07x11 - The Risk of Falling in Love

[bunniefuu]

[pop music playing]

♪ There's a world of life ♪

♪ All your love ♪

♪ A twisted story I ♪

♪ Heard before ♪

[Hannah] What conversation
did you have with Katie?

[Nick D] Um...

-Just...
-You just don't know?

I... it was just talking
about sh*t that happened.

[Hannah] Like what? Can you explain?

[Nick D] You feel some way about it?

Well, yeah, 'cause my best friend
in the whole wide world

and my fiancé are talking.

You guys were giggling,
having the best time of your life.

It's annoying.

It meant nothing to me.

You said the person
you need closure with is Katie.

-I didn't need closure.
-That's what you said.

-I didn't say that.
-[Hannah] What did you say?

I said, "If there was someone
I wanted to talk to, it would be Katie."

-So you got what you wanted.
-Right. I'm a man.

So this is where I'm frustrated.

I'll explain it.

-Katie, best f*cking friend in the world.
-[sighs]

Today, when you tell me that Katie
is someone that you're intrigued to see...

I wasn't intrigued to see her.

I wanted to have a conversation to ask,

"Hey, the first three days,
we ranked each other one."

"Why didn't I see you the fourth?"

She said, "You were some of the guys
I dated in the past."

Okay, I totally get it.
I know you didn't wanna see me.

That's totally fine.
I'm happy with Hannah.

And that's that.

That was just three seconds you explained.
Why did you have a 40-minute conversation?

-She's a cool girl.
-She's my best friend.

If that's your friend, why don't
you go and ask her what happened?

-Why are you asking me?
-You're my fiancé. It's annoying.

Were you guys talking
about how fabulous I am,

or were you talking
about your past relationships?

-Are we mature enough at this age...
-Are you mature enough, Nick?

I've taught you everything you know.

I turned you into a boy
into a f*cking man.

-I have done everything for you.
-You turned me into a boy to a man?

I think you're literally
the most fabulous person.

Tonight, I was literally talking to Ashley
about how, like, me in the pods...

-Let me explain before you interrupt me.
-[laughing]

Me and Ashley had a conversation.

I was talking to Ashley about how
I don't show you enough of my fun side.

Like, in the pods, I was the fun girl.
I was so fun.

-Right.
-With you, there's no more fun.

Like, I'm a f*cking fun-a*s person.

I haven't got to show you that
'cause I've been taking this so seriously.

And I've been so stressed out.
Even my parents said that, right?

So tonight, me and Ashley
had a conversation.

I was like, "Right. I need to show Nick
my fun side. I love Nick."

"Tonight is the night
where I show him how fun I can be."

-Yeah.
-"We can have fun together," right?

But then, at the same point,

Katie had came up to me
three different times tonight.

My best friend
told me how attractive you were.

-What does that have to do with me?
-Just let me explain!

"He's hot, Hannah. I'm into him."
She said it three different times.

And then in the same day, you said
you really wanted to talk to Katie.

-What does that have to do with me?
-And then you two get together.

I have no clue what the f*ck
the conversation is, right?

To me, it hurts, because it's like,
that's my fiancé and my best friend.

Like, that... it hurts me.

At the end of the day, it's like,

"Is that a best friend
who disrespects me like that?"

"Is that a fiancé
that disrespects me like that?"

So my question for you is, you're
not secure in this. You don't trust me.

-That's what it really comes down to.
-It's not that I don't.

-It's about respect.
-Do you trust me?

Hmm. I don't know if I don't trust you,
but I don't know if I trust Katie.

I don't even know
why we're having this conversation, right?

Like, I'm here with you.
I'm gonna get married to you.

-No, I know.
-If you don't trust me...

-Do you understand my frustration though?
-I really don't.

Do you remember when we got in a fight?
I said, "It's about respect"?

-Respect, Nick.
-[laughing]

I don't know. I'm going to bed.

[Nick D] I respected you.

I said, "Hey, Hannah and I are
in a fantastic place."

-"I can't wait to get married."
-[Hannah] Are we?

If I can't have a conversation

with one of your best friends,

I guess you just don't trust us then.

No, I just want you
to understand when I'm upset.

I have no clue
what you talked about, Nick.

That's not my fault that she came to you
five different times and said I was hot.

I love you,
and I'm giving my world to you.

"You talked to Katie for 40 minutes."
Who gives a f*ck?

-I do.
-I don't give a f*ck.

-But that's...
-You should listen to me.

I'm into you. And I'm into this, right?

So who gives a f*ck what Katie thinks?

I was so excited to show you,
like, my fun side

and have a fun night.

-And of course this sh*t has to happen.
-Yeah, but who ruined that?

It wasn't me.

Look at my feet right now.
They look psychotic.

-This is disgusting.
-I... I don't get it.

Like, it's exactly how it was in the pods.

"Oh, Nick's flirting with a bunch
of women. Oh, he's Rico Suave."

That's how the f*ck I am.

-Right. If I tell you I love you...
-I don't think that's who you are.

Bet. Okay, roll with it.

Well, you look really hot right now.

I think I'm just ready for bed.

Bet. Me too.

I'm just pissed that some
meaningless conversation that I had

about one of your best friends.

Right? If that's one of your best friends,
then why are you grilling me about it?

[Hannah] Okay.

[Nick D] Bet.
That's exactly what I thought.

Didn't do sh*t.

I can't be myself, I guess.
And I can't dress up, I guess.

I guess I gotta look dumb.

I realize the person I love.
I'm a mature man.

I don't know what I did wrong, so...

Do you hear me, Hannah?

Hannah, can you hear me?

[grunts, clicks tongue]

[Hannah] I think
it's always good to communicate.

Just right now, it's 1:30 in the morning.

I just wanna get some sleep.
Then we talk about it tomorrow.

Before we go to sleep, is there something
that you are mad at me for?

That I could have done better?

No.

Okay, that's all I needed to know.
Because I felt like I did nothing wrong.

I felt like I had a mature conversation
with someone.

-I told them exactly how I felt about you.
-Hey.

Hey.

-So...
-Hey, hey, let's just go to sleep.

-Come here. Come on. Come on.
-Okay.

-Okay.
-Okay?

-That's... all right, like...
-Okay.

All right. Well, that's that.

-[pop music playing]
-♪ Oh, my head is a place full of w*r ♪

♪ I can't escape from myself anymore ♪

♪ Oh, my head is a place full of w*r ♪

[pop music playing]

♪ And I'll be the one ♪

♪ Side by side, we're standing strong ♪

Welcome to San Diego.

Finally getting shown around the hometown.

I'm expecting her to be pointing stuff out
right now, but she's not.

So far, the tour's been a little...

-Mid?
-A little iffy.

It's like what Taylor thought
when she first saw me.

[laughs]

Maybe a little more caffeine
and some sleep, we'll get a better tour.

[laughs] It's like we had
a really easy night or something.

I'm not even sure I remember
what happened.

-Okay.
-[laughs]

We didn't sleep all night.

I was crying a lot.

We've talked at length,
and he feels terrible.

But, you know, his reaction to his ex

really was a lot more friendly
than, like, I thought it would be.

It actually made me feel like sh*t.

And I hate that this is a week out
from our wedding.

I know that Garrett and I
really love each other

and that we plan to go meet my parents
and my family today.

And that's something that's been
so incredibly important for me.

I'm trying my best to, like, make sure
that we table that and enjoy today,

and they get to meet Garrett,
and it's not marred by this thing

that I don't think he did intentionally
or maliciously.

-Really excited to go meet my parents.
-Yes.

And, um, they're gonna love Garrett.

-But what do we think of the neighborhood?
-Love it. Love it.

I could totally live here.

I'd like today to be... a happy day
and something that is about celebrating us

and, like, what was 12, 24 hours ago

a happy and anticipated wedding.

And, you know, now I'm not 100%.

And I think that, um, Garrett understands.

I think he's being very patient.

And, um...

I'm just kind of...

just really hurt.

So Garrett was finally able
to come meet my family and friends.

They're all very wonderful.
Everyone is a special character.

And it's been a pleasure
to meet all of you guys.

And, so, uh, just wanna show
all the support and love that we got.

-[cheering]
-[Garrett] They're real people.

-Taylor has a real family.
-[man] They're real.

Okay, I do indeed
actually have a real family.

-I'm officially a Padres fan, so...
-Officially a Padres fan.

[woman] Yay, Garrett!

-[laughing]
-[cheering]

Garrett got to meet potentially the...

who would be
the grandparents to his kids one day.

-[chuckles]
-It was perfect.

I think they can see just,
like, how happy I am

and how deeply we've thought about it.

And to be able to describe the experiment

and all the value it's provided

for two very logical people

to, like, align their lives
to be life partners

was something that they were
just as shocked as, like, we were.

Yeah.

Um, but I think trust me
to make the best decision for myself.

And I think Garrett's
the best decision for myself.

[chuckles]

And I'm glad you got
to meet everyone today.

Yeah. Looking forward to the wedding.

-["Our Love Song" playing]
-♪ This love will never fade out ♪

♪ It's you and me from now on ♪

♪ We're writing our love song ♪

-["We Play to Win" playing]
-♪ One, two, three, go ♪

[Tyler laughs]

[Ashley A] I can't let Tyler get up on me.

Never gonna let me hear
the end of it. [shouts]

[Tyler] Don't run from me. Whoo!

[Ashley A] Get off!

[both laughing]

[Tyler] That a girl! Drive that thing!

[laughs]

♪ Play, play, play to win... ♪

[tires squeal]

[Ashley A shouts, laughs]

♪ Play, play, play to win... ♪

[Ashley A sighs]

My hands and my arms.
I feel like it was a workout.

Yeah, but you're strong.

Let me see something.

See?

-Feel that?
-You're like a little kid.

[both laughing]

-You know I said sorry.
-[Ashley A] Yeah.

Sorry again.

The shock has worn off.

So then now I'm able
to rationalize certain things

and paint a picture for myself
of what it would look like

if, like, the kids
came in our lives in five years.

Like, how would I...
Would I be okay with it?

I feel like I want you in my life,
no matter what.

It's not what I intended for myself,

but I feel like it's worth the reward,

which is you, so...

You're gonna get me.

-That's the thing.
-Really?

That's what I've concluded.

I like that conclusion.

We're getting married.

-["It's in My Heart" playing]
-♪ So I'll reach a little further ♪

♪ Climb a little higher... ♪

-Now any more cats crawl out them bags...
-[laughing]

I can't make no promises.

All right? [laughs]

All right, this is your one little card.
All right, take it.

-Ain't no cats crawling out no bags.
-Okay, good.

♪ So I'll reach a little further ♪

♪ Climb a little higher ♪

♪ And it's all because of you ♪

You wanna try the batter?

[Ramses] It has raw egg in it, doesn't it?

Babe, that whole raw egg thing is fine.

They used to eat, back in the day...

Babe, back in the day,
people died from a paper cut.

But you could swallow a raw egg.

-People died from a paper cut?
-Back in the day!

-They didn't have paper to die from.
-All right.

[Marissa] All right, first batch going in.

We need to fill out
our marriage license certificate.

-So...
-Go ahead, babe.

Crazy!

I need to pour up a beer for this here.

-Why do you need to pour a beer?
-It's just a moment.

Should I fill out your stuff first?
Let's fill out your stuff first. So...

Date of birth.

[laughing] April... Hold on.

-April what?
-[Ramses] Babe, hold on. It was...

-No!
-No, it's April... No, no, hold on.

-April 3, 1992.
-[Marissa] Okay.

I can't believe I have to tell you this.

-Just confirm.
-Yes.

Why are you making me feel like
an as*h*le? What is your phone number?

[laughing]

Do you even know what my name is? [laughs]

Darling, let's focus.

Okay, sorry.

Married previously? Yes.

Babe, here's the moment of truth.

[gasps]

-The moment of truth? Wait!
-Moment of truth. [grunts]

-I'm scared.
-Do you have any...

No, I'm not. No reservations.

[Ramses] You wanna hit
the next button together?

[laughing]

-Where do I click?
-No, right here.

-[Marissa] One, two, three.
-Ready? One, two, three.

-[squeals] There you go.
-There it is.

-We're getting married, baby.
-We're getting married.

-[pop music playing]
-♪ Your heart beats so ♪

♪ Small thing ♪

♪ In the moment ♪

♪ The way I feel, yeah ♪

♪ The beat's so strong ♪

♪ I'm floating ♪

Most men don't deserve to meet my friends.
You're lucky, Nick.

I worked hard. You turned me
from a boy to a man. [chuckles]

Do you think we resolved the issue?

[Nick D] I think we resolved the issue.

Sometimes I come across flirty,
but it comes across the wrong way.

So it's been an adjustment trying to,
you know, change for you.

So you're trying to change
your flirtation for me?

I'm trying to change
my personality for you, yeah.

Me asking you not to flirt with women,
I'm changing your personality?

-[Nick D] I wasn't flirting with...
-Okay.

But that's what it came across to you.

Mm-hmm. In this experiment,
sometimes you have tests,

and it was a test that
I think that you failed, but...

[laughs] I didn't even get a D? I failed?

-As long as you don't fail again.
-[laughs]

Well, that's what I'm...
you know, I don't want to fail you.

Hopefully, I don't fail this.

-We'll see, Nick.
-You're supposed to have confidence in me.

-I have confidence in you, Nick.
-That's all I needed.

-[woman] Hello!
-[Nick D] What's up, guys?

-Oh!
-[woman] Hi!

-How are you? I'm Hannah.
-What's up? Nice to meet you.

Nice to meet you.

-[Hannah] You smell nice.
-So do you.

I got the hot seat here.

-[woman] I haven't seen you in forever.
-We haven't. It's been so long.

Did you imagine me
getting married? [chuckles]

I mean, I can imagine
you getting married, but not...

This is, like, just very different.

Tell us about you. What do you like to do?

So I grew up playing a bunch of sports.
My whole family loves sports.

I played college football,
um, a little bit pro.

Now I'm in real estate.

Women were never a priority to me.

I was always doing work or football.

Since it's never been a priority, what
makes you wanna go through with this now?

It's the right time in my life.

I was really invested in football.
I gave everything to that.

After that, you know, I had realized
exactly what I wanna do with my life,

and that I wanna start a family.

I wanna get married.

Before Hannah,
I never loved anyone before.

When you meet the right person,
you kind of know.

You think you're ready to marry me?

-I think so. [laughs]
-[Hannah] Yeah?

-Yeah! Do you think you're ready?
-[Audriana] "Think so"?

Hold on a second. You "think"?

Do you think you're ready to marry me?

-I do wanna marry you.
-Yeah.

I would love to marry you.
Sometimes I just, like, question things.

It makes me think
if we should get married.

-Do you know what I mean?
-Yeah, I have some flaws to work on.

Doesn't mean I'm not ready for marriage.
Doesn't mean I don't love you.

But we've had a couple of situations

where I felt, like,
the conversation was harmless,

and from your perspective,
it was a little more than that.

I know that a fault sometimes
is that I am a little bit too direct,

and sometimes it can come off
as malicious or rude.

But when you know me,
you know that's actually coming

actually from
the most kind place of heart.

-And the truth hurts. Let's be real.
-The truth does hurt.

[Hannah 2] Everyone wants honesty
until they have it.

Thank you.

So, basically, Nick went
to go ride this duck.

I was like,
"That's gonna give me the ick."

"I'm gonna start calling you
frickin' Icky-Nicky."

"But go ride the frickin' duck."
And he went over to ride...

It looked cool.

Then some woman gets on there with him.
Then the woman, like, looks at me.

And she's like,
"Oh, look at your girl. She's so jealous."

And I was like...

And then Nick was like,
"Oh, that's so funny."

I was like, "Uh..."

[Audriana] I wouldn't have thought
that was funny.

-It wasn't funny.
-I wouldn't have thought it was funny.

It's tough for me because I feel like

I'm having to change a lot
about the type of man I am.

And now it's like, "Well, damn."

Maybe, you know,
I'm not mature enough, right?

Which I think I am for a marriage.

I'm questioning myself now.

You think I'm trying to change you,
and I don't wanna change you.

When you're marrying someone,

there are changes you make
because it's a different dynamic in life.

Being flirtatious and things
is how you are,

but when you have someone else
in your life,

you have someone else
to consider constantly.

If you can't do that, don't make me feel
like you can and then you don't.

-That's not what you were saying.
-[Hannah] What did I say?

I'd never wanna share anything
you don't feel comfortable sharing,

but you can share how you felt
if you'd like.

Go ahead. You got the floor.

I think sometimes he's not honest
and upfront with me,

because I think that he thinks that
if he is honest and upfront with me

and that he's not ready for this,
then I won't be in his life anymore.

Because we do love each other.

But if he chooses not to say yes to me,

then we will not be together anymore.

How do you feel about that statement?

What I told you last night, like,
you have questions about my maturity,

social awareness,
if I can take care of you,

if I can take care of Luna,
if I can live in your space with you,

how are our routines gonna mesh,

am I able to change my past ways
for this relationship?

Like, those are just six right off the bat
that are huge reservations, right?

But those are easy fixes.

-Yeah.
-Walking the dog, that's pretty easy.

-For sure.
-Then do it.

The things that she's saying
are just actions.

They're not who you are.

They're just changing your routine
and what you're used to doing

to be in a relationship
instead of being single.

Mm-hmm. And I'm willing to take on
all of those risks and challenges.

-That's a risk and challenge?
-What?

To have characteristics
to be in a relationship?

-No, I'm willing to do this. No doubt.
-[Hannah] Yeah.

I'm not asking you to change
who you are, to be a different person.

I'm asking you to respect me.
I'm asking you to be not flirtatious.

-I'm asking you...
-I feel like I do respect you.

-...to do the things I do as well.
-[Nick D] Yeah.

I'm not asking you
to change your personality,

to change what you like to do,
your hobbies.

That's not what I'm asking.

I'm asking for very small things that,
to you, are huge. You know what I mean?

You're saying these challenges, whatever,
it sounds to you like it's a lot.

And it's a lot of work,
and all this stuff, when it's really not.

It's really simple, easy things.

"Respect me. Walk the dog.
Pick up around the house."

You're acting like this is a huge thing
you have to change and do.

And it's not.

I don't think it's a huge thing I need
to change, and I'm willing to do that.

Then why is it so hard
for you to get there, then?

Yeah, so that's what I was gonna say.
You say that it's not a huge thing.

But then you're like, "I have
doubts about getting married,"

because of the six things
that you, like, named off, right?

She doesn't want you
to change who you are.

Like, I love you so much, and I never
question, like, your love for me ever.

The only thing I question is if you're
ready to be able to fully commit to me,

to marry me, and be the husband
that I deserve. You know what I mean?

-["Cold Hands" playing]
-♪ Some waters run so deep ♪

♪ I'm scared ♪

[vocalizing]

♪ Time to heat up those cold hands ♪

[Taylor] I hear my mother!

-[laughs] Hi, Mom!
-Hi!

-[Garrett] Hi. Good to see you.
-[mother] You too.

[Garrett] Have a seat.

Join us.

[mother grunts]

So is traffic usually this crappy
on a Saturday?

-It's DC. It's always bad.
-My God. It never shuts down.

[Taylor] It's always bad.

-Are we gonna try on dresses tomorrow?
-Oh my gosh.

[laughs] Are you ready
to see me in a wedding dress?

No, let's just...

[laughs]

I was like,
"I think my parents are gonna support me."

"But, like, if they don't, like,
I don't know if I'm gonna do this."

Like, it wouldn't be my wedding
without you guys there.

You know, everybody jumps
to the worst-case scenario.

And I had to pull your dad
back from the ledge and say, you know,

"They're not our children anymore.
They're adults." And...

"They're inviting us into this craziness

and wanting us to be a part of it."

[tearfully] "So, you know, chill out."

-Mom!
-[Garrett] Mm.

-Aww, Mom. Mom.
-[clears throat]

You can think about it intellectually

that you're compatible,

but, you know,
sometimes you have to just feel it.

I know. And, Mom, I feel it.

-Okay.
-[Taylor] I really do.

I know I've met my person.

-Welcome to the family.
-Thank you.

-Cheers?
-Cheers.

You sure you don't wanna run?
Run very fast?

[Taylor] Even Dad told him to run. God.

[Garrett] Excited
to be a part of the family.

-Love you.
-I love you too.

-[pop music playing]
-♪ We'll see this through ♪

♪ We'll see this through ♪

Today's the day
we get to try on wedding dresses.

You... What did you write?
You wrote a speech?

Well, I wanted
to know what I was gonna say

to you when you found
the dress of your dreams.

You know, and this is a big day
between a mom and daughter.

And I wanted it to be special.

[Hannah] It is supposed
to be a special day.

[laughing]

But it's like Nick
doesn't match me intellectually.

Nick doesn't match my humor.

He doesn't match me creatively.
He doesn't match me financially.

He doesn't match me anywhere.

And him meeting my friends yesterday,
they did not like him.

None of that matters
if you love each other.

None of that matters.

I do love him. That's why I'm here.

I guess it's just you think, like,

you can see what it could be,
and you want it to work so freakin' bad.

I know.

I feel like I'm teaching him how to love,
teaching him how to be in a relationship.

And that's not very fair to me.

If you want to marry someone,
you know you want to marry them.

There's not a question.

Yeah.

It was nice seeing you
have someone and be happy.

Like, we want what makes you happy.

We want you to be happy

and not sway your decision
by what we think at all.

-It's totally your decision.
-[exhales] Yeah.

I think Nick's about to be here.

I love you.

Yeah.

-["I Wear the Crown" playing]
-♪ This is my kingdom, this is my cage ♪

♪ I'll break the system, never afraid ♪

♪ Won't back down ♪

♪ 'Cause I wear the crown ♪

Oh my God! Look at the dresses!

[gasps] This is crazy.

I'm obsessed.

♪ Yeah, we do it like whoo-hoo... ♪

Yeah. We're about to get fitted.

Suited and booted.

-Gentlemen. This guy.
-[chattering]

Hey! What's up, man?

[laughing]

Yes, sir!

Oh!

-Who's ready to try on some suits?
-Me. [laughing]

-Hannah's not here?
-On purpose?

I think on purpose.

Yeah. Yeah, I talked to her yesterday
about, like, the friend meeting.

I don't think it went that well.

Her friends. I don't know if she's...

I asked her if she called off the wedding.
She hasn't said so...

Hi.

[woman] Hi!

-Am I interrupting?
-[Ashley A] No, welcome.

-No, never.
-Never.

[Marissa] We were just talking about
one of the girls, Hannah,

who's not here today.

-[Vanessa] Hannah and Nick.
-Yes.

Hannah's friends might've helped her
come to a conclusion

about what she wants to do,
but she hasn't confirmed that yet.

Well, I'm sorry I came in on that note,
but I am gonna say,

let's flip it around

because we are here
for your dress shopping.

You guys have one week
until your wedding days.

-Thank you.
-[laughing]

Let me start with you, Taylor.
Who did you bring with you today?

-So I brought my mom.
-[Vanessa] Hi, Mom.

[laughs] And then
I brought my cousin Cheryl.

Hey, Cheryl. Nice to meet you both.
What was your first impression of Garrett?

That's not her type.

-Like, how he looks?
-[Fong] Correct.

But when he would talk
and look at her and say things,

it was like, "Aww, he really loves her."

Would you agree that
he's not the type you normally go for?

Yes. [laughs]

Isn't that fascinating?

It is. But that's the whole point
of this experiment.

I think he's the hottest guy in the world.

-So you definitely think love is blind?
-It is.

[laughing]

Marissa, who did you bring with you today?

I brought my mom and my best friend
from high school, Brenda.

Nice to meet you.

She's always, you know,
wanted to find love, true love.

[Marissa] Mm-hmm.

[Brenda] Someone with a big heart,
as big as hers,

and I feel like, meeting Ramses,
he has the biggest heart.

And I am so glad that
she found someone completely different.

I feel like that's what she needed.

And I feel like both of them together,
um, they will be one and done.

This is the first
and only wedding for her.

[laughing] Yes. She makes me cry.

Aww, sweet girl.

And she just deserves this so much.

Hi, Mom. How are you feeling? [laughs]

Yeah, good, I guess.

He's just more

hippie, like...

-[Marissa] More creative.
-Yeah, I don't know.

-Not hypermasculine. He's perfect.
-No, not at all.

I mean, Marissa's gonna do
what she wants to do, so...

I've already made my threats
to him, so he's aware.

-She has.
-I told him I'd cut his ba*ls off.

[laughing]

If he did what?

If he hurt her.

'Cause she's such a good soul.
She's a good person.

But I'm confident
that she's made the right decision.

I mean, he seems okay.
I don't know. I'm getting hot.

[laughing]

All right, Ashley. Who'd you bring today?

-My mom and my godsister Brittany.
-[Vanessa] Nice to meet you.

I actually feel like I've known Tyler
for a very long time.

What a great guy.

-I love that.
-[Carla] I'm so happy.

I'm very happy for her.

I'm excited for you. And to have
your moms here with you is so special.

Here we are at your tux fitting,
your suit fitting.

I mean, it's a suit, right?
But it's more than just a suit.

It's also a reflection of who you are,
your personality, your style.

It's a reflection of the love
and commitment you have for your fiancée.

So this is a big, big day, fellas.

I want you to appreciate that,
but have fun with it.

I wanna take a minute just to kind of get
to know who you guys have with you.

Tyler, let's start with you.

-I got my buddy Jake right here.
-[laughing]

[Tyler] That's my friend Tevon.
He's been in my life since 17.

[Tevon] High school.

So I had my doubts.
I know Tyler pretty well,

but whatever went
into those pods clearly worked.

He was talking about Ashley.

He goes, "She's the greatest girl
in the whole world."

I said, "What? What did you just say?"
He goes, "Oh! I don't know."

"They must be
putting something in my food."

[laughing]

[Jake] "I don't know what's going on,
man, but I'm in love."

Once he said that,
I was like, "Oh, wow. This is for real."

-[Nick] Yeah.
-You know, I'm excited for you.

I'm excited for you.

-Garrett, how you feeling, bud?
-I'm good, man.

-Who you got with you?
-Got Trevor and Brandon.

Two of my best friends from high school.

Any thoughts?
Have you had a chance to meet Taylor?

-Yeah, I did. She's great.
-Yeah.

She seems like somebody that's
gonna be able to keep up with this maniac.

Garrett's a very efficient
and targeted and focused person.

If he's willing to, you know,
open up his life to someone else,

then that's it. That's the decision.

-It sounds like you trust his instincts.
-Yeah, 100%.

-Ramses, who you got with you?
-Got my friend David.

He's like a brother to me.
Known him for over ten years.

-Okay.
-[Ramses] We've been through a lot.

Really similar journeys.

He's someone who I feel
just really understands me.

One of the things that stuck with me
about our initial meeting,

was you saying you were perceived
a certain way in the dating world.

Do you feel like because of the uniqueness
of this experience

that you were finally able to be seen
for who you truly are?

Yeah, with Marissa,
every time I see her, like,

any doubts or any concerns I may have,
everything just melts away.

And every day,
I'm learning and growing with her.

Literally this morning, I told her,

"I feel like every day I'm falling more
in love with you

because I'm discovering
just little details here and there."

I'm just excited to be on the altar
and see her walking down the aisle.

[Nick] To look into the three of your eyes
today and see the joy, the passion,

the love that, you know, you clearly
all feel, um, it's very cool for me.

-I wanna say congrats to you...
-[Ramses] Thank you.

...on being here, and, uh...

[gasps] ...like I said earlier,

pretty soon you're gonna be
standing there at that altar,

looking into the eyes
of your beautiful bride.

And in that moment, you'll have to make
the most important decision of your life.

Do you say "I do" to the person
you fell in love with sight unseen,

or will you walk away from him forever?

Is love truly blind?

We hope it is.

Cheers to you all finding
the dress that you will get married in

and start the journey
for the rest of your life.

I'm so happy for you. Yay!

♪ It's here, it's here... ♪

Thank you.

♪ It's now... ♪

[Tyler] Hell yeah, boys.
Appreciate y'all boys coming.

♪ Right here, right now ♪

I feel like I can say anything to Ashley.
She knows insecurities, vulnerabilities.

I've cried. She's taken me, like, as I am.

I don't have to put on
this tough face all the time.

-I can show emotions.
-I'm excited for you.

[mutters]

[laughing] Look.
He's getting emotional. Look.

You better not.

He had to take a walk.

-[Tevon] It's been a long time coming.
-[Jake] Come on, man. You're good.

[Tevon] It's been a long time coming.
Come on.

[Jake] Relax.

-You grew up in a different scene.
-This is crazy.

We never get
to see Tyler like this. [laughs]

You'll be all right, man.
If she got you like this, then oh my God.

-[Jake] You good, bro?
-I'm good.

This is like...
It's not a sad cry. It's a happy cry.

-["Twist of Fate" playing]
-♪ I'll be yours ♪

♪ Till the end of time ♪

[woman] Aww.

Oh, Ashley!

♪ I'll be yours ♪

♪ I'll be yours ♪

Princess Ashley!

-[Marissa] How do you feel in it?
-[Ashley A] I like it.

I'm just wondering if it's,
like, too much.

You can never do too much
on your wedding day.

[Ashley A] That's a fact.

That's good.

I love how the veil really adds.

-[woman 2] Aww.
-[woman 3] Yeah.

-[woman 4] Oh, sh*t!
-[laughing]

Ah, the veil!

[sighing] I just feel like,
I knew you'd get here, girl.

-[laughing]
-At some point! At some point. [laughing]

There was a time
where I didn't feel that way.

[Carla] Yeah.

I knew you would get there.

I wanna try on the other one
to see if I'm sold on this dress.

I have a good feeling about this one.

-Uh-oh!
-[laughing]

[gasps]

[Carla] You good going up?

[Ashley A] Oh.

[Marissa] I like the way it fits.

-Oh!
-[laughing]

I feel like
this is how it's supposed to feel.

I really like the other one, but, like...

-Trust your gut.
-This is like... yeah.

-Oh, yeah.
-[woman 5 laughs] It is beautiful.

-[Brenda] It is.
-[Vanessa 2] She's such a beautiful girl.

[Marissa] She's Barbie!

-You think that?
-Holy sh*t, yeah. [laughs]

-Aww, you look beautiful, princess.
-[Ashley A] Thank you.

Just like you always imagined.
You look amazing.

Tyler's so lucky.

[laughing]

You look like a bride.
He certainly is lucky.

Can you imagine Tyler
standing beside you now?

Yeah.

I can.

[Taylor] You're glowing.

You look like you're about
to go down the aisle right now.

-[laughing]
-[Marissa] You look perfect.

[Ashley A] Thank you.

-You're supposed to not be crying.
-I'm starting to be more emotional.

[laughing]

[Ashley A] It was really dark days,

um, in past situations
where you start to feel undeserving.

So to be here now and to know
that someone chose me without

anything else is just
a very overwhelming feeling.

Um... [sniffles]

But I'm, like, really, really happy,
so I love that for me.

[laughing]

-[sniffles]
-[sighs]

-Let me get my hug.
-Yeah.

-I love you so much.
-I love you too.

You're gonna be a beautiful bride
and a beautiful wife.

[laughing]

-You ready to get fitted for a tuxedo?
-Yes, sir.

-When's the last time you wore a tuxedo?
-I was actually married once before.

But I feel like maybe I filled in
a little bit, a tiny bit, since then.

-Let me take a couple measurements.
-Go for it.

[tailor] All righty.

[Ramses laughs] Got some long arms too.

[tailor] Where do you wear your pants?
Right here?

-[Ramses] Perfect.
-[tailor] Listen.

-You like your sock to show?
-A little bit, yeah.

You know, there's a term for that.
It's called "ankle cleavage."

-Ankle cleavage.
-Ankle cleavage.

-We wanna show a little ankle cleavage.
-[tailor] Okay, so I'm gonna...

-I support ankle cleavage.
-I support some ankle cleavage. [laughs]

-Okay.
-Second time around.

Second time around, yeah.

I've learned from all the ways

maybe I wasn't the best husband
in my first marriage.

-Right.
-I just feel so confident in Marissa.

It's just like, "We got this."

Yeah, you do.

We really do have such a great connection
and such a great just bond.

Um, I really do feel like
we can overcome anything, so...

-Okay, you doing it! I'm very excited.
-[laughing]

-Yeah, yeah.
-This is beautiful. This is beautiful.

It's amazing.

-[woman] Oh!
-[Brenda] Oh, my God, a little princess.

It is very princess-y.
I don't even know how to feel about it.

It's definitely very beautiful.

I feel like it looks too girly,

if that makes sense.

-Yeah, it does.
-Yeah.

[Marissa] Like, too little girl-y.

-[Ashley A] Yeah.
-[Brenda] It's not sophisticated.

[Marissa] Yeah.

So I actually think it's so pretty.

This is Marissa as a little girl
with her tutus and her little clog shoes

parading around
with her little clickety-clackety

because she wanted to be the princess.

I know y'all see her one way,
but this is the Marissa I see

in her fairy-tale dress,

and her little girly girl
wearing that little tutu dress, it is.

That's probably why it's not the dress,
'cause she's not the little girl anymore.

-She's a woman.
-[Vanessa 2] I see why she picked it.

-[Ashley A] Yeah.
-It's obvious that you don't love it.

I don't.

Next.

[softly] All right.

[Brenda] How are you feeling?

How are you feeling that your
high school friend is getting married?

[Brenda] I'm excited for her.

You know, all the guys that
she's ever dated are... [blows raspberry]

So it's nice that she's finally...

He does. She called him
today for something,

and he, like,
got it to tailor really quick.

He hurried up, went and did it.
She says, "If you can't, you can't."

And he just dropped everything
and did it for her.

And you know, it was just...
He seems really genuine.

-[Marissa] All right, I'm coming out.
-Okay.

-[gasps]
-[Ashley A] Oh, wow.

-[Brenda] Yes.
-Wow.

I'm already crying. [gasps]

-I love it, Mama!
-[Ashley A] Oh, wow!

Your booty looks poppin'!

-It fits so good.
-[Ashley A] It does.

[Vanessa 2] I love it.
It does fit beautifully, Mama.

-You actually like it?
-I love it.

[sighs]

[sniffles, sobs]

-I'm such a crybaby. [laughs]
-[women laughing]

[Marissa sniffles]

[Brenda] Aww.

It's okay, Mama.

I think I would like some up-do fashion.

It looks beautiful up,
and it shows your face.

Yeah.

Yeah.

-Yeah.
-[Ashley A] Oh, wow, Marissa.

[Vanessa 2] There you go.

Beautiful.

[Ashley A] You look absolutely stunning.

Okay, no, this is...

-This is perfect.
-[Ashley A] Wow.

-It's the one. Yeah, I...
-[Ashley A] Yeah, it's the one.

-Look at her.
-You're glowing.

-Yeah?
-[Taylor] More than normal.

[laughing]

-I'm bright as hell right now.
-[laughing]

-It sounds weird. I feel like an adult.
-Yeah.

I think I'm so playful

and so young at heart at times
that I forget that I'm 31.

And looking at this,
I'm like, "I look like a grown woman..."

-[Ashley A] Yeah.
-"...who's about to get married."

Well, you could
always cry on Mommy's shoulder.

Yes, Mom. Remember
when I was a little kid, you said,

"What do you wanna be when you grow up?"
I said, "A wife"?

-And she actually said, "No."
-[laughing]

"You will be a lawyer. You'll be
a doctor. You will not be a wife!"

So that's what I grew up with.

Not that I was against it.
I just wanted her to also have her own.

Yeah, I did. I'm a lawyer.

-Yeah.
-[laughing]

I knew I wanted to get married 'cause
I'm a big romantic, as you guys know.

Yeah.

I love love. And Ramses loves love,

so I found my perfect match.

She did. She's beautiful,
and I'm happy that she's happy.

[Marissa] Yes.

-I'm excited to get married.
-Yeah.

-She is excited.
-[Marissa laughs] Yeah.

I'm gonna wear this all night.
I'm not changing into anything else.

[cheering]

Is there any trepidation of,
like, you just met this person, like,

what, a month ago?

-Yeah. You have no idea.
-[Trevor] You're working through a lot.

I'm sure you're having deep conversations
about, like, how to handle your finances

and other, like, real-life things,

but, like, is there still, like,
you know, a lot of unknown...

Yeah, we're having
conversations every day.

This has been a month.
So you're just going off a feeling.

How do I feel when I get up there?
How do I feel today?

Everything about me says,
like, I'd be a total idiot to say no.

This is the right person for me.

Like, as long as you're feeling
that way every day...

Yeah, you can realize that this is early.
Maybe it's premature.

-But I don't wanna lose her.
-[both] Yeah.

Is there anything on her end
that she would say no to?

[exhales] You never know. Something
could happen. I could do something stupid.

Something else could pop in her head.

Her mom could say something
that makes her second guess it, you know.

[Trevor] Has that been a big influence?

-[Garrett] Parents are a big influence.
-I would imagine both of you guys, yeah.

My parents are upset,
but they're still supportive.

They're just upset about the idea
of me moving to San Diego and stuff.

I've never been in a situation
where I've not had all the power

in a relationship,
so it's weird, you know.

I wanna be with this girl.

♪ So tell me, babe ♪

♪ When can we dive in... ♪

-[Ashley A] Oh, wow!
-[Marissa gasps]

[Ashley A] So pretty.

[Marissa] Wow.

♪ When can we dive... ♪

[Taylor] I love it.
I think it's very flattering.

I like that it's simple,
but it has more detail.

-[Ashley A] So pretty.
-Yeah.

[Taylor] It also has pockets.

[laughing]

I know you guys were really worried.

[laughing]

[woman] Oh!

♪ And I feel like I've known you
Forever and ever ♪

♪ As long as the sea held the tide ♪

It's gorgeous.

It's gorgeous.

I'm excited to just, like, think about
how Garrett's gonna see me in this.

-Yes.
-Yeah.

Envisioning him, like, at the end
and, like, what his reaction's gonna be.

Mom, what do you think?

It's pretty.

Okay, well... [laughs]

It's pretty. I didn't finish.

Um...

It's a beautiful dress.

I love the color.

But I'm not 100% sold on it.

-Honest feedback. We love it.
-[Vanessa 2] Yeah.

-You know when you know.
-[Taylor] It's true.

When you know, you know.
I don't know about this dress.

So, next one?

Today's a really big day for my mom,
because she's also been

the mom that's made
every Halloween costume for me,

the mom who helped tailor outfits.

And so to see me in my wedding dress
is just a really special moment.

-Okey dokey, ladies.
-All right!

-Oh, yes!
-[Ashley A] Love that.

Taylor, I love that on you.

[Taylor] Is this the one, ladies?
I haven't even seen it.

[Marissa] Look at yourself!
Look at yourself.

Oh, wow.

-["One Kiss" playing]
-♪ I'm not ever gonna let you go... ♪

It's beautiful.

-The color, the style...
-[Fong] The color's beautiful.

♪ And it started with the one kiss... ♪

♪ These two hands are made
For holding you... ♪

[Marissa] I love that one.
I wanna wear it now.

-This is 100%. This is the one.
-[Taylor] I agree.

[Ashley A] Stunning, Taylor.

[Taylor] Oh, my God.

[Ashley A] I love everything
about this dress.

You look gorgeous, Taylor.

-[Ashley A] Taylor.
-[woman] Yeah.

[Marissa laughs] You look like a bride.

Taylor, you're getting married.

It's so her, as far as, um, "understated."

And it has pops of uniqueness to it.

It's beautiful.
And the buttons and all in the back.

-It's all in the details. [clicks tongue]
-Very pretty.

Thank you, Mama.

[sighs]

You always think about, "Oh, my
little girl, she's gonna get married."

And here we are.

It's really happening.

You look beautiful.

Thank you, Mom. I know
it's not the way that we thought, but...

that's kind of me. [laughing]

It's never the way we thought.

Like, the dress is beautiful,

but having you here
and doing this is all that I care about.

-This is it.
-[Taylor] Yep.

[Fong] I just feel
very special that I'm able to

actually be able to participate
in these little moments of your life

that you get to treasure forever.

I wouldn't want it any other way.

Love you.

-Think Garrett's gonna be blown away.
-[Marissa] Yeah!

["Until You" by Leucadia playing]

-[laughing]
-[Ashley A] You look amazing.

♪ With you ♪

♪ I know I am home ♪

[vocalizing]

[door opens]

-[Nick D] Hey.
-Hey.

-Let me put this down real quick.
-[sighs] Okay.

[grunts]

In the pods, you said
you wanted someone that could push you.

-Yeah.
-[Hannah] And help you grow.

Yeah.

-Do you think I've done that at all?
-Yeah.

Is it too much though?

[Nick D] At times, maybe.

When I think back of, like, the very
first, like, little incident we had

with that woman and thing,
and like, I wrote notes.

This was my list. It was,

"Respect, delusional, social awareness..."

"Maturity, confidence versus something."

"Maturity and confidence versus ego."

Those five concerns that I have
are still there. They never went away.

-Yeah.
-You kept repeating the same actions.

Social awareness, I do not see.
Respect, you have none.

Ego versus confidence.

I feel like I need to stroke your ego
for you to be happy.

I feel like you extremely say
you're a confident person,

and I make you unconfident
when I think it's just ego.

And it's delusion.
It's like you just can't see how I feel.

I'm sorry you feel that way.

[inhales]

I don't understand you.

I don't, like... I don't get it.

For instance, like,
the Katie situation, for example.

I use specific examples.
I don't know if you can, but I can.

'Cause I remember things.
I know you don't...

You're just throwing shade for no reason.

-It's just the truth.
-It's not the truth.

It's my truth.

You see how you're always demeaning?
You're always talking down on me.

We're not equals here.

-It doesn't feel that way at all.
-Yeah.

You think I can't
take care of myself for some reason.

You think I can't take care of you.
I can't take care of anything.

What are your responsibilities in life?

-Payments, myself...
-[Hannah] What are your payments?

-We talked about it.
-[Hannah] What are they?

My car, my gas, my insurance.

-That's pretty much it right now.
-Okay.

So I live at home, all right?
So I don't have to pay rent.

My responsibilities are,
you know, taking care of myself.

-Taking care of work,
-Mm-hmm.

You know, making sure
that the people around me are secure.

You know, I have a cat.

-It's nothing like taking care of a dog...
-Who feeds it?

My dad gets up at 6:30 a.m.
and feeds the cat.

-[Hannah] Is that cat your responsibility?
-Yeah.

It's my responsibility
to clean out the litter.

You know, fill up her water and her food.
Cats are pretty easy, right?

You've gotta put out food
throughout the day periodically.

You've gotta fill up their water bowl.
And that's pretty much it, right?

It's pretty easy. Make her feel loved.

I'm a pretty simple man, right?
So what are my responsibilities?

Simple men don't need
a lot of responsibilities, right?

My responsibilities are being the best son
and friend I can be.

Doing everything I can
to be successful in real estate.

I'm trying to take the initiative, and...

When do you make the initiative?

I've never seen this side of you.

When you constantly bash me and say,
"I'm turning you from a boy to a man."

[Hannah] Mm-hmm.

This is just you being kind of,
like, hard on me.

I'm not the type of man to sit here

and come up with
a notebook full of notes and bash you.

-It didn't work...
-You think I'm bashing you?

It's a little too much,
to be honest with you.

Do you know why I do this?

So you can get your thoughts on paper
and you don't forget 'em?

Yeah, I just wanna make sure if this
is the last conversation we ever have,

I would like to be able
to get all my feelings out.

I have been trying,
and I have been trying,

and I have been trying,
and I have been trying,

because, like, I love you,
and I want this so freaking bad.

It's just like...

When do I take off
the rose-colored glasses

and just, like, see this for what it is?

Today is the day where you try on your tux
and I try on my wedding dresses.

I realized I can't do this.
This is not fair to me.

This is not fair to you
for us to put on your tux

and for me to put on a wedding dress
and come here.

So what did I do?

I call you, and I say,
"Nick, I don't wanna blindside you."

I love you. I would not do that to you.

Then you try to make a game plan
of how we're gonna do this

'cause you don't wanna look bad.

"I don't want you to make me look bad."
That's exactly what you said, Nick.

'Cause I knew
this was gonna be a grill sesh, right?

-I'm like, "Damn..."
-Why do you think you're gonna look bad?

Because you're saying
you didn't know me at all.

I don't know who the f*ck you are.
I can't read your mind. You're not being...

I don't understand you.

Well, this is...
like, this is me right now.

This... this is me.

[Hannah] Nick's very good
at telling people what they wanna hear.

And I feel very manipulated.
And I feel very, uh, weak.

I feel like he was so worried
about, like, how his friends,

his family and everybody views him,

and, like, how bad he was gonna look

instead of actually trying to,
like, focus on just being here with me

and being open and honest.

I just don't know if he's even real.

I think sometimes you have to be real,

and have to be honest,
and I'm so real and honest.

Right now, you know
that this is not gonna work.

We are not gonna get married.

How do you feel?

Feels like probably, um,
one of the worst feelings of my life.

Um...

I don't know.
Maybe I could've done a better job of it.

Yeah.

Did you love me? I don't know.
Do you care about me? I don't know.

I thought I was good enough for you,
and I was wrong the whole time.

I thought you understood me.
I was wrong the whole time.

You know, I thought you were
ready to get married, and...

-You think I'm not ready to get married?
-To me.

I love you, you know?

So it's gonna suck.

It's gonna be one
of the hardest times of my life.

-You know? That we couldn't get there.
-Yeah.

[snaps fingers] And just for that
to be gone like that, it's...

I'll never not think about you.
You'll always be in my heart.

I didn't have any ulterior motives
coming into this

other than getting married
and finding love.

I wish we could have experienced
these next couple days.

One week together.

I was willing to give it my all
to the last possible second

and then make that decision.

But she felt that if she kept going,
I would say no at the altar.

I would never have done that.

I didn't come this far
just to come this far.

You know, Kim K.
Kim K is in that Drake song.

"I didn't come this far
just to come this far."

So, uh, me either, man.

Like, I came this far to get married.

And it makes me feel,
you know, shitty that I lost a person,

you know, that I could potentially
have loved for the rest of my life.

I think I'm just done trying.

I do love you.

-I love you too.
-Okay, you wanna give me a hug?

-["Upside of Down" by Svrcina playing]
-♪ There's a bright side in this storm ♪

♪ But my head's in the clouds ♪

♪ Trying to find what I'm looking for ♪

♪ Where's the upside of down? ♪

♪ Down, down ♪

♪ Down, down, down ♪

♪ Down, down, down ♪

-Gorgeous out here.
-Yeah.

Today is sort of
our last big day that we have together

before the big day, the wedding.

Oh, it feels amazing!

-Oh, my God! This is glorious.
-Whoo!

[sighs] I'm never gonna leave.

[Ramses sighs]

I'm a romantic.

I'm really looking forward to that day

and seeing Marissa in her dress
walking down the aisle.

-Cheers.
-[Marissa] Okay.

Are any of your Guyanese family
gonna be at the wedding?

You didn't invite them?

-Um, yeah, no, I didn't...
-I can't get out.

I haven't really kept up with them
as much as I would like to.

I don't know that very many of them...
well, they probably know, but...

-How would they know?
-They follow my ex-wife on Facebook.

Oh, okay.

They were there for,
like, my first wedding.

Starting... starting fresh.

[laughing]

-Hopefully your friggin' last, dude.
-[kisses]

No, it's definitely my last.

-Well, this is my first and only.
-Yeah?

I don't wanna follow the footsteps of
everyone in my family and get a divorce.

Is that something,
like, you're scared about?

I definitely think about it
because it's such an option in my family.

-Yeah.
-I know it's an option for us too.

-I don't really want it to be.
-Yeah.

I would be willing to be unhappy

for probably five to seven years
before I go for a divorce.

-Five to seven years? Babe! [laughs]
-I know that's a long time, but, like...

There's gonna be periods of your life
where you're unhappy.

Babe, five to seven years
of being unhappy? That's a long time.

Obviously, I've been divorced once, so...

[Marissa] Yeah, so it's scary,
because you could easily do it again.

But now it's gonna be
completely different.

I understand where your heart is.
You want to work through whatever.

But not, like, straight to divorce.

Like, in my family,
none of the dads really stuck around.

[Ramses] Yeah.

[Marissa] How you feeling
every time you talk to my mom?

Do you feel like she's warming up
to you yet?

Um, she does have, like, a good heart.

I think she's just, you know.

It's just so quick,
and it's just out of nowhere,

so she's gonna have her, um, like,

hesitations and all that.

But once we get married,
I think she'll warm up.

[Marissa] I'm already thinking,
"I've gotta get flowers for your mom."

I wanna present her with the present
that we got her in Mexico.

Are you thinking about those things
with my mom, or do I have to remind you?

You know?
I don't wanna have to remind you.

Yeah. That's fair, yeah.

-You don't have to get a gift for my mom.
-So that's not the thing.

I wanna get a gift for your mom,
but my thing is, like,

since you're thinking
a thousand miles an hour.

Like, you're shifting from,
"We're gonna do something at the wedding."

"Now, we're not. We're gonna do something
when we meet each other."

You're jumping from like...

Well, we are still gonna
do something at the wedding.

So now we're...

So a gift for your mom at the dinner
is what you wanna do?

You should probably bring her flowers
because we didn't the first time.

Okay, yeah.

I'm just... I need clarity on just,
like, where your head is at though.

I don't know. You do what you wanna do.

I'm not gonna tell you
to bring something for my mom.

I think you should do what
you think you should do in this situation.

Yeah.

You're not telling me
to get a gift for your mom.

I'm doing it because I think that's
the right thing to do, and I want to.

I get what you're saying in terms of

you shouldn't have
to be telling me what to do.

Yeah, and I don't wanna overwhelm you
because I know you're feeling overwhelmed.

But at the same time, I'm also having
to think about these things too.

And you saw me in that week where
I was, like, having a really rough week,

my PMS week and stuff,

but it's just like...
even though I'm really stressed,

like, I'm trying to pass law school,

and I'm commuting,

and I'm doing homework
and papers and mock trials,

and I'm also doing everything else
you're doing, plus the wedding stuff.

It's like... I just think...

It's just, like... [laughs]

-You can say it. I could do more.
-Okay.

Or even, like, the registry,
or, like, the email about the song

and the lineup.

If I didn't bring it up,
would you have thought about it?

Those things are important,
but, like... [exhales]

I don't wanna sound like I don't care,

but I feel like I'm
just so focused on it right now,

just making sure, like... us, we're good,

And we're, like,
everything is working between us.

I guess in my head,
I'm prioritizing what's really important.

Like, where does my energies need to go,
and it is important,

but it's hard to, like, find the energy

to focus on, like, stuff that

maybe in the moment right now
isn't as important.

[Marissa] Yeah, I hate
when you say it's not important.

I don't wanna
feel like I'm doing it by myself.

No, I get that. Yeah.

Maybe it is me falling into that, like...

No, it is. It's totally you
falling into the men thing of, like...

And that's my biggest fear,
in just life, not just the wedding stuff,

but, like, having children with a man
who I have to carry the mental load.

Like, I don't want...
we talked about that in the pods.

I just don't... I'm not looking
for that in a relationship.

Like, I do apologize if you feel like
you've been having to take everything,

like, you know, and handle everything.

-But I hear you though. I hear you.
-Okay.

-As long as you hear me.
-No, I hear you.

I understand where you're coming from.

I will keep that in mind, baby.

-Yeah, okay.
-I will do better.

Tracking.

-["This is Once in a Lifetime" playing]
-♪ Once in a lifetime... ♪

-I know, like, you...
-I do worry.

-...have your concerns.
-Yeah.

-I do think we're good for each other.
-I do too.

-How are you feeling?
-I'm feeling pretty good.

-[Ramses] Yeah?
-Yeah.

-I love you.
-Love you too.

♪ Once in a lifetime
This is once in a lifetime ♪

♪ Once in a lifetime ♪

♪ Once in a lifetime ♪

♪ Once in a lifetime ♪

♪ Once in a lifetime ♪

♪ Once in a lifetime ♪

[Tyler] What am I doing?

You agreed to this. Just remember that.
On your way down, say, "I agreed to this."

[Tyler] We don't go super high, do we?

[woman] About two miles.

I don't even know what that means
in airplane language.

-[woman laughs]
-So how long do you free fall?

[man] About 40 seconds.

-Okay.
-[man 2] Or the rest of your life.

[Ashley A] I'm terrified, honestly.

Skydiving, it's always something
I wanted to do prior to getting married.

I just like the idea
of taking an actual leap of faith,

metaphorically and actually.

And I think that if me and my
significant other can do that together,

then we can tackle anything.

-I'm nervous too. Don't think...
-You seem cool, calm, collected.

That's only because I'm not on the plane
and getting ready to actually leap out.

When I do, he's gonna have to take me.

-[laughing]
-I'm not gonna be able to do it myself.

-Ready?
-Ready!

-This is it. We're about to take off.
-[man] Let's go.

[all cheering]

-[man 2] You wanna get out?
-Oh, this is what love gets you.

["Jumpin' In" by the Larceny playing]

[man 2] We're airborne!

[shouting]

♪ Yeah, and now
I'm running free, running free ♪

♪ Won't hear me making no apologies... ♪

-I'm gonna open the door. You ready?
-No.

♪ Now I'm running free
Nothing's stopping me... ♪

I'm scared.

♪ Yeah! ♪

♪ Let's go, whoa-oh-oh-oh!
Whoa-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh!

♪ I'm jumpin' in ♪

♪ Let's go, whoa-oh-oh-oh!
Whoa-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh! ♪

♪ Ready or not
I'm coming, ready or not... ♪

[Ashley A] Oh my God.

What a view.

♪ Whoa-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh! I'm jumpin' in ♪

-Thank you, Jesus. You're the dopest.
-Good job, bro.

[man] Up, up, up, up, up.

-[Ashley A] Whoo!
-[Tyler] Yeah, girl!

-Yes!
-[Ashley A laughs]

-[man 2] Check on her.
-[Tyler] Yep.

That was... [laughing]

Oh, my God! How do you feel?

How do you feel? [sniffles, gasps]

-I would do it again.
-Yeah, I told you. Oh, my God!

That was, like, probably the most
thrilling thing I've ever done.

Probably the best thing
I've ever experienced.

-[man 2] Would you go again now?
-I would go back up.

-I would go. I would go.
-[Tyler] Yeah.

I 100% would go back up.
That float was the best float ever.

-Thanks for making me do that. Love you.
-I love you.

[Tyler] Damn, that was fun.

Ooh! Chocolate-covered strawberries.

So cute!

I'm so proud of you.
I'm so proud. You don't even know.

No other person can get me
to come out of a plane.

Not my mama.

I'm telling you, none of my friends,
no family could've gotten me to do this.

[laughs] Unless Jesus was like,
"I'm gonna take you." That's the only way.

Now you see where I, literally,
not my whole life, but probably since...

-You want one of these?
-Middle school. Yeah.

I always said, "I'm gonna jump
out of a plane with my husband

the day before my wedding."

My mom used to be like, "In case y'all
don't make it!" "We're gonna make it."

Yeah, to be that high up and float down
and just look at everything, I was like,

"This is the best experience
of my life." Seriously.

Until next week.

-Mm-hmm.
-See? I wasn't lying in the pods.

-Yeah.
-Told you I'd do it.

That was, like, the biggest fear ever.

So for me, jumping out,
it was like letting go of a lot of things.

I'm jumping into this life with Ashley.

I just feel like, anything now,
we could tackle, like giving birth.

I don't think, like, it's a fear of mine.

It's not for you, but I have to give birth
and push a baby out of my vag*na.

So that is very nerve-racking for me.

-The scariest thing I'll ever do.
-I'll hold your hand like you held mine.

It's less risk for you.

All you gotta do is sh**t the club up.

-Whoa!
-Literally.

-That's the fun part.
-Donate your stuff and then...

Help me through the process.

-I'm not donating. We're married.
-Well, not "donate."

-[groans, laughs] Let's not use those...
-Yeah.

[laughing]

-All right, now.
-Babe!

-Wrong choice of words!
-You ain't ruin a good space.

[laughing] Wrong choice of words.
Wrong choice of words.

All right, all you have to do is,
like, you know, give your stuff.

-To your wife!
-I'm not giving. We're sharing.

-We are, but I'm saying...
-"Give your stuff."

You don't have to bear the child.
That's a big deal.

So for me, I feel like that would be
the scariest thing I ever do.

-If you're there, we could do it.
-I'll be there.

If I could have you by my side
and know you're gonna support me

and know you're gonna take risks with me,

like, I literally feel
like we could do anything.

-Love you.
-I love you.

-["Let's Fall Together" playing]
-♪ Let's fall together ♪

[vocalizing]

♪ Let's fall together ♪

-Thank you.
-Welcome.

-Oh, my God.
-Oh, wow.

-[laughing] Okay. This is so trippy.
-This is really cool.

-["All So Colorful" by Noontides playing]
-♪ I'm seeing everything in new light... ♪

This is so trippy.

I feel like I'm in a movie. Whoa!

-Yeah, this is pretty crazy.
-[laughing]

♪ Look around and then you'll see it too ♪

[Garrett] Walking in here,
it's just like this mental expl*si*n.

Colors and lights
and science and art combined.

It's perfect because Taylor and I
both have science backgrounds.

And as scientists,
and also this art side of us,

we both really appreciate
this entire gallery. It's very cool.

-Oh, my... look.
-Light of your life?

-Yeah. It's a sign.
-[Taylor] Middle of your universe?

[laughing]

[Garrett] The wedding
only being a couple days away,

it really brings the weight
of the decision into perspective.

It feels very real, very heavy-hitting,
but it's this beautiful thing.

It's not this scary thing anymore.
It's beautiful.

-There's Fredericksburg.
-[laughing]

♪ ...color from black and white... ♪

It's just beautiful.
I'm so excited, so happy.

It's so great.

What? Why are you laughing at me?

You make me happy.
I don't know what to tell you.

Oh, nice. Thank you.

Now we're not gonna see each other
for a couple days.

Who's gonna tape your mouth shut at night?

-I'll hire somebody, really.
-[laughs]

I guess it's all part
of the wedding experience.

Do you think you're gonna cry
when you see me?

Not a chance.

-Not a chance?
-Not a chance.

No, I'm trying to convince myself.

-There's definitely a chance.
-What's the p-value?

P win feels pretty high.

-The P cry feels pretty low, but not zero.
-[laughing]

It'll be a very beautiful end to, like,
a wonderfully chaotic and amazing,

unique, at times, stressful experience.

Do you feel you've been more stressed
than, like, happy in this experience?

It's been stressful.
but more stressful than happy? Impossible.

Some of the happiest days
of my life just, like,

knowing I found, like, the person
I wanna spend my life with

is, like, a beautiful feeling.

-[chuckles]
-And you?

Definitely not super stressful

having someone like you
be my best friend during this whole thing.

[Garrett] It's been cool.

Or you love me or something?

You know that I...
yes, I love you. I'm crazy about you.

Any last minute things
to confront me about, Garrett?

[laughs] Yeah. I've been waiting
for this moment, in fact.

The mustard stays in the pantry.

-Not go in the fridge.
-It's so weird.

It's not.

Brown mustard, yes,
there's sugar and stuff in it.

Standard yellow mustard
is just ground mustard seed.

[laughing] Does anyone possibly
keep their open mustard...

Yellow mustard
is just ground mustard seed.

-Not in the fridge?
-It's ground mustard seed and vinegar.

We're gonna have separate bathrooms
and separate mustards.

[laughing]

-Do you want some more of this?
-No, I'm good.

Isn't that funny?
You're done taking girls out on dates.

-Just have a wife to take out on dates.
-Thank God.

[chuckles] "Thank God"?

I'm so happy
to leave all that bullshit behind.

I mean, the goal was to find you, right?

So now I'm here. It feels...

I feel very relaxed.

Don't get too comfortable.

"Don't get too comfortable."
That was the advice your dad told me.

[laughs]

Smart man.

It's like he knows me
super well or something.

♪ I remember praying for days like this... ♪

I think we actually are following
our guts for, like, the first time

on a really big decision.

And so I'm really sure
and certain and incredibly happy

and excited for everything
that's gonna come when it's just us.

Me too. Me too.

You're trying to make me cry now.

-I love you.
-Love you too. To life.

♪ We built a life worth living for, oh! ♪

♪ It's heaven, baby, yeah ♪

-["Cheeto Dust" playing]
-♪ Sleep feeling like dying lately ♪

♪ I don't really know
If I'm gonna make it ♪

♪ If the good Lord decide to take me ♪

♪ Don't wake me, don't wake me ♪

[toilet flushes]

What are you thinking?

[Ramses sighs]

I don't know. It's just a lot.

[inhales]

I honestly don't wanna
jump to any, like, rash decisions.

I feel we've been able
to, like, figure out our issues.

We've been able to talk through
a lot of things.

But this one of those things that, like...

in terms of, like, experiencing,

you know, what it's like to exist together
and to live together and all of that.

It's just like,

it'd be different
if maybe this was an issue

we were having the whole time, but...

Like...

I told you. Like, I don't question
whether I love you or not.

I don't wanna lose you,
but it's not just, like, marriage.

It's not just, like, about love.
Love is important.

Like, it's hugely important.

But, like, it's not just that.
There's other things that have to work.

I don't know.

Like, I don't know
what direction to go in.

[Marissa] Don't you see that,
like, you talked to some people

and then your mind starts to wonder?

I know it's normal to feel nerves,

but sometimes outside influence
is not, like, helpful.

Maybe letting those people get to you,
like, they're not here with us.

Like, they did not experience
what we experienced together.

Falling in love is a risk.
If we get married, like, this is it.

Like, I don't want to do this again.
I'm not gonna do this again.

This is it. If it's not this,
it's like, there's nothing.

It scares me because divorce isn't
something that you wanna do. I don't...

I don't wanna get to a place,
down the road, we're getting a divorce.

We have a great future ahead of us.

I wanna marry you.

The risk is that we give our all,
and we are super vulnerable.

And I bare my soul to you.
You bare your soul to me.

And it doesn't work out.

That is the risk of falling in love.
Like, we're all terrified of that.

But that's literally
the risk of falling in love, Ramses.

-[pop music playing]
-♪ When the world gets too loud ♪

♪ And the pressure seems
It could break us in two ♪

♪ If you ever have a doubt ♪

♪ I give everything to never lose you ♪

[church bells ringing]

-["Shadows" by Tides playing]
-♪ I'm never running, I'm never hiding... ♪

[officiant] Please rise.

Now is the time
to decide if love is blind.

-[heart beating]
-[woman exhales]

-["Never Apart" playing]
-♪ Never apart ♪

♪ Never apart ♪

♪ Never apart ♪

♪ Never apart ♪