02x06 - The Fog

[bunniefuu]

All I can hope is

when you walk out of that church,

when you listen to those bells ringing,

that you will be happy.

Hi, my love.

I'm here missing you in Barcelona.

The lemon trees are ready for you.

- Hey, Paolo?

- Yeah?

What do I call you after the wedding?

What about Papa?

Papa. OK.

You want us to move to Barcelona?

It's an incredible

place to raise a child.

Paolo was arraigned for extortion.

This guy this guy was in Italy.

Why me, Paolo?

You don't want to go

digging in there, Benita,

because it's dangerous.

You need to leave.

[SOFT DRAMATIC MUSIC]

Yulia, my dear, for you, only the best.

So this is an elective surgery.

- Yeah.

- Oh.

This grant has everything.

It's all based on a lie

the patients are, the trials

- he's experimenting on people.

- [SHAVER BUZZING]

He just took it out.

The issues that arose afterwards

are completely unrelated

to my procedure.

[PERCUSSIVE MUSIC]

♪

Gentlemen, welcome to Krasnodar,

the world's premier destination

for the most cutting-edge procedures

in regenerative medicine.

Today, we will show

you what we have built

this past year under the

leadership of Dr. Lasbrey.

We realize that the

delays have been trying,

but the results we've

seen are revolutionary.

The upcoming patient

trials are the final step

before full medical approval.

These are young, healthy adults

who are electing to be

a part of the future.

In just a few days, we will perform

our very first procedure

on a young woman

named Yulia Tuulik.

In Karolinska, we

operated to save lives.

Here in Krasnodar, we will

operate to improve lives.

And now, I leave you with Dr. Lasbrey,

who is going to show you

around our facilities.

Thank you.

Right this way.

In tandem with the

trachea transplantations,

we've made significant headway

in our expanded research.

We've just entered the testing phase

for our next biosynthetic

organ, the diaphragm.

Vasia, Mila, may we interrupt?

- Ana.

- Welcome back.

It's good to be back.

How was Sweden?

Are they all dead?

What?

No, no, they're anesthetized.

They cannot feel a thing.

If it seems cruel, that's because it is.

[SHAVER BUZZING]

We began with the trachea.

Now we've made headway

with the diaphragm,

a much more complex organ.

But these were just the beginning.

Next, we conquer the liver, the lungs,

the heart.

Dr. Lasbrey, we have waited longer

than we wished for progress.

But this facility does not disappoint.

[FOREBODING MUSIC]

♪

[DOOR CLICKS]

- Knock, knock.

- Ah, it's you.

- [DOOR CLICKS]

- Can you believe it?

It's finally f*cking happening.

- [SIGHS]

- No more silk chokers for you.

Ah, I'll be able to f*cking shower.

What, you don't like

Andrej's bubble baths?

[CHUCKLES]

This is going to make everything right.

We have one last hard part.

- Are you ready?

- I am.

Are you going to tell me

what you're doing back there?

Or are you going to make

me guess, like my husband?

[BOTH CHUCKLE]

Well, this is technically the

first part of your procedure.

We're going to extract

bone marrow from your hip,

separate the stem cells

from the bone marrow.

Then later, I'll give your

new trachea a nice bath

with the stem cells.

Thank you.

Well, don't thank me yet.

This will be a bit uncomfortable.

I mean it. Spasibo.

Tiny prick.

You're going to feel

a series of pinches.

OK.

[FLESH SQUELCHING]

[GRUNTS]

[GASPING]

How was your trip from Saint Petersburg?

[TUBE WHOOSHING]

I sat next to a big fat guy.

Andrej's not that fat.

[CHUCKLES] Ow.

Aisle or window?

[STRAINED] Window.

I watched the country

pass by. [CHUCKLES]

You doing OK?

This is nothing.

Really?

When I was in my car crash,

I was pregnant with Sasha.

They had to re-break my bones,

pick my teeth up from the street.

[STRAINING] My whole body was broken,

but that little boy survived.

After that, I

I promised I would keep him safe.

[BREATHES HEAVILY]

Through all the surgeries,

I never took the painkillers.

[PANTING]

I didn't want to put him in danger.

This?

This is nothing.

[cr*ck] Ow.

[HISSES]

OK. [SIGHS]

[CHUCKLES] Maybe this is something.

How is little Sasha?

I miss him already.

But after this, I can be a real mother.

You are a real mother.

Not like I want to be.

We can go swimming.

[SNIFFS] Oh.

I can sing to him. [CHUCKLES]

[STRAINED] I already have a song.

I picked out the first one.

"Poust Vzegda Boudyit Solnse."

Oh, my Russian's not that good.

It means, "May There

Always Be Sunshine."

That sounds beautiful.

OK, this is the last one.

[EXHALES]

- [FLESH SQUELCHING]

- [BREATHING HEAVILY]

- [SNAP]

- [GRUNTS]

And we're done.

[BREATHING HEAVILY]

Why so many?

Since we're using a new

material for your trachea,

Dr. Macchiarini wanted

to be extra careful.

We're preparing three

tracheas for your surgery,

just in case.

[OMINOUS MUSIC]

♪

♪

- [MOUSE CLICKS]

- [MESSAGE WHOOSHES]

- [NOTIFICATION CHIMES]

- [PHONE BUZZING]

[NOTIFICATIONS CHIMING]

[CELL PHONE RINGS]

- [RAIN PATTERING]

- [THUNDER RUMBLING]

Hey, Lizzi, please don't make a mess.

I need my gloves.

What do you need your gloves for?

It's summer.

Well, we have to unpack it anyway,

so what difference does it make?

I know this is hard to understand.

Well, then, why don't

you explain it to me?

Because it's complicated.

Hmm. Whatever.

- But it's for the best.

- How?

Paolo's the only good thing

- The only good thing what?

- Nothing.

- [THUNDER RUMBLES]

- The only good thing what?

The only good thing that

happened to us since Dad d*ed.

I know [SIGHS]

This sucks for both of us.

- Then fix it.

- I can't fix it, Lizzi.

It's not something that

Why not?

I had to pack all my

stuff, have a goodbye party,

take stupid Spanish lessons.

Well, we live in New York.

It's probably good to

know a little Spanish.

Oh, my God, Mom, you're

not listening to me.

[LIGHTS CLICK, WHIR]

- Oh, God.

- [THUNDER BOOMS]

[SIGHS]

- [SWITCHES CLICK]

- [DEVICES BEEP]

[CHOPIN'S "NOCTURNE OP.9" PLAYING]

♪

[THUNDER RUMBLES]

♪

[WHISPERS] Don't move.

♪

♪

He wasn't even playing.

I just saw what I wanted to see

with the arrest, with

the wedding, all of it.

[SCOFFS] His CV

he lists a fellowship

in thoracic surgery

at the University of Alabama.

They don't even have a thoracic program.

He was never the Pope's

personal doctor, obviously.

Confirmed that with the Vatican.

It's just the personal life stuff

that seems to be more of a black hole.

Born in 1958.

Lived in Switzerland at

least I think that's real.

Married 1986 in Italy,

no divorce record on file

'cause he never actually got divorced.

It's just lie after f*cking lie.

We've got to get you out of this house.

You need to work, real work.

I'm going to start making some calls.

You know what?

It's one thing to f*ck with

my life, but with Lizzi's?

I want to tell her the truth so badly.

But how can I when I don't

even know what the truth is?

[SIGHS]

But I really want to figure it out.

f*ck it.

- I'll go to him.

- Go where?

I don't know, wherever I have to go.

I'm not going to watch

you do this to yourself.

Come on, Kim, I have to

know who this guy really is.

- Do you?

- Yes.

[NOTIFICATION CHIMES]

[SCOFFS] And this is why.

Another f*cking article

calling him a rock star surgeon?

Well, how the hell are

you supposed to move on

when you still get

Google Alerts on the guy?

The entire world thinks he's

a miracle man because of me.

[TEN YEARS AFTER'S "I'D

LOVE TO CHANGE THE WORLD"]

- Life is funny

- [BIKE BELL RINGS]

- Hey, hey, hello.

- Skies are sunny ♪

Bees make honey ♪

Who needs money? No, not poor me ♪

- [DEVICE BEEPS]

- [VOLUME LOWERS]

Where have you been the last few days?

I checked work, the

bar, the linen closet.

Then I ran out of places that you'd go.

I just needed some time to myself.

Well, time's up, I

think. We have work to do.

- Oh, do we?

- Yes.

To stop Macchiarini.

♪

Going to have to pass

on that endeavor, Anders.

I I

I thought you would be more, more.

♪

OK, I know I turned my

back when you needed me.

But I'm here now.

We have to figure out

a way to stop this guy.

Maybe you were right to turn your back.

I don't understand. After Yesim

What?

After Yesim, what?

I kept my promise to her.

It didn't make a difference.

He still got to walk away.

No, he's not walking.

He's publishing about Yesim.

While she was flatlining on your table,

Paolo was writing a paper

about her successful transplant,

called it "a huge

advancement in the field."

He's being praised for

it, "a rock star surgeon."

Not only did he destroy her life,

now he's profiting off her pain.

If that sits right

with you, by all means,

let it sit that way.

♪

Oh, yeah ♪

♪

I heard that you were interested

in seeing your new trachea, correct?

This is a prototype, an exact replica

of your natural trachea,

or more precisely,

what it looked like before the accident.

It is built from all

the X-rays and CAT scans

that you and Dr. Lasbrey have

taken over the past few months.

Here, take it.

Yeah?

It looks like plastic.

[ALL CHUCKLE]

Wouldn't it be better to

use a natural material?

I thought you might

ask something like that.

You will have heard of

Mr. Andemariam Beyene.

Do you know that a few

days before his operation,

he asked me and Dr.

Lasbrey the same question?

And then he had the very same procedure

that you will receive.

And today, two years

later, he's thriving.

You will be in the most capable

hands every step of the way,

starting with Dr. Lasbrey,

who has already begun

preparing the implant

for transplantation.

[SOFT TENSE MUSIC]

♪

[CHUCKLES]

All right, all right, all right.

No need to feel me up.

♪

[ENGINE SHUTS OFF]

[SOFT INDISTINCT CHATTER]

[BIRDS CHIRPING]

[BELL TOLLING]

[KNOCKS ON DOOR]

[CLEARS THROAT]

Ciao.

[SPEAKING ITALIAN]

I'm sorry. My Italian is not very good.

- Do you s

- My English is fine.

Oh, OK.

My name is Benita Alexander.

I actually saw you a few months ago.

I I was here with

Dr. Paolo Macchiarini.

And you two exchanged some words.

What the hell do you want?

I I wanted to talk to

you about him, actually.

About what he did to you.

How'd you find me?

I'm a journalist.

Did he send you?

No. I sent myself.

And I'm so sorry.

When we when you saw

Paolo, your son was with you.

What's his name?

- Nico.

- Nico.

I have a daughter a little

older than him, Lizzi.

So what what

happened? What did he do?

Why you interested?

No one was interested when it mattered.

Because I want the truth.

I want any kind of truth

about who he really is.

And you two seem to have a history.

Was this about his arrest?

'Cause I read about it in the newspaper,

but then I couldn't find any

I giornali, no, there wouldn't be.

You'll find it is very easy

to hide things away here.

Then tell me. Please.

Well, Paolo was a

I trusted him,

trusted his prognosis when my wife

was diagnosed with cancer.

Trusted in his research,

the future he promised us.

I trusted when he

asked for 150,000 euros

to skip the waiting list for a donor.

I trusted far too much.

[SOFT DRAMATIC MUSIC]

After she d*ed,

we no longer seemed to matter to him.

I tried to speak the truth,

but the code of silence here

I'm surprised he was arrested at all.

But then, of course, he was cleared.

So I lost my work, my savings,

and my wife.

[SNIFFS]

Stay away from Paolo Macchiarini.

Men like him, they get away with m*rder.

♪

[BELL TOLLING]

♪

[DOOR CLICKS AND THUDS]

[BREATHES DEEPLY]

Hello.

Hi.

Beautiful, isn't it?

It really is.

It's like a cocoon of color.

Hmm. What brings you here?

Honestly, I don't

[SIGHS] I don't even know anymore.

Well,

this is good place

to be if you are lost.

- Are you lost?

- [CHUCKLES SOFTLY]

I'm on a mission.

That sounds really nice and clear cut.

[BOTH CHUCKLE]

So where did this

mission of yours start?

South Korea, a small

neighborhood called Yongsan-gu.

Yongsan-gu?

Mm-hmm, yes. You know?

I do. I do, actually.

I, um

I knew a little girl who

was really sick, and

she and her family were from Yongsan-gu.

Hmm, a small world.

Yeah.

It's nice to be reminded

of how connected we all are.

Connected by God, you mean?

Mm, God,

a greater purpose, coincidence

call it what you like.

Just reminds me we are not alone.

Ah [SPEAKS KOREAN]. [CHUCKLES]

I sound like priest now, don't I?

[BOTH LAUGH]

Would you mind if I say a prayer

for the little girl and her family?

No, I don't mind.

[CHURCH BELL RINGING]

[PENSIVE MUSIC]

♪

[FOREBODING MUSIC]

♪

[SOFT TENSE MUSIC]

♪

[KEYPAD BEEPING]

[DOOR WHOOSHES]

[DRAMATIC MUSIC]

♪

[DEVICE WHIRRING]

- [SWITCH CLICKS]

- [WHIRRING]

[INCUBATOR HUMMING]

[DOOR WHOOSHES]

[APPLAUSE]

♪

[TENSE MUSIC]

♪

[INDISTINCT CHATTER]

Ah, excuse me a moment.

I'll be right back.

We have a problem three, actually.

Yulia's tracheas, they're defective.

- Which?

- All of them.

What is the issue?

They're flawed. They're not

What is the issue?

Number one is too soft.

- Mm-hmm.

- It's almost soggy.

OK.

Number two has several

holes. It's unusable.

- And number three?

- It's too short.

- How short?

- 3 millimeters.

Sod it.

We'll use the short one.

You don't think we should postpone?

I can build a new implant,

recalibrate the bioreactor

- No.

- It will only take a few weeks.

We cannot wait.

[LOUDER] That trachea could fail.

Keep your voice down.

We cannot postpone. We

do not need to postpone.

It will be difficult.

Difficult, but not impossible.

So now, you can continue

with the preparations

for the surgery, Dr. Lasbrey.

Thank you.

[QUIET CHATTER]

[KNOCK AT THE DOOR]

Come in.

Hi.

- Hi, um

- [DOOR CLICKS]

I just wanted to check in on you.

How are you feeling about your surgery?

Are you scared at all, worried?

Well, you asking me all these

questions is making me nervous.

[CHUCKLES]

If you asked less, I would be calm.

Should I be worried?

[SOFT MUSIC]

It's just, I've been thinking

about it more and more.

And this new synthetic material,

it hasn't been tested.

Yes, I know this.

So maybe you'd like to wait

until we can conduct some proper trials.

Where is this coming from?

And why now, after

I've waited for so long?

I know that you've waited, but we

But you said the procedure is safe,

that because I'm healthy, I'll be OK.

I know what we told you.

But the new material

New material or old

material, I don't give a sh*t.

I promised my son that I would come back

and sing to him, to run with him,

to laugh with him.

I want to be myself again.

Dr. Macchiarini is giving me

a chance to be myself again.

Do you really want to

be a human guinea pig,

a rat like all the others

we have caged up in this lab?

Look, I am begging you.

Just wait a little bit longer.

Even in a few months,

we'll know so much more.

I just want you to be safe.

♪

OK.

[SIGHS] OK.

I'll wait.

[SIGHS]

OK.

[DOOR CLICKS]

[SOMBER MUSIC]

♪

[CLASSICAL GUITAR MUSIC]

♪

Oh, hi. Sorry, excuse me.

Uh, perdóneme, un cafe de

[CHUCKLES]

[LAUGHING] I cannot believe you're here.

I figured you needed an interpreter.

Oh, my God, Kim.

[ANDREA BOCELLI SINGING OVER RADIO]

♪

- [SWITCH CLICKS]

- [MUSIC TURNS OFF]

[SIGHS]

He told me Andrea Bocelli was

going to sing at the wedding.

- Like, in what world?

- In our world, B.

Stop b*ating yourself up.

OK, you're going to stay

to the right up here.

[SCOFFS] We're doing this.

I didn't say a thing.

But if I said one thing,

this journey you're on,

I'm all for it.

I just I hope you know

what you're looking for.

We were supposed to come to this house

a dozen times while we were together,

and we never made it.

He always had some reason.

And you think there's

some sort of answer here?

I do.

I think there is a part

of him here that's real.

How do you know he's

not going to be home?

He's in Russia

big surgery, very important patient

who I helped convince.

[SIGHS] OK, it should be right up here.

This isn't it.

This can't be it.

[ENGINE TURNS OFF]

[SCOFFS] No, no, no, no.

I've seen the videos

and pictures of this.

I have an entire house packed

of boxes ready to send here.

[CHUCKLES] To this

this empty f*cking lot!

[LAUGHS]

Come on, what was the plan, Paolo?

What was the plan, seriously?

300 people flying to Italy for

a wedding that doesn't exist.

I packed my entire life up

to send to a house here

that doesn't exist

my entire f*cking

life committed to a man

and a future that doesn't exist.

Oh, it's like

it's like I'm in this fog, Kim.

It's like there's this fog.

And I just keep running through it

not even through it, to it.

And I'm just I'm just,

like, completely f*cking lost.

Like, I I'm reaching

out, and I can't

I can't hold on to anything.

I can't see anything.

I can't even see myself.

Like, am I here? Do you see me?

- Do you see me?

- I see you. I see you.

I see you.

And he's got you exactly

where he wants you.

[CAP CLINKS]

[SIGHS]

I don't know what I would

do if you weren't here.

The tickets for the

wedding were non-refundable.

Don't say I never

brought you anywhere nice.

[CHUCKLES]

He's really good.

He's really, really good

at this whole f*cking lying thing.

Well, he was probably well

practiced before you met him.

When I met him

Hold on. When I met him.

I think I have

the contract that he

signed for the show.

[GASPS]

Ah, there it is.

OK, hold on.

[KEYPAD CLACKING]

[GASPS]

- Lemon trees.

- Lemon trees.

[LAUGHS] [STAMPS FEET]

[EXHALES]

There it is. That's the house.

OK, OK, OK. OK, OK.

[SIGHS]

OK, so, um, what if there

are security cameras?

I wave and say hello.

Wow, my heart's actually

b*ating really fast.

OK.

[SOFTLY] All right. Oh, God.

[SOFT SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC]

♪

[BIRDS CHIRPING]

♪

[LATCH CLICKS]

[DOOR CLICKS]

♪

[HINGES SQUEAL LIGHTLY]

[INHALES]

[SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC]

Oh, sh*t.

♪

Oh, sh*t.

Oh.

[DOOR RATTLES, CREAKS]

[CELL PHONE CHIMES]

Paolo.

- [SPEAKING SPANISH]

- [SPEAKING SPANISH]

[CHILDREN SPEAKING SPANISH]

[SPEAKING SPANISH]

[CHUCKLES]

[RUNNING FOOTSTEPS]

[DOOR SLAMS]

♪

[DOORBELL RINGS]

[DOOR CLICKS]

Hola, Paolo. [CHUCKLES]

What are you doing here?

I'm on holiday.

The tickets to the wedding

were non-refundable.

So I thought, what the

hell, why not see Europe?

And also, I am so sorry about

what happened with the wedding.

I just I had to come in

person and give you a gift.

That's very nice. Thank you.

Something I picked up in a gas station.

Very kind. Where is your car?

Your car.

Oh, I it's such a nice day, I just

I wanted to take a little walk.

So, uh, I hope you enjoy your wine.

I'm sure you'll like it.

It's right up your alley.

♪

- Go, go, go, go, go, go.

- [ENGINE TURNS OVER]

[SOFT MUSIC]

♪

Are you OK?

"An incredible place to raise a child."

[SEAGULLS CHIRPING]

♪

Pull over here.

[DARK MUSIC]

♪

[SCREAMING]

[ELEVATOR BEEPS]

[INDISTINCT CHATTER]

[SOFT SOMBER MUSIC]

♪

[INDISTINCT PA ANNOUNCEMENTS]

[MEDICAL MACHINES BEEPING]

You.

Do you remember that day,

the day you convinced us?

Lava tubes.

He was so impressed with you.

And do you remember when he came back,

and he told you how terrible he felt?

And you said,

"It's all normal.

Nothing to worry about.

Now smile for the cameras."

[SHUDDERED BREATHING]

From the beginning, we

have meant nothing to you.

And now, as I stand here,

forced to end my husband's life

once again, here you are.

Now, when you remember this

day, will you feel shame?

Good.

♪

All these data sets are

making my eyes cross.

I can't believe you do this by choice.

Shh.

I feel like I'm getting a hunch.

- Am I getting a hunch?

- I'm getting a hunch

you'll be kicked out of

my lab if you cannot focus.

[KNOCK AT THE DOOR]

Come in.

Ana. Uh

How can we help you?

You were right about him,

about all of it.

Ande Beyene he just d*ed.

What the f*ck do you want, Ana?

I want to see it his trachea.

I want to see it with my own eyes.

You've got to be joking.

An autopsy?

I have permission from Mrs. Beyene.

I need to know the truth

what this thing really does to people.

We know what it does.

We have to go now.

He's being cremated in the morning.

I went down that dead end

with Christopher Lyles.

Hedley won't

We don't need Hedley's permission

not medically, not legally.

You won't get into that morgue.

Paolo said his name would open doors.

At least that much was true.

I still have full privileges, for now.

Are you coming or what?

[DRAMATIC MUSIC]

♪

[KEYPAD BEEPS]

[KEYPAD BEEPS]

♪

[LIGHTS BUZZING]

[FAUCET WHOOSHING]

[DOOR CLICKS]

Hi.

How was your day?

[DOOR CLICKS]

[SIGHS]

[WIND WHOOSHING]

[BREATHING HEAVILY] Whoa.

And another cartwheel.

This is where we stopped the endoscopy,

at the first suture.

He didn't look any further.

Afraid of what he might find.

[FLESH CRINKLING]

Oh, Mom, Mom, Mom, look.

[GRUNTS]

Whee!

Have to change the material

[INDISTINCT] not working.

[INDISTINCT] the ones

we used on Mr. Beyene.

- [WIND BLOWING]

- Whee!

Change the material

clearly not working.

Yeah, they [INDISTINCT]

we used on Mr. Beyene.

[DEVICE CLICKING]

[WHISPERS] Oh, God.

So definitely, we have

to change the material

because these are clearly not working.

Yeah, they're all like the

ones we used on Mr. Beyene.