01x02 - Far From Jersey

[bunniefuu]

[music playing]

[Mae] I think the whole idea

and purpose

of the competition

was just amazing.

When I heard that Jane was gonna

be modeling,

like, for real, I felt like this

is really gonna help

her out with her confidence.

I'm not saying that

she needs validation

but I feel like this will give

her some sort of boost.

I think she's gonna come back

and she's gonna be, like,

starry eyed about everything.

‘Cause it's just gonna be like

this whole different spectrum.

But if she does

come back with an ego

we're gonna have

some problems.

I'm not getting her triple shot

espresso latte with

extra soy bean milk.

I don't know.

No, I'm not dealing with that.

[plane engine revving]

[Jane] We're going to L.A.

It's happening.

- Oww.

- Sorry.

You always do that.

We're going to La La Land.

[indistinct chatter]

[Jane] Thank you.

[driver] You're headed to the

line hotel?

Yes, please. How far is that?

[Driver] Uhh, 40 minutes.

We're with Eric.

- [Laura] This is Jane's first time here.

- [driver] Oh, first time in L.A.?

[Jane] Yeah, it is.

[Laura] Yeah.

[driver] Perfect.

- [Laura] She's in a global modeling competition.

- [driver] Nice.

[Laura] So, what's it like

living through an earthquake?

[driver] Ehh

[laughter]

[Jane] So we're in L.A.

I'm really nervous,

But it's like a good nervous,

I guess.

I don't know. I just can't wait

to get started,

and start the modeling journey.

[Laura] Did you ever drive

anybody famous?

The dad from “American Pie”,

Eugene Levy.

[driver] Guy with

the bushy eyebrows.

Oh, yeah, I love him.

He's great.

We had a conversation.

[Laura] Yeah.

And now you have

Jane Noury in the car.

What's that?

[laughter]

[Jane] I think

at the end of the day

I just want to be able to show

everyone that I can do this.

Hopefully, I just don't

fall on my face,

‘cause that would

not be fun or cute.

[Laura] Thank you so much.

[driver] You as well.

[Laura] Nice to meet you. Thank

you.

Swaggy.

[both] Yay.

[Laura] Ooh.

[Jane] Oh, wow.

Very tiny. Very cute.

A blanket.

[laughter]

[both] Ooh.

[Jane] Oh, my God,

you see the Hollywood sign.

That's so crazy.

[music playing]

[Laura] It looks a little

sketchy, I'm not gonna lie.

I'm not really sure.

Could be lost.

[Jane] Where are we?

[both] Yay.

[Laura] Thank you.

Oh, my God,

where's the elevator.

No wonder why all you people

in L.A. are skinny.

[indistinct chatter]

- Hi, I'm Ashley.

- I'm Jane. Nice to meet you.

Hi, I'm Laura.

How are you?

[Laura] Yeah.

[Jane] So all the models are

competing to get signed,

and I think three are gonna win.

Three girls.

And we're all going to be doing

different photo shoots.

And we're all going to be doing

a bunch of rehearsals

to learn

all of the choreography,

because on the last day

we all have to walk

in a fashion show.

And thats's how

we're going to be competing.

Uhh, but it'll be very

cool to meet some,

you know, trans girls

in general, I think.

[woman] I'm fat.

[Cece] Why are

you eating SunChips?

I have to have something.

They're not safe.

[woman] I'm done now.

They might

screw with your teeth.

Yeah, I know.

My name is Cece

and I am

the modeling director

at Slay Model Management,

which is the world's first

all trans model agency.

They're models first,

they just happen to be trans.

And I learned that

there's so many things

that this community needed.

And one of them is employment.

And I figured, why not?

Seeing all the models together

already at that point

I'm looking at who has it.

You know, the game's started.

[Cece] Thank you for being here.

I'm really excited.

This is our first iteration of

the Slay Modeling Search.

[applause]

[woman] Woo!

So, uhh, it's going

to be a two-way street.

We're partners now.

You're part of Slay,

and you come with this whole,

giant, family of people.

We'll protect you as well.

It's not like it's a cult or

anything, but it kind of is.

Because, you know,

everybody's like,

Pass the Kool-Aid around.

[Cece] Umm, I'm looking forward

to working with all of you

so thank you for sharing this

journey with me.

And have fun.

Okay, bye.

Get out of here.

Nice to meet you. I'm Stef.

- Sky, I'm Erin.

- Nice to meet you.

Stef.

It's an amazing

opportunity at 18

I know, it is.

I'm really excited

And your mom, your mom's here as

well, isn't she?

It's great to have that support

You from LA?

No, I'm from New Jersey.

What's it like there?

Plain. It's just a lot of

country where I live.

But it's fine.

It's nice though.

Yeah, it's very peaceful,

I'd say.

It's nice, it's very pretty.

[man] Jane.

[indistinct chatter]

[camera shutters]

[Laura] I have a lot of emotion

going through me right now

It's just coming

to her so naturally.

It's just It's good.

Putting your legs up like that,

Who do you think you are?

Shame on you.

- I know, I know, I know.

[laughter] I'm like,

I think this wants to go up.

[laughter]

Yeah.

[Jane] This whole thing

is just insane.

I'm doing photoshoots.

I'm getting my makeup done.

I just feel like a little

princess.

Once I had that outfit on and

then she said,

“Get up, up there,”

and I was like, “Okay.”

Give me a,

give me a countdown, okay?

And then I'm gonna do

I'm gonna do a pass.

[man] All right, 3,2,1

[music playing]

[man] We're good.

That was amazing.

Thank you.

[Cece] Uhh, that's so good.

Very good.

How do you feel?

[Jane] Good.

You should be

proud of yourself.

That looked really good.

[Jane] People don't know

what like me as a transgender

woman have to go through just

to be happy with my own body.

It's really hard.

Especially when, like,

I feel like I can't even

talk about it.

I feel like I can only talk

about it with my mom.

I get, like, I was with

transgender models

meeting all them, and, like,

I want to talk to them

so bad about something,

but, like, I'm just so, like,

scared to even say anything.

And they're transgender too.

[music playing]

Ahh, Jidu's prize possession.

Nothing like getting mail to

make you feel alive.

Uhh, yeah,

you didn't get much, Jid.

You got Costco and you got

donation envelopes.

Do they know that I helped put

three men on the moon?

Well, they're gonna know,

right?

And in November of 1969,

I have the plaque in my bedroom,

you can go in and look at it,

I helped put

three men on the moon.

A plaque went on the moon

with signatures of the engineers

that worked on the job.

One of the signatures was mine.

Very proud of you.

[David] Umm, we'll come back later,

and we'll talk more about it, okay?

- Oh, sure.

- All right?

I'm not going anywhere.

[laughter]

[Mae] I was more excited

for Jane to go.

I was really just excited

for her to have that, and for

her to be a model.

Because, I mean, it suits her.

She's gorgeous.

I hate her for that.

It sucks.

When Jane and Mom left

it was like, woah.

When we're not together

it's just like the atmosphere,

it's just different.

As much as we miss them,

I'm kind of just good doing

my own thing all the time.

I just want to get out of here.

I mean, I love Sparta.

I love being home,

but, like, what do we have here?

The bowling alley?

It's just such a small town.

[Jane] Day two!

[laughter]

- Good morning, Mama.

- Oh, great.

[laughter]

Everyone's been cheering

me on at home.

So that was really cool.

I posted some pictures

of me at the photoshoot.

I took some, like, videos of it.

And everyone was in my DMs,

like, freaking out

all my friends,

saying,

“Oh, my God, that's crazy!”

And I was laughing.

It's just so cool.

But, yeah, a lot of support

which is just amazing.

Every girl was so sweet, though.

I had so much fun with everyone.

I think I'm gonna try to film

them more today.

I was just so tired,

and I was working all the time.

I did not get to film anybody.

So I need to do that.

[Jane] Here we go.

[Charli] We got two cameras

up in this b*tch.

- There's no reception.

- There's angles.

I'm Charli.

I'm 22 years old.

and I'm from

Riverside, California.

It's like a nicer Bakersfield.

You know?

Like, just a little less methy,

but still pretty rough.

It's you.

[Charli] It's definitely not a

place for anything

creative or

anything but football really.

[Charli] Walk, walk, walk, walk,

serve it to me.

Serve it to me.

[laughter]

My Dad,

the literal high school dream,

like, my Dad was, like, the

quarterback or whatever.

Like, my Mom was, like,

head cheerleader.

So, like, they had

very big plans on me

being like,

a big, like, football star.

I'm sorry but let's take a

moment for this fashion.

- This fashion Mama.

- Fashion

[Charli] When I came out

and the first thing

I wanted to wear

was my Grandma's robe,

and her heels,

and, like, a pom-pom

in my head for hair.

Oh, they were like,

“The f*ck?”

So, it was definitely not what

they expected.

[laughter]

[snapping]

[woman] Oh, oh.

I'm Nya Chanel.

I'm 25 years old.

After high school, I was like,

“Leave the bs behind.

Like, really

take the time to, like,

be yourself and grow

into who you're meant to be,

who I'm meant to be.”

Oh, my God, I'm so sorry.

Hi.

[man] How are you?

I'm Stef.

I'm from La Habra, California.

For me it's like my dream to win

a modeling competition,

and so now it's, like

[Woman] Round two, baby.

- Yeah,

and I'm 26, so I'm like,

“Ooh, I gotta do it now.

Gotta do it now.”

So, hopefully.

[Dusty] I don't think I'd go

back to Alabama if they paid me.

I'm looking to leave there and

come here yesterday.

Like, as soon as possible.

So, soon as my lease is up there

I'll be here.

I like how Karen

kind of split, like,

she kind of split

those back in the front,

but then when you switch over

like this there's volume.

She comes out.

[Tayler] Mhm, she does.

Meanwhile,

Ms. George Washington.

[laughter]

It's like a crown.

[Tayler] Where's my tea?

I wish I could tongue pop

like that. Can you?

[clicks tongue]

- Odd.

[Tayler] I'm afraid of doing it

wrong.

At least

I'm not gonna be able to.

Wait, do it.

Do it.

[clicks tongue]

- You do this, you suck on it.

[clicks tongue]

Almost.

[clicks tongue]

Ooh, there you go.

[clicks tongue]

[laughter]

[applause]

We are having one of the Slay

models helping us,

and teaching us our runway walk

as well.

And she's gonna give us

advice in the industry.

[Dominique] So, it's like

knowing your angles.

You're like a butterfly.

A ballet dancer.

You know, you just, like, flow.

When you move into your poses

it should be as such.

Like, you don't wanna be like

You know, you're on set like

You know,

you're tilting you're moving.

Your every move

is like a different shot.

Just delicate.

Delicate.

You're virgins, even if

you're not.

You're virgins when you're

on the camera.

You're like,

“Oh, my God, wow.”

[gasps]

Like, if you have

a smile, a little smirk,

or you have

a little pose or something,

throw it in there

but, like, make it fashion.

Does that make sense?

[camera shutter]

[applause]

[all singing]

Happy birthday, dear Justine.

Happy birthday to you!

[applause]

I pray for a successful show.

And I pray that everyone

will be close,

we will learn a lot.

Not just the fashion,

but the values.

[all] Aww

[Dusty] I am just so thankful

that I got to come here.

Like, competition aside

just the experience. Just to

spend the week with y'all

doing anything,

I would not trade

that for the world.

The most surreal thing

of walking into a

room, and just

being able to shed every

kind of barrier

we've ever kind of built up

around ourselves.

Because we've been in a room

with people

that actually understand.

Mhm, like,

just the amount of people

that are coming asking about

“How was your transition?" Or

“How was this surgery?”

Or, “Hey, what would

this be like?”

And, like, hearing

everybody's opinions,

and advice,

and stories it's like

it's so overwhelming.

[music playing]

[indistinct chatter]

[woman] Oh, my God, this man,

the most beautiful.

[Cece] Just remember, like, get

it in your head.

Even when you're practicing

have you seen

some bridal shows?

[all] yeah.

- It's slower.

[woman] Yes.

And it's really

elegant, gratitude, love.

All that stuff that I don't

believe in.

[laughter] And really take

your time with it.

because it's a little

more dramatic.

So let's run it again,

but really feel

yourselves this time.

The gowns are coming.

[feet stomping]

Person in front goes right.

Person back goes left.

Go to the edges.

[Cece] Pause, one second, sorry.

You two have to start doing your

diagonal already

so that you can space.

Y'all don't know who's in the

audience that night.

You don't know who's watching.

You don't know what's happening.

You're still booking jobs.

As long as you're on stage,

you are booking jobs.

So, like, don't be in the back,

like,

“I've been here for five

minutes.”

Put your hand on your hip. I

mean, look at the other ones.

I know.

You know what I mean?

Like, look. See how she has a

little bit of attitude?

You have no attitude.

You look like a wet noodle.

- All right.

- All right. You can do it.

I'm excited.

I'm nervous for my

wedding gown

'cause it's so big.

but like Cece said,

“We just have to take it slow.”

[Ally] I like the fact that the

show

has put us in, not only gowns,

but wedding dresses.

Things that aren't

commonly seen.

[Dusty] To be a trans woman

in a bridal dress,

like, oh, my gosh, I felt

- It was a surreal feeling.

- Never felt so beautiful.

[Dusty] I was like, “I have to

get married now.”

[Ally] I don't think went like,

“I have to get married.”

[Dusty] I do.

It was such a good feeling,

and it wasn't even a wedding.

I can't imagine being in love.

Like, I would quite happily get

married again in that dress.

[Laura] When Jane was

three years old

and her older sister was in

kindergarten,

and I would find

Jane up in her closet

wearing her sister's

Christmas dresses.

So, umm, I would say,

“What are you doing?”

And she'd say,

“Ahh, you know

it just feels so pretty, it

feels so nice.”

So I said, “You know, let her

figure it out.

She's gotta figure it out.

I can't, like, say something.”

I remember this one time

I went up there

and she was crying in the dress.

And I'm like,

"Why are you crying?"

And she said,

“Why did God make

me a boy?

I should've been a girl.”

I said,

“God made you the

perfect child for Daddy and I."

[Laura] And whoever you love,

whoever you wanna be

it's gonna be fine.

It was meant to be for Jane.

You know, this whole event.

It's an incredible experience

to watch

these women come

out and be strong,

and become friends, and bond.

And it's just very empowering,

and I'm very proud of them all.

[Jane] I'm just so proud of us.

For coming out, being ourselves,

being here today.

[Dusty] Oh my gosh, like,

everybody's runway walk

I'm just like,

"Yes, you're k*lling it.

Yes, I'm so proud!

Oh my gosh, she looks so good."

[Jane] Such a deep emotion just

came out of me.

I felt like I was really able to

express myself with my body,

and who I am as a person.

Being transgender,

being a woman,

I feltl like really I got to

come out of my shell more

more than I ever have.

It's a great feeling

to really relate to everybody

and just connect.

- All set?

- Yeah.

[Jane] It's day number four now.

We're gonna finish our last

photoshoot for the week.

- Perfect.

[Jane] The highpoints of this

week have definitely been

doing the photoshoots and

getting to know everybody.

Totally, like, ‘cause my

eyelashes were like, “Woohoo.”

And I was like, "Oh, no. We

gotta fix that.

We can't have that, no.

[Charli] Like, when a bunch of

trans women are all together,

like, this never happens.

Like, I've been around like one,

or two other trans people before

but having a room full of

trans women.

Like, it's crazy because for

most of us

in our own personal

lives we are the only one.

Maybe I'm speaking from my own

experience but, like, i think

it's rare for a lot of us

to have, like, q*eer friends

and for a lot of people

we are like,

their first trans person

that they know.

[Erin] A lot of us who don't

live in L.A..,

who are in our own hometown,

I'm like the only openly trans

woman there that I know of.

So everyone knows me as "She's

Erin. She's the trans girl."

But here it's like,

“No, I'm just Erin.”

[Jane] We all just started

talking and talking.

People would bring a topics

about dating, or surgeries,

or how they came out.

And there's so much connection

there so I didn't feel

like I had to hold back

from what I wanted to talk about

I knew that they

would know how I felt.

[waves crashing]

[Jane] Should I move here?

- No.

- Why?

- 'Cause I'll miss you.

- You can come and visit me.

No.

Who says no?

Who says no?

[laughter]

How many, like, trans people

did you know back home?

There was only, I think one

other trans girl.

And, uhh, they're

mostly trans men, so

I don't remember you

really embracing the community

when we were home.

I don't know, I mean, I didn't

want to embrace the label.

I mean, I don't know.

I think I was

so fixated on being a woman,

and not being perceived as

anything else.

But I don't know,

I think I did it

it got to a point

where it was so toxic,

because I didn't want

to be not passable.

Right, I remember that.

I remember you being obsessed

with that.

Because I was

so stressed about it.

It was also vanity,

and I wanted to look pretty.

I wanted to be beautiful.

And I was very insecure.

I still am.

I do think if I had embraced

the community sooner

I wouldn't have felt so alone.

[Emma] It's all happening

so fast.

[Jane] I know.

So like, are you gonna live

in L.A. and like,

let me live with you?

[Jane] I don't know what's

happening.

Can I like, get

on a Coast Guard boat there,

and then just

live with you?

Do your friends ask questions

about us and the family?

[Jane] Yeah, a little bit.

- What did you say about me?

You're my older sister.

That's it?

[laughter]

- No.

- So what did you say?

[Jane] That you're a b*tch.

I don't know.

[laughter]

Be nice.

[David] Hello?

Mom told me that you're not

supposed to cut the butt.

Yeah, Mom's out of her mind.

Mom has her own way of doing it

and I have mine.

I just want some strips.

And then once we throw it in

the pan

we're just gonna

break them up, good?

- No.

- Yes, very good.

- You okay?

- No.

You wanna do the peppers?

Aww, Mae-Mae.

I just need a minute.

You sure? You can do the

peppers.

I don't even lik No because

peppers smell bad.

You love sausage and peppers.

They taste good.

They smell bad.

I can do this.

- Okay, here we go, one hour.

- Mhm

Okay.

[David] Jidu, dinner.

[Jidu] Oh, already?

Yep.

You know, if it wasn't for this

arm I'd be perfect.

- I know, Jid.

- I can't put

You are perfect, Jid.

You are perfect.

There you go, good?

[Mae] I think I did fine.

[Jidu] You know, in my younger

days I was a perfectionist.

I use to annoy my wife,

I was so perfect.

[laughter]

But you know what?

being an engineer

I was brought up that way

[David] I know.

[Jidu] And putting three men on

the moon wasn't easy, you know?

I know.

[Jidu] Never one to toot

his own horn.

[Mae] Most humble

person I know.

[Jidu] Where's Laura?

[David] They're in L.A.

[Jidu] Ooh, they are?

- They're in L.A.

- I didn't know that, when did they leave?

You know, she's out

for the contest, Jidu.

She went out for the contest.

[David] So it's

just us for a few.

[Jidu] Who turned out the lights

out in my bedroom this morning?

[David] That was me.

Ooh, she told you to do that?

Of course,

I'll make your bagels.

[Jidu] I didn't know that.

[David] Well.

[Jidu] I have a son-in-law that

you can't beat.

[David] I agree.

[engine revving]

[David] When Jane was born I

remember going around the bed,

and Laura was,

she was in good shape.

She was okay, but I remember

thanking her.

I remember holding her and

saying, "Thank you for my boy."

[sniffles]

He was beautiful.

Sorry.

He was beautiful.

He was long.

But I thought, you know,

here's the boy I'm gonna

play catch with

and, you know, I'm gonna tinker

around in the garage with.

Show ‘em how to fix stuff,

and, you know,

be his best buddy.

Those years, when Jane was

little

and we were

pushing her to do sports,

baseball, football, umm,

Brazilian jiu-jitsu,

which she was good at.

I can't you know,

looking back I can't imagine

how out of place

that she really felt,

and tormented really.

I mean, I think she was doing

those things for me.

[Jane] Before I came out

I never had a good relationship

with my Dad,

and I hated that. I hated that

I couldn't be that son for him.

That lovely kid that loves to

play sports and do manly things.

I hated that I couldn't be that

for him.

And I felt like that pushed me

so far away from him

that I couldn't have a

conversation with him.

Just a normal conversation,

like, without arguing with him,

or getting annoyed with him,

or him not understanding

anything that

I was going through.

But I feel like once I came out

every like, it was just like

a whole light just came out,

and I was finally myself.

And I could just be with him

and my family

and just finally start talking.

And I was just so

It was a million pounds just,

like, lifted off my body.

It was just everything was

just better again,

and I wanted to like

fight to be myself,

and to fight to live.

It was just amazing.

[Laura] Big day, Jane.

Turn around.

You ready?

Uhh, yes.

I'm sad that we're going to be

missing this view.

[Laura] I'm sad that we're going

to be missing all the girls.

That too.

[laughter]

[Laura] I love I love them.

I love them all.

This week has been incredible,

right?

Yeah, it's been special.

[indistinct chatter]

[woman] Jane, why are you sad?

‘Cause I don't want it to end.

I had such a good time.

[woman] I'm gonna spray you.

[woman] So many memories.

[all cheering]

- Wow.

- Give her the little ball.

[woman] Sex pop.

[all talking at once]

Ooh, sh*t b*tch.

[Jane] Not only is this, like,

a great opportunity

for all of us girls

when we go out there and do

this fashion show,

there's also going to be like,

casting directors and talent

scouts there,

and also all of our friends

and family are going to be attending.

And it's just going to be a big

celebration and a big party.

Maybe I'll win, maybe I won't,

but I don't really

it's not really that big of a

deal to me, I think.

All the experiences

that I've had

mean so much more than

winning this,

but it would be cool if I did.

But, yeah, and there's another

car watching me.

Oh, my God.

It's so embarrassing.

Okay, anyway.

[woman] Stand on that side.

I'm gonna say that

again.

The audience can see you until

you turn the corner.

[David] Jane is in such a happy

place in her life.

Like, she's she's talking

about getting life tattoos

to commemorate this time

out in L.A.,

and I'm like,

“Won't the photographs be enough

to commemorate the

time out there?"

- Don't get Jane tattoos, honey.

- I already made an appointment.

[David] Get out of here.

- Are you getting tattoos?

- I think we're getting tattoos.

[David] I'm not for Jane

having a tattoo. She's a baby.

She's only going to get it

it's going to be smaller than

Emma's anchor.

I'm against Emma's anchor.

I know.

What the hell

is she smoking out there?

[laughter]

[David] I'm excited for tonight,

but as far as I'm concerned,

just Just her having a great

time out there

that's It's just It's a

win-win.

She can do anything she wants.

She's going to accomplish

anything she wants.

She's going to have stability.

She's gonna have

She's gonna have relationships.

She's always questioned,

you know,

"Who's gonna love me?"

Well, we've always said,

“Are you kidding me?"

"You're going to have it all.”

She sees it firsthand

with her friends now.

Her new friends.

There you are!

- Hi.

- Look at you!

Janey, I love you.

I miss you.

- I miss you too.

- You look pretty.

[David] Jane, just

have fun honey.

- Mhm.

- You know what you're doing.

Strut your stuff,

shake your cootie.

Cootie?

[David] Yeah.

- Eww.

- I think you meant booty.

[David] Oh, booty.

[laughter]

[Jane] Shake your cootie.

That's disgusting.

- That's so gross.

- I think you're high. What the hell?

- Shake your coochie, eww.

- Eww.

[David] Stay classy, Jane. Stay

classy.

- Love you, honey.

- Love you.

Jane, you're going to do

great honey.

Thank you.

If no one else is going to

care about you I'll do it.

Far from Jersey.

- You're so pretty.

- You're so pretty.

[man] Being an older g*y man,

and drag queen,

and having been through all

this before,

when I first was their age it

was ill*gal to even

dance together with somebody

who's the same sex in public.

You could be arrested and

thrown in jail for that.

The bars, you know, I first

went to we would get raided.

So, to see how far we've come

in that

and to see where these are

girls now are like

being celebrated.

[woman] It's incredible.

Is just

[Charli] Thank you so much.

I love you.

Love you.

Oh, y'all, here we go.

Here we go.

[woman] You're going

to do great.

[laughter]

[Laura] I prepared a statement

because I'm such an adult,

and every time you put the

camera in front of me

I black out.

And then I'm like, “What?”

and then I walk away saying,

“I could've said so much.”

And then I don't.

Or I just cry.

So it's been, like,

a very exhausting week crying

in front of people.

So, I just wanted to

say that this has been

this week has been such a

positive impact on,

not only my daughter, but for

all of these incredible women.

I've never seen so much

support,

compassion, encouragement,

and love.

And here I go again.

I'm crying.

And love amongst an entire group

of individuals before.

It's been an amazing thing to

witness and to be a part of.

[Laura] Opening our hearts and

minds to transgender,

non-binary awareness

and acceptance,

and to celebrate them

for having the courage

to live their truth.

And it's been such an honor

to meet and know

all of these, strong,

intelligent,

compassionate,

and sweet women this week

who just want to live their

lives without

being condemned and without

judgment, and violence.

People need to stop

setting limitations

and educate themselves and

others going forward.

And to open your heart.

Just to open your heart, and

your mind, and educate yourself.

[applause]

That's it.

[cheering and applause]

[music playing]

The winner

of Slay Model 2020 is

Austin!

[cheers and applause]

[Jane] So I just finished the

modeling competition.

Austin won, Ally won,

and Nadia won.

When all the three girls won

we kind of just

bull rushed them,

and everyone was laughing,

and hugging,

a couple of the girls

were crying.

I lost.

[laughter]

- Which is

- You're not a loser in my eyes, Jane.

[Jane] That's true.

[Laura] You had a little

stumble. But, that's okay.

I did. I did stumble.

[laughter]

I kind of

that's because I had a gown.

The only I was the only one

wearing a damn gown.

The stupid dress went

under my feet

and then I tripped

in front of everyone.

And my hair looked, oh, God.

It was so bad.

But, uhh, that was fun.

[Laura] You looked gorgeous.

In the lingerie?

[Laura] In everything.

You looked gorgeous.

- You were fabulous.

- Thank you, Mama.

Are you ready for the five

hour flight back?

[Laura] Woo-hoo!

[Laura] What do you think, Jane?

Let's bag this town.

We outta here.

We going back to Jersey.

- Jersey.

- Jersey.

[Laura] You wanna say anything

to L.A. in general?

[mouths f*ck you]

[laughter]

[Laura] No!

- Just kidding.

- That's not nice.

I had a great experience

or whatever.

[Laura] Whatever.

- I loved every moment.

- Yeah?

I didn't have one bad moment.

So are we still

getting our tattoos?

Why do we have to get tattoos

to remember this?

‘Cause I why can't you just

be fun?

- I'm fun.

- Okay, so then let's do it.

Why can't we be fun

without tattoos?

‘Cause that's not fun.

Did you see

that guy over there?

He was totally checking you out.

Which one? I look like sh*t.

Maybe he was checking me out.

You're married, woman.

That never

stopped people before.

Eww, yeah, awful people.

You're right. Awful.

I love you, David.

Look at that guy over there.

What is up with him?

He's wearing one of those

coronavirus masks.

It looks like he has a big

pimple on his head.

[laughter]

[plane engine revving]

[Jane] I'm ready to go home and

see the dogs, and see Mae,

Dad, and Jidu, and all my

friends.

I gotta go finish high school,

and get ready for my surgery.

I think that's what I'm most

looking forward too.

[television plays]

[music playing]