Monster (2003)

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Woman's voice: I always

Wanted to be in the movies.

When I was little, I

Thought for sure, one day,

I could be a big, big star.

Or maybe just beautiful.

Beautiful and rich,

Like the women on tv.

Yeah, I had a lot of dreams,

And I guess you could

Call me a real romantic

Because I truly believed

That one day they'd come true.

So I dreamed about it for hours.

As the years went by, I learned

To stop sharing this with people.

They said I was dreaming.

But back then, I believed

It wholeheartedly.

So whenever I was

Down, I would just escape

Into my mind,

Into my other life,

Where I was someone else.

It made me happy to think

That all these people

Just didn't know yet

Who I was going to be.

But one day, they'd all see.

I heard that marilyn monroe

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was discovered in a soda shop

And I thought for sure

It could be like that,

So I started going

Out real young

And I was always secretly looking

For who was gonna discover me.

Was it this guy?

Or maybe this one?

You never knew.

But even if they couldn't

Take me all the way like marilyn,

They would somehow

Believe in me just enough.

They would see me

For what I could be

And think I was beautiful...

Like a diamond in the rough.

They would take me away

To my new life and my new world

Where everything

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would be different.

Yeah...

I lived that way for

A long, long time...

In my head, dreaming like that.

It was nice.

But one day, it just stopped.

By the time I met selby wall,

sh*t, all I wanted was a beer.

Then I looked down, and I'm

Busting right out of my top.

I'm gonna find my own seat.

Okay.

- How you doing?

- Good.

- Anyone sitting here?

- No.

Found my seat.

Woman: who-h*-hoa!

Look what the cat drug in.

She's right up your alley.

Man, you got a towel?

Ma'am, our services

Are for patrons only.

Give me a beer...

Whatever's cheapest.

So, what is this, like

A g*y place or what?

Yeah.

Hey, whatever, man.

- Hey!

- Hi.

Hey!

- Can i... Can I

Buy you that drink?

- I got my own money.

Oh.

I'll have a pitcher...

Whatever she's having.

Look it, I'm not g*y, all right?

Oh, oh, that makes sense.

So, what are you

Doing here then?

My truck broke down. I'm...

I got a pressure

Cleaning business.

What's pressure cleaning?

You know, steam clean,

Upholstery, carpets...

You know, sh*t like that.

So I'm just getting

Out of the rain.

My name's selby.

Lee.

You owe me change.

f*ck.

I'm outta here.

- Are you sure?

- Get your f*ck' hands

Off me, you dumb d*ke!

I'm not gonna f*ck you

For f*ck' beer, okay?

Stop wastin' your f*ck' time!

I wasn't trying to f*ck you!

I wanted to talk to

You, and I thought

If I bought you some beer

Maybe you'd talk to me.

I'm just trying to have

One decent night out.

You know, just talk to someone

Before I have to go back

To my parents' closet. I...

I'm sorry.

You don't have to stay.

It's no skin off my

f*ck' nose, okay?

I'm just trying to

Be straight with you.

So, are you really

A steam cleaner?

- No, I'm not.

- That's good.

That sounds real boring.

No, man, actually

It's a real good job,

Pressure cleaning.

You... You want some?

Lee: you're not gonna wuss out

On me now. One for you, one for me.

- Lucky number 10, okay?

- Oh, no.

Oh, come on, don't let

Me down now. You ready?

- One, t...

- One, two...

No, you don't get to

Do that. Stop that sh*t.

I don't f*cking

Trust you. You ready?

One, two, go!

sh*t, dusted again.

You do suck.

You're just a sore winner.

Yeah, a winner though, man.

Oh, man, it's all over my cast.

You spilled some

Good sh*t there.

f*ck' lick it up like a dog.

We need two more.

What's that bullshit?

What time is it?

Bartender: the bar is closed.

Yeah?

Then why don't you take

That stick out of your a*s?

Now would be a good

Time, don't you think, huh?

Now that the bar is closed?

Watch out!

What the f*ck was that?

That guy was such a jerk.

We had a good time, though.

Yeah. Yeah, I know, it was fun.

Look, I'm sorry I

Called you a dumb d*ke.

- Oh, I don't care.

- That wasn't... That

Wasn't nice of me.

I don't care.

And thanks for the

Drinks and the smokes.

Oh, no, no problem.

- So, I'll

See you around, okay?

- Do you wanna stay with me...

I didn't mean...

No, you don't have

To do anything. I just...

sh*t, I know.

- f*ck it.

- Yeah?

Yeah, my truck's

Broken down. sh*t.

- Okay.

- Okay.

It's over here. Come here.

This way!

Lee's voice: all I

Wanted was a beer,

But the day I met selby I'd

Spent most of the afternoon

Sitting in the rain, about to k*ll

Myself. So you can understand...

I was flexible.

I mean, everybody's gotta

Have faith in something.

For me? For me all

I had left was love.

And I was getting

Pretty sure I was never

Gonna love a man again,

So I was gonna do it.

And the only reason

I didn't was a $5 bill.

I knew I'd probably given

Some as*h*le a blowjob for it,

So it really started

To piss me off

That if I k*lled myself

Without spending it,

Well then, I basically

Sucked him off for free.

So I made a deal.

I said, "god, I've gotta

Spend this five bucks,

But when it's gone, so am i.

So, if you've got

Something for me in this life,

You better bring it on."

And there she was.

Oh, just some

Friends of my parents

That I was staying

With for a little bit.

Do you want to take

A shower or anything?

Yeah.

Good night.

Good night.

Sorry, i... I can't

Believe you're here.

Me neither.

Can I touch your face?

Sure.

God, you're so pretty.

Woman: selby, honey?

God... Donna!

Donna, sorry... Just a sec.

What the f*ck?

I'm sorry, I'm supposed

To be ready for church.

Hey, where's my shirt?

Oh, what the heck?

Hey, look at this.

She gets us up at

5:00 In the morning

And she ain't even dressed yet.

You got your bible?

- Oh, I'm sorry about that.

- No, it's all right.

Hey, thanks for

Letting me crash.

- Oh no...

- That was nice.

So, when are you leavin'?

Tuesday.

But, you know, I'm gonna be

Hangin' out at the moonlight

Probably around 5:00.

It's about two blocks up.

Yeah, yeah, yeah,

Maybe I'll swing by, you know?

- All right.

- All right.

Have fun at church, okay?

- Thanks.

- Okay.

Donna: who was that person?

- She was just

A friend I made.

- What?

Honey, I think she

Was a street person.

- - No, did you... Did

You check your stuff

- Because she might have

Stole something?

- No, no...

I checked and she didn't...

She didn't take anything.

Listen, honey...

You cannot bring

People like that here.

- What if charles

Had seen her?

- I'm sorry.

A person like that...

No, ma'am.

We have no business

With people like that.

Man: hey.

Hey, tom, sorry

About the rent, man.

I'm just gettin' some stuff.

You'll give it to

Me when you get it.

Cool.

Want some sandwich?

Ham don't do it for me.

Thanks, man.

You know, I'll blow

You if you want.

It's all right.

You'll pay me when you get it.

How are you doing?

I'm good. I'm good, really.

I met a friend.

Really? Good for you.

I hope it's not some

as*h*le like the last guy

Who almost trampled

You half to death.

No, she's... He's

Real nice, you know?

I think.

Thanks, man.

Woman: hello?

Hang on a sec.

Woman: ma'am?

Hang the f*ck on!

Piece of sh*t.

You look good.

Yeah.

Thanks.

- You can't go inside.

- You know what?

I'll give you the $5.

I've got to just find him.

You can't go inside.

- It's cool, it's cool,

It's cool.

- Hi.

Hey. I got it. I got it.

Thank you.

So, you came?

Yeah, I was around, you

Know? I thought I'd swing by.

So, where's your friends?

Well... Uh... I'm not...

- You're mean.

- No, man.

sh*t, I'm here too, you know?

Can I ask you a question?

Yeah.

Are you a prost*tute?

Yeah. Why, man?

I don't know...

People, like, pay

To be with you.

That's wild.

Men must just line up

To be with a girl like you.

I guess.

I don't know. Not

Really, you know?

Yeah, right.

What do you do to them?

All kinds of things. You

Know, whatever they want.

How do you know what they want?

- Well, they ain't

Shy to tell ya.

- Really?

sh*t, men are really

Easy to read anyway.

Well, how about that guy?

Finger up his a*s, probably likes

To be humiliated at the same time.

Ew!

Oh, how about him?

- Oh, he's g*y.

- No way.

Yeah, man, look at

Him. He tries too hard.

Oh, man, you see that

Little f*ck over there?

Well, he... He's

Straight up s&m.

That's trevor... That's the son

Of the people I'm staying with.

- sh*t, I'm sorry.

- No, I don't care about that.

Just... I didn't realize he

Was going to be here, and...

- So, what's ohio like?

- It sucks.

This girl in... In my church,

She told everyone

That I tried to kiss her

So my parents

Basically disowned me

And I decided to come down here

And try to figure some things out.

Then this happened

Before I could get a job,

So that's that.

How long does

It have to stay on?

Not too much longer.

But my dad had to

Pay my medical bills,

So I made a deal with

Him that I would go back.

Which, you know, it... It's

Probably for the best,

'Cause maybe it'll work.

Maybe, yeah...

He will be able to save

My soul and all that.

Well, I'll bet you

20 I beat your a*s

In a race right now.

Oh, no.

Yeah, me and you are gonna

Hit the floor right now.

No, no, I'm serious,

I can't skate.

You gotta help me.

I know, I got ya. Come on.

Okay.

There, you got it.

You better not let

Me break my other arm.

See, you can do this.

You're very good, man.

You think you can

Do it by yourself?

- Okay.

- There you go.

- Now just feel the music.

- I'm just about to turn.

Feel the music.

Feel that music!

Oh, man.

- You havin' fun?

- Yeah.

Good.

- Whoa.

- There you go, turn, turn!

Announcer: it's now

Time for rexing couples.

Oh, man, I love this song!

Oh, I love it too.

- What are "rexing couples"?

- It's like that.

Oh, I can't do that.

- Yeah, you can.

- No. No, I really...

- No, no, come on, come with me.

- No, but trevor.

So, who cares about him?

- ♪ Just a small town girl ♪

- Come on. You ready?

- ♪ Living in

A lonely world... ♪

- There you go.

I got ya.

- ♪ She took

The midnight train... ♪

- Okay.

- You navigate, all right?

- Okay.

- Why?

- So we don't hit anyone.

- Okay!

- ♪ Just a city boy... ♪

- You okay?

- Yeah.

♪ He took the midnight

Train goin' anywhere ♪

♪ A singer in a smoky room ♪

♪ A smell of wine

And cheap perfume ♪

♪ For a smile they

Can share the night ♪

♪ It goes on and

On and on and on ♪

♪ Strangers waiting ♪

♪ Up and down the boulevard ♪

♪ Their shadows

Searching in the night ♪

♪ Streetlight people ♪

♪ Living just to find emotion ♪

♪ Hiding somewhere

In the night. ♪

I can't... I can't do this here.

- You wanna go somewhere?

- Yeah.

Yeah, but we can't

Go where I'm staying.

Okay. Okay.

How about that yard over there?

No.

I should go soon anyway.

Okay.

I thought you didn't like girls.

I didn't like anyone really.

But I like you.

But you're here tomorrow, right?

Yeah.

All right.

And maybe...

Maybe we could go somewhere.

Okay.

- Maybe we could get a room

Or something, you know?

- Okay.

Oh, but I don't have any money.

I'll get it.

I better leave, okay?

Okay. Okay.

Okay.

- I gotta go.

- All right.

I'll see you tomorrow.

Okay, honey, I talked

To your father,

And guess what?

- What?

- You've got a job,

Little miss.

- How about that?

- Really?

Yeah, that's right.

Workin' with your dad.

And some very handsome

Young gentlemen, I understand.

So... Hee-haw, gal!

Okay, well, if you need

Something, you let me know, okay?

- Okay.

- All right.

- Thanks.

- Mm-hmm.

Lee: hey, thanks

For the ride, man.

Sure.

It's real hard to get help

Around here, you know?

I was getting lost

There for a while.

Yeah. So where you headed?

Oh, just wherever you can take

Me. I'm trying to get to a phone.

- See, my car broke down.

- Ah.

Yeah.

- See, this here's my kids.

- They're cute.

They're down in miami. I'm

Tryin' to get down to them...

- Mm-hmm.

- But I'm kinda

Broke right now

So, you know, I'm

Just tryin' to make...

Make some cash

Somehow, you know?

Well, maybe I can help you out.

Yeah, what you got?

I don't know, how

About say 10 bucks?

Half and half...

25, Straight up.

I can get that deal in a lingerie

Shop. Are you in a f*ck' union?

Look it, I'm not some f*ck'

Novice shampoo girl here, okay?

I'm the real deal, all

Right? So let's see it.

No, man, I'm talking

About the cash, all right?

Okay, sorry.

Man: hey, lady

Love, need a ride?

What time you got?

I got a quarter to 6:00.

- It'll be a quick ride.

- Right on.

Hey, man, don't go too far.

No, no, no, I just want a

Little privacy, you know?

I don't want to get busted.

sh*t, me neither.

All right, thanks, man.

Cheers.

Ah, right on.

So, how about we make it

Quick, I suck you off for 20, huh?

Ahh...

No, I want to f*ck.

All right, man. 30, Straight up.

Man: deal.

You drive a hard bargain.

Hang on, girl.

I don't want you to rip me off.

Oh, come on, man.

sh*t! All right.

Hey, hey... Hang on, hang on.

Let me finish my drink.

- You want some more?

- No, I'm okay.

Jesus, hookers nowadays, huh?

You girls, you know, i...

I like...

You know, a lot. I love 'em.

I love 'em...

And I hate 'em.

You know, I love

'Em and I hate 'em.

That's how it always is.

They're still...

They're better

Than my f*ck' wife.

You know, I guess

That happens a lot.

Ahh.

All right, all right, all right,

I don't want to hold you up.

Come on, man, you too.

All right, take your pants off.

I thought you were in a rush.

Come on, the

Money's right there.

Hold on, hold on, hold on.

Suck it a little first.

Come on, suck it.

- No, man, that's not part

Of the f*cking deal.

- Come on!

I'll give you 10 more dollars.

- Come on.

- No, man.

10 More f*cking dollars,

You f*cking b*tch!

Hey, are you awake?

Huh?

Hey.

I knew that would get you! Huh?

Are you awake now, huh?!

Scream! Now let

Me f*cking hear it!

Let me f*cking hear it!

Come on...

You gonna stay awake now, huh?

You wanna live

Till you die, right?

Huh? Do you wanna

Die? Do you wanna die?

Do you wanna f*cking die?!

Come on, here we go.

I'm gonna clean you up.

I'm gonna clean you up 'cause

We got some f*ck' to do.

f*ck you!

f*ck you, you

f*cking piece of sh*t!

Piece of sh*t.

Gee.

What the hell is happening here?

Sorry, it was me.

I... I fell out of bed.

- You didn't hear nothing?

- No, it was me, I fell

Out of bed.

If that woman's in here,

Selby, so help me god!

Yeah, I had a little

Talk with trevor,

And I really don't

Appreciate what he told me.

And I don't think your

Father will either.

Now, if she's in here,

I want you to get

Her out right now...

Or charlie's bound

To blow her head off.

Hey. Hi.

- What the hell

Are you doing here?

- I'm sorry.

What, did you need more money?

No, man, I just

Wanted to see you.

Well, it's a little late.

Look, I know, I'm sorry, okay?

I... sh*t, I got in a fight.

It must have been

A really long fight.

Look, I really f*cking meant

To be there, g*dd*mn it, okay?

I did, I just...

It's not my fault.

I... I couldn't...

- Are you okay?

- Yeah.

No, I just...

I know...

I'm in a weird

f*cking outfit, I know.

But it's cool now.

It's cool.

But I was thinking...

You know, why don't you

Just stay a little longer, huh?

'Cause i... 'Cause I can't.

- Why not?

- 'Cause I told you,

I promised my dad.

I mean, he's your dad, right?

Wouldn't he understand?

sh*t, I'm sure he can save your

Soul a week from now, right?

No. No, and even if I could,

I mean, I can't work. I

Don't have any money.

I know, I know. Look. Look.

See, I told you.

No problem, right?

I was gonna use it to

Take you out tonight, but...

Look it, man,

That's enough to...

To rent a hotel

For a whole week,

We can party, hang out,

Whatever you want

To do, you know?

See?

Look, maybe I can come back.

No.

No, you can't come back

'Cause I'll be gone.

sh*t.

Listen to me. Come here.

This is a once in a

Lifetime opportunity.

Gimme a week.

You want to go later, I'll

Buy you a f*cking ticket, okay?

I'll take you there

Myself. Just give me a week.

You'll never meet

Someone like me again.

Okay.

- Okay.

- All right.

- Come on, let's go.

- Wait, what about my stuff?

f*ck your stuff. I'll

Buy you new stuff.

What?

Where'd you get this car?

I just borrowed it.

♪ Sunday morning,

I'm waking up ♪

♪ Can't even focus

On a coffee cup ♪

♪ Don't even know

Whose bed I'm in ♪

♪ Where do I start?

Where do I begin? ♪

So, what do we do now?

Whatever.

- Cheers.

- Cheers.

♪ Sunday morning,

I'm waking up ♪

♪ Can't even focus

On a coffee cup... ♪

- Let us through, man.

- How much?

How much? Well,

Today is your lucky day.

- Hey, lee.

- How you doing, man?

- All right.

- This here's my girlfriend.

- Hey there, sister.

- Two jd's and backs, man.

♪ Where do I begin? ♪

♪ Where do I start?

Where do I begin? ♪

Thanks.

♪ Where do I start?

Where do I begin? ♪

♪ Sunday morning,

I'm waking up... ♪

Where's those backs, sal?

My girl's waiting over here.

I couldn't stop to take a piss.

That was a...

Oh, sh*t, that was funny.

♪ Where do I begin? ♪

♪ Where do I start?

Where do I begin? ♪

♪ Where do I start? ♪

- ♪ Where do I begin? ♪

- It's getting late.

♪ Where do I start?

Where do I begin? ♪

♪ Where do I start? ♪

♪ Where do I begin? ♪

♪ Where do I start? ♪

Oh my god, selby! We

Thought you were dead!

- Donna, I'm sorry, I just

Came to get some stuff.

- No, honey.

You are gonna talk to your father,

You have no idea how upset he is!

You stand right there! Stand...

- Man: hello? Donna?

- John! Yeah, she's back.

- Where is she?

- She's here. Right now...

Okay, hang on. Hang on.

Talk to your dad.

Hello?

Selby, what in the good

Lord's name are you doing?

Um, i, uh...

I found a roommate and...

Selby, I don't even want to

Hear that. Do you understand me?

Get yourself on a bus tonight

And we will try and sort this out...

I can't, dad. I'm not even

Staying here anymore, so...

What did you say?

What did you say to me?!

I... I just came by to

Pick up some stuff.

I'm not even staying

At donna's anymore.

Child, you are so damned naive.

What do you think this

Vagrant wants with you, huh?

You think this

prost*tute, drug person,

Your little roommate doesn't

See some sickness in you?

Okay, okay, I'm an adult now

So I'm gonna stay,

Okay? And I gotta go.

I gotta go. Take...

- No, what are you doing?

- Take the phone!

What are you doing? This

Woman, she's not even...

She's not even g*y!

Selby, she's just some

Old street hooker.

She's just using ya!

- Lee: I quit.

- What?

What are your bags doing here?

I'm staying.

Holy sh*t, girl, you

Just made my day!

- How'd you get them, huh?

- I took a cab.

But lee, you can

Take care of me, right,

'Cause I spent all our money.

sh*t. You know what?

It don't even matter.

Wait, what did

You say? You quit?

Hooking. I quit hooking.

- Why?

- Why? 'Cause I should.

It's time, man. I

f*cking hate it.

I thought you said

It wasn't that bad.

Well, it is. You know,

Not always, but...

That's not the point,

Sel. I got you now.

I got everything going for me.

So I'm gonna do it up royal.

This time I'm doing it up royal.

How about that?

All right, but what are

You gonna do about work?

Exactly. I'll get a job.

Go clean, straighten

Up, you know?

f*ck it, man, I'll get a career.

House, car, the whole

f*cking shebang, you know?

How about that?

What kind of job

Are you gonna get?

I've been thinking about that.

I was thinking maybe like

A veterinarian, you know?

'Cause I f*cking love

Animals, you know?

Yeah.

But that's a doctor.

You gotta get a degree for that.

Whatever, man, you know?

Maybe a business

Person, you know?

Something like that.

sh*t, I know.

You know what I

Always wanted to be?

What?

President of the united states.

Well, all right, mrs. President.

I just haven't been feeling

Too good lately, you know?

But I will though, man.

I'm gonna be feeling great...

Once I'm president

And all, you know?

sh*t, this is f*cking

Celebration time!

Oh yeah, this is... This is big.

Lee's voice: I once heard this

Saying that's always stuck with me.

I must have been around

13 Years old 'cause...

'Cause I remember I'd just

Put the baby up for adoption.

They called an assembly

At my junior high

'Cause this guy who played

Drums for slim whitman

Was coming to talk

To us about success

And making your

Mark on the world.

I don't have any

Experience per se,

But I'm a real...

I mean, I'm a real hard worker.

Lee's voice: I was real excited,

'Cause he was the first

Real celebrity I'd seen,

And this was exactly

The kind of thing

I wanted to learn how to

Follow in the footsteps of.

I don't even write it down. It just

Stays right... It stays right there.

And you should know that I've

Worked with people all my life.

So, I'm real good with people.

And um... I know how

To work a rolodex.

Lee's voice: so I listened real

Hard to any advice he had.

For sure he said something

That just stuck right in my mind.

It was "all you

Need in life is love

And to believe in yourself,

Then there's

Nothing you can't do."

Right. Let me make sure that

I have all of this straight.

Basically, you have no

Experience, no college degree,

No resume, no work

History whatsoever in fact,

And now you would like

To be a lawyer? Right.

No, see, I was...

I'm sorry, but

When I read the ad

It said that you were

Looking for a secretary?

Okay. Well, you need

To learn how to type,

You'll need computer skills,

Most of our secretaries

Have college degrees.

In fact, most of them

Have specialized in law.

I don't mean to sound harsh,

But, frankly, this

Is a little insulting.

I see you're from daytona beach,

And all of that looks

Great, it must be wonderful,

But can I tell you something?

When the beach party is

Over, you don't get to say

"You know what? I

Think now I'd like to have

What everybody else has worked their

Entire life for." It doesn't work that way.

f*ck you, man.

Yeah, f*ck you!

You don't f*cking know me!

Okay, great, that's great.

See, now I'm so sorry I

Didn't hire you before.

Leslie, could you please escort

Miss... I don't even know her name

Because, of course, she

Doesn't have a resume... Out.

I don't need a f*cking

Escort, you piece of sh*t!

What, you think I'm

A f*cking ret*rd?!

Take your f*cking job

And f*cking shove it!

f*ck you, leslie!

Lee's voice: "all

You need is love

And to believe in yourself."

Nice idea.

It doesn't exactly

Work out that way.

But I guess it was better

To hear a flat-out lie

Than to know the truth at 13.

- Come on, boy!

- I was f*ck this sh*t man,

So I f*cking flung his sh*t,

Told him to f*ck himself,

Kiss my f*cking sweet a*s

And I'm outta the f*cking

Door just like that, man.

What did he do?

Nothing, man, not

A f*cking thing.

Did not one f*cking

Thing. Stupid m*therf*cker.

I bet nobody's f*cking ever talked

To him like that in his whole life.

f*cking office job.

Who the f*ck wants

A job like that?

You f*cking sit at a desk,

You got your little phone,

You got your little piece of

Paper, your pen, you write sh*t down,

Blah, blah, blah... f*cking, a

Monkey could do that sh*t.

- f*ck!

- I thought you wanted

A job like that.

Yeah, well, you know what? No.

Cubby, two more.

Honey, al says I can't

Give you another tab.

Cubby, how long have I

f*cking been a customer here?

Will you cut me some

f*cking slack here?

And get me two more.

f*cking lazy b*stard.

It's no big deal, man.

f*cking al runs us a tab

All the time, you know?

He just probably

Doesn't know it.

Lee, what... What

Are you gonna do?

I got it under

f*cking control, man.

I'm kinda starving here.

There's no... There's no

Way you could maybe...

I don't know, call

Your dad or...?

No.

Yeah, no, I know.

sh*t, man, I was just

Saying, for you, you know?

f*ck it, man, I got sh*t

Lined up, you know?

It's just not a

f*cking big deal.

So, look it, can I just

Give it to you straight?

See, the truth is,

I'm... I'm a hooker,

And I'm trying to

Clean my life up here,

You know, go straight

And christian and all,

So if there's anything you

Can help me with here, i...

So, you've been

Convicted of a felony?

Yeah, but see, that

Was because I was...

That's not gonna matter. The best

You're gonna get is factory work.

Todd, do we even have

Any factory work?

- Sunbeam?

- f*ck!

I'm sorry. Look, I'm just

Trying to talk to you here

Woman to woman

Truthfully, you know?

Hey! Hey.

Hey!

You don't have

Any change, do you?

Ma'am, I'm afraid I'm gonna

Have to ask you to come with me.

Why?

Well, we've had some

Complaints out here, so...

Come on.

So, what'd they complain about?

'Cause... 'Cause I just got

Up, you know? It's my day off.

A day off?

And what's a day

Off for a wh*re?

You go to church or something?

- Don't you remember me?

- No.

I busted you not

Eight months ago

For tricking up on 95.

I went real easy

On you, too, so...

It seems to me that

You might owe me one.

Yeah, you sure went easy on me.

- You almost broke

My f*cking jaw.

- Oh, please.

Did you do time?

Climb over.

Sel?

Selby?!

Selby! Jesus christ,

What are you doing?

What the f*ck are you

Doing? What the f*ck?!

I'm trying to get this

g*dd*mn cast off!

Just drop the f*cking blade.

I'll take you to a f*cking

Doctor, okay? Just stop it!

Yeah, right.

Like you care.

What... What... What

Are you talking about?

- You can stop, lee.

- Stop what?

You can stop the game.

I am out there

Trying my best, okay?

Then why did you quit hooking?

'Cause... 'Cause I

Needed to, all right?

'Cause you thought I was

Stupid enough to support you!

No, selby!

That you wouldn't even have to

f*ck me to get it 'cause I'm so hard up.

No. No, selby, that

Is not the reason!

You said we were gonna

Party, party, party.

It hasn't been a f*cking party!

- I know, 'cause it's been...

- What have you done about it?

Nothing! When I tell

You that I'm starving.

- 'Cause... I just...

- 'Cause you're using me.

- No, I just...

- 'Cause you're

f*cking using me!

'Cause I f*cking k*lled

Someone, all right?

Okay?

My last john, all right? I

f*cking k*lled my last john.

I was r*ped and beat to

f*ck and was gonna get k*lled.

But I would... I didn't

Want to lose you.

All I could think about was

How for the rest of your life

You'd think I'd stood you up.

And how you'd never know

That I f*cking meant to be there.

And I didn't want to

Die thinking that maybe...

Maybe you could have loved me.

So, I k*lled him.

I shot him, all right?

I f*cking shot him.

f*ck! You happy now?!

- Here's your f*cking bag!

- Lee!

I'm sorry I let you

f*cking down, all right?

- No!

- Now you know me, sel.

- I don't wanna go!

- Now you f*cking know me,

So just run like

The f*cking wind.

- No, lee, please.

- You wanna f*ck go, man.

- No, I don't wanna go.

- You do. Sure you do.

Sure you f*cking

Do. They all do.

- Lee, please!

- Lee'll be fine. Lee'll be f*cking fine.

- You don't want to f*cking

Bother with this sh*t, selby.

- Shh. Shh.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

Oh.

Shh.

I had to do it, sel.

I know.

He would have k*lled you.

What's gonna happen now?

Nothing.

It's already over.

Look, I need to

Get this taken off,

And I'm gonna go get a job.

No, man, f*ck

It, I'm going back.

No, I understand if

You can't hook anymore.

The truth is I don't even mind.

I wanted to go back before...

I was just so sh*t

Scared of getting caught.

That was the only reason.

I've been hooking

Since I was 13, man.

Who the f*ck am I kidding?

I'm a hooker.

You got a wet p*ssy?

Yeah, sure.

You like to f*ck?

Yep.

Jesus christ,

You'd think nobody had ever

Talked dirty to you before.

Yeah, I know, man.

I just like to settle

First, you know?

You wanna call me daddy

While I f*ck you, huh?

I'll try.

Why, you like to f*ck your kids?

What?

sh*t, man...

I'm just kidding with ya.

I'm just messing with

You, for real. I'm just...

Yeah, I wanna call you daddy.

Daddy. See?

See, I'm gonna call you daddy.

I do it all the time.

$40, Huh?

Yep, 40 bucks.

Some good sh*t here.

40.

Come on, you wanna

Suck it for me, huh?

Come on, baby, get over here and

Work this thing for me, will you?

Just hang on.

Get a tit out or

Something, will you, honey?

sh*t.

f*cking child molester. sh*t.

Lee's voice: life is funny.

It's hard,

But it's also strange how things

Can be so different

Than you think.

I remember I was just a kid

And the 4-h club set up

This beautiful gigantic

Red and yellow ferris

Wheel that lit up the night sky.

They called it... "The monster."

You wanted some money?

Oh.

Oh my god, are you serious?

Lee's voice: as a kid, I

Thought it was about

The coolest thing I'd ever

Seen, and I couldn't wait to ride it.

Sure enough, when I

Finally got my chance,

I got so scared and nauseous

I threw up all over myself

Before it even

Made one full turn.

I'm gonna wash up, 'kay?

Lee: just hang on a sec, babe.

- I got to wash up here, okay?

- Okay.

Hey, where'd you get the car?

My friend thomas.

Saw him on the way home.

He let us borrow it to move.

- We're moving?

- Yeah, f*ck this place, right?

This is no place for my girl.

Oh, man, a real

Place? An apartment?

Yeah, what, you happy now?

Yeah, I'm happy.

I know, baby, I know.

We're good now, I told ya.

Lee's voice: and

That's what I mean.

In my life it's always

Been the harmless stuff

That hurts the most.

Whereas the thing so horrible

You can't even imagine it,

Is usually a lot

Easier than you think.

You never really know until

You're the one standing there.

♪ Oh ♪

♪ Now I don't hardly know her ♪

♪ But I think I could love her ♪

- ♪ Crimson and clover ♪

- Hey.

♪ Ahh ♪

- ♪ Well, here she comes

Walking over ♪

- Thanks, lee.

- No problem.

- ♪ I've been waiting

To show her ♪

How's your arm?

- It's okay.

- ♪ Crimson and clover... ♪

- It looks weird.

- Yeah, it's kinda white.

It smells kind of weird too.

Was it okay?

Yeah, it was fine.

Okay.

'Cause I knew I was

Coming home to you.

Really?

I love you.

♪ Yeah... ♪

I love you too.

♪ My, my, such a sweet thing ♪

♪ I wanna do everything ♪

♪ What a beautiful feeling ♪

♪ Crimson and clover ♪

♪ Over and over... ♪

Waitress, let's have another

Bottle of "chabliss," all right?

This stuff is so good.

Thanks for taking me to

Such a nice sit-down place, lee.

Aw, it's okay.

This is okay, you know?

It's pretty fine, but, man,

Someday I'm gonna take you to some

Real top-notch places in the keys,

Like some real classy

Joints, you know?

- The keys?

- Yeah.

I've always wanted

To go to the keys.

I... I always wanted to have a

House on the beach, you know?

But I haven't even been to

The beach since I've been here.

sh*t, girl, I'll buy you a house on

The beach, huh? How about that?

Yeah, right. Those

Places are like

Thousands and

Thousands of dollars.

So what? You think I can't

Get you a house on the beach?

What else you want?

You want a little

Purple porsche, huh?

You want a little

Pony you can ride?

- Uh-huh, I want a purple pony.

- No, no, no, this is

A no-smoking area.

You have to put

The cigarette out.

What are you doing? You

Gonna sing us a song or what?

Let me have that.

Get your f*cking hands

Off her, you piece of sh*t!

If she wants to smoke,

She's gonna smoke!

We're paying f*cking

Customers here.

What? What you got?

Huh? Wanna bring it on?

You all better watch

Your f*cking food,

'Cause there was a f*cking

c*ck in mine, size like this.

This is not how you run a

f*cking establishment, man.

Lee: this is good, man.

So, what's your deal, man?

Where you like to f*ck?

You like to f*ck

In the back, huh?

Is that where you

Like to get real rough?

sh*t, I bet you get real

Rough back there, huh?

Real nasty.

Mmm, you like that, huh?

Hmm?

Maybe you wanna slap

Me around a little bit, huh?

Huh?

Don't think I don't see it, man.

What, you can't

Speak? What the f*ck?

What, you got a f*cking problem?

Cat got your f*cking tongue, huh?

I... I don't like it rough.

I...

I've never done...

This before.

But i... I have...

M...

Take your pants off.

Thank you.

You're welcome.

Radio: ♪ I meant that

I love you forever ♪

♪ And I'm gonna

Keep on loving you ♪

♪ 'Cause it's the only

Thing I wanna do... ♪

Hey.

Hey, sugar.

You wanna have a beer with me?

sh*t.

Aren't you gonna come to bed?

In a minute.

♪ Keep on loving you ♪

♪ 'Cause it's the only

Thing I wanna do... ♪

In a minute.

♪ I don't wanna

Sleep, I just... ♪

Lee: no!

Wake up.

Wake up, I wanna go out.

♪ We've been here too

Long, trying to get along ♪

♪ Pretending that

You're oh so shy ♪

♪ I'm a natural ma'am ♪

♪ Doing all I can ♪

- ♪ My temperature

Is running high... ♪

- Hey...

Mind if I angle

In on those nuts?

- Get 'em away from me.

- ♪ Cry at night,

No one in sight ♪

♪ And we got so

Much to share... ♪

Selby: anyway, this

Guy's an as*h*le, right?

I'm like, boom, m*therf*cker,

Flipped his chair over, flung

His sh*t around, all that jazz.

f*cking office job, right?

f*cking ret*rds sitting at a phone

And talking to people all day long,

Blah, blah, blah...

f*cking bullshit.

It sounds like you at fun world.

I... I didn't...

Man, I threw a wad of paper.

- What's... What's fun world?

- Oh, fun world in orlando.

This one over here says, "we

All have to go on thursday night."

Then she starts some fight

With a bunch of f*cking rednecks.

Bullshit.

Get the f*ck in here!

- Where the f*ck were you?

- I was out.

In that f*cking car?!

So? What are you doing?

Oh, I'm just cleaning this f*cking

Pigsty we're living in, selby, that's all.

What the f*ck were you doing?

I was out. We needed stuff.

We needed stuff? We don't

Need this f*cking sh*t, selby!

Who the f*ck told you you

Could take the f*cking car?

Lee, what difference

Does it make?

What difference? If I wanna

f*cking borrow a car from a friend,

That's my f*cking

Business, okay? That's what!

I'm gonna go any

Place I want to,

Okay, anytime I want.

Not in my f*cking

Friend's car you're not.

Fine, fine, then I'll walk.

Okay? I do not want to

Sit here alone all the time.

I want to go out, I

Want to meet people.

I want to hang out with people

Without you f*cking scaring 'em off!

Fine.

Where would you like to go?

I don't know.

Travel, see different places.

We could go to fun world.

Want to go to fun world, hmm?

What, now?

No, now I gotta take

The f*cking car back.

And now we don't have any

f*cking money, like usual, selby.

So you're leaving?

Hey, selby, check it out.

- Oh, hey, there are

My friends.

- Wait...

- Selby: hey!

- Hi, there.

- Hey.

- Selby: remember me?

- I figured you guys

Would be here.

- Oh, yeah?

Lee's voice: I loved her.

And the thing no one

Ever realized about me,

Or believed, was

That I could learn.

I could train

Myself into anything.

People always look down

Their noses at hookers.

Never give you a chance 'cause

They think you took the easy way out.

But no one could imagine the

Willpower it took to do what we do...

Walking the streets,

Night after night,

Taking the hits and

Still getting back up.

Selby: we wanna go again.

But I did, and

They'd all miss out,

'Cause they had no idea what

I could discipline myself to,

When I believed in something.

And I believed in her.

- I need to sit down.

- Oh, there she is.

- Friend: oh, sh**t.

- I'm gonna go talk to her.

- Hey, you wanna ride

The ferris wheel?

- No.

We're gonna go sit down.

Oh.

You okay?

Selby: why'd you leave so young?

My brothers and

Sisters screwed me royal.

'Cause after my dad had k*lled

Himself we were out on the streets,

And the neighbors

Would let them stay over

But only if I didn't tag

Along, so I steered clear.

But I knew they didn't

Have any money, you know?

I was having to hook anyway,

So I just always made sure

They had new clothes and

Cigarettes and stuff like that.

But then this one

Night we're at this party

And this guy comes

In and he's like,

"Yeah, you know, she

f*cked so-and-so."

And they're all embarrassed.

They're f*cking standing

In the corner all...

So they... Yeah, they

Threw me out in the snow...

Screaming out, you

Know, I'm a wh*re,

And they're so embarrassed

And they hate me and all that.

So that was it.

I just took off and

Never went back.

That's really sad.

You know, your own

Family doing that to you.

Yeah, but that's how

People are, selby.

Yeah, yeah, I know.

f*ck 'em. Who needs 'em? Right.

Yeah. Yeah, f*ck 'em.

No, right. Selby, right!

Jesus christ, selby!

Get out. Get the f*ck out! Run!

Are y'all okay?

Hey, no... Yeah,

We're fine. You okay?

Yeah, we're... We're good.

- I'm gonna call an ambulance.

- No, see, that's okay.

See, we don't have

Any insurance.

We'd just rather, you know,

Deal with this ourselves.

- Sure?

- Yeah. Her dad's

Just around the corner.

Get the f*ck in the car.

We're just gonna try and

Drive her out, you know?

It's gonna... It's gonna

Save us a bundle.

m*therf*cker!

You know, she's good.

All right, well, you have

Yourself a good day now, okay?

Let's go, selby, now!

No! No, I want to drive.

Selby, that car belongs

To a dead man, all right?

He's f*cking dead. Let's go now!

- No!

- Selby!

Lee, who k*lled that man?

Who do you think?

Oh my god!

They're coming for us.

They're not coming.

What are you talking about?

You're f*cking k*lling people!

Keep your f*cking voice down!

Now listen to me. They're

Not coming, all right?

I never wanted you in

This sh*t to begin with.

But I know what I'm doing,

And you're never gonna understand

It, all right, so you got to trust me.

Look at this.

Look at it... Look it.

They don't have

One f*cking thing.

They got nothing.

They're not even looking, man.

This sh*t is long over already.

I didn't want to f*cking wreck the

Car in public, but we did, you know?

We did, so if they were

Gonna call the cops,

They woulda done it by now.

How could you?

You knew.

No. No.

No, I knew about one, lee, one.

No, selby.

No, selby.

f*ck it.

Come in here.

We'll have a drink, and we'll forget

About all this, all right? Cheers.

Lee, this isn't funny.

You don't know what's

Going on, sel. I do.

So if you wanna keep your

Eyes shut to the whole world,

Then the least you

Can do is hear me out.

Now...

It's not what you

Think it is, all right?

- I know what it is.

- No, you don't know

My life, selby.

But I know yours.

And I've done everything

In the whole wide world

Hoping that you'd

Never have to know.

So... So you could

Go on thinking

That people are good and kind,

And that sh*t makes

Sense, you know?

'Cause I love that

About you, sel. But I can't.

No, I don't want

To hear this, lee.

I know, but you need to.

We can be as different as we

Wanna be, but you can't k*ll people.

Says who?!

I'm good with the lord.

I'm fine with him.

And... And I know how

You were raised, all right?

And I know how people f*cking think out

There, and f*ck, it's gotta be that way.

They gotta tell you that "thou

Shall not k*ll" sh*t and all of that.

But that's not the way

The world works, selby,

'Cause I'm out there

Every f*cking day, living it.

Who the f*ck knows

What god wants?

People k*ll each

Other every day.

And for what, hmm?

For politics, for religion.

And they're heroes? No!

No, there's a lot of

sh*t I can't do anymore,

But k*lling's not one of them,

And letting those

f*cking b*stards out there

Go and r*pe somebody

Else isn't either.

No, lee, that was one man.

They can't all have been bad.

You know me.

You think I could

Do it otherwise?

I'm not a bad person.

I'm a real good

Person, all right?

So, don't feel bad.

It's life, sel.

People like me and you

Go down every f*cking day.

But not us, all right?

Hey, it's almost over.

I mean, look at this.

See this? This is everything.

Everything you ever wanted.

Just a little more and a

Car and we're out of here.

We have a shot, sel.

We have a shot at a real life.

Not this, a real one.

- So, you know

What to do, right?

- Mm-hmm.

Leave this sh*t, man.

We don't need it, okay?

- See you later.

- Okay.

Selby: so everything's working

Out and we're real happy.

But I just thought you

Could tell my family

'Cause we're gonna be

Relocating for a little bit.

So, you're choosing

To go this way?

No, i... This is not a choice.

I'm not choosing

Anything. This is just...

This is the way I am, and I'm not

Gonna feel bad about it anymore.

You can tell him that too.

I know that you're all

Romantic about that girl,

But whether she

Supports you or not,

She's all screwed up and

People are like that for a reason.

I'm not talking about being

Born a n*gg*r. I'm not talking...

- Donna, don't say n*gg*r!

- What? I'm saying it's

Not their fault.

Blacks or whatever you

Want to call them, selby.

You know I'm not a r*cist.

The point is, people

Make bad choices.

You know? And they pay

For 'em, as you can see,

All these miserable

Street people.

And we see you choosing

This life, this g*y life.

You know, and even more than

That, the easy life with this woman...

No. No, no, she's

Had a real hard life.

Oh, honey,

Lots of people have bad

Lives and they still choose

To move towards the light, otherwise

We'd all be hookers and druggies

'Cause somebody yelled

At us or we had a mean mom.

I don't wanna hear this.

This... This is not the point.

Okay, but don't fight

The world, honey.

There's so much more than

Just love out there, and...

Well, someday, all you're gonna

Want is a roof over your head,

Even if you do have to

Sleep with a man to get it.

And that's your choice.

Yeah... Yeah, this is my choice,

'Cause we're in love.

Are we going on a hike?

No, man, this is

Good right here.

Well, the car was good.

Not when there's

A f*cking g*n in it.

So? Lots of people have g*ns.

Well, are you gonna

Undress, or what?

No, you first.

You think I f*cking

Trust you now?

So, you're married, right?

See, I don't get

That f*cking sh*t.

Want to come out

Here with strange girls,

Do dirty things with them,

Instead of just f*cking your wife.

Why, man, so you can r*pe 'em?

No. Good lord.

f*cking men, I f*cking hate 'em.

- Then why are you a hooker?

- I'm not a hooker.

See, I don't f*ck men.

Used to.

Mostly against my will, though.

Yeah, this old guy used to

r*pe me when I was eight...

Real good friend of

My dad's, you know?

So I go to my dad, tell

Him what's going on,

My dad don't f*cking believe me, so

His friend keeps raping me for years,

And the f*cking

Kicker to the story

Is that my dad f*cking

Beats me up for it.

You see?

Man, where the f*ck do

You think you're going, huh?

Look, I'm not gonna...

- Look, I feel sorry for you...

- Aww!

But if you want a ride,

You'd better come on.

sh*t, I don't need a ride, man.

Yeah, I don't need a ride...

'Cause I'm gonna take your car.

You f*cking think

I'm stupid enough

To get back into a f*cking car

With you when there's a g*n there?!

Ple... Please!

Lee's voice: victor

Bourne. That was his name.

My dad's friend. Some friend.

Years later I found out

He died in a car accident.

I was overjoyed.

It was like god finally struck

Him down for all his evil.

I loved that, knowing you can't

Get away with your sh*t forever.

Sooner or later, it's

Gonna catch up with you.

m*therf*cker!

Selby: where's the car?

It got all f*cked up.

- Is that everything?

- Yeah.

We got beer? f*ck it, man,

I think we should just go.

- How?

- Take the bus.

f*ck, we got

Enough money, right?

- We do?

- I don't know, whatever.

- I'll f*cking hook

Down there, whatever.

- No.

Lee, we can't take all

Our sh*t on the bus.

I can't get one

Right now, okay, sel?

- What happened?

- A f*cking cop.

The guy... I wasn't

Even gonna do it,

Then he had a f*cking

g*n in his car, so I pop him...

- Sure enough,

He's a f*cking cop!

- Lee...

I think he's retired

Or something,

Still, I can't take the

f*cking car... It's a cop car.

- There's some f*cking

Tracking device in it.

- sh*t.

f*ck tried to f*cking trick me

Into his f*cking car while he's got a g*n!

Keep it down!

Okay.

Well, you're just gonna

Have to go get another one.

No.

No, you're not changing

Your mind on me.

Selby, please.

Lee, this isn't my plan.

This is your deal, okay?

Your plan, the

House on the beach,

Self-employed,

Just like you said.

Your plan, so you have to go get us

Another car and we're leaving now.

Get up.

All right.

Just give me a sec.

Lee: we're gonna try and get out

Of here before the end of the week.

That's good.

I'm proud of you.

I just wanted to say

Goodbye to you, tom,

'Cause you've been

Real good to me.

Are you all right?

Yeah, man, it's nothing.

Um, just i...

Sometimes feel like

Everybody thinks I'm just

Some bad shitty f*cking person.

And all I'm f*cking trying

To do is survive, you know?

- Yeah, I know.

- Yeah.

I know exactly.

I know what you do for a living.

It doesn't bother me at all.

I know you didn't dial it up

On the g*dd*mn telephone.

That's where you landed.

That's what you had to do.

What you're feeling

Right now is just guilt

Over something you had

Absolutely no control over.

You know how many of

Us came back from the w*r

And almost k*lled

Ourselves because we felt

Exactly the same

Thing you do, right now?!

- Yeah?

- Yeah!

And they'll never get it.

They don't get it now,

They'll never get it then,

And they sure as hell won't

Ever get f*cking circumstance!

f*ck, man, circumstance.

That's exactly it. That's exactly it.

You know, it's like I feel like

I never had a f*cking choice.

You never did,

But you gotta live.

- You gotta live.

- That's it.

Okay.

Newscaster: a hunt

For a serial k*ller.

Police urge anyone with

Information about these crimes

To contact your

Local authorities.

Throughout parts of the state.

Female reporter: the

Assailant could be a woman?

Sheriff: we have not been

Able to positively confirm

A profile at this time. However,

The evidence does suggest that

One or more of the murders

Had their occurrence during

Some phase of a sexual act.

Male reporter:

Acts of prostitution?

Sheriff: I can't

Comment at this point.

Mm-hmm.

Yeah, that's exactly right.

Detective: that's it.

Get the f*ck out of here.

Get the f*ck out of here!

Get in the car.

These here are my kids.

They're down in miami,

So I'm just trying to

Make a couple extra bucks,

You know what I'm saying?

I could go get 'em, you know?

Are they okay?

Yeah, they're fine.

I'm just trying to

Make some money.

If there's any way you

Wanna, you know, help me out?

Maybe I could help

You out, you know?

If you need some help,

I'll do what I can to get

You back with your kids.

But maybe you need a... A room,

Or a shower, some warm clothes.

Our son's room's

Empty if you want it.

And I'm sure my wife

Wouldn't mind a bit.

- Pull the car over.

- I'm sorry.

- Just pull the car over.

- Ma'am!

The car is still rolling,

Ma'am, you can't get out here.

- Stop the car.

- Listen, it's...

They can barely see

You out there. You're...

Are you in some kind of...

Just drive the car.

Lee: stop right here.

Look, look, there ain't

Nothing that we can't fix.

Get out of the car.

Look, I've got...

The keys in the car.

There's my wallet.

Just... Just...

Turn around.

- No, ma'am.

- Turn around!

No, ma'am. No. No.

- Get down.

- You don't have to do this.

- Get down.

- You don't.

You really don't.

I can't!

You don't have to. You're

Just having a hard time.

No, I can't let you live!

Oh...

Oh, god, my wife.

My wife.

And my daughter's having a baby.

Shut the f*ck up!

- Oh, god. Oh, god, I'm sorry.

- Jesus...

My babies, my granddaughter...

All right.

I've got a car, sel, but

We've gotta go, right?

You gotta drive 'cause

I'm real tired. Come on.

- It's out.

- What... What's out?

Sketches of us.

Of me.

Okay.

Okay.

Hey, so...

You're all set.

It's almost direct, so you're

Gonna get in tomorrow, all right?

I always said I would

Take you to the bus

And buy you that

Ticket, you know?

Yeah, if I wanted to go.

I wanted to...

I wanted to...

I wanted to tell you that

Maybe i... Maybe I f*cked

Up a little bit, you know?

I did. I...

I know I did.

I did... I did f*ck up.

But...

Maybe if I just get a little...

If I just get a little

Help, you know?

Then you can... You can...

You can help me...

You can help me because...

If... If you can

Forgive me for...

'Cause I don't know...

I don't know if I can

Forgive myself for...

For... You know, it's all...

And you come back to me and...

And come back.

Okay.

This will all work out.

This will all pass, you know?

You're gonna go

Back home for a while

And then you come

Back here and we...

And we go far, far away.

Oh, lee...

Come on.

Look.

- No.

- All right, selby,

You take that, all right?

Lee...

No, you take that and

We'll spend it, all right?

Two whiskies, two beers.

Two whiskies, two

Beers for the lady.

I'm vg. Come in here much?

Lee! Lee!

Tom, hey.

Hey, this is my

Only friend, tom.

We got a fire outside,

The old conversation pit.

- No, man!

- Oh, come on.

Let go. You're going

Over the fence.

- What?!

- Yes, you are.

I'm gonna drive around and

You're gonna go over the fence.

No, tom, I gotta stay here

By the phone for my girl.

'Cause I gotta call her.

'Cause she left, tom.

She f*cking left but she's

Gonna come back, okay?

Hey.

You've got a f*cking wife and

You're telling me to come with you?

What the f*ck

Are you doing, man?

- Well...

- Not you, tom.

Not f*cking you, tom!

f*ck, man!

Hey, you got some f*cking

Change or something?

- Hey, you looking for change?

- Yeah, I gotta call

My f*cking girl.

That's cool. I got some

Change. It's out in my car,

So if you want, come with

Me, I'll give you what I got.

My car's right over

There in the red.

- Where?

- Yeah, right over there.

You see it? A camaro. Come here.

I got plenty of change.

We're heading to

Orlando tonight,

So I got a couple of quarters.

I just need like a

Dime or something.

What? Whoa, whoa, man.

What the f*ck are you doing?

Cop: take it easy, lady.

You have the right

To remain silent.

- Anything you say can and will

Be used in a court of law.

- No, sh*t, man.

- You have

The right to an attorney...

- I just wanna call my girl!

Man: in cell number 48.

That's what I'm saying.

- Selby?

- Selby: hi.

Oh, man, it's good

To hear your voice.

- Yeah, you too.

- So, you're back

Down here, huh?

Yeah. Yeah, I came down

To see what was going on.

Yeah.

Oh, man, am I glad to hear that,

'Cause we still have

A shot here, sel.

- Yeah?

- Yeah, we're

All right because

They got me in here for some old

Warrant or something, you know?

But...

Where you at?

In a motel room.

- Yeah?

- Yeah.

I wish I was there

With you right now.

Yeah.

But, lee, they've been

Up to see my parents,

You know, asking

All kinds of questions.

Yeah, you know...

I'd rather not talk

On the phone here, you know,

Because... 'Cause I don't

Know if they're... You know?

But don't worry about that, sel.

I mean, that's just some mistaken

Identity or something, you know?

They've got nothing.

So, let's just talk

About us, you know?

I can't, lee. I...

My picture's in the paper...

You know, from when

We crashed the car?

Selby, what are

You talking about?

I'm talking about when

We crashed the red car.

Why are you saying that?

'Cause I'm freaking out!

They know, lee.

They know and

They're coming after me

And I know I'm gonna go down!

No, selby!

I wouldn't do that.

You know I would

Never do that, okay?

So, just chill out here, okay?

How am I supposed to do that?

You're gonna let me go

Down for something you did.

Selby, I didn't do anything.

Lee!

- Sel...

- Lee, you know

What I'm talking about.

What you doing?

I'm not doing anything.

Where is the money, sel?

What money?

The money I gave you.

What are you talking about? I...

I don't know what

You're talking about, lee.

Nothing.

Just some change.

Yeah, yeah, I got that.

I just wanna live, lee.

I just want a normal happy life!

I don't know why you did this!

'Cause I love you!

'Cause I love you and i...

And I never wanted

To lose you, that's all.

I love you with all my heart,

My soul and mind!

And I'd never let

You down, all right?

'Cause it was me.

It was only me.

And I'll tell them that, okay?

But it's over for me now,

And I'm never

Gonna see you again.

Selby: yeah, I know.

Lee: I wish there

Was some way that...

That people could forgive you

For something like this, you know?

Selby wall.

Lee: but they can't.

They can't, you know?

So, I'm gonna die, sel.

She told me that she shot him.

Lee: hey, sel...

I'll never forget you.

Okay, bye, baby.

Selby: bye.

Bye, baby.

Bye, lee.

Thank you, judge.

And may you rot in hell!

Sending a r*ped woman to death!

And you're all... You're a bunch

Of scum, that's what you are!

Lee's voice: love conquers all.

Every cloud has a silver lining.

Faith can move mountains.

Love will always find a way.

Everything happens for a reason.

Where there is

Life, there is hope.

Oh, well...

They gotta tell you something.

♪ Just a small town girl ♪

♪ Living in a lonely world ♪

♪ She took the midnight

Train going anywhere ♪

♪ Just a city boy ♪

♪ Born and raised

In south detroit ♪

♪ He took the midnight

Train going anywhere ♪

♪ A singer in a smoky room ♪

♪ A smell of wine

And cheap perfume ♪

♪ For a smile they

Can share the night ♪

♪ It goes on and

On and on and on ♪

♪ Strangers waiting ♪

♪ Up and down the boulevard ♪

♪ Their shadows

Searching in the night ♪

♪ Streetlight people ♪

♪ Living just to find emotion ♪

♪ Hiding somewhere

In the night ♪

♪ Working hard to get my fill ♪

♪ Everybody wants a thrill ♪

♪ Paying anything

To roll the dice ♪

♪ Just one more time ♪

♪ Some will win,

Some will lose ♪

♪ Some were born

To sing the blues ♪

♪ Oh, the movie never ends ♪

♪ It goes on and

On and on and on ♪

♪ Strangers waiting ♪

♪ Up and down the boulevard ♪

♪ Their shadows

Searching in the night ♪

♪ Streetlight people ♪

♪ Living just to find emotion ♪

♪ Hiding somewhere

In the night ♪

♪ Don't stop believin' ♪

♪ Hold on to that feeling ♪

♪ Streetlight people ♪

♪ Don't stop believin' ♪

♪ Hold on ♪

♪ Streetlight people ♪

♪ Don't stop believin' ♪

♪ Hold on to that feeling ♪

♪ Streetlight people. ♪