Reflect (2023)

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Did you find yourself?

Did you find yourself?

Did you find yourself?

Did you find yourself?

Did you find yourself?

Did you find yourself?

Did you find yourself?

Mm.

Get it together,

you crazy b*tch!

What are you looking at?

Um, I was just telling the girls

about a little

spiritual retreat.

You gonna go?

I mean, maybe.

I've been telling you,

I needed something like this.

Maybe it's a sign.

You want to bang or...?

Um, can we later? Actually,

I just want to call my friends

and ask them

if they want to come.

Oh, yeah, sure.

Of course.

I love you.

I love you too.

Time to get our chakras aligned,

b*tches.

Wait, does that mean you're in?

Let's see

what the pizza guy says.

Okay, $5 his name is Ted.

Come on.

Hey, how are you girls

doing tonight?

Quick question.

If you were offered $20,000

to go on a spiritual

obstacle course,

would you be weirded out?

I mean, I guess.

Of course, you're gonna

say that.

-Thanks.

-Wait, wait.

Um, what's your name?

Oh, Chris.

Ugh, okay.

Argh, I owe you $5.

Chris, like, what?

Look, if, um, you don't want

to come or any of you guys,

I can go by myself.

Summer, of course,

I'm gonna come, okay?

Dude, what's been up with you?

I know. You're PMSing.

-Yeah.

-No.

-Yeah.

-No.

Yeah.

Why does everyone always

think I'm PMSing?

I just got off mine.

That would make sense.

We're syncing.

We hang out a lot.

We're syncing.

-We're not syncing.

-We're syncing.

-We're not syncing.

-We're syncing.

It might just be

your personality, actually.

Summer, as I've told you before,

dating is like basketball, okay?

There are starting team

and there are benchwarmers.

When a starting team

member fumbles,

you replace them

with a benchwarmer.

So now we have Dylan,

Jake, Sam, Matt, and...

-Ethan?

-Ethan.

Ethan's cut,

Judson's on the team.

No.

Wait, Ethan,

I love his purple sweaters.

Ethan has fumbled. Okay?

He's dead to us.

He's gone. Rest in peace.

Judson's on the team.

That's how it works.

- What if I have one team member?

- Annie!

Dial 9-9-1 and go around.

Cuz!

So glad you could make it.

- I came for the cash.

- Oh.

And because my mom made me.

How's aunt Sheila?

How's her third marriage going?

She's great, you know?

She's all dosed up

on her happy pills,

so she's doing good.

-Well, this will be good

for you.

-Yeah.

Fun, adventure.

I'm gonna go get a snack.

Wait, feel this stress pimple

that I have.

-Okay, I can see it though.

-No. It's like huge.

-No, just touch it.

Touch it, touch it.

-Okay, okay.

-Ew, ew, ew. Nasty.

-Oh, yeah, I do.

-I feel it.

-Can I have a chip?

Ugh. Okay. Whatever. Okay, look,

I broke up with Ethan

and I blocked him.

And now he's been

emailing me like,

- "Please unblock me.

- I miss you."

Hey, Nia.

-Hey.

-Hey, girls.

Summer, you're alive?

-Yes, I'm alive.

-She's the queen of ghosting.

Period.

Y'all don't know how bad

I need this trip, though.

This sh*t's so needed.

Yeah.

Which one of you invited Liz?

You guys know she's, like,

obsessed with my boyfriend.

- Not me.

-Correction, you don't trust your boyfriend,

and she's cute as f*ck.

So relax, Summer.

-Be nice.

-Okay, here we go.

Okay. Liz!

- Hey, guys.

- Hey!

- Hi.

- Hey.

I'm so excited for tomorrow.

Thank you guys so much

for inviting me.

I do not get to hang out

with girls that much,

so I'm so excited.

Oh, yeah.

It's gonna be fun, girl.

It's gonna be fun.

So we're going to pick you up

and around, like, 6:00, 6:30

we're gonna go pack

and hang out and--

6:00, 6:30 what?

- Okay.

- Summer, don't--

-Bye. See ya.

-Summer, 6:00, 6:30 what?

...before Texas are cross points

and energy fields.

-And most--

-Elementary version.

- Elementary version, please.

- Mm-hmm.

-We cannot.

-Okay. It's a place

you go to heal,

- meditate and explore

all parts of yourself.

- Katie.

- What?

- So you know I know you.

- Yes.

You ain't down

with your feelings, b*tch.

-You're rich as f*ck.

-No.

- I am.

- So why, why did you come?

- Honestly?

- Honestly.

Okay, one of the losers

I'm dating, that's on my roster,

he made me mad,

so I decided to come out here,

no service, make him sweat.

Guys like it when you're mean

to them. Sorry, Summer.

- No sorry needed.

- -I heard vortexes are where you get abducted.

-Like by aliens?

-Oh, my gosh.

- Oh, my-- No, not by aliens.

- Okay.

This is my subject. Okay.

So aliens are basically higher

versions of ourselves, right?

So maybe these vortexes

are doorways to other

dimensions, like a wormhole.

Nah.

So this is what

I've been talking about, guys.

What are you talking about?

This is boring.

-Hey, Daddy.

-Come in, son.

Sit down.

Beale.

I want you to host the show

this week.

What?

Uh...

I don't think

that's such a good idea.

Beale, someone has

to take over...

...and you've been chosen.

I've told you this before.

You have to follow the girls...

...record and analyze them...

...and report...

...to our investors

and our viewers.

You'll record and update

all data to this microphone...

...that will transmit directly

to all the dimensions.

You got that?

I don't think

I'm right for this.

Why can't they all win?

If they all won...

...we wouldn't get paid.

So the less they win,

the better.

It's all up to them.

We are not the bad guys.

Any of them could win.

All they have to do

is the one thing...

...that none of them ever do.

Okay.

Okay.

What's my job title?

TIT.

TIT?

TIT.

Therapist In Training.

Ah.

Beale...

...I don't want you

warning the girls.

Okay?

Record data, report.

And then announce the winner.

That's all you have to do.

Okay?

Go.

Did you find yourself?

- I gotta pee.

- Did you find yourself?

-Like, now.

-Can you stop?

- Summer.

Earth to Summer.

- Oh, yes.

Sorry. I zoned out.

- Ew, who is this hobo?

- What is he wearing?

-Look at those pants.

-He's a gypsy.

Those are pretty nice pants

for a hobo--

- Be nice.

- A rich hobo?

- My God, he's rich.

- All right, whatever.

Tchk. They got you a Holy Bible.

Nice.

Uh, can we just get some waters?

Hey, hot stuff.

What's your fine a*s doing

on a day like this?

Hey, say anything

that vile again

and I'll rip your tongue out

by your a*s, dickhead.

What?

Take a chill pill, honey.

I don't swing that way.

Was I good?

What do you mean were you good?

I do impressions.

I just do this part-time

for my uncle.

I have my own show here in town.

Now, what else can I get you,

ladies?

Sorry.

Have a magical day.

You can do anything

you set your mind to

if you believe.

Okay then.

All right.

Okay.

I'm thirsty.

- Y'all, he was so sweet.

- Water?

Uh...

- ...more like weird.

- What?

Girls.

- Oh. Sorry.

- What the f*ck?

I didn't mean to scare you.

One of you left your card.

That was me.

-Sorry. Thanks.

-Definitely.

- Thank you.

- No stress.

So, what are y'all

doing here from the,

the big Los Angeles?

I'm sorry. How do you know

we're from Los Angeles?

Uh, um, the license plate,

and I figured.

Oh, yeah, um,

we are on a road trip

to Sedona to find ourselves.

-Well, that sounds

like loads of fun, doesn't it?

-Loads.

-I'm actually from Sedona.

-Nice.

Well, I'm, I moved there about

three years ago from Sumter.

-But I--

-I'm so sorry,

we have to go. Mm-hmm.

-Wait. Oh, uh--

-Bye. Bye.

- Wait, um...

- Bye.

- Okay, bye.

- Enjoy your trip.

- Drive fast.

- sh*t.

What the f*ck?

Daddy?

Hey. Uh...

- You know how f*cked that is?

- Liz.

That's it.

- Hey, so, Summer.

- Mm-hmm?

Can we get some more info

on this trip?

Um...

So there's five obstacle courses

and they each

have different themes.

Forgiveness, love...

-It's gonna be fun.

-It'll be cool.

-Nice.

-It sounds fun.

-Yeah. So much fun.

-Oh, my God, Annie,

can you please just try

to have fun for once

and not be a negative loser?

Can you try to just,

like, maybe, I don't know,

date a guy your own age?

-f*ck you!

Todd was not that much old.

-Hey, you guys.

-Fifty is not that old.

-You guys, stop it. Stop.

Oh, I'm sensing

- such bad energy already.

- From you!

No, no, it's going to be

so good, you guys.

-I mean, what's the worst

that could happen?

-Um, we get abducted.

Oh, my God.

No, it's fine, it's fine,

it's fine, it's fine.

Seriously? f*ck--

Hey, guys, how'd it go?

It went.

Weirdos.

Aye, girlies,

Hermes in the house.

What the f*ck is he doing here?

He's the creepy a*s psycho

from the dumb a*s trinket shop.

No, but seriously...

...welcome.

Welcome.

I am here to guide you,

gals-- oh, women,

on a journey of your lifetime.

Yeah, I think

you said that wrong.

I'm guiding them--

gals-- women-- on a journey...

Nope. This is a journey

and the focus is your lifetime.

Past, present, and future.

Okay.

I'm sorry, Hermes.

I sacrificed a lot to be here.

We all did.

That's perfect.

You don't get something

for nothing.

Okay. Well, is this

the real deal or not?

'Cause if not,

we'd like to get going.

Ladies, ladies...

...this is the real deal.

You have my word.

You guys,

we drove, like,

seven hours to get here.

I mean, I'm curious,

aren't y'all? sh*t.

That's the spirit.

Okay.

Okay.

Each of you...

...go behind a cactus

or something

-and put these on.

-Cactus?

- Ew. Why?

- It's symbolic.

Now, go.

We're losing light, ladies.

All right, girls.

Looking like a bunch

of semi-fresh daisies.

Cute little white lambs.

- What the f*ck

is this peasant?

Liz.

All right.

Follow me to course one,

- where I will explain more.

- Can we go home?

Curiosity.

-Curiosity. Curi, curi...

-Come on,

let's follow him this way.

...curiosity.

Curiosity.

-Curi, curi, curiosity.

-So are you gonna tell her?

-Yeah.

-Okay.

Curiosity.

You okay?

Yeah.

I'm just smelling the sunlight.

You do that.

Girls...

...phones.

Absolutely not.

Uh! Oh, my God,

I forgot mine in the--

I, I forgot my backpack.

You'll get them back

at the end of the trip.

You won't have service anyway.

-f*ck, no.

-Annie.

I mean, we got proof that

we're out here on our phones.

-Nobody's gonna m*rder us--

-Don't you want the prize?

Prize?

Girls, this is

more than just a prize.

These are gifts

from the universe

we're talking about here,

people.

Whatever, I need the money.

All right.

Oh, and I also need your snacks.

You girls will be fasting

throughout this process.

-Oh, not my Cheetos.

-Uh, Annie gets low blood sugar.

She'll pass out.

- Uh-uh.

- Yeah, hell, no.

- Uh-uh.

- I need my snacks.

Don't look at me like that.

It's gonna be worth it.

This is the beginning

of Hot Girls Summer, Fall,

Spring and Winter, people.

All the famous models do this.

Gepeto.

Gepeto!

Come on, girls, it's Gepeto.

Gepeto!

Come on, girls. Come on!

Faster! Gepeto!

Gepeto!

Hello, my dear friend.

Hey, Gepeto.

Off to the course today?

Yep.

Third time this week.

Mm.

And who are these lovely ladies?

Um,

I'm Katie, and this is Summer,

Nia, Liz and Annie.

Hi.

May I give a word of advice?

Sure.

Always...

...follow your hearts.

And forgive.

Forgive.

Forgive.

Forgive.

Especially yourselves.

Well...

...I'm off to play my didge

on top of the hill.

Jumbo.

Jumbo.

Ah, each girl has made

their decision.

And now they're off

to course one.

There's no going back now.

You all have been lying

since the first moment

you stepped foot in this desert.

This exercise is called

"I Hate It When You."

Let's start with you.

Me?

Pick someone and tell them

what you hate about them.

Oh... and if you are not honest,

I will know.

I've read your files.

Let's just get

through this part, shall we?

Okay, um...

...Annie.

I hate when you act

like you're too cool.

Keep going.

I know that

you don't like me, but...

...I like you and it sucks

'cause we're a family

and I just...

...just wanna be friends

with you.

Cool.

Can I go now?

Katie, I hate it when

you drag me along this filler

to your stupid activities

with you.

I know you don't actually

like me,

or know anything about me,

for that matter.

You can't do anything alone.

It's pathetic.

You're such a b*tch.

Liz.

I hate it

when you're not honest.

What are you talking about?

I think you know

what I'm talking about.

This is awkward. Um...

...Summer.

Me? What?

Summer, chill.

-No, what do you hate

about me, Liz?

-Nothing.

I actually like you.

Um... I don't think

you see how beautiful you are.

Okay, but I do have something

that I need to tell you.

Last week, James,

he hit me up in my DMs

and he started

sending me hearts,

and I thought

he was just being nice

and it was super casual.

But then, I saw you guys

at that party

and, um, he grabbed my arm

when I was going to the bath--

Is this a f*cking joke?

Let her finish.

She told me

to tell you right away.

I just didn't know how

and...

...you know, I don't really

know you that well.

And I didn't want you

to hate me.

And I don't want to ruin

anything between you guys,

so I, I didn't know what to say.

-So what did you do?

-Nothing.

Listen, I...

...I don't even like men.

- Wait, what?

- -And I'm so tired of hiding that from you guys.

And I'm so tired

of these guys who think

that they can do

that kind of sh*t.

And I'm really

f*cking tired of girls

who hate me

for absolutely no reason.

You know, I just want to sleep

in the car tonight.

I don't even want to be

around you guys.

Just give me the keys.

Can I please have the keys?

Summer...

...give the girl your keys.

-Liz, wait.

-Bye.

And don't follow her.

Great job, ladies.

Now that is

what I'm talking about.

- Awesome. I feel really closer

to you guys now.

The point of this exercise

was to show how you are

all mirrors of each other.

The easiest way to figure out

what we hate in ourselves,

it's to figure out

what we hate in others.

It's all a projection.

We see what we want

and what we are.

And we are all one.

What's that quote?

What's that quote?

Oh!

"Each of us must turn inward

and destroy in himself

all that he thinks

he must destroy in others."

Poof!

The law of the Lord is perfect.

As a Christian,

I believe in my Bible.

-Oh, praise him.

-Can I get an amen?

This is, this is good stuff

right here.

Leviticus 20:13

clearly states that

"If a man also lie with mankind

the way he lieth with a woman,

then they both have committed

an abomination.

They shall surely...

...be put to death,

and their blood be upon them."

When I turn to my Bible,

-it tells me things

that I should be doing right...

-Mm.

...and it should be

telling you the same.

Oh, praise him. This is good.

One of my favorite chapters

in my Bible...

...states that the demons

inside of all of us

come out and try to make you

think impure thoughts.

Liz. I'm talking to you, Liz.

I've seen your impure thoughts

and so has He.

Leviticus 20:13.

"They shall surely

be put to death...

and their blood be upon them."

...an abomination.

Abomination. Abomination.

Abomination.

Abomination. Abomination.

f*ck.

Liz!

What does being connected

really feel like? Like...

...being really connected.

I don't know, Summer.

I need to tell you

something about Annie.

What?

Um, last summer...

...she tried to k*ll herself.

Her mom walked in and...

I guess she had taken

too many pills

and she was laying on the floor

with foam coming

out of her mouth

and emo music blasting, and...

We still don't know why, but...

She annoys the sh*t out of me,

but I hope that she's one

of the ones who gets it.

She will.

I know.

Do you want to know

something else that's crazy?

Hmm.

I'm actually glad

James cheated on me.

So I can finally leave him.

He didn't actually

cheat on you, so.

Yeah, he did.

You know,

I never would've guessed it.

Hmm?

Liz.

Oh, yeah.

I mean, she told me,

like, three weeks ago.

f*ck. I should probably

go look for her.

What were you girlies

talking about?

Mm.

Secretive group, aren't we?

Aah.

Okay.

Monologue time.

Hmm. First a question.

What are we in right now?

Deep sh*t.

The dark.

Great, Summer.

Darkness.

We have been reflecting...

...looking outward...

...at each other and ourselves.

Tomorrow, we turn inward.

Listen,

meditate...

...receive.

This is where the magic lies.

To initiate this transition,

we will use the darkness

of the night.

Reflections create a barrier.

They prevent you from passing

through to the other side.

What's the other side?

Your new life.

A newer, brighter, lighter you.

Some people call it

enlightenment.

Personally, I like

to call it inlightenment.

Clever.

So why do we have to,

like, go through the dark

to get to this new side?

Did you girls know...

...that most plants

grow faster at night?

Darkness absorbs.

Without light,

there is no reflection.

If we absorb or listen,

we are able to find the truth

apart from our programming.

You need to be lost...

...unable to see yourselves...

...not able to think...

...alone.

If there is light...

...there would be

an image or a barrier.

Making it impossible

for you to pass.

We can, figuratively speaking...

...walk right through...

...this darkness.

This not knowing...

...it creates a portal...

...a gateway to the truth.

Once you girls

have these experiences...

...you too will pass over

to the other side.

And now...

...get some sleep, my girls.

Have sweet dreams.

Goodbye...

...my blossoming daisies...

...my white little lambs.

Wake up!

Where is Hermes?

And Katie, why--

Who is this 12-year-old?

Young soul...

...I am as old as the dust

in the wind.

Hermes is gone, for now.

My name is Inanna.

I will be leading you

through courses two and three.

All right, my little jade eggs.

Today, I am going to guide you

on a journey

of getting in touch

with your feminine side...

...this connection

with our bodies...

...with Mother Earth.

This is how we align

with nature's intelligence...

...to create our own destinies.

First, let's stretch.

Let's stretch...

Stand up and get in a circle.

My eggs, please proceed.

There is no judgement.

You!

You were hurt as a child. Yes?

I don't know.

Who told you not to dance?

I don't remember.

Dance as if you're

that little girl again.

Tell her she's safe.

You're safe.

I want you to be an animal!

Enough with this pretty sh*t.

Go in your heart, find her.

Ah.

I see.

Girls...

...please sit down.

You.

Nia.

Nia.

Do you love your mother?

Yeah, of course, I do.

Then why do I sense there's

so much hatred in your heart

for other women?

You don't trust women.

Your mother betrayed herself...

...dropped all of her dreams

for you.

You heard this as a child,

I assume.

Yes?

And now...

...you don't want

to settle down.

But a part of you does.

Yes?

Paradoxical, isn't it?

No, I don't follow.

My dear...

...once you make a decision

about what you want in life...

...you will start

to trust yourself.

You'll let go

of this guilt.

Forgive...

...then and only then,

will you start to love

other women.

Your mother

did the best she could.

Come here, sweet thing.

Course two is in the bag.

As well as Liz.

Our decisions, folks...

...create new dimensions.

From darkness, from bitterness,

we open a path to new realities.

And from that, well...

...from that knowledge

comes a new light.

A brighter light.

Today is all about connecting

with our bodies.

We each have

an inner goddess within us.

Let's see if we can find her.

Is there a goddess

of the underworld?

'Cause I think that's mine.

Annie, I literally

cannot with you.

Girls.

Girls, we will have

none of that here.

We need each other right now.

Us women have to stick together,

support each other.

There's too much hatred

in this world between us

and we are going to bring

the world together.

Feels a lot better

to love other women

than to hate other women.

Liz would have loved

this exercise.

Annie!

What? We are all thinking it.

We are going to take

three Earth breaths.

In through the nose...

...taking in the sun

and the Earth,

and out through the mouth...

...back down into the ground.

Go.

Good, good.

Now, we are going

to say the word "Shira"

over and over

softly in our heads...

like a cloud.

Focus.

That is all you will do.

Proceed.

Hey.

Hey, can you hear me?

I can hear you.

They don't know, do they?

Annie.

Annie.

Come to me, Annie.

Don't you want me?

I hate you.

Annie!

What? Annie, what?

It-- uh, it--

there was a, a dark figure

and it was loud and...

-You saw her.

-Who?

Your goddess.

Wait, where the f*ck are we?

This is the center of the Earth.

Welcome to Mother Nature's womb,

ladies.

Ew.

Uh-uh.

I gotta get out of here.

Why?

Just stay, at least for me.

Is this the course

where we get drugs?

I can really use

some drugs right now.

And money, but mainly drugs.

Oh, my God,

are you serious right now?

I mean, at this point,

I kind of need drugs too.

Oh, my-- if Liz is dead,

I'm blaming all of you.

-What?

-Why say that?

-Blegh.

-Because--

See ya, Liz

-Summer, that is so f*cked up.

-Very.

No, it's not. I'm just speaking

my truth for once. Let me live.

She's nice.

I thought it was funny.

-Mm. No, yeah,

that's super f*cked up.

-Mm-hmm.

That sound like it's a horror

movie or anything.

If anything, it's a sci-fi.

Yeah. Why say that? Then we die.

I'll need you girls

to squeeze these

into your mouths.

What the f*ck is this?

I thought we were getting drugs.

You don't need drugs

to see the truth.

Apparently, all you need

is lemons.

When life gives you lemons,

you don't make lemonade.

You accept the lemon as it is,

you squeeze it into your mouth

straight from the source.

This is lemon-aid.

It might burn....

...but it'll help.

Just drink it.

Trust it.

What you are about to see is,

in fact, the truth.

It can be ugly...

...rotten...

...bloody...

...creeps in from

the deepest caves of your soul.

It shows you what you fear most.

The darkest parts of yourself.

Wait, so the lemons

are the drugs?

No, my dear.

The lemons are the initiation.

We are in a vortex, a portal.

Anything can happen here.

As long as you are

on this course...

...the possibilities

are endless.

So are there any bagel shops

on this journey,

preferably ones

with vegan cream cheese?

-We're fine.

-I'm starving.

Let's stay.

Who are you?

Uh, I don't know.

This way,

my sweet emerald chicklets.

This tree is part of a family,

you know?

Trees are connected

by neural networks of fungi...

...the same fungi

that only exists

to feed off of dead matter.

Isn't it funny how...

...it's death

that brings us together?

The world is changing.

Pluto is in Capricorn

until 2023.

This means that Pluto is forcing

an upsurge of awareness

of the current

patriarchal ruling

that uses control, fear,

and destructive practices

of the industrial world.

It is time for a triune society.

There is a possibility

for a spike in consciousness.

I hope

and expect that you little eggs

take what you learned today,

and share it with the world.

The greatest gift

we can give to this Earth...

...is the gift of being

the truest forms of ourselves.

I love you.

No, I love you.

Hey, girls.

Hi.

Are you guys here for

the spiritual obstacle course?

Spiritual obstacle course?

No, I didn't know

they are still doing those.

- We just signed up on an email,

and now we're here.

They also gave us half a lemon.

-Nice people.

-Oh, we prefer to do

those sorts of things

on our own.

It's actually our anniversary.

Nine years.

- Oh.

Genius.

How, how did you guys do that?

Tell me your secret.

Honesty.

Forgiveness.

Okay. Wait.

I have a question.

So, what if your friend

slept with your boyfriend,

then what would you do?

Oh, snap.

Well, then I'd say

they did you a favor, sweetie.

- Well, we should

get going on a bit.

Oh, we found a little detour,

uh, while we were lost.

That way into the left,

you'll find a river.

Enjoy, girls.

Enjoy.

Hey, hey,

do you have any snacks?

Oh, gosh, no.

We survive on the Earth.

I'm sorry, sweetie.

What?

- Okay, fine--

- Katie, let's go.

-Already? You're no fun.

-b*tch, Liz. Remember?

I still don't understand why

we haven't looked for her yet.

Bring your a*s! Let's go!

Sayonara, b*tches.

I'm so thirsty.

Maybe it'll rain.

- It's definitely

not gonna rain, Nia.

-You are right...

-Ugh.

...because it's not. But...

...I can feel everything...

...and it feels so good.

I can see colors

and I can see little...

Katie. Katie!

Hey, help! Help!

- It's okay.

- Are you okay?

-No. Do you have water?

-Here, drink this.

Thank you, guys.

I'm Nia. This is Katie.

What are y'all doing out here?

What are you doing out here?

We're finding ourselves.

Actually, we're getting paid

to do this, like,

uh, course thingy.

Stop.

The f*ck...

Oh, my God, look,

she's bleeding.

It's happening.

-What's happening?

-You're all going to die...

-That's enough, Moon.

-...a bloody death.

I apologize.

-We must be on our way.

-Wait, wait.

Can you all help us

get out of here?

Um, we're looking

for our friend.

We think she might be,

like, in danger or something.

I'm sorry.

I cannot.

Come on.

I think this tree is alive.

I wish I was a tree.

No worries in the world.

Yeah, until a machine comes

and kills you.

Calm down, Bummer.

-My name is Summer.

-Mm-hmm.

I just wish

I didn't need anyone.

You know, like...

...I only want to need myself.

That's scary.

Yeah, let's go.

-You wanna go?

-Yeah.

Goodbye, my children.

Remember...

...to listen.

Can I tell you something?

Yeah, sh**t.

Summer shouldn't be mad at Liz.

She'll get over it.

She should be mad at me.

She's just mad

'cause y'all didn't tell her

right when it happened.

I'd be mad, too.

I slept with James.

You're joking.

No, I'm serious.

It's been, like,

three months now.

And I mean, Liz told her

what happened anyway.

So she's gonna leave him.

And, I mean,

we could be together.

Nia, why would you do that

to Summer?

What the hell? She's like

one of our best friends.

I mean, he's just gonna cheat

on you, too. James is--

- No, he's, he's actually

a really good guy.

He feels bad

about leaving her alone.

-I mean, she's f*cking crazy.

-No, she's--

So...

I mean, Liz told her, she--

He, he tells me everything.

Okay, seriously, why James?

Come on.

You could do so much better.

Literally, all of you could.

You, you think

I did this on purpose?

I didn't, Katie.

She knew I loved him

and went for him anyway.

So who's really in the wrong?

Oh, my God.

Nia.

Nia?

Mom.

Mom, wh-- why are you here?

Now you care?

You used to be so happy

when your father came home.

Daddy's little girl.

You just run

and jump into his arms.

I was there every day.

I gave everything I had.

Your father...

...never cooked your dinner.

Or bought your clothes.

I was.

And now you hate me?

Mom, I, I needed you.

I needed you, actually here,

and you weren't.

You are my blood.

I birthed you.

Me.

And you will see

it's not possible being perfect.

I smiled.

I smiled so wide

until it ripped open my brain.

And made me crazy.

Ooh, and that's why I'm here.

Nia.

Why don't you call me?

I miss you.

I miss you.

I miss you. I miss you.

So, I feel like I can trust you

with this information.

What?

So I was creeping around

on some of those online forums,

and I was reading about people

who come to Sedona

for a spiritual journey.

And most of them

don't have good ones.

- Wait, I thought you didn't know

anything about this stuff.

Well, so one,

the word desert means forsaken.

And forsaken means to leave

without intending to return.

And two, they talk

about seeing shadow people

and crazed mental hospital

patients running around and...

some even go missing.

- Did I say anything

about middle-earth?

I've always loved middle-earth.

No.

But look, I'm down

for being abducted.

I'm not down for being k*lled

by shadow people.

Do you feel that?

Yeah.

That was weird.

Come on, let's go.

Hey, look.

Hey.

It's spinning.

- Oh, my gosh.

- My God.

Do you hear that?

I think so.

Hey, are we on an ant hill?

I don't know.

I don't know either.

Mm.

What are you thinking about?

Aliens.

- There is one.

- Oh, hello.

-It's right there.

-Oh, no.

It's gonna get us.

Why'd you really come

on this trip?

My mom actually made me.

She said if I didn't,

she would literally kick me out.

And I can't really survive alone

on a pet store salary, so.

Mm.

She wants me

to get out more, but...

...I don't know,

I like being alone.

No one likes being alone

all the time.

Yeah, I don't know.

Wee.

You remind me of an ant.

What?

Okay, so these ants...

...they'll follow each other

in a straight line all day,

looking for food, shelter...

...and then you have outliers.

They'll go off the beaten path.

They won't follow

these stupid ants.

Looking for their own food

and shelter.

But then,

the ants in the line get lost...

...they'll starve to death.

And then the outliers,

they'll come in,

and they'll save the day,

bringing back food,

telling them of their travels.

- These outcasts...

- Night-night.

...they save

the whole f*cking community.

You're an outlier.

That's you.

Summer...

...there's no prize, is there?

No.

Howdy, y'all?

So, we have lost

Liz and Nia now.

They didn't make it.

But, Katie is coming up

on course four,

so we'll see how she does.

Uh, maybe the rest of them will,

will all make it to the end.

Let's stay grateful out there,

folks.

It doesn't taste right.

Oh, f*ck.

What the f*ck is this?

-We can explain.

-Where is Nia?

I saw one of your freaks

take her.

-Wait, what?

-Where are Nia and Liz,

you loser vampires?

Vampires don't exist, b*tch.

One, we are not vampires.

And two,

we did not take your friends.

I mean, I know this looks weird.

It looks a little more

than weird.

Yes, you're right.

Let me explain.

I mean, hey, if we did do that

to your friends,

-we could probably

catch you, too, couldn't we?

-Mm-hmm.

Kai, hand me your cup.

Mm.

-Drink.

-Are you crazy?

Sniff it, then drink.

Corn syrup, water,

food coloring.

Listen, I am sure

your friends are fine.

Have hallucinated

some weird sh*t too out here.

Why are you out here

drinking fake blood?

It's a ritual.

We're preparing

our physical bodies

to enter the Etheric realm.

The Age of Aquarius.

We're resurrecting our spirits

for this new age.

Do you ever feel a shift

in your life?

You're driving in your car

and you're just like,

"Today feels like the start

of a new period."

You can even smell it.

We felt that earlier

when we saw you.

We share our deepest sins

and then feeling

the gravity of that,

we experience a spiritual death,

- from which we're cleared to enter a new age of harmony.

- -Mm.

Let's make it easy.

Tell us something

that really causes you pain.

Yes, tell us.

Really feel

what that feels like.

And then it'll go away forever.

And then we'll let you go.

Just kidding.

- Eating.

- Eating?

I always wanted to be perfect.

Look perfect, act perfect.

So, controlling my eating

was an outlet for me.

I thought that

if I didn't look a certain way,

then no one would love me.

Sometimes there was this...

...this monster inside of me.

This, this, like, ugly,

disgusting monster...

f*ck, I can see it.

Keep going.

Sometimes I would lose control.

I'd open the door and make sure

that my mom wasn't looking.

Then I'd tiptoe to the kitchen

as quiet as I could be.

Open the fridge.

I eat as many cookies

as I could.

Then I would feel so guilty...

...I'd rush to the bathroom...

...and make myself sick.

What are you doing, Katie?

Sugar gives you acne.

A whole plate of cookies?

Are you f*cking kidding me?

Control yourself.

I would sit in the bathroom

all night worrying

and cry myself to sleep.

It's okay.

It's all gonna be okay.

So-- sorry, guys.

That was, that was TMI.

What would you say to

that younger version of you now?

That you're perfect how you are

and I love you.

Katie.

What?

Congratulations.

On what?

For completing course four.

Mm.

And now, please go that way

where you will find a clearing

for course five,

your final course.

And it is there where you

will find your true treasure.

m*therf*ckers.

Wait, where are Liz and Nia?

Oh, I'm sure you'll see them

at the end.

Okay.

It's been real.

Idiot.

Thought it was real blood.

It is.

Annie?

What? What?

You scared the sh*t out of me.

Do you feel that?

No.

Annie.

I think I'm gonna go.

Okay.

See ya.

I know your secret.

Come on, Annie.

Annie, do you see me?

Come to me.

Hello, Annie.

Do you want some, Annie?

Who are you?

I hate you.

Come closer.

I won't tell anyone.

-I hate you.

-No.

Annie!

Annie!

Annie!

Dad...

...I can't do this no more.

It's too hard.

Beale, get your sh*t together

and finish the show.

With pride, I say sometimes

I wish you were never born.

Get your a*s up

and finish the show!

Yes, Daddy.

Howdy, folks?

All right, Annie is a goner.

So, who will make it?

Katie? Summer?

Only time will tell.

Good job, son.

Good job.

Now go, get ready

for the finale.

Katie.

Katie, come here.

Katie.

This way.

Come on.

Hello?

Katie, what have you done?

Look at you. You're huge.

Sugar gives you acne.

A whole plate of cookies?

Are you f*cking kidding me?

f*ck you.

There's nothing wrong with me.

Why?

Why'd you give me away?

Why'd you have to do that?

I needed you.

I needed someone like me.

Someone who tell me

how to brush my hair,

how to dress...

...how to talk to guys.

I felt like an alien

my entire life.

And you don't know

what it feels like.

I felt alone

the moment I gave you away.

You're the only part of me

that I loved.

Do you think

that was easy for me?

Are these the stories

you tell yourself

so you can stay in the exact

same place you're in now...

...that I'm the reason

you can't move forward?

Forgive yourself.

Live the way you want to live.

That's all I was trying to do

when I gave you away.

Can you understand it now?

Go out there...

...and live.

Go.

Soleil.

What?

That's what I named you.

I like that name.

Did you find yourself?

You can come out now.

I know what this is.

Did you find yourself?

I think so.

Aren't you scared?

Go on, run.

No.

Come closer.

I'll stay right here.

What do you want?

I'm dying.

Why can I only hear you

in my head?

I don't speak your language

on this physical plane,

but I can communicate

with you telepathically.

I have to k*ll you.

Why?

Both of us can't stay

in this world.

Can't you go back

to where you came from?

My world is collapsing.

It's dark, full of machinery,

violence, control.

No sensory perception.

They drowned out nature's voice

a long time ago.

You see, they discovered

something on our plane.

The soul and the body

are not one in the same.

You can transfer the soul

into anybody

or a machine

with the right know-how.

I need to be here.

You are the one

that needs to leave.

You create your world here,

you have God inside of you.

Yeah, I definitely

didn't create this world.

But you did.

Well, something happened to me

when I was younger.

I barely had control of that.

I didn't create that. I know it.

I still feel it every day.

Pulling in my throat,

in my stomach, in my womb.

And the worst part is,

I don't even know what it is.

All I know is that

it drives me insane.

And I, I know...

...more than anyone

that there's more to life.

But it doesn't matter.

I still feel this...

...pressure, this...

...darkness over me.

Like, every time

life gets exciting...

...it pulls me back.

Do you want it to stop?

Yes, that's all I want.

I can give that to you.

All your suffering will end.

We are happy to announce Summer

as our newest winner.

All right, guys. Thank you

for having me as your host.

Tune in again next week.

Bye-bye.