07x18 - Episode 18

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Previously on "love island"

"Usa"...

Did you have a conversation
with her?

- No.
- She's super intense.

I don't know, I feel, like,
uncomfortable being super locked

In with someone after two days.
It is a little freaky to me.

- sh*t.
- America...

Please gather at the fire pit
immediately.

Welcome to "love island usa."

Huda's venting to chelley and
cierra after feeling singled out

- In today's challenge.
- Hi, ladies.

I think today's challenge, I
know for ace and i, when we

Chose you, it was just a matter
of, like, okay, who in here has

Been in... Or has been the
center of the drama some way,

Some how.
It wasn't to have an attack on

You.
I know you guys say it is a

Challenge and whatever, but,
like, me being the topic of,

Like, the person who spreads
drama, does all this, and it is,

- Like...
- I'm sorry, but that sucks.

- Yeah.
- But it is, like, I really

- Care about you guys.
- Yeah.

- And we care about you too.
- You guys and olandria, like,

You guys are my closest friends
in here and I love you all to

f*cking death.
You guys have seen me through

Every f*cking thing.
I was terrified of making

Friends in here because it is,
like, I had really bad

- Experiences with friends.
- I have a really hard time

Trusting people.
I'm a very caring person in

- Here.
- I know you are.

And in general, like, I know
there are times where I may not

Have seemed like I was there
enough, and I'm really sorry for

- That.
- I hear you 100%.

What I want is just for you to
prioritize yourself, in

Whichever way that means.
I just didn't want to see you

Continuing on in the head space
you were living in.

I feel like the past few days,
like, you've made strides,

Truly, and I apologize if any
distance that I've created, like

I completely understand where
you're coming from.

In the normal day to day
world, I have a lot of

Acquaintances, but close
friends, two.

And being in here is proof why.
It is because I'm really scared

Of getting hurt.
There is more to me than a

Crashout.
And I want to show that side of

It, that's why I feel like I
want to rewrite my story.

- I love you guys so much.
- I love you too so much.

- Love you.
- I love y'all.

- Like, a lot.
- Jeremiah and iris have so

Much in common, they both love
hiking, lazy sundays, and making

Out with different people behind
each other's backs.

- Cute.
- Yeah, I just wanted to, like,

- Catch up with you and...
- Yeah.

Yeah.
I wanted to talk to you about,

- Like, how I'm feeling.
- Yes, me too.

I'm feeling more of a
platonic vibe with us.

- Like a good, like, friend vibe.
- Agree.

I like that for you.
I want you happy too.

- But...
- What?

I did have... When I pulled
tj for a conversation yesterday,

I did kiss him.
But I didn't...

That makes sense why the
chemistry was so much different.

Yeah, it is something that I
just kind of want to keep close

- To myself.
- The chat with andreina went

- Great and we just...
- Secret though?

- I'm not going to say anybody.
- We have secrets together?

I'm really, like, happy,
like, that you know what you

Want now you know.
And you deserve love.

Like, you do, you know.
You're a nice guy.

We're just not that platonic
mode and I'm very, very okay

With that.
She's an amazing, amazing woman.

I want to focus on andreina, she
makes it easy to talk to and

Laugh.
I'm going to make sure to focus

On doing that.
The foundation of friendship and

Best friends, you know, first
and foremost.

Always have your back
throughout this whole thing.

- Yeah.
- You stuck with me through

Thick and thin, and I'll always
respect that.

You stood behind me when no one
else was.

- Aw.
- You and austin for real.

I told amaya that einstein is
quoted as saying the definition

Of insanity is doing the same
thing over and over again and

Expecting different results.
And amaya said, my god, he

- Is such a babe.
- How's your night?

Every time you call him babe,
he makes faces.

I'm, like, letting you know
about what makes me

Uncomfortable.
I'm not mad about austin...

He going to be, like, damn,
you set this whole... I'm not

- Going to do these things.
- I'm not going to say

Anything.
I'm just...

Stop being such a... I know
it feels good, it feels good to

Do that with a person, but it
is, like, if that's how you want

To act, I'm not going to do it
no more.

- You can notice a difference.
- People in here make me crazy.

You're not.
Men don't know what the f*ck

- They want.
- I don't know if that's the

Wrong way to be going about it.

You get f*cked over the most
when you wear your heart on your

Sleeve.
But someone is going to

- Appreciate amaya, trust me.
- Bust with austin, I have to

Lot of reflection and I am a big
loving person and a lot of

People just view it as me being
too much for them.

But I'm not going to change who
I am for anybody.

- I'm just going off.
- Yeah.

- Thank you for listening.
- Of course, babe, anytime.

Nic and cierra are about to
have a private moment.

They had a private moment last
night, but this one will last

Longer and nic will mumble sorry
at the end and fall asleep.

How's my night last night?
Besides the fact that it was 30

Seconds long, the way it
happened was natural and

Beautiful.
So usually I take a lot more

Time with somebody I like and I
do really like you and have

Strong feelings for you.
And I think last night was just

Representation of how I feel
towards you.

- It is very natural.
- Yeah.

I woke up happy that it
happened.

I have these strong feelings for
you, but, like, I don't really

Know how to navigate.
I think part of my... I guess

Frustration from the game today
in the beginning it was really

Easy for me to sit and be cool
about it and be, like, change,

Okay, girl, of course you like
him, fine, they're just kisses

But when you're rolling around
with a bombshell, it is like,

You know, actually, like, this
f*cking sucks.

I really don't like this feeling
and, like, for once I'm not

Going to pretend that I don't
not like this feeling because I

Don't know, I don't want to hide
any of my feelings from you.

I'd be lying to you if I
wasn't attracted to andreina.

It is supposed to be fun and
figuring out whether or not...

To challenge that.
You know.

I think what is hard is,
like, I obviously don't know

What you tell other girls when
you're having your conversations

With them, and I honestly try my
hardest not to ask you, but I

Feel like when I'm having
conversations, I'm very

Transparent in the fact, like, I
have something very strong with

Nic.
Like, I really like what we're

Exploring our options, but,
like, you have the freedom to...

I know, but it is... That's
the freedom.

I don't know what to do with it.
It is confusing for me.

It doesn't feel right to me.
It doesn't feel natural.

That I would like to be with
outside of the villa.

So far you're the person that
checks all these boxes for me.

- But, I'm not closed off.
- Yeah.

Feeling like maybe my feelings
are stronger than his.

And you kind of start
questioning, like, damn, how did

I end up in this position?
Did I get wrapped up in

Something that is going to be
hard to untangle myself from?

That's exactly what I didn't
want to do coming in here.

Welcome back to "love island"

Usa."
Now, I normally try to not talk

About the islanders' pasts, but
I do feel it is important for

You guys to know that ace once
lost an ex-girlfriend to quick

- Sand.
- Wait, wait, wait, wait.

Wait, let me scoot down.
Much better.

- Much better?
- Yes.

Been waiting all day for this
moment right here.

Really?
Me too.

Nothing compares to being
with you.

Are you, like, sweet talking
me?

Honestly, like, I feel like I
found somebody who can really...

Not take things too seriously
but we can have serious

- Conversations.
- I enjoy the time we have

Together.
And this is the beginning.

It is up to you.
My face is starting to hurt.

Yeah, I ain't going to lie to
y'all, bonding with chelley, it

Feels unreal.
The fact I'm able to be open,

Like, that's something that is
new to me and I just love

Feeling this feeling.
It has been nice sleeping with

Somebody who I care about for
sure.

You know?
You make me happy.

- Thank you.
- Thank you.

- What happened?
- You don't want to talk about

It at all?

Our connection is so much

Stronger than any other
connection that I've had with

Any other girl, but at the same
time, I'm not going to, like,

Not have conversations with
andreina.

- Happy endings fall.
- I don't want something that

Is so f*cking crazy after two

f*cking days.
Like, that's f*cking weird to

- Me.
- Mine was mutual.

- I slept okay.
- Okay?

- Hello, hello.
- Aw.

How sweet.
Thank you.

- You're welcome.
- Iris, where are you sitting?

Thank you so much.
This is huda's.

Right there.
Thank you so much, my love.

- Thank you.
- Good morning.

- Good morning.
- Jeremiah on fire.

- Thanks.
- Good morning.

- How did you sleep?
- Good, thank you.

So cute.
Thank you.

- Thank you.
- Did he bring you tea?

Heard the name tj until "love
island," but there is another tj

Who works on the show.
Well, he's the janitor, but you

- Get the idea.
- Do you think this was pretty

- Smooth.
- We had a good challenge last

Night.
It was pretty good.

- Don't look.
- Sorry.

- He's cute.
- He is cute.

- Yeah.
- He's a nice guy.

Nice to talk to.
I was being flirty again, just

Being myself, which is fun,
because I'm, like, I haven't

Been talking to anybody.
And it seemed like it was going

Well.
He was laughing at things I was

Doing.
I think that could grow into

Something more.

It is just hard reading him.
It is, like, when he's walking

Around, I'm used to how jeremiah
was.

- That reassurance and...
- Yeah.

He would do that to me and
give me that clarity and

- Reassurance that he likes me.
- Yeah, he wouldn't stop

- Looking over there.
- Not looking.

- I'm just looking.
- Huda.

- I'm thinking.
- You stress me out.

What's up, bro?
You okay?

I tell you the mood is a
little off.

Last night, cierra comes to
bed, I try to be a little

- Affectionate.
- I read the body language.

- As soon as she got in bed...
- It was like turn over and

Good night.
I think the way I reacted is I'm

Not going to ask you what's
wrong if you're not going to

- Tell me.
- I think yesterday was just a

Lot emotionally, I feel like.
I think nic and I had that

Conversation last night.
And if you can look at me and

Say you are fine being in
another couple, then that shows

Me that, like, we actually are
not at the same level that we

Thought we were and that's an
uncomfortable thought for me.

- Yeah.
- It just makes me sick to my

Stomach.
It makes me want to put my walls

- Back up.
- I'm telling you, bro, sex

Changes everything around here.
It means even more.

Especially when, you know, you
had that feeling that I could

Still be open and be as cautious
as possible.

It wasn't the right move if I
was wanting to stay open, but at

The same time, I told her, like,
the level of connection that we

Have is way beyond any other
girl here.

- Just be careful, bro.
- Yeah.

If cierra is upset, still,
after the conversation we had

Last night, I think that's
problematic because we had come

To an agreement, but I think
when you have sex with somebody,

That really changes things.
Whether you say you're open or

- Closed.
- I think she wants you to be

Super locked in.
That's all.

Spend your time with other
people you want to get to know.

I think that's what I'm
planning to do too.

I think I just do need some
space right now.

You know what, if you're happy
being in another couple, go do

Needed him to reassure me this
was the couple he wanted to be

In, he couldn't do that.
And it was very confusing

Because I didn't think that
would be an issue for him to

Say.
So, kind of removed my rose

Colored glasses a bit and
realized maybe things aren't as

Amazing as I thought they were.
And, yeah, it kind of makes me

Think, okay, so, what else did I
miss?

I think at end of the day, if
you feel like you have a strong

- Connection with someone...
- I can't.

I won't.
I'm not going to.

Welcome back to "love island"

Usa."
Austin is cleaning the pool and

Tj is absolutely furious.
By tj, I mean the janitor.

- That's his job.
- Yes.

You're doing a great job.
What did we do to deserve this

- Show?
- The way he's holding that

Stick turns me on.
My god.

I understand, like, the pool
boy fantasy now.

Guys, you're not going to
believe this, but the janitor

Pulled iris for a chat.
I read that wrong.

That's a shame.
The janitor is a really good

- Guy, you know, he deserves love.
- We got to have a little fun

- Yesterday.
- Yeah.

- I know, right?
- Yeah.

That was crazy.
That helped break me out of

- My shell, for sure.
- What was your favorite part?

- Probably kissing you.
- Aw.

Me too.
I think we had a good kiss.

Yeah, it was good.
The first time wearing a speedo,

Looking at my butt the whole
time.

- You have the nicest butt.
- I knew you were looking.

- I caught you looking.
- How could I not look at that?

What do you usually do on the
weekends?

On a hot day, I like to go to
the beach.

Or just stay at the house and,
like, watch a movie with my

- Friends.
- I like building and stuff.

- I like legos a lot, yeah.
- That's cool.

- Do you like legos?
- I like legos, yeah.

We have to build some legos
or something.

The islanders are getting
ready and the boys are pulling

Out all the stops to impress the
girls.

Austin is even going to change
the pool filtration system and

Check its chlorine levels.
Who is the top right now, tj?

I'm super comfortable with
iris.

I like her vibe.
She's chill.

Get, the more sensitive I am to
everything that happens in here.

I think you should tell him
that.

- How are you feeling, hannah?
- I think obviously there is

Times I miss charlie.

I really like my connection
with pepe and it is very

Different and I think it is
maybe more mature.

This summer has been the
highlight.

Here's to making more memories
with y'all.

Re-enacting the first
conversation I had with my first

Glass of rose after completing
dry january.

I feel like it has been 13
years since I've talked to you.


Okay.

- I really like, you know...
- I think your heart rate is at

- 95 An hour 24/7.
- It feels real.

Yours is always faster.
Where is your pulse?

I don't have one.
I'm a zombie, a vampire.

Are you a vampire?
That's kind of hot.

I have vampire fantasies.
Yeah?

My god, we're going to
vampire role play.

You're nasty.
You're nasty.

Have you thought about how
the girls talk about, like, what

You guys are going to do when
you get out of here?

I told them I want to go to
nashville for my birthday.

- What about after that?
- Why are you asking?

You're going to like me.
Even if you don't...

You're going to force me to
go.

- I'll force you.
- Olandria is throwing together

Grapes, cherries and some
sweets.

- This is for me?
- Yeah.

- What?
- Yeah.

I just wanted to do something
cute.

I like to reciprocate.
This is my way of trying to do

- That.
- Well, thank you.

- You're welcome.
- You got the good grapes.

- And they're sweet.
- For sure.

- What is your favorite fruit?
- Pineapple.

Why are you looking at me like
that?

I don't like pineapples.
Just disgusting.

Anything with pineapple juice, I
don't like.

- What's your favorite fruit?
- Apricots.

- Really?
- My grandpa lived in the

Country, he was big on growing
his own fruit.

He has his own ies, his
own cherry tree.

He used to have apricots but the
storm tore it down.

They used to be fire.
Every time we go out there, he

Would be like, tay, the
blueberries, pick yourself.

I pick the blueberries, pick the
fruit off the trees.

- Wash them off.
- Reminds me of my grandma.

She had a plum tree.
One tree grew purple plums and

One degree ones.
We would pick them when they

- Were ripe, eat them.
- After the date, looking at

Her, you know, in a different
way, she does appreciate what I

Do for her and this is her way
of showing it and I appreciate

- So bad.
- I got you.

Welcome back to "love island"

Usa."
Tj has pulled huda for a chat

And I'm not saying ing it's goo
go badly, but all the other

Islanders have hidden in the
bathroom.

So, what did you want to chat
about?

I want to be completely,
like, honest, transparent.

I think our conversation was

Good.
Like, I like getting to know

You, you know, super cool, but I
just, honestly, I'm not feeling,

- Like, that connection.
- Can I ask why?

I don't have, like, a
specific reason.

It is just, like, how I'm
feeling.

- I just feel more platonic.
- I enjoyed our chat.

I did.
I didn't, like, think of it as

Weird.
In my brain, I was like, there

- Is chemistry.
- I love getting to know you.

I love what you're about.
But I don't want to lead you on.

I'm not that type of person at
all.

That's okay.
I'm used to... It was very

Different.
I have no idea.

But it is not the end of the
world.

I can tell where your head's at.
I'm not mad.

- Okay.
- It's all right.

My journey has been a lot
different and it's what

Happened.
But someone in here is going to

See me and be, like, yeah, I
like this girl a lot.

They're going to see me for me
and I'll be like, yeah, I really

Like to get to know that girl
and I can't wait for that.

I don't want you to ever
think that we can't be cool.

We're cool as f*ck.
I just wanted to make sure we're

On the same page because I
didn't want it to get down the

Line and then you're, like,
f*ck, tj.

I'm not that person that is
like, f*ck you.

- It is not... I promise.
- Jeremiah is a professional

Model.
He can make a girl melt with a

Simple smile.
Okay, that's not the best

- Example.
- The feeling is definitely one

Sided... No, kidding, mutual.
Mutual.

- Definitely mutual.
- No, no.

- Yes, yes, yes.
- I was, like, she cool.

She's beautiful.
And gorgeous and her smile is

Amazing and she smells good.
But that's it.

Yeah, you're laughing.
I love it.

What you all think about that
situation?

That dude is head over heels
for her, I feel like.

I think that's the type of
person he is.

How I feel about it is his type
came to the door and he's

Exiting everybody who is near
him.

Zoning in on one person and it
is repeating a cycle, the same

- Thing he did with huda.
- I feel like... So corny.

- What?
- So far, I can be myself type

sh*t.
You're cute.

- You're handsome.
- Sweating.

- Sweating.
- The more and more talk

Andreina is just, like, damn,
okay, she's beautiful.

That's, check.
But now she's smart.

She's funny.
She's caring.

Okay, I really want to, like,
just a great base and friendship

And foundation.
Just, it is amazing just to be

My joyful self and get to know
her and pursue that connection.

- We're not watching.
- We're not watching.

- No way!
- My god.

- Who got a text?
- sh*t.

Islanders, please gather at the
fire pit immediately.

- My god.
- My god.

- Man.
- Immediately is crazy.

- I love you, ladies, okay?
- My god.

My god.

America has been voting for
their first girl and boy.

- God.
- Like as individuals?

sh*t.

- What?
- The islanders with the fewest

- Votes risk being dumped tonight.
- f*cking brutal.

- f*ck.
- My god.

It is not what they think
about your couple, it is what

They think of you as an
individual.

- I need some sh*t to go down.
- I think I'm just expecting

That it is my time to go.

Welcome back to "love island"

Usa."
America has voted for their

Favorite boy and girl islander.
The three boys and three girls

With the fewest votes will be...
Bombshells andreina and tj were

Not included in the vote.

My heart.

Will all the girls please
stand in front of the fire pit.

I feel bad.

Love you.

First girl safe is...

Olandria.

Also safe is...

Cierra.

Yes.

Scary.

Love you.

Hannah, amaya and iris, you

Have the least amount of votes
and therefore are vulnerable.

Stand in front of the fire pit?

In no particular order, the
first boy safe is...

Taylor.

The final boy safe is...

Ace.

Honey, I'm home.

Tonight, one girl and one boy
will be dumped from the villa.

And that decision is down to

The safe islanders.

Girls, please get together

And choose which girl you want
to dump from the villa.

Boys, please get together and

Choose which boy you want to
dump from the villa.

That's crazy.

Obviously, a very hard

Decision for all of us.
We have a special bond with each

- Individual girl up there.
- So hard.

I don't want to vote anybody to
go home.

Do we want to send somebody
home?

Welcome back to "love island"

Usa."
Your votes have left amaya,

Hannah, iris, austin, pepe, and
jeremiah vulnerable.

Now the safe girls will decide
which girl is dumped tonight,

And the safe boys will decide
which of the boys will go home

I feel sick to my stomach.

It was a very tough decision
to make because we love every

Single one of you guys so much.
Every single one of you guys

Deserves to be here.
Some of you guys made

Connections right away.
Some of you guys have explored

No matter what the circumstances
were and I commend all of you

Guys for that.
We made such a strong

Connection.
And we consider you guys our

Sisters.
So, it feels like we're tearing

Apart the group and it is never
easy to get so close together

And decide that someone has to
go.

So we decided to go with someone
who has really taken the full

Experience into consideration
and really tried to put

Themselves out there.
So the girl we want to dump

Is...

Hannah.

What the f*ck?

This is not an easy decision.

We all want to stay together, we
don't want nobody to go home.

Everybody love everybody equal
amount.

So it is super hard for us to
make and us to decide on.

We don't want to rob nobody of
an experience.

This.
There is no wrong answer to

This.
Looking at the bigger picture,

You know, seeing what america
sees, and seeing the way each

Person has, you know, moved in
here when they got in here, it

Is super hard decision to make.
Nothing personal.

We put friendships all aside,
just base it off the bigger

Picture and the facts and
everything we're seeing.

So the boy we want to dump is...

Jeremiah.

Damn.
Damn.

I thought we had a
connection.

This is happening and I'm really
sorry.

- Thank you.
- I just don't know how to

Talk.
Talk to the people who just

Voted for me to leave.
Especially my friends.

It was hard.
It was so hard.

We're going to f*cking miss you.
Like this... You literally are

The light of this place.
Obviously tonight it wasn't an

Easy decision to send anyone
home, but just seeing, like, the

Decision we came to, just seeing
how it is affecting the entire

Villa has me second guessing if
we made the right choice.

You know you're one of my
best friends, bro.

It is not an easy decision to
make.

We're still boys.
It is not personal at all.

- It is tough right now.
- You know I love you, bro.

You made this decision, all

Right?
Nothing personal.

- Can I pull you for a chat?
- For sure.

I just wanted to tell you

That I'm really sorry it had to
be like this.

- And I'm sorry that I was...
- It's okay.

And, you know, I know I'm not
nice to you all the time.

But I promise I still care.
You know that I care.

With you in here.
Despite what happens...

Someone is going to walk
through the door for you any

- Minute.
- I hate this.

I hate.
I hate it.

I hate it.
Obviously I still care about

Jeremiah.
And I don't want to see him go

Okay.

- I don't want to leave.
- I don't want you to leave

Either.
You brought something I don't

Think anybody could.
Okay.

- Okay.
- When I get out of here, I'm

- Going to go find you, all right?
- I'm glad I met you.

I feel like sh*t.
Yeah.

I feel like sh*t.
I think the wrong person went

I feel like...

I'm going to miss jeremiah
looking at me and smiling.

I really don't know how
tomorrow's going to be without

Together.
He was there for me from the

Beginning.
It is sucks to see him go.

- That's been my guy.
- Buckle up on three.

This f*cking sucks.
This one really hurts.

I'm going to miss seeing her
across the dressing room because

Y'all and I sh you all the
best.

- I'll miss you all so much.
- Love you.

- See you later.
- Love you, guys.

I feel like I can never catch
a break.

Like once I get something good,
it is taken away from me and it

Is really hard knowing that he's
still here and I'm really,

I ain't going to lie.
No matter what I would do would

Be enough.
I felt a strong connection, I

Pursued it.
It is what it is.

I don't regret nothing I did,
you know what I'm saying.

Tomorrow night...

Five new girls, six new boys.

Casa amor.