02x15 - Episode 15

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Lost You Forever S2

Episode 15

Xiling Heng was not

a high-status,
prudent Princess General.

She was simply Chi Chen's wife.

As a physician,

she saved people and was revered by the Baili Tribe as the Xiling Witch.

In this painting, they look very close.

Yet outsiders think they were enemies.

They fought to the death and died together.

Chi Chen made this cradle for his daughter

with the finest wood on the mountain.

He could make this?

Originally he couldn't.

But for his daughter,
he had to learn to make it.

These are the toys he made for his daughter.

Looks ugly.

After all, he was a first-time father.

What he made is already pretty good.

Did Xiling Heng make these clothes
for her daughter?

Inside it are the toys Chi Chen
made for his daughter.

Heng. Look.

Heng.

Heng.

These toys are all brand new.

Their daughter never played with them.

They cared about their girl.

But when faced with a choice, they
still heartlessly abandoned their daughter.

They did not let down the world or the people.

Yet they let down their daughter.

They do not deserve to be parents.

How dare you speak ill of my parents
and talk nonsense.

Who are you?

Back off. Stay back.

Stay back.

The Solar Flame incinerates everything.

It can even make the deity
with high spirit power turn to ash.

Stay back.

Who exactly are you?
Why are you stopping me?

You can't stop me. I must go near you.

- I won't give up.
- Xiaoyao.

Do what I say.

Mother.

Mother.

Yes.

Stay back.

Stay back, Xiaoyao.

Mother.

I won't go near you. I won't.

I just want to see you.

Can you let me see you?

Mother. Mother.

Are you in pain?

It doesn't hurt. I'm used to it.

I look a bit strange. It really doesn't hurt.

You're lying to me again.

Mother.

I have grown up.

Why are you still lying to me?

I've grown up. You're lying to me again.

How can it not hurt?
How can it not hurt?

Xiaoyao. I'm sorry.

Mother. Mother.

I've read all the medical books
you left for me.

My medical skills are
particularly exceptional.

I can certainly cure you.

And Cang Xuan.
Cang Xuan is already the King of Xiyan.

He's incredibly powerful.

Regardless of any rare medicine,
he can find it for you.

We'll find the Ice Crystal.
It can suppress the Solar Flame.

Mother. Mother.

Xiaoyao. Xiaoyao.

I just want to talk with you for a while.

All your father and I wanted
was to let go of everything

and bring you back here.

So we could watch you grow up and see you marry and have children.

But fate did not give us that chance.

He couldn't abandon Chenrong.

And I couldn't abandon Xiyan.

Xiaoyao. I'm sorry.

I lied to you.

When leaving you in Xiyan,

I had already prepared to die.

Xiaoyao.

Over the years,

you must have had a hard time.

No. I've been living well.

I... I...

It was a bit tough.

But, look at me now.

I have grown up well.

Look at me. I'm quite well now.

Don't worry.

What about Cang Xuan?

Cang Xuan has also grown up well.

Cang Xuan. Cang Xuan is right outside.

Mother. I will get him here.

Xiaoyao.

Mother.

I've waited here for you for 400 years.

I just want to say sorry to you face to face.

In my life,... I haven't failed the nation and its people.

But I have failed you and your father.

I'm sorry.

Mother. Where is my father?

Your father has been waiting for you with me.

Where is he? Where is my father?

To defeat the Chenrong army,
I used the Solar Flame.

It burnt all things to ashes.

I was burned into a senseless monster.

Your father sacrificed himself and turned to
ashes to preserve a trace of my consciousness

and seal it here, so we could meet again.

♫ Breaking the riddle of fate ♫

♫ People are drifting
from place to place ♫

♫ Destiny of love is going on ♫

♫ It's hard to run away from it ♫

♫ I keep out of the world ♫

♫ Lowering my head to observe the heart ♫

Xiaoyao.

Knowing Cang Xuan and you have grown up safely,

I have let go of my obsession.

I'm leaving.

♫ In the loneliness of the moonlight every night ♫

♫ Recalling memories brings back the haze of conflict ♫

Don't. Mother.

Mother, don't leave. Mother.

Mother. Mother, don't go.

Mother.

Mother.

Mother, don't go.

Mother. Don't leave. Don't leave.

Mother.

Don't. Stay.

Stay.

Don't leave. Don't leave.

Don't.

Mother.

Mother. Mother.

Mother, don't go.

Mother.

Mother. Mother, please.

♫ It's hard to run away from it ♫

♫ I keep out of the world ♫

♫ Lowering my head to observe the heart ♫

♫ I'm here for you ♫

♫ My heart is connected to you ♫

♫ Under the moon ♫

♫ Memories flash ♫

♫ I only hear your voice ♫

♫ You look obstinate and unruly ♫

♫ When I'm alone ♫

♫ I will miss you ♫

♫ I only have eyes for you ♫

♫ I'm willing to spend the rest
of my life with you ♫

♫ When will we meet again ♫

♫ Those endless days have been lost to time ♫

♫ Saying farewell to a friend on their journey, hoping we will meet again ♫

♫ The endless yearning is like waiting for rain to come ♫

♫ Under the moon ♫

♫ Memories flash ♫

♫ I only hear your voice ♫

♫ You look obstinate and unruly ♫

♫ When I'm alone ♫

♫ I will miss you ♫

♫ I only have eyes for you ♫

♫ I'm willing to spend the rest
of my life with you ♫

The Rejuvenating Flower is a rare weapon
made by heaven and earth.

Now that your spirit power is weak,
you can't harness its power to attack.

But you can control the power of changing
faces. You can use it to protect yourself.

I can change my appearance again?

With the help of your parents, you can use the Rejuvenating Flower
as you want.

It's your face.

It's your face.

It's you.

I can control the Rejuvenating Flower.

Xuan, I can control it now.

Who are you?

How dare you intrude
into the Chi Chen Village.

We don't welcome strangers. If you
don't leave now, we'll choose violence.

Seize him.

Leave us.

This bone token belongs to
the King of Beasts, Chi Chen.

Where did you get it?

My foster father knows Chi Chen.

They were not close friends,
but they used to fight side by side.

So, an old friend of the King of Beasts.

Whoever has his bone token can command Baili to do one thing for them.

What can we do for you then?

I want to know
how to remove the poisonous bug of love.

This is really Chi Chen's home.

It's a surprise, huh?

The devil Chi Chen's home looks so ordinary.

There's no bed made of human bones
or walls painted with human blood.

I just didn't expect that Chi Chen and
the Xiling Witch would have a home.

The King of Beasts
built this home for the Xiling Witch.

Then they left and never returned.

They lived here only for a short time.

Who exactly are you?

Why are you paying respect to the
King of Beasts and the Xiling Witch?

Instead of fighting each other,

it's better to forget each other.

I remember you were wearing this bone
ring when I visited you at a young age.

Was it made of my Auntie's severed finger?

Why did you make it into a ring?

I use the past mistakes to discipline myself.

Master.

Don't push yourself too hard.

You and Xiaoyao should hate me.

I have thought

about what would happen to Xiaoyao
and me if my mother and Auntie were alive.

But there are no ifs.

I've made it this far,

but I also understand there are things
that I have to do.

Master.

I don't hate you.

Xiaoyao won't hate you either.

Your Majesty. Your medicine.

Master.

You just have a mental problem.

Take good care of yourself,
and you will recover soon.

Will you call me Your Majesty forever?

Father.

Master.

Why did you pretend to be ill?

If you hadn't done that, the officials wouldn't
have been so concerned about the succession.

And Baihu and Changxi wouldn't
have fought and betrayed Haoling.

As the ruler of a nation,
a wise monarch praised by the people,

how could I possibly not think of the well being of the people and the nation and have no successor?

I have long cultivated an heir.

Who is it?

I've cultivated an heir and
good ministers for Haoling.

I taught three children.

Qin Mang can be a right-hand man.
Ru Shou is trustworthy.

Cang Xuan

is capable of ruling the world.

I don't understand.

Son.

You are the Crown Prince
I have cultivated for Haoling.

But I...

I am not from Haoling. I am from Xiyan.

Who decides that Xiyan's king
can't be the king of Haoling?

Aren't you promoting to the common folk
that Dahuang should be united?

Why did you say that today?

Your officials will oppose it.

You attack Haoling to incorporate
Haoling into Xiyan's territory.

Do you think they will agree to that?

It's not the same thing.

Why not?

When Father didn't give it to you,
you took it by force.

Now Father is giving it to you,
but you are hesitating.

Why? Do you have to snatch what you want?
Or do you want more w*r?

No, I didn't mean that.

I think it's a mean thing to do.

I feel guilty about it.

Father. You've long decided to pass the throne to him.

Why didn't you tell him?

I understand that Haoling and Xiyan

can share mountains,
water, land, and people of this world.

The people of Haoling will accept it.

No matter who becomes the king, so long as they can bring peace, they will be a good ruler.

But what Cang Xuan just said is true.

The officials will not agree. I can't change their minds by myself.

So, Cang Xuan has to
threaten their lives by force.

Of course, they will give in
if they get tangible benefits.

Baihu and Changxi have already accepted

Cang Xuan as their king to get benefits, right?

Why are you hesitating?
Say yes, quickly.

Say yes.

I will not let down your trust.

Xiaoyao, quickly help him up.

Get up.

The succession is settled.
Let's talk about something private.

What is it?

Push hard.

I can't push it.

Stop.

 

Haitang. Push harder.

Okay.

Nian really worries me.

Cang Xuan. Who should I let her marry?

I thought you wanted Ru Shou
to marry Nian.

Ru Shou?

He would rather go to w*r than marry Nian.

Even if he's willing to marry her,
Nian will not marry him.

She'll find the right man.

I've been searching since you left.

But I've searched all over Haoling,
and I still can't find the one Nian likes.

She's harder to deal with
than Baihu and Changxi.

I've tried to reason with her
and even pressured her.

I wanted to use your attack on Haoling
to make her forget you.

But I didn't expect that
she still couldn't get over you.

Tell me. What should I do with her?

Xiaoyao. Tell me. What should I do?

What does Nian want?

She wants to marry Cang Xuan.

Do you not object?

Can I?

I have opposed it for decades. It is tiring.

Now I've come round.

Time flies fast in one's long life.

Why not fulfill her wish?

Xiaoyao. Do you think I'm right?

I think you're very right.

So is Cang Xuan willing to marry my daughter?

I'll ask him for you.

Are you willing to marry my father's daughter?

I'm asking you.

Are you willing to marry my father's daughter?

Haoling's court is now a mess.

It's easy for you to handle Baihu and Changxi.

If they don't submit, just fight them.

However, Qinglong and Xihe are
loyal to Father. They're the toughest.

Making them accept you as
the king of Haoling can be difficult.

If you marry Nian, it will quell many disputes.

As long as you don't object, I will marry Nian.

Nian is a princess.
And I already have a queen.

A country can have only one ruler.
But it can have two queens.

Chenrong Xinyue can be your queen.
So can Nian.

I agree. My sister must also be a queen.

What? Am I wrong?

You're right.

I will marry Nian as a queen

and make her status equal to that of Xinyue.

Xiaoyao, I'm a bit hungry.

Fetch something for me to eat.

Okay.

I will go with Xiaoyao.

You don't want to marry Nian?

I don't want to lie.

Nian is not the woman I love.

Just like Consort Jing'an
is not the woman you love.

But I will keep Nian safe

like you did to Consort Jing'an.

Remember what you said today.

Yes.

Master.

How does it feel to marry the woman you love?

I don't know.

You married my Auntie.

I did not love her when I married her.

But when I fell in love with her,
she already saw herself as Chi Chen's wife.

Turns out you don't know either.

No. I don't know either.

Sometimes I feel ridiculous about it.

It's like I've brought the entire garden home.

Yet, there isn't the flower I like.

Sadly, there isn't.

But what I want is not the garden

but the one flower I like.

Sitting in this chair,
you seem to have everything.

But in reality,
you can't even decide your marriage.

If I had compromised like you back then,

Haoling's four tribes
would not have come to this,

putting themselves in life-or-death struggle.

You're better for this throne than I am.

Soldiers.

Fight to the death.

No victory, no return.

Report.

Your Majesty, news of victory.

The princess led the forces
and defeated Baihu and Changxi Tribes.

That's great. I'm not dreaming, am I?

The princess actually won.

Why are you pinching me?

You're not dreaming.

The princess really defeated Baihu and Changxi.

That's great.

Yes, indeed.

Your Majesty, Chishui Fenglong
of Xiyan is here.

Summon him.

Greetings, Your Majesty.

Please.

What brings you here?

On behalf of the King of Xiyan,
I am here to propose a marriage

with the Princess of Haoling
and bring peace to both countries.

It is well known that
the King of Xiyan has a queen.

Now, the King of Xiyan
intends to marry our princess.

Is the King of Xiyan going
to make our princess a concubine?

What does he want?

I'm sorry I didn't make things clear.

The Princess of Haoling is of noble status.
How could she be a concubine?

If Your Majesty consents to the marriage,
the King of Xiyan will marry her as the queen.

A country cannot have two kings.
But it can have two queens.

 

What?

His Majesty will marry the Princess of Haoling?

And my brother proposed
this marriage for His Majesty?

Yes. Your Highness.

The King of Haoling
has consented to the marriage.

Two queens?

How could you do this to me?

The Princess of Haoling
disciplined Baihu and Changxi Tribes

and preserved the dignity of Haoling.

His Majesty intended to fight back
to appease the two tribes.

But if His Majesty marries the
Princess of Haoling, the w*r will end.

Baihu and Changxi will have nothing to say.

His Majesty has avoided a w*r
through a marriage alliance.

It's beneficial for the people.

As the queen of a nation,
please consider the national interests.

Enough.

Stop lecturing me.

I don't care about the common folk
or family interests.

In your eyes, they're more important than me.

Back then, you abandoned me for them.

And now, you actually want
to sacrifice me once again.

I don't want to hear any excuses
from you. Leave.

Xinyue.

Leave!

I don't want to see you again.

After all, I am always less important
than the kingdom and the people.

Leave!

I'll take my leave.

Why are you drinking alone here?

Are you drunk?

Tomorrow, I'm going to
marry the Princess of Haoling.

At the border, there will be over a
million troops from both kingdoms.

It's huge. How can I get drunk?

I thought it would be different this time.

I thought you would be happy to marry Nian.

After all, you watch her grow up.

In your heart, she should be different from the other women in Zijin Peak.

Nian is different from them.

But it doesn't mean I want to marry her.




"Nothing Can Be Compared to You" by Jason Zhang

♫ Looking back on my old days ♫

♫ I was unruffled
with no sorrow and soreness ♫

♫ In my chaotic life,
I failed to meet your gaze ♫

♫ Only emptiness remained ♫

♫ Enduring all things in my life ♫

♫ I valued all but indifferent
to wealth and fame ♫

♫ Basking in the sun,
I couldn't feel your sunlight ♫

♫ All I feel is a painful heat wave ♫

♫ All things are dim,
while only your eyes shine bright ♫

♫ I'll follow my heart
and go to chase the sun far away ♫

♫ Everything seems sad,
while only your brows raise in delight ♫

♫ I'm waiting for you
to enjoy the scenery at night ♫

♫ You came with wind and rain,
while left with my four seasons ♫

♫ All is bleak without you ♫

♫ It began like a tornado,
and went away leaving only dust ♫

♫ Without you,
even the most beautiful world is a mess ♫