03x15 - Episode 15

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NARRATOR: Previously on "Big Brother."

Chiara won the Power of Veto, giving

hope to nominees Eric and Lisa.

I sold Josh out.

I tried to say either Lisa or myself

and get Josh out of the house.

NARRATOR: But when Head of Household, Gerry,

wouldn't commit to their plan--

Keep your friends close, keep your enemies closer.

Chiara had to disappoint them--

Unfortunately, I'm not gonna use the Power of Veto.

NARRATOR: Leaving the once happy couple with less than a week

left together in the house.

If I go tomorrow, well, that sucks.

But you know what? I have this.

Like, I already won.

NARRATOR: As the eviction grew near,

the house guests struggled with who to trust

and who to vote out.

She hates you.

She hates me?

Uh huh.

If you're lying to me, I'll sock you.

OK.

NARRATOR: In the end, it was a tie.

And Gerry was forced to cast the deciding vote.

I vote to evict Eric.

NARRATOR: Before Lisa had a moment

to grieve for her departed boyfriend,

it was time to compete for the next Head of Household.

JULIE [VOICEOVER]: Congratulations, Chiara.

You are the new Head of Household.

NARRATOR: And Eric and the audience

got some surprising news.

JULIE: One of the four of you will

be moving back into the house and back into the game.

Really?

NARRATOR: Who will Chiara choose to nominate next for eviction?

And how will the house guests react to the news

that one of their former roommates

will be returning to the game?

Find out tonight, on "Big Brother ."

[music playing]

JULIE: For the first time on "Big Brother ," we have a tie.

I vote to evict Eric.

The decision came down to one person.

And neither of us like that one person.

Eric's departure was hard.

I didn't think he was gonna go.

Eric himself was shocked.

I think Eric was fully prepared to kiss his girlfriend goodbye

and stay in the game.

I'll see you soon.

OK.

OK?

OK.

With Eric's eviction, I feel very responsible.

I was the third vote that brought it to the tiebreaker.

You guys have fun.

I lost a friend.

And I-- I-- you know, I think Lisa's great.

Have I really connected with her?

Not really.

I don't know if it's hit me that Eric's left.

I think it will tonight.

Are you OK?

I think I had a bit of denial.

What?

That one of us really had to leave?

Yeah.

Sorry you lost your friend.

Yeah.

Sorry you did too.

It's only gonna get harder.

Eric was definitely my closest guy friend in the house.

It was-- it was a pleasure having him here.

And I'm gonna hate being here without him.

[groaning]

Are you all right?

I'm safe.

Four down.

Six to go.

She got it.

Nice.

JULIE [VOICEOVER]: Congratulations, Chiara.

There you go.

Congratulations.

Chiara winning Head of Household

caused me a little bit of anxiety.

I'm just excited that a girl has it.

And I'm excited that I have HOH.

It's a little bit of a weird situation with Chiara as HOH.

She's in a very powerful position

and could have a little revenge in store for me.

I'm looking forward to seeing some more pictures and kind

of being able to have snacks.

Yay!

Oh, Lili!

Oh, these are-- oh, my god.

Look, I got so many pictures.

That's my friend Jen.

I really miss my friends a lot.

You said your friends were all hot.

What happened to these three?

I'm excited to listen to my music.

Paul Oakenfold!

Yay.

You got hooked up.

This is the best HOH ever.

Yeah.

Seriously.

I'm so excited, you guys.

Aside from flirting our asses off,

Chiara and I are really good friends.

And I'm glad it's someone who's a close enough friend of mine

and I can really believe in has got the HOH.

Everybody-- and I mean everybody--

sends their love, their support, and their good wishes to you,

sweetie.

You are in my thoughts every day.

Be good to yourself.

I love you so much.

Love, Mom.

That's so beautiful.

I think everyone deserves to have

HOH once while they're here.

So hopefully everyone will, because it's

kind of a nice thing.

I fully expect that there's a good likelihood that I will

be put on the block this week.

Regardless, I'm having fun this week.

I don't know that you're gonna be on the block, bro.

And if you are, it's not gonna be with me.

So you already got one vote.

I mean, I don't think I'll be put up.

Chiara's Head of Household.

There's no way my Jew a*s goes up.

I'm protected.

I should be here for the round of seven

and ready to rock, doc.

If you put up Josh, we have to make

sure Gerry doesn't get Veto.

Oh, I'm making a deal with Gerry.

Don't you think I won't.

It's very simple.

If you don't give me your word, you just asked to be put up.

Damn, Chiara.

I came around the corner and I saw Marcellas and Jason.

And Jason turned around.

My man looked like he got his hand caught in the cookie jar.

I told Roddy all about that.

Jay and Marcellas have a deal.

What was that?

I caught them when I--

I came around the corner to talk to you.

I came around the corner and they were shaking hands.

Jay turned around like a [muted] deer in headlights.

Roddy thinks he-- he understand

what's going on with every person

and he's always a step ahead.

Well, you know what, Roddy?

It's time he got kicked in the a*s.

And he's got to understand that and get

over it and get on to business.

Well, Josh came right up to me and said that he had seen Jason

and Marcellus make a deal.

So I went and told Marcellus it.

Joshy claims he saw you and Jay shake hands earlier today.

Pushing for Eric to get out?

Yeah.

He said you guys had a secret deal.

And I'm selling Josh out, because I don't give a [muted]..

What did he tell you?

He told me he was voting to keep Eric.

I vote to evict Eric.

Jason knew that I was looking for support for Eric.

If it stayed the same, would you consider saving Lisa?

It stays as, you know, what I--

what it was originally, that he stays and Li goes, you know?

You know, we-- we're turning into a law firm now,

where if someone says they're gonna do something, you have

to make them repeat after you.

So I, Jason, will this.

He's allowed to make whatever decision he wants to make.

I just said that.

I just wish I could've say goodbye to the kid.

I really have to say that Jason's got to go.

He used Roddy like--

like a prost*tute.

I really, really thought I could trust Jason.

Because with the way I feel right now, I'm ready to, like,

put him up.

OK.

I'm gonna be up front with you.

Be up front with me.

You know what I'm gonna ask you, right?

Yeah.

Well, I think you're gonna ask about the vote--

Yeah.

Today.

So answer, why you did it.

It's a really tough position that I'm in.

You know, being kind of the fifth wheel in a couples group,

you know?

I didn't come here to get worked over and to--

to somebody's pawn.

I came here to win it myself.

I tell you the thing that scared me the most about Eric,

when right after the nominations went down,

I think he-- he ran here pretty quickly to Gerry and--

and sold Josh out and said here's what he's been doing

and all these things.

What if, you know, that's three weeks down the line

and, you know, and-- and me?

And I just didn't know.

And it really did scare me.

Mhm.

I just-- I had to go and vote what I felt was right.

And--

So you had no deal with Marcellas?

No.

Certainly.

Let's-- let's work together.

This sucks, because I just realized that I

can't trust anyone once again.

There's gonna to be some payback.

I went up to Chiara and tried to insinuate that,

thank you for voting and changing

your mind to keep Lisa when I know good and well she didn't.

And I'm glad you changed your mind on the vote.

Sometimes you just have to go with your gut.

Absolutely.

And basically, I threw the bait out there.

She bit.

She basically lied.

Hopefully, we'll stick together.

We have to.

We have to.

So I got Chiara's number.

And um, in due time, Chiara.

In due time.

Danielle gave me this look and was just, more or less, girl,

we need to talk.

Think about the votes.

It was Marcellas, myself, and Jason.

I vote to evict Lisa.

Chiara had chosen to stab me in the back,

to change her vote.

I swear on my children's life.

She's gonna feel like the biggest [muted] when she gets

out of here and sees that I've never

said a bad thing about her.

With the information that I obtained,

I am going to officially crown myself the Princess

of Darkness in this house.

And I need to seek out my own selfish revenge.

Over the last year, I put on some weight.

So I'm taking this opportunity to try to get myself

in a little better shape.

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.

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To exercise, primarily, I'm--

I'm doing as much cardio as I can, as much as --

minutes a day on Gwen the Glider.

And I'm doing some heavy lifting with the boys.

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I got .

Yeah, you do.

.

It's all you.

I've definitely noticed Gerry's dedication to getting

in shape as best he can.

Good job, Gerry.

I'm faithfully doing Danielle's ab class every day.

Haven't missed a day, even though it hurts and I--

I haven't wanted to.

Hold.

Gerry.

Yes, ma'am.

One ,, two, three, four, five.

Down.

Everybody's started noticing that his clothes are looser,

that his face looks thinner.

And it'll will be very interesting to see when he

steps on the scale, what he weighed

before he walked into the house and then what he weighs now.

My guess is that he's lost over pounds.

Marcellus my pants are getting baggy.

Good for you, Gerry.

Still too fat.

Still too fat.

Still too fat.

[chamber choir music]

You know when a-- a whip cracks, it's a mini sonic boom.

Really?

How's that for today's interesting fact?

Interesting fact?

Factoid.

Really?

There have been some difficult moments here as far as

what my interests are and what the rest of the house

guests' interests are.

There's a lot of pop culture references

here to television shows.

I love that show.

To fashion models.

He's never elevated one model to supermodel status.

And it gets a little boring to me.

And he's one of the few designer--

designers that have that power.

And a lot of times if I try to bring something up

that I'm a little interested in, you think I'm rocking the boat.

By the way, you see under Saudi Arabia

in that African continent, it's sticking

out that right peninsula?

Yeah.

That continent, that-- that piece of peninsula,

was free floating.

Oh my god.

And it changes the weather patterns.

Roddy, he has an explanation for everything.

And he-- and he has a way of sentencing

it or-- or paraphrasing it that you're just like, what.

It's pretty fascinating.

Absolutely.

And I mean, I could explain it in incredible detail

if you care, but--

And all you can do is sit there, like this.

Dani's not impressed by that type of knowledge

I don't think.

I don't think you're very interested

in that type of thing. - No.

I listen intently.

Just because I don't say anything

doesn't mean that I'm not interested.

It's a possibility that the people

tune out if I'm saying something that they're not interested in.

Your brain evolved from the inside out, sort of--

called-- it's like an onion.

And we have that in us.

We celebrate superheroes.

We celebrate celebrities.

The Etruscans.

And the Etruscans were the people that the Roman

Empire took over.

And they're actually well-know for being tiny.

For whatever reason, they're very small.

There's things he needs to loosen up on.

While I think it's great that he knows every lunar eclipse

or province in Canada, you know, it doesn't change my day any.

And so I mentioned to Josh and Chiara that I was gonna,

you know, maybe kind of cut back and-- and let the other

people do the talking.

And it's been-- like, I feel nauseously

uncomfortable, how bored I am.

If you mention that--

something that you think is even a bit cool, now,

the reaction's oh, here he goes again.

And now, all right.

Guess what, everyone?

I'm gonna shut the [muted] up.

They react because, probably, one, they

feel maybe inferior to your thoughts at times.

Two, they probably have nothing to input.

People would rather make a joke, oh, here he goes again.

But inside, I guarantee everyone in the house

is really listening.

And they're very interested in what you say and do

and everyone really holds you in a very high--

I appreciate you guys saying that.

As someone who's one of those people

right now, because I'm used to being totally the smartest

person I ever hang out with.

I just love lively conversation.

I love lively thought.

I love when people take a challenge, when they maybe

go against the grain a bit.

And in an environment like this, it might not be the best idea.

Which by the way, the astounding stat

of the day, every drop of energy ever received by all the radio

telescopes on Earth doesn't equivalate the energy

in one snowflake falling on the ground every, image ever

by every radio telescope ever.

That's an astounding--

That's amazing stuff.

Chiara is free spirited.

Chiara's gonna do what she wants to do.

Chiara has a potty mouth.

[SINGING] Dammit.

Dammit.

Get off your a*s and jam it.

You [bleep] prost*tute, you tootie fruit.

That's all.

That's it.

I'm sick and tired of your [bleep],, b*tch.

I'm thinking, oh, this girl is a trip.

And you nasty and you need Jesus.

That's all I got to say.

I'm just trying to forget what I look like in sex positions.

Oh my god.

Wait til I leave, OK?

Roddy, as open-minded and as worldly as he is,

I don't know that he always wants to hear about, certainly,

how many guys she's been with.

I'll count how many right now.

Oh, wow.

I was someone's first.

More than three.

I was someone's second.

I was someone's like th.

I was someone's th.

Oh, god.

I got to start all over again.

Would be accurate?

?

Chiara's sexual banter is-- is rather a locker room-ish.

I don't want to see everyone's p*nis.

But if I know there's no chance of it getting inside of me,

then I'd like to see it.

Hence why I don't mind seeing Marcellas's.

No, yours Jason.

I say a lot of stuff that I really don't mean,

to be different.

Like a girl shouldn't talk like that.

So why don't I talk like that?

And that's pretty much been the standard of-- of who I've

been since the day I was born.

If you tell me I can't do it, I'll do it.

If you tell me I can't say it, I'll make

sure to say it even louder.

Anyway, when you're looking the [bleep]..

Sometimes the things that come out that girl's mouth,

you cringe.

You're like, you may be thinking a lot of things,

but you just don't say it.

And poor Jason.

Jason's like, wow.

And I'm like, oh, his poor virgin ears.

She licked his n*pples.

I'm gonna have to write out a map of what a vag*na looks

like for you and help you out.

She just loves to see me turn a million shades of red.

Kiki is one of the guys.

She is not afraid to get in there and to,

you know, to-- to talk some trash.

Do you like peanut butter?

I like it when it's on my t*ts.

Stereotypes are made to be broken.

And double standards were made to be proven wrong.

So I mean, it's whatever you want.

I'm sure there's many girls out there who can relate to me.

And I'm sure there's many girls out there

who are appalled by me.

And that's just-- that's the world and how it works.

Morning, Gerry.

What does that say?

Expect the unexpected.

I was so nervous when I woke up this morning.

I'm like, good lord.

You know, does someone have it out for me?

What is this thing that they're talking about?

Expect the unexpected?

Like I need any more issues this week.

The plasma screen states expect the unexpected.

That's just great.

Which makes me nervous.

And I have no idea what's coming.

I'm scared.

I knew something was up to today.

Oh, that thing. Yeah.

I knew it.

I knew it.

I knew it.

I'm definitely panicking over what's

about to be brought on us.

It's-- it's gonna be no good.

It's day five?

Four?

Five of peanut butter and jelly.

I think I'm handling it remarkably well, considering.

Where the [muted]?

And there's no jelly.

I don't understand.

Found it.

I was on the team that lost the food competition last week.

The peanut butter and jelly diet has

made Chiara a little grumpy.

Poor Danielle has been on it twice now.

I don't like peanut butter.

I hate it with a passion.

No decent human being should ever have to go through this.

The diet is really affecting me a lot more

than I thought it would.

I've had no energy.

It's nasty, y'all.

As soon as Chiara found out that she was on the PB&J,

she started putting together her list of chores every day

so that she doesn't think about food.

Sweetie, you know that if you have anything dirty, like,

you need washed--

Chiara is in the backyard, sometimes twice a day,

doing laundry.

If you want to just lie out, use these towels.

Thank you.

She's organizing towels.

She has cleaned a good bit of the house.

Long as she put that girl on PB&J,

the Big Brother house will never be dirty.

Chiara gathered us together in the kitchen.

Then, we headed outside.

[chatter]

We we're up for our food competition.

We saw this humongous circle with all these small circles

inside of it.

Oh.

OK.

It's a game called Ballast.

And it was a big version of a game Big Brother had

given us earlier in the week.

I was very, very concerned that it was gonna be a have

or have not competition.

So I didn't know what to expect.

All right.

The object of this week's food competition

is to remove as many logs from the pile as possible,

in order to win the specific food items they represent.

We will each have two turns at the board.

And we will each have six seconds per turn.

And I will play as well.

Whatever is successfully pulled from pile,

without collapsing any of the other logs in the process

will constitute our food for the week.

The top layer of logs is off limits.

Simple enough?

Sure.

A steady hand, a keen eye, and a gentle touch as we compete

will ensure this week's Big Brother menu is complete.

Let's play.

All right.

[whistle]

seconds.

Yeah, seconds.

I'm a very sweet guy.

And it was appropriate that I pull out cookies.

Cookies.

Grapes?

Yeah, we should get some fruits.

Grapes is good.

It's good.

Grapes.

My strategy was to just poke at all the ones.

And whatever one was the loosest, I was gonna pull.

Ground beef.

Yeah!

Ground beef.

Correct!

That's a good one, mac and cheese.

Mac and cheese, yeah.

It's better than nothing.

Mac and cheese.

Do we want yogurt?

No.

What is this?

Condiments?

No.

Nothing seemed to come out that we wanted.

Cream cheese?

No, no, no, no.

Maybe it's time to collapse it.

Collapse it.

Get a big one.

Take out a big one.

The group kind of decided to have me pull

a big circle at the bottom out.

That one.

And it collapsed the entire board.

And then, it opened it up for Roddy to go

up and get something good.

Hot dogs. All right.

That'll work.

Get hot dogs.

Hot dog.

Who's got a hot dog?

Gerry.

Yeah.

I can get salad veggies.

Thank you.

Salad veggies.

Rice?

Yes, yes.

Nice.

Rice.

Is it Brussels sprouts?

Oh, god no.

I got seven beauty fiends and drama queens yelling at me.

That one's gonna come right out.

So I had to take what was available

before they all started crying.

Pull it all the way out.

When we pulled out one that we wanted to collapse,

that was disappointing.

That's OK, Josh.

No, no.

Put it right there on the side.

There you go.

Crunchies.

Some tubes were very easy to pull out, like chicken livers.

It's chicken livers.

Oh, god.

I walked up there and pulled out chicken livers

and was offended.

God.

What's below it?

Zucchini.

Take it.

What choice do we have?

I actually pulled out something selfish.

You got it.

What is it?

Bananas.

The ones that would move, just weren't anything special.

So you know, why not try to make the whole thing

collapse by going for the biggest one on the bottom?

You want me to collapse it?

The way bottom one, the very bottom one.

Pull it.

That's the only thing.

I pulled the biggest one, nice big piece the halibut.

Oh, my god.

And nothing moved.

And I was very proud of myself, because it was--

it was a tough piece to get.

That's a winner.

That's a winner.

Nice!

I did something very strategic.

I pulled one tube out, and it collapsed.

I set it on top of the tri-tip steaks.

Do you want me to put it right here?

Yeah.

There.

It began to get a little nerve racking there towards the end,

because it was looking like we didn't have a whole lot.

Just get the tri-tip.

Take the steak?

Take the steak.

We got tri-tips steaks because of me, me, me, me.

What do you guys prefer?

What's right in there, Roddy?

I would say baking.

And the small ones on the bottom.

Baking and cooking.

It says eggs right next to that pork chops.

What?

This is eggs?

No, down.

This one?

Yeah.

And it just worked out that all

the really easy things to get were, of course, gross things.

No, pickled eggs.

Oh, my god.

Could you imagine?

All the pickled eggs you can eat, Mar.

I got a yogurt here.

I may take that one.

Take it.

Yogurt.

Salmon.

Salmon, yes.

[whistle]

We're done.

This is the first competition that we

have a well-balanced meal.

Cookies.

Cookies.

Oh my god.

We definitely had a nice variety of food.

Grapes.

Ground beef.

Hot dogs.

Salad veggies.

Zucchini.

Halibut.

Tri-tip steak.

And yogurt.

The nutrition value has gone up tremendously in this house.

And I'm well-pleased.

- Joshy. - What?

Come on.

We're going in the living room.

Expect the unexpected video is coming on.

No.

Expect the unexpected.

NARRATOR: Ever wonder what happened to your housemates

after their evictions?

Oh, my god.

NARRATOR: If you've been feeling sorry for them, think again.

Oh my god.

I've been evicted.

Welcome to my banishment.

Welcome to the Caribbean.

You enjoying your peanut butter and jelly?

Because I'm really enjoying this.

Yeah, I'm in Margaritaville, Mexico.

It's not bad being evicted, honey.

In fact, it's quite marvelous.

Lori, Tonya, Amy, and now Eric have all been sequestered

where they cannot see the show.

And they have no idea what's happening inside the house.

These four house guests are about to get

an opportunity of a lifetime.

They will compete for a chance to move back into the house

and back into the game.

Will it be Lori, Tonya, Amy, or Eric?

You will find out live on Thursday night.

Oh, my god!

[cheering]

To hear that they are going to compete and one of them

is coming back into this house totally was a shocker

and throws a huge wrench into how I'm playing this game.

Scandalous.

Scandalous.

So it seems like every bit of strategy I have had,

conceivably, could go right out the window.

I feel so stupid!

I was so happy to see Amy's face.

I was so happy to see her having fun.

That's freaking amazing.

For selfish reasons, of course, I would love Eric

to come back into the house.

But for game reasons, I don't think that would

be the smartest thing.

I guess the one person I would want to see is probably Amy.

I really don't want to see the other three again.

Oh my god.

How scandalous.

Certainly being in this house with attractive women

and I'm, you know, left out walking around the house like--

like a fourth grader with a bathroom pass

and nowhere where to go, it is annoying.

Do you want me to put conditioner in for your?

I already put it in.

Want me to take it out for you?

Every night, it's, like, you know, a kick in the teeth.

It's amazing that in today's society,

I always think it's men that don't have the control.

I mean, women have sex drives.

We have needs.

Needs that can't be met.

Guys, it's gotten to the point where I

can't even watch them work out.

Obviously, having Roddy in the house doesn't help.

My tattoo--

Would you really want t*rture a good friend of yours

like this?

He doesn't even know the first thing about t*rture.

I don't know if it's a good job.

But I try to do a good job of focusing

that stuff out as best I can.

He doesn't know what he's missing.

I don't know.

There may be some sexual tension in the air.

You're beautiful, baby.

Some-- some sexual frustration.

But I don't know.

You know, it's again--

I'm-- I'm a bad judge.

If Jason were g*y, would I pursue a relationship with him?

Absolutely.

All right.

Buck naked right now.

Jason, you in?

No.

If Roddy were g*y, would I pursue a relationship with him?

Absolutely.

Every week I had a crush on every boy in the house.

You are so cute.

It's a good thing I'm straight.

It's very frustrating to know that I

have to spend night after night in this house completely alone.

I know I have no chance of getting laid on the show.

Like, it's not even--

and if I-- if I--

but I'll tell you what--

You have no chance of getting laid on this show

with the girls that are here anyway, by the way.

Cause none of us would dot that.

Wow.

Arguably the meanest thing I've ever heard

said in my life.

If we all had minutes to live,

you're still not getting laid in this house.

Good stuff.

I need to ask you a question.

And I want you to tell me the truth.

I was told that you told Eric that you couldn't trust me

anymore and that you had no faith in me

and that if he got HOH, you'd put me out.

I-- I swear to you, I have never

have even uttered anything negative about you anywhere.

Really?

And you know, I don't even want to know

who said that to you, because--

You know who?

Does Danielle know?

Danielle knows that I heard that.

But Danielle knows that at the end of the day,

I didn't go with that.

I want you to know you have my loyalty.

Like that goes without saying.

Can you put my key in first?

Why?

Are you that worried about it?

I don't know.

I don't know what's going on, man.

I don't know.

All right.

All right.

Whatever.

Put it where wherever you want then.

Just put it in there.

I really think me, Chiara, and Roddy are on the same page.

I think I still got Gerry on my page.

OK.

While I am certainly capable of making a decision on my own,

it's always nice to get house feedback.

Because you want the house to support you when you're not

HOH.

As you know, nominations are this evening.

Yes.

And I don't know what kind of agreement you have with Josh

or if you have anything agreement with Josh.

I kind of figured you might have something, just from last week.

It was for one week alone.

And to be honest, I frankly used him.

I mean, he said some vile, vile things about me.

Oh, horrible.

Wake up, n*zi.

So I ain't gonna save his a*s and put him up.

- Who is it? - It's Roddy.

I'll come back later.

No, no, no.

Come in.

Oh, sorry.

Hi.

You know what?

No.

No stay.

I think Roddy will probably use as much influence

as he can on Chiara.

I don't think Roddy can tell Chiara what to do.

But I think he certainly exerts a lot of influence.

If I don't put you on the-- on the block, do I have your word

that you will vote him out?

Absolutely.

Absolutely, on my dead mother's soul.

I have one thing to ask you, with my influence.

If--

I'm thinking of putting you up.

Really?

I'm a good guy.

You can get everyone's word, because you're the only one

who has a deal with him.

Possible.

Looks like my bacon could be on the block with Joshy's.

It's a scary proposition.

I hate it.

Catch you in a bit, Ger.

All right.

When did you come up with this plan?

On a nongame level, do you realize

though what's so awkward for me about this whole thing?

Hun, I know.

Oh, it's just that you haven't said anything about that.

It's just-- - You were absolutely right.

And I was completely wrong.

Sometimes you have to take a risk to get the bad person out.

I know.

Who did you bring this up to about having me out?

Because I mean, at the end of the show, I can find that out.

Before you said it to me, how many times had--

No one.

Not one person.

Swear on my life.

I'm well aware of the fact that previous decoys have been

sitting on the beach in Mexico.

It hasn't worked out the way that we've imagined it.

And almost nothing here has-- has gone the way it seems.

And I hope I don't fall victim to that.

I hope that pattern is broken.

You know, when people get in this room,

they're a heck of a lot different than they

are out there.

And I'm so scared of that.

Are you gonna be OK with this?

I mean-- - It's hard.

I'm sorry.

You got to do it.

You're running out of time.

So you go to do it.

Are you upset at me?

It's fine.

It's a little weird. - I know.

but it's-- it's like--

it's like almost like a ha ha like--

To you.

For my own selfish reasons, it's

because I don't want people to think

that there's this alliance between Roddy and I.

We're close, obviously.

We don't hide that.

But I want people to know that, at the end of the day,

we're all individuals.

And we all are playing the game the way we want to play it.

Do you think Lisa would've put Eric on the block?

I'm not Lisa.

I would never put you up.

And you've told me right to my face, you'd never put me up.

Give me a better option.

I think this is the best decision and if it backfires,

it'll be the biggest mistake of my life.

I am honestly a little stressed.

The fact that I can't just get away for a second

and try and collect my thoughts and just have

a moment away from everyone.

I'm nervous.

I just sat in a shower for about minutes by myself.

I'm feeling nauseous.

All day I've been a basket case.

It's just a stressful thing, because I wish,

like, I hated these people and that

would make it so much easier.

And I don't.

And I'm scared.

Time is now.

Nominations. - Amstel?

What?

OK.

Here we are at the nomination ceremony.

I have to nominate two people.

This was not the easiest decision I--

I ever had to make.

But going with the, I guess, theme of today,

expect the unexpected on this.

So starting off, Lisa, you are safe.

Danielle, you're safe.

Gerry, you are safe.

Marcellus, you are safe.

Jason, you're safe.

So I'm sure you guys are shocked at my choices.

But I swear to you, I have valid reasons.

I guess first I want to say that, Josh, the reason why

I nominated you was because I entrusted you with something

and asked you to swear that you weren't lying about Lisa.

Unfortunately, I got to find out the truth, fortunately.

But that leads me to not trust you.

The Lisa thing is basically that she

was, not gonna be loyal to me, that she

was gonna come against me.

And I spoke to Lisa and, obviously, found

out the truth behind that.

So I can't trust you.

I can't trust you, because you told Amy that the vote was

going to be unanimous when there was

no reason for you to do that.

And there are so many things that I'm

not even gonna get into.

I put Roddy up, which is probably

the craziest thing I've ever done,

because I know he could be a vote for you.

And I don't want one vote for you.

And Roddy, I'm so sorry I had to put you up.

You know I don't want you to walk out of this house.

So I ask you guys to think about your decision

when you go into that voting room.

And remember, at one time or another in this house,

you felt betrayed.

You've possibly felt like you were being played.

And it's only by one person.

That's it.

You guys can put your wall back up.

When the nominations were finished,

I just wanted to escape.

I knew it was gonna get really, really ugly.

It is time for Josh to be dealt with.

Somebody had to do something.

Josh stormed off.

I'm sure he felt betrayed.

He felt hurt, mad, all of those emotions.

In this house, nothing is ever certain.

It was very hard to hear my name

go up on the chopping block.

My stomach was definitely in my throat.

I think Roddy thinks he's a slam dunk to stay in the house.

I made a very, very solemn promise

to take Josh out on the sole of my dead mother,

which is about as solemn of an oath as a person can take.

But my mother would understand.

It's a tease.

It's a huge tease for me, because I can really--

I know I can pimp this out and Roddy could walk out that door.

The flash of expect the unexpected

is really, really appropriate.

Clearly, I'm being strong armed out of the house.

I found that to be completely scummy and scuzzy.

He said, he's leaving.

He's packing.

Good.

It'll make our week that much easier.

NARRATOR: Who will win the Power of Veto?

And will be imminent return of an evicted house

guest change the direction of the game?

Find out Wednesday at / central on "Big Brother ."

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