02x04 - The End of the World

[bunniefuu]

[muffled music playing]

THE END OF THE WORLD

[ringing tone]

[cell phone ringing]

Mmm?

[scoffs]

[Cali] Pedro…

Uh--

I can't. I-- I don't believe
in this piece of paper thing.

You don't have to believe.
It's an exercise.

Not to offend you, but this talking
to a piece of paper thing,

even on my worst night out,
I never did anything like this.

[laughs]

Come on, Cali, you can do it.

Talk to Malena.

-No, not to Malena either.
-Did you tell her the truth?

Yes, I asked for forgiveness,
and gave her money back.

Well,
perhaps you didn't tell her everything.

I did what I could,
and she's not listening to me.

Are you sure?

[doorbell rings]

[tapping fingers]

[cell phone ringing]

-[ringtone ends]
-[scoffs]

-[therapist] Give yourself a chance?
-[Cali] A chance at what?

[therapist] At talking to it
as if it were Malena.

-To the piece of paper?
-Don't talk to the paper.

Talk to me. I'm Malena.
What do you want to tell me?

[scoffs]

[Cali] Malena…

It would be nice if…

Ugh, I feel like an idiot.

I know you're here
I'm not here!!

Either way, I don't have anything to do.
I'm staying here until you open up.

-Believe me.
-You're not giving up?

Never.

I know I screwed everything up, but…

I'm mad at Lisandro,

at Pedro…

and at you, because you're too hard on me.

No, really, I'm not mad.

I'm furious.

Not even furious. I'm hurt.

But with myself.

I'm hurt myself.

[sighs]

[therapist] See? It really helps. Mm-hmm?

Hi. [chuckles]

Don't do that again.

-What? [stammers]
-Ignore my calls.

-I just opened the door for you.
-And all the calls?

You must have 23 missed calls
in the last week.

-Twenty-four. Mmm.
-Exactly.

Either way, despite that, I'm willing
to forgive you, I'm telling you.

[sighs] So, now you're here
to call me out? Is that why you came?

Based on how you treated me last time,

there are a lot of things
I could call you out for, but I won't.

-[laughs] I think you're worse than me.
-Yeah? Have you seen yourself?

So, why do you want to forgive me?

Because I don't want
to leave being mad at you.

What? You're leaving?

-Where are you going?
-To the end of the world.

-To the actual end of the world?
-The actual one.

-Yeah?
-Mm-hmm.

I don't understand. What's wrong?

Offer me a drink, and I'll tell you.

[indistinct chattering]

[sighs]

Pedro.

If you came to ask me for money,
forget it.

[laughs]
You always make me feel so welcome.

You haven't behaved very well recently
for me to welcome you with open arms.

I know.

Did you have lunch?

-I'm not hungry.
-Okay.

I wanted to apologize to you
for quitting the job you got me.

And…

I know that a lot of the things you do,
you do to take care of me.

And I also know that you worry about me--

-You don't like Gutierrez? Is that it?
-No.

I didn't quit because of him.
I quit because of me.

And what do you plan to do?

Find a job on my own,

give you your money back.

No, no. Cali, I'm not talking about that.

What are you going to do with your life?

I don't know.

Honestly, Pedro, thank you.

Come here.

Why did you disappear again?

Is it because of Julio, or--

Mmm. Because of me.

But what?
Because you're not telling me anything.

The one who disappears from one day
to the next suddenly is you,

but I'm the one who has
to talk about how I am.

-What's up? What's going on with you?
-Nothing, I'm-- I need to pause a little.

-That's all. What's going on with me?
-Just like that?

Mmm. Just like that.

-I can't believe it.
-What?

Well, it's the first time since I met you
that you're straying from the schedule.

-You sound exactly like Marcos.
-[laughs] All right, okay.

-No, I mean, honestly.
-No, okay. Don't insult me.

You're saying the same thing Marcos said,
exactly the same way.

-I take it back.
-All right. Thank you.

You're welcome.

What? You all think it's bad
for me to leave just like that?

No, it's just notable.
It seems strange to me, coming from you.

-Mmm.
-That's all.

I sold my house.

Really? You sold it?
You were going to the other time--

-This time I really sold it.
-You did this time?

-And where are you going to move?
-I have no idea.

That's the reason for the trip?

Maybe. I-- I hadn't thought about it.

Hello, hello.

I'm super late. Sorry.

She won't latch on.

Every time I bring her close,
she starts crying.

-Did you try the breast pump?
-I tried everything.

Ooh, sweet baby.

-[Clara] Don't talk to her like that.
-How should I talk? She's a baby.

-She's a beautiful baby.
-I told you not to talk to her like that.

What's wrong with you? Stop.

-Give her to me. Give her to me.
-Shh, shh.

-No, stop, stop.
-Give her to me.

-She's fine.
-Come on. "Stop" what?

Do you think that I'm not a good mother?

-Stop.
-Give her to me.

-[baby cries]
-[Clara] Stop, stop.

Clara.

[indistinct chatter]

[cell phone beeps]

Max
Hi. How are you?

What's up?

What it looks like

Send me another one.

Are you free today?

[Malena] I didn't want to leave
without talking to you.

And the agency?

No, it's perf-- I already talked to Ray.
Everything's all set.

I trust him. I trust you.
Both of you will be in charge really.

Everything is going to be okay.

So, wait, you don't expect anything,
but you force me into a pre-set agenda.

-Is that it?
-Are you calling me out?

No, I'm not calling you out.
I'm trying to be sincere.

-Mmm.
-I'd love it if you too would be sincere…

-About what?
-…if you'd tell me the truth--

-About what?
-Yes.

But you think that I'm going to believe
that you sold your house,

and are going to the end of the world
because you sold the house?

No, something happened.

Yes, a lot of things happened recently.

For example?

The divorce. The fights with Marcos.

-What else?
-Javi's absence.

-Mm-hmm.
-Putting the agency back together.

Yes, the house thing affects me
because I lived there for 20 years.

Obviously. Yes.

And-- And I don't know
where I'm going to live,

which also affects me.

-And me.
-Huh?

That I appear and disappear.
That I don't answer your calls.

Do you hate me?

No, I would like to, but no. [chuckles]

Well, at least I'm not on the list
of people forcing you to leave, right?

I'm not leaving
because anyone is forcing me.

It's just I can't take any more,

I can't take any more,
I can't take any more.

That's what's wrong with me.

-I need to think about myself.
-Yes.

-And for the first time, I would say.
-That's great.

It does one good to think of oneself,
to prioritize oneself.

-It's hard. [sniffles]
-It's hard, really hard, yes.

And you?

Me?

-I'm going to celebrate.
-Celebrate?

-Yes.
-What?

For example, not having anyone calling me
at 2:00 a.m. asking me for things.

Who told you I won't call?
There are phones there.

-Yes, but the reception is terrible.
-Oh, I see.

-Yes. I've been to the end of the world.
-I see.

Should we go?

Where?

Let's get out of here. I don't know.
Let's go. Let's go out into the night.

-Come on, the night is something else.
-Mmm. You think?

Yes, of course.

Yes. You'll see.

[exhales sharply, sighs]

[music playing]

[music continues]

[no audible dialogue]

[Malena cheers]

[laughs]

[music continues]

I'm a disaster.

We're a disaster.

[Clara exhales deeply, swallows]

-I don't know if I did the right thing.
-With what?

In having Roma.

-Clari.
-I don't know.

[sighs]

I swear to you, I thought that I could
do it by myself, but obviously I can't.

But you're not alone. I'm here.

Mmm.

Yes, but I don't know.

She doesn't have a family or--

And what are we?

Roma and you are the closest thing
to a family that I have.

Forgive me.

Forgive me if I've been treating you bad
the past few days. I'm--

I don't know, overwhelmed with everything.
I don't know. [sighs]

No, I love you.

Well, at some point,
you had to put up with me, right?

[chuckles, sniffles]

Do you want to stay here?

Yes, obviously.
Obviously, I'm going to stay.

-It's super late. Where am I going to go?
-No, I'm saying if--

If you want to live here
with the two of us.

-[baby crying]
-Yeah?

Go.

No, no. You go.

-Go on. Go.
-You go, please.

Please.

Come here.

Come on. Come here.

[whispers] Sing her something.

[Clara hums]

Shh.

No, look at me. You could have told me.

[laughs] You look gorgeous.

[laughs] You too. Do you want some water?

I do.

[moaning and panting]

[panting]

Mmm.

[pants]

[sighs, clears throat]

[door opens, closes]

[muffled music playing]

[music continues]

Come pick me up?

Uh--

Than--
I didn't know who to call. [sniffles]

Thank you.

You are saying "thank you" to me? [laughs]

You rescued me. Why "thank you?"

Well, for asking me to rescue you.

Mmm. You owed me one.

-I owe you a lot more than that.
-You have to start somewhere.

-You know what-- No, not again.
-Forgive me--

No, not "forgive me" again. No. I swear,
you asked me to forgive you 80 times.

-I don't need it--
-I asked you to forgive me,

but I never really explained
why I did what I did.

Okay. Mmm.

I mean, I told you that--
That it was because of Lisandro but--

I mean, also--

Mmm.

It came out so well in therapy

with 20 people watching me
and with the piece of paper.

-It came out beautifully.
-Piece of paper? What are you--

I don't feel well. My head is k*lling me.
My whole body hurts.

That it hurt me, what I did to you.

It didn't just hurt you. It hurt me too.

I know.

Can we not talk about this though?
Because, honestly, my head hurts.

-What happened?
-When?

In there.

Nothing. Nothing.

Seems like dancing
and drinking don't help much, eh?

Or maybe they do. What I do know
is that you forget a little.

Mmm.

But the next day,
you wake up with a terrible hangover,

and everything is still there,
and it never goes away.

And this is coming
from an escape artist, eh?

[sniffles] I know.

[clears throat]

I would like… [stutters]

to turn back time
and do everything completely differently,

do it another way.

-It's not possible.
-But it's not possible.

No, that's what I was going to say.
It's not possible.

What would you do differently?

I don't know.

Nothing, it doesn't matter.

Either way, tomorrow I'm on a plane.
I'm leaving.

-I won't think about anything anymore.
-B-- You're leaving?

Yeah, no, I need some space.

-From whom?
-That's the question. From whom?

From me maybe?

Ah, no, bad news, eh? [chuckles]

I have to tell you
that you can never escape yourself.

-Wherever you go, there you are.
-[sighs] Okay.

[Cali] And the good you do.

[indistinct chatter]

Andy, the new prototypes are here.
Do you want to come see them?

No. No, no.

I don't work at this agency anymore.
I'm leaving.

-Does Malena know?
-No.

When are you going to tell her?

[Andy] Well, she thinks
that we're the right people to work here,

so if I tell her now,
she'll never get on that plane.

Do you think she won't find out?

When she finds out, she'll be far away.

Why shouldn't I tell her
in the next five minutes?

-[Andy] I don't know.
-Huh? Coward, coward.

You're not brave enough
to tell her to her face? Huh?

Do you care about Malena?

I do. A lot.

So talk to her.

[doorbell rings]

-[Marcos] Hi.
-[Malena] What's up?

I told you I'd leave the keys
in the mailbox.

Ah, yes, yes, yes, but I didn't--
I didn't come for the keys.

-So why did you come?
-To take you to the airport.

-No, I ordered a car. Don't worry.
-Wait. Seriously, it's no trouble.

-It should be here any minute. No worries.
-But it's no big deal to me.

Look it's almost here.

-Are you sure?
-Sure.

-All right.
-Thanks anyway.

These are yours.

[exhales sharply] Thank you.

Enjoy it.

-I'll try.
-Mm-hmm.

-Can I help you?
-No, I can do it myself. Thanks.

Well, that is super clear, no?

-That's why you're leaving.
-Well, I hadn't thought about it.

I don't know what's going on lately

that everyone knows more
about me than I do. It's weird.

But it could be. Maybe I'm leaving
to show myself that I can do it alone.

-Could be.
-Could be.

-All right. Safe travels.
-All right.

-Enjoy it.
-[kisses]

-[Marcos] Take care of yourself. Yeah?
-Mm-hmm. Yeah.

-Bye.
-See you, okay?

[Malena] Mm-hmm.

-[Marcos] All right. Bye.
-Bye.

[sighs]

[door opens, closes]

[Clara] What's wrong, my love?

What's wrong?

Hi, hi.

Cut it up really small,
because otherwise it'll take forever.

[Cali] All right, okay.

-Should we make a Russian salad?
-Yes.

Hi, my love. What's up?

[cell phone buzzes]

-Ray.
-[Ray] Hi, Male.

Did Andy call you?

No. Why? What happened?

He left the office. He took all his stuff.

I don't know
if I should tell you this now,

but he told me that he's definitely
not going to work in events anymore,

and he's thinking of retiring.

[Malena inhales deeply] Hi.

Ray told me you're leaving the company.

[sighs] I respect your decision,

but I don't know what you're trying
to escape from, or from whom.

I don't understand.

If it's from Julio, me, yourself.

I don't know.

You do what you can. [chuckles]
We all do what we can, right?

Anyway, I love you. I'll always be here.

[Clara] Does she want it?

-[Cali] Yes.
-She loves it now. I don't know why.

-Don't you love it? Look. Look who it is.
-What's going on?

[both chuckle]

What?

[doorbell rings]

-Hi.
-Hi, yes, is Malena there?

No, Malena isn't--
She's not here. She left.

She must be in the air.

Didn't you--
Didn't you know she was going on a trip?

[sighs]

[doorbell buzzes]

[Clara] Who is that?

I don't know. I'll get it.

Where's--? [laughs]

[Cali] Malena.

[Malena] I came here
without letting you know. That okay?

[Cali] No, we were just cooking.

Male. What happened?
Did you miss your flight?

No, I'm not going in the end.

-[Clara] No?
-No.

-Seriously? That's great.
-[Malena] Mm-hmm.

-Can I stay here for a few days?
-Yes, yes.

-Yes?
-Obviously. Why not?

-'Cause I have a few things to figure out.
-Yeah?

-A lot to figure out.
-I knew you weren't going to leave.

What's the point if wherever you go,
there you are?

-Was that it?
-That was it.

-[both laugh]
-[Clara] Are you hungry?

-Yes.
-Let's eat, yeah? Come on.

-Careful. That one is heavy.
-[Clara] Ah, Mal.

-[Malena] Did I surprise you?
-Totally. [laughs]

[Clara] We just finished eating,
so that's perfect.

[Ray] Ah, okay. Great then.

Either way, they won't let me
drink anything. Not even a drop.

-Why?
-I don't know.

-They're very annoying.
-'Cause you're breastfeeding?

-[cheers] Look what I brought.
-[cheering]

-[Malena cheers] That's great. I love it.
-[Ray] I brought cookies.

-[Cali] Hi.
-[Malena] Did you try those?

-[Clara] I can't believe this.
-This is beautiful.

-[Ray] Sorry, eh?
-No.

-[Cali] Should I bring the potatoes?
-[Clara] Yes.

[Ray] What? You look great.

-[Malena] Hi, Uncle.
-[Cali laughs]

Let's open it now, no?

-Yes.
-Yes, yes.

-[Cali] Watch out for the cork.
-[Ray] Yes.

-[doctor] Hi.
-Hello, doctor, this is Andy Garrison.

[Doctor] Hello. Good evening.

I wanted to tell you
that I'm going to do the treatment.

[Doctor] I'm so happy to hear that.

Come to my office right away tomorrow.

You'll be admitted for a few days
to do the tests.

They're complicated tests
that will take a little time.

Then as soon as we have…

-[Malena] Let's go.
-Cheers.

[Cali] There you go! Good job, Ray.

-[Ray] Who's pouring?
-[Cali] Malenush.

-Oh, thank you.
-[Ray] Wonderful.

Just a little for her, because--

-No, a little.
-[Clara] Some for me?

-[Cali] All right.
-[Clara] I didn't drink anything at all.

-[Cali] No, argh. That's good.
-[Malena] That's too much.

-Yes, cheers.
-All right. Cheers, eh?

[Cali] Cheers.

-[Clara laughs]
-[Ray] Uh, cheers.

-[Malena] Cheers.
-[Clara] Look in my eyes.

[Ray] There we go. Yes.

-[Clara] Mmm.
-[Cali] Mmm.

-This is perfect.
-It's good, right?

[Clara] It's really good. Wonderful.

I have to show you something.

Is it what you told me about?
I'm dying to know.

-[Clara] What going on? What's up?
-[Malena] I'm going to open it now.

[Cali] I imagined you
with someone more classic.

-No, no, Ray.
-Okay.

-[gasps]
-[Malena] Oh, no, that-- That's horrible.

-Why? Look. No. Why?
-[Cali] You have zero style.

-[Clara screams, laughs]
-[Ray] No, wait, no-- No.

[Cali] Yes, you're all exaggerating.

-[Ray] Come on, he's not that bad.
-[Clara] I want to download it too.

-[Ray] No. That's a better one.
-[Malena] Oh, no.

[Cali] You can put up whatever you like.

And yeah, put up everything.

No, well, everything?

-[Cali laughs]
-[Malena] There you are.