03x10 - Up in Smoke

[bunniefuu]

Babe!

Even though we are not married,

Dylan and I are already married
in our minds.

My Aunt Diane was nice enough
to say that we could stay with her.

But you don't wanna listen
to any BLEEP thing

any-BLEEP-damn-body wants to say!

DYLAN: We're gonna leave.

Listen, you don't got to worry
about the parole agent.

We got to stay, like,
under the radar,

and I'm starting to get
a little nervous.

Quaylon!

Quaylon is my soul mate.

My family is currently in Texas.

They want me out there.
Shavel wants me here.

Leave me alone, Shavel.
I ain't in no talking mood.

I'm very excited
about Lindsey's release.

I'm not gonna walk around
in this disgusting-a*s house.

- I don't like to see you...
- Don't BLEEP touch me!

What's really weighing
on Lindsey right now

is not being able
to see her daughter.

I have something planned,

and hopefully,
I can get off the BLEEP couch

and sleep in my own bed.

LINDSEY: Here she is! Hi, baby.

OFFICIANT:
John, you may now kiss your beloved.

KRISTIANNA:
'John and I just got married.'

Now I have to make it
to the facility on time.

I got to stay at the halfway house
for, like, 63 days.

I don't wanna end up
callin' prison your home forever.

Don't blow it.

KRISTIANNA: OK. Wow.

I'm caught.

Am I gonna get wrote up?

Are they giving you a ticket?

Are they banning me from seeing you?

The cost of a bail bond is $5,000.

If she does miss court,
the court will put you

on the hook for $50,000.

The only concerns I have
is you doing something stupid

before your court date.

If I wanna do something,
I'm gonna do it.

And nobody's gonna get in my way.

Who is that?

I'm leaving for real.
Get me a plane ticket. I'm done.

You're a sorry-a*s BLEEP.
Never call you.

DESTINIE:
'I have his credit card.'

I might just go do
whatever the BLEEP I want.

Destinie?

It would be devastating
if she wasn't there.

Destinie.

Destinie?

Destinie, are you in here?

'I haven't seen Destinie
since our fight this morning.'

I've tried calling her,
she didn't answer me.

I've been texting her,
she hasn't been responding.

Destinie?

There's a lot on the line, like,
cos I know that if she's not there,

then chances are
she doesn't go to court,

and I'm out a $50,000 bond.

Destinie?

What are you doing in there?

DESTINIE: What?

What are you doing in there?

Feels good.
I'm just trying to unwind.

Why don't you get in?

It's a little too cold for me.

Come on.

Go get you a glass of wine.

'Thank God. I thought she left.'

I understand, you know,
why she got mad,

but there is nothing going on
between me and Kelly

and just kind of maybe
help her understand that

so that, you know,
we can just move past this.

Let's talk about her and me.

Well, that's what I wanted
to talk to you about cos...

I told you from the beginning,

I can work with anything
but a BLEEP liar.

Like, you lie to me, dude,
it's a wrap,

but I just think that
at this point, like, I don't know.

You need to figure out
what you really want...

because if that's too much
to ask from you,

then, like,
I'll figure something else out.

It's not a problem for me.

I just want this to work.

Well, obviously, you don't feel
like you did anything wrong,

I mean...
- I understand what you're saying.

Like, I should've just...

Um...

I don't know how to put it in words.

Yeah, no, you're not very good
with your words at all.

If you don't want me to talk to her,
I'll ignore her calls.

- No, I'm not...
- No, listen...

You can have
a relationship with her.

I'll answer the phone
in front of you. I can tell her,

"Hey, just talk to the kids,
directly to them."

Like, I-I can redo all that.

Either way, I just feel weird
about the whole thing,

and I feel like
you were with her for so long,

and when you jump
when she calls, and like,

I need somebody that's gonna be
BLEEP real with me.

Even if it hurts my feelings
or pisses me off,

tell me the BLEEP truth,
because everything in the dark

comes to light, dude. Everything.

Like, I don't trust you, period.
I don't trust you at all.

I'm gonna tell you that now.

- You've no reason not to trust me.
- I do. Yeah, I BLEEP do.

- How?
- What do you mean I don't?

The age thing, you lied to me about
how many BLEEP kids you had.

It's like, what the BLEEP else
are you lying about?

- Nothing. I told you.
- Who knows? I don't know.

You're right.
I BLEEP up earlier, OK?

You know, I'll admit it.
I don't have excuses.

I don't have nothing, OK?
And I want to earn your trust back.

I'm in this
for the long run with you,

and I told you that
from the beginning.

I know for a fact
that I'm in love with you,

and I want this to work.

Let me show you
that you can trust me

and that you're not wasting
your time.

I guess I was just being selfish.

You're selfish a lot.

And I apologise to you on that.

So how are you gonna fix that?

I'm just gonna be more for you.

OK?
- Yep.

- Come here.
- What?

Sorry, OK?

I love you.
- I love you, too.

DESTINIE: I'm just hoping
that this is a chance

for him to do what he says
he's gonna do for once,

because I don't feel like
I should be disrespected,

and I shouldn't have to put up
with Shawn and his ex like that.

'It shouldn't be happening.'

When stuff gets hard, um,
situations get rough,

and I don't like
what the outcome is or...

or certain things,
um, I'll just leave.

Like, I'll... I'll just take off.
Like, I don't... I don't care.

And BLEEP my court appearance.

DESTINIE GIGGLING

LAUGHING

Oh, BLEEP.

SHAVEL: What animal you wanna see?

What do you wanna see?

I wanna see the goat, too.

- Have a great day at the zoo.
- Thank you. Thank you.

You wanna see a lion?

- You wanna see a lion?
- I don't know.

Got my girls with me at the zoo.

It feels like we belong together.

That's because
we do belong together.

Quaylon's been acting
kind of standoffish

and not himself lately,

so I'm hoping that today,

you know, he comes with
a different mind set.

Why are you being so quiet?

- Because I am.
- Why?

- You woke up at seven o'clock!
- Doesn't matter. You can talk...

What is there to talk about?
I'm asleep. I'm tired.

Leave me alone, Shavel.

SHAVEL: Where?

Oh, my God.
BOTH LAUGH

- A baby monkey!
SHAVEL: Look at him.

What?!
- He chill.

He like, "What's up? What y'all on?"
SHAVEL: He chillin'.

QUAYLON: I really wanted
to come to the zoo when I got out

because I ain't had my father
come take me out

to places I wanted to go
and spend quality time with me.

You know, it BLEEP my life up,

so I just wanna show her, like,
"Hey, we're here for you.

"We love you.

"And anything you wanna do
or wanna be, you can do."

You see that ostrich?
- Mi'elah, look!

QUAYLON: Look, right here.

Look at that. You see that?

Ostriches.

SHAVEL: Look how fat he is.
- You see the ostrich?

- There's two?
- Yeah.

Come on, we're gonna
look at some more.

It feels good,
being out here as a family.

- It do.
- You know, doesn't it, like,

make you think about the future?

Yeah, of course.

Hey, I'm glad to be here with y'all.

- You are?
- Damn right.

I'm torn right now about the future.

'I love Shavel, that's my woman,
and I love Mi'elah.'

That's my family.
That's my daughter right here.

But my mom wants me in Houston,

so I feel like
everybody wants me around.

I got to please everybody.

'Everybody wants my attention.

'Like, it's some weight
on my shoulders.'

I got to talk to Shavel.

Look, Mi'elah!

Check her out, look at her,
being all cool and whatnot.

LAUGHING

Yeah, while we're talking about
the future, though,

you know I got to go to Texas.

Make sure everything's in line,

make sure everybody good

before I can, you know,
set up myself out here.

How long are you gonna be in Texas?

I don't know yet.

So, are you getting a one-way ticket
or a round-trip?

One-way.
HE SNIFFS

So, this is the part
about communication.

- What?
- Like, this is... this is what...

This is what's been going on
in the back of my head,

like, you going to Texas
and not coming back.

So why would you...
- You know I'm coming back, though.

I don't know that.
I don't wanna be selfish.

I want you to go see your family,

but now that you have us
in your life,

it's kind of unfair for you
just to up and go like that.

'It feels like I've been punched
in the stomach.'

I knew Quaylon would visit
his family at some point

out in Houston,

but I didn't think
that it would be this soon.

So the fact
that you're not tellin' me

when you're comin' back that...

that's what makes me feel like
you're not coming back.

What I'm saying is I need a moment
to figure BLEEP out.

- Figure what out?

- Figure everything out.
- Like, what's everything? Us?

Figure us out, figure my family out.

Everything.
SHE LAUGHS

Quaylon, when you was in jail,
you already said that it was us.

So the fact...
- It's always us.

OK, well, you just said,
"Try to figure us out."

So that's the confusing part,
I'm confused.

I don't know
what you confused about.

How can you step back

and figure us out
when you already said...?

Listen, this ain't even up
for no debate.

I'm going to Texas.
That's what it is. So...

you're gonna have to deal with it,
and I get back when I get back.

What you mean you get back
when you get back?

That's not how you communicate
with the person that you with.

And on top of that,
what about Mi'elah?

Cos Mi'elah's gonna ask,
she's gonna wanna know,

"When's he coming back?"

Or did he go back to jail,
or what's going on?

She's attached to you.
- We ain't gonna do this right now.

OK, since you wanna
take a step back,

maybe I need to take a step back,
as well, and see...

Do whatever you feel like
you got to do, man.

It's a one-way trip.
It's a one-way ticket!

It ain't up for no debate,
I'm going to Texas.

Ain't nothing else to talk about.
- OK, I'm stepping back.

- Step back, then.
- OK.

- I didn't feel like I...
- Scott, take your clothes off.

- Get in the tub?
- Yes.

Just make sure
you BLEEP bring her back.

I know I have court tomorrow

and his $50,000 is on the line,
but, like, BLEEP him.

- Tomorrow is tomorrow.
- I don't have to go back.

Whoo!
LAUGHS

- Can you give me a break?
- Can you give me one?

I'm feeling like everything
going wrong is somehow my fault.

I'm tripping, I might go back
to prison my first day out.

Can you give me a...?
- Me the BLEEP, too!

PHONE RINGS

Yes?

OK, I can do that now.

Scott, the halfway house
just called.

I'm not getting service
on my ankle monitor,

so I gotta go walk around outside
in a circle.

For whatever reason,
I don't get, like,

service on my ankle monitor,
and it can't ping my location,

so I have to go outside
and walk in a circle.

'House arrest has been frustrating.'

It has not grown on me.
I have grown to despise it.

'Of course, I have to have
my bracelet on at all times,

'and I can't leave
my property line.'

OK, I've walked around outside,
I'm heading in.

MAN: 'Thank you.'

I also have to charge my ankle
monitor two to four hours a day,

which I cannot do while I'm sleeping
because it's a magnetic charger,

and it falls off
at the slightest movement.

- 'Bye-bye now.'
- Thank you. Bye.

And that's that.

Everything went pretty well today

as far as getting
to see Mylie Grace,

and I'm in a really good mood.

Hi, baby! I miss you, baby.

I'm so glad I'm home.

Mwah!

Talking to Mylie Grace

just makes me realise
how long I've been gone.

It's almost like a weight
was lifted off my chest,

just being able to see her
for a little bit.

I have to keep my foot out of water

because I can't submerge
my ankle monitor,

but I'm flexible,
I can pull this off.

I mean, I'm not an acrobat,
but I'll figure something out.

SCOTT: There you go. Nice and sweet.

Cheers.

GLASSES CLINK

You look good in the bath.

Let me know if you need
more bubbles.

The events of the last couple
of days have been hectic.

You got a very, very nice closet.

I want a little bit more
than the closet.

I've living in a 5x8.
I want a BLEEP house!

- You're very BLEEP ungrateful.
- Ugh!

It was nice to see
Mylie Grace kind of change

the... the tone of, you know,
what was going on with her,

you know, being upset about
the condition of the house.

And I think it pointed us back in...
in a little better direction.

You getting out of prison
and everything else

that's been going on.

I didn't feel like
I should pressure you.

I have haven't had sex
with a man in four years,

and I have definitely
opened myself up to it.

Scott has, like, an athletic body.

He was college soccer player,

and you can tell he stays active,
which I appreciate,

because, like,
I don't wanna date somebody fat.

And with all the wine
pumping through my system,

I'm relaxed enough to finally

go exactly where I wanna go
with Scott - if he notices.

I mean, naked girl in a bathtub.
Hello?

I'm not pressured any more.

Oh, you don't feel
pressured any more? OK.

Well, that's good.

- Scott, take your clothes off.
- You want me to get in the tub?

- Yes.
- OK.

MONITOR BEEPING

SCOTT: Well, I'll chalk it up
to Murphy's Law -

if something can go wrong, it will,
and that just went wrong.

HE SIGHS
Come here, babe.

It ruined my bath.

Oh, I know.

Yeah, I just gotta let it charge.

I just gotta sit next to a wall
for two hours.

BLEEP.

The last time I had sex
was probably around 17 months ago,

shortly before I met Lindsey.

And I've never been nervous
with having sex with anybody,

but I honestly think Lindsey's
probably about as close to a ten

as... as I've seen.

DYLAN: You OK?
HEATHER: Yeah.

Don't get me wrong, I'm extremely
grateful for Aunt Diane

and everything, like...
- Yeah.

She is so generous to let us,
like, get on our feet,

but at the same time, like,
there's really not a lot of privacy.

DYLAN: I know, uh...

But Aunt Diane...
- I just wanted your attention.

- You got my attention, babe.
- No, I don't. No, I don't.

Dylan got out of prison
this morning,

and it feels a little disappointing
and very stressful.

What do you mean, babe?
You have my attention.

- No, I don't.
- You do. I'm here. It's me. I'm...

- No, I don't.
- OK.

'Dylan was supposed to parole
to my Aunt Diane's house.'

So we get home from the prison,
and my aunts are like...

there, like,
wanting to socialise with Dylan

and steal all of his attention,

but we're just trying to go
to the bedroom and have sex.

- I already call him "Baby Boy".
- Right.

STACEY: She'll have you
spoiled worse than Heather.

Shh! Heather might be able
to hear you. You got to be quiet.

And you got to learn
how to control yourself.

I mean, there's no sense
to be so jealous of that child.

- Jealous?
- Yeah, of your time.

When Dylan was in prison,

he was so doting and so attentive
and just so different.

'You know, after five years
of waiting for him,

'he should take my side.'

And I feel like
asking for more of Dylan's time

and attention is not weird.

Like, that's the expectation
that was set.

You went over there like
two seconds after you got out.

It's the first time
I ever get to touch you or be by you

and dealing with this BLEEP...
- Yeah.

And you just, like,
walked away so easily.

Just getting out, I was more
than a little overwhelmed.

You know? It's probably a feeling
you couldn't even imagine.

And I apologise. You know?

DYLAN: I know that Heather's
been cheated on in the past

and she has trust issues,
but if you're gonna be jealous of me

interacting with
your 90-year-old aunt on oxygen,

how are you gonna feel about it

when I go to the gym
or get the mail?

You OK?

I don't know what to tell you.
You tell me.

Cos you don't know, there might be
a female mail lady out there

who thinks I'm cute,

but I've showed
no signs of disloyalty,

infidelity, anything,

so I'm not really sure
where this is coming from.

PHONE RINGING

- Aunt Diane's calling.
- Answer, answer for her.

Hi, Aunt Diane. It's Dylan.
Heather's driving.

We're stuck in traffic,
but we're on 294 and 83.

We'll be right there.

- OK.
- Thank you, Aunt Diane.

BLEEP.

See? And this the BLEEP
I'm talking about.

- Heather, please.
- They're gonna threaten me.

Heather, chill. All right?

I need you to calm down
before you even get started.

All right?

OK. All right. The finger. Perfect.

If we don't make it before
the parole officer leaves the house,

there'll be a warrant
out for my arrest,

and they're gonna take me
straight back to jail.

We're both stressed out right now.

- Can you give me a break?
- Can you give me one?

I'm tripping out, I might go back
to prison my first day out.

Can you give me a...?
- Yeah, me the BLEEP, too!

Heather's behaviour
is really making me think

that she can get me in some trouble.

Even though I'm out,
you know, I'm not free.

HORN HONKS
Oh, my God.

This BLEEP is crazy.

Slow the car down.

Heather, slow the BLEEP down.

Slow down.

HE SIGHS,
TRUCK HORN HONKS

Up in Dubuque, I found a place
to hide money for her.

You're actually tucking money
and stashing it for her?

Yes.

Money's a trigger for addicts, man.

'Destinie's going out
with her sister.'

- These are fat shots.
- It's just really stressing me out.

Cheers. Bottoms up.

If she drinks too much
and says "BLEEP court"...

Shots? You want tequila?

I'm the one gonna be out the money.

That'll get you BLEEP up.
LAUGHS

Ricky, you know you're not
supposed to be on the bed.

Son of a biscuit.

Before me and Kristianna
got married,

I figured it'd be all puppies
and BLEEP rainbows,

but things have
been extremely rocky.

We serve the entire menu all day.

- OK.
- Can I get you something to drink?

OK.

We're on...

- Oh.
- Wow.

Am I gonna get wrote up?

I didn't anticipate
anything like this happening,

especially on her first day.

I mean, we haven't been able
to consummate the marriage yet,

and I've been removed
from her visiting list.

And all of our communication now
is... is done by phone.

PHONE RINGS

Hey, how's my Bonnie today?

I can't get you out of my head.
Uh...

KRISTIANNA LAUGHS

So, how are you holding up in there?

I absolutely hate Kristi
living in the halfway house.

'I know what it's like
to be in there.'

It just... It feels terrible.

It doesn't feel like
you're halfway to freedom.

It feels like you're going
from one prison to the next.

There's drugs everywhere
around that neighbourhood

and probably inside
the halfway house.

And Kristi's a recovering addict.

So it's very nerve-wracking.

KRISTIANNA: 'Um...'

JOHN: Kristianna's sister has,
um, pretty serious problems.

Terra is in an a*usive relationship
and is in a cycle of addiction.

Um...

My job as the man of the family,

and practising
these Native American ways

that I practise and...
and walking the Red Road,

is to take care of the elders,
the women, the children.

I know.

But I have met Tammy once,

uh, so I don't know her
very well at all.

And I've only had maybe

a 20-minute conversation
with her sister.

'And it's very possible
that she's still using substances.'

And... And I'm definitely going
to be mindful of everything

that happens in my home.

'If anything is off at all,
it could mean trouble.'

I will... I will be here for you.

I will do everything
that I need to do.

I'm not going anywhere.

All right. Talk to you later.
See ya.

So, you excited
to get all this behind you?

I'm a little BLEEP nervous.

Cos I always end up going
to jail when I go to court.

SHE SIGHS

'Shawn and I are flying to Orland,
California, for my court.'

It's a pending case
that I'm out on bail for.

It's an escape charge.

'I got put on ankle monitor,

'and I didn't wanna comply
with probation.'

As soon as I walked out the door,
I cut the BLEEP off,

and I put it in the mailbox
and mailed it back to them.

'I'm looking about one to two years
in state prison.'

I know.

My attorney has reassured me it's
gonna get dismissed and everything,

but things don't always go the way
that they're supposed to.

I don't know. I'm kind of
losing my mind a little bit.

SHAWN:
So how does it feel to be back?

I don't know, like,
it hasn't even been a year yet,

and my friends are dying, you know,
by the cops

or just getting m*rder*d over drugs.
Just stupid BLEEP, you know?

Like, all the cops out here know me.
You know? And I don't know.

I'm sure if they see me,
they're gonna try and BLEEP with me.

You know what I mean?
- Ah.

It's just... I don't know.

I just wanna be done
with all this BLEEP.

Going back to Orland just kind of
brings up bad memories for me.

It just reminds me of my past,
crimes that I've committed,

my drug addiction,
just everything.

This is where my problems started.

And I just... I don't...
I wanna get past all this.

So, are you glad that...
that you decided to come to Vegas?

I am.

But it's not easy being away from,

like, my family and stuff.
- Yeah.

But maybe it's a good thing.
I don't know.

PHONE RINGS

Hello?

We're on our way to, um, town.

Why? What's up?

What do you wanna do?

- Yeah, that's fine.
- OK.

Dude, it's my only chance
to see her, dude.

I don't understand
why you have to go out tonight.

I know you're worried about
a $50,000 bond,

but I'm gonna show up tomorrow.

OK, I love you, too.
I can't wait to see you, either.

From what I know
about Destinie's sister, you know,

I think she would have
Destinie's best interest,

but she's not the one
with $50,000 on the line

if she doesn't show up.

What?

Had what planned?

What are you talking about?
- Nothing.

I haven't seen my BLEEP family
in so BLEEP long, dude.

I haven't seen my family at all,
I wanna spend time with them.

Like, calm down, dude.

I'm done. Dude, I'm done, too.

So... With you,
so how 'bout that?

'Right now,
I-I'm struggling to tell her no

'and to put my foot down
because after our big fight,

'I try to be more understanding
to her and her feelings.'

And it just really bothers me that,
you know,

she wants to go out, you know,

because we're almost there,
you know, you're so close.

So I wanna get in the shower
before Britnie comes and gets me.

You can always just
stay here with me instead.

No, I need to go see my family.

'All Shawn cares about
is his $50,000.'

Like, he doesn't give a BLEEP
about me seeing my family.

I left everything
and came to Vegas with him,

so why is it a big deal
if I spend one night with them?

Look, I'm just... of all
the scenarios that can happen,

it's, like...
I really don't want you to go.

You can find one of these cops
that don't like you,

you find friends that don't...

or so-called friends that,
you know, I mean,

frenemies or whatever
that don't like you.

That's the BLEEP I'm worried about.

I really don't want you to go.

Like, you need to just trust me

and know that I'm tired
of living like that.

Like, that's not... it's not...

I'm not going back
to the old me any more.

KNOCKING ON DOOR,
DOOR OPENS

- Hey!
- Hi.

LAUGHS
What are you doing?

- Nothing. You just smell good.
- I do?

- How's it going?
- Hello, how are you doing?

- Good. How are you?
- All right.

Just make sure
that you kind of watch her.

I know... And it's not...
- "Watch her"?

SHE SCOFFS
Shawn.

Just make sure
you BLEEP bring her back, OK?

- I will.
- Like, I'm not joking.

Listen,
I'm gonna BLEEP go to court

just so I don't ever
have to BLEEP hear about

this whole money
for bail BLEEP again.

Seriously, it's gonna be fine.

I'm very upset that Destinie's
not listening to me

and just gonna take it
upon herself to go

and not realise the consequences.

- OK, love you.
- All right, love you, too.

- OK, bye. Nice seeing you.
- Bye. Nice seeing you.

I just think it's a really bad idea,

and I don't have a good feeling
about anything.

Hopefully, we get some good food.
You know I like to eat.

BLEEP. Me too.

I'm sure there's a casino here,
dude. We'd BLEEP go for sure.

There's one here in Chico.
A small one.

- No!
- Yeah.

We're going.

We'll go there
and maybe drink a little bit.

Mm-hm.

LAUGHING

That's a good plan, though.

- Who's calling you?
- Shawn.

'It's just really stressing me out.'

Who knows what'll happen if
she drinks too much, gets wild.

Tomorrow is tomorrow,
tonight is tonight.

Has he been, like, supporting you
financially and everything?

I mean, every day,
I'm getting, like, $500, $600

to go to the casino, you know?

What?

Now that I've seen Vegas,
like, I'm ready to go gamble.

BELLS RING,
MACHINE CHIMES

I don't know
if Shawn likes to gamble or not,

but he's a tightwad.

It takes money to make money.

I just love playing slots.
I like play...

I like gambling altogether,
I just wanna have fun.

If I won a million dollars,

yeah, I'd definitely go
to the strip club, duh!

BLEEP. Give me a bad b*tch.

No, I'm just kidding.

Mm, maybe I'm not.

MACHINE CHIMES

- All right.
- Pop it.

Why is your check-engine light
coming on?

Um, I don't know,
that's why I'm here.

I don't know BLEEP about cars.

It's been very difficult
for me and Kristi

to start our lives together
since she got out.

Let's see what you got back here.

As of right now, Kristianna
is restricted to the halfway house

except when she is going to work.

And frankly, it just BLEEP sucks.

KERRY: Did she get a job yet?

Yes, actually,
she's working at this car wash.

Don't they have to pay for their
stay at the halfway house here?

Oh, yeah. It's like 100 bucks a week

or something like that.
- Yes.

And she doesn't even
make that at the car wash.

So every once in a while
when I'm up in Dubuque,

I found a place
to hide money for her.

I'm not allowed to
drop off money for Kristianna.

So I decided
that I would take $20,

wrap it up in an envelope
in a plastic bag

and stash it somewhere
along the route to the car wash.

And, you know,

if she happens to find 20 bucks
on the way to a job,

there's nothing I can do about that.

Um, I'm not putting her name
on the envelope.

So it could be anybody's.

You're actually tucking money
and stashing it for her?

- Yes.
- You know, that's not a good idea

with somebody
that's early in recovery.

CORDELL: Yeah.
- You know I know about addiction.

I know that.

I've been in recovery
for a lot of years.

You're giving her access to cash
and the ability to...

Freely spend it without anyone...

Yeah. I mean,
I know you wanna help her.

She's your wife.
But honestly, stashin' money

when she's out of the halfway house
gives her the ability

to make a pit stop on the way
back to the halfway house,

if she makes it
to the halfway house.

I'm just trying to, you know,
help her out

so she can get cigarettes
or whatever she needs.

Uh, but, yeah, that thought
hadn't actually occurred to me.

There's a difference
between helping and enabling.

Money's a trigger for addicts, man.

I-I get you. I get you.

Pretty much everybody
in the halfway house

is either someone that she's
bought dope from or used with.

It's... It's awful.

It's, uh...
- That's really messed up.

Her mom and her sister are in
a really BLEEP situation in Dubuque.

Terra does drugs, she's in
an a*usive relationship, so...

So you say... you say Terra's using?

Yes, uh, she hasn't used
in the last couple of days,

as far as I know,
but she wants to get away from that.

And her mom, health-wise,

she wasn't doing good
living with Terra

and the person
that she's living with.

So I'm moving them here
to the house.

- OK. To your house?
- Yes.

They don't have anywhere
they can go down there, or...?

It just seemed...

a lot better
just to bring them to me.

If I was to leave them
in that situation,

I would... I would feel worse
than I ever would

if I didn't try,
if I didn't try something.

Be safe with them, make sure
that they're actually good people.

They're not just out
to have a place to stay for a month

and then go off somewhere else,
you know?

I understand your love
for Kristianna.

I get that.

But just remember what it is

that you're inviting
into your home.

I get helping people,

but, uh, it's real easy
to know when an addict's using.

You know, so...
It's a bad situation.

You've got to remember
you've got to take care of you.

CAR LOCK BEEPS
This is gonna be fun.

- So, what do you wanna drink?
- You want something fruity?

Let me get it, cos I'll use
Shawn's credit card.

OK.

Like, I know I have court tomorrow,

and his $50,000 is on the line,
but, like, BLEEP him.

I'm going to court,
I'm gonna be there.

So, like, he needs
to just kick back.

Adios BLEEP?

- That's what the drink's called.
- Oh!

I just wanted to relax
and just kind of, you know,

let myself go a little bit
and have a good time.

We heard of a drink
called Adios BLEEP.

- It can be a little...
WOMAN: Yeah, it's good!

All right.
All right, we're on it!

She needs like, double, double.
All right.

- It looks really good.
- Yeah, it does. Thank you.

Yeah, that's fine.
BRITNIE LAUGHS

OK. Cheers. Bottoms up,
and cheers to your freedom.

That'll get you BLEEP up.
SHE LAUGHS

'Destinie's out with her sister.'

I know I told her
I'd give her some space,

but it's just
really stressing me out.

Just because she's just
never made the right...

you know, the right choices.

Who knows what will happen if she
drinks too much and gets too wild

and just says "BLEEP court"
and doesn't show up.

I'm the one that's gonna be
out the money.

PHONE CHIMES
Well, I'm super excited

to be able to spend time with you,
cos you've been gone for so long.

PHONE RINGS
This BLEEP.

- Who's calling you?
- Shawn already.

I haven't even been gone that long,
and he's already blowing me up.

Oh, goodness.
PHONE CHIMES

- Oh, my goodness.
- Oh, my God.

I think that Shawn's blowing me up

because he's worried about
his fifty BLEEP thousand dollars

and me going to court, but he needs
to BLEEP get off my BLEEP back.

I can't do anything without him
being, like, right there...

- Yeah.
- You know, and I don't like that.

I like to do my own thing,
like, you're not my dad, dude,

like, I'm not gonna
BLEEP answer to you, like...

Just cos you're old enough
to be my dad,

doesn't mean you're my BLEEP dad.

Did you tell him?
- I've told him several times, OK?

BRITNIE LAUGHS
Well, tequila, go a round?

SHE LAUGHS

Whoo! I spilt it a little bit.

Bam, you like that?
- Dude, these are fat shots.

Well, you have court tomorrow,
so let's just have fun.

Tomorrow is tomorrow,
tonight is tonight.

Worry when you open your eyes
in the morning.

OK.

BRITNIE: k*lling it.

Well, I'm thirsty.
I'm probably gonna sip on mine.

THEY LAUGH

PHONE CHIMES
Is that your man again?

Of course it's BLEEP Shawn.

"Please don't forget about court."

Tell him, "Don't worry,
your $50,000 is locked in."

I'm not gonna respond to him,
dude, he's annoying.

And it's just hard because
I feel like he did so much for me.

It's almost like this is...
- You owe him something.

Yeah, it's almost like a BLEEP...
it's an obligation.

- Yeah.
- I don't want to feel like that.

Like, at times I feel like
I'll be better off being by myself.

My happiness is what matters.

If you can't give me that, then I'll
find a BLEEP that will, you know?

I don't know what to do.

Part of me just wants to
kind of say, "BLEEP everything."

Like, I don't have to go back
to Las Vegas, you know?

Why settle for less?

But do you think like,
saying "BLEEP it",

like, giving up so soon
is gonna be worth it?

Why throw all of your jewels
in a pigpen,

like, why would you do that?
You know? Like, it's just not...

I don't know, it just doesn't
make any sense to me.

Having these escape convictions,
um...

I would consider myself a runner.

'Part of me wants to say
"BLEEP it" and leave.'

And part of me is just like,

"It's only gonna be worse
if you do."

This is why I don't do
relationships.

I feel like he's suffocating me,
like, he's just too much.

You know? Like, that's why
it's so easy to be locked up.

I don't have to deal with
any of that BLEEP.

No responsibility, no nothing.
It's like an easy way out.

SHE SIGHS

Destinie hasn't text me back,
hasn't called me or anything,

and I'm just... I can't sleep.

I understand she needs her space
and everything,

I just wish she'd let me know
everything's OK.

I-I'm just really worried about
that she ends up back in jail.

All right, let's go ham.

Whoo!
BRITNIE LAUGHS

I feel like I put myself
in a bad situation.

So, it's currently ten o'clock
in the morning,

and I am trying to figure out

why Scott is still
laying his a*s in bed.

We're all gonna die.

Scott and I had
a great night last night,

considering the fact
that the first time we had sex

was on the bedroom floor,
not exactly what I had in mind.

I was thinking a little more romance

and a little less... floor.

But I really appreciate the fact

that Scott was able to roll
with the punches on me with this.

But having sex the first time
in four years was like...

basically like having sex
for the first time, period.

Ow.

HE GROANS

Last night was an amazing time
with Lindsey,

it was kind of everything
that I hoped.

It was romantic,
it was passionate,

and, uh, we had a...
a great time together.

But this morning, in our bedroom,

I observed like a collage-type...

um, you know, binder.

And so I open it up
and just started kind of reading

and came across a handwritten,
um, letter,

and what I was reading

was kind of disturbing for me
to... to... to come across.

LINDSEY: It is 11 BLEEP o'clock
in the middle of the week,

and you're laying in bed,
something's not normal.

So what is going on?

I wanna know exactly 100%
what this means.

You have to explain this.

That is a quote out of a book.

LINDSEY:
After a great night last night,

why are you going through my BLEEP?

Along with every other quote
in all the other notebooks.

SCOTT: I want you to read it.

Back when I was in prison,
I don't have Twitter or Instagram

to scroll through
and read funny stuff.

'if I read a book,
and I find a funny quote,

'I copy it down in my notebook.'

And he has picked out
one of these quotes

and decided
that it must be about him.

"He's an egomaniac.
I'm used to his type.

"I can play the game
with the best of them.

"I can bolster said ego

"and pretend to love
every single word he says.

"So boring,
but all a part of the plan.

"Get out, get the car,
a very nice new wardrobe.

"Then I get him
to open me a bank account.

"Then the ring, a big ring -
a ring so big that I can sell it

"and live off the money as a salary

"while I clean up shop
and plan my next operation."

It's a fantastic book
that I read.

Here's the wonderful girl that
I've been helping out for two years.

How diabolical.

Cos obviously, I sit around
and write BLEEP.

Write my master plan out
in a BLEEP notebook

while I'm sitting in prison.

SCOTT: That's a good plan, though.

I don't quite know
what to say to that.

It's a BLEEP ankle monitor,
Scott, I can't leave!

I'm trapped here.
I am trapped here.

Don't arrest me.

I don't wanna go back to prison.
Not on my first day.

BLEEP.
She keeps declining my calls.

She's never made it to a court date,
she's always ran.

I-I'm really worried.

When the demons got her,
the demons got her.