01x14 - Episode 14

[bunniefuu]

My consciousness will override my carnal nature.

I will remain victorious over my bestiality.

Your bestiality?

[laughter]

[theme music]

NARRATOR: Tonight, a whole new Big Brother.

But first, highlights of the past week.

I'm so excited.

I'm so excited.

NARRATOR: To celebrate the Tour de France,

on Monday the houseguests were given a challenge--

to ride , miles by Friday.

Early in the week they were asked to capture

part of their ride on canvas.

This'll be fun.

[music playing]

[inaudible].

How you doing?

I'm all right.

It's not so bad.

NARRATOR: After two weeks in the house,

the gossip begins to flow.

He said something last night that--

you're kinda watching, Curtis, because Curt, I really--

Thank you.

I liked him so much before I came in here,

but I see a different side of him here.

And I don't like it.

It just-- he said something last night that--

he kinda was firm, and I appreciated that.

But most of the time I don't see that in him.

He's-- he plays it.

NARRATOR: Curtis suspects Josh.

Is that probably--

and I could be totally wrong--

this is the second time I've felt it.

And he was maybe on the verge of sharing with us--

is that Josh may either be bi or g*y.

It seems sort of also consistent with him saying--

around two months ago, or in the last six months

he's been coming to terms with him being him,

or just being happy, generally, about life.

And see, that sort of seems consistent with some sort

of inner struggle.

It also seems consistent with what like,

Brittany was talking about.

Like, would you hook up with people in the house?

And when Josh rephrased the question he talked about,

you know, any guy or any girl in the house.

But wouldn't answer.

It also seemed consistent with Josh saying,

you guys would be very surprised by my answer.

Things like that.

So it's just a hunch.

NARRATOR: William suspects Curtis.

--there's someone who's g*y on this show.

I know. Me too.

A l*sbian or a--

Yeah.

g*y.

Sometimes I think Curtis is g*y.

Curtis isn't g*y.

Curtis?

He's been making a lot of g*y gestures.

He's not g*y.

I thought they'd have a l*sbian--

He was like, buzz off.

-- they have somebody that's g*y.

Cassandra.

For real, I thought he was like--

man, buzz off.

Like, all right, brother.

All right.

He's so--

Ready to go.

Right there.

Look--

Let's go put this up somewhere.

Everybody can get busted on.

Everybody.

I didn't say you said something's wrong with him.

I'm just telling you, I think you're wrong.

NARRATOR: Coming up, a whole new Big Brother.

But first--

[humming]

NARRATOR: On Tuesday night the houseguests

received a challenge to impersonate each other.

They each chose a name at random.

I really love my family.

And Teresa.

Even though she's a big blubber gut.

It's my woman.

And again, I'm just happy for the opportunity

to be around all of these guys.

Even the Mega man.

I wouldn't have never met a guy like that from where I'm from.

I-- you know, I--

I spend most of my time on a roof.

I have to maintain my composure.

I'm a little bit older than the rest of the crowd,

and maybe I can't stay up as late as everyone else.

My career is going as I wanted.

And better.

[laughter]

Oh, gosh, my brownies.

I forgot about my brownies again!

You know, I'm just happy to be in the love bed with Josh,

because it's really innocent and--

you know, I'm just so cuddly, and I just like--

you know, I just--

I just want to have that contact.

And you know, if Josh put the moves on me,

I know I'm a virgin and everything, but--

I mean, I want it to be a really big thing when I lose

my virginity, and I thought like, maybe

if I lost my virginity on like, national television,

it'd be like--

like, worth it.

I don't know.

I'm here to change the world.

I'm here to show that my people--

that my people-- they've been pushed down and shut down,

and this is--

I was chosen.

I was chosen to be here and you know, put up.

Be the idol, be the role model.

Be the man.

That's what I'm here for.

I loved Brittany cutting my hair.

Brittany and I are very, very close.

We share a special kind of bond.

Jordan?

You don't even want to get me started on Jordan.

You know, first night already, she's

ripping into my girlfriend.

What am I going to do?

But-- you know--

I don't know.

I hope she's out of here.

Well, you know, I learned so much

about myself by going through the beauty pageant circuit.

You know, it's not only about beauty.

Everybody's got it all wrong.

You also have to be an enormous professional.

You have to know how to speak, how to communicate effectively.

And I think it really teaches you

how to build self-confidence.

I actually loved it and--

you know, I've been trying to tell the housemates

that it's not what they think.

They voted me out!

They wouldn't tell me why.

Wait, I need some tuna.

No, to hell with the tuna.

Let me tell you about Eddie.

He has a model for a girlfriend, which I don't stand,

because I believe women are more than just images.

So I don't like Eddie.

And-- and-- and-- and we had our differences,

and we solved them.

And he still gives me dirty looks.

And-- and he is a conversational deadbeat.

All right, this is how I dance.

Refrain from-- from getting excited in the room there.

[humming]

Mm, take it off.

NARRATOR: The week long Tour De Big Brother challenge is

closing in on the finish line.

If they make it, they raise their grocery allowance by %.

At :-- or I mean, miles at : AM.

Say it again, Curtis.

: AM, it's : miles.

[music playing]

Bonjour, madame.

Oui.

Big Brother.

:.

miles.

It's : AM.

.

It's miles.

Yeah.

Run fast.

Yay!

Woo!

[cheering]

NARRATOR: Cassandra tries to convince William to stop

manipulating the others.

I know that we're all in this house together,

but what you're trying to do is you're trying

to make people be like you are.

Not at all.

Or-- that's the way it looks to me.

You want everybody to be as outgoing, and as inquisitive,

and as challenging as you are.

They're not going to be that way, because they're not from--

they're just not like that.

Their day experience with you has shown that you engage

this man in conversation, it's going to get-- it's

going to get uncomfortable.

And you cannot deny that.

You cannot deny that.

I think we should--

I think we should be here.

I think we are here to challenge our--

our-- fears.

I know, but that's you.

- Right. - That's you.

Right.

You can't force--

No, but-- I don't--

I'm not forcing it, but I'm not going to--

I'm not going to stray away from it.

But--

I'm not gonna--

I'm not gonna say because you can't do it--

you know what I mean?

I'm going to fall into what you do.

No, but you can find those--

you can connect-- you can connect with those people who

can do that.

But you also have to be able to relate

to people on another level that does not

make them feel uncomfortable.

You-- it can't always be the way you want it to be.

I understand.

And I don't do that.

I ain't been chasing them around for no conversation.

No.

But you know, like this thing you did last night when

we went in the living room.

I saw you, and I was like--

What did I do?

You came, and you sat on the chair behind Karen.

And you know that was nothing but intimidation.

It was not necessary.

You don't intimidate me, but that's because I look like you.

No, but I'm not trying to intimidate her.

Yes you were.

Look-- I mean, how intimidating are you gonna be,

because of whatever reason-- would you get over it?

No, but man, you knew what you were doing,

and you know your body language is intimidating.

And you know you had that power, and you

just need to channel it.

It's unfair for you to do that to people.

It is.

The fact that she drives me crazy running around

like a chicken half the time--

I have to deal with that.

Yeah, but Mega, Karen keeps us eating.

And times out of she's helping you because she's doing

something to keep the house--

Well, I think I'm helping her to confront her fears,

or whatever they may be.

But Karen is years old.

She does not need you to help her confront her fears.

She has raised four children.

You know what I'm saying?

Then why is she here?

Why do you have to--

What I'm saying is this.

If these people are here, they're here for a reason.

So maybe if she can get over intimidation by me, which is--

you know what I mean, probably nowhere near

it is to her, then it's something she can pull

out of herself to empower--

to walk back to them and demand some respect.

But Mega-- you just gratuitously

seek to intimidate sometimes.

Man, I am hardly around that woman.

I mean, you know--

I don't know.

Just-- I don't understand you.

I've told you this.

I've told you this time and time again, you have so much power,

and sometimes you just like, channel it.

You just like-- let me see what I can do.

Let me see what I can stir up.

And I don't see the purpose in that.

You know?

I don't see the purpose in that.

And I think it's a shame because it--

all this positive energy you've got

goes in the wrong direction.

And then people end up disliking you when really,

they should be following you.

You know what I'm saying?

Mm-- But they're not gonna do that.

They could have, had you done things differently.

They could have.

Now they won't.

You know what I'm saying?

Now they certainly won't.

No, I still think there's hope.

NARRATOR: Coming up, a whole new Big Brother.

But first--

I just think you're cute.

I have to be honest-- my sex drive is like,

going crazy right now.

Mine, also.

Come on, guys.

We need to go now.

NARRATOR: On Thursday William was banished,

and Jordan got to stay.

How do you feel?

You're still beautiful.

OK.

Now we're starting all over again, right?

We just moved into--

we just moved into the house.

But you haven't really helped to see--

And now we're starting from scratch.

What it looks like out there.

Man, that helped a whole lot.

Here's a little something to look

forward to every two weeks.

I wasn't prepared for that at all.

- I can't believe that. - I told you.

I did, too.

I told you.

We all told you.

Well, that's done.

You don't need to worry when you don't need to worry.

Oh my goodness.

I feel kinda sad that he's gone.

I wasn't prepared for this.

I was totally prepared to go.

And I'm still here.

You guys gotta put up with me for two more weeks.

Maybe screwing with everybody on the challenge was not good.

Yeah, I think that-- like I said, Americans

don't appreciate that.

Americans want people that don't screw each other.

Yeah.

Well, at least not in that sense.

Will was more controversial, and

people would want to keep somebody

in the house to stir things up.

You know?

And keep something going all the time.

Otherwise it becomes boring.

Mhm.

I think it hurt him, though, what he did with the challenge.

I think it just made him--

That's what it was, I think.

One round down.

Six to go, man.

It probably helped, though--

or hurt-- you having Will to be there with you.

Because he brought out the worst in you, and the best.

Well, I don't know about the best,

but I think he brought out the side of you that wanted to say

exactly what you wanted to say.

Yeah.

I think he made you more comfortable doing that.

I'm going to miss Will.

Are you guys going to miss him at all?

I'd have go with no.

You're really not going to miss him?

I don't think so.

Really?

Do you think he was really glad to leave, or no?

I think so.

Yeah, actually.

You really do?

Yeah.

He wasn't having a fun time here, necessarily.

Whoops.

I think out of the two of them,

he would be more willing--

wanting to leave.

I think that's right.

The part of me that's going to miss him is the part of me

that now I'm curious--

is not really who he was.

When he kept saying it's just a game, it's just a game

and I'm playing it--

because I thought I saw a side of him that was really good.

But was that really good, or was that just the game?

I don't know.

I'm sure it hurts his pride a little bit, that he was out.

On the other hand--

But then again, there's a great glory--

He doesn't care.

Then again, there's a great glory for the first person out.

Totally.

You know?

You ride that wave, I suppose.

You know?

And he will, too, I think.

Absolutely.

He'll use it to his benefit.

Are you gonna miss Will, Jamie?

Mhm.

Yeah.

But I saw different sides of him.

But then there's stuff that like--

I had a long talk with him this morning about what

I thought I was wrong.

You know what I mean?

Right.

You think he heard you this morning?

Yeah.

Mm-- I did--

I do, but I think he already had the same conversation

last night with somebody, because it sounded like he

was just repeating himself.

I think he didn't.

I mean, I don't know.

It was hard to have a real conversation with him

when he's going through the emotions of OK,

am I leaving today?

But he wanted to talk, so I think he felt bad because he--

you know, was-- his behavior last night.

One of the things I said to him

is if you want to be successful, you need to stay

out of a white woman's face.

Now, that's just the bottom line.

That is like-- to me, you know, when

he did that I was just like--

I couldn't believe he did that.

It was weird, because I was sitting and he came outside--

You have a really-- you have a lot of different

insights I don't have at all.

Yeah.

It's a men's caucus.

Now that we're outnumbered.

Yes.

Let's band together, boys.

Exposed.

This is a lot more difficult than I thought it would be.

Just being here.

Mhm.

I didn't expect this at all.

I thought it would be like this-- you know,

kind of fun house.

You thought it was just going to be fun?

Well, I--

I didn't think it would--

I didn't think I'd have this many emotional highs

and lows at all.

I thought I'd come in here and just be like-- stable.

I thought the emotional highs and lows

were going to be in my personal life,

but this is personal to me.

Yeah.

This is so personal.

We need to have a party.

Uh-huh.

We were thinking Saturday, but I think Friday's fine now, too.

I think as soon as we get the groceries,

that day is designated.

Seriously.

If we can get the beer and chill it right away, that'd be nice.

That's another thing about Mega, man.

He sucked down a six pack the first night.

Yeah, we were talking about that.

Yeah.

We were thinking that was worse than the challenge.

Yes, that was the straw that broke the camel's back.

Yeah, that definitely didn't help--

that definitely didn't help.

Look at us.

We are here having our post-mortem.

They're playing football.

[inaudible] in the kitchen, because they

don't want to talk about it. - Yeah.

They don't care.

They don't want to-- they don't want to share their feelings.

Yeah, that's true.

And it makes us seem needy to have

to sit down and talk about it.

You know what, though?

We kicked out the only guy who doesn't snore.

[laughter]

Because it's true.

NARRATOR: Listen closely as Josh and Jordan whisper in the dark.

By me?

Yeah.

Kind of like, you're settling.

You thought that I was more physically attracted to you?

Well--

And I was just kind of like--

And that's what I'm telling you.

That's not cool.

When I'm telling you is I don't take what I can get,

and I--

just like, I think Brittany's a great person.

And I'm telling you.

OK?

But you know, like everybody has

different physical attractions.

Yeah.

And I'm saying that, it's like--

my physical attraction was immediately to you.

So this is all like a--

like--

This is what I'll tell you--

I wanna have sex talk?

Yeah.

Basically.

OK.

OK.

I love your stomach.

Yeah, your thighs when you ride a bike.

Your butt when you're wearing one

of those tight little outfits, you're about to ride a bike.

And--

So the whole bike riding thing is pretty--

Your, uh, sporting outfit when you jump in the pool.

Even the way you fix up tonight.

The way I fix up?

[laughter]

Yeah, what about when I get up in the morning?

And I have bags under my eyes, and I'm wearing

my dad's pajamas bottoms.

What about that?

Yeah, not so much.

Really?

See, it's purely sexual, then.

What do you find physically attractive about me?

What do I find physically attractive about you?

Mhm.

Um-- your body?

Mhm.

What else is there?

OK, that's pretty simple.

I gave you specific details.

Yeah, let me--

You want details?

In general.

Um-- I'm attracted to your posture.

My posture?

Your posture.

How is my posture?

How you carry yourself.

You know?

Like-- like, you have really good posture.

Like, you walk upright, and--

and, um-- you just carry yourself really well.

No, you're just in shape, and--

I just think you're cute.

OK, that's simple.

I have to be honest, my sex drive is like,

going crazy right now.

Mine, also.

And like, the thing with your cologne--

it's the same cologne my boyfriend wears.

You always tell me.

And I'm just like--

Are you serious?

Yeah.

OK, let me douse myself in it tomorrow night.

No, but I mean, he has it.

And I'm just like--

That's why when I walked by the other night, you went--

Drives me crazy.

Oh my god.

Can I ask you something?

Yeah.

If we weren't just in this house,

would you be attracted to me?

Yeah.

OK.

So all I have to do is sit here and wait for your response.

That's it.

NARRATOR: And now, a whole new Big Brother.

Josh and I had a talk last night.

And it was really difficult for me

because he basically said that he was really attracted to me.

I think Josh is beautiful, and I'm sexually attracted to him,

and I am attracted to him emotionally and mentally.

Somewhat.

You know, I want intimacy.

I want intimacy right now, and this is my world right now.

And I emphasize right now.

And I miss my boyfriend.

You know, I look at Josh and he reminds me of my boyfriend

in a lot of ways.

And he wears the same cologne.

I think the first he put that on it was just like--

rawr.

I don't want to avoid him.

Instinctually I'm like--

I'm drawn towards him.

And consciously I'm like--

I've got to stay away.

So-- I see--

I see it as being difficult.

NARRATOR: The heat gets turned up poolside.

Josh, do you remember last night?

Mhm.

All of it.

Do you remember licking me?

Do I remember what?

Licking me?

I know I did not lick you.

Do you remember licking me?

I do remember licking you, however.

Hey, tonight is the tent, huh?

I think I'm too sexually frustrated

to be in a tent with a bunch of people in close proximity

to me.

What kind of women do we want in the tent?

Nymphos come to mind, to tell you the truth.

You want a nympho in the tent?

Yeah, that sounds great.

I'm pretty close right now.

Oh.

I'm pretty close.

He goes, oh.

I am.

We shall see.

Yes, but my consciousness will override my carnal nature.

I will remain victorious over my bestiality.

Your bestiality?

Why are you denying your nature?

I'm postponing the surfacing of my-- of my carnal nature.

All right.

I'm so frustrated, though.

I'm so sexually frustrated.

Ugh.

You can always masturbate.

I'm not gonna masturbate here.

Would you guys masturbate here?

Nope.

Would you, Eddie?

Nope.

A bit chicken.

I'd choose masturbation.

I think I'd choose masturbation.

Sorry, I'm slutty.

Anyway, that's not it.

That's [inaudible].

Yeah, the black one--

I wonder why--

You have little tiny blonde peach fuzz.

You don't have any.

Well, you have little tiny, tiny ones.

OK, can you feel this?

Yep.

You can feel this?

The rest right here?

Mhm.

How about this?

I'll save you!

[laughter]

It's OK.

Try lifting his head up.

Try lifting his head up.

OK, I didn't actually take lifeguard classes.

I did.

I did.

Yeah.

I would be dead.

Good idea, either.

He's moving.

Oh my god, he can stay underwater forever.

Well, while you're on top of him I think it's necessary.

[laughter]

Oh, hello there.

How did this happen?

There she is again.

[music playing]

[laughter]

No, don't.

Stop.

Don't. Stop.

Yeah, yeah. Don't.

Stop.

Away with you.

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[music playing]

NARRATOR: George and Cassandra spoof a TV show.

Roll film!

Here we go!

Good afternoon, everybody.

This is cooking--

Brittany, get off the set.

With Cassandra and George.

I'm Cassandra.

And I'm George.

Good afternoon, Cassandra, and welcome to our program today.

I-- I'm glad to have such a lovely, and beautiful,

and talented guest.

Usually I have somebody like Eddie, but--

that's--

Well, it's a pleasure to be here, to be the guest

of such a virile, handsome man.

I understand.

I understand that. - Virile.

Ha!

George is virile?

Today we're going to be assembling

this barbecue grill, which we have over

here in this corner over here.

Cassandra, will you proceed with what you would like to do here?

OK.

Here, let me help you.

Yes, OK. - OK.

Proceed.

Now, what would you like me to do, Cassandra?

All right.

Now, I'd like you to set-- set that down on the ground.

OK.

Is this a hairbrush, Cassandra?

George, I think that this would be used for cleaning.

I'm not sure.

Your back?

For cleaning the grill itself.

Oh. OK.

Yeah.

That'd make one good backscratcher if nothing else,

Cassandra. - Yeah.

So maybe we'll set all those things aside until--

Oh, we have to do a commercial, Cassandra.

You know what I'd like to do during the commercial break?

What would you like to do?

I'd like to get our studio audience involved in the show.

OK. That would be fine.

I think it would be very good for us

to involve them in this show.

Young lady, hi.

How are you today?

Hi.

Aw, you're camera shy?

Oh, god.

[inaudible]

You picked me?

Oh, gosh.

How are you today?

Good.

Oh, good.

What would you like to say?

What would you like to say to everybody

today about our cooking show, huh?

You're cute.

Ohm y god.

You know that-- you know the women find me irresistible,

but you know, I can't go there at this point of the show.

Um-- anything else you'd like to say?

No.

No?

OK.

Well, thank you very much for being on your show today.

You will have a lovely parting gift, OK?

OK, we'll give you some hair dye.

[laughter]

What did you say?

Now, this tall, masculine gentleman over here.

How are you today, sir?

Fine.

OK.

Um-- what do you think of our-- our assembling the grill.

What do you think of the grill, the technique,

so on and so forth?

Any tips that you can add for this?

We'll gladly take it.

I think your show sucks.

I liked that other one better.

[laughter]

OK, moving on to our next guest.

Ah, who is this?

You look like you could be a Hollywood movie actress.

Oh, thank you, George.

I'm such a big fan of you.

Well, I understand.

All women feel that way about me, you know?

Yes.

You know, I understand that, you know?

It's that magnetism, and that charm that I throw off.

Now, tell us about your new movie coming up.

My new movie?

Well, it's inspired by your original infomercial

with the rotisserie grill.

Oh, yes.

And it's gonna be a blockbuster.

- It's gonna be good. - Yeah.

Yeah. - OK.

Now, was that with the burger maker?

No, it's your first one.

The rotisserie grill.

The burger maker was your fourth infomercial.

Oh, I understand. I understand.

Yes.

That's the one I bought the new Cadillac with.

- It works equally well. - OK.

- Yeah. - OK.

Yeah.

Well, I'm so glad to have you on our show today.

Come again. - Thank you.

I'm honored.

OK.

I appreciate the studio audience very, very much for being here

today.

OK?

Stay after once we get this assembled.

We will have steaks for everybody.

OK?

[applause]

OK?

NARRATOR: Eddie helps Jamie relax.

Eddie, why don't you give me a massage?

Like this?

Oh--

I'm excited.

My hands are so dry.

I'm getting the clippers.

I keep forgetting, and now--

Do you want my nail polish?

Yeah.

Let me trim these up first, though.

I have it in--

did you really get licensed to do this?

- Me? - Oh, man.

- Yeah. - No.

How did you learn, then?

Uh-- a friend of mine's--

girlfriend showed me.

As [muted] as that sounds, but--

A friend of yours' girlfriend?

Did she have a-- was she a licensed massage?

Masseuse? - No.

She had taken some classes, though.

She was close to getting her certificate at the time.

Because you like, use your elbow.

You do all this stuff when you massage other people, anyway.

When you massage other people.

Are these three for you?

No.

One's for George, and one's for me.

- Are you sure? - Yeah.

Why, do you want one?

Huh.

What is that?

Is it just like--

like, lactic acid in the--

you're going go up my shirt.

No!

What?

It's right here.

Relax.

I feel that.

Yeah, it's a knot.

Mm.

Here.

Oh, my shoe farted.

I hate it when it does that.

That's really good.

Isn't it to die for?

Karen, is it bad to have a massage like that?

Why?

Like, under-- I think he should be over my shirt.

Don't you think?

Oh, under your shirt?

Isn't that weird?

She has a bathing suit on.

You have a bathing suit on.

It's not like sh was naked, or something.

Except Eddie's kind of rude, so maybe--

it's probably-- anybody else I'd probably say no.

Are your hands tired?

Not yet, but I'm getting there.

NARRATOR: Later that night, the talk turns to love.

But wouldn't it be awesome just all of a sudden wake

up one day and know exactly like,

what love is, what it's supposed to be?

Know exactly why you're here, and you go like--

oh, that's what I'm supposed to be doing.

That's who--

Waking up and knowing what love is?

Yeah.

That means you've never been in love.

But--

I don't really want to know.

When it comes down to it, I want to try--

I want to try to know.

Like, that's what fuels me.

Like, trying to find out.

What love is?

But you've been in love. - Yeah, like--

So you recognize it.

I have been in love, but every time I've been

in love it's been different. - Right.

[singing]

I think that there's so much more

I can't experience in life.

You know?

And if I knew like, this is all it is,

I think I'd be a little deflated.

I like that unknown factor.

I like the mystery factor, definitely.

That's so romantic.

I think love is caring about someone unconditionally.

Uh-huh.

I don't believe in unconditional love.

[laughter]

OK.

That's your opinion.

And you're entitled to that.

And I said, I don't believe.

OK.

That's fine.

Because I think that--

well-- I might--

I believe it is unconditional.

I might believe that--

Then why is--

Like a mother--

How do you fall out of love, then?

You know, if it's unconditional, how do you--

That's what I told you the other night.

You never fall out of love. - I think you do.

Once you love someone, you love someone.

How do you manage to move on?

How do you move on?

Like, if you really, really love someone, how do you--

Because it's unconditional caring.

You care so much that you do move on,

because whatever's happening is bad.

What do you think?

What do you think love is?

I probably feel more that it is unconditional.

You don't have to lose control.

OK?

I don't agree with that at all, because I

would never lose control.

But I do believe that--

Cassandra.

I wouldn't.

It's just-- it happens.

I am a rock.

Not any man I'd love.

[laughter]

But, but, but, but, but I do believe that it can be

unconditional in the sense that you surrender a lot of yourself

to that person, and you're willing to do just

about anything for that person.

I agree.

That doesn't mean that if that person screws up or--

you know, does something that is so damaging to you

that you can't move on.

You know, unconditional love doesn't

mean that whatever they do, you're

always going to be there.

Right.

It just means that it is someone you accept wholly

and completely, and you're willing to open

yourself up to-- you know?

The losing control thing, like--

I define that as someone inspiring you to feel

something beyond your control.

Like, just intense emotions.

Whether it be anger or--

But I've had guys do that for me before,

and I wasn't in love with a guy.

You know what I'm saying?

I've had guys inspire so much intense emotion somehow,

but it wasn't that I had a passionate love for them.

It was something else.

Yeah.

I just think that love isn't really logical.

It doesn't make sense.

You know?

And a lot of times it--

it's not practical, and it's not--

like, I don't think I've ever had good timing.

Ever.

What do you guys think about love at first sight?

Like, do you think there is such a thing?

You see somebody, you're just like--

their chemistry, or--

I don't know.

I don't know, having never experienced it.

I think I have a huge fear, though, of falling in love,

and a huge fear of commitment.

So it's like, I'm just--

like, all over.

If I was going to analyze you, I'd analyze you that way.

Yeah.

Being that you're still a virgin at , and--

Yeah.

Just based on things you've said, I think--

based on things you've said, just about your personal life.

Not as much the virginity issue, but--

Like, I'm afraid that--

I don't want to get like, wrapped up in a guy.

Like, I see too many girls getting wrapped up in a guy,

and they're just like, about the guy,

and about what the guy's doing.

And then they cry, and they just, like, get all absorbed.

And I just-- - Yeah.

I wouldn't want to be with a girl

that got so wrapped up in me that she

lost her own character.

Yeah.

And you know, the thing is--

you're so young.

I mean-- obviously looking at you from my perspective,

you're extremely young.

But I just feel like you've got plenty of time.

It's like I want a guarantee, and there are no guarantees.

But it's like, I still want it.

I want-- I want a guarantee that it's not going to go to

[muted].

You know?

Yeah.

NARRATOR: The houseguests adjust to life without William.

I love you, Will!

This is weird, that this is only one person--

and he's the only one that's gone,

and it seems such as like-- such a small group.

Tiny. Yeah.

It seems-- I think it's really different.

The energy's really different, I think.

I don't know if it's just because he's gone, or--

other factors - I told him--

I said it wasn't that.

I think it was that we got over the nomination,

got rid of someone, and then now it's like we're starting over.

It's like the first day again.

That's how I feel.

Yeah.

I think everyone's kind of relaxed.

Yeah.

About--

But I think we still had to do something

with him, because I think he was so opinionated that he--

he stymied the group with--

I think people bristled around him.

Yeah.

You know, when he'd come into the room

people would be kind of on guard.

Yeah.

Because if you say something that he didn't agree with,

then he would definitely say something.

And so--

And sometimes you didn't have the energy.

- Yeah. - Yeah.

It's easier.

Yeah.

Much easier.

He's probably in some swanky hotel tonight, chilling.

With [inaudible].

Yeah, with [inaudible] and Jordan.

You losers.

Totally.

What losers we are.

They're here.

Yeah.

I think he's talking highly of me at this level.

I got up this morning, and I stood in front of a--

because I was the first one up, and I

stood in front of the camera. - Look how sloppy--

I did it in the dark.

I said good morning, Will.

I hope you got some good loving last night.

I sure as hell didn't.

- It's probably-- - Like.

[inaudible].

NARRATOR: Eddie reveals what's bugging him.

Jordan's constant backstabbing.

Smile to your face, all giddy and happy,

and then two minutes later talking illy

about you behind your back.

Jordan-- Jordan is known for that.

She'd been sitting in the room times past--

her and Will, as a matter of fact.

They used to be notorious for that.

And Brittany would overhear them several times.

Karen, George, and even myself on occasion.

Hear them in the room plotting this and that.

And last night I had a discussion--

Brittany is-- Brittany's uncertain

how she wants to approach Jordan,

because Jordan has created difficulties with Brittany,

and Brittany is asking my point of view.

And my point of view is not to let it get to you,

not to let it bother you, not to let it harm you

internally, in terms of-- you know,

get on your nerves and stuff.

Just brush her off like you don't care about her.

And Brittany's reluctant to do that.

She fears-- I don't know if it's hurting Jordan,

or what the story may be.

Brittany's still trying to salvage a friendship

with Jordan, being that they live within such close

proximity of each other.

NARRATOR: Josh and Jordan try to keep their affections

a secret from the others.

Yeah!

Yeah, baby!

OK, you gotta [inaudible].

[laughter]

You're so gross.

Gross.

[inaudible]

I'm so gross.

Gross?

They asked me about a billion questions about you, actually.

That's all I wanted to tell you.

Hey, you can't do that.

I can't do what?

Can't look away.

Oh, just tell you that and walk away?

You can't walk away from me.

But I just want to talk to you.

I told them exactly what I was telling you last night.

And they asked me, like, if I liked you,

and if I was attracted to you.

And how I felt like you having a boyfriend,

and if you didn't have a boyfriend, how

I felt. And basically I repeated everything

I told you last night.

Just said it on camera with a light in my face,

so it'd be better.

So what did you say about--

Basically they wanted me to repeat

my conversation with you, except in a better setting.

I thought they didn't get it.

I thought they didn't get it last night.

Well, I think they got it, but it wasn't under a good light.

OK.

Pick a card.

So what did you say about everybody else?

About everyone else?

Yeah.

Exactly what I told you.

That I was attracted to Brittany's personality,

and I was attracted to Jamie--

Shh.

I was attracted to Jamie, but like as a sister.

But that I was physically attracted to you, and all that.

Then they said-- but you know that she has a boyfriend.

And I would say yeah.

[inaudible]

And I said, but you never know.

I said, [inaudible].

Only because you came out and you said, you never know.

And I just--

[inaudible]

Oh.

But I'll tell you, today was the first day

I actually felt kind of crazy.

Not crazy, but-- it was more than just in my sleep.

Busted in there-- yeah.

Kind of-- how you doing?

Yeah.

Exactly.

That's so funny because I think everybody else

doesn't-- like, have a clue.

No, but-- they're more focused on Brittany and everybody else.

Yeah.

Which I love.

I love that.

I like that, too.

Because it's like--

I [inaudible] cover behind the scenes Jordan and Josh.

Like, [inaudible].

You know?

I'm gonna go to bed.

At least for now.

Yeah.

NARRATOR: In just four days the houseguests nominate

their own for banishment.

Find out who it will be Wednesday on a live edition

of Big Brother.

NARRATOR: In the wee hours, the houseguests play musical beds.

Hello.

Hey.

Hello.

What are you doing?

Can you just take it out?

So this is Curtis' and Josh's bed?

Yeah.

OK.

So you-- I think Curtis went to your bed.

Let's just all just go to bed in our normal beds,

because it's like the fort--

This isn't my bed.

Well, sleep on Curtis' bed.

We'll put the mattresses back, and everybody will just

go to sleep in their own beds.

OK.

[inaudible]

Come on.

You guys suck.

You wanna be next to Karen?

I wanna be next to Brittany.

She wants to be in between me and Karen.

I feel neglected.

You wanted to sleep on the floor.

I am neglected.

What about my [inaudible]?

Let's go back to where we were.

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