01x13 - Light

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Previously on
I Love You, and it Hurts...

I had no idea what happiness was.

Until that kiss.

I love you.

But I have to go.

-Thank you.
-They're not going to make it.

They promised me. This was their idea.

Are you okay?

-Where's Migue?
-A man picked him up.

I don't feel comfortable
talking about other people's lives.

But what I do know is why Luz
came hide at Roberto's house.

Luz and Lucía are the same woman, right?

-Migue!
-Juan!

Iván said I can get on a plane
to see my mom.

Mr. Robles, such a generous heart.

Lucía was the love of my life. She left
while she was pregnant with my baby.

You're a liar! How could I believe
any of your bullshit?

Your mom found out Iván had registered
all the stolen land in her name.

He hit her while she was pregnant.

He's the b*stard in this story.

Juan!

If anything happens
to my brother, I'll k*ll you.

What happened?

-Juan!
-Migue!

Juan!

I found him lying on the beach.

You'll be okay.

What about Mommy?

We'll finish here first
and then check on her.

I'm looking for Luz Martínez.

-I'm looking for someone.
-Name?

Lucía Campos.

She was with a toddler, a boy.
His name is Juan Gris.

I'm sorry, sir, she's not here.

Excuse me.

Luz Martínez, can I find her here?

There it is, she's here. Luz Martínez.

Look. Luz Martínez.

I'm sorry,
this is the missing persons list.

Juan!

Juan!

Juan!

Juan! Son!

Are you okay?

And Mommy? Where is my mommy?

I couldn't find her.

-We'll find her. Are you okay?
-Yeah.

Let me see.

My son.

We'll be fine.

We'll be all right, okay?

I LOVE YOU, AND IT HURTS

I thought I'd never see you again.

You're not getting rid
of your big bro, kid.

Right?

Okay, kids...

What does it mean
to be a teenager nowadays?

Don't stop, keep going!

How can we make the most
of our time as young people?

Remember, prayer is
the most powerful energy there is.

Iván knows a lot of people.

Extremely powerful people
who might help him.

There’s plenty evidence against him.

You have to report it.

You have to report he hit you.

You've done the tough part.

You actually left.

Now you have to speak.

-What's wrong, kiddo?
-I'm a fool.

For believing Lola's dad
would send me to my mom.

No, you're not stupid.

If you want to be with Ana,
I can try to help. Really.

No. I want to stay here.

Check it.

-You hungry?
-Yeah.

You know what?

I don't believe in God.

I don't like attending mass or anything.

I prefer to think my parents
are watching me from somewhere.

When I'm happy,

they're happy with me.

I think the most important thing
is what is here in our hearts.

What we feel.

What hurts us.

What we experience.

If we felt love, instead of fear,

we'd understand we have ourselves.

What in the world have you done?

You're greenish, sweetie!

Anguish.

Anger.

-Loneliness.
-Okay.

-I'm feeling crushed.
-What do we do about it?

-Maybe grab a beer?
-No.

Don't look at me like that, I beg you...

You're totally heartbroken.

But Nacho loves you.

Nacho made a decision
and left, end of story.

Don't stop praying,
don't stop thinking of God.

-Want a joint?
-I'm trying to listen, Joaco.

Being macho and listening
to the priest won't cure your gayness.

That's why you’re here, no?

And why are you here?

Only two reasons to be here,
you're either g*y, or a pothead.

Come on, de la Rosa, lower down!

You've hurt yourself enough,
haven’t you?

Who are you to judge me, Cami?

That's not what I mean.

We all do stupid things, but...

You went overboard, DJ.

You're done, so stop.
That's enough for today, okay?

And I love you.

And I love Nacho.

I'm horrified
that society destroys your love!

Don't be cheesy. It doesn't suit you.
You're not like that.

Of course I'm like that.

I want to live a love story
that's as beautiful as yours.

Cami. Sex machine?

I've only been with Casco and Ciro.

And with Casco, it was just terrible.

I tried to make it
go smooth with Ciro, but well...

I couldn't, I got jealous.

And I'm so sick

of pretending everything's okay
when it's not.

If you don't fight for Nacho,
you're a jerk.

And you don't deserve his love.

Will you let people tell you
how you're suppose to feel in life?

Everything fell apart
when DJ came along.

I was the football team captain,
the heartthrob...

And you can't do that being g*y?

Man, I had several girlfriends.

How stupid they don't respect you.

You're their son.

But you choose
what to do with your life.

I wish it was that easy.

It's not like I can tell them
to f*ck off whenever I feel like.

Do you love this DJ guy or not, dude?

Yeah, like hell.

So you let them tell you
who to love and who not to?

Wait for me here, with Migue.

Look, bro...

-I f*cked up.
-It's Migue, you f*ck.

My little brother, you b*stard!

-Where's Iván?
-I don't know, man.

-Nobody knows.
-Where is he, f*ck?

I don't know, man,
I'm telling you the truth.

I'm sorry, okay?

-I'm really ashamed, man.
-I want you to f*ck off.

-Get the hell out.
-I have nowhere to go.

I mean it, bro.

Don't do this to me, man.

Look, I'll do whatever you say.

Whatever you want, man.

But please don't cast me out.

You messed with a kid.

A kid, you b*stard!

You think the neighborhood
will overlook this?

There's no way to fix it.

You f*cked up.

And you did it alone.

What if you give him a chance?

What kind of chance?

To be your boyfriend.

He's not the prick he used to be.

You only live once. Life's short.

Yeah.

You're totally right.

I'll give him a shot.

But only if you want it too.

The truth is I like Marcos better
when you're with us.

What's wrong with you, m*therf*cker?

-Are you all right?
-Keep your hands off me.

I want to talk to you.

Come on.

The father's going to flip
when he notices we're gone.

-No one's coming, dude.
-There's a car coming.

Knock it off, you look like sh*t, man.

Well, I feel like sh*t.

But let's go get my babe.

Wake up, you dumbass!

Careful, I'm feeling sick!

If anything happened to her truck,
Melody'd k*ll us!

Nobody's gonna crash.
I learned how to ride a bike taxi.

Driving's easy.

So what lies ahead of us?

Do you think we can be together
after all that's been going on?

I want to say we can, but...

I don't know what's going to happen.

I don't want to be apart.

Just the thought of it kills me.

If you and I made a song together...

What would it be like?

I love you.

And it hurts?

Where are you, where are you going?

You've got me so unsettled

Like a deranged poet

You've stolen my heart

Your smell, my memories

And those...

Time-colored eyes

I know it's dangerous

But I want to be there

In your skin

I want to be on your mind

Want you to think of me all day long

To be your moon and your sky
Fearless

In your skin

You're always on my mind

And I think of you all day long

You're my moon and I'm your sky

I know sometimes love hurts

And it grasps us

It has us all tied up

But in the end everything goes right

And if the darkest night

Falls on me

May the stars and the moon

Put me back on your side

Don't stop, show how you feel

Look ahead, the sun always rises

Let it either flow or destroy us

To start over even better

And in the morning I think of all we are

I want to give you everything
I want to give you heaven

Don't be afraid, no

Don't be afraid, no

I love you, and it hurts

I look at you, and it hurts

Your kisses hurt
Your eyes say farewell

I love you, and it hurts

I look at you, and it hurts

Your kisses hurt
Your eyes say farewell

My love

Farewell
My moon, my sun

Look a little pathetic
so someone pulls over for us.

Someone pulled over!

Thanks a million, man.

-Can you take us to Mexico City? Thanks.
-Nacho!

DJ? DJ!

-What are you doing here?
-Looking for you! What about you?

I snuck out to see you.

Such a cute couple, aren't they?

It's cheesy,
but I wish I had a love like this.

I can't do this by myself.

I just can't anymore.

Now you're really f*cked up, Casco.

Taking the kid, dammit...

I just wanted to finish
what you started.

It's called kidnapping.

-You did it too.
-No, no. I was taking care

of my son's little brother,
nothing more.

Will you tell me what the f*ck
is going on here?

I suppose after what you did to Migue,

all your friends
turned their backs on you.

You owe nothing to this neighborhood.

If you think I owe you something,

you're batshit crazy.

I'm the one who wants
nothing to do with you now.

No, hold on, wait, wait...

I...

Can help you.

But I can f*ck your life too.

How many years do kidnappers serve?

It's up to you.

What do you want me to do?

Yeah...

Guys, you rock, seriously!

It's nothing. We owed you that.

You saved my mom's work.

Her art's still alive.

I'll always be thankful.

Let me check, just a second.

No, it's not here.

Or in any other gallery, in fact.

I'll let you know if there's news.

Thanks.

Hi, Mom.

Hi.

We're going to be okay.

But you love Bere, Ciro!

Sometimes I just don't get you.

Don't you get it, Cami?

I love you too.

Listen, if I ever become polyamorous,
you'll be first on my list, but...

It's not my thing.

I want something...

Something cheesy, maybe.

I'll wait for you.

-Hello.
-Is he okay?

Yes.

I'm doing great, Mom.

Thank God.

-Thanks for calling me.
-We're both moms.

Yeah.

Well, okay! Let's go, Nacho!

No...

I'm not going to a place
where I'm not heard.

I love DJ.

And I love Nacho.

-Eugenia! Do you like lentils?
-Yeah...

I'm cooking a Mexican stew
with chips you will love.

Thank you.

-I just need to heat it up...
-Hi!

What's up, little girl?
Let's wash our hands, we're eating.

-Fancy a taco for a snack?
-No, I'm good.

That's so lovely.

-Afternoon. What's up, Mom!
-Good afternoon.

Set the table, we have guests,
and we're about to have dinner!

-Hello.
-Hello.

Been a while
since my whole family had dinner.

Well, there's a lot of us.

-Hi there.
-Hello.

-How's it going?
-Great, thanks.

Have you had dinner yet?

Yeah, I sure did.

Would you like to go out for a drink?

With me?

I don't know if I'm doing
the right thing.

Believe me,
you're doing the right thing.

Asking for help's always right.

PSYCHIATRIC REHAB CENTER

I'm scared.

I'm scared as well.

But it's also okay to be scared.

Will you be here when I leave?

I'll be here when you leave.

But not just me.

You'll be okay.

-You did it.
-See?

I'll miss you guys.

We'll miss you.

-Are we ready?
-Yeah.

We're all set, man.

What are you doing?

Things happen in the outside
That can't be hidden

Silence is a lie
They want to play a trick on us

Anyhow, I came here to tell you all

I no longer believe their tales
They're all cowards

No fear, just faith
And wings to my voice

My brothers on my back
And a shared passion in our chests

We're not like they think we are
Different

We are survivors

We're fallen angels

Even if our wings are cut off
We'll always be united

This song goes to everyone who knows us

From the ever real hood
No room for phonies

Though your b*ll*ts stroke me

I protect myself with my rhymes
Rap is my medicine

I wanna have a love free from walls
And live my whole life

Hi, I'm Lola!

What's your name?

My name's Iván.

Mr. Iván Robles, please turn around.

And straighten your arms.

You are under arrest
for the crimes of domestic violence,

money laundering, fraud,
and illicit enrichment.

Your eyes don't lie
They're mirrors of your soul

Dreams light up
When they spread their wings

Nothing to spare
No shortage

May I reach what I wish

May I be always hopeful

Let hope not leave, let hope come to me

Give me what's mine
Give me blood, give me a sigh

Give my life some kind of meaning

I don't believe in anything
I follow my heart

I'm an ally of my shadow
And that's how I go

If everything falls into the void

-Lola.
-Juan Gris.

That's how I go

Being alone isn't cool.

I'm not alone.

That's how I go

To fly away from my fears

Your eyes don't lie
They're mirrors of your soul

Dreams light up
When you spread your wings

Don't let the flame extinguish

I want you to feel me
As I see you

And I want you to love me as I love you

You knew this was going to happen

At this point there's no turning back

I can't doubt your eyes

I can't forget your lips

My body flows with you

Nothing can knock down

When we're together
Nothing can knock us down

Good evening.

Welcome to Lucía Campos'
retrospective exhibition.

It is a very special night
for her and also for me.

Do you realize when women are
supportive and inclusive of each other,

we can create very powerful things?

Let's kick off our event.

Come on.

One, two, three!

-Come on!
-Bravo!

Come!

Your mom's work is incredible.

-Thanks.
-You must be very proud of her.

-I sure am.
-And not only of her...

But of you too.

Osvaldo, this is Juan Gris,
the young man I told you about.

-How are you, man?
-What's up?

-Osvaldo is a great guitar player.
-Yeah?

But he doesn’t believe
he can make a living on music.

He reminds me of you
when you came to the protective service.

All I know is that nothing is written...

You can create your own reality.

-What, Julia?
-Nacho!

-I missed you so much.
-And I missed you.

DJ!

I was dying to meet you.

Come. This is Alex.

-Hi!
-What's up?

Hi, DJ, my love.

Good evening.

Hello, Julia.

Mom...

Is she your girlfriend?

I really wish your were here.
I miss you!

Don't worry, because when you're back,

I'll be throwing you
the coolest party ever.

A toast, everyone.
Here's to many new beginnings.

-Cheers!
-Cheers!

It's yours.

You're the only person
I want to have it.

My mom would be happy if you wore it.

Here.

It’s for you.

Where are you, where are you going?

You've got me so unsettled

Like a deranged poet

You've stolen my heart

Your smell, my memories

And those time-colored eyes

I know it's dangerous
But I want to be there

In your skin

I want to be on your mind

Want you to think of me all day long

To be your moon and your sky
Fearless

In your skin

You're always on my mind

And I think of you all day long

You're my moon and I'm your sky

I love you, and it hurts

I look at you, and it hurts

Your kisses hurt
Your eyes say farewell

I know sometimes love hurts

And it grasps us

It has us all tied up

But in the end everything goes right

And if the darkest night

Falls on me

May the stars and the moon

Put me back on your side

Yeah, don't stop
Show how you feel

Look ahead, the sun always rises

Let it either flow or destroy us

To start over even better

And in the morning I think of all we are

I want to give you everything
I want to give you heaven

Don't be afraid, no

Don't be afraid, no

I love you, and it hurts

I look at you, and it hurts

Each ray of light is a new opportunity.

A blank canvas.

To paint with all the colors
you dream of.

Juan Gris, my son, my greatest love...

The stories of our lives,

like works of art,

are never finished.

We're together.

For as long as it lasts.

It may not work out.

Yeah, but it might.