- Hey.
- Hey.
So, people must be happy.
* oh, it's a shame,
we used to be so tight *
What?
Custody of lucas. Oh.
Yeah, yeah, I think so.
I mean...
I guess. Well, he won, right?
yeah. He won.
sam...
you coming to bed?
*...Without it,
there's no gain, only pain *
Yeah. I, um...
I'll be in in a minute.
*...On the shelf *
* I'll give my love
to someone else *
* if you see me walking by *
* hand in hand
with another guy *
* know that it's true *
* ooh, ooh * *
it could've been you *
my god.
we were supposed
to just have dinner
Like normal people. We ate.
I ate.
Cooper.
Do you...
Do you think we should
talk about what this means?
You think it means something?
Do you?
You want to just do it again?
Okay.
Mm.
* oh * * don't wanna wait *
Hey. I thought you had
the day off today.
Uh, yeah. Uh, maya's got
a history exam tomorrow,
So I'm doing her ultrasound today.
Oh, you're so sweet.
I just got some really good news.
Oh, god. Oh, no.
What? The bitch is back.
The woman who threw the cup
of coffee at my head? Yeah.
She's here? She's waiting
for me in my office
With her husband right now.
God. Why they'd even bother
To do marriage counseling again.
You know she calls that
poor sweet man the weasel?
Violet, she threw a
coffee cup at my head.
I have a scar.
she's got anger issues. Yeah.
you know, I mean, deep,
unresolved anger issues.
Oh! look at you.
I know. Crazy, huh?
Your mom's on her way up. You ready? Oh,
you were gonna tell me something?
I'll tell you later.
Are you still, uh,
not talking to me?
Okay. I had sex with
charlotte last night.
It was supposed
to be just dinner,
But it became dinner with sex.
I don't know what to do.
I had to do it, violet.
I couldn't lie on the stand.
Come on, really?
I need to talk to you.
Talk to somebody else.
H-hello?
Dr. Turner?
It is so good to see you. Mm.
Oh. It's great to see you,
too, claire.
Um...
yeah.
She's happy.
Yes, I can see that.
No, I mean, really happy.
Irwin thinks I have dementia.
Sweetie, I don't think that.
It's just, you're usually
not a happy person,
And you changed, just overnight.
Something's wrong.
Oh, just say it, irwin.
Come on, say it. I was a bitch.
Right, dr. Turner?
It's okay. I was a huge bitch.
right?
But I am not anymore.
I'm feeling better.
And I'm doing charity work.
That--that's wonderful.
She gave away all of
our money... Uh-huh.
To a church. Didn't need it.
And now she's--well, we're having a lot
of sex now. You think he'd be thrilled.
I am, I am. I... It's not her.
You know my wife.
Well, uh, c-claire,
how would you explain
This, uh, t-transformation?
I can feel him in my soul...
Inside me.
God.
I have found god.
I have been touched
by the hand of god.
Stop staring at me like
I'm about to keel over.
I'm fine.
I just--I just wish you
wouldn't be so stubborn.
You know, you need to be resting.
I'll rest later.
Hey, guys. Pete.
William, good to see you.
How you feeling?
Oh, let's just say
I'm glad to be home.
Uh... If you'll excuse me,
I have some work
to do in my office.
Okay.
The flight from
switzerland really took
A lot out of him.
Is there anything I can do?
Uh, I'm consulting with
some a-list specialists,
See if the's something
else that we can try.
He has to keep fighting.
I can't let him give up,
not now.
Well, that's what you want.
What about what he wants?
I think he's come back to die.
Thank you. Hello.
I'm dr. Montgomery.
Hi, I'm george walters.
This is my daughter kim.
Hi, kim. The e.R. Doctor
Says you're having
a lot of back pain.
It started a few days ago.
It says here you're at 30 weeks.
You haven't had any prenatal care?
We live on a farm.
It's difficult for us to
get into the city. Okay.
Uh, well,
let's take a look here.
Is my baby okay? She's the
appropriate size for her dates.
She?
It's a girl?
Oh, y-yes. I'm sorry. I--
I'd appreciate it if you could
make it as quick as possible.
I'd like to take
my daughter home.
Okay.
Weird how?
I don't know. Just weird.
You'll see.
Hi, I'm dr. Bennett.
I'm a rdiothoracic specialist.
I'd like to speak with
you about your scans.
Uh, if you'd like,
your father can wait in the lounge.
I'm fine here. Okay. Well...
Uh, what you have is
an aortic aneurysm.
Uh, it's an abnormal widening
Of the large artery
in your abdomen.
We're going to need to do surgery.
We're hoping to avoid it until the
baby's further along,
But we will need to keep
you here under observation.
How long? I don't know. Uh, we've
ordered some repeat ultrasounds.
And we're going
to need to review
Your family medical history-- mother,
father, siblings.
My mother's dead.
Why do you need all that?
It's standard.
A medical history helps point
us in the right direction
When we're trying to
evaluate a problem.
You and I can talk further
While your daughter's
undergoing the test.
No, I'm going with her.
Didn't your mother teach you,
it's not polite to stare?
Gabriel...
I know you'rset with
the way we left things.
But william needed me.
Hey. I get it.
Any woman in your position
would've made the same choice.
In this corner--
Angry, sarcastic guy
in a wheelchair,
Who, obviously a dynamo in bed,
Can't exactly sweep
you off your feet.
And in this corner,
you got old moneybags,
Who, if you marry real quick,
well, let's just say,
You'd make for an
extremely attractive,
Not to mention wealthy widow.
I want you to try the a.L.
S. Protocol on william.
The one that still needs f.
D.A. Approval?
The one that would be completely
delegitimized if we use it?
Yes. Will you do it?
Wow. Amazing.
Little miss moral compass
Is suddenly willing to blow off
everything she believes in.
Gabriel... I'm asking
you to think about it.
Okay?
Just think about it.
Hey.
So, uh, based on
kim's repeat scan,
I recommend surgery now.
Oh, but the fetus
is only 30 weeks.
It's too risky.
Yeah, well, blowing the
aneurysm could be riskier.
Kim tested positive for the gene
Associated with fibrillin disease? Yeah,
it explains the aneurysm.
But it's an autosomal
dominant disease.
I mean, it's inherited from
the father. Is she adopted?
Well, george never mentioned
it in his family history.
He doesn't have the disease.
He's not her father.
He can't be.
Well, then who is he?
She says she feels god,
And it changed her.
Just like that, she changed?
Just like that.
People don't change.
Of course they do.
They modify. They adjust.
But underneath,
we are who we are.
That's not true.
I-I know it's not true.
My entire career is based on
Helping people become
who they can be.
People do change. I've seen it.
People just get better at
covering up their flaws.
There.
What is that?
that... Is claire's god.
Don't you guys have your
own cereal downstairs?
naomi doesn't let us
Buy the kind with
marshmallows in it.
Hey. How do you get
someone to talk to you
That won't talk to you?
charlotte? Uh, no,
not this time.
Actually, we're doing okay.
It's violet.
She's being... I don't know,
mean to me.
She's being mean to me,
and she's never mean to me.
And I said I was sorry.
Well, just, uh,
keep on keeping on.
Is that the best you can do?
'cause I can get that from a
bumper sticker. She's hurt, cooper.
You can't expect
her to come around
As soon as you apologize to her.
Because even if she understands
your explanation intellectually,
She, uh, still has to accept it...
Emotionally.
And that takes time.
So keep on keepin' on.
Exactly.
Okay.
Hey, uh, you want to hear
something pretty cool,
Something I haven't
told anybody else?
I got into u. C.L.
A. Medical school.
Oh, my god! oh, oh, oh, okay.
That's fantastic.
Congratulations.
Yeah, I have no idea how
I'd pay for it, but--
Hey. Oh, I'm sorry I'm late.
I hope I didn't
miss all the fun.
No, we're just getting
started. Hey, mom.
Hey. Thanks for
having me here, hon.
Wow. Three weeks to go. Yeah.
Everything looks great.
Heart rate is strong. Yeah?
Yeah. Oh, I remember
my last month with you.
I was so nervous,
kept looking up
Every possible obstetric
complication in the book.
I was driving your dad crazy.
It can be a little scary,
you know?
So do you have any questions?
I'm fine. You have a plan?
I've got it all worked out-
totally natural birth...
Dell's doing the
delivery here. Uh-huh.
I do my squatting
exercises in the morning,
My relaxation techniques
in the afternoon.
That's so I won't
need an epidural.
Um, my bag is packed,
And dink made a mix cd
for my birthing music.
I'm so ready.
wow.
Wow. You've just-
you've thought of everything.
You don't have to
worry about me, mom.
You not being around
actually helped.
It gave me a chance to grow up,
Figure things out on my own.
Thanks for doing the
consult, sheldon.
Ordinarily, I'd ask violet,
but things have been
A little weird since the tri-
Sheldon?
I know, stopping
elevators is your thing,
But today, I...
I need to change
things up a little.
Wait. You need help... From me?
Sheldon, you sent
me a bill last time.
When I asked for elevator advice,
you charged me.
All right. Well, I'm gonna send
you a bill, and I'm expensive.
I have many board
certifications.
Only eight people in
the world do what I do.
I can give you a pap smear,
operate on your uterus
And perform surgery on your
baby before and after he's born.
Are you gonna
listen to me or not?
All right. Spill it.
It's about charlotte.
I've been giving her advice
On how to get back together
with cooper, but the thing is,
I think about her, addison.
When she's not around,
I think about the way she smiles,
The way she looks at me. I-I...
My god, I spend half my day
coming up with lame reasons
To go up and visit her.
D-do you know how many times
I've borrowed stamps from her?
I don't even use stamps.
I pay my bills electronically.
Listen to me, sheldon.
You want her? Go get her.
You have to try.
If not, you're gonna spend
The rest of your
life kicking yourself
And wondering why you
didn't man up and go for it.
Thank you.
Do you have the test results?
Can we go home now? Actually,
the results were inconclusiv
We're gonna need her
for one more test.
You can stay here.
Why? I want to be with her.
We need her for radiology,
some x-rays.
You're not allowed in the room.
It's all right.
She'll be right back.
I'll be waiting
for you here, kim.
Appreciate it.
God is in a brain tumor?
I'm sorry.
That sounds ridiculous.
Well, it's actually a
well-known phenomena.
The temporal lobe
Contains the emotional
engine of our brains.
It's the center of
all of our feelings.
So anything--rage, lust,
anger, passion, bliss--
Anything that stimulates
that part of the brain
Can elicit those feelings.
But they're not real.
They're just misdirected
neural impulses.
They're... Random
short circuits.
You're wrong.
They are real.
I can feel it. It's happiness.
I've never felt it before,
but...
It's like I-I had this
giant weight on my sulders
And--and now the
weight is lifted.
That doesn't just happen,
that's not just...
Chemical reactions in my brain.
And you know what?
If it takes a magic b*llet
in my head to do god's work,
Then that's his plan.
It's a slow-growing tumor.
With surgery, your chance
of recovery is excellent.
But without it...
What, you're saying this
tumor's gonna k*ll my wife?
Without the surgery,
you will die.
I spent three years
In intensive therapy
with dr. Turner,
And I didn't have a
happy bone in my body.
Now I've found god. He's in me.
If dying is god's plan,
then so be it.
I thought we were going
to radiology. Uh, we are.
I just wanted you to consult
with one more doctor, kim,
Before we do your test.
Hi, kim. I'm dr. Wallace.
Nothing?
Nothing? Did you-
-did you check with n.I.H.?
Yeah, I know, I know.
I knew it was a long sh*t.
Thank you for trying, dr. Klein.
Okay.
What do I have to do, gabriel?
Do I have to beg? Okay,
I will beg.
What you're asking is
unethical and illegal.
The protocol is not approved.
If I give it to william,
it will never be.
And I am still askg.
No.
If you don't help him,
he is going to die.
Well, then I guess
he's going to die.
She's rational and oriented.
There's no evidence of
delusional thinking.
She's entirely capable
Of making decisions about her own
treatment, so-- she can't decide.
She thinks she has a
personal pipeline to god.
This woman was miserable
her entire life until now.
And you are telling her
to accept a treatment
That would bring
all that pain back,
To just live with it.
I-I may not agree
with her decision,
But I certainly
understand her refusal
To let you do that to her.
Why would anyone
choose to feel worse?
Because without the surgery,
she will die.
And claire understands that.
She believes it's
part of god's plan.
If god is not gonna do his job,
I guess I'll have
to do it for him.
So you don't remember
your mother at all?
No.
Well, how old were
you when she d*ed?
I'm not sure.
You keep looking at the door.
Are you afraid your
father's gonna come in?
Or hoping he'll come in?
Do you have plans
for your future?
Do you want to go
to college or...
My dad doesn't think I need it.
Well, the two of you,
you're very close.
We have a special relationship.
How so?
When's my dad gonna be back?
Soon.
Kim, this abnormality you have,
It's a condition you
inherit from a father--
Only from a ther-
and george doesn't have it.
My dad says doctors don't kn
What they're talking
about half the time.
Well, your father...
He seems to know everything.
Of course he does.
He's my dad.
Her answers felt rehearsed,
you know, and planned.
And she's been
extremely isolated.
She doesn't watch tv
or use the internet.
She can't even remember the
last time she left the farm.
I think we should
call the police.
The police? I'm not 100% sure,
but I think we may be witnessing
A kidnapped girl
and her abductor.
what?
We're leaving.
Kim, get out of bed.
Get your stuff.
We're going home.
no, george. You can't leave.
No, george. Whoa.
This is my family, and we are leaving.
George. G-george.
All right. No. George. You're not
going anywhere. What are you doing?!
get back into bed, kim.
Kim. Let him go!
Kim! Yes, I need security.
3-0-1 east.
You're hurting my father.
I love you.
Please. You're going to hurt him.
We're family.
You have to get back into bed.
Sam! Sam, a little help here.
She's unconscious. okay.
She's bottoming out. Call the o.R.
We got a triple-a that's bleeding out.
Okay. Easy.
Are we gonna talk about this?
Huh.
I guess we're not
gonna talk about this.
There's gotta be something else.
Naomi... We've
been through this.
Whatever time I have left,
I want to spend it with you...
I...
Enjoying each other...
Not chasing some
impossible cure.
There's nothing left to do.
* now I'm feeling different *
You can't leave.
What? I've made my decision.
Irwin and I are going home.
But you-- please don't
try to convince me.
I'm happy.
I'm finally happy,
and I don't wanna go back.
I understand how you feel.
No, you couldn't possibly.
My father was m*rder*d.
My brother and I were
there when it happened.
I-I was just a kid
at the time. I...
But the bottom fell out...
Of my whole world.
I-I was...
*...Time *
There was a dark place,
and I was in it.
Until one day, this friend
Gave me a pill.
And... I took it,
And all of a sudden...
I felt okay,
Better than okay.
I felt good.
And so I kept taking them.
And I felt...
Great.
And when people would
try to get me to stop
And tell me that it wasn't real,
I would just laugh,
Because it was real.
How I felt--it was better.
It was better...
Than being miserable.
But it almost k*lled me.
I was dead for three minutes.
And let me tell you,
when you are lying on a stretcher,
Gasping for what you think
are your last breaths,
You don't think that dying happy
is better than living sad.
Dying... Sucks.
* 50 crying all the times *
It hurts...
In a way that I
can'tescribe to you.
And, no...
I don't believe that
people can change.
I don't believe
that you'll change.
But maybe I'm wrong.
And, hell, maybe you will
wake up from that surgery
And you will be happy.
But if you're dead,
if you are rotting in the ground
From some tumor
that ate your brain,
You don't get a chance
to find that out.
* is it gone? Is it gone?
Or is it floating... *
And one more thing,
and then I will go.
I'm... I'm not a
religious person.
I... Don't believe in god.
But if I did...
I wouldn't believe in a
god that wanted you to die
The horrible, painful death
that you will experience
From a giant tumor that will
take away your ability to speak
And see and go to the bathroom
and breathe on your own.
That can't be god.
*...A little more delicate *
Okay.
Wait a minute.
Claire.
No, no, it's too dangerous...
And god is telling you--
See, maybe she's right.
Maybe this is what god wants.
All right?
I'll do it. I'll do the surgery.
*
* oh, no, where did all... *
We're losing her, sam.
All right.
Hang another 4 units on
the infuser. Suction.
She's bleeding out. Cross-clamp the
aorta. There's too much blood in the
field.
I can't see a thing.
Give me your hand.
Give me your hand.
* that was handed to... *
Okay, you feel that? Right there.
You feel it? No.
Move closer.
*...Make sense *
Okay, now push down.
Right there. Don't stop.
* is trying to find a
way to let you know *
Okay, more suction.
All right.
2 centimeters to the left.
Got it.
There we go. Debakey clamp.
* can't it just be over? *
pressure's coming up.
* cry until it's all gone *
Okay.
* time for us to... *
So cire is in pre-op.
She said I'd find you here.
* I'm tired of trying
to find a reason why *
You know, dr. Shepherd
is an excellent surgeon.
It'll be okay.
No, it won't.
No, you were there.
You were in therapy with us.
It was hell living with her.
*...Thinking 'bout my life *
You know, suddenly, I find
The woman I've
always dreamed of,
And in aew hours,
she might be gone.
I'm not sure I have it in me
To love the old claire anymore.
See, I love her the
way she is now...
with that damn
tumor in her head.
*...Yesterday *
* but the hardest part... *
I don't know
What's gonna happen
after the surgery.
But we've seen claire
for who she can be.
And I do believe the
joy she feels now
Comes from a deeper place
than a lesion in her head.
Somewhere inside of her...
That part must exist.
Do you really believe that?
* and we'll just cry *
* cry, cry until it's all gone *
* been holding on for too lon*
You may be smart and insightful
and some kind of super shrink,
But I know cooper, and I shouldn't
have listened. Charlotte--
He is who he is.
He's funny, neurotic in that way
My mama warned me wouldn't
be cute after a while
And a freak between the sheets,
but he's not any more than that,
And he isn't gonna be.
* cry *
Well, I will be...
More to you.
I... I will be.
You're right.
You should expect more.
Atrust and emotional supporte,
and intellectual stimulation.-
And you should expect that
he'll be there for you
Unconditionally,
no matter what you do,
No matter what life brings you,
And--and sex, too--great sex--
Plus a great recipe for haggis.
I mean, you should
get everything.
I'll give you everything,
The whole package,
right down to the picket fence.
I'll give it to you.
Sheldon wallace.
I'm throwing my hat in the ring.
Have dinner with me... Tonight.
*...A reason why *
You were great. I was great.
Yeah, we did good.
Good? We saved two lives today--
Two for the price of one.
I mean, how often do
you get to say that?
I mean, can you imagine
dropping that at a dinner party?
We saved two lives today.
I mean, who's gonna top that?
Yeah. We're always
good together.
When it's just us...
We're great together.
But we live in the real world,
And it's taken me a while,
but I'm--I'm okay with it.
We'll be friends.
We'll be neighbors.
But we can never
beore than that.
Naomi told me that you're
refusing to give william
Your a.L.S. Protocol.
Protecting my research.
One day, when this drug
is approved by the f.D.A.
And saving thousands of lives,
Naomi will realize
it was more important
Than the life of just one man.
Really? That's your reason?
Because if it is, that's good.
If you're saying no because
you want to get naomi...
Mind your own business.
Does she know that you're in
love with her? Oh, screw you.
You're pathetic. Oh, coming from the
guy who dragged violet through a trial?
I didn't drag violet through a trial.
She dragged me. You turned her friends
against her.
Are you kidding me? And now you're
keeping her away from her child?
You're gonna call me pathetic?
Go on, hit me.
You think I can't take a punch
in the face? You're not worth it.
You know what? I am so sick
of being the guy in the chair.
The guy in the chair
never gets the girl.
And this time,
I am getting theirl.
So screw the chair.
Come on. Hit me.
Who's the bigger man now,
pete? Come on.
Hit me. You're letting william
die so you can have naomi.
The chair is not what
makes you the smaller man.
Get out. Not until you
listen to what I have to say.
Okay, then I'll get out.
Okay, when you sent sam into my office
The first weeks that we
worked here to fake fire me
For looking atdult web sites
on my computer, I forgave you.
Oh, cooper. Are you kid-
when you told annie mersel,
Who I'm pretty sure I was
falling in love with,
That I wasn't the
marrying kind because
You couldn't picture us together in
20 years, I forgave you. Cooper--
Puking in my new car,
puking in my old bed
Or using the 1910 silver
dollar my grandfather gave me
For my bar mitzvah to
pay the pizza guy...
But that's what friends do.
They screw up,
And sometimes,
they hurt each other...
And you forgive them.
That's what friendship is.
That's what love is.
I'm going to leave you now.
But I leave you with this...
You once told a woman I
had just started dating
That I have a very
small nightstick,
Which was unforgivable
and also...
A lie.
And I let it slide.
Mm.
What... What happened?
Your aneurysm ruptured,
But we were able to repair it.
My baby? She's doing great.
Kim, we spoke with the fbi.
They're trying to track down
your biological parents.
Where's george?
He can't hurt you.
We have a police officer
stationed at the door.
You are safe here.
No.
You don't understand.
I need to see him.
I love him.
The procedure went well.
I'll probably send claire
home in a few days.
And the rest? We'll see.
where the hell are they-
-the damn doctors?
I am tired of waiting.
I'm sorry.
I can't.
Claire.
You lied to me, you bitch.
You pushed me to do this.
Now I have nothing. Nothing!
You shoulda let me die happy.
he kidnapped her, assaulted her
And kept her away
from her real family,
And she still wants to see him?
The police said george held
her c*ptive for 15 years.
He's been the only
person in her life,
Putting clothes on her
back and feeding her
And making all the
decisions in her life.
To her, he is her real family.
It's the only love she knows.
Oh, it's just too
perverse to comprehend.
Well, all kim sees is
that he took care of her,
Protected her.
Have they located her family,
her parents?
I mean, maybe when
she sees them--
She's been totally cut
off from the world.
And over time,
that old love she knew
Became vague, faded memories.
And eventually,
in order to survive,
His beliefs become her belief
And his reality
becomes her reality.
*...Sense of loss *
* I'm the memory you can't get *
* out your head *
Was there something you wanted?
* but if I leave you now *
* you'll wish you were... *
I want to ask you to forgive me.
I mean--I mean, not now.
I mean, I don't expect you to
forgive me right now, but...
I ran out on you...
When I should've leaned in.
I gave you my baby and... I ran.
And part of it's not my fault.
Part of it's what
happened to me,
But there's this-
there's this other piece,
And...
You loved me.
You loved me...
And I should've
leaned into that.
I should've let you
take care of me.
But I didn't...
Because...
Because I don't know how.
You know, I'm that person.
I'm a shrink.
I take care of
other people, but--
And I should've let
you take care of me...
But I didn't.
So when I asked you to
share lucas with me,
Of course you said no.
I-I shouldn't have been hurt.
I shouldn't have
taken you to court.
I lost my happiness,
And I didn't ask for help.
I didn't lean in.
So how could I
possibly expect you
To lean into me...
To... To trust me...
To believe in me?
*...Out of your hair *
And so I...
* god help me, baby *
I'm sorry.
* I'm lost inside *
And I understand.
You did what you
thought was right.
But I hope that someday...
You can forgive me.
*
* yes *
We could start with
overnight visits
For lucas...
*
Until...
He gets used to it--
Until I get used to it--
If that's okay.
* I'm the babe that sleeps *
* through the blitz *
* I am a sudden and... *
* quite unexpected twist *
* I am your one true love *
* who sleeps with someone else *
I wish I had said no to
you for the right reasons.
Instead, I said no
for the wrong ones.
*...Life itself *
I'm in love with you.
And even if I work
The--the poor
crippled guy angle,
I can't compete
with a dying man.
So I said no so that he
would just die already
And be out of the picture.
But the thing is,
I'm in love with you,
And william dying
would hurt you.
And I can't hurt you. I can't.
If you want something,
I want to give it to you...
Because you deserve to be happy.
Because even if I hate william,
I can't be happy
unless you're happy.
Gabriel...
I'm having the
protocol prepared.
It'll be here within the hour
to administer to william.
I'm so very sorry...
About your research
And the... Compromise
I'm asking you to make.
I had a choice to make.
I made it and now I
gotta live with it.
I hope you can live with yours.
I used to watch cartoons.
I'd get up ear
03x22 - In the Name of Love
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Spin-off series from Grey's Anatomy; Neonatal surgeon Addison Montgomery leaves her friends and foes at Seattle Grace Hospital behind for a fresh start in Los Angeles, where she joins a trendy public clinic.
Spin-off series from Grey's Anatomy; Neonatal surgeon Addison Montgomery leaves her friends and foes at Seattle Grace Hospital behind for a fresh start in Los Angeles, where she joins a trendy public clinic.