03x16 - Episode 16

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ANNOUNCER: Previously on "Big Brother."

JULIE: For the first time on "Big Brother ," we have a tie.

ANNOUNCER: As Head of Household, Gerry cast the deciding vote.

I vote to evict Eric.

ANNOUNCER: And Lisa was moved to tears.

Chiara became the new Head of Household.

I'm just excited that a girl has it.

And Josh was thrilled.

Chiara's Head of Household.

There's no way my Jew a*s goes up.

ANNOUNCER: When Danielle discovered Chiara had voted

to evict Lisa, she relayed the information

to Lisa to win her trust.

I swear on my children's life.

ANNOUNCER: Chiara discovered why her vote to evict Lisa

had backfired.

Jason hadn't voted as she'd thought.

This sucks, because I just realized that I

can't trust anyone, once again.

ANNOUNCER: Then, the entire house

was thrown for a loop, when it was revealed to them that one

of the four evicted house guests will be returning

to the Big Brother house.

Oh!

Oh my god!

[cheering]

After hearing a rumor from Josh, Chiara confronted Lisa.

I was told that you told Eric that you

couldn't trust me any more.

I swear to you, I have never uttered

anything negative about you.

ANNOUNCER: Then, at the nomination ceremony,

Chiara revealed a bold strategy, nominating her bedmate,

Roddy, along with Josh.

I entrusted you with something.

Unfortunately, I got to find out the truth.

Roddy, I'm so sorry I had to put you up.

You know I don't want you to walk out of this house.

ANNOUNCER: And both nominees were worried.

My stomach was definitely in my throat.

ANNOUNCER: Josh began packing and vowed to walk

out of the house immediately.

He said he's leaving.

He's packing. - Good.

It'll make our week that much easier.

ANNOUNCER: Will Josh stay to see who wins the Power of Veto?

Find out tonight on "Big Brother ."

[music playing]

Josh, the reason why I nominated you

was because I can't trust you.

I put Roddy up, which is probably

the craziest thing I've ever done,

because I know he could be a vote for you.

And I don't want one vote for you.

I've been totally lied to and worked by, you know,

an incredibly treacherous b*tch.

The fact that someone like that could get the support

of the entire house just proves, you know,

what a manipulative b*tch that she is.

The diabolical b*tch is coming through.

I'm not afraid to put the closest person to me

in this house up, because he decided

to go against what I want, which is

to vote Josh out unanimously,

I'm glad that she brought it to the table, using my name.

The Lisa thing is basically that she

was not gonna be loyal to me, that she

was gonna come against me.

And I spoke to Lisa and obviously found

out the truth behind that.

Because it gave me an open door

to approach Josh about what he supposedly overheard me say.

So what exactly did I say?

She, first of all, came to me, told

me that you can't be trusted.

She already said she was voting you out.

Nothing to do with what I told her.

I think Chiara, internally, is trying to cover her tracks.

I mean, she's obviously the one who's all about, you know,

deceit and lying when she votes to evict,

supposedly, her best friend from the house.

What I told her happened after she already voted you out.

I didn't get her to vote you out.

Roddy got her to vote you out.

So she's protecting her a*s right now.

And I could understand why.

OK.

But don't play with darkness josh,

because you don't know what you're gonna get.

She's questioning my--

my trust.

I mean, it's such an incredible cop out.

Chiara stops me outside, she's like it's gonna be all right,

right?

He's not gonna leave?

Everyone's gonna vote the right way, right?

We all gave our words.

Oh, I feel bad for you.

It's OK for me to suffer, but you can't suffer.

Oh.

I gave Chiara my word that I will not vote Roddy out.

I need your word.

All right.

Got my word.

However, if people are trying to call-- call your bluff,

then it's best to back away and let them believe they

still have power in this game.

Just give it to her.

We'll get her in due time, Lisa.

In due time.

Lisa is learning a lot from me to keep your mouth

closed and your eyes open.

You knew all day this was going down.

Josh, I'm on the [muted] block as much as you are.

You know-- you're not on the block.

You guys--

How do you that?

Josh, they came to me and said, you're going on the block.

You've covered your a*s on votes throughout the whole day.

I'm nervous out of my brain because

of what happened last week.

The votes don't turn out the way you want.

Please.

Josh, all I know is that I-- she asked me straight forward.

She goes-- she goes, if I put Josh up, what are you doing.

I said, I'm keeping Josh.

And she didn't want it--

that wasn't her agenda.

So she goes, you're going up.

That's how [muted] into keeping my word to you I am.

You know, don't be--

as much as you might be pissed, Josh, I told her--

I said, I'm keeping him.

I understand.

But then, you took that information to help

secure your a*s on votes?

You're gonna be mad at me for that?

I'm not mad at you.

Believe me. I'm not blaming you.

But for the fact, that's bull [muted]

because you're the one who got her to [muted] vote Lisa out.

You don't know that.

You weren't there for the conversation.

It's about me.

I want to go out there.

Should I? - Well--

[interposing voices]

You just assumed that, but that's what--

You did assume that.

That's what you told me.

You can't assert something.

I didn't assert that til right now.

[interposing voices]

And you said wait til the vote turns out, that-- that you

knew that she changed her vote.

And that was well before I told her anything.

Yeah, and I'm saying that I didn't convince you.

I didn't lobby and get Lisa out of the house.

We had-- you-- you had made your own choice, independent of me,

before I said anything.

It was all about like who had persuaded

me not to vote for Lisa.

The whole thing was just so ugly.

I gave you advice.

It was certainly independent to me.

You came to me the other night telling

me how you couldn't-- how I couldn't trust Lisa.

It was clearly what your conversation

was to me before I said to you anything

that I heard that night.

I know what she said.

And because she tells you she didn't

say it, after she knows that you voted

her out, what is she gonna say?

Oh, yeah, I did that.

Are you kidding me?

You know I did not influence--

I did not-- I'm not the one who got you to vote Lisa out.

I didn't you say you did.

Chiara thought that I was finding this information out

for the first time.

To say that I'm the one who got you

to vote [inaudible] ridiculous.

I didn't say you voted.

I said what you said--

She hates me?

Mhm.

For not using the Power of Veto to save her?

Mhm.

I still know what I heard her say,

that I can't work with you--

I can't work with her after this.

Why wouldn't-- what?

Why wouldn't I be able to work with her after what?

What did she do to me?

After she wouldn't use the Veto on you.

That's bull [muted].

Because when she got to Veto, I believe I went up to her right

away and said, Chiara, you know what,

if I was in your position, I don't think I would use it.

You're juggling, baby.

And you're dropping your ba*ls.

First of all you, shut the [muted] up.

You know what?

What?

I keep my mouth shut, my eyes open.

And I know a lot more about this house than you think I do.

Well, that's fine.

So just don't butt in on our conversation.

So don't tell me to shut the [muted]..

I mean, whatever.

When I walked away, out of my peripheral vision,

I could see in these mirrors, Chiara running right after me.

Part of me was tempted to just shut that mat

room door right in her face.

But I still need her on my side somehow.

This house is gonna get ugly.

He's gonna push the panic button

and he'll leave on his own.

He's already packing.

He's already--

- Is he already packed? - Yeah.

When I went-- when I went in there-- because all I wanted

to say to him, I went in there and I was like, so what

is this that you overheard.

And he went into this big, hug thing.

All I asked was what you overheard.

I didn't ask to know what the voting process was.

I didn't need to know who persuaded

who to vote against me.

It's very simple.

I thought it was my best interest to go my way,

because I knew the tie was gonna come down.

I vote to evict Lisa.

And I knew Gerry was gonna keep his word.

It's very simple.

What makes a difference is he's gone.

And I'm so glad, because I can't deal with liars.

You leaving?

That's it?

Yeah.

It's already-- I know your vote's already done.

I know that they got everyone's [muted] vote today.

I saw everything that went in that room today.

I saw everything that happened.

And Roddy even told me that she secured

everyone's vote already.

Listen. Listen.

Look at me.

Look at me.

My only chance would've been Gerry to Veto me

and they already threatened him.

And then, you're next on the--

I mean, it doesn't matter.

If you think for a minute that Chiara's an ally,

actions will speak much louder than words.

I mean, she voted Lisa out.

And then, all of a sudden, Lisa's still in the house.

So she she's got to come up with something to [muted] fix that.

Hello, Josh.

Now that I know that Chiara and Roddy campaigned against me

and she switched her vote, if I get Head of Household--

to breaking your word?

Almost.

I am contemplating to go against my word to get Roddy out,

because Chiara's dangerous.

And with Chiara and Roddy in the house, it's not a good thing.

By the way, she gave me a beautiful reason

why she voted against me.

Oh, so she did tell you that.

Well, she goes, do you understand

why I did what I did.

And I go, what'd you do?

She goes well, I knew what Jason's vote was gonna be.

And I knew deep down inside that it was gonna be a tie.

So I-- and I wanted it to be a tie.

So I voted the other way.

She's full of [muted].

Because then, she's telling you [muted]..

She's like this.

Because she wants to keep that eye contact with you,

so you believe her.

What's going on?

I thought you were coming outside?

Huh?

I thought you were coming outside.

I was.

Just having [inaudible] conversation with Josh.

He's all, if you think for one second

that you're gonna make it to the end--

I'm like, that's when you have to walk away.

He was really, really upset.

And I know why he was upset.

Because I'm upset.

He's mad, because he's up on the chopping block.

So it doesn't matter, because right now, it's just about him.

So by bringing him in to the HOH room,

I just wanted to make amends.

So you're mad at me.

That's twice that you've totally betrayed

your-- your word to me, twice.

It's not twice, Josh.

Yeah, twice, twice, clearly twice.

When you told me you're not putting me up,

then you put me up.

And when you're telling me that--

that you're gonna not vote against me

and you vote against me,

You know, I--

I haven't done this in a long time.

I haven't betrayed a friend.

And I truly feel Josh is a friend.

Unfortunately, we're playing a game here.

Roddy said to me, I'm so happy that you

won HOH, because I was afraid Josh was gonna put me up.

I asked you if you campaigned against us.

And you said you never have, no, you never would.

And you know what?

You've said enough, actually.

If you told me that you were doing this to protect Roddy,

that's fair enough.

If Roddy honestly feels that I was gonna put him up,

then you know what?

I don't even care about being in this house.

I really don't.

I just want to leave.

Why?

Because if you two [muted] betray me,

I don't want to be here.

Josh, I knew you were gonna get upset.

You're the only two [muted] in this house I had any

[muted] feelings of caring for.

If the two of you honestly feel that way,

then I'm glad I'm gone.

You're not leaving.

Oh, I'm leaving.

What are you doing?

Actually, I mean, once I walk out of here, it's all over.

So--

What do you mean walk out of here?

Dude, the vote's predetermined, Roddy.

And I'm not [muted] petitioning against you.

I'm not gonna sit here for a week,

like I'm [muted] lame duck.

What are you gonna do?

I'm walking out.

Wait.

Sit down and talk to me for a minute.

There's a lot to talk about now.

Josh, you're better than [muted]

walking away from anything.

Just don't want to really be involved with it any longer.

I've been dying to leave this place for a week, two weeks.

Josh--

I'm dying to get out of here.

I think you'll regret this for the rest of your life

if you walked out of here and be remembered

as the guy that was so angry he walked off the show.

You're gonna hate yourself for it down the road.

If you stuck around, what do you say, we weren't

gonna talk about the game?

Just be for a week and enjoy each other.

We could do that.

Let me hug you.

[inaudible]

Unpack then.

[farting]

Oh, Gerry, Gerry, Gerry.

Gerry, you know, he lives a life of his own.

Now is the winter of our discontentment.

Ger, sometimes you scare me.

We call him the Portable So What,

because, you know, I mean, if it wasn't for him, honestly,

we would have nothing to talk about.

They postulate the theory that they were able to suck

into some-- some little--

they called it the Clam Shell.

You guys, he went on a so what marathon today.

No matter how much you build up a system,

it's gonna to collapse.

It's like an Olympic event.

Here he comes.

Run.

Ger, you can have this chair.

It's like we do this bizarre, like, handoff.

No, no, no. It's not my turn.

It's your turn. No, no, no.

Please, not me. Not me again.

I can't take it.

He kept going on.

I'll make him stop.

[inaudible] It's like Forrest Gump.

Just talks about whatever.

It's like the average English writer's vocabulary,

something like , words.

He coughs over food.

I do not think that I am un--

unhygienic.

Although, I will say that the coughing could certainly

be an issue, because I haven't always been as careful as I

could be.

He washed his drawers in the kitchen sink.

No.

He does not.

His socks and drawers and underwear,

washed it in the kitchen sink.

That's why the towels were smelly.

Goes for broke every time we eat.

Can't shovel it in, you know, fast enough.

Always cleaning with his fingernail.

And then--

I think, possibly, this could be used as a diet way

of storing food for later on.

There's always food shortages in this house.

So possibly, if he gets hungry later,

he always has a full meal up above.

And when he wears his shirts, when he's working out,

he doesn't clean them.

He sticks them in the dryer with the clean clothes

to dry them off.

Today, he was sitting out there without his shirt on.

And I was like, please, God in heaven,

make him put his shirt on.

I did see him shower the other day.

I was very excited for that.

Not the person I actually wanted to see in the shower.

But at least he was cleaning.

I think it's highly, highly unfair for people

to get on my hygienic habits, when I don't see

anyone being truly any better.

Marcellas, would it be wrong to keep him here?

Danielle wants to take this opportunity

to get rid of Roddy.

Girl, that would be ba*ls out crazy.

I think that would be, like, ultimately, destructive.

Just think about it.

It's tempting.

Yeah, it is.

We will name three votes to get rid of Roddy.

This is the only time we'll have where one of them

is up and not both of them is up and I'm one of them

can walk and leave the other one just completely weak.

So Marcellas and I were just going

back and forth, back and forth.

And I said, but she can't get Head of Household next week.

We can get rid of her.

We were thinking all kinds of scenarios.

He goes.

And then, we turn around and, bam, that b*tch goes.

And then, we are clear.

Boy, my mouth watering, bro.

Girl, that jugular is exposed.

His neck is out here like that.

I was ready to go along with Danielle's plan.

The only way I would go through with it is I

wanted it to be definite that it was going to work.

You don't have the third vote.

I mean, if you think that we can sway Lisa.

I don't know if we can.

Jason, I love the boy.

He looked me in my eye.

He said, I can't do it.

And I went, that's fine.

I mean-- hey.

I don't want to go to bed.

So then, of course, she went to Gerry, who has

supposedly been on our side.

And the fact that we were just told that we may

have another house guest in--

Oh, I'm more stressed, because of the wrinkle of possibility

of Eric coming back.

I vote to evict Eric.

He is the most determined one to come

back than all the other ones.

Now, Gerry's thinking is if Eric comes back, he's a dead man.

And then, if he comes back, he comes back and he's--

and we're right back where he was,

because his allegiance will be to Roddy.

And so that got me to thinking.

I want to run, in my head, worst case scenario and a plan

beyond that.

Well, we'll talk again about it.

But this is a huge gamble.

My dilemma in this is it-- is it-- there's been a lot

of talk about giving your word.

And I-- you know, I had sworn that when Chiara informed me

what she was gonna do that I would

not make a move against Roddy.

If I don't put you on the-- on the block, do I have your word

that you won't vote him out?

Absolutely.

Absolutely.

On my dead mother's soul.

It's, you know, cold hearted.

It's strategic. It's nasty.

It's ugly.

It's "Big Brother ."

Can you go talk to Josh?

He's really upset.

OK.

[knocking]

What's going on?

I don't even want--

I mean, this is awful.

I don't even really want to hear this.

Josh, I can't tell you how unhappy I am about this.

Obviously, I am.

I [muted] am on the block.

And I'm telling you right now, Roddy, if I get the Veto,

I'm still using it on you.

I know the only way that Veto gets used if if I [muted]

win it and use it on you.

I think I'm gonna go to sleep.

Come on, guys.

Veto competition.

Let's go.

I really wanted to win this, to remove

Roddy from the hot seat.

And to prove to Roddy, myself, and the rest of the group

how trusting I really am.

I really don't know if I wanted it, just because it

put Chiara in a tough spot.

She's have to nominate somebody else.

The name of the game is clockwork.

You will see a series of five snapshots

fade in and out on the plasma screen.

They are specific events that have happened in the house.

After the first series of five, you

must go to the answer podium and list the events

you saw on the plasma screen in chronological order

from earliest and most recent.

For each correct answer in sequence,

you will receive one point.

After all of you have answered, the correct order

will play on the screen.

The house guest with the most points is the winner.

Are we ready to play With the Persistence of Memory?

Yeah.

The winner of this competition could open everyone's eyes

with the Power of Veto.

When I heard that we were gonna see snapshots

of ourselves, I was excited.

Oh my god.

The three of us had facial night.

It was one of the highlights.

You know, the girls had their way with the boys,

embarrassing us.

I can never go home.

I think my parents packed up and left New Jersey.

This was the first time we've seen ourselves on screen.

And I go, oh, I don't look so fat.

Me with tapioca in my rear.

I know I'm going to be teased to no end about that.

Marcellus and the chicken livers.

It makes me laugh every time I think about him just

gagging and then just shoveling them

down to win food for our team.

Oh my god.

The game was very difficult. The last two

was liver and facials.

And I couldn't remember if we did

that facials after the liver incident

or before the liver incident.

I did want to get the Power of Veto myself.

I tend to remember events pretty sequential.

I knew facials and livers happened

when I was Head of Household.

I just remember Slime Tank as being the first of the five,

because I remember we still didn't have hot tub privileges.

There was a little bit of a strategy

I had in the first round.

I knew that-- that there was a week

until the first food competition and we had

gotten the Jacuzzi before that.

Because I'm a visual person, when I saw what the pictures

were, me being able to stage events in the right order

was totally in my favor.

Oh god.

Oh my god.

I was very disappointed when I was

[inaudible] about in round one.

I expected to do better than that.

Chiara and Danielle were out in the first round.

I'm the only girl sitting on a couch full of guys.

It felt good.

That luau looked amazing.

I wasn't there.

I had a great time in the bowling ball.

So I'm glad that it showed.

But I looked like such a dork.

I was aware that the toast was a picture

from the very first night.

And that was sort of bittersweet.

The peanut butter bikinis might be the greatest moment

in here for all the boys.

I was definitely happy I made it to round two.

I still had a chance of winning the Power of Veto.

With the eviction, surprisingly enough, I

thought it was Eric's eviction.

[applause]

With a score of , Lisa, you hold the Power of Veto.

Actually, it's a perfect score of .

I keep going to here, are you really ready to play, Lisa.

But if she's really, really, really ready to play this game,

she will-- might want to think about her options.

Perfect score of , Lisa.

That's right.

I think I'm gonna have fun at making some people squirm.

The new Lisa came about when Eric left.

See you soon.

And when she got this special information.

Think about the votes.

I vote to evict Lisa.

And that's when I got very scared

for the rest of the house guests,

because there is a new Lisa in this house.

And I like her.

Can I have a discussion with you for a moment?

In my room.

In your room.

Sorry, Ger.

[interposing voices]

I'm not offended.

Just an innocent bystander.

OK, I want to let you know something.

And--

Uh oh.

You have my word on this.

Last week was last week.

And last week ended on Thursday.

The story goes like this--

[inaudible]

I don't-- you know, I don't want to hear it.

Because I don't want any single thing not to match up right now

and not to make me question the fact that I

already gave you my word.

So I'd rather not hear.

I know that a liar gives too much

information, gives more information

than you want to know.

And Roddy saying, maybe she doesn't like you.

Wait.

What did Roddy tell you?

I thought Josh told you?

Then, I went--

No.

Then, Josh told me.

She lied to me several times to my face.

It was one of the hardest decisions I have ever made.

You never had to know who voted for who.

I would've told you and it wasn't that I

was trying to hide it from you.

I was just making amends with her.

And hopefully, by the conversation that we had,

it opens the doors for us to be friends.

I tried to give my best acting performance that I could

today in the HOH.

And I'm just gonna have to keep it up.

I don't know how to tell Kiki to stop lying to me.

I can only tell her to keep her mouth shut so many times.

You can believe me.

You can not believe me.

She's such a liar.

She's-- she's-- she's the biggest liar.

I mean, I'm sorry.

I can't believe you.

You turned on Lisa, who is your girl.

You lied to me.

You-- you've done so many things.

She's got to go.

And the only reason-- the only way we can get her out

is if we get him out.

She's not strong if Roddy's not in the picture.

And honestly, I think Roddy is more dangerous than her.

That's right.

We need to get rid of him.

Because Roddy's her backbone.

That's right.

You know, I kind of agree with you about the Cancun thing.

All the crap I've endured--

You enjoying your peanut butter and jelly?

And the people who went out got to go to [muted]

Mexico while I was here, like--

I just don't understand why they'd

want to come back if all they did was just make fun of us.

Eric's the only one I'd feel comfortable letting back,

because he just left.

I would love Eric to be back in the house.

Do you miss Eric?

Mhm.

Yes, I do.

I hope Eric gets it.

I hope Eric gets it.

I think of Eric returned, that would--

that would create a weird feeling in the house,

especially when he finds out someone

like Jason betrayed him so.

I would love for anybody to come back.

And somebody coming in from the outside, just that in itself

is really cool.

Like, are there people out there?

Was your family there?

They go to the outside world and they come back

and they have stories to tell.

What was it like flying again?

Tell me about flying again.

What's that like?

Was it weird having a watch and knowing what time it was?

All these things that are so normal to everyone else,

but seem so amazing to us in this house.

I miss Amy tremendously.

She didn't want to go home.

Even when there was nothing to do,

I could just go and be with Amy.

Amy's presence in the house brightened me.

I think Amy is a real special person.

But Amy coming back, I don't know what a great idea it is.

I really don't.

Anybody that comes back, especially the further back

that they left here, Lori or Tanya,

it's going to be tough for them to come in and fit in again.

If Tonya returned to the house,

it would be like girls night out, a chick prison flick.

And they would just be like--

[singing]

Lorena Bobbit, chopping things off and throwing them aside.

I think they would just go after every man in the house

and just eat them up and spit them out.

OK, guys, this week's America's choice.

ANNOUNCER: The house guests are settling into their new home.

What would you like to send them as a house warming gift?

A blender, a microwave, a massage chair.

A microwave.

Microwave.

I can see the bow.

I can see the bow.

[interposing voices]

Oh my goodness.

Oh, look, on a table.

Ooh!

Hey, guys, there's stuff inside of it.

No, there isn't.

Popcorn?

We love America.

Oh, that's awesome.

It's popcorn.

[interposing voices]

Let's pop it now.

Let's pop it now.

Let's pop it now.

We got sweet and buttery.

We got light butter.

We got movie theater butter.

Egg poacher.

Wow.

Roddy, something to red.

Let's eat this popcorn.

Way to go, America.

I love popcorn.

That is great.

Here it is.

The time.

You guys, we have a timer.

Yeah.

The microwave came with a clock.

Hm.

You all right?

Yeah.

It's kind of cool, actually, to have a time set

and we could be totally off.

All right.

We set it for o'clock.

But the fact of the matter is it's our time.

It's what we call Big Brother Time.

It doesn't matter if it's right or if it's wrong.

It's our time.

And that's where we live by.

If it says o'clock, good enough for me.

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I have never laughed as hard as I

laughed with him in this house those first few days.

Hey, watch the wee wee.

Peek-a-boo.

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That's Mr. p*nis.

I loved his sarcasm.

And it could've been wrong.

And it could've been rude at times.

But it just-- it was funny.

Marcellas is gonna start paying me some attention.

I don't understand who Josh is.

And I will never understand who he is.

Josh is abrasive.

Hey, Ger, now, come outside while I

burn off my hemorrhoids.

Josh is lewd.

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Josh is disgusting.

That's just a futile effort.

I mean, he is a-- he's a goofball.

Hello, I'm Mr. Bishop.

I love people that are clowns and having

fun and enjoying life and not taking things too seriously.

From day one, Josh made me laugh like nobody else.

But I think that there's a really deep sadness in him.

There's so much more in his eyes.

Look at those eyes.

Eyes can tell you everything.

And you know, his eyes are sad.

At the end of reading the letter that Josh said,

just some--

some nice words--

You're a great guy.

You really are, no matter what I say about you.

Those are the kind of moments that I've

had with Josh in this house that just mean so much.

You know, I know--

I know that there's a great guy down inside.

Joshy, I think, is a softy inside.

That's part of the reason I like him so much.

I have so few friends.

Friendship mean-- means a great deal to me.

You met a pretty good friend in this summer home.

Yeah, I mean, you're one of the greatest people

I've ever met in my life.

I may not have the most friends in the world,

but the friends I do have, I truly cherish.

I feel the same way, Joshy.

I know you do.

That really makes me feel good, but I'd rather you in the house

than me have a chance at it.

But I don't want to be here with you voted out.

I'd have to say, in short, I love Roddy.

You know, he's someone that is dear to me.

Well, Joshy's a very emotional person, a rare person.

And I'm glad I got to meet him here.

[crying]

What's up, babe?

Well, I'm gonna just lay this out here.

You take it for what it's worth.

I don't expect you to--

I respect the fact that you're even letting me talk.

One, flat out, I'm not gonna ask you to use the Veto on me.

But I am gonna pretty much beg you to use it on Roddy.

People have told everyone that they're gonna vote one way.

And every single week, it's never been what

we thought it was gonna be.

You know Roddy well enough and you

know how good he is to everyone in this house

and how he goes out of his way to be kind.

I don't know, Lisa.

I don't really-- I wish--

I wish I had the right words.

And I mean, I would give you anything.

I would do anything to get that guy off the block.

I so-- god, I so wanted to win this competition.

I don't want this for me.

I love, Rod. OK?

I-- I-- I know that people have used that information

against me in this house, saying Josh is gonna put you up

and Kiki's tried to use that as an excuse

to me of why she put me up.

I just-- I just beg you to use that Power of Veto

on him, because that man does not deserve to be there.

I'm done.

I'm not gonna ask you anything.

Or what you're gonna do or whatever.

Just please, just look in that heart.

That's all I ask.

Thank you.

Thank you.

Guys, I'm holding the Power of Veto meeting.

Can I please have everybody in the living room?

Before the Veto meeting, I was very calm.

OK, everybody, this is the Power of Veto meeting.

And Josh and Roddy, you are up for action.

And I have the power to save one of you.

I'm gonna give you a chance to tell me why I should.

Roddy, you go first.

I know it's a very hard decision and a hard choice

when you have the power.

And I know you'll make the best choices you can.

And whatever it is, I support what you're gonna do.

I want to start by saying, I think that this

week of-- of deceit has been--

has been really, really unfairly done.

I think for someone like Chiara to get up there and question

my trustworthiness, someone who, in the opening

days of this house, swore to me she would never vote to evict

me did days later, someone who nominates her own boyfriend

for eviction knowing that three out of the four

votes in this house have gone the opposite way as the person

has planned, someone who has a three day smear

campaign against her best friend and votes her best friend out

of the house, someone who promises me she would not put

me up for nomination and does, clearly

is not a person questioning somebody

else's trustworthiness.

I saw Chiara squirm, because he was telling the truth.

I implore you to go with your heart and your gut

and remove this man who has no business

being here from being here.

Because I was kind of agreeing with Josh,

I was actually contemplating using the Power of Veto

to save Roddy.

I have a decision.

And Josh, speaking with my heart is exactly what turned you

against me in the first place.

I'm gonna honor her easy week, because my heart

doesn't hear your words.

Fair enough.

So I'm not using the Power of Veto.

Sorry, buddy.

I didn't use the Power of Veto, because by me using it

and by her having to make the decision

of who to put up that would've had her be out to get me again.

I'm hurt by the things he said.

But honestly, if it came from anyone I cared about,

it would hurt more.

I'm sure I had to make her feel slightly uncomfortable,

because you know that no matter what anyone says,

the truth does hurt.

Inside she knows what a ruthless scumbag b*tch she is.

Thanks.

Welcome.

It's so ironic that she was the one doing her dirty work.

Chiara fought so hard to get her out.

It's so ironic.

She needed a hug, because she felt horrible,

which she should've.

The fact that he just--

Tore you apart?

[knocking]

Lisa and I are like, oh, you know, we're acting

like we're supporting Chiara.

But Josh was telling the truth.

Can you hug me, because I am so upset.

Like, I'm not upset--

Chiara, you ain't fooling nobody.

We're just fooling you.

As long as I could keep trying to be

her buddy through this until it's time--

her time to go, I'm not--

I don't-- I really think that she thinks she's forgiven.

And I think Roddy thinks he's forgiven as well.

How you feeling?

Oh, awesome.

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Someone who made me seem like a horrible person

when I put you up.

I'm not gonna stoop down to his level.

I really think that's the way to go.

All right. Put that down for one second.

I just think this is the appetizer.

I think the main course is coming Thursday.

There's gonna be--

be people who are just maybe shocked

and disgusted by some of the things I may say on Thursday.

I'm gonna try to hurt her the way she tried and did hurt me.

And I'm gonna make her feel as worthless as she really is.

ANNOUNCER: Who will be evicted next from the Big

Brother house, Roddy or Josh?

And which of the evicted house guests will be returning?

Find out live, tomorrow night at / central.

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