outside influences, it's me and you.

Aww, yes. Well, I promise to both.

And, you know, again,
same on my end, of course.

We're a team.

And we will go by this together.
We'll figure it out our own way.

I love that so much, Amy.

[pop music playing]

Amy Tiffany Olenska.

[laughs]

Will you please
make me the happiest man alive...

and spend your life with me and marry me?

[laughing]

[Johnny] Oh, my gosh.

I'm, like, over here crying.

[both laugh]

[gasps]

Yes. [laughs]

[gasps]

[laughing]

-[pop music playing]
-♪ Just before and after... ♪

Oh, my God.

[Johnny] Oh, my God.

-I'm so excited to spend my life with you.
-[Amy laughs] I'm so excited too.

-I love you. I'll see you later, okay?
-[Amy] Love you!

♪ He split my life in two ♪

[vocalizing]

[exhales]

[laughs]

Oh.

-[woman] Yeah!
-How'd it go?

-I'm a fiancée! [laughs]
-[woman shouting]

[laughing]

-[woman] Look at you! My goodness!
-[laughing]

-Beautiful!
-[woman] They even match your outfit!

♪ This ends here, oh-oh! ♪

♪ There's just before and after you ♪

♪ Before and after you ♪

I'm just gonna do today different.

-Because I wanna, like, be sympathetic.
-[Alejandra] Yeah.

But I'm just not
gonna be made a fool out of.

And I feel that way
about, like, Clay and Matthew.

-I feel like Clay was screaming at me.
-[Alejandra] Mm-hmm.

I just don't know if I can handle it.

-And Matthew's so f*cking good, like...
-[Alejandra] Yeah.

...at talking you into a loop,
and you're just stuck.

-"Well, what do I really want?"
-[Alejandra] Yeah.

Like, he was playing on what I...
on my real life hopes and dreams.

-Yeah.
-On my real life...

Besides all this sh*t,
like, what I really, really want.

[Alejandra] Be patient.

I can't believe the conundrum that I'm in.

[Alejandra laughs]

[Trevor] Mr. Matthew.

[sniffles]

-Would you like a sandwich?
-No.

[Clay clears throat]

[man] Matthew, your book is here, sir.

[Matthew mutters indistinctly]

[rock music playing]

You're welcome.

[vocalizing]

♪ Gotta find a resolution ♪

Hello.

Is anybody in here?

Who is about to come
through that damn door?

-[man sighs]
-[door closes]

[Matthew] Good morning.

Good morning.

How are you?

I'm good. How are you?

[exhales] Going through it.

-Going through it?
-[Matthew] Yeah.

-

What's up?
-Nothing.

-You're going through nothing?
-[Matthew chuckles] I don't know.

You know Amber left, right?

Yeah.

[inhales] I would assume that's about me.

Well, that would be audacious of you.

It's not?

I mean,
everyone has their own reasons.

-I don't know hers in particular.
-[sniffles]

So what's your thoughts on us?

I mean, I still like you.

I just think my reality was kind of, like,

manipulated a little bit.

I also really, really wanted
to go through this journey.

[sniffles]

I felt like it was kind of
being, like, played with a little bit.

[sniffling] Okay.

You're sniffling.
Are you, like, sick, or are you crying?

[chuckles]

Um, it's been tough
for me today. [sniffles]

[exhales]

Oh, my God.

[Matthew] sh*t.

Um... [sniffles]

[exhales]

It hurts because I've never felt
the way I did with you before.

But... [sighs]

You know, America,
they do love a good underdog,

and they do love comebacks.

I think I now got
the entire country of America on my side.

I know that you are thinking about
the lights and the camera and the action,

but, like,
I put all that aside when I came here,

and I'm really, like,
wanting to go through the process,

because, like, I've seen it work.

[sniffles]

I just don't like
the way that you sound today.

I don't think
you really wanna do it with me.

Just be honest with me.

Please.

You feel like you've had
another connection with somebody?

Um, yes.

All right, well...

I think you're
an amazing person. [sniffles]

-

Mm-hmm.
-But it's not fair to you

that I can't commit
to the plan that you want, so I'm done.

[sniffles]

And I'm really sorry.

I'm really sorry too.
This is, like, really unfortunate.

[Matthew sniffles]

But I hope you know,
everything I said to you, I meant.

And I know you want that moment.

I care about you.

And I want you to be happy. [sniffles]

-And...
-You sound devastated.

Is it because Amber's gone?

[sniffles]

Yeah, I feel like I broke
somebody's heart on national TV.

Some... just... you've... [chuckles]

Yeah.

And then I did
the same thing to you yesterday.

Yeah.

[Matthew] America's gonna be watching.

Okay, Matthew.

Well, I'm gonna head out.

[Matthew] Okay.

[pop music playing]

Okay, bro.

♪ Am I okay? ♪

♪ Am I okay? ♪

♪ Am I okay? ♪

[scoffs]

[singer vocalizing]

Like, what?

Be so f*cking for real right now.

No.

[Matthew] I'm done.

I'm gonna go get Amber.

[Amy] So last night I had a dream.
I was with Johnny.

And my soul knows that it's him

and that it's Johnny speaking to me.
It's the weirdest thing.

I've never had a dream like that

where it's just like
I'm talking to blank space,

but it's a person at the same time.

Freakin' weird.

It feels amazing
to have someone just love me for who I am,

not for anything else.

Oh, man.

Just for the really crappy jokes I tell,
the person I am,

the values I have, everything.

It just... it's magical.

Like, if I am able to actually marry
this woman and say "I do" at the altar,

like, it's gonna be the best feeling ever.

I know I love her. I'm scared.

I don't wanna get hurt again, but...

I'm letting it ride.

And it feels amazing. [laughs]

[Amy] Finding love through this experiment
is the most beautiful

and most rewarding experience ever.

I mean, I've always believed that,
in my heart and my soul

that at the end of the day,
what truly matters is that connection.

And I just know that, like,
he's very much in love with me

as I am with him, so...

I feel like, yeah, 100%, love is blind.

[laughing] Oh, my God!

I'm in love
with a man I haven't even seen! [laughs]

["The Weight of Your Words"
by the Venice Connection playing]

[exhales]

[exhales]

♪ Just keeps pushing me under you ♪

♪ I can't fall asleep ♪

♪ Wondering about ♪

♪ Those memories... those memories ♪