[insects chirping]
[woman groaning]
[groaning continues]
[eerie music playing]
[woman] I believe there are monsters
born in this world to human parents.
-[woman whimpering]
-[indistinct conversation in distance]
[woman] A monster is a variation
from the accepted normal
to a greater or less degree.
[woman groaning]
[hyperventilating]
But evil is not always apparent
at first glance.
[woman grunting]
[chair creaking]
[woman] It can come cloaked
in beauty or goodness or power...
[door opening]
Or love.
[groaning weakly]
It is at the heart of our oldest stories.
[woman gasps sharply]
The sinful woman who eats from the tree.
-[man] Oh God.
-The jealous boy who kills his brother.
Hey.
[hyperventilating]
Help me lift her
so we don't disturb her wounds.
Charles.
-Charles!
-[woman whimpering]
[eerie music continues]
[woman] There are all kinds of monsters.
Some move undetected
through the world all their lives.
A child may be born perfect of body
but without kindness
or the potential of conscience.
[heartbeat thumping]
[woman] Still, you must not forget,
everyone is normal to himself.
And to a monster,
the norm must seem
monstrous.
[Charles] Adam.
We need the sheriff.
-[Adam] Just get the doctor first.
-Adam, this is a mistake.
[dramatic orchestral music playing]
[music fading]
[somber music playing]
[woman] Adam's mother died
when he was only a baby.
Drowned herself in a puddle of rainwater.
Within a year,
his father found another wife,
had another son.
Charles.
{\an8}And if either boy received love,
{\an8}it was from his brother.
[tapping rhythmically]
[woman] At least that's what Adam told me.
[rhythmic tapping continues]
The drum, the drum, the distant drum!
The foe, the foe, they come, they come!
The soldiers awake, awake to glory!
With falchions red and bayonets gory!
[g*ns fire]
Don't just stand there admiring it.
Reload!
Faster.
You don't have this much time.
Adam, you have to go faster. Faster.
Charles!
Pick up the g*n!
Reload!
A soldier never puts down his weapon.
Cover first, then assist.
-Understood?
-[Charles] Yes, sir.
[somber music fading]
[birds chirping]
Adam.
[Adam] Sir.
Are you capable of loading
your own weapon?
[Adam, meekly] I am, sir.
[stick whooshing]
[footsteps thudding]
-[whipping]
-[Adam whimpering softly]
[somber music playing]
My mother says the training
is for our own good.
We're fortunate being brought up
by a hero of the Civil w*r.
Father will make us into great soldiers.
[softly] I'll never be the soldier
you will be, Charles.
Perhaps.
But you can try.
Faster.
Don't have enough time. Faster.
[animal whimpering softly]
[whimpering continues]
[whimpering continues]
[Adam] Shh.
[father] And who might this be?
General Lee.
You can teach him to heel.
[chuckling]
Did that already, didn't we?
Happy birthday, sir.
[father chuckles]
I believe Charles has
a gift for you as well.
Don't you, Charles?
[Charles] I saw you needed
a new knife, sir.
[box opening]
I earned the money chopping wood.
Thank you, Charles.
[box thuds]
Oh.
What do you think of that, General Lee?
[chuckles]
[chuckles]
[melancholy music playing]
[wind whistling in distance]
Father wasn't expecting
something so costly.
That's all.
He didn't look at it twice.
And he took your pup to bed with him.
How did you know?
How did you know what Father would like?
I didn't. I swear.
Charles?
Put out the light.
Put it out.
[melancholy music continues]
[g*n fires]
[hoofbeats receding]
You're sh**ting to miss.
Adam.
[exhales] Not at all.
You can hit a target in practice,
but you can't hit a deer?
If I wasn't around, what would you do?
Swallow your distaste or starve?
-Oh, planning on going somewhere?
-Soon as the army will take me.
If I could hold Father off a year,
we could enlist together.
I think I could face it
with you by my side.
How will you sh**t at men
when you won't even k*ll for our supper?
I'll volunteer for detail,
or I'll assist medical.
[g*n c*ck]
[prey thuds]
-[dishes clinking]
-[Charles] Mother.
[food sizzling]
-Adam shot us a rabbit.
-[Adam] Hey, don't lie.
-It was Charles, of course.
-[mother] Quiet.
Your father has a visitor from the GAR.
[father] Just before dawn,
he drew up a new plan.
Buford would defend to the west.
I delivered the orders myself.
Two days later,
we had victory at Gettysburg.
Wow. And I'd heard Buford
had acted on his own.
Small men like me play our part. [exhales]
Not to be remembered
but to turn the tides toward good.
I must say, Mr. Trask, your work
with our veterans has been impressive.
Washington will be grateful
for your spirit of service.
[father] Hm.
Will the boys and I be accompanying you
to Washington, sirs?
No.
My time there
will be taken up with business.
[chuckles contemptuously]
Do you intend for your boys
to soldier like their father?
When Adam finishes school next month,
I will enlist him in the cavalry.
And Charles... [clears throat]
Charles will remain here
on the farm to look after the place.
[somber music playing]
[father inhales]
My business has left me
with little time for farming,
but my family's tilled
this land for six generations.
One hates to see it left fallow.
[wood chopping]
[wood clatters]
[somber music continues]
[footsteps approaching]
[knocking]
[father] You know what this is?
[wood chopping in distance]
It's the b*llet they gave you to bite
while they cut off your leg.
[father] It's a pity
there's no great w*r for you to join.
But these Indian campaigns will give you
ample opportunity to prove yourself.
-Why not send Charles instead?
-[father chuckles]
Father, anybody can see
he'd be a greater soldier,
and it's what he wants.
To put Charles in an army
would be to loose things
which in him must be chained down.
Why do you favor him?
Because you don't punish him
how you do me.
-Now you let him stay out of the army...
-[father] Adam.
Don't you see?
I love you better.
I always have.
I love you better.
Why else would I have given myself
the trouble of hurting you?
[somber music continues]
[footsteps receding]
[Adam exhales]
[Adam] Charles.
Brother.
Wait.
[birds cawing]
[metallic hammering in distance]
[indistinct chatter]
You should turn back.
[woman moaning]
[Charles and woman exhale]
[woman breathing heavily]
[Charles breathing heavily]
[Charles] Now do him.
[woman chuckling]
Give me a minute, Charlie.
Gotta get myself cleaned up first,
don't I?
Bring me another whiskey
while you're at it.
[woman] Spending all our money today?
[chuckles]
Adam, have you ever had a woman?
[Adam chuckles softly]
My half brother here hasn't experienced
womanly love of any kind.
Never even had a proper mother.
Go on and get yourself
undressed, sweetheart.
I won't be a minute.
-[door opens]
-[indistinct chatter in distance]
-[Charles] She's one of the best I've had.
-[door closes]
-I wouldn't treat you to less.
-Hm.
[stamps foot]
What did Father say to you before,
when you were alone?
Nothing.
I saw him talking to you,
the way he talks to men.
-What was he saying?
-Just more w*r stories.
[Charles scoffs]
Do you know what I think?
[ominous music playing]
I think you're a g*dd*mn liar.
How long have you known?
[ominous music continues]
[Adam] Known what?
That he would retain me here,
to keep house
like a woman.
How'd you get him to agree to that?
I knew no more than you did.
[Charles laughs]
You won't last a week in the army.
-They'll send you home in pieces.
-[Adam, softly] I know.
Father sends me off to die.
Which, to him,
is the greatest honor. But me,
who's more deserving, he casts aside.
[scoffs] You're taking him away from me.
-I don't know how. How are you doing it?!
-Charles.
I haven't done anything.
I do every... everything
to make him give me any scrap of love.
I'm...
I'm worse than a woman.
[sniffles] I'm a fool.
-[tense music playing]
-[Charles sniffling]
[Adam] Hey.
[soothingly] I know. I know.
[Charles breathing heavily]
Charles. Charles.
Charles, stop. Stop.
[Charles breathing shakily]
[both grunt]
[Adam groaning, breathing heavily]
[Charles grunts]
[Adam groans]
[both grunt]
-[Charles grunting]
-[Adam screaming]
[Adam whimpering]
[Adam] Stop!
-[Charles grunting]
-[Adam breathing heavily]
[music fading]
[Charles breathing heavily]
[grunts forcefully, sniffles]
-[chair creaking]
-[insects buzzing]
[hammering in distance]
[wood clattering]
[hammering continues]
[father] That everything?
[horse whinnies]
[grass rustling gently]
[birds twittering]
[Adam panting softly]
[suspenseful music playing]
{\an8}[baby cooing]
{\an8}-[mother cooing playfully]
-[baby laughs]
[solider] This'll be easy.
[Adam breathing heavily]
[thunder rumbling]
[suspenseful music continues]
[sergeant] Troop A! Mount and ride!
[indistinct chatter]
[horses neighing]
[soldiers clamoring]
[horse neighing]
Well? What'd you see? How many were there?
There's not many.
There's only a few horses.
-[g*ns firing in distance]
-[women screaming]
[sergeant] Troop C! Mount up!
-[g*ns continue firing]
-[women continue screaming]
[sergeant] The rest, mount up!
[g*ns firing in distance]
[baby crying]
[people screaming, crying]
-[g*ns continue firing]
-[music crescendoing]
[silence]
[man] He'll see you now.
[chuckles breathily]
Adam.
Hewes. This is my son.
He's just finished
five years in the cavalry.
A private soldier, as I was.
I was discharged a corporal, sir.
[father] Bring a bottle of whiskey, Hewes.
[Hewes] Shall I send for chipped ice?
Ice?
My son is a soldier. I was a soldier.
What do we want ice for?
[door opens]
Some men find it a struggle
to return to civilian life.
[liquid pouring]
Not to worry.
I'll get you assigned to Washington.
There's no limit to the heights
a young man like you might reach.
I don't have any experience
in government, sir.
You had none as soldier either.
You were decorated, weren't you?
Three times, sir.
See?
You should consider yourself fortunate
to have a father who's able
to pave the path for you.
And Charles?
Charles. What about Charles?
I thought he might like to join you
here in Washington as well.
You know, while you were out soldiering,
Charles has turned that farm to profit.
He hardly requires your pity.
It's not pity I feel for Charles.
[father exhales softly]
I have business to attend to.
Hewes will direct you to my hotel.
They're expecting us there for dinner.
-I won't be spending the night, sir.
-Of course you will.
I'm taking the evening train
to report to my regiment in the morning.
You haven't reenlisted?
I have.
Five more years?
But you don't like the army.
No, sir.
Are you defying me?
Yes, sir.
[father] I wonder if you realize
just how much influence I have.
I can have senators defeated
and pick appointments...
[snaps fingers]
like apples.
I can make men
and destroy men.
Yes, sir.
Is that all you've learned?!
The dumb resistance of a soldier?
Report back to your regiment.
You'll rot in the barracks.
-[footsteps receding]
-[melancholy orchestral music playing]
[shovel digging]
[Charles breathing heavily]
[shovel clinks]
[breathing heavily]
[minister] "So we do not lose heart."
"Though our outer self is wasting away,
our inner self
is being renewed day by day."
{\an8}"For this light, momentary affliction
is preparing for us
{\an8}an eternal weight of glory
beyond all comparison."
"As we look not
to the things that are seen
but to the things that are unseen."
"For the things
that are seen are transient,
but the things
that are unseen are eternal."
Amen.
{\an8}[attendees murmuring indistinctly]
[melancholy orchestral music continues]
[Charles exhales]
[plate clinking]
[music fading]
Now that your mother is gone,
what will you do?
-Continue farming?
-What else?
[plate clinking]
I thought perhaps you'd like
to return with me to Washington.
Your brother once mentioned
you might like to join me there.
Adam said that?
Surely the time for that is past.
[plate thuds]
If you're going be alone here,
you'll have to learn to cook.
Or take a wife.
That was the choice I faced
after Adam's mother died.
Be grateful you don't have
another mouth to feed.
Had to siphon all my whiskey down
that baby's throat just to calm him.
He couldn't understand
his mother would never return,
no matter how he cried for her.
I did think that he would maybe show
for the funeral.
[father scoffs]
How would he know?
Didn't you write him?
Since he was discharged,
I haven't had a word from your brother.
God knows where he might be.
Sharper than a serpent's tooth.
It's true.
I offered that boy everything.
[melancholy orchestral music playing]
[train engine chugging]
{\an8}[train whistle blowing]
[brakes screeching]
[train whistle blowing]
[dogs barking in distance]
-[worker 1] Bring the dogs up.
-[men shouting indistinctly]
[dogs barking]
[worker 1] There's a law
against vagrancy in Georgia.
-[brakes screeching]
-[worker 2] You better come on out!
[shouting indistinctly]
[worker 1] Check the first two cars.
-[door opening]
-[worker 2] There they go!
[Adam panting]
[man] Whoo!
[Adam chuckling]
[man laughing heartily]
[both whooping]
-[Adam] You were in the campaigns?
-[man] Yeah, they had me in Texas.
[Adam] I did two stints up north.
-[man] When were you discharged?
-About five years ago.
-It'll be three years for me.
-[Adam] Hm.
Where you headed now?
A real-life paradise.
I hear things grow so fast in California,
you have to plant and stand back
so you don't get knocked over.
[gentle guitar music playing]
[Adam chuckles]
[gentle guitar music continues]
[man] You were a preacher?
What happened?
You stopped believing in God?
My congregation stopped believing in me.
What about you, Trask?
You running to something
or from something?
Are those the only options?
Whereabout do you call home?
Nowhere.
Come on, everyone's from somewhere.
You can't call a place a home
if you can't go back there.
[man 2] What happened?
Someone done you wrong?
You done someone wrong?
Something like that.
[man] People can change.
Might be worth going back there to see.
Mm. Yeah.
[insects buzzing]
[owl hooting]
[pen and inkwell clattering softly]
[gentle music playing]
[boy whispering] What if...
you could close your eyes and then poof.
You open them again,
and no one can see you.
But you can see everything.
Imagine the places you could sneak.
You could go anywhere,
and no one would know.
Free.
[pen and inkwell clattering softly]
[pen scratching]
[Charles] Brother Adam,
I'm writing in the hope
that your old regiment
will send this letter on
to wherever you might be.
In the wake of my mother's death,
I find myself alone with thoughts
that I'd rather not be alone with...
like your absence all these years
and why you have not returned.
I fear I am the reason
that you've stayed away.
I assure you,
the anger that I once felt is gone.
[thunder rumbling]
[Charles] All that remains is...
[Charles] Whoa!
A great aching...
[grunting]
A great emptiness.
[breathing heavily]
[screams]
[screams]
[grunts]
[thuds]
[groaning]
When I think of you,
it feels like something isn't finished...
[thunder rumbling]
like a job left undone.
[morose music playing]
[Charles breathing heavily]
[sighing] Oh...
[creaking in distance]
[Charles] I fear Father
damned us to the wrong fates.
-[creaking continues]
-[Charles breathing heavily]
I should have been out
wandering the world, and...
you should have been here.
[creaking continues]
[Charles] Wherever you are,
if this should reach you,
come home, brother.
Come home.
[sweeping orchestral music playing]
[music fading]
[fire whooshes]
Yeah, well, um...
[clicks tongue]
There's no sense in keeping a place clean
when there's no one here to see it. Yeah.
Besides, the, uh...
The farm's what,
you know, takes up all my time.
I've added 100 acres.
[bacon sizzling]
And, uh...
put up a curing barn, actually.
Um...
[chickens clucking in distance]
-What happened?
-[Charles] Hm?
Oh, yeah. Fight with a plow.
Well, it sure marked me
all out of proportion.
Did you, um...
Did you get my letters?
Yeah, I, uh...
[plates clattering]
I made up so many stories
about, um, where you were
and... what you were doing.
It seems strange.
I guess I could just ask you.
I heard about the campaigns
in the papers, k*lling Injuns and...
That sounded like a good time.
You know...
they've still got girls above the inn.
Yeah.
I mean, it's a new operation now,
run by a man out of Boston. But, um...
Well, he moves the girls through,
you know, fast.
It's a new pair every couple of weeks.
And if, um...
Yeah, well, you're welcome
to come with me if you'd like.
[bacon sizzling loudly]
-You're burning that bacon.
-Oh, well...
Uh... [grunts]
It'll just be crisp.
I like it crisp. Uh...
[clicks tongue]
You know, if, um...
If you're planning on staying...
you're welcome to my mother's old room.
[silverware clinking]
[chair scraping]
[chair creaks]
[cow mooing in distance]
[chair scraping]
I... I'm sorry to hear about Alice.
[Charles] Mm.
[silverware clinking]
You never thought about leaving?
[scoffs] What, and start over again
at my age?
[chuckles]
[Adam] Men past our age are headed west.
[Charles] Yeah.
Yeah, no, I got the farm to take care of.
If Father wants the farm run,
let him do it himself.
-What?
-[Charles] I'm sorry.
I just thought you must have known.
I mean, it was in the papers.
Adam, our father's dead.
It was galloping pneumonia.
I mean, he went right out.
It was about a month ago.
[Charles inhales]
They had a big funeral for him
up in Washington.
The vice president was there, and...
I have the newspaper clippings
if you'd like to see them. [clears throat]
I should've come home sooner.
[soft orchestral music playing]
[chuckling]
Yeah, I guess you should've.
[both laughing]
You gonna tell me where you've been
all this time, brother, or what? [laughs]
-[Adam] Oh...
-[Charles coughs]
-Can a man eat first?
-Yeah, all right.
[sweeping orchestral music playing]
[scissors snipping]
[music fading]
So I was thinking maybe
we could saddle up tomorrow.
I'd like to get your opinion on some land.
[owl hooting in distance]
Something bothering you?
I found Father's army papers in his study.
Have you looked at them?
[Charles] Mm.
"Cyrus Trask, 14th Connecticut Infantry,
enlisted June 1862,
discharged October 1862."
That's a mistake.
He wasn't discharged till the end
of the w*r, after he lost his leg.
According to those papers,
he was injured in September of '62
and discharged one month later.
Well, that would mean
that he wasn't at Gettysburg...
or Chancellorsville...
the Wilderness
or Richmond or Appomattox.
I mean, he wasn't at any of it.
Couldn't have been.
Maybe.
[Charles exhales softly]
[Charles] How the hell
did he get away with it?
Charles.
"A private soldier,"
and no one even questioned him.
-His whole life was a lie.
-[Adam] We don't know that.
As you said,
it could've been a clerical error.
Somebody could've easily put down
the wrong date.
I've been keeping something from you.
What is it?
It's Father's will.
He left everything equal to me and you.
It's over $100,000.
[drawer closes]
[laughing] You mean more like $100.
I didn't believe it either at first,
but there's no mistake.
A hundred thousand in gold certificates.
Now, where'd he get that money?
-Maybe he earned it.
-On a salary of $135 a month?
So maybe he had it all the time,
and we never knew.
Or maybe our father was a thief.
-You have no proof he stole anything.
-Adam, these are his official papers.
Discharged in '62.
-Years before the w*r was even over.
-What does that have to do with the money?
If he lied about the w*r,
Adam, then anything is possible!
He probably broke into
the treasury at the GAR,
taking money from a veterans fund or...
Charles, our father knew big men.
There's such a thing as speculation.
He could've gotten in on a good thing.
This money will free us.
We can go where we like, do what we like.
We can shed the lives Father chose for us.
[Charles] No, I can't take it.
Charles, we can sell this place
and start over.
I hear things grow so fast in California,
you have to plant and stand back.
-[Charles shushing]
-[creaking]
What?
[chair creaking]
-[g*n clicks]
-[Adam] Charles.
[foreboding music playing]
[g*n loading]
[door opening]
[woman groaning weakly]
[gasping, shuddering]
[Adam] Oh God.
[woman convulsing weakly]
[eerie music playing]
[Adam grunting]
[heartbeat thumping]
[woman rasps]
-[Charles] Adam.
-[chair scraping]
[footsteps treading]
-[Adam] Fetch the doctor.
-[Charles] We need the sheriff.
-[Adam] Just get the doctor first.
-[Charles] Adam, this is a mistake.
Let go.
[water pouring]
[pitcher clinks]
[woman rasps softly]
[basin clinking]
[footsteps receding]
[woman rasping softly]
[whimpers]
-[Adam] Okay.
-[woman groans]
[whimpering, coughing weakly]
I'm sorry.
[woman sniffling]
[Adam] That wound,
it'll scar if I don't wash it.
Will you allow me?
[woman breathing heavily]
[Adam] Yeah?
[softly] Okay. Ready?
Easy. Easy. Easy.
-[woman whimpering]
-[Adam shushing]
I know.
I know.
I know.
[woman sniffling]
[eerie music continues]
[woman] You are growing
smaller and smaller.
[whimpers softly]
So small, no one can find you.
No one can hurt you.
No door can keep you out,
and no door can close you in.
So small, you have almost disappeared.
But you will not, Cathy.
You will not disappear.
[eerie music continues]
[man] Rejection, anger, revenge.
[dramatic music plays]
That is the story of mankind.
[sweeping orchestral music playing]
[Charles] I fear Father damned us
to the wrong fates.
She is going to tear you to pieces,
and I don't wanna watch it.
In the whole world,
there's only evil and folly?
-Is that what you think?
-I know it.
[somber piano music plays]
[eerie music resumes]
[music fading]
[drum beating slowly]
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