01x12 - Episode 12

[bunniefuu]

♪ Memories pile up, never fading away ♪

♪ I call it a sickness—I can't let go ♪

♪ Missing you cuts deep, shaping your shadow ♪

♪ All my pain comes from not wanting to part ♪

♪ I was caught in the middle ♪

♪ It's hard to survive ♪

♪ Love faded in you, but grew in me ♪

♪ And wore me down inside ♪

♪ I'm the desert, craving the open sea ♪

♪ I'll show you the humor in tragedy ♪

♪ Will you ever remember me? ♪

♪ The wind flows on, clear like a river ♪

♪ But me? I'm just stuck being me ♪

♪ Chasing you, and wandering ♪

♪ Rain falls, slipping away like wishes ♪

♪ But my heart stays solid, won't sway ♪

{\an8}♪ Love's a flower, doomed to fade ♪

= Love Beyond The Curse =

= Episode 12 =

Yang, I'm hungry.

Where's that woman?

Tell her to cook.

She left.

What?

I can't believe it.

I honestly thought

she'd never move out.

Are you hungry?

Yeah, I am.

No idea what Yingying's up to lately.

She won't come out.

Who's going to cook for me?

Got it.

Yang,

how about this,

get that woman back to cook for me.

No way.

Fine, forget it.

Does it taste good?

Yeah, it's good.

So, Changsheng said he's hungry.

He wants you to come back and cook.

He really treats me as his chef.

Actually asked me just to cook.

What's this?

[Meng]

It's from Meng Xici.

Yeah.

He came to see you.

Yeah.

Why did he visit you?

None of your business.

You're living out here

all by yourself.

What if someone has bad intentions?

Bad intentions, huh?

I'm all alone.

Besides this boat,

I have nothing else.

I'm barely hanging on to life.

What could anyone want from me?

I just don't want you
too close to other guys.

Honestly, I used to think,

what's so bad about dying?

Maybe it's because I've lived so long

that everything in the world

just feels so dull,

boring, and exhausting.

That's why I felt that death

wasn't such a bad thing.

I don't like hearing you say that.

You think it's boring and exhausting,

because you never really lived.

Really lived?

Yeah, exactly.

Is that all?

So, you look down on me?

Doesn't mean you could beat me.

What does that have to do

with me wanting to die?

Let's get started.

Pai Gow began in the Song dynasty.

There are thirty-two tiles in total.

Each tile has a different value.

Ways to win also vary.

Let's start.

Double Red.

I win.

Again.

Double Plum.

I win again.

Yang,

so far, you haven't beaten me yet.

Ding Three with Two-Four.

Supreme Treasure.

Well? You can still give up now.

One more round.

No more rounds.

You should quit while you're ahead.

Don't get greedy.

You've been around for ages.

I thought you'd tried everything.

I do play chess.

Chess, huh.

Chess isn't bad either.

But there's so much fun

out there.

If you never try them,

how will you know what you like?

It's just a game.

You'll get bored eventually.

Forget it.

This game isn't working.

Let's try something else.

This is the one.

Are you just going to watch?

Why not help me out?

No, I'm not.

What are you even doing?

You made a total mess here.

This is a northern food tradition.

They grill veggies and meat over charcoal.

It tastes way better than usual.

Want to give it a try?

Here, try some.

How is it?

It's delicious.

I'll grill a few more skewers.

The corn got a little burnt.

It's still good to eat.

Here, taste it.

I'll pass, you eat it.

Yingying.

Changsheng.

Where's Yang?

Who knows.

He was finding a chef for me.

Bet he went to that strange woman again.

I've helped him take care of flowers.

Right?

So we're just giving
each other what we need.

[What kind of flowers did she plant for him?]

[Yang,]

[I've always been by your side,]

[yet I can't compare to someone new.]

[Why does my face hurt again?]

I'm seriously stuffed.

You know what?

There are so many amazing foods.

You might never try them all in your life.

You've lived alone for so long,

always staying in the same place.

Don't you think that's a bit sad?

How about it?

Doesn't what I said make sense?

Hey, have you ever seen colorful snowflakes?

There are colorful snowflakes?

Of course, there are.

Come on.

Close your eyes.

Close your eyes, be good.

Wait right here.

Look.

Do you like it?

I do.

I knew you would.

I like you.

What did you say?

I said,

I like you.

You're right.

There's so much good in this world.

But I've never felt it.

I want to feel all of that.

Not because of those things,

but because of who I'm with.

It's you

that made me enjoy Pai Gow,

barbecue,

and watching fireworks.

They're pretty fun.

And you're the reason

that I feel

being alive

is better than giving up.

Chong Yang,

do you

really mean what you said?

Are you not drunk?

Will you still mean it in the morning?

♪ Longing finds a heartbeat as I fall ♪

♪ When our eyes meet, the world softens ♪

♪ I cling to the past like a wanderer ♪

♪ Still guarding the gate to old memories ♪

♪ Eternal promise ♪

♪ How do I heal after losing you? ♪

♪ How could I let go of all this pain? ♪

♪ The more I hold back, the closer you feel ♪

♪ The more it hurts, the more I break ♪

♪ Every snowflake feels like your kiss ♪

♪ Let time pause, let fireflies fill the sky ♪

♪ In your arms, I lose focus—tears fall ♪

♪ And everything else just fades away ♪

♪ You belong only to me ♪

♪ Even if we're apart, or worlds away ♪

♪ None of that could ever matter ♪