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Mr. Football (2025)

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Mr. Football (2025)

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[MUSIC]

You know I happen to be a little bit

biased for the game of football, and

I think it's the

greatest game known to man.

It involves so many people.

Whether you get in the game or you

don't, whether you're on the scout team,

whether you're on the ankles,

whether you're bringing water to the guys,

whether you're a star.

And what I've always

appreciated about football or

a great high school environment is

that sometimes you can help make up for

some of the advantages and some of the

opportunities that a young person didn't

have.

And then you really raise it up another

level when you think about Benedictine.

They embodied the family and the

church and the school and the community.

Those are all the things

that are what football is about.

When Benedictine showed up in that

powder blue and white, all of a sudden,

our throats got a little bit drier.

Our muscles tightened up a little bit because

we just had that much respect for them.

They were gonna run the ball

and they were gonna hit cha on defense.

It was always an incredible game.

Ray in those games was incredible.

Benedictine, Ray Williams, Mr.

Football in the state of Ohio this year.

Thank God I'm just the best like that.

We had Ray.

Nobody could lay a hand on him.

This guy's a freak athlete.

He could change a game in one play.

There's one tackle, there's

two tackles, there's a third tackle.

He almost-

He did things that nobody

would ever think of on no level.

He's fast, he's strong, he's physical.

He's an absolute savage.

Everything about him, like the

way he played, it was just different.

We knew he was gonna be a story.

I never thought and realized

that as a 14 year, 15 year old kid,

I would form lifelong friendships.

You know, we were all brothers.

It was like a brotherhood.

It doesn't matter where you came from.

When you stepped into

Benedictine, you guys were all family.

When you played

Benedictine, you better strap it up,

because you're gonna get hit.

Cleveland Benedictine is making

a second straight trip to the finals.

And this is having a

competition around the city.

You know who the guys are.

Raymond over there doing his

thing, you got Bron doing his thing.

Receiver LeBron James.

LeBron was recruited by

virtually every school in the country.

We all knew each other.

We was high school superstars.

Yeah!

And then just to think of

it, about me being 36 right now,

probably would have

ended up retiring a few years ago.

You know how you always hear,

you could throw your

whole life away doing one bad thing.

And all I could think about is,

damn, I just threw my whole life away.

(MUSIC)

Northeast Ohio, I

think about how we were created.

Immigrant population, industrial,

neighborhoods, communities.

The Benedictines go back to St. Benedict,

who is a Italian

saint from 480 to 547 AD.

He founded 12

monasteries, and from those monasteries,

they spread throughout the world.

There are only three

monasteries in the states

that are actually in the

city, and we're one of those three.

For all these years, it was a

predominantly

Slovak neighborhood,

and it evolved over time.

Now we are a predominantly

African-American neighborhood.

As the neighborhood changed,

it's a possibility of, do we

go where we were originally called for

to serve the Slovak people?

Do we stay here to

serve the people that come here?

So the monks had a big meeting.

Have the inner city and the suburban kids

all come together and get educated.

When other people are walking away,

they made a

commitment to stay in the city

and educate those young men.

You can see the amazing accomplishments

that people from that school have had.

You're talking about Rich Paul,

probably gonna go down as

the most successful sports agent

in the history of professional sports.

The Russo brothers who've made

some of the biggest blockbuster films

in the last 50 years in Hollywood.

And of course, Najee

Goode, Super Bowl champion.

A really rich football history.

Arguably one of the

best NFL coaches in history.

Chuck Knoll played at Benedictine.

Without one shred of doubt,

I would not be a writer

unless I had gone to Benedictine.

Well I'm John Huddleston,

class of 2004 from

Benedictine High School.

Home of champions, the Bengals.

Kyle Huddleston, Benedictine High School,

graduating class of 2005.

Troy Huddleston,

out of the three brothers,

I'm the youngest of

John, Kyle, and of course myself.

Me and my brothers had a more

structured life than everybody else.

We didn't get to

run around and do everything

that everybody else get to do.

We had to be at home at a certain

time and all those other things, yeah.

We always felt like here this

was like an oasis, a haven for kids.

They could get out of

whatever environment that they were in

and build an opportunity

for themselves in the future.

I liked the way it was diverse

because you had black

kids that were rich and had money.

And then you had black

kids that came from poverty.

Same with white

kids, same with any other race.

Everybody got together

pretty cool and it was a small school,

so everybody knew

everybody for the most part.

Everybody was kind of macho,

but we didn't have the opportunity

to show off our true talents yet.

Yeah, we weren't

worried about girls' looks.

We didn't really care about any of that.

Our main focus was education and sports.

To me, I firmly

believe high school football

was one of those testing grounds.

Five years before that,

we'd won a state championship,

but the years following

were down years for the program.

We had to change the

culture back to a winning culture.

Coach Bortnick, who was

the mastermind behind it all,

it created an incredible

work ethic from our football team.

You know, to Coach

Conochan, to Coach Schiavone,

and Whaley, to Coach Johnson.

You think of all those guys,

we all had different

attributes we brought to the table.

We had a coach of

staff that was very seasoned

and very direct, to say the least.

Augie Basso was our coach at

the freshman level by that time.

He played at Notre Dame for Elmer Layden,

who was one of the

original four horsemen.

And then went on to be probably one of

the greatest high school football coaches

in the history of this country.

So by the time we were

freshmen he's in his late 80s...

This is Augie Bossu.

This is a living legend.

And I get here, and what's he doing?

He's filling up water

bottles and coolers and loading the van.

And right away it's said,

you know, "this is what you do."

Nobody is above doing this work.

He wanted to make a

difference in every student's life.

And that was a great

lesson for a young coach,

because that rung in my

ears really my whole coaching career.

Art Bortnick, the Benedictine coach Ryan.

He was a blocker for Tony Dorsett.

We had a new head

coach at the time, Art Bortnick,

and it was like a new general.

There was a new sheriff in town.

Art was very good with that.

He was very good with managing the team

and very good with putting us in

position to be successful as coaches,

as well as the players.

You know, my dad was a really good coach.

I could just tell that

it meant more at Benedictine

than it did anywhere

else that I was a part of

throughout the time growing up.

If you want to be

part of the football team,

you're going to be

at every single workout.

And if you ever miss a workout,

don't even anticipate

walking on a practice field.

That's what started the brotherhood.

The backbone of Benedictine is family

and picking each

other up and staying together.

Grew up in Cleveland,

Ohio, 66th and Hough.

That's where I started playing football.

Made a kind of little name for myself

while I was coming up through there.

Oh, Ray Ray.

Man, I coached against Ray in Muni.

Their Muni team beat my team in

the championship at the time, right?

So I already knew what

I was looking at back then.

Ray and I was 14.

I was our last

championship facing each other.

It's been like a

dogfight since we was about 11, 12.

It was a natural,

loving, friendly competition.

And he played defense.

He played offense.

He played

quarterback, tailback, linebacker.

Whatever, it consists of him

playing for him to win that game.

After that point, I decided

to go to Benedictine High School.

I fell in love with being a running back

because, you know,

nine times out of ten

you're going to get the ball.

When Ray came in as a freshman,

I sat him down with

Coach Bossu with the freshman team.

And after one practice, Coach Bossu

said, "Take him right now."

And I kind of had to pinch myself

as far as I've been

around a little bit now.

And I've never seen a talent as

good as I just witnessed right then.

I will never forget the day

Ray Williams came out of practice.

So all of us are looking

around like, who is this kid?

So the coach calls

the play and goes, hey,

we're just going to do a screen pass.

He caught this pass.

And he literally bulldozed

every human being in front of him.

And the second his

fingertips touched the ball,

every single one of us were

looking at him like, who is this?

Sophomore year, I

didn't really get to peak

until like the middle of the season.

I think we played St.

Vincent, St. Mary down there

with LeBron James.

He was on the team at the time.

I ended up getting

some playing time in that game.

When they gave me a screen, I took an 80.

And we ended up winning the game.

Ray was about to

become kind of an underdog,

turned into a wonder dog.

From there point on, I was getting time

on both sides of the ball.

I don't think he even had

the practice if he didn't want to.

Like, it just came that natural for him.

Then he'd just come out.

And he'd just spin on

you, stiff arm you, bring you over.

Or then he'd come

back and he'd hit you too.

Anything that

consistent of that sport, he could do.

Many a time in practice, I would see Ray.

And you know what?

I got to get him one time.

I just have to get him.

I could never get him.

He was a elusive.

And if he hit you,

he could melt your shoes.

He could knock you naked.

He could bring it, man.

We played VASJ.

And I remember they kicked it off to him.

And Ray Will takes the

kickoff back for a touchdown.

So we're like, OK, this is amazing.

It's typical.

We're not shocked, but that was awesome.

So then we give them the ball back.

They kick off to us again.

Ray Will takes it back again.

[CHEERING]

Ooh.

So after the second time,

we're like, OK, this is incredible.

But you could see the

other team, like, they're going nuts.

Like, why are we even

kicking it in the remote direction

of this kid?

So then they do it again.

He takes it back to

the house for the third time.

And at this point, I almost want to say,

like, the other team,

we're fighting each other.

Like, why are we kicking it

off to this specimen of a human being?

With his size and

ability, we was like, psh, NFL all day.

His calfs was like little

bombs or like little golf ba*ls.

I just remember seeing them.

I'm like, man, this dude look different.

And Ray kind of had a big head, too.

So like, we're going to show it fast and everything, bro.

To be able to cut on a dime like that, slow down your speed,

and then go speed again, I

was like, Ray a freak of nature.

Everybody knew Raymond

was getting the ball, you know,

30, 40 times a game.

39 touchdowns and

3,000 yards as a junior.

The best running back in

the history of Northeast Ohio

is Robert Smith.

And you heard people

talking that, like, this is Robert

Smith 2.0. This is Robert Smith 2.0.

He was like one of my brothers.

Around all the

time, I'll be at his house.

He come around mine,

like, we used to be out a lot.

He kind of thought outside the box.

And I think that opened up

a window for everyone else around

to think outside the box.

A lot of people talk

about Ray returning punts

or returning kicks on people.

But John Huddleston

returned as many or more than Ray did.

Because when they

wouldn't kick it to Ray,

they would kick it to John.

And John would take

it to the house as well.

And also John was an

incredible corner back, too.

He was a great defensive back for us.

He was an outstanding player.

That first game our

sophomore year, you know,

we might have had

half of our fans in the stands.

And then, boy,

after that, it was every week.

Everyone wanted to

know where Benedict was playing,

who they were playing.

After that, the cat was out of the bag.

There was no secret.

There was no sneaking up on anybody.

Ended up going all the

way to the state championship.

We played Columbus Bishop Watterson.

Don't want to make excuses for it,

but we played in a snowstorm.

And we struggled a little bit in finding

our footing on that field.

But that state championship game,

there was a foot of snow on the ground.

And the greatest show on

turf, it was like our kryptonite.

It took away our bread and butter.

At that state championship game, we

don't have the proper shoes.

I know I didn't.

We playing on turf.

It's like slushy snow.

So we get out there,

I don't have no traction.

None at all the whole game.

Watterson has a

first down and a Division III

state championship.

Even though we lost, I

think it was probably the best thing

that could have

happened to us at that time,

because it was best for us to be humbled.

I did not pose for that f*cking picture.

But the camera found me basically crying

with a towel over my

face as the final seconds unwind.

My first big time

experience as a high school athlete

was crying on the

front end of The Plain Dealer

because we lost the

state championship game.

That, in my opinion, fueled everyone

to come back even stronger.

We turned the page

because we tasted it like blood.

We tasted defeat.

Going into my senior

year, that was one of my goals,

to win this state

championship, because I made it all the way

there and then lost.

When we got into the postseason,

looked at the freshman roster and anybody

that we felt that we can

bring up to compete and practice.

Well, when we brought up Lorenzo and we

found out they were

better than the guys that we're

playing in that position.

Lorenzo Hunter, he was

the heir apparent to Ray Williams.

The bar that Ray had set,

with everything he did on the field,

Lorenzo was that next guy.

He lived in the practice there.

And I remember watching

him from eight-year-old all the way

to his time for him to go to high school.

And I was able to get

him to come over here with me.

Lorenzo, when he came up in the playoffs

and a guy that can

stretch to field at six four

and as a freshman who

was out running everybody,

just slinging and

watch those guys go catch it.

Lorenzo is another

one of those freak athletes.

He was like the

first tall, lanky dude I saw,

but it was fast.

Laffey threw fly,

Lorenzo looked up spotted the ball.

And as soon as he spotted,

seeing the ball was going over his head,

he said, ah, ah, ah, ah.

And in like three, four

steps, he caught up to the fly.

But when he caught

it, he didn't catch it.

Overhand catch it.

He actually caught it

like, uh, I'm like, oh, OK.

They fake that inside handoff.

And going deep is

Cole looking for Hunter.

He makes the catch.

What a catch by Lorenzo

Hunter for another touchdown.

I knew that Lorenzo was

probably going to be one of the best

players in the nation.

I'm not even going to say

Ohio because he was just gifted.

He was a walking ball of

just great, progressive, fun-loving enery.

He was a happy kid.

I mean, he was always smiling.

He was great to be

around in the locker room.

He was great to be around at school.

He was funny in the car rides home.

He just was a really genuinely great guy.

He was joking 24-7.

Lorenzo was super willing to learn.

He was not a real c*ck dude.

Like, he knew what he could do.

Cool as a fan, like one of the

coolest people you ever want to be around.

Didn't have no big head attitude at all.

We would play tonk with cards.

We were playing for dollars.

I was so excited

because I had beaten Lorenzo.

And I might have took

him the $5 or $6 that he had.

We got an opportunity to play again.

And he took all my

money, a few dollars I had on me.

And when it was over, he

gave me two or three dollars back.

Even though you just put me through this,

I don't want you to

have to kind of go through that.

Ray would often

take Lorenzo to his house.

And he'd stay and eat dinner with Ray.

Once he became a

sophomore and I was a senior,

I was there.

I was driving then.

So he was always with me.

Stay down my house.

Go to school from my house.

Like a little brother

because I ain't had no little brother.

I got two little sisters.

Always want to be with the upperclassmen.

He always felt like he was

older than the guys he was with.

A lot of us will say

when we got to be of driving age

after practice, we would

spend a lot of time together.

Raymond, John Huddleston,

Troy Huddleston, Kyle Huddleston,

Chris Austin, Lorenzo Hunter.

Those guys all hung together as a group.

I remember the weeks leading

up to the state championship game.

The school was so in the zone.

That was the mood.

May it to the state

championship again at the Hall of Fame.

It was snowing.

It was a slow paced game.

But I was like, If y'all

want to play like this.

We got Ray.

346 carries, 2,700

seven yards, and 38 touchdowns.

Like we're not losing this one.

We lost last year.

We're not falling short this year.

Not at all.

Ray Williams on his way to the end zone.

Touchdown.

To the left side.

Can he get around the corner?

He can get into the end zone.

Ray Williams with his

second touchdown of the game.

And the Benedictine

Bengals take a 12 to nothing lead.

And that will do it.

The Benedictine

Bengals didn't win it last year.

They lost to Columbus

Waters in the state championship game.

But time ticking

out here at Fawcett Stadium

and they have their state championship.

Did we just do that?

Like did we really just

kind of come in and just handle

our business?

I've never felt a

highlight that too as far as football.

To see your parents up there.

Everybody just... I

can't even describe it.

Like it felt too good.

I was finally awarded

Mr. Football my senior year.

Mr. Football Award.

I want to say it's

almost equivalent to the Heisman

in college.

You're the best of the

best in the whole entire state.

You are the best athlete.

So that's a big deal to be considered

as the top player in this state.

Mr. Ohio football.

Pretty special.

My runner up was my

best friend Ted Ginn Jr.

We got picked to play

in the Army All-American game

down in San Antonio, Texas.

The US Army game

was an amazing experience.

You're talking about the

best of the best in the country.

Teddy Ginn.

Felt like we was the best guys out there.

Kind of making a name for us to us.

College scout could see we

could do something different.

Just having a joy

to have somebody with you

that you really

know, that you call a brother.

Of course, two Cleveland

guys coming from where we come from,

our whole mindset was to go

down here and put on for our city

and also give our self a shot.

And that's what we did every day.

We get in there, I score.

I come over there, I say, "Hey, bro.

Time for you to score."

When he come over,

and that's in his mind,

he like, "Ted scored.

I know I can score."

Ted Ginn Jr. ended up

getting the MVP of that game

and we was runner ups.

They just presented myself.

I was getting letters from everywhere.

West Virginia, Ohio

State, Minnesota, Eastern Michigan,

Miami, Florida State.

It's like everything

you watch on TV in the movies.

Everybody's just

getting offered scholarships.

We were ranked

number one as the best class.

It was unbelievable

to how far we were excelling.

I feel like the future for

me had to be no shorter than NFL.

So I'll never forget that phone call.

So the shock, it was during Easter week.

It's like, whew, the

school wasn't in session at the time.

It was fairly late at night.

Finally got a chance to pull out my phone

and I had tons of missed calls.

And right away, you

know something's not right.

My father-in-law, who

was a very involved alumni,

called me on the weekend.

And I'll never

forget that first words were,

"Are you sitting down?"

And he's called me, and

we've talked many times on the phone,

but I could tell the

seriousness in his voice.

When he asked me if I was sitting down,

I knew something bad happened.

And he said, "Lorenzo has died."

And I went silent.

I didn't know what to say.

I didn't know how to say it.

It's bringing up weird feelings.

Sorry.

And when he said it, I dropped.

I did.

I dropped right to the floor.

It was one of the

hardest things I've ever

had to hear over the phone.

I get the call that

never wanted to hear my life

and it was Lorenzo's mom.

And I hear her just screaming and crying.

And I don't know what's going on.

And all she kept

saying is, you know, he's dead.

They k*lled my boy.

He's dead.

Then it hit me right

away until I got home and, like,

actually saw it on the news.

I'm like, I think I

cried for like, for days straight.

It's not even

something you could imagine.

I think I was 16 at the time.

Kids don't die when you're 17.

Kids don't die when you're 16.

I didn't just lose a player.

I feel like I lost a son.

A son I never had.

That Monday, we go back to school

after being on

break for a week and a half.

Chaos.

When we came back to

school, it was kind of chaotic

because everybody

wanted to know what happened.

A couple guys that was

there know what really happened.

So they know we're not talking about it.

I remember we had a team meeting.

You know, we weren't sure.

You know, there's a

lot of stories out there.

And then we didn't want to

jump to any type of conclusions.

You used to come here.

And this is your outlet to

get away from all your problems.

Not all problems are here.

You can already tell

the student body is just flat.

There's just this

somber feeling in the hallways.

And you know,

there's kids talking about this,

and kids talking about that.

Nobody really knows the truth.

Our friend's dead.

But no one really knows how or why.

We still didn't really

know what happened over the weekend.

And then things start to trickle out.

Found out that Ray was

there and John Huddleston was there.

They really wasn't saying anything

because I was trying to talk to them.

But they really

didn't want to talk to nobody.

And I think for a lot of

us who grew up in the suburbs,

and our families really didn't understand

what we were going through.

That night was a night of a lot of bad

decisions.

How do I see the story?

For one, we were just kids.

After winning the state championship,

you know, we kind of feel...

We were in the limelight.

[MUSIC PLAYING]

We decided that this

was what we was going to do.

Go out here and rob some people.

The idea came about to

try to rob one of the guys that

was kind of known to

be a drug dealer over there.

He's going to have some money.

And it could be easy, however it may be.

Hell no.

Like, no.

First of all, we know this person.

We grew up together.

You know, he was a childhood friend.

I think we were

just trying to play a role

to act as if we was

somebody we really ain't.

Try to talk him out of it.

I'm like, aw, don't do this.

Lorenzo, it was not a good idea.

Lorenzo got the car,

and I get out the car with him.

Ray's already on the other side.

I said, I'm coming with you.

And he looked at me,

and he was like, Chris, go back.

He said, he looked at me,

and he said, no, I'll just go back.

He said, I got it.

I'm good.

We're going to be good.

And I walk back to the car.

Me and Ray, you know

what I'm saying, jump the fence.

We're like sitting in the yard.

We're like seven, eight houses up.

I can see Lorenzo,

you know what I'm saying?

Like, he walk into

the car, driver's side.

He up on the car

now, you know what I'm saying?

But you see him,

but you don't see anything

that's taking place.

When he reached for

the car door to open the door,

the guy had a g*n on his lap.

At this time, I knew he possibly

can't be sh**ting at

me, because I'm out to clear.

(g*n shot)

His car scared off.

I come out the

backyard, go back over there

to see Lorenzo on the street.

He was dead right there on the scene,

which was unbelievable

for me being an 18-year-old guy,

actually seeing this with somebody

that I call my little brother.

Scariest moment in my life.

I don't know what to do.

So I leave John there,

I'm getting the car, go home.

Pulling the driveway, I'm in the house,

I'm like freaking out, panicking.

I don't know what to do.

We pulled off and drove

away, went and parked in our driveway,

sat there.

Finally, my

brother called me, and he said,

"Somebody's laying in

the middle of the street."

I know he went

over there, but he was like,

"I know who went over

there, and I'm talking to him."

So it was either Lorenzo or Ray.

I knew what happened,

because considering Lorenzo

didn't have a real g*n,

and I kind of knew the person

that we're dealing with.

Like at that moment, I

felt like my heart dropped.

So by this time Ray go back over there,

them saying, "I'm

about to go over there."

I don't know what time

it is, it's later on at night.

By this time, it's

like my mother pulling up.

And she's like, "Where you about to go?"

I'm like, "I'm around the corner."

"Lorenzo got shot." She was like,

"Just get in the car."

So she pull up, they been saying,

"Lorenzo is laying on

the street, Ray holding."

When he seen me get

out, he like shocked, scared,

which I feel like

anybody would be in that situation.

And it's sad because

after I heard them shots,

those saved my life,

because I could've been any one of us,

but at the same time, I feel like this.

Maybe if I was

there, we both could've got out.

That's when reality kicked in.

That's when life turned

to a whole new ball game for us.

Not knowing what to

do, we all laid in the car

and just sat there for a second.

We see lights.

And I'm just thinking, "Oh sh*t."

So we look over in the next yard,

it just cops flowing.

g*ns out, lights on

the g*ns, it's just moving.

I think it was, Kyle that told me

like lean, everybody leaned back.

We ducked down in the car.

They had the police, I

think they forced themselves

in the neighbor's house,

thinking that we were in there.

And they got them out of the house.

And then they told

the police that our house

was next door.

And they came and opened the cars up,

and grabbed a side

of the car, at gunpoint.

And they just yelling, cussing this out.

"Where's John? Where's John?"

That's when they told us, like,

"Hey, well, yeah, your friend's dead."

And at that moment,

it kind of just, you know,

I didn't know what to do.

I know we messed up.

We had messed up.

And asking us questions,

I don't know if it was bad cop, good cop,

but this is when I was in the car.

I was by myself.

You guys like to sh**t at people?

I said, "I'm not sh**ting at anybody."

So the squad car he was in,

he literally drove around

all crazy. He parked

to where I could see

Lorenzo's body, sitting on the street.

And the officer said this,

said, "You see your friend?"

Said, "That's your friend?"

Said, "Yeah, that's my friend."

You see his m*therf*cking

brain spatter over the ground?

(somber music)

Not something I

wanted to hear at 14 years old.

And I didn't even think that was even,

now being an adult,

I would never talk to

nobody like that in that situation.

That sh*t wasn't cool.

And I could just remember

seeing blood all over the street.

And all this cop just kept saying was,

"You see your

m*therf*cking brain spatter,

his brain just spattered on the ground.

You guys want to do dumb

sh*t and this and that and that

and this?"

"That's why your friend's dead now."

Sick to on my stomach.

They pulled off.

And I remember I

was just trying my hardest

just to get that last look.

Just to hope like,

see him move.

And they took us to the Homicide Unit.

And that's when I met up

with the rest of everybody else.

I think it was 10

hours they questioned us.

Trying to figure out what's taking place.

And we hadn't told them the truth.

Man, you better tell us something.

You know what I'm saying?

Or your brother's going down.

We didn't know what we were doing.

We didn't understand

completely the repercussions of it.

Everybody that was with

us know what really happened.

But we didn't have

no contact with each other

none at night.

Ended up going back

to my grandmother's house.

And I think I

cried for two days straight.

I just sat in my room and cried.

I still cry every time

his birthday coming around.

Because I know what we could have been.

Ray and John was

already shaping the future for us.

And if we never

would have did that night,

we wouldn't even be

having this conversation.

We'd probably be

somewhere on the beach right now.

You know, you realize

that not only did we leave

Lorenzo that night, we

left that whole group of guys.

The Raymond, Troy, Kyle, John, Chris.

Their lives changed in a

matter of minutes in one night.

In just one night.

So many different factors I feel.

And it's truly

hard to pinpoint as to why.

I've racked my brain

trying to figure out why.

And I still don't have an answer.

I felt bad for my parents, yeah,

because they gotta

take all the backlash for that.

They had no idea what was going on.

It could have been us.

It could have easily could have been us.

I could have been riding

the car with some of my friends.

Like, well, that's

what we about to go do.

We could have been

easily influenced to do whatever.

Because we didn't know

that being a pro is in front of us.

Different pressures are going to create

different situations.

And we just hope that

everything we've tried to do

is going to be

effective when it counts the most.

For me, it's thinking

that Lorenzo really wasn't coming

back at the funeral.

And I never forget the funeral, Bro

like walking in and seeing him

was just like. Going

back and thinking about it.

And just like now having kids, bro.

And just understanding the opportunity

that like life happens so fast.

The hell of a pivot for

young boys to go through.

That was the first day where I truly

probably became a man.

Because I realized

that life wasn't something

that's just a given anymore.

To me, you know, every

time I've been to a funeral,

it's your morning, the loss of a life.

For Lorenzo's, it

was a celebration of life.

It was a little different for me.

So I had a hard time.

I broke down, I was crying,

and had a hard time keeping it together.

But to me, I thought that was okay

because then it was okay for the kids.

Sometimes you feel

like you failed as a coach.

When something

like this happens, you know,

I didn't know he was

involved in things like that.

And sometimes the

environment is more powerful

than your words.

And I have a hard time with that.

I always have.

Were we too hard?

Should we have been harder?

What could we have done

to prevent this from happening?

Something like this.

Lorenzo has a younger brother.

And I remember his younger brother

going up to his casket,

kissing on the forehead.

I broke down and

started crying right in there,

like a bawling right there.

I think that's when I was able to like ta,

I couldn't hold him no more.

I guess it's better way to put it.

Seeing him doing that and knowing

that he lost his brother,

and I still had mine,

you know, we were all there.

I still can hear his mom crying.

When they had his casket out

and everybody looked

dispersed and left, she didn't leave.

Not only was it gonna be

the hardest day of our lives,

but the rooms floating

around that Lorenzo's family

were out for blood.

They were out for Ray.

Why is he not at the funeral?

And that's when I

was like, what is going on?

Now, none of this makes sense.

It's gonna be some

type of retaliation about that.

And like, if you know how these dudes is

out here in the streets,

they don't care about no funeral.

So if I could catch

you wherever I'ma catch you,

like that's what it's gonna be.

And that's how Cleveland is.

So we not knowing what's going on.

We like, we got our heads on the swivel,

like anything could go down here.

So you got some people

there packing pistols, g*ns.

Everybody is gotta be aware

cause you don't know what might happen.

And a funeral should not be like that.

That's not normal.

I know for a fact

that immediate family hated me.

Cause they felt like

I persuaded him to do that.

I made him do it.

Well, we gonna find out who did it

and whoever did it is gonna pay dearly

for it.

My son was m*rder*d.

My family and my

lawyers that I had at the time,

we came to the conclusion

that I wouldn't be able to go,

which was really messed up for me.

Cause then my last time

seeing him was in the street.

So I didn't get to see

him at the funeral, nothing.

Because if something

would have happened at there,

I know he probably would

have been turned in his grave.

That happened on the weekends.

So we went to school that Monday.

It's in the school now that he gone.

So people not knowing what happened,

all they know is

Lorenzo was gone and you were there.

So now you're the bad guy.

So I said, going to school

is like you have a leprosy almost.

We put on a mask

when we came back to school

and walked around

like everything was okay.

We couldn't even

look each other in the eyes

cause we knew what happened.

And to see everyone

around us just grieving,

that was tough.

Eventually throughout the day,

the detectives come

to the school to question us.

Walked right into the class

and arrested Ray and John on the spot.

They were taken out in handcuffs.

It's kind of mind

blowing cause you're just like, what?

I mean, we sort of knew it was coming,

but I, it crushed me though.

Like damn, my

homeboy is about to go to jail.

And then you ain't

knowing for like how long

they going to jail for.

I was more so scared for

my brother more than anything.

Damn, they got my brother.

Like what's next?

So with John and Ray being 18 at the time

and we were 14, 15, me and Troy.

And I think Kyle was

16 going on 17 at the time.

It made him in 17

and they couldn't charge us

cause we were minors.

So them being 18, they charged them

cause they were their adults.

Come to find out

the night that it happened,

one of the neighbors

seen me and John out there

before all the police came.

So eventually once they got in there,

we ended up having to

tell a real story of what happened.

(soft music)

We wasn't the best of friends, you know,

me and John and his

brother and stuff like that.

But like we was

cool, you know what I'm saying?

We wasn't kicking it all like that,

but we played basketball together.

I couldn't believe it was them though.

That's because it ain't seem like,

like they would do something like that.

Well of our life was a

whole different roller coaster

from that point.

18 years old and they

threatening you to 18 to life.

I ain't really even live my life yet.

Director: When I tell you now

that they begged the other two not to do it

-Ah um.

-does that change anything?

Wow!

Yeah, I didn't know that.

My first time hearing that

and thank you for telling me that

cause you know, for a long, a long time,

I was just like, you know,

why was they targeting me and stuff?

So to hear that, it's

a, you know, it's a relief.

Door's closed and people turn they back.

West Virginia, where I had

my mind set on going to college

at felt that they didn't want to deal

with all that attention.

We went to visit them

in jail and talked to them

and just, we were ministering, you know,

to be there for them as well.

Besides being for

Lorenzo's family and, you know,

his family's

experience and the service, et cetera.

There's no playbook

for how to deal with tragedy.

And, you know, we had to

feel our way through the situation

when it happened

because people from the outside

who still didn't understand Benedictine,

we had to lean on

that brotherhood even more so.

Ray was this close and

the streets are still undefeated.

Everybody want to be that gangster

or that drug

dealer or whatever like that.

I wish I made better choices also.

Like, my youngest

son is the same age he was

when it happened, you know,

and I try to stay on my

son, you know, as much as possible.

Um, you know, a lot of,

a lot of choices we made

in our life is because, you know,

Excuse me. Give me a second.

(soft music)

You know, a

lot of choices we make in our life

is because, you

know, we run to the streets.

Just out there doing

dumb stuff, smoking, drinking,

selling drugs, robbing.

So like, a mother could do but so much.

So, maybe that has

something to do with it also.

Went and got a

lawyer and I turned myself in.

People that were

friends or family or riding,

you know, they didn't much care for us.

Some people came around,

you know, flashing their pistols.

People riding on the

street, spitting on the ground,

like they gonna do something to us

and a lot of mugging and a

lot of this and a lot of that.

I'm not even a big fan of g*ns.

It makes people feel super powered.

And I end up buying

a firearm just for safety.

At 15 years old,

there was no where I can go

without a g*n.

My parents didn't know.

I walked, rode bikes, I had a g*n on me.

Just knowing that people

felt some type of way about us.

You know, and it was, what can I do?

You know, I can't

let somebody come k*ll me.

When I would take

some of those guys home,

there would be people

standing out in the neighborhood

and they would have g*ns on them.

And I would drive up, you

know, scared to death in my SUV.

And they would look

at me and they would say,

"Hey, are you coach?"

And I was like, "Yeah, I'm their coach."

And they're like, "All right, good."

People were highly

upset at what had taken place.

And they wanna hold somebody accountable.

I can still

remember the really mean things

that people would say online.

And this wouldn't happen at St. Ignatius.

This wouldn't happen at St. Ed's.

Well, what do you mean it

wouldn't happen at St. Ed's,

St. Ignatius?

You know what I mean.

You can't build a successful program

with kids like that.

Well, kids like what?

Kids like what?

Tell me.

I think I know what you mean,

but are you saying

it's because we have black kids?

You know, we became a target.

News stations were changing our logo

from being the home of

champions to the home of criminals.

There was handcuffs

put over our school crest,

our school logo.

You know, the thing that hurt the most

was some of the things

that local folks were saying

about the school.

And it, frankly, it pissed me off

because of all the

good that Benedictine had done

over the years in that city

and the impact that

it had made in the community.

To have that

happen, for people to do that,

it was outrageous.

The comments and the

questions for some people were,

you know, how can you go there?

They just had this major tragedy

and it's not a safe school.

Oh, you guys want to state

championship with the m*rder*r.

Oh yeah, you guys k*ll people.

Yeah, real cool.

But I took pride in working here

and I took pride in

being a part of this school.

You're in Catholic schools growing up.

There's this guy who would come around

and try to sell magazines.

This guy, I see him at a baseball game.

He looks right at me as a 17 year old kid

and he sees that I'm

wearing a Benedictine hat

and he goes, "Do you play football?"

I go, "Yes, sir. State Champions, right?"

Proud.

He looks at me and goes,

"Hey, I heard you guys are running"

"the run and sh**t offense next year."

You're an adult.

You know what happened.

You know that I just lost a friend

and have lost two more.

You know, their lives are taken away.

And you're making a f*cking joke

about a kid being dead

to get laughs by a

couple of your other drunk buddies.

It's one of those

things I'll never forget.

For me, being the

only black coach on staff,

there was some things said about me.

Some things said from other black coaches

from other schools.

You know, I didn't hug the kids enough.

Where was I when this happened?

You know, like I could have just

been there for every

minute, every hour of their day.

Then my parents came and talked to me.

I had the opportunity to move to Memphis.

I was supposed to

move to Memphis with my cousin

and get away from all that

and start school over down there.

But it was just like,

I just couldn't see

myself leaving everybody.

Granted everything happened was terrible.

We all are supposed to

go do this together, you know.

We'll do what we always do,

which is go back to

work and prove you wrong.

I remember splashing in the paper,

boom, front page.

Ray and John was on the paper.

The trial.

Just knowing that

he could be sent to prison

and to see my

brother go away and sit down

for playing a part in something,

that we all played a part in, you know,

it was kind of hectic.

John and Ray, they had their arraignment

at the same time, with the same judge.

Well, who's your judge?

I'm like ah Saffold,

you know what I'm saying?

Everybody, everybody I said that to was,

"Oh, we gonna pray for you."

You know what I'm saying?

Because word is,

she was known to like, "Saint people."

From what we were being told, you know,

she was pretty strict.

When that judge was assigned a case,

the writing was on the wall.

This isn't gonna go the

way that our heart wants it to.

So as an 18 year old, hearing 18 to life,

knowing that I got Shirley

Strickland Saffold as my judge,

you can almost

think where my mind was at.

You know, the rep that

she has in Cleveland, Ohio,

she sent people to jail.

I'm aware of my reputation.

No nonsense, fair trial,

but tough old sentencing.

Even if I don't believe in it,

I will enforce the law.

That's my oath.

I think that I'm lenient a lot,

but most people would not agree.

Their fate, you

know, it was singed sealed.

So you gonna give us a judge that's known

to throwing the book at people?

The charges were

different type of robberies, m*rder.

Ray and John were

charged with felony m*rder.

If you are participating in an action

and a death occurs, then

you are responsible for the death

because of your

unlawful participation in that act.

You know, when you look at the case

and you listen to the

facts and you do the paperwork

and you listen to the

arguments on the various motions,

of course, he was a

prime candidate for prison.

Both of them were.

Mr. Football was gone

and there was no one

else in the program like him.

We didn't have a shot to

win a game according to the press,

the naysayers and the public.

Even some of the alumni

didn't give us enough chances

to win that year.

We didn't have a shot.

Regardless of this last

year that happened, you know,

we still here, we still got each other,

we still need each other.

So if we gonna make this work,

then we gotta get our sh*t together.

So week one, we played St. Ignatius.

I remember that during pregame,

huge thunderstorm started.

They put us all

back into the locker rooms

and Coach Bortnick calls us all together

and gotta come up with

a second pregame speech now.

Art wasn't a huge pregame speech guy,

but I remember him

saying something along the lines of,

you know, we owe it for one more person

and he pointed up to the sky.

Anybody could have ran

through a brick wall that day.

I mean, I remember

walking out of that locker room

with tears running down my face

and that was my

major takeaway from that game.

You know, for me,

walking out of that

locker room for the second time,

I was, it's like I

had Lorenzo's hand in my hand.

It's a reflection of

how much we had to go through.

Lorenzo was still in

our mind and in our hearts.

We were getting

ourselves as best as we could

to get back to the

flow, back to practice,

back to everything that we needed to do.

53 to six, the

Bengals lost to St. Ignatius.

That first game under our belt

and not having much success

kind of helped in

putting our players back

into a state of mind that

we got ourselves back flowing.

We went through so many months there

of just the sadness and

the horror of losing that teammate

and not having

Lorenzo around. For a lot of us,

we didn't want to relive it.

We never discussed it the whole year.

We didn't discuss it to the players

and we did not

discuss it as a coaching staff.

That game became

almost like a release for us.

We could put

everything behind us and just go play.

Right after of that game,

we went on a winning streak.

We got back in stride

almost like we were that team

the year before.

Closer we got to the end of the season

where we knew it was gonna be a playoff,

the more the noise

kind of backed off, you know,

and then you didn't hear it as much.

Having to deal

with being in the playoffs,

my brother on trial, it was a struggle.

Then still having to

do with school, school work,

still dealing with

people in the community

in the neighborhood, it was stressful.

Nobody could support them

properly except their teammates.

It's one thing for a

coach to tell you coach speak,

but the way that the players bonded

and everybody came together.

You know, the year before,

if it was the Ray Williams show,

that next year was

team effort, all hands on deck.

(crowd cheering)

(crowd cheering)

We had our first few arrangements.

Judge, she's like,

"Oh, I see Mr. Huddleston,

I see Mr. Williams."

She was like, "Well,

where's the other person?"

And they was like,

"Oh, we gave him probation."

Mr. Roberts, I'm gonna

place you under the supervision

of the County Probation

Department for a period of two years.

She was like, "So

you gave the drug dealer

who shot on

probation, but you want me to,"

and him saying, "Railroll done."

As I watched the case

and listened to the development

of the case, I began to think,

what was their involvement?

And, you know, was

this like kids not thinking,

not seeing things to their conclusion?

And I remember that Huddleston's father

gave a very positive light.

So then I started

looking at them differently.

So, Sentencing Day

comes and everybody's bracing

for the worst, waiting

to see what's going to happen,

hoping for the

best, praying for the best,

and then it happens.

There were tears and

cheers as Judge Shirley Saffold

announced her

sentence, five months probation

and a $1,000 fine

for both Raymond Williams

and John Huddleston.

Damn, y'all gotta be kidding me.

This was super big.

If they got all this believe

in me, I ain't letting them down.

It didn't make sense to send them to prison

because I kept saying, what

did they do that caused the death?

Other than they were

going out to rob a dope dealer

and what did they do?

Did they do anything

themselves in furtherance

of k*lling this

young kid who was their friend?

And I was gonna let them go to college,

but if they didn't act right in college,

I would send them to prison.

She ain't known for

doing what she did for us.

I kinda felt that she

kinda understood what had happened.

A lot of people might've

thought like, oh, you're older,

you guys knew what

you guys were getting into,

but not really.

I know there was

some things that all of us

had to get through, you know, the family,

but at least that we'd be

able to get through them together.

I definitely salute Judge Saffold

for just being, understanding.

Were all just good young man,

that just made

stupid decisions that night.

My guess would be

that the Judge in Ray's case,

she came to the

conclusion that, you know what,

this young man deserves a chance.

And really in life, all

any of us can ask for is a chance.

People had a very

personal interest in Raymond

to go to prison.

The prosecutor on this

case, he quit the office after,

I'm telling you,

this guy got really ticked.

He quit.

And went to another prosecutor's office.

He was angry about what happened.

Outraged.

But I think that we're all human beings.

And you know, we

come in and we say to juries,

we just want you

to be fair and impartial.

But everybody brings with

them the baggage of their life

and their life experiences.

And, you can't

make a decision without that.

I think because he was Mr. Football,

and I think because his

status, he was the scapegoat.

Raymond never pulled a trigger.

He never pointed a g*n at that guy.

He never was the one

involved with that person.

When Judge Saffold

gave my brother probation,

it was a relief.

We got to get back to business.

And I think after

that, it was just like, you know,

it did take a lot

of sh*t off my shoulder.

That put a fire up under me.

And I'm sure it did

for a lot of other people.

So it was like, the

minute I strapped this stuff on

and put these colors on, it's showtime.

And Troy came to life.

Kyle was off the chain.

Kyle used to throw

offensive linemen down the line.

Literally throw them down the line.

I remember seeing it.

Before we even know it,

we're back at the Pro Football Hall of Fame

playing in the state

championship for a third year in a row.

I don't think I slept that night.

I don't think I slept the

night before the championship.

I was so anxious

and so like, I didn't know,

I didn't know how to feel.

After everything we just overcame,

I'll be damned if y'all couldn't beat us.

You know, like, it's

just, it's not gonna happen.

It was calm.

It was focused.

It was a good environment.

You know, there

wasn't a lot of overreacting.

There wasn't a lot of wasted energy.

I'll never forget

the captains walked out early

before the game to meet with the referees

and get ready for the coin flip

and Ray's standing

right outside of the locker room.

Honestly, I wasn't

even expecting the coaches

and the faculty and

the staff to let John and Ray

on the sideline.

When I pulled up to that

stadium and got out that car,

I can remember me telling myself,

"Have a clear head on."

I know I can remember my

mom kept telling me just like,

"If you expect

somebody to say something to you,"

"then they don't,

don't take it the wrong way."

So when I got out,

the car got into the arena

and I didn't know who was

gonna speak to me and who wasn't.

I hadn't spoke to

nobody in the whole year.

And of course, you

know, I seen the dirty looks

and the whispers

and all that type of stuff,

but didn't really pay no attention.

It's still like that

we're gonna welcome you in

because you know what I'm saying?

Like you were part of

this, but at the same time,

we gotta follow a certain type of rule

and I respect that, but

it's just like, I appreciate it.

A lot of emotions and a lot of things

running through your head,

what to do, what not to do.

And you know, we all embraced them

and I think he just wanted us to know

that he was there with us.

As Catholics, we're told to forgive

and I'd make sure that those guys knew

that there's no

anger, there's no animosity.

I was there to see

the guys that were up under me

win the state

championship, so that's what I kept it as.

All I wanted to do

was just see y'all win.

I feel like every time I touch that ball,

somebody gotta pay, you

know, somebody gonna feel it.

Troy Huddleston on the move,

Troy Huddleston is

going to go all the way.

33 yards in the

touchdown for Troy Huddleston.

I put that in my

mind, like if I touch it,

because I didn't

expect to get that many touches

that game, I didn't.

Troy has put on a show at

the running back spot, hasn't he?

Special player.

We ran the same type

of offense that we had ran

for the 44 games leading up to that

and we were on a

mission to make a statement.

We had a brother that

transitioned over to the next life.

We're gonna use that in his name

and we're gonna win

a state championship, amen.

The Benedictine

Bengals, overcoming tragedy

in their program,

fighting adversity all season long.

Defend their state title in Division III.

27 to 14, they are winners.

I would have told you

that's too good for Hollywood,

that's bullshit, but they did it.

Adversity has an amazing

way of bringing people together.

And that was some of

the most fun I've ever had

in teaching and

coaching and just in life.

I'm as proud of that team,

if not more than

anything I've ever been a part of.

My probation officer calls me down.

They wanna do a piss

test with you before you leave,

but after I take the test,

they tell me to stay down here

because my test

results will be back in 45 minutes.

Now when I signed off on my probation,

all my piss gets sent to a lab.

And I said that to my probation officer,

and they said,

"There's something new going on

over there today, they

just doing it right there."

So once I leave and go downstairs,

I call my lawyer and

tell him what's going on,

and he say to me

himself, "That don't sound right."

And I guess from what he told me,

he was like, "The whole

routine of how it played out

was different."

They said, "Your test was dirty."

No way, I haven't been smoking.

There's no way I violated this probation.

So now I'm in the

process of getting booked.

By the time he get over

there, he go see Judge Saffold,

she calls downstairs and

tell him to send me upstairs now

in the middle of the booking.

So they take me upstairs and she say,

"Ray, I told you if

you come back in my courtroom,

that you gonna have to do some time."

So I said, "Yeah, you right."

She said, "Well,

you back in my courtroom.

I'm sentencing to you today three years."

All right, if they say his urine is dirty,

the media gotta pick it up.

Oh, Mr. Football, this thing is dirty.

He test dirty, he gonna

go to jail for three years,

So they hold him, put him in jail.

And of course, he

reached out to his lawyer,

lawyer reached out to the judge.

Judge orders another

urine sample to be collected.

Two days after that,

my lawyer come touch visit

and tell me that my urine is clean.

That morning I go

see her with the prosecutor

and everybody that's right there.

She asked those guys,

"So how did he take a test for y'all?

And he took a test for me."

"Inside with no access to

nothing to clean his system with,

and it came back clean?"

Prosecutors couldn't say nothing.

She said, "With that being

said, I'm letting him out today."

And that's how I got a

second chance with that situation.

So that's why I take my hat off to her.

And I love her to this day,

because without her,

I wouldn't be right here.

Right after I got on probation,

schools was able to talk to me again.

And I ended up leaving

and going to North Carolina

and playing at Shaw University.

At that time, I'd get

picked up by Carolina Panthers.

Like I'm riding with you.

I'm like, "All right, cool."

You know, it was a whole

different type of lifestyle now.

You know what I'm saying?

But it wasn't a different friendship.

You know what I'm saying?

We still was the same guys.

We were just going to play football.

We were just in two different lanes.

I feel I could have had it at a shot,

but it was a lot of

questions asked to how did I change.

I mean, I guess I answered the question

to the best of my ability,

but at the NFL Draft.

Yeah, they probably would have

said I had character issues.

That's a lot of

what the scouts were saying.

So I didn't get a shot.

The Ravens were looking to sign them

and they essentially told them,

"We can't take the PR right now."

Up until recently, my

brothers and I never discussed

really what took

place and how it affected us.

I learned some things about

how they felt that I never knew.

And I'm sure they

learned some things I felt

that they never knew because I said,

I believe everybody

was trying in their own way

just to get past it.

I buried it so deep and

just weighed it on my shoulders.

I've been carrying it since I was 14.

I've never even got

into detail with my family,

but the positives is I was, I

wanted to tell my side to tell our story

and shed light on it,

even though it may

seem like something that's fun,

just think twice before you do it

because you don't know how

it's going to impact your future.

Don't rush anything in life, you know,

and you gotta take

your time and work for it.

Don't go off doing those stupid stuff,

take your time and be a kid, for real.

Everybody, I don't care who you are,

like has had one night

to where it could have changed

your life too, you know what I'm saying?

If I could go back in time,

I wouldn't have

even started selling drugs.

I would have stayed in my a*s in school.

You know what I'm saying? The struggle.

That's the

struggle, that got the best of me.

You know, I was living in the projects,

back and forth,

staying with family and friends.

So it was like, I just

didn't want to do that anymore.

So I kept selling drugs all that time

and somebody ended up getting k*lled.

We all got choices and the

street life is not where it's at.

It's not.

I got to prison in 2016

for a different m*rder.

I'm in here for 18 to life.

I made the wrong choices.

And now it's too late

and I might not ever get out.

And I hope that other people watch this

and learn from this, you know,

don't make that mistake that we made.

If I had one more time,

just to chat with Lorenzo.

So I'd say "Thank

you for the time you gave us

and the memories you

gave us while you're here."

We're all guys in our thirties

that have returned the favor.

There's so many of

us that have become coaches.

We're tremendous leaders.

I came back here as a coach.

The first thing I did when I came in here

was I walked into the gym

and I looked at that baby blue banner

and it says state champions.

And I know that no matter what,

I was part of the best team at that time.

And that's something that all of us have.

Like, that's not

something we take lightly.

All of us are champions.

We will always forever be champions.

Given everything

that that team went through,

I could make the case that,

if they go out and just have a season,

if they play the games,

that's a victory for

them, for the coaching staff.

But then they go out

and win a state championship.

Now, I could say this.

There may have been

more talented Benedictine teams,

but given the fact of

what those guys went through

and what they accomplished,

I think that could be the greatest

Benedictine football team in history.

The elite of Bengal history,

celebrating its 20th anniversary,

the 2003 Benedictine Bengals.

(crowd applauding)

I still have no relationship

with a lot of those guys right now.

And some of the guys that

I don't have a relationship with,

I wish I did.

I ran into Ray not long ago.

He was working as a

laborer on a job that I was on.

He jumped up and gave me a big hug.

And they said, "You

know, that guy played for you?"

I said, "Yeah, yeah."

And they go, "Was he any good?"

And I just shook my head.

I said, "You have no idea.

You have no idea."

I would love to see

him and see how he's doing

and see in person how he's doing.

I haven't seen him since the trial.

(soft music)

Hey, Judge.

(laughing)

-How you doing?

-Hey boy. Give me a hug.

-Good to see you.

-They tell me that

you are doing good.

I'm doing pretty good.

I'm doing great, actually.

It's all because of you.

Aw, that's you making me.

(laughing)

Without you giving me that chance,

I would never got this far.

Aw, Raymond, I'm so proud of you.

-Thank you.

-I'm so glad you're doing well.

Now, you didn't tell

him that you heard bad things

about me.

I heard everything you could think of

before I came and heard that.

Ms. Saffold, she do not play.

So, on the backside, get yourself ready

if she decides to send you.

I wasn't trying to hear that.

(laughing) Well, you

got probation and I said,

"If you didn't commit a

violation, you was good to go.

And you didn't commit a violation.

You proved me right."

I appreciate that.

You proved me right.

Still to this day,

we just played a

little basketball the other day

and he still got it.

First off, he a father.

Great one at it.

Cause now he got a son,

got a girl,

he a motivator, he a leader.

He's living the American Dream.

Santana! Line him up, baby.

I coach at a youth league.

I was coaching 12 youth last year,

but I moved up with

those guys and they're 13.

Now they're going to high school.

So it's a big decision I need to make,

whether I'm gonna

go to high school with them

or drop down with some more younger kids.

Hey, whatch that tight end!

Amari! Scoot in, scoot in.

He's giving back to

the ones that need to hear it.

It's helping the kid change

or not go down that

path that he didn't went down.

You dizzy?

You little dizzy, boy.

As I remember when I was a kid,

some of the coaches

that was installing stuff in me

and how it took me

to where I got in life.

And I feel like me not making it,

this is my calling to help the youth.

Now, I feel like my legacy need to be

what I'm doing, when

I didn't play off the field.

So to gather and

help as many kids as possible

before I leave this earth,

that's what I want my legacy to be.

(gentle music)

(gentle music)

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