01x08 - Madison's Body

[bunniefuu]

Previously on "School Spirits"

Before we wrap up today,

I'm giving you an assignment.

- May I interrupt?

- What's that?

Some sample obituaries just to inspire.

We're all just trying to cross over.

I mean, Janet did it,

and she had been here since, like, 1960.

But the alternative is Dawn.

Mrs. Nears, I know it looks

like I harmed your daughter,

but nothing could be

further from the truth.

[TIRES SCREECHING]

[LIGHTS BUZZING]

- Dawn just crossed over.

- Does anybody remember

- this happening when Janet left?

- Nope.

- Need to talk to my mother.

- Why?

I think she may have k*lled me.

[SCHOOL BELL RINGING]

[SOHN'S "THE WHEEL"]

♪

I died a week ago ♪

There's nothing left ♪

It's caught on video ♪

♪

The very last breath ♪

The very last breath ♪

The very last breath ♪

The internal avalanche ♪

The cave-in of mines ♪

Covering all evidence ♪

The very last time ♪

Where should I look?

Try the dresser.

She used to hide bottles in her closet.

If she took that money, it'll be in one

of her usual hiding places.

She's gotten less and less

creative over the years.

Reinventing the wheel ♪

[COUGHS]

All this searching for something ♪

When she's really desperate

she even uses my room.

♪

[BUILDING DRAMATIC MUSIC]

♪

Find it?

What?

The history notebook.

That's why you're here, right?

You said you needed Maddie's notebook.

Right, yes.

I found it.

I should head back to school.

[TENSE MUSIC]

[DOG BARKING]

♪

[DRAMATIC MUSIC]

♪

Don't forget me when I'm gone ♪

♪

Don't forget me when I'm gone, gone ♪

♪

Don't you forget me ♪

Don't forget me when I'm gone ♪

Don't you forget me when I'm gone ♪

Don't you forget me ♪

Don't forget me when I'm gone ♪

[SOFT DRAMATIC MUSIC]

♪

I know it's not what we

thought we'd find, but

I had this when I went to look for her.

And I didn't have it

when I showed up here.

Si, she couldn't

There could be a completely logical,

non-murderous explanation for this.

Get her here.

I always know when she's lying.

I know all her tells.

If you can get her in a room with me

or with us, you can talk to her,

and we can figure out if my mom

Okay.

Okay, I'll figure something out.

Simon?

Yesterday, what you

said about whether or not

us figuring it out means me moving on

Don't worry about that right now.

I was being selfish.

You're never selfish.

Maddie, if it was her,

are you sure you wanna know?

- [SCHOOL BELL RINGS]

- Are you insane?

That is the worst possible idea.

You know, play that out

in your head real quick.

Hi, Sheriff, I blackmailed

a teacher for money

and maybe accidentally

framed my missing best friend.

You've arrested a person who

couldn't have kidnapped her

because while they

were being questioned,

I decided to bury my

recently stolen hush money,

so you'll just have

to take my word for it?

And in addition to this all sounding

absolutely unbelievable, if we

if we confess, then what's next?

Look, I know we messed up bad.

But we're talking about our futures.

What about his?

[INTENSE MUSIC]

♪

There has to be another way. Okay?

If we go confess now without

any proof to back us up,

then it's over.

And the real k*ller gets away.

- And the light

- Yes.

- That she always stares at.

- Yeah.

At the same time as the goosebumps.

- It stopped flickering.

- Simultaneous goosebumps.

- You felt it too.

- Did you guys have them?

And the hum. The it was this

I mean, we we all heard the noise.

It it was impossible

to miss. [SPLUTTERING]

Nothing like that

happened when Janet left.

I mean, what what are

we missing here, Mr. Martin?

Well, no, I mean, I

I realize it's odd,

but maybe there

there's no correlation

between what happened with Janet and

and what happened with Dawn.

I mean, maybe it's entirely

different experiences.

Was there anything weird

about the day that Janet departed?

Was there any weird

sounds or or lights?

No.

No. There was nothing strange

about the day that Janet crossed over.

She was simply there one

moment and and gone the next.

I'm I'm not sure why

this is any different.

That doesn't make any sense.

After all these years,

how can you still be so clueless?

Excuse me, Charley. I'm

I'm not sure that's fair.

But what what if looking

back isn't a bad thing?

What if it's actually the

the key to get out of here?

Why shouldn't we at least try that?

Because it's painful to

constantly be thinking about it!

Right?

To to relive it all.

Painful how?

The day I died,

I made a mistake.

I turned my back on a

student for a split second,

and there was an error, a fatal error.

There was a fire.

I managed I managed to save my class,

but not myself.

Doesn't that make you a hero then?

A martyr?

It wasn't even your fault.

I was the teacher.

I should have been

paying closer attention.

I should have known what was going on.

Instead my my students

had to live with the memory

[SOMBER MUSIC]

Of seeing seeing all that.

Let's just say that I failed them,

and I don't wanna fail all of you too.

♪

I have spent the last 60

years trying to help you all.

You know, I I may not

have chosen to be here,

but I have tried my very

best to make this time count,

to make it better for you.

He's right.

He has done a lot to try

to help us over the years.

Like mock trials and obituaries?

♪

I realize how disappointing it is

not to have all the answers.

I wish I could be of more help.

But this this is unprecedented.

I wish I had more answers.

I don't.

[DOOR OPENS]

[DOOR CLOSES]

♪

[DOOR CLOSES]

It's totally weird not having

Dawn around all the time, right?

[SIGHS] Everyone is really just

upset and confused.

But you talked to her,

like, right before, um

[QUIETLY] Poof.

I told her I was sorry for what she saw

during the anti-séance,

you know, sorry that

anyone treated her that way

when she didn't deserve it,

'cause she didn't.

It wasn't her fault.

Yeah.

We weren't always so

great to her either.

I guess she finally just

heard what she needed to hear.

What would you do if the one person

who was supposed to protect

you is the one who hurt you?

Like, the person whose only

job is to keep you safe?

I feel like for the first

time in this whole ordeal,

I'm scared of the truth.

[SOFT ELECTRONIC MUSIC]

♪

Hey.

If anybody taught me

how to face my fears,

it's you.

Come here.

I got you.

[SIGHS] It's okay.

[BREATHING SHAKILY]

♪

Caught up in a moment ♪

♪

Listing to the left ♪

♪

How did the interview go?

What interview?

Your Northwestern interview.

Uh, yeah, it was fine. It's whatever.

I don't think I wanna go there anymore.

What do you think Maddie

would think about that?

I found out last week

that Maddie was selected

to receive the fall English award.

I know it's short

notice, but I was thinking

maybe you'd like to

accept it on her behalf.

It starts at 7:00.

You could even say a

few words, if you'd like.

No.

No, Maddie's mom should accept it.

Okay.

I'll let her know.

[PHONE RINGS]

[INDISTINCT CHATTER]

Got it.

Anybody got eyes on him?

Yeah, just well, confirm it with me.

Yep.

What now?

Was that call about Mr. South?

What do you want, Xavier?

Come on, Dad. There is no way

that Mr. South had anything to

do with Maddie's disappearance.

I I was with him the

day that she went missing.

I I've told you this a million times.

Well, I'm busy.

I also know he couldn't

have been in those houses.

The person that I saw in the house

where you found the crowbar

jumped out of a window.

Mr. South can barely

make it up the steps

without a knee brace.

What?

So now you're gonna come

down here and admit to me

- [SCOFFS]

- That you were there?

That's a bold move, Xavier,

you know, coming down here

to my office tell me that.

I should be arresting you right now.

Yeah. Yeah, Dad, maybe

you should arrest me.

Or crazy idea, do your f*cking job

and arrest the actual criminal!

That's enough.

[TENSE MUSIC]

I got work to do.

Go home, Xavier.

♪

Hey.

Hey.

Things were weird earlier.

I don't know, I think we

lapped weird decades ago.

Okay, what is going on with you?

Why aren't you asking more questions?

- Dawn crossed over.

- Good for her.

That doesn't help me.

Yeah, okay. But what if it could?

We were there.

Dawn found something yesterday

in the séance, right?

She must have unlocked something

something huge.

We never saw her cross over.

Yeah, but we felt it.

Right? I mean, she was able

to conjure her memories,

and she made it out.

Can't you just slow down on all of this?

See, th-this is what I'm talking about.

Where is this coming from?

You you were in some

big rush to cross over,

and and now you wanna slow down.

You're out of your depth, Charley.

- Give it up.

- You can't just shut me out.

Just give it up, Charley!

Rhonda, you can talk to me.

We're friends.

Why?

Because we're stuck here together?

Get a f*cking clue, kid.

[TENSE MUSIC]

Fine.

[DOOR OPENS]

♪

[SIGHS]

Are we early?

- There's no one here.

- Yeah.

I just thought we could

take a couple minutes,

think over what you wanna say.

No, I I don't wanna give a speech.

Oh, it's nothing big.

Just figured you might

wanna say a few words.

We can just write a few things down.

That way you don't have

to think on the fly.

Here.

Which one was hers?

Where did Maddie sit?

All right.

So, uh, guess we should start.

[TENSE MUSIC]

♪

There. This is the address.

Wait, wasn't the last

break-in one block over?

Yeah.

Hey, is that door open?

Maybe the cops already came by.

It looks like it's been broken into.

Should we go in?

Uh, yeah, 'cause that's worked

so well for you in the past.

Good point.

Look, I say we just sit and watch, wait.

If there's movement or something weird,

then we got a closer look.

You know, like a stakeout.

Awesome.

Few hours with you guys cramped in a car

is exactly how I wanted to

spend my Wednesday night.

Are you finding anything?

Dude, this thing was

old when I went here.

[SIGHS] Dawn found something yesterday

when she looked into her past,

and Janet must have done the same.

So so maybe if we

look into their pasts too,

we can find something that

could explain all of this.

What year are you on?

Uh, 1959.

I'm trying to move backwards,

but I am not seeing

Janet's name anywhere.

She died in 1960, right?

Yeah. No, nothing of much interest

in Dawn's student file either.

You know, I

I know we weren't super close, but

I feel kind of awful

that we didn't get

to say goodbye to her.

[SOFT DRAMATIC MUSIC]

I don't want it to

happen that way for me.

I didn't get a goodbye last time.

I do not want to just disappear.

Me either.

Even more reason for us to

understand what is going on.

Whoa, whoa, whoa.

Whoa, wait. This is weird.

What? What is?

Uh, okay.

"Split River High School has been chosen

for a national pilot program

to protect students and teachers

from the threat of a nuclear strike."

- What?

- Uh, "A fallout shelter will

be built below the

east wing of the school,

the same location where fire destroyed

the former chemistry lab

on January 14th, 1958."

Wait, 1958.

- That must be Mr. Martin's fire.

- Yep.

Does does it mention him?

I don't see oh, yes.

Okay, uh, "Authorities determined

the fire was accidental.

Two people were k*lled in the fire

that overtook the lab during

a routine chemistry lesson.

Beloved chemistry teacher,

Mr. Everett Martin,

- was one of the deceased "

- Wait, two people?

He said he was the only casualty.

Um, "One student was also

k*lled in the fire "

um, "sophomore "

[TENSE MUSIC]

What? What what's wrong?

♪

Janet Hamilton.

Why did they both lie to us?

Maybe we start off with what this award

would have meant to Maddie.

Not much. She always thought

this kind of thing was silly. [CHUCKLES]

Well, what do you think she would say

if she got the award?

She would say, "What's the point

if there's not a cash prize?"

Don't let her talk her way out of this.

Ask her what she remembers

about that last day.

Sandra, what do you

remember about that day

when you came to school

looking for Maddie?

Why are you asking about that?

For the speech.

I thought that if you remembered

something meaningful

She's gonna try to bail.

I shouldn't do this.

You know what? You can accept the award

and bring it by the house or keep it.

I honestly don't care.

I didn't mean to upset you.

Really? Could've fooled me.

No, she can't just leave.

Ask her about the necklace.

I I shouldn't be here.

Simon, ask her about the necklace.

Why do you have Maddie's necklace?

[TENSE MUSIC]

♪

I know you told the cops

that you came to school

the day Maddie went missing,

which I know is true.

I saw your car.

But you said you didn't see Maddie.

I know that's a lie,

because she was wearing this

when she left study hall.

Why'd come to school that day anyway?

Maddie told me, she said

that you had to go away

in some program.

Why come back?

Simon.

So that's why you were

at the house today.

Why do you have it?

♪

[BREATHING SHAKILY]

I remember.

Mads.

[SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC]

♪

Hi, sweetie.

I found her in the hallway that day.

Why did she lie?

Why'd you lie about seeing her?

Because I

I was ashamed of what happened that day.

She found me and then

Mom, what are you

doing? Why are you here?

I don't need to be in rehab. Okay?

I'm sober. I feel great.

It was a waste of money

for me to be there.

- Mom

- Listen, I have something

really exciting to tell you.

Mom, you cannot be here.

- Maddie, stop it.

- Mom, you need to go back,

- please.

- All right, just listen to me.

- All right?

- Mom, keep your voice down.

- Please, come

- Maddie.

- What are you talking about?

- So this guy

that I was in treatment with, Alex,

he told me about these

great cabins up north.

And it's this new development,

and they're going for

a really great deal.

And so I bought us one.

That's impossible.

Okay, we don't have any money.

We had to borrow enough

to put you into rehab.

- We have money.

- [LAUGHS DRILY]

Okay, I don't want you to overreact,

but I used the money that we

put away when your dad died.

But it's for us, for our future,

so we can start over.

That was my college fund.

All right, well, we'll figure it out.

Okay? I mean, the schools up

there are not very expensive.

I'm going to school in Chicago.

Mom, we we talked about this.

All right, well, why

would you wanna do that?

That is very far away.

'Cause I don't wanna stay with you.

[SCHOOL BELL RINGS]

[DOORS OPENING]

[CHATTER AND LAUGHTER]

♪

We're gonna fix this right now.

I'm gonna call him.

You know, you are being

such a brat right now

and ruining this beautiful moment.

Just give me his info.

I'll take care of it. I'll get it back.

Well, you know what, you can't.

I wrote him a cashier's

check this morning.

You know, you just need to get over it

and realize that I am the adult here.

Yeah?

Adults are supposed

to take care of things.

They're supposed to be

responsible for their lives,

for their kids.

No one has taken care

of me since Dad died.

You can't even take

care of yourself, Mom.

That money was

[CRYING]

That money was for me from Dad.

It wasn't yours to spend.

It's like every day you wake up

and you find a new way to hurt me.

I have to lie to my friends every day.

I have to pretend everything is okay.

You know, I spend so much

time and energy just trying

to hide what a mess you are.

You wanna start a new life?

I've spent so long

just trying to survive this one, Mom.

You wanna take everything

that Dad gave me,

go ahead.

[SOFT DRAMATIC MUSIC]

Take this too.

♪

You can pawn it, probably

get 40 bucks for it.

Buy yourself a f*cking welcome mat.

Mad.

Stop.

- Maddie

- Just leave.

Leave me alone.

♪

[DOOR CLOSES]

[CRYING]

And so I just left her there.

I went home.

She's telling the truth.

I was never trying to be a bad mom.

I just was.

Oh. There you guys are.

We're about to get started.

Go ahead.

I'll catch up in a minute.

♪

She k*lled my spirit,

but she didn't m*rder me.

Then who did?

♪

Simon, call me.

Like, as soon as you get this, call me.

Can you breathe quieter, please?

- Excuse me?

- You know what?

- Don't worry about it.

- Oh, my God.

What is your problem with me?

What, I can't even breathe now?

- Guys.

- Um, for starters,

maybe because you hooked up

with my best friend's boyfriend.

- Nicole.

- You blackmailed me.

- You blackmailed someone too.

- Great. Great.

See, right there? That's

called common ground.

You both recently blackmailed someone.

- Oh, like you're so innocent.

- Okay, let's not forget

the part you played in this whole thing,

thank you very much.

Look, we are way past the

point of no return here.

Now, all three of us have screwed up,

and all of us owe something to Maddie.

Well, this is what we can

do to make it up to her.

No more sitting and

waiting. I'm going in.

Me too.

Wait, I'll come too.

No. You stay in the car,

in case we need a getaway driver.

[UNSETTLING MUSIC]

♪

Dude, this place looks like it

hasn't been touched in years.

I can relate.

The article said that this was built

where the old science

wing was after the fire.

Wait.

Looks like someone's touched this.

- What?

- Well, this looks like

looks like it's been moved.

♪

Huh, what are these?

Whoa. This is like

some "Raiders of the Lost Ark" action.

What what are these?

These are our obituaries.

"Subject displays paranoia

and alleged memory loss.

Unclear if subject is

aware of cause of death.

Requires further study."

Isn't this Mr. Martin's handwriting?

♪

[QUARTET PLAYING]

[APPLAUSE]

Thank you, Split River Quartet.

The English department award

goes to senior Madison Nears.

Her mother is here this evening

to accept the award on her behalf.

[APPLAUSE]

[CLEARS THROAT]

Hi. I'm Sandra.

- Um

- [FEEDBACK WHINES]

It's funny, this is

actually the first time

I've ever been in the gym here.

Um, Maddie didn't really do

too many school activities,

and, um, whenever she was honored

for her grades or whatever, uh

she didn't want me to come.

[TENDER MUSIC]

Um, I I know, uh,

it seemed like Maddie was

kind of hard to get to know,

and that's probably my fault.

♪

But I I hope you all know,

even if you didn't know her very well,

though maybe it didn't seem like it,

she cared so, so much

about everything

her friends,

going to college,

me.

She took care of me

Probably more than

she should have had to.

So I I just hope

that all of you here know,

even if you weren't close,

that Maddie would have stood up for you.

♪

She would have helped

you if you needed it

because she was just

that kind of person.

She was really, really wonderful.

[CRYING]

And I just wish that

someone had been there

to stand up for her.

I wish that I

[CRYING]

I wish that I had been there for her.

Excuse me. Um, thank you.

[APPLAUSE]

Uh, thank you again, Ms. Nears.

[CLEARS THROAT]

Uh, how about, uh,

giving it up for the orchestra again?

[APPLAUSE]

The, uh, sophomore, the junior,

and the senior award winners

for this year to come up

and will each receive your award.

You know, it might not seem like it,

but you're lucky, Maddie,

lucky that you got this

This goodbye.

Yeah, I don't know if any of

it will ever make any sense.

But maybe if my mom's

ready to say goodbye,

maybe so can I.

I think I'm ready to write my obituary.

[WIND HOWLING]

Come on.

[UNSETTLING MUSIC]

♪

I just wanna state for the record,

this is basically my

worst nightmare come true.

Yeah. But I'm here.

I got your back.

Just look around and see

if you can find anything

clothes, food, stuff

someone might have left

if they were squatting here.

Okay.

♪

Did you find anything yet?

[GASPS]

[EXHALES SHAKILY]

Sorry.

I think we're gonna

get through this faster

if we just split up.

What?

What

Great idea. Love that.

♪

[WIND HOWLING]

[WHISPERS] What?

- Nicole.

- What?

- There's someone in here.

- What?

- I saw someone come in.

- What?

We're safe here.

- [DOOR SLAMS SHUT]

- [BOTH SCREAM]

Xavier!

Xavier?

Hey! Hey!

Guys, come on!

- What

- Xavier!

Hey!

Hey, stop!

[ENGINE TURNS OVER]

[ENGINE REVVING]

[TIRES SQUEALING]

- [GRUNTS]

- Xavier!

[TIRES SQUEALING]

Nicole, help!

Xavier!

Help!

Help!

Call 911.

"Final moments are a source

of great despair in the subject.

HYPOTHESIS: reliving final trauma

to greatest extent possible

may increase thinning

and provide access point."

I don't

Char

This was the play that k*lled me.

Mr. Martin's been documenting us,

and he's been documenting our deaths.

What?

Look, this is another

article about the fire.

"Grieving parents of

Split River sophomore,

Janet Hamilton, demand administration

be held accountable for daughter's death

after surviving students say

fire was started at the hands

of her late educator,

Mr. Everett Martin."

This says that Mr.

Martin caused the fire,

but he told us it was a student's fault.

Charley none of

these even mention Janet.

[COUGHING]

Oh, thank God, Xavier.

The ambulance is coming, okay?

Did you see him?

Did you see the guy?

[TENSE MUSIC]

♪

Where does it hurt?

Xavier. Xavier, look at me.

Does it hurt?

What the f*ck?

Xavier, you hit your head.

♪

sh*t.

Xavier! Oh, my God.

No, no, no, no. Hey.

- Xavier! Xavier!

- Hey, hey.

We have to confront him.

He owes us an explanation.

[DOOR OPENS]

What are you guys doing in here?

I told you to let this go.

You you knew about this?

[UNSETTLING MUSIC]

You knew that he was

treating us like test subjects

and never really helping us.

You you knew.

Look, when Maddie got here

and there was all that stuff

with her friend on the outside, I

I just had this feeling.

So I started following him.

[STRAINING]

Thanks.

♪

Is that

Your game ball?

- Yep.

- [HUFFS]

And my letter to Emilio?

Sure is.

Right next to my acceptance

letter from Berkeley.

He's been hoarding all the objects

we had with us when we died.

I'm gonna throw up.

Are we sure it's him?

Who else knows everything about us?

Who have we sat with for

decades baring our souls to?

Who else has some

deep, secret connection

to this stupid fallout shelter?

You know, I've been fooled

by someone like this before,

and I'm not gonna let it

happen to all of us again.

[DOOR SLAMS]

Jesus.

♪

- It's locked.

- Just give it a second.

It'll it'll reset.

Why didn't it reset?

I'm checking the hatch.

[GRUNTING]

[EXHALES DEEPLY]

What are you doing here?

I have to talk to you.

Okay. I have to say something first.

When I first got here, I was

asked to write my obituary

to help me move on.

And I was finally able

to write it tonight.

And I wanna read it for you.

[BREATHES SHAKILY]

I was born.

It was all really hard.

But I had Simon.

[SOFT DRAMATIC MUSIC]

I know why we have this connection,

why you're the only person

who can see me and hear me.

Because you're the

only person who's never

asked me for anything.

You've never taken

more than you've given.

You're the only person I can count on,

and you're the only person I can trust,

and you've only ever

loved me unconditionally.

And I need you to know

that I love you too, Simon,

in a way that's bigger than high school,

that's bigger than family,

bigger than life or death.

You know, nobody makes

it out of life alive.

But I'm really grateful

that I didn't have to

make it out of it alone.

♪

Say something.

[BREATHING HEAVILY]

I wish that was true.

What is that?

That's the person who's been

breaking into houses across town.

It's who attacked Xavier tonight.

[UNSETTLING MUSIC]

♪

I don't know

if this is real, Maddie.

Maybe you're just some

f*cked up coping mechanism

that I created to put off the pain

to put off the pain of losing you.

But you're alive out there,

and I lost my mind.

No.

Simon, this is real. This is me.

Simon.

No, Simon.

Simon, I'm real.

[SIREN WAILING]

[TIRES SCREECH]

[INDISTINCT RADIO CHATTER]

- That's my son in there.

- Why don't you ride with us?

- Come in.

- Is it that bad?

Xavier?

[TENSE MUSIC]

♪

[CRICKETS CHIRPING]

Pull the plug in September ♪

♪

I don't wanna die in June ♪

♪

I'd like to start

planning my funeral ♪

♪

I've got work to do ♪

Please, Simon.

I know I can't explain

what's going on, Simon,

but I am here, Simon!

You're not crazy!

Simon!

Pull the plug, make it painless ♪

♪

I don't want a violent end ♪

♪

Don't say that you'll always love me ♪

'Cause you know I'd

bleed myself dry for you ♪

Over and over again ♪

[SCREAMS]

♪

Please, somebody help!

- Help!

- [GASPS]

[MUFFLED] Please, somebody help me.

♪

Help!

Please!

Help. Help!

No, I don't want to.

No.

I don't get a choice in the matter ♪

Why would I? ♪

It's only the death of me ♪

[MUFFLED CHATTER]

Only the death of me ♪

Have to find out exactly what happened.

What did you feel? You have to tell me.

You have

Don't move, Janet!

No! No!

I don't wanna die too soon ♪

I think there's

good in you somewhere ♪

I'll hang on till

the chaos is through ♪

♪

Help!

Somebody, please!

Charley?

I'm here.

Maddie!

I'm trying to open the door.

Maddie, the back hatch is stuck too.

- We can't move it.

- Maddie, be careful!

Please, you can't trust him!

Trust who?

I'd like to plan out my part in this ♪

But you're such a narcissist ♪

You'll probably do it next week ♪

I don't get a choice in the matter ♪

Why would I? ♪

It's only the death of me ♪

- [GASPS]

♪

It's 25.

We prefer small bills.

[WIND WHISTLING]

We need a name for the ticket purchase.

Janet.

Uh, Maddie.

It's Maddie.

Doomsday is close at hand ♪

I booked the marching band ♪

To play as you speak ♪

I feel like throwing up ♪

You sit and stare

like a g*dd*mn machine ♪

I'd have liked to plan

out my part in this ♪

But you're such a narcissist ♪

That you did it on Halloween ♪

I had no choice in the matter ♪

Why would I? ♪

It's only the death of me ♪