Map That Leads to You, The (2025)

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Darling, can't believe

Hey, hey. Hey, how are you?

Good. How are you?

Heather?

Amy!

- Yeah?

- Amy, we have to go, babe.

Yeah, I'm going. I'm going.

- Yeah, I'm fine.

- We're gonna miss it.

It's not okay if we miss this train, guys.

Wait, why are we running?

- We have to go.

- 'Cause we're late.

- Are we that late?

- Yes.

- Do you have my passport?

- I swear, Amy.

- I'm trying, I'm trying. Okay, okay.

- We're going to miss it!

In the darkness

I was struggling the hardest

I'll check us in.

I've been going

Oh, sh*t!

Going on my own

- It's this car.

- Okay.

Oh, my God.

Okay.

- Oh, my God.

- Okay. Go, go, go!

I'm going, I'm going, I'm going.

And you're going

But I've turned to stone

Oh

I've been searching for

- a feeling

- Oh.

Then you fell into my arms

Water. We need the dining car.

I will find you, ooh, ooh-ooh

Ah...

Okay, Heather.

You, ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh

Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh

You know I'll find you

Hey, are you going to drink that?

Have at it.

All you.

Yummy.

I don't mix. I don't mix that.

I do. I do, I do.

Okay, we get in at 5:00 a.m.

You're kidding.

How many all-nighters

did you pull in college?

I was young. I was a baby.

- Guys.

- A month ago.

The good old days.

That guy is checking me out.

- Who?

- That guy over there.

The dude who's being so, so subtle.

Don't turn around.

He's going to see you.

Mm.

I am almost done...

- with this itinerary.

- Mm-mm.

- Not the itinerary. I told you.

- You said you weren't going to do that.

You said you weren't going

to do it anymore, and I told you

we're down for whatever.

We don't need a plan.

Is that him?

We don't need a plan.

- We need, like, an idea.

- We're good.

- I'm gonna go.

- Where are you going? Uh, oh.

Be safe.

- Hmm?

- Cheers.

Bye.

Did she...

Mm-hmm.

I came for the food.

You came for the sights.

And she came to get over

her rat b*stard cheating ex-boyfriend.

Exactly.

- Good for her.

- Good for her.

- Cheers to Amy.

- Cheers to Amy.

Mm, before you go to sleep,

how much time do you want to spend

at the market?

An hour, right?

An hour and a half?

No.

Okay, I'm going to go to bed.

I'm so tired.

Hey, excuse me.

Can you hold that for a second?

- Sure.

- Thanks.

Ah, thanks.

I can't say this was a bad idea.

Your MacGyver bed didn't work out?

It's a little hard for my taste.

What about you?

Um...

I can't turn my brain off, I guess.

Huh. That tracks.

The Sun Also Rises.

It's a little on the nose...

Reading that in Spain, isn't it?

Is there something wrong with that?

No.

I thought women weren't supposed

to like Hemingway anymore.

I'm pretty sure we're allowed

to like whoever we want.

I think he was captivating,

if problematic,

which is probably why

he was married three times.

It's nice the way the calendar

kind of interrupts your reading like that.

I'm pretty sure

that you interrupted me first.

Do you also take issue

with simultaneous capacity?

Do I know you from somewhere?

Mm-mm.

This is fun.

Annoying a stranger?

I'm Jack.

And you are?

Heather.

Nice to meet you, Heather.

Now we're not strangers.

Not strangers anymore.

So, Heather, what brings you onto

the overnight train to Barcelona?

Funny enough, I'm going to Barcelona.

You hitting all the top

Lonely Planet sights?

No.

You're lying.

Yes.

How'd you know?

I can tell.

So, what are you doing

on the train to Barcelona?

I thought I would

catch up on some reading.

What are we reading?

You're going to love this.

- You're joking.

- I couldn't wait to show you that

when I saw that

that was what you were reading.

Hmm.

Okay, well...

I'll see you later.

All right.

- Good night.

- Bye.

Okay.

Is that distracting?

Yeah.

I'll do this.

You got everything?

- You got your passport?

- Yeah, I think so.

- Wait, where is Amy?

- Oh, of course. Oh, my God.

Amy, hurry!

Heather's judging you! Get it, though!

No, I just don't

want to be late.

Hey.

- Jack.

- Connie.

I was annoying your friend here

last night.

Yeah, the whole...

I saw you with the sleeping

on the luggage rack thing.

It was kind of genius.

I'm a clever boy.

They're going to catch up,

so let's just go.

How tall are you, by the way?

Five-six. Why?

That's the perfect height.

Trapeze artists, they're all

five foot, six inches or under.

So are human cannonballs, the people

who get blasted out of... cannons.

Are you for real?

No, it's true.

The first question you get asked

if you go for a job at a carnival.

- Have you worked a carnival?

- Yes.

- Bye!

- No way!

Actually, I ran away from home

to join the circus.

Okay, now I know you're lying.

- Um, okay, so Viktor is very hot...

- Oh. Okay.

Very English,

and he's invited us to a club tonight,

this amazing place called Incendio

that's a warehouse.

Okay, but don't forget,

we have dinner reservations

at a place called Els Quatre Gats,

and they were very hard to get.

Okay, Mom, well, can we go after dinner?

Yeah, of course. That's fine.

We just have to make sure

we make that reservation.

- Yeah.

- Fine.

Hi. Amy.

Hi. Jack.

It's a nice watch.

You think so?

Yeah.

Come on.

It was nice to meet you.

See you around the circus.

Sure.

- I think this was...

- Come on!

So, the Sagrada Familia has been

under construction for a century.

Gaudi knew this wasn't going

to be completed in his lifetime.

He's actually buried there.

He was hit and k*lled by a tram.

He's buried, in there.

The central tower will be around 550 feet

tall, three feet shorter than Montjuc,

- which is that.

- I totally just ruined a Christmas card.

- Gaudi believed that...

- Before you tell me that,

tell me about the boy that was

following us out of the train station.

'Cause it kind of felt like there was,

like, a vibe going on.

There was not a vibe.

- Connie. Connie.

- Connie.

- There was a vibe.

- Tell her there wasn't a vibe.

Oh, my God.

- Look at the bubbles.

- Oh.

An air bubble.

No, wait. Let's take a picture.

Let's take a pic...

Okay. Well, fine, I'm taking a picture.

Look at this.

Did you just see that?

Hola.

Can I try?

Come on. Okay, you go in, too.

Okay.

Whoa.

Oh, my.

- Get in it.

- Wait.

Oh, we have to get this on the way back.

Amy, this place is fun.

I told you.

Viktor is coming here!

He's meeting me!

- He's coming? Fun.

- He's coming here!

- Hello.

- Hi.

- This is Raef!

- Ralph?

- Ray?

- Uh...

- Ralph?

- Raef.

- Ray?

- Sure, you can call me that.

Connie.

I'm Amy!

Hi.

- Heather!

- Heather. Hi.

Hi.

Who wants a beer?

- Yes. Yes.

- Yeah.

- Yes. I got you. All right.

- Yeah.

- I'm going to get something.

- I'll help you. I'll help you.

- Yeah? Yeah?

- Yeah.

- Here, give me.

- Yeah?

Oh.

Viktor just got here.

- I'm going to go meet him.

- Okay, wait.

Tell him to come here!

I'm going to get him!

- Are you coming back?

- No!

But you're so hot and I love you!

Have fun!

- Mwah. Bye!

- Okay...

Do you want to move away

from the speakers?

What?

Do you want to move away

from the speakers?!

- Oh.

- It's too loud!

- Loud!

- Uh...

Well, they're going to come back here.

Do you have a phone?

We'll find them. Come on.

- So, you're from New Zealand?

- Yeah.

So, of all the clubs

and warehouses in Barcelona,

- you chose...

- I came here to see you.

- You did?

- Yeah.

I heard Amy talking about

where you guys were going tonight.

I figured you'd be here.

Oh, that's cool.

So you've just been traveling?

Yeah, it's kind of the best way

to do it, to just see what happens.

- Go with the flow?

- Yeah.

- I love it. Yeah.

- Really?

That kind of stresses me out.

- Really? Why?

- Mm-hmm.

I don't know.

I just like to know what's next.

- Yeah.

- Do you...

Do you have a job?

Do you work? How do you...

I try not to work.

I mean, I do odd jobs here and there.

Like what?

I have scrubbed crap

off a boat in Marseille.

Ew.

I've worked in a supermarket.

I've cleaned cars.

I have...

worked for a medium.

- I've done many, many, many things.

- Worked for a m...

Yeah.

- Like...

- Many cool people.

Hmm.

What about you? What are you...?

Do you work?

Um...

Well, I'm from Texas...

Okay.

Born and raised,

and I went to college in Boston,

which is how I met Amy and Connie.

And I am moving to New York in August

to start a new job.

So, what's this job in New York?

Banking.

- Mm-hmm.

- Cool.

Well, I guess if you find

comfort in chaos...

Yeah.

And swabbing sh*t on decks,

that's awesome.

I heard once someone say that

compatibility in a partner,

it's great when people are actually

- different from each other.

- Mm.

- Opposites.

- Mm.

As opposed to sharing the same interests.

I mean, I'm not trying to say that...

What?

Basically, I think we should get married.

This is a crazy

outside-of-the-club conversation.

- Yeah.

- Mm.

Oh, we finally found you.

Hi. Hi.

- Yo.

- What's up?

I know you can talk

at a normal volume out here.

- Yeah. It's great.

- It's nice.

Has anyone seen Amy?

I can't believe Amy's at

a house party with Viktor.

Bro, yes, you can.

That's the most Amy thing

she could have done.

Ah, you're right.

Fair.

Mm... so, is there a vibe?

With-with Ray?

Yes.

Wait, I'm pretty sure his name's Raef.

Raef? That's kind of a horrible name.

- I don't think so.

- No, I'm pretty sure Jack told...

I think there's an "F" at the end.

- Ray.

- Yeah?

Nothing. See?

I'm always right.

Anyways...

I think I'm going to go back

to his hotel with him.

- Are you?

- Yeah.

- Are you going to be okay, though?

- Yeah.

Is he going to walk you back?

I'll be fine.

- Oh, yeah?

- The hostel's...

You'll be fine.

The hostel's so close to here.

I'll be fine.

Yeah, that's true. Okay.

- Well, I love you.

- I love you.

Text me, okay?

- Well, it's been a great night.

- Night night.

- Goodbye.

- See you later.

Well, it sounds like

the expat life is working out for you.

That reminds me of why I wanted

to see you tonight: Hemingway.

What about Hemingway?

You were wrong about him...

You said he had three wives.

He actually had four.

I searched it up.

Wait, so you wanted to see me tonight

to tell me I was wrong?

It wasn't so much about telling you that

you were wrong as it was about Mary Welsh.

- Who I'm assuming is his fourth wife.

- Yes.

Hemingway drank, cheated, grumbled his way

through his first three marriages...

- Uh-huh.

- Ended up with Mary Welsh

for the last 15 years of his life.

And she was there for the worst of it.

I mean, he won his Pulitzer near the end,

but he was in plane accidents,

car accidents,

his health was declining for years,

he had depression,

and then one day he just shot himself.

In their foyer.

It's crazy.

She was there for his death.

She deserves not to be forgotten.

I will never forget Mary Welsh Hemingway

ever again.

Oh, hey.

- See that?

- What?

- The tower?

- Yeah.

What about it?

- Come on.

- Okay.

My great-grandfather was here in the '40s.

- This?

- Yeah, and he rode the cable car.

- He rode that?

- Uh-huh.

Wow.

Let's go.

- It's closed. Right?

- Yeah.

Even better. We don't have to pay.

Oh, sh*t!

Oh, my God.

Jack, I can't believe we're doing this.

Quick, quick, quick, quick.

I don't do... I don't break and enter.

Nice, nice, nice, nice.

You sure we're not going to get arrested?

- Arrested?

- Yeah.

No, we're not going to get arrested.

Are we going to get in trouble?

I don't know.

That's probably locked.

I mean, you...

Ooh.

Smooth.

Oh, this is fun.

Wait.

Look, you can see

the Sagrada Familia from here.

- Where? Where, where?

- Right there. See it lit up?

You know they started building in 1882?

There's a drawing of that church

in my great-grandfather's journal.

He was a soldier in World w*r II.

- He stayed in Europe after the w*r.

- Mm-hmm.

He kept a journal and wrote about

all the places that he was traveling to.

I have it with me.

I'm trying to go to every place

that he wrote about.

Hmm.

It's a nice way to honor his memory.

Yeah.

What was his name?

- Russell.

- Russell?

Yeah.

It's a fun night.

It wasn't on my bingo card.

Amy and Connie aren't going to believe me.

I don't think so.

Jack.

Jack?

Oh, sh*t.

Wow.

Are those people?

What's the game plan?

Improvise.

sh*t.

- No, no, no.

- No, no, no, no, no.

We've been locked in here all night.

All night long.

Where have you guys been this whole time?

- Vale? La police? I'm calling.

- Yeah, go on. I'm calling the police, too.

- Mario, Mario...

- Come on.

Heather?

I told her, like, six times

it'll be here at 9:15.

- Connie!

- She didn't answer.

Why don't you take a later train?

I mean,

we're going to have to if she's not here.

He took all my sh*t! He took all my sh*t!

- What?

- My passport, all of my money,

my really cute leather jacket

from that thrift store in Bushwick.

He took it all.

- Viktor?

- Yeah, no, he told me that,

like, the Molly, that it was supposed

to be really good

and that it was going to be

the best night ever, and then I...

These f*cking shoes hurt so badly.

Oh, my God, are you okay?

No, I'm fine. I just...

I was... I was tripping ba*ls,

and then I literally

was just in Park Gell,

and I couldn't see anything,

and the tile mosaics were singing to me,

and then I looked around, and he was gone,

and he had taken all of my sh*t.

Wait, but are you sure you're okay?

'Cause we can call the cops.

No, I'm fine. It's just...

Like, nothing, like, bad-bad happened

or anything.

- I just don't... No.

- Getting robbed is bad-bad, Amy.

I know, but nothing, like,

bad-bad-bad happened,

and I just don't want to make

a big deal out of it,

and I just, like,

I feel like such an idiot.

Heather, I'm so sorry.

- I didn't mean to do this.

- No, hey, stop.

The important thing is that you're okay.

We'll go to the embassy, we'll get you

an emergency passport, and you'll be fine.

Or...

Amy, where did you say

this house party was?

No, I... I definitely remember

the statue there,

which means that was behind me.

So I would've...

I would've walked through there and...

Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait.

That's it, that's it.

- There?

- That's it, that's it.

Viktor!

- Hey!

- Viktor!

Viktor, you...

Oi!

- Hello?

- Hey!

- Hey!

- Hi, hi, hi.

- Hi.

- Hey.

- Oh, my God.

- Hi.

Hi. Did you have a party here last night?

I know you.

You're the one who sang.

- I did?

- Yeah.

Oh.

Puccini.

Oh, my God.

You stood here

for the whole square to hear.

It was wonderful.

So beautiful. The voice of an angel.

I do not remember doing that,

but thank you.

You're welcome.

Amy sings opera?

- Oh, yeah.

- Um,

okay, well, can you help us find...

There's, um, a guy.

His name is Viktor. He was...

Okay, one minute.

Oh, sh*t.

Viktor, can you please

just give me my sh*t?

What? Sorry.

You have all my sh*t.

Give me my sh*t back.

- I don't have all your sh*t.

- No, you took my passport,

my jacket, my wallet, my purse, my phone.

I don't have your sh*t, babe.

You... Oh, oh,

are you calling the police?

Yes, we're calling the police.

Are you looking for the number?

Do you want a hand?

Calling the cops, yeah.

The cops.

All right, all right, all right.

Maybe, maybe...

maybe I ended up

with your stuff by accident.

Maybe?

Maybe. I'm going to go and check.

You lot stay here.

Please, can you remove

your foot from my door?

- Get your foot out my door.

- Go on, then.

Get him.

Oh, my... Are you okay?

Get him, get him.

- Oh, my God.

- Ow, sh*t.

Damn it.

- You okay? You all right?

- I'm fine.

Where did he go? Where did he go?

Get him. Get him, get him.

Move!

- Ew, ew, ew.

- Did you find anything?

Oh, sh...

It's my jacket, it's my jacket.

- Does anyone see my passport?

- Um...

But, wh... Check, check, what's...

Does any... Where's my passport?

- That's a lot of money.

- Um...

No, give me...

In here?

Oh, yeah.

Yes!

- Oh, yeah.

- Yes.

Yes! Yes!

Hey.

Do you guys want to extend your trip

and go on a little adventure?

But...

it's probably very stolen.

Yeah, but he stole it.

I don't think that makes it better.

Yeah, two wrongs make a right, no?

Boom.

- Come on.

- Good find.

Let's do it!

You sure?

Screw it.

Hey. Hey, hey, hey, hey.

I have, give or take, like,

four or five grand in my pocket.

- Is it that much?

- Yeah.

- What do you guys want to do?

- Is that legal?

- Come on, let's go.

- We can do anything.

- Come on.

- We can do anything.

Come on.

Okay.

Where are we going?

I knew you were going to ask me.

I just want to know

how you know where you're going.

Because How?

I love that it's k*lling you not to know.

It's not k*lling me.

- Just a little bit.

- I just...

No, it's... I'm just curious.

Does anyone ever

really know where they're going?

Hey, you good?

Hey, you got robbed.

- Mm.

- And then you made this happen.

Thank you for the reminder.

No, thank you.

No, literally.

Look at what you did for the day.

Look at where we are.

Yeah, Amy, it's good. It's all fine.

You made, like, the worst possible day

turn into the best day.

We're driving a convertible.

- I know.

- Yeah.

The only one they had.

All because of you.

- The red one.

- Yeah. Cherry red.

Cherry red.

Thank you so much.

Oh, my God.

- Oh, my...

- Oh.

- Oh, wow.

- This is crazy.

This is crazy.

Oh, my God. Look here.

It's beautiful.

Wow.

This is a really good photo op.

- Oh, we're taking a photo.

- Okay.

All right. Um...

- Scooch. Squish. This is so good.

- Oh, oh, oh, oh.

- Hold on. No glasses.

- Yeah, yeah, yeah.

Hey. Jack, get in.

I'm good. I'm good.

I mean, you are kind of ugly.

All right, take it... Now I'm definitely

not getting in the photo.

- Okay, whatever.

- Go ahead.

Good?

- Oh, it looks good.

- Can we go to the wat...

Oh.

Stop!

You guys.

We made this.

Okay, y'all go ahead.

- We're out, I guess.

- Of course.

I could use this

- for my Hinge profile picture.

- Yes, you can.

- Wait, that's my phone.

- Wait.

- Can I have my phone? Amy.

- Can you do one by the water?

Yeah.

Oh, my God.

We're here!

Ah!

- This is crazy.

- Hold on. Um, let's go this way.

I feel like this is something

you'd want to do every day.

Hi. Raef. Hi.

Hi.

Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa,

whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.

Go, go, go, go, go!

You all right?

Yeah.

Yeah, but stuff's good, though?

Life's good?

You still feeling okay?

Life's good, bro.

I wouldn't change anything.

Wait, Connie, come here.

- Yeah?

- Stop.

- She just told me that they kissed.

- Shh!

- And she is just now telling us about it.

- Shh!

- Amy, stop.

- What?

They kissed.

Wait, when?

It was a kiss, and it was sweet,

and then we fell asleep.

Does it, like, mean anything?

Why would it? We're leaving tomorrow.

Do you guys mean anything?

- What do you mean?

- Connie?

I got to go over there.

I got to swim.

We don't shriek enough, you and I.

New Year's resolution.

Deal.

Salvador Dal

used to live in this house.

And is this the famous journal?

Yeah.

- Wait.

- Come on.

- No.

- One-in-a-lifetime opportunity.

Wait.

- It wasn't even close.

- Okay, I'll try again.

One more?

You guys remember those backpackers

I met in the tapas bar?

- Uh, yeah, the Croatian.

- Yeah.

- Yeah.

- The-the really tall one, Goran,

he was saying that it was,

like, life-changing.

He detoxed from society,

and he was, like,

reconnecting with himself.

I guess it just made me think

that, like, I think I can do it.

Do what?

Walk the Camino.

- You?

- Like, as if, like,

- it would be impossible that...

- No, no.

- I would do, like, a pilgrimage trail?

- No, no, no, not at all.

I guess, like, I've been

in my head a little bit, like,

with all the Viktor stuff, and it just...

I don't know, like, it ended up fine,

but it could have not been,

and that's, like, I don't know,

really, really scary, and...

- Hey.

- No, it's fine.

I just was thinking, like,

partying my way through Europe

on the heels of a massive breakup

is maybe, perhaps, not the right approach.

So...

I am...

not going to fly home tomorrow.

You know, Amy,

I actually think this is, like,

the perfect next part of your journey.

- Yeah?

- Yeah.

I...

I a-agree, and I mean that.

Mm.

Okay, wait, hold on.

- Ray, can you take a photo of us?

- Yeah, sure.

You guys do know his name's Raef, right?

- Raef.

- What?

- You're kidding, right?

- Raef.

- Ray.

- You said...

There's an "F" at the end.

"Raef" on three. Three, two, one.

Raef.

Sure.

No, delete this.

No, don't delete the photo.

- No, we look good.

- You guys look good.

Ah.

You're actually going to,

like, make the wine?

I'm actually going to make the wine.

That sounds amazing.

- Do you want to come to the...

- Do you want to come?

Yes, I want to come.

It doesn't get better than this.

It really doesn't get bett...

Look where we are.

I can't believe

I'm traipsing around Europe

with a guy I just met.

I don't think it counts as traipsing

if you're going on a trip to learn.

I think it just makes you a nerd.

But I think it's really cute

that he's joining you.

Me, too. I'm just hoping he doesn't,

like, turn out to be a serial k*ller.

I love it!

Oh, God!

- Hola, seor.

- Hola.

Hello.

- I love you.

- I love you so much.

I know, you guys, w-we did it.

- We did it.

- We did it.

Amy, please be safe.

- Yeah, always.

- Both of you.

Amy, are you forgetting anything?

No. Everything's in the taxi.

- Are you sure?

- Y...

- Because you left this on the bed.

- No.

- Amy.

- My passport.

- I'm definitely going to need that.

- Amy.

Thank you so much.

- And double-check everything, okay?

- Bye.

- Bye!

- Please text us.

Oh, my God.

- Please make some wine for me.

- I will.

I'll make all the wine for you.

- Bye.

- Bye.

Later.

You got some time now, right?

Uh... yeah.

One last adventure?

- Sure.

- Come on.

Gaudi was really inspired

by nature and its patterns.

Somebody read the guidebook?

Actually, in this case,

my mom was an architect.

Really?

- She's not still an architect?

- I don't know.

- What do you mean you don't know?

- I don't know.

I don't know if that's

what she's still doing.

She dipped when I was... ten.

She got a new job in another city,

and then...

There were periodic visits

and calls and letters,

and then after...

after a while, it just stopped.

Which is fine,

because I think it was easier

to not be disappointed by her

if I didn't need her.

Mm. Yeah.

- Oh, God.

- What?

That's so obnoxious to me.

- I can't even look at it without cringing.

- What do you mean?

- I can't even look at it.

- She's trying to get her shot.

And all she cares about

is the amount of attention

she's going to get on social media.

You don't know that.

Maybe she wants to share this experience

with her friends or her family.

I think she wants attention.

Gaudi didn't build this place

for people to show it off

to their friends on their Instagrams.

Did Gaudi tell you that himself?

I think you should be present.

I think that's the ultimate form of

respect and connection is being present.

I just don't understand.

Why does it bother you so much?

Then be present.

Let her do her thing.

This is meant to be a spiritual experience

where you can enjoy it in peace,

but people are too empty and vapid

that all they care about

is capturing it for other people

- so that they can get likes and followers.

- What do you mean?

Sorry, when you say empty and vapid,

when Connie, Amy and I were

taking pictures,

did you think

that we were empty and vapid?

I'm going to ask you

to think about your words,

because I don't think you realize

how hypocritical you sound.

How is it hypocritical?

You're in Europe following a journal

that your great-grandfather wrote

- based off of...

- It's different.

No, no, no. Based off of experiences

that he wrote down and captured.

Aren't they doing the same thing?

Just because it was in the 1940s,

somehow you're above it?

Heather. Heather, Heather, Heather.

- What?

- Stop.

What?

Will you just stop for one second, please?

- It's my last day. I don't want to...

- I'm an as*h*le.

I'm an as*h*le, okay?

It was stupid. I'm sorry.

I'm not used to people putting me

in my place like you do.

I don't...

Jack, I need to go to the train.

- I need to get my...

- Let me make it up to you.

Let me drive you to Bilbao.

I don't want to leave things on bad terms.

Can I drive?

I wasted a lot of time worrying

about what other people thought of me.

I wanted everyone to think

that I had this perfect life.

Like, I double-majored

in economics and statistics.

- What?

- I got a job really similar

to the one that you're about to start.

Really? You?

Yes.

And then...

I had this health scare.

I knew I had to make a change,

and I knew that it couldn't wait.

So I gave up on everything

that felt like deathbed baggage.

I know you think it's bullshit.

The-the "trying to live

in the moment" thing.

But it's really not to me because I...

I wasted so much of my life.

You got four hours

until your flight?

Yeah, which is good

because that'll give me time

to go through security, get settled,

have a glass of wine or three.

What if you didn't go in?

Why, do you have, like, a...

off-the-beaten-path-near-airport-adventure

for us?

No, I'm just ask...

I'm asking what would happen

if you didn't catch

your flight home today.

My ticket's already booked

and paid for, Jack.

I can't just not go.

I can't not make it.

My job starts in two weeks,

and I've got an apartment to move into.

- Heather, theoretically...

- What?

In the next four hours,

that plane's going to leave,

and you're not on it.

That would be really bad.

You'd miss an apartment move-in date.

But what happens to your life?

Seriously.

I've got the rest

of the money from Viktor.

It could more than fund

a little extra time in Europe.

Are you making plans?

That's odd. It's very, very strange.

It is odd. It is odd.

Fine.

Oh, wait.

Oh, the girls are texting.

Do they approve of your decision?

Look what Amy sent.

Yeah, they more than approve.

Look where I am.

Can you see? It's pretty, right?

I need more than a text from you

- saying that you're extending your trip.

- I know. I know. I'm sorry.

I didn't mean to worry you

or stress you out.

We're just having such a good time,

and it's so beautiful,

and when else am I going

to be able to do this?

What about your new job?

You said you wanted

to get back and get settled.

I mean, th-that was our plan.

But that's why I planned for,

like, a little bit of, um...

like a cushion in between

the vacation and when I start.

Because, I mean, I am...

It was because I wanted

to take some time to get settled,

but I think... I think I'll be fine.

I'll be back in time.

I'm just going to come back

a little tanner.

What about the girls?

Uh...

They decided

to extend their trips as well.

Honey, I just want you

to be safe, that's it.

I'm being safe, I promise.

- I-I love you.

- I love you, too.

Don't worry.

- Okay, bye.

- Okay, bye.

How was that?

I feel so bad lying.

Does he know you're traveling

around Europe with a random?

- Hmm-mm.

- No?

No.

He's just worried about you.

I know. I love him.

I've never missed a flight before.

Especially not on purpose.

I'm not shocked by that.

Look at this.

Here.

Yeah, "San Sebastin, 1946."

In the heart of Donostia,

where the sea whispers

secrets to the shore,

"I stood on a bridge,

contemplating the end of the w*r."

"One year ago,

I lay wounded on a b*ttlefield,

staring into the face of death.

I don't know how or why I survived,

but I did.

And something shifted inside me.

I realized that my life,

however long or short, was mine alone.

I will not waste a second of it.

"I will not stand on the shore

and wonder what could have been."

Come on, it's okay.

Where are you taking me?

It's okay. Come on.

- I've been here before.

- Where are...

Is this someone's house?

Yeah. I just don't...

I don't know if anyone's home, but...

What do you mean?

Jack, I feel uncomfortable.

- We can't just walk...

- It's okay.

Trust me.

Jack? Oh.

Oh, my God.

Jack!

- Hey!

- Oi. Good to see you.

- Good to see you.

- This is Heather.

- Oh. Heather, nice to meet you.

- Hi. Hi.

- I'm Ana. Ana.

- Ana. Nice to meet you.

- Heather.

- Nice to meet you.

Nice to meet you.

It's been a long t...

He knocks on the door.

He says to us,

"My name is Jack. I think your father knew

my great-grandfather."

- That's it?

- No introduction.

- No context. He just...

- He just smiled.

Just like that.

It's a decent smile.

They spent hours together.

Sometimes we translate.

Sometimes Jack just listen to this old man

speaking a language he doesn't understand.

I mean, at times I didn't even feel

like I needed the translation.

- Mm.

- I didn't care. I just wanted to listen.

Mucho. Mucho. Muchsimo.

Muchas horas.

- Cheers.

- Aita.

- Heather?

- Hmm?

Jack says, uh, you play guitar.

- Yes, you did.

- I did?

I'm sorry.

- He said that.

- Jack's wrong.

No, I believe him.

- No, no, no, no.

- He's my friend.

- I believe him.

- I know he's your friend, but he's wrong.

Come on, play-play something for us.

I don't... No. I don't...

Yeah, play something we can all sing.

You want to sing?

Yes, we want to sing.

- Okay.

- Please.

All right.

I'm gonna... I'll try.

Yeah.

But I told Jack I haven't played

since high school.

Check it out.

Twenty-five years and my life is still

trying to get up

that great big hill of hope

for a destination

Come on.

And so I wake in the morning

and I step outside

and I take deep breath

and I get real high

and I scream from the top of my lungs,

"What's going on?"

And I say

"Hey-ey-ey

Yeah, yeah, yeah"

I said, "Hey! "

What's going on?"

And I say, "Hey-ey-ey "

Yeah, yeah, yeah"

I said, "Hey!"

Aita.

"What's going on?"

That's it. That's it.

- Good job.

- No.

You know, I really believe that

your thoughts help create your future.

I'm serious.

Sure.

The universe, or God...

- Mm-hmm.

- Or whatever you want to call it,

wants for us what we want for ourselves.

So all we have to do is think it

as often and as hard as we can.

I don't know if I believe that.

What do you believe?

I'm just not sure

that the universe works like that.

Though it'd be nice if sometimes it did.

Where did you come from?

Texas.

- Hola.

- Good morning.

- How are you doing?

- Sleepy.

There's some breakfast over there

if you're hungry.

It's so nice.

How crazy there's a bath

in the master bedroom?

- Thank you, Viktor.

- Thank you, Viktor.

- Thank you, Russell.

- Thank you, Russell.

It's incredible,

this whole experience, you know?

Mm.

I never want to stop doing it.

I just want to keep doing it forever.

I never want it to end.

It's very special.

You're special.

Can I ask you a question?

Yes.

If you could ask...

God, or the universe...

here I go again...

- Or the powers that be one question...

- Mm.

And you get a direct answer...

what would it be?

What's my purpose?

Whoa.

Yeah.

And I've never really

thought about that before.

Mm.

Do we need to dress for this?

Yes. We have to wear

all-white outfits and red scarves.

You're telling me Hemingway wore that?

- He might've.

- He's a little too cool to have worn that.

No, you have to.

Did you know the old bull riders,

they would drink whiskey

until the bottle was finished,

and then they would pee in the bottle

and drink their own pee

and pass it around?

- What?

- Yeah.

Do you think they still do that?

I think they do still do it.

That's probably why that-that

Spanish rider in The Sun Also Rises...

Remember how he's always drinking whiskey?

He's drinking

his own piss for sure.

Potentially.

Wow.

Here we go. Here we...

I think they're coming through...

- I'm going out there.

- No.

- I'm going, I'm going.

- No, no, no, no.

- Wish me luck.

- No, no, no, no, no.

Jack!

Jack!

That was really stupid.

Stop.

Mm, very Hemingway-esque,

bullshit, macho thing for you to do.

Stop. Stop, stop, stop. Seriously.

I'm sorry.

- Don't make me laugh.

- Seriously.

Bien.

Ay.

I think I dislocated my shoulder.

Whoa.

Let's see what is happening, okay?

Do you need help? Can I help you?

Got it.

I feel like the universe is

telling you something

about using money that's been stolen.

We're just giving it back to the world,

where it belongs.

Also, Viktor's money ran out two days ago.

- What?!

- Yeah.

- This is your money?

- Yeah.

- Jack, that's expensive.

- It's fine. We'll figure it out later.

What are you...

Can I help?

Sure. You can pay for whatever you want.

My body and spirit

La, la, la, la, la, la, la

My body and spirit

La, la, la, la, la, la, la

Hi.

No matter how far you are

I know you'll be my shining star

"Porto.

It's the second largest city of Portugal,

and the one that gave the country,

and port wine, its name."

Check this out. "Porto, 25-8-1946.

How sweet that morning

when the winds have turned

and waves of life crash

onto sun-drenched rock."

- That's pretty.

- I think mine's better.

Don't do that to Tracy's Travel.

Hi. Can you see me?

- Yeah.

- I can see you.

I'm getting my tan on,

walking in the sun all day long.

Don't forget sunscreen.

Yes, Mommy.

You're welcome.

Okay, wine at noon?

How's Raef?

- Raef?

- Yeah.

Where is he?

Why isn't he saying hi?

- Raef!

- Raef!

- He's off somewhere picking grapes.

- Raef!

It's gotten really serious,

- like, so quickly.

- Has it?

Yeah.

It's so good.

Well, my boyfriend's name is Camino.

I'm, like, halfway through.

Where are you guys?

We're in a cute little... B and B.

Tell us everything.

Yeah.

We're just wandering.

Like, we live by

his great-grandfather's journal.

We don't even make a plan.

We just go.

- Are you, like, okay?

- Yeah.

- Aren't you going back soon, though?

- Five days.

So, what?

Is he going to come back with you?

Like, what is that whole situation?

I'm not sure yet.

Have you guys talked about it?

No. He... he doesn't have plans.

But the way that we talk...

it makes me feel like he would.

Do you want him

to come back with you?

I would love him to.

I would love for him to be

in New York with me.

It's not just a tryst.

- Yeah.

- You know?

I think I'm in love.

Wait, she said the "L" word.

Oh, I'm going to throw up.

Oh, my gosh,

you got to figure this out then.

I miss it already. I miss him already.

I don't want to just never see each other.

I need to bring...

I'm going to bring it up.

I'm going to bring it up.

English. English, please.

This is clinic a Pamplona,

calling about your shoulder injury.

We've noticed something abnormal

in your scans

and we need to schedule a follow-up

at your earliest convenience.

Okay.

Oh. Have you seen this?

- Whoa.

- Can I?

- Yeah. No.

- Do you mind?

- Look.

- Whoa.

No way.

- That is crazy.

- That's crazy.

Do they look familiar?

No, I haven't seen these.

"Santa Pau is a tiny village

in the Pyrenees,

exactly where three countries meet.

If you take the wrong path, you can

miss it and regret it all your life.

I'm here, in April,

for their festival season.

They're finishing the winter and welcoming

the Santa de la Primavera,

"the Saint of Spring."

"I've been here for six days,

and they have not stopped dancing."

They've done this for centuries.

They have kept the faith

that spring will come.

That life will go on.

They are dancing in the face of death.

Don't know when they'll stop.

"Maybe I won't, either."

- Do you think that festival still exists?

- I don't know.

Where is it? Santa Pau?

I don't know.

Okay, let's keep these safe.

You can have it.

Keep it.

I think Russell wanted you to have it.

I love you.

Me, too.

I just didn't want to say it first.

Hi.

Look.

If you can see past that tower

over there, that's the Colosseum.

Do you need anything from me?

- You, uh, you got your flight booked?

- Mm-hmm.

Just enough time

to get settled into the new place and...

start the new job on the following Monday.

Okay, well,

you know you have less than a week.

I also wanted to call and tell you...

I met someone.

You met someone?

What's his name? Wh-Where is he from?

His name's Jack.

He's from New Zealand.

- What's he do?

- Uh...

Well, for a while, he's been...

following his great-grandfather's journal

around Europe.

Following a journal? Why?

Uh, well, his... great-grandfather was

a soldier in World w*r II,

and to honor his memory,

Jack is following in his footsteps.

It's a really beautiful story,

and I don't know,

maybe he'll write a book about it or...

Heather.

- I have to go.

- I love you.

- Bye.

- Bye.

Long walk.

- Yeah, I got lost.

- Yeah?

So, apparently, I'm going to write a book?

I, um...

I was going to mention it to you.

- Oh, yeah?

- Yeah.

I thought that...

It would give what I'm doing

some kind of a meaning?

No. What you're doing does have meaning.

I was just saying that

it's such a beautiful experience

and thing that you're doing.

It's just not really something

that I need.

Okay.

What do you need?

I don't need anything.

I've got it all right here.

Okay, but you know right here

is about to end, then.

I'm getting on a plane to New York,

and we haven't really talked about...

how you feel about that or what you think.

I think we should make the most

of every one of those days until you go.

Until I go, and then what?

- I don't know.

- You don't know?

I get it. You don't make plans.

You get distant any time I show

any sort of interest in my future.

But then you make these grand statements

about how the universe conspires

to give us what we want and what we need.

Why every single time I bring up anything

about the future, you get distant?

Because there's no point

talking about the future.

- There's no point talking about the...

- What do you mean

there's no point talking about the future?

What is this about, your career or...?

No, it-it's about all of it.

It's about what we're doing

moving forward.

I just, like, I-I'm sorry

the story thing bothered you,

but, like, what am I supposed to say

to my dad?

He's a man who's worked every single day

since he was 16 years old.

And he's asking me about a young man

wandering through Europe

following a journal.

I just made up a story

about you writing a book

because it sounds

a hell of a lot better than,

"I don't know, Dad, he's some

mysterious guy that I met on the train

who wears a $10,000 watch

and thinks that work is for squares."

I got this on the side of the road

for ten bucks the day that I quit my job.

And I keep it 'cause it reminds me

of what's real and what's bullshit.

Okay, so what I'm asking you,

is this real or is this bullshit?

Of course this is real.

Don't be ridiculous.

I'm just asking you a question,

and you keep deflecting.

What do you want me to say, Heather?

Maybe, I don't know, "It's k*lling me

that our time here is coming to an end

and we should make a plan

to see each other as soon as possible

because the thought of not seeing you

or being a continent away from you

is unbearable."

Or is that just me?

Heather, I... I don't know what's going

to happen in the future.

- I know, but...

- And I'm okay with that.

I-I know, but I'm not a trap, Jack.

I'm not some, like...

I'm not a dead end that you need to avoid.

- I've never lied to you about anything.

- I'm not saying that you have.

- But I've told you...

- That's not what I said.

Heather, I've told you from day one

that I don't live in the future

and I prefer not making big plans.

I know, but I-I do.

I like plans. I need them.

And I just feel like a guy

who has no plans or nowhere to be

could at least make one

or-or get on the plane with me.

I can't give you an answer right now.

- Come with me.

- I can't... I don't...

I don't know

what to tell you, Heather.

- And I can't have this conversation.

- You're not telling me anything right now.

Exactly. I can't have this conversation

with you right now.

Jack.

Jack, what do you mean

you can't have this conversation?

- I'm going for a walk.

- Where are you going?

I'm going for a walk.

You believe in heaven and hell?

I don't think I believe

in a heaven or hell.

I like to believe that...

this isn't all that we have.

- Yeah.

- This very, very short life.

I think that's the beautiful part

about it, is it's a choice.

We get to, we get to decide

who we're becoming every moment.

And it's not up to us to decide

which moment is perfect

and which moment isn't perfect.

Some of the most beautiful things come

from the most devastating losses.

Doesn't mean that it's not hard, though.

Do you believe in past lives?

Yes.

One hundred percent, yes.

Do you think we've met before?

Yeah, one hundred percent.

I'm starting to not...

believe in coincidences.

I'm coming with you.

I bought a plane ticket.

"They were digging in soil

that had been dug before them",

that will be dug after them.

These trees will grow, these men will die,

their children will harvest

these olives for their own one day.

We planted 19 trees

before the sun went down.

Whatever happens to me,

I am in their soil.

"I am in their grandchildren's story."

Is this the olive grove

Russell helped plant?

I don't know. It could be.

Potentially, we could come back

to this tree in another life.

Okay. What can I say?

It's so cute.

Give me your phone. Gonna take a photo.

You're going to do what?

Don't get too excited.

Okay, we have eight seconds.

What do we do? What do we do?

What do... what do we...

What?

Have all items

out of your pockets.

Keys, telephones.

Next.

This is

Dr. Donato from the Rome oncology clinic.

Your test results came in.

I think you should call me

as soon as possible, please.

Jack!

What are you doing?

- Should we get coffee?

- Hey, silly. Yes.

We will begin boarding

passengers that need assistance

I'm going to go to the bathroom.

Okay.

Um... we're group five,

so you have a little bit of time.

Yeah.

Do you want to leave your stuff?

It's okay. I'm used to the weight.

Okay.

That was a really good trip.

Yeah, it was.

Every single part of it was great.

- Right?

- The best.

So good.

There's still so much more

I want to see, though.

Then we can come back.

Yeah.

Do you always get like this

when you have to pee?

Go pee. Hurry. Hurry back.

- Okay.

- Okay?

Passengers seated

in zone one can begin boarding.

New York JFK.

Continuing boarding

Flight 2463 to New York JFK.

Those seated in zone two can now board.

Zone three can now board.

New York JFK.

- All passengers...

- Jack!

Jack!

Hi, sir.

I-I'm looking for my boyfriend.

- No.

- S...

- Uh, but he, he...

- No, no, no.

sh*t.

Oh, I'm so sorry.

Okay.

Uh, sorry.

Sorry.

Final call

for Flight 2463 to New York JFK.

All passengers should be in line,

as we will be closing

the cabin doors shortly.

- Hi.

- Hi.

Hey, um, I'm-I'm traveling with someone,

and I can't find him,

and I was wondering if you could tell me

if he's gotten on the plane yet.

I'm sorry. We're about to close the door,

so you need to board now

and see if they're on the plane.

I understand.

I was just wondering if you could tell me

if the person who's sitting

next to me has boarded.

Passport and ticket, please.

Thank you.

Okay. Buon viaggio.

Is it a full flight?

- Yes.

- Okay.

Another holiday

attraction opening in the city today

is three weeks of special events

in the Flatiron District,

kicking off with a pretty cool

art installation.

Hi!

Hi, hi, hi!

Hey, honey.

Wait, no, I don't...

You haven't heard, like, a word from him?

Nothing.

- Nothing?

- Nothing?

Nothing. Not since "I'm really sorry."

And then, I'm pretty sure blocking me.

- No.

- Yeah, the last...

He's literally a piece of

- steaming wet dog sh*t.

- Amy...

- I'm so sorry. No. No.

- Wait. No, no, no.

No, hold on. I'm telling you.

- After, after...

- Let her speak.

He said, "I'm really sorry,"

my message didn't go through.

- He blocked me.

- So he completely ghosts you

after going on, like, this whirlwind trip,

and then he tells you that he loves you,

and then he just, like,

straight up ghosts you

and disappears forever?

I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

Mr. Jack can take his dumb accent

and his moody attitude

and he can just go rot in whatever

European hole he crawled out of.

I'm sorry. I'm over it.

- You deserve a thousand percent better.

- So embarrassing.

- No.

- No, it's not embarrassing.

- It's just rude.

- It's not embarrassing.

I just agree with her

- that you deserve better.

- Thank you. You deserve better.

I guess of all things,

I'm just so confused.

Like, why didn't he say something?

- Like, literally anything?

- Why did he... Right.

- Raef hasn't heard anything, either.

- What?

- Nothing at all. Isn't that weird?

- Really?

- Nothing from Jack? Since when?

- Nothing at all.

He says that it's real...

For a whole month, no contact,

and that's really unusual for Jack.

Hey, guys.

What if he is in witness protection?

- Amy?

- No, I'm serious.

What if he, like, arrived to the airport

and he saw his, like,

old mob boss or something,

and then he was like,

"Oh, my gosh, I'm going to get caught."

So he had to change his entire life

and identity

- in witness protection.

- Mm.

That would make sense

why he, like, went no contact.

- It's definitely...

- Duh.

No, it's a way better story than

"I got ghosted by a guy I met in Europe."

No, I really, I really think so,

because he wasn't...

He wouldn't be... I mean, let's be honest,

he would not be good in the mob.

No.

The only reason he would be

is because he's bad at pictures.

Wait.

- This is adding up.

- It's...

It's adding up, and then...

Actually, keep it coming, keep it coming.

I think you're on to something.

He was in the mob, he wasn't good at it,

and so then he had to quit the mob,

and then he had to go

into witness protection.

Feeding my delusions.

- That's what I'm here for.

- I love it. I love your brain.

Thank you. I love it, too.

It's a holiday next week,

so... let's jump into it.

Um, I think everything,

everything is looking pretty good.

One note on page

Merry Christmas from Texas.

I just got home.

Um, family's good.

- Hey, there she is.

- Hi. Hi.

- Hi, Nana.

- Oh, oh.

- How are you?

- Oh, you're all skin and bone.

Uh, Dad says hi.

Nana says hi.

Come on, let me at her.

Mm!

- I missed you so much.

- Oh, let me get a look at you.

- Oh, come on, help me get this ham on.

- All right.

Can't make my Christmas ham without you.

Absolutely not.

- You got a beer?

- Oh, hell yeah, I got a beer.

Uh, yeah, I love y'all. Merry Christmas.

Hey.

What's eating you?

When Mom left,

how did...

How did you cope?

Well, I had to know it wasn't about me.

And it wasn't about you.

I mean, look at us.

We're cuter than two peas in a pod.

I could never be inside your mom's brain.

Hmm.

I could hate her...

for leaving us, for leaving you.

Well, I could love her

for-for giving you to me.

For giving me this one-on-one relationship

with the best girl in the whole world.

But trust me, baby,

I, uh, I spent a lot of years,

I-I wasted a lot of years

on the hate part.

Same.

Oh, Heather, baby, honey.

You got a great life.

You got a life better

than I ever even dreamed of.

You got a great education.

You got a, a great job.

You got a great future.

You do not let this boy

take that away from you.

You hear me?

He won't.

He doesn't get to do that.

I'm going to help Nana put the greens on.

Wait, your room's so cutie.

Wait, look how crazy Connie looks

- in that photo.

- Look at Connie.

Seriously,

she's going to be so mad

that you still have these.

She told us to burn them.

I know. That's why I kept them.

We've been talking about, like,

really serious stuff, though.

Like future stuff?

Like serious stuff, like

Where we would want to live.

Oh, my God.

Do you think he'll propose?

- Would you say yes?

- Uh...

Well, yeah, I'd say yes.

But...

I think I'm confused.

Yeah, what you confused about?

I have always found comfort

in... the plan.

- And...

- What plan?

The, uh...

The plan, like, my plan,

how things are supposed to go.

Uh, there... there's always a,

there's a formula.

And it is go to school,

get the degree, get the job,

eventually meet someone,

and then that equals fulfillment.

And I'm grateful for it, I am,

but I...

I...

I don't know if I want New York anymore.

And I don't know

if I want this job anymore.

Well, sh*t, that's a big decision.

I know.

Well, then why are you doing it

if you don't want it?

Because I don't...

I don't wa... want to

disappoint you, and...

You can't disappoint me.

The only way you could disappoint me

is if you did something

you didn't want to do.

I never quite understood

why you wanted to work in a bank.

I get it, the money, but...

Baby, you got to do what you love

or-or at least something you like.

I don't think I'd love it or like it.

Well, who would?

I get it.

Hey, you're young.

You got a whole life to make

some sort of decisions like that.

I think that's the thing.

I think that's the first time

I've been asking myself that question.

And I think when I was with him,

I think that...

like, I wasn't... I wasn't thinking

about expectations of myself.

I wasn't thinking about

where I needed to go,

who I needed to be,

what I needed to be do... uh, doing.

I was just there with him.

Yeah, it's called freedom. You felt free.

Yeah, and I'm missing that.

Baby, you'll find that again.

I mean, I don't think you're going

to find it in a bank, though,

that's for sure.

I'm not trying to say you didn't have

an amazing experience with him.

I'm actually saying the opposite.

He gave you something.

He gave you something to strive for.

- A feeling to strive for.

- Mm-hmm.

I think so, too.

Well, that's a big, big gift.

- I love you.

- I love you, too.

It's good to be home.

Heather?

- Hi.

- Hi. Have you seen my shoes?

Um, yeah, right there.

Oh.

Okay, you need to hurry up. She's waiting.

- Come on.

- Okay.

I declare you husband and wife.

Whoo!

You got the best girl.

Yeah, I do know that.

In the world.

So, nothing?

Not a word?

You know?

Come with me.

Okay.

He never RSVP'd.

He just sent me a wedding gift.

And this.

It's for you.

I haven't read it. Don't worry.

Uh, and Connie doesn't know about it.

But he only said to give it to you

if you really asked about him.

So...

- Okay.

- Um...

but I'll be out there if you need me.

Okay.

Heather...

I know vanishing at the airport

was an unforgivable thing to do.

Watching you board the plane alone

was the hardest thing that I've ever done.

But at that moment,

I felt I had no choice.

I lied to you.

About how sick I'd been before.

How scared I was

the cancer would come back.

And suddenly there it was.

In an instant, my future was uncertain.

There was one thing that I knew for sure.

I couldn't ask you to watch me die.

I had to leave.

I had to hope

that you'd hate me for doing it,

that you'd move on

and find the happiness that you deserve.

I miss you.

I only think of you more and more

as the months go by.

The two weeks we spent together

have become my favorite movie in my head.

I play it over and over again,

hoping the memories never fade.

All my travels, my philosophizing,

all my grand ideas.

What I know now is that I wasn't

following the journal.

I was running from the truth.

The journal wasn't some self-help book

or guide to find fulfillment.

It was a map...

that led me to you.

I still keep it with me,

but I read it differently now.

Finding you made every bit

of that journey worthwhile.

It has given me strength

to face whatever comes next.

Love is what makes us dance

in the face of death.

"They are dancing

in the face of death."

Don't know when they'll stop.

"Maybe I won't, either."

In the darkness

I was struggling the hardest

I've been going, going on my own

I think I need to go.

Wait, you think he's there?

I don't know.

But I need to go.

I have to have hope.

I don't know. I don't know.

- I love you.

- I love you so much.

- I love you.

- Congratulations.

Thank you.

Okay, go.

Honey, you need to go.

You need to go right now.

- I will find you

- I will find you

Hi.

How'd you find me?

I remembered the festival,

"dancing in the face of death."

Heather, I can't offer you... I don't...

I can't... I can't...

I can't give you a future.

I don't need you to.

Do you remember what you told me?

If you think it, it's yours.

I'm here now, and I love you.

And I want to dance.

I love you, too.

I see you

- Close my eyes and I can feel you

- Close my eyes and I can feel you

- All I want now

- All I want now

- I want you to know

- I want you to know

- Do you hear me?

- Hear me?

- I just want you to be free

- Free

I can say it out loud,

but don't forget me

Don't forget

Oh

I've been searching for the feeling

Oh, oh, oh, oh, to feel it all

To feel it all, to feel it all

Oh

Just when life has lost its meaning

Oh, oh, oh, oh, there you are

There you are

I will find you, ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh

Ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh

Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh

Ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh

Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh

Ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh

Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh

You know I'll find you

You know I'll find you

Oh, oh-oh-oh

Oh, oh-oh, oh-oh

Oh, oh-oh-oh

Oh, oh-oh, oh-oh

Oh, oh-oh-oh

Oh, oh-oh, oh-oh

Oh, oh-oh-oh

Oh, oh-oh, oh-oh

I will find you, ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh

Ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh

Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh

Ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh

Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh

Ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh

Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh

I will find you

Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh,

ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh

Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh

Ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh, ah, ah