02x13 - Bye

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[THEME MUSIC PLAYING]

[CLAY] I thought a long, long
time about what to say today.

How to pay tribute, but
also tell the truth.

It truly hurts me to think that my actions

have caused anyone emotional distress.

When I think of the pain that
I may have caused, I-I just...

Well, I feel awful. Every day, I
wish that I could go back in time.

I was used to a certain
culture of partying and hookups,

and many of us never questioned
it, but it is time to question it.

And I know that I need to
be the one to set an example.

I'm... I'm trying every
day to be a better man,

to be the man that my
parents raised me to be.

And to be a positive
influence at Liberty High.

It is my sincerest hope that
you will allow me to do so.

Thank you, sir.

- Does the county accept the allocution?
- We do, Your Honor.

Prior to sentencing,

the victim would like to exercise
her right to make her own statement.

Proceed.

[CLAY] I have to admit,

when I was asked to speak
today, I didn't want to.

To stand up in front
of all these people.

But it's what Hannah deserves.

Your Honor, thank you for this
opportunity to address the court.

If it's all right, for the
first part of my statement,

I'd like to address
the defendant directly.

- [JUDGE] Go right ahead.
- Why not?

The first weekend in September,
my parents were out of town

and my little brothers
were at their grandparents'.

I wanted to host a party

like I thought a popular
cheerleader should.

My boyfriend was there.

Your friend Justin.

We had been drinking.

We decided to go up to my room.

I remember making out with him.

And then I...

[INHALES]

And then I started to fall
asleep or... or pass out.

I just... I remember thinking

that I just needed to close
my eyes for a few minutes.

Then he...

Then he walked out of the room.

And then I remember waking up
to you pulling off my underwear.

I remember feeling you
push yourself inside of me.

[SNIFFLES] I may not
remember all of the details,

but I will never forget the sheer terror

of feeling your weight on top of me,

of not being able to breathe.

When I opened my eyes, I was
alone in the hot tub with him,

and there was...

The way he looked at me, there
was something in his eyes.

And I was afraid.

I wanted to slow down, but
he told me not to be a tease.

And he pushed me down on the couch

and said he was glad
I had waited for him.

And then he pulled off my
jeans and then my underwear.

And he said that if I
showed my body better,

people wouldn't think I was a lesbian.

He used a different word.

And then he grabbed me
on the inside of my thigh.

At that moment, we were left
alone, and he picked me up.

He just picked me up and
carried me behind the fence.

And he lay down on top of me
and started to take my pants off.

I fought and I fought,

but he was and I was .

I found out later this
guard had a reputation.

When he got up from my bed and left,

my roommate rolled over and told
me it happened to most of the girls.

I was a second-year associate.

He invited me to a strategy
meeting in his hotel room.

He answered the door in his bathrobe.

I spent the evening
insisting we work on the case.

At the end of that year, I was let go.

I had been babysitting for this
family for, I guess, two years.

He was my youth pastor.

My second cousin.

Your Honor, when we
leave this courtroom,

Bryce Walker gets to leave

convinced that he chose the
wrong girl to have sex with.

I get to leave constantly
looking over my shoulder

for monsters dressed
up as the popular kid,

constantly on edge and
assuming the worst in every boy.

The sentence you decide today can tell

Bryce Walker what he did was wrong.

It can say that to every boy,
every man who behaves like he does.

And it can say to victims
like me that our story matters.

Thank you.

Prosecution has put forth
a sentencing recommendation.

Does the defense have
anything to contribute?

Your Honor, this is a
terribly unfortunate event.

And two young lives have
been changed forever.

Bryce has lost all
his scholarship offers.

The school district has cancelled

what might well have been
a championship season.

There is regret on all sides.

We urge the court to let these
two young people start rebuilding

and return to their lives.

This is a tragedy all around.

As a judge, it's my role
to look at both sides.

And California law requires every
judge to consider rehabilitation

and probation for first-time offenders.

I'd like to see these two young people

look hard at their
lives and their choices.

But I don't want to
do any further damage.

Mr. Walker...

I expect you to walk
the straight and narrow.

I'm sentencing you to three
months probation. So ordered.

- [GAVEL POUNDS]
- Your Honor, three months probation?

- [JUDGE] That's all.
- [GAVEL POUNDS]

[CLAY] I'm angry. I'm sad.

And I still have no idea
how what happened happened.

Talk to me about the sex doll
that was found at Ms. Davis' home.

Or the dead rat that was
inside Mr. Dempsey's locker.

The vandalism to Mr. Padilla's car.

This is bullshit.

What about the sh**ting
target you sent my son?

I didn't do any of that.

We have several kids who
say he intimidated witnesses,

engaged in felony vandalism.

Everyone's saying all kinds
of sh*t, but it's not true.

Where's the g*n?

I never touched a g*n in my life.

Your Honor, Bryce Walker was released

on bail within hours of his arrest,

and Justin has been stranded in
juvenile detention for almost a month.

[JUDGE] I'm aware of the timeline.

The related case is
complete as of today.

Justin's plea is in,
the paperwork is done.

Understood, Counselor, but as a minor,

he has to be released into custody.

We have been searching for Amber
Foley for weeks, Your Honor.

- She's nowhere to be found.
- Keep looking. Until then, he's remanded.

Bailiff?

[DOOR OPENS]

Hang on, Justin. We're working on it.

I know. Thank you.

[CLAY] We're still learning
all the ways we've been changed.

All the things we've lost.

I'm so f*cking sorry.

It's insane.

But somehow I still feel stronger.

[DOOR CLOSES]

Wait, where's Justin?

They'll only release him to a guardian,

and the judge won't move on it.

We've filed emergency papers,
but it's a -hour minimum.

I'll take the petition
to Purdy. He owes us.

Do you wanna start on
the order for the school?

Yeah.

We're asking for a court order to
force the school to protect you.

To keep him away from you.

Thank you.

Mom, is your firm... I mean,
are they cool with this?

I've left the firm... to work
with Dennis on cases like this.

Oh, that's...

That's cool.

[BRYCE SIGHS]

[CLAY] We're just starting to figure out

how to go on with our lives.

Coach said we could leave our
lockers till the end of the year.

I'm transferring. To Hillcrest.

Hillcrest? You got the grades for that?

Not exactly.

Well, private schools
need fields, too, I guess.

Yeah. And uniforms and all that sh*t.

- [BAG ZIPS]
- Speaking of which...

not all of my credits transferred,
so I'll be going in as a junior.

Which means I'll see you
on the field this fall.

They're letting you play football?

That's right. See you at the dance.

Wait.

So, you and Chlöe?

Yeah. Loyalty.

It's a thing, huh?

Take care of yourself, Zachy.

[CLAY] I say "go on" and not "move
on" because in some ways...

we'll never completely
move on from what happened.

Your meeting with the
district psychologist went well

and the reports from your
diversion program are excellent.

It was a good program.

Tell me why.

Um, well, at first,
it was very difficult.

You know, the long
hikes and the camping.

But after a few days,

with everything else stripped away,

you're just left to your thoughts and...

you learn things.

And what did you learn?

That I can choose how
I respond to things.

That even if I am feeling
angry, or lonely, or whatever,

that I'm in control of my own actions.

I can't control what other people
do, but I can control my response.

Do you think you're ready to come back?

Do you think things will be different?

Yeah, I think so.

I'm ready.

Principal Bolan is concerned that
we keep a very close eye on you.

I understand.

And your return won't be easy.

No, I know.

[CHATTER]

Hey.

Hi! Hi. [GIGGLES]

Hey.

- You're back!
- I am.

- Wow. You look good.
- Thanks.

Yeah, apparently, natural
sunlight and physical exercise

are, like, good for us or something.

- Something. [CHUCKLES]
- Something.

The good news is that I'm back
in time for the Spring Fling.

And I was determined to make
it back in time to take you.

- Oh.
- I mean, or we could just blow it off.

- We could do something else.
- Yeah, no, I mean...

I'm-I'm going to the
dance, uh, with Eric.

Okay. Oh.

- Cool.
- Yeah.

We're kinda dating. Just
for, like, a few weeks now.

Yeah, cool. You know, he's...
Eric's a good guy, so...

Yeah, that's cool.

- [SCHOOL BELL RINGS]
- Yeah.

- sh**t. I gotta run.
- Yeah, me, too.

I'm really glad you're back.

Thanks.

Glad to be back.

- Bye.
- Bye.

What's up, man?

[CLAY] And I don't say
"get back to normal"

because life will never be normal again.

Before we start, I am
distrustful of religion.

Okay. The service can be
whatever you want it to be.

It's just... my mother always
told us we should abide,

and have faith, accept
what's coming to us.

And I think that teaches
people to be passive.

I think abiding and
acceptance is bullshit.

- Excuse my language.
- I don't disagree.

So tell me,

w-why choose a church
for Hannah's service?

We, uh... we both come
from religious families,

and it's something we drifted from
a bit, and thought maybe it was...

something Hannah perhaps
should have had in her life.

We were ashamed.

[SIGHS]

We were ashamed to have a funeral.

Or a service.

But then, after
everything that happened,

if there is a God, I
want Him to see that...

my little girl deserves His care.

He will.

He'll see that.

[MR. BAKER] A few of the
other places we called,

[SIGHS] given the circumstances
of Hannah's death...

Let me assure you...

there's no judgment from me.

Not regarding Hannah's decision

or the circumstances that led her there.

And I hope one day
you'll release yourselves

from any shame you might
still be feeling as well.

[CLAY] Life is divided into
"Hannah" and "after Hannah."

[CLAY] I don't have
anything to compare it to.

I've lived here all my life.

It's like asking Han
Solo, "How is space?"

Wow. You're an actual nerd, aren't you?

I admire that. There's
courage in being a nerd.

[CAR HORN HONKING]

["LOVELY" PLAYING]

[CLAY] Memories are sometimes a relief.

And sometimes they're t*rture.

[HANNAH] I was right.

You're the most courageous
nerd I ever knew.

They asked me to speak.

At your service.

Are you gonna do it?

I don't know what to say.

Or if I can trust
myself not to be angry.

So, be angry.

♪ Tear me to pieces, skin to bone ♪

Or if I can say what
I really need to say.

I think you can.

[CLAY] But we hold on to the memories...

[TATTOO MACHINE BUZZING]

because they're
what we have left.

You're doing great this time.

You can look now. No more comma.

Thank you.

[CLAY] And we have an urge to remember,

to commemorate another time,

to hold on to this as long as we can.

The thing I'm most afraid of...

is forgetting you.

Then don't.

The thing I'm second most afraid of

is I'll never be able to let you go.

Do you remember the winter dance?

Not the slow dance, but...

that song where we jumped around
like idiots and looked like fools.

Like absolute dorks.

Yeah. [CHUCKLES]

Why?

No reason.

I just wanted you to
think of that right now.

♪ Heart made of glass ♪
♪ My mind of stone ♪

♪ Tear me to pieces, skin to bone ♪

♪ Hello, welcome home ♪

[CLAY] But today...

we begin to let go.

We're here to say goodbye to Hannah.

One act does not define a life.

We celebrate the richness of her life,

even as the tragic circumstances
of her death cannot be forgotten.

[ANDY] It does my heart good to see

so many of Hannah's friends here today.

Hannah had the biggest heart,

which she so generously
shared with all of us.

So, please, be kind to each other.

She dreamed of going to
New York to become a writer.

I'm not sure when that dream
began to feel impossible to her.

Hannah was my dream.

And now I get to dream for
Hannah as well as for myself.

And so do all of you.

So, please,

dream your dreams.

And dream them for Hannah,

and don't let anyone
take them away from you.

Don't ever let them go.

Hannah Baker came into my
life at the end of one summer

like a star that fell to Earth.

Like nothing I had seen,

like no one I had ever met.

She was funny, and smart,

and moody, and... and maddening,

and beautiful.

And...

I loved her.

I loved her so much.

And I ask her every day
why she did what she did.

But I get no answers.

She took those with her when she went.

Leaving me, all of us,

angry, empty, confused.

And I know that hurt won't ever go away.

But there will come a day when
I don't feel it every minute.

And the anger won't be so hot,
and the other feelings will fade,

and I'll be left with only love.

A good friend once said to me,

"I can love you and still let you go."

So, Hannah,

I love you,

and I let you go.

And I miss you.

And I hope that wherever you go next,

you feel peace,

you feel safe

in a way that you never did here.

Wherever you go next,

I hope you know that I love you.

[PEOPLE SNIFFLING, COUGHING]

[BELL TOLLING]

[CHATTER]

Everything okay?

Yeah. No, I just, um...

- I was just taking a minute.
- Of course.

I'll leave you to it.

Can I ask you...

do you believe in the immortal soul?

I do.

And do you think Hannah is going to hell

because she k*lled herself?

I don't.

I think the God I
believe in, a just God,

would have mercy on a soul like hers.

And if God forgives her, we should.

I believe we should follow
His example, sure, but...

it's not always easy.

And do you think...

Does God forgive us?

The people who let her down?

I think He does.

Clay, you don't have to
believe in the immortal soul

to believe that people live on with us.

Wait, what do you mean?

Just that... we've lost Hannah,

but not the things she gave us.

Compassion, understanding, love.

Those don't go away.

["THE HEALING" PLAYING]

♪ Calm down ♪

♪ Let the world spin around ♪

♪ There ain't no other place ♪

[CLAY] How do we take care of ourselves

and look after each other?

And celebrate Hannah's life

and let it remind us to
hold on to each other...

and to the precious time we have?

Do you remember when we first met you?

At that table over there?

You thought we were crazy.

No. I was just, like,
terrified and amazed.

I mean, you guys were fearless.

I don't remember being fearless.

[CHUCKLES]

This is, um... This is really
inappropriate at a wake,

especially given the
whole history, but...

I've been... I've been trying
for, like, two weeks now

to get up the nerve to ask you, um...

if you would wanna
go to the Spring Fling

as, like, people who date?

Because I think that we are
now, but I'm not really sure.

Um...

[STAMMERS] I think we are.

Yeah?

I mean, I'm not sure how ready I
am to be a person who dates, but...

I mean, we are.

- So, yes.
- Yeah?

- Yes. [LAUGHS]
- Okay. Oh, God.

Is it okay that I asked
you out at Hannah's table?

Oh, it's all of our table.

And I think she'd be okay with it.

She'd probably make you
interpret some weird painting.

Yeah, who picks the paintings?

[ZACH] Yo, dude! [LAUGHS]

Oh, my God, you're
crushing me! [CHUCKLES]

You're, like, down to nothing.
We gotta get you on a program.

Okay, sure.

How the f*ck did Bryce only get
three months and you got six?

Aren't you pissed?

I guess I just wasn't surprised.

Actually, I'm gonna take a
gap year. I'm going to Europe.

Which, I know, sounds like a cliché,
but, honestly, Asia is the cliché.

I mean, I could be going
to Goa, but I'm not.

I'm old school.

I've actually been thinking
about doing some traveling myself.

Oh, my God, you should. You so should.

[COURTNEY] It's annoying
how smart she is.

I don't like it when
people are smarter than me.

But it's fine because she's cute.

It's so nice that everyone came.

Maybe I should, uh, leave the
two of you alone to catch up?

Maybe you have some
things to talk about.

Yes. Yeah, there are.

Okay.

What... What things?

So, um... [CLEARS THROAT]

I think my mom explained to
you how she got you released

into emergency custody.

Yeah, she explained it.

The thing is that's only temporary.

And because you're not
for almost a year,

once that expires, you
become a ward of the state.

Yeah, the... the social
worker told me about that.

Okay, yeah.

And there's only two group homes in
this county you'd be eligible for,

and you couldn't finish
school at Liberty and stuff.

And my parents...

I mean, me and my parents...

wanted to see if you might
want them to adopt you.

[CHUCKLES] Wait, what?

Like, adopt you into our family.

[STAMMERS] You mean,
like, I'd be your brother?

Well, I'm-I'm not familiar
with all the lingo, but...

Wait. Why are you
asking me and not them?

Because it was their idea, to be honest.

And at first, I thought
it sounded, um...

idiotic.

And they left it up to me,

seeing as I was the person who brought

you in their life in the first place.

And...

maybe it's a good idea, so...

[JUSTIN CRYING]

Are you...

- Are you crying?
- [SNIFFLES]

You know I'm, like,
really f*cked up, right?

Well... A, yes.

- [LAUGHS]
- But you're clean and going to meetings.

And B, I'm also f*cked
up in certain ways, so...

Okay, yeah.

I'd like to be adopted, yeah.

Okay. Cool.

[CLAY] Everything affects everything.

[SCHOOL BELL RINGS]

Everyone affects everyone.

[CHATTER]

[SIGHS]

f*cking Tyler Down is back.

So?

So, I wanna break his head open.

Yeah, that's a great idea
at this particular time.

The field, the thing with Marcus...

He cost us our season.
We need to do something.

We are not gonna do a g*dd*mn thing.

I'm on probation.

Right, I know. I got
you. I'll take care of it.

Your father didn't b*at you hard enough,

'cause you're still a f*cking idiot.

The last time you tried to help,

you almost f*cked up
my whole plea deal.

Well, none of it came back to you.

No one was gonna believe I didn't
know about all the sh*t that you did.

I had to give you my g*dd*mn lawyer.

I would've taken the fall if
I had to. I kept you clean.

What did you think would happen if
you k*lled Clay Jensen in my car?

I knew those kids could f*ck
everything up for us, and they did.

Well, you helped.

I... Tell me what you want me to do.

- Okay? I'll make it right.
- I want you to leave it alone.

And leave me alone.

We're done.

[CYRUS] Mack said you
guys had a good talk.

Yeah. She's dating Eric now, huh?

Yeah, that's cool.

You're okay, right?

I mean, watching out for yourself?

Those f*cking jocks were not happy
about the field and the season.

- Yeah. I'll be careful.
- Good.

And you know...

about everything...

Yeah. No, me, too. Yeah.

- It got a little f*cked up.
- [CHUCKLES] Yeah, totally.

Hey.

You know, being away,
it was really good.

And I realized a lot of sh*t, so...

- You know.
- That's good, man.

- [CHUCKLES]
- So, we're all right?

Yeah, for sure.

- Cool. [CHUCKLES]
- Yeah.

Hey, maybe we could catch
another show sometime.

I don't know, man. I...

I don't think so.

But it's great to see that
you're back and doing so well.

Yeah. Thanks, man.

I mean, how are you even not crazy?

I just... [GROANS]

It's insane, but it's, like,
not a surprise, I guess.

And I-I just feel this
peace that it's over.

So, it's over?

No trial, no more legal stuff? Done?

Done.

And I'm good.

♪ Oh, what a fine parade ♪

♪ Ready or not, call your name ♪

♪ Hey, now, where do I go? ♪

[JUSTIN SIGHS]

You gonna go to this dance?

What, the Spring Fling thing?

- Why in the world would I go to that?
- I don't know.

It... It might be fun?

I don't go to dances.

You can go.

No.

I just thought that it'd
be my first thing back

and I could show people that I'm
not, like, hiding or whatever.

[CLICKS TONGUE] Forget it.

f*ck.

Fine. [SCOFFS] We'll go.

[CHUCKLES]

I just thought since I hadn't heard

from you after I told you about Lucas...

Yeah, I left you three messages.

[CHUCKLES] Yeah, and they didn't sound

like you really wanted me to call back.

Okay, okay. Seriously?

I think you're used
to people chasing you.

And you're used to getting away.

Maybe.

Well, you're not getting away.

I should be on my way.

Thank you for coming.

Thank you for... for having us.

I saw the store's for lease.

I'm moving to New York.

It was always Hannah's dream.

She never made it, so
I'll get there for her.

I...

I wasn't sure if I should
share this with you,

but after hearing what
you said, I think...

I think it's all right.

I found it on one of the old computers

when I was cleaning up the store.

Hannah wrote it.

_

"Reasons why not."

You're on there.

At least once, possibly twice.

Did... did she call you "Helmet"?

[CHUCKLES] Yeah, she did.

Eleven reasons.

She came up just short.

But she left so many out.
You know that, don't you?

No matter how many reasons
there might be "why,"

there are always more "why not."

I do.

I wish I knew you when she was alive.

I wish you'd known me then, too.

Well...

bye.

Bye.

[DOOR OPENS]

Why the f*ck did you come back?

I finished my program.

Yeah, you f*cked up a lot of sh*t.

I'm sorry about everything.

- If I hurt you in any way...
- They canceled our f*cking season.

I was acting out of a lot
of anger and confusion.

- Oh, yeah?
- And I'm going to do better.

And I hope that we can learn
to talk to each other...

[GRUNTING]

God! You ruined my f*cking life, f*gg*t!

Get up!

- [WATER BUBBLING]
- [GROANING]

[GASPS] I'm sorry! Please, I'm sorry!

Hold him!

[GASPING] I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

[GROANS]

[SCREAMS]

[SHRIEKS]

[PANTING]

[DOOR OPENS]

[DOOR CLOSES]

[CLAY] We can get better.

We can do better.

But we still live in a world that
is out to break us any way it can.

- Yo, so how's the car?
- It's getting pretty close.

I've been working on it
every hour I'm not in school

and some when I should be in school.

[CHUCKLES] It was a beautiful car.
Hey, why don't we go to your place?

- All right?
- I think your place is closer.

I'm in the opposite direction.

- You don't want me to meet your family.
- It's not that.

I just need some time.

All right. I'll see you tomorrow?

Um, you know, I got some
bullshit I gotta take care of.

Oh, some bullshit, like a dance?

Yeah, Alex and Jess are
going. It's like a thing.

- Yeah, you see, that's bullshit.
- [LAUGHS]

And I didn't wanna
subject you to it, so...

I appreciate that.

[CHUCKLES]

- You'll come by after?
- Yes.

[ALEX] And my mom got
me some game that's about

being a flower or some sh*t.

- [LAUGHS]
- I'm serious. [CHUCKLES]

But I talked my dad into driving

since he won't let me drive for real yet.

- Excellent use of guilt, sir.
- Yeah, I thought so.

I b*at off three times this morning.

I don't wanna know that.
Why would you tell me?

'Cause I thought you'd be happy for me.

Actually, I-I'm very happy for
you. That's, uh, impressive.

- Thank you.
- Yeah.

I'm worried about dancing with Jess.

Like, I-I don't wanna go to the dance

and just sit there, 'cause that's stupid.

And it doesn't get me
closer to kissing her.

So I wanna dance with her, but
I think I'll just fall over.

No, just, um, lean on her.

What, like, a middle school
slow dance? That's so dumb.

No. Just, you know, like, let
her help. Make it seem smooth.

Okay, yeah, that makes sense.

You know, I am sick of
your "poor-me" attitude.

- [CAR SCREECHES, CRASHES]
- This one's easy. Come on, get up.

No. This is embarrassing.

This is embarrassing?

- Yeah.
- Yeah, okay, you've done worse.

Come on, put the
controller down. Let's go.

Come on. [GRUNTS]

I have to school you...

- Okay.
- My mom made me do some dance...

Don't... Never mind. Don't
even worry about that.

So, good hand on her waist.

- Left hand on her hip.
- Yeah.

She'll hold it and just lean into her.

- Okay?
- What about...?

Just try stepping. There you go.

All the way in there.

Yeah.

See?

The song will have to be
pretty slow, shouldn't it?

[FOOTSTEPS APPROACHING]

So, it turns out the sushi
place doesn't in fact deliver,

so my dad and I are gonna
pick it up. You wanna come?

Nah, I'm... I'm good here.

These are kind of addictive.

[CHUCKLES] Yeah, right?

You okay?

You seem weird.

I think, maybe...

I'm happy.

Oh.

Cool.

♪ Running around ♪

♪ Is it really this fun ♪
♪ When you're on my mind? ♪

♪ Is it really this cool ♪
♪ To be in your life? ♪

♪ There's one thing I'll do ♪

♪ If it ever goes wrong ♪

♪ I'll write you into all of my songs ♪

♪ And if suddenly I die ♪

♪ I hope they will say ♪

♪ That he was obsessed ♪
♪ And it was okay ♪

♪ 'Cause we're going downtown ♪

♪ And we feel like running around ♪

♪ And I'm going crazy ♪

♪ Crazy for you ♪

Well? How was the first day back?

Good. It was good.

It was, um... like, I had to adjust
to everything, but it was great.

Yeah, there's a new guidance counselor,
and she's totally smart, so...

- I think it's gonna work, Mom.
- That's great.

Oh, that's so great, Tyler.

Oh. We are so proud of you.

[GROANS]

[PANTS]

[CRYING]

Now bring that around to the
right. No, no, no, the big end.

- The big end.
- That's what I'm doing.

That's not what you're
doing. Oh, my God, start over.

- [SCOFFS] Would you f*cking relax?
- You... You don't listen!

You are so uptight.

I am not uptight. It was your
idea that we should wear ties.

It's not even a formal dance.

And if you wanna wear a tie, you
should follow my instructions.

We really need to get you laid.

Shut up. Start over.

Seriously, Jensen.

Okay? You help me tie a tie,
I will help you get laid.

I don't need your help.

I... I know. I was
just... I was just saying.

I mean, you've had, like,

a lot of sex, haven't you?

Yeah, I've... I've had a good amount.

♪ Oh, I can't sleep at night ♪
♪ Every second counts ♪

[CLAY] So, how do we survive?

How do we bring light to a
world that seems only dark?

This is the first dance I
haven't DJ'd in two years.

So now you get to dance.

Dude, people become DJs so
they don't have to dance.

I thought it was because
you had great taste in music.

That's just my gift to the world.

[MUSIC PLAYING]

Good evening.

[LAUGHS]

Good evening. Did... Did you do this?

I got him a guest pass.
Apparently, you forgot to.

I didn't go to dances
when I was in school

because I felt so awkward
dancing with girls.

It may seem like high school
bullshit to you, but to me,

it's finally being able
to dance with my boyfriend.

If he will.

Of course I will.

- After bitching about the DJ.
- [LAUGHS]

Yeah, me, too.

[CHATTERING]

[ALEX] Hey.

Hey.

You guys look good.

Thanks. Yeah, I
bedazzled the cane, so...

I didn't, really.

Well, if we have to
do this, let's do it.

Okay.

All right.

- You ready?
- Yep.

All right. [LAUGHS]

♪ I'm living inside my head ♪

♪ I'm living inside my head ♪

- Tony. Caleb. Hey!
- Hey, what's up?

- Hi. This is Tamika.
- Hey, Tamika.

- Hi, Tamika.
- Hi.

She's my girlfriend.

- [GASPS]
- [LAUGHS] Oh.

[MUSIC CONTINUES]

♪ Light it up just like a flashlight ♪

♪ Let it shine ♪

You sure you don't wanna sit down?

No, I don't wanna sit. I wanna
dance. I just need to work up to it.

- You want a drink?
- You know they're non-alcoholic.

Yeah, but any chance for sugar.

♪ It feels good to be ♪
♪ Running from the devil ♪

♪ Another breath ♪

You would've been
really good for Hannah.

I'm just saying.

Yeah? You know, if I didn't f*ck it
up like I f*ck up everything else.

Dude, you do not wanna be
having that contest with me.

["ROLLERCOASTER" PLAYING]

I'm really sorry you
couldn't talk to me.

Come on. We gotta go in for this one!

Okay, but it's full contact.

This dance desperately needs it.

- Yeah!
- f*ck this. Let's go.

Jensen, come on. Are you about
kicking ass or are you not?

I'm...

♪ It was summer when I saw your face ♪

I am.

I totally am.

♪ Some k*ller queen you are ♪

Hey, come on.

If Jeff Atkins were here, he'd say,
"Get your asses up and come on."

Guys, come on! Come on!

♪ So come a little closer ♪

♪ There is something I can tell ya ♪

♪ You are such a rollercoaster ♪

♪ And a k*ller queen you are ♪

[CLAY] How can we find
joy in our lives...

in this world after Hannah?

♪ Come a little closer ♪

♪ Why don't you come a little closer? ♪

♪ Why don't you come a little closer? ♪

♪ There's something I can tell ya ♪

Compared to them, I look all right.

♪ Some k*ller queen you are ♪

♪ Rollercoaster, I don't say no ♪

[CLAY] How do we take what hurts most?

Take the darkness and turn it into light?

♪ Rollercoaster, I don't say no ♪

♪ Rollercoaster, when you don't say no ♪

[CLAY] I think the answer
is we love each other.

♪ Some k*ller queen you are ♪

[CLAY] Easy to say.

But what do we do when
it's hard to love?

♪ She thinks I've got a heart of stone ♪

♪ Because I left her all alone ♪
♪ Lonely tonight ♪

♪ She thinks I'm gonna break her heart ♪

You want a real drink?

No, thanks. I'm good.

♪ I don't have those emotions in me ♪

- [BRYCE] Brings back memories, huh?
- I heard you were transferring.

Yeah.

Yeah, I'm gonna start over.

Lucky you.

I'm gonna miss this.

All of it.

You remember freshman year?

The night before our
first day, you stayed over.

We stayed up talking about how we were

gonna be kings of this f*cking school.

Yeah, I remember.

I'll always remember.

Me, too, brother.

[CLAY] Justin.

- You okay?
- [BRYCE] He's fine.

I can't touch him. Or
you, or I go to jail.

Funny. I don't have that problem.

[CHUCKLES]

You're a good kid, Clay.

You need to get laid,
but you're a good kid.

[MUSIC CONTINUES]

You all right?

Yeah, I just...

I'm gonna go use the bathroom
for a quick minute, okay?

I'll... I'll be right back.

♪ My kind of love, my kind of love ♪

♪ It's a deeper love, it's a darker love ♪

♪ My kind of love ♪

♪ My kind of love, my kind of love ♪

♪ It's a deeper love, it's a darker love ♪

♪ And I know I can hold you ♪
♪ Like he does ♪

♪ I don't have those emotions in me ♪

♪ And it's true I can love you ♪
♪ Like he does ♪

[BLINKER TICKING]

♪ My kind of love, my kind of love ♪

- [CHUCKLES]
- Yeah.

- Whoo!
- [PHOTOGRAPHER] One more, guys.

I can't...

♪ My kind of love, my kind of love ♪

["THE NIGHT WE MET" PLAYING]

Oh, sh*t.

I gotta find Clay.

♪ I am not the only traveler ♪

♪ Who has not repaid his debt ♪

♪ I've been searching ♪
♪ For a trail to follow ♪

♪ Again, take me back ♪
♪ To the night we met ♪

♪ I had all and then most of you ♪

♪ Some and now none of you ♪

♪ Take me back to the night we met ♪

♪ I don't know what I'm supposed to do ♪

♪ Haunted by the ghost of you ♪

♪ Oh, take me back to the night we met ♪

♪ When the night was full of terrors ♪

♪ And your eyes were filled with tears ♪

♪ When you had not touched me yet ♪

♪ Oh, take me back to the night we met ♪

♪ I had all and then most of you ♪

♪ Some and now none of you ♪

♪ Take me back to the night we met ♪

♪ I don't know what I'm supposed to do ♪

♪ Haunted by the ghost of you ♪

♪ Take me back to the night we met ♪

[JESSICA] What are you
doing alone in the dark?

It's creepy.

I'm not alone anymore, am I?

What's with these mats?

They must have had a
wrestling meet yesterday.

Wait, we have a wrestling team?

- You were a cheerleader.
- Not for the wrestling team.

And I was a shitty cheerleader.

Yeah, you were.

- What? You said it.
- Still.

You look beautiful.

Sorry.

- For saying I look beautiful?
- Yes.

So you're, like, living
with Clay for real now, huh?

Yeah.

They're adopting me.

Which, like, why anyone would
wanna do that, I don't know.

I do.

Do you ever think about it?

Doing what Hannah did?

No.

I don't.

With everything that happened, I...

I never thought that was a way to go.

I've had some shitty days.

But...

- I always wanted to live.
- Yeah.

- I wanted to be alive.
- I know.

♪ I wanna hold you ♪
♪ When I'm not supposed to ♪

♪ When I'm lying ♪
♪ Close to someone else ♪

♪ You're stuck in my head ♪
♪ And I can't get you out of it ♪

♪ I would do it all again ♪

♪ I know I'd go back to you ♪

♪ I'll go back to you ♪

- ♪ I'll go back to you ♪
- ♪ I'll go, I'll go back to you ♪

♪ I'll go back to you ♪
♪ I'll go back to you ♪

Cy, you better look at
this. I just got this text.

Jesus, Mack.

We can't let him do
this. We have to stop him.

We need to get out of here.
We need to call the cops.

- Agreed.
- If we do, his life is over.

His life is over either way. He's
either going to jail or he's dead.

Tyler doesn't wanna
die. I know he doesn't.

Where's Tony?

- What's going on, guys?
- Have you seen Jess?

[TOILET FLUSHING]

- Jess...
- Don't.

- Please?
- What? What do you want?

- I don't know what to do.
- Really?

- You don't know what to do?
- Jess, I'm pregnant.

[CLAY] The next time
someone is in desperate need...

and they're about to
make a terrible mistake,

what do we do?

Justin, find Jessica.

Get everyone you can. Lock
the doors, stay inside.

And don't call the police.

I gotta find Tony.

What the f*ck? Clay!

[CLAY] Do we look the other way?

Do we just protect ourselves
or do we help them?

Do we do whatever we can to save them?

I think I know what Hannah
would want us to do.

Tyler!

Tyler, what are you...

what are you doing?

[TRUNK CLOSES]

Get out of here, Clay. Go home.

No. No, I...

Don't... Don't do this, Tyler.

You need to leave right now.

[STAMMERS] Tyler, please, listen
to me. You don't wanna do this.

I... I know you don't.

You don't f*cking
know anything about me.

No. No, I do. I do know
because I hurt, too.

I'm pissed off. I didn't
realize how bad it was for you.

And I'm sorry that I didn't.

- [JUSTIN] Clay!
- I should've...

Hey, g-go back inside.

- Jesus, Clay!
- Go inside!

Get out of my f*cking way.

Tyler, please. Don't do it.

- I have to.
- No, you don't have to.

You can turn around.

- You can go home.
- [POLICE SIREN WAILING]

Everybody knows already.

The only people that know
are people who know you,

and they wanna help you.

- Bullshit.
- No, look.

[STAMMERS] Tyler, they know
you're hurting, we all are.

And I don't know what
to do about it, either.

Okay? I tried hurting other people.

I tried hurting you, and
it didn't f*cking help, man.

It doesn't do any good.
Listen to me. It doesn't!

[SIRENS APPROACHING]

Tyler, listen. You don't
get out of this alive.

And I don't want you to die.

I-I don't want you to die.

If you think this is the way,

if you really think this'll
change a g*dd*mn thing

and not just be another f*cking tragedy

that adults cry about for
a week and then forget,

if you really think this
is gonna be different,

then do what you gotta do.

Come on, Tyler.

Please?

There's nothing else I can do.

There is.

We'll figure it out.

Okay?

I swear.

[TIRES SCREECHING]

- What the f*ck?
- That's Tony. It's okay.

It's Tony. We're gonna go.

Get in the car!

Let me help you.

Come on. It's okay.

f*ck. Go, come on.

Come on. Get in the car.

[TIRES SQUEALING]

[JESSICA] Clay!

Clay!

- f*ck.
- [JESSICA] Are you okay?

No.

[SIRENS WAILING]

This is f*cked up, right?

Yeah.

♪ Give me love, give me hope ♪

- What do we do now?
- ♪ Give me strength ♪

♪ Give me someone to live for ♪

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resources, visit reasonswhy.info.

♪ That I need to survive? ♪

♪ Who will be the life blood ♪
♪ Coursing through my veins? ♪

♪ Like a river flowing ♪
♪ That will never change ♪

♪ I need someone ♪

♪ I can depend on ♪

- ♪ Won't you give me love? ♪
- ♪ Give me love ♪

- ♪ Give me hope ♪
- ♪ Give me hope ♪

♪ Give me straight ♪
♪ Give me someone to live for ♪

- ♪ Give me love ♪
- ♪ Give me love ♪

- ♪ Give me hope ♪
- ♪ Give me hope ♪

♪ Give me strength ♪
♪ Give me someone to live for ♪

♪ I need it now ♪

♪ I need it now ♪

♪ Someone write me a letter ♪
♪ I need to know that I'm still alive ♪

♪ Someone give me a telephone call ♪
♪ I need to hear a human sound ♪

♪ Someone open up a door ♪
♪ And let me out of this place ♪

♪ I've been caged up for, oh, so long ♪

♪ I don't know if I'm living or dying ♪

- ♪ Someone better give me love ♪
- ♪ Give me love ♪

- ♪ Give me hope ♪
- ♪ Give me hope ♪

♪ Give me strength Give
me someone to live for ♪

- ♪ Give me love ♪
- ♪ Give me love ♪

- ♪ Give me hope ♪
- ♪ Give me hope ♪

♪ Give me strength ♪
♪ Give me someone to live for ♪

- ♪ Give me love ♪
- ♪ Give me love ♪

- ♪ Give me hope ♪
- ♪ Give me hope ♪

♪ Give me strength ♪