04x04 - Episode 4

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NARRATOR: Previously on Big Brother .

Eight strangers moved into the Big Brother House,

where they were confronted with the news

that five of their exes would be joining

them as fellow houseguests.

No!

NARRATOR: The original eight made a pact

to get rid of the exes first.

Oh!

NARRATOR: In the first Head of Household competition,

a deal was cut between chums, sparing Justin and Robert

from possible nomination.

I got you.

I got both of you.

Go.

NARRATOR: And Nathan was crowned the first Head of Household.

JULIE: Congratulations, Nathan.

NARRATOR: As the first nomination ceremony approached,

cracks started to appear in the original alliance of eight.

Never think for a moment that we're not eight.

I'm like oh, OK, yeah, pbth.

NARRATOR: And Erika and Scott seemed

primed for possible eviction.

But ultimately, Nathan stuck with the elite eight,

nominating exes Jee and Amanda.

Amanda, in an game sense, I feel like, you know,

I can't trust you.

NARRATOR: Upsetting Scott in the process.

I'm going to do everything I can

in this house to send that hick boy home.

NARRATOR: Will Scott jump to his ex, Amanda's, defense,

and turn the elite eight against him in the process?

And tonight, one of these houseguests

will leave the Big Brother House.

This is Big Brother .

[music playing]

[music playing]

Amanda, Jee, I've chosen you guys.

Amanda, the reason I've chosen you

is because I don't trust you.

Jee, I just need somebody to compare up against Amanda.

I knew I was going to be nominated,

just for some weird reason.

But the only thing that bothered me

was him saying that he didn't trust me.

It just seemed really harsh for the first week.

You all right?

I'm fine, I knew it.

I thought he would go the safe route, you know,

the whole speech, you know, Nathan's speech.

So definitely it was surprised when he told Amanda

that I don't trust you, and she is there

kind of as a comparison to you.

I just thought the whole way Nathan handled that event,

I thought it was bull [bleep].

Amanda, I just don't trust you.

I don't trust you, Amanda.

I haven't had the chance to know you,

but you obviously don't want to sleep with me,

so hey, you're up for uh, to get out of here.

I just think that three girls fawning over one guy--

the guy being Nathan-- is enough.

I nominated Amanda for eviction

because I just felt like no one trusts her in our alliance.

I nominated Jee, just primarily as a pawn.

You know, I think Amanda needs to go.

I'm sorry.

That's OK.

I would not have given the same speech.

It's a hard thing.

I'm not critical of Nate, because I've

never walked in those shoes, and there's

a lot of pressure on him.

I wouldn't have said anything about trust.

Today's nominations were really, really exciting.

It was just great to see Erika sweat her a*s off, man.

She was shaking at the end of that thing.

I kind of put on a little act, that I

was a little bit emotionally distraught

about the whole situation.

I don't know, just because I felt like it.

Just because I wanted people to think that I was rattled,

that I was emotionally invested.

Not that I really--

I could really care less, actually.

There was a little bit of acting

on my part right afterwards, when I saw Erika crying.

She said that she didn't like to see people hurt, and whatnot.

And I'm thinking, how am I supposed

to believe that, when we all signed up

for this for the same reasons?

[laughing]

Everyone was around the kitchen having cookies and ice cream,

like we were celebrating.

And I don't know, I just don't think that's smart.

I think people need to play the--

gosh, that was so hard, I feel horrible card,

at least for a little bit.

[laughing]

People were kind of partying, Amanda was

outside, just sitting there.

That whole thing sucked.

It really did.

Dude, that's only the beginning.

I know, I just felt like [bleep]

You and I should be, like, somewhat happy.

What did you say?

We're supposed to be somewhat happy.

I'm not happy at all.

- Stop, guys. - But it's like, our exes--

We can be happy.

Our exes on the block.

She hates me and I love her.

Hear that?

That you hate me, and I love you.

[music playing]

If you want to--

If you want to talk, I'm here, lend an ear.

Scott was very sweet.

Scott-- I think Scott was actually mad about the way

that Nate said it, which I thought was sweet.

Scott stepped up, for sure.

Are you OK?

No, I'm not, actually.

I feel a lot worse than I thought I would.

Fight to stay in.

Yeah, but I think he made it very clear who he wants out.

I don't know.

We'll see.

If there's a veto power competition,

we've got to [bleep] kick a*s and take no [bleep]..

You do?

Hell yeah.

Me and any of us.

No, you don't want to take it.

Yeah, I gotta watch my [bleep] back right now,

at least if I want to stay in the game, right?

Well, you're going to stay in the game.

I guess the whole HOH thing, and the nomination thing really

brought out my game side.

I am speaking to, you know, people here and there,

and I'm just trying to really gain everybody's

total trust right now.

You know, the votes aren't going to be changed

as much as you think they are.

Because like, I hear Alison say she's going to vote this way.

No, I trust Allison and you, Robert.

Only person that I'm just a little slight bit iffy,

is I haven't spoken to Dana.

Like, can you confirm that she--

Yeah, absolutely.

She is definitely going for Amanda.

Absolutely.

What about Michelle?

Michelle feels like it's gonna be a blowout,

she feels bad for Amanda.

So she's like-- she was like arguing with Nate

that she wanted to like, vote for Amanda,

just because she felt bad.

But like, Nate's been working on her.

I worry about the little ifs and buts.

You know, like Michelle, she seems like she kind

of floating back and forth.

Who could possibly vote for Amanda right now?

Scott, Erika, we'll say Jack, David.

David, I know he's totally like the floater

around the house, like they're all scheming,

everyone's scheming around.

So that kind of worries me a little bit.

Honestly, it could be a little tight.

If something goes wrong, it could be a little tight.

[music playing]

[laughing]

I'm not done yet, dude.

I gotta go bald!

I told Jee that I would cut his hair for him.

What is this?

I kind of messed him up a little bit.

There is like no hair right here.

Jee let Scott get to him, and Scott had

created this kind of bowl cut.

Jee was almost in tears, he's like Ali,

please, fix my hair, please.

Why would you do that?

Because he said that he could cut hair.

Shave it, maybe.

He says he was a barber.

I said I--

You said you were a barber!

[laughing]

You said that to me!

And Jee, being as gullible as he is, thought that, you know,

Scott was an actual hairstylist/barber,

what have you.

When all he is is a freaking waiter.

I'm a waiter, dude.

That is some funny [bleep].

Oh man.

Pretty sure I was [bleep] around, dude.

I'm about to shed a tear right now.

Is it fixable, in the back? - I think it is fixable.

[music playing]

She's doing the right thing, that's what--

I was about to do that before she rudely took over.

Oh, it looks--

I mean, you can't even tell.

I'm so happy now then.

It looks like it's going, like this.

- Like straight? - Yeah.

You want to kind of angle?

Yeah maybe, probably just cut like a little bit here.

You know what I'm talking about, right?

Yeah.

[buzzing]

Is that more angled for you?

Holy [bleep].

[music playing]

Like, that's what he wanted.

What the hell happened to the left side of his head?

He was like, shave it.

I look Ret*rded, right?

Can somebody help me?

I would just shave it off if I were you.

I didn't want to help him out, so, you know,

I suggested that he should shave it all off,

knowing that that would probably be even worse.

I'm shaving it all, right.

I-- yeah.

So then he was like, all right, just shave it.

So then I just started shaving his head.

Am I going up, or am I going down.

I don't know--

[knocking]

Come in.

The-- oh [bleep] Oh my gosh.

Oh my gosh.

I didn't know what to do, so he was like,

get a guy who knows how to shave head-- like, use the razor.

Call the Ranger, then.

[military drums]

Sup?

Dave.

I'll give you a high and tight if you want one.

Ranger haircut.

Let's do that, man.

You want to do that?

That's the only haircut style that I can give,

because of my time in the army.

[music playing]

I basically butchered him.

You did a good job.

Thanks, dude.

I think it looks horrible.

I think Jee looks horrible right now,

I think he looks like he definitely

just stepped off the boat.

It actually ended up pretty cool, so I like it,

I'm digging it now.

Man troll, man troll, she's a wonderful man,

she's a wonderful man.

The man troll can, she can do it, cause she is a man.

[music playing]

Dana's a man troll.

A man troll's dangerous, you've got to watch out for her.

She's not very stable.

I will blow this whole house up.

A superhero for the millennium.

Is she a man?

Is she a troll?

Scott calls her the man troll.

He doesn't like her at all.

I don't know--

I don't know if she knows that.

Don't tell me I'm a [bleep] man,

that's a little disappointing.

I was pissed.

[laughing]

And then I was like, maybe I shouldn't tell her.

[music playing]

I know, as soon as I came into the kitchen,

she told me that Amanda told her.

He's been calling me a man--

"she's a man troll, and [bleep] b*tch."

Man troll, man troll, where are you, man troll?

Come in.

Yeah.

I shouldn't take it worth anything, right?

I mean, even if it is true, it doesn't

really matter what anybody thinks of anybody else, but--

[music playing]

I am a girl.

For as much as I don't try to be the girly girl, I am a girl.

I'm going to let it go.

I'm just going to let it go.

I am, because it doesn't matter.

Scott has done everything to get on my very last nerve.

You piss me off, you gotta go.

[music playing]

[music playing]

Erika and I got up this morning around o'clock,

and no one else was up.

It seemed to me that our activities were

just kind of normal and h*-hum.

I didn't quite understand why she wanted

to clean and not eat breakfast.

But hell, that's all right for me.

[music playing]

If you're going to have a maid, you ain't going to have

a better maid than Erika.

[music playing]

Working in the FBI for years, I had

long periods on surveillances.

This is a three-month surveillance.

Like, that is the most interesting job, I think, ever.

It was, yeah. Undercover.

Did you have to do any of that?

No, I worked in the intelligence area.

The people we have in this house are sophisticated,

and I think I've got to make on 'em.

I think that's the coolest thing.

Yeah, I do too.

It was fun.

Assets provide intelligence.

You need an intelligence base.

I've learned a lot, man, like, in college and stuff,

about how life works.

You've got to, man.

My greatest asset in the house is Nathan.

His charisma sets him apart, there's no doubt about it.

Dude, he was in the [bleep] FBI.

Erika is a very smooth, cool person under control.

David is smarter than he lets on, and I think mentally,

he'll kick anybody's a*s in this house.

Jun would be what we would call in the FBI, a liability.

She's not tough enough to stay in this house long,

unless we want to eat real well.

Michelle is a girl and a house full of women.

She's good eye candy.

Dana is a person being sent from the other side--

that is, she's committed to Justin.

We're beginning to wonder whether she's a double agent.

Allison is a daddy's girl, I don't

think she's a strong player.

Scotty could wear thin on the other houseguests.

I think if you have a very strong personality,

it may be fun at first, but you may weaken your strategy

of survival in the long run.

Justin is the strongest player in this house,

in terms of mental and physical ability.

I don't think there's anything he can't do.

He's absolutely focused.

I need to get back in sync with you guys.

If you listen, and don't talk so much,

in any kind of situation-- whether it's law enforcement,

or at the office, or here under the pressure

and fun of the Big Brother House--

you'll do a hell of a lot better.

Hey guys, let's go [bleep] around.

What's it mean?

Once again, the power of veto will shake things

up in the Big Brother House.

Each week we will have the opportunity to save one

of the nominees from eviction.

Everyone will compete, including the Head of Household,

and current nominees.

The winner of the veto medallion can upset the balance of power

in the house by taking one of the nominees

off the chopping block, forcing the Head of Household

to nominate a replacement.

Don't worry, the Head of Household cannot

nominate the veto holder.

This year's veto is even more powerful,

because every veto is golden.

Here she is.

All right, the golden veto allows the nominees

to veto themselves, saving them from possible eviction

that week.

I have to look out for myself, and get that veto power,

because that means that I can take myself

out of the nomination block.

If the Head of Household wins the golden veto,

they can either keep their nomination intact,

or make a change.

Tomorrow, we will compete for the veto.

The difference is is that this year, you can

take yourself off the block.

Once again, take a look at it.

I am going to try very hard to win the golden veto.

I don't want either Amanda or Jee to win it,

and to want to take themselves off.

All right, this meeting is adjourned.

I'm very excited to try and win the golden veto.

It's absolutely great.

Man, that kind of throws everything for a loop.

I'm just going to try to win the veto if I can.

[music playing]

Hey, Amanda.

Are you like, working on people?

Or trying to stay?

Um.

Not really yet, only because I'm not sure who to work.

I think I'll be leaving.

The year and a half Amanda and I

have been not together-- everywhere I went,

I would think of her.

And it's a bad place to do it, on national TV,

to tell the whole world that I'm still

in love with my ex-fiance.

There's nothing more I'd in this world,

is to get a second chance from her.

I really enjoyed the time.

I know the first couple days, I was a total a*s [bleep]..

I have a bad feeling about Scott.

Scott's been running around professing his love

to Amanda all of a sudden.

I mean, a few days ago, he was cursing her.

Actually, I was trying to have a mature conversation with you.

- How is that mature? - Actually, shut up.

I've had enough of you.

And now he's telling her I love you every five minutes.

I honestly think that if Scott won the golden veto this week,

he would use it to save Amanda.

I have like, this pile of just like, you.

And I put it in the closet, because I

couldn't bear like, to look at it, you know what I'm saying?

Because sometimes I go through my drawers,

and a picture of you would pop up.

And I'd just be like, ahh.

When we broke up, I--

I was done.

I wouldn't want to hurt his feelings,

or I wouldn't want to, you know, have

him take something the wrong way, and kind of freak out.

Understand I've really enjoyed the time

that we got spend together.

I've missed you a lot.

[music playing]

[music playing]

You're just like, a little rat that can sit in the corner.

Don't instigate.

It's a lot that out of nowhere--

You, honestly, you need to thank me.

You have not said thank you at all.

If it weren't for me, and me letting you date me,

you wouldn't be here.

The [bleep]?

If I knew you were in here, I would have not came.

I would have not came, if you would have been--

Well, what the [bleep] I'm gonna thank you for?

Because you're here.

I don't want to be here.

Well, then walk out that door.

What the hell is that?

The only girl in this house that I'm not attracted to

is Allison, my ex.

You know, I've seen a different side of her that, you know,

was kind of unattractive to me.

You shouldn't be here.

Why?

Because I shouldn't have dated you.

[laughing]

We didn't date.

We were just [bleep] buddies, right?

Remember?

Justin is my ex-boyfriend, he will remain my ex-boyfriend.

You're feeling sorry for yourself.

I don't feel sorry for myself, I feel sorry for you.

Thank you, 'cause I do too.

And I will only refer to him as my ex.

If you had one more chance to have sex with Justin,

would you do it?

Oh yeah!

[interposing voices]

Having sex with him wasn't bad, per se.

And it's been a while.

You gotta be truthful.

Oh!

[interposing voices]

Good answer, good answer.

Why not?

I mean, you really got nothing to gain,

and nothing to lose, except for maybe a boyfriend at home.

[music playing]

What the hell is that?

When we first walked out of the house today,

we were all aware that it was going to be the golden veto.

Like, I didn't know what to expect,

and then I saw the ropes, and the knots.

OK guys, today will be our first golden veto competition.

Yeah.

Woo.

Yeah, golden veto.

The golden veto means that even if you are nominated

for eviction, you can win the veto,

and remove yourself from nomination.

So the stakes are high.

The first veto competition is called "Feeling Knotty."

[laughing]

And here is how it works.

Connect the belt around your waist.

[music playing]

You must twist the belt so the end of the rope

is on your stomach.

The object of the competition is to take your veto symbol

and place it on the post.

There is not enough slack in the rope to get to the post

right now.

Untie your knot to create slack.

The person whose ring gets to the bottom of post

first will win the first golden power of veto,

and the power to change the nominations.

If the power of veto is your greatest hope,

make sure there is no knot left in your rope.

Don't touch the knot.

I kind of caught Scott touching his knot

when he shouldn't have been.

I don't think it's a secret that he

and I have some kind of little tiff going on all the time.

So are we ready?

We're ready.

[cheering]

All right, all right.

[music playing]

[whistle]

[music playing]

When I saw that veto competition,

I really knew exactly what to do.

I was totally trying to kick a*s,

'cause I really wanted that.

It definitely uses your brain, and you

need to have a little bit of agility,

and a little quickness, too.

I figured it was going to be a tough one.

I just knew I wanted to win.

You had to, I guess, climb through the knots,

and like, twist around.

And I was just like, trying to follow it through.

[music playing]

I was looking at them, and I was trying

to like, literally undo them.

And I was just watching Nate go crazy next to me,

and I was like, what's he doing?

I just tried my best to really get it.

I definitely didn't want a couple players getting it--

Scott and Amanda-- because I wanted to secure the spot.

Dana beat me.

That was like, split-second.

I hate to lose pretty much anything I do.

I was disappointed that I got beat by a chick.

I was pissed, but I still, at that time,

I did not realize how they had done it so quickly.

I was like, in shock that it was already over.

I'm disappointed that I didn't grab that veto power.

I was trying to really pull it off,

but it just wasn't working.

Our winner of the rope "Feeling Knotty" contest

is our lovely Dana.

[cheering]

Beat me by a half a second.

By a half a second.

Half a second.

You go, girl.

I just really wanted to win a competition.

You know, like, I'm just so competitive by nature,

and my time was due.

Dana is still a little iffy in my mind.

I don't want to assume that, you know, I am safe.

Yeah, I'd like to believe it, and I do believe it right know,

but I can't totally assume that.

The girls are totally the strong influence for Nathan.

I'm thinking about talking to Dana, because her

and Nate are very good friends.

Good job.

Thank you.

But I don't know--

I honestly don't know if she'll use it.

[music playing]

Take it off.

I like, just fell in love with you.

You have to stand there and wear that all night.

That's so hot.

Nathan is just somebody that I am

flirting with to win $,.

I dress to impress.

Sure do.

By me a flirting with him, I'm going to be

able to get more out of him.

[music playing]

Oh God, you're crazy.

That's right, I think you should give me a massage.

You know, Alison, she's kind of my girl.

I think she wants me to make the first move.

[laughing]

Oh my God.

You're cruising for a bruising.

Why don't you give me a kiss, on the cheek.

No.

You give one to me.

Nathan might be the biggest meathead

I've ever met my entire life.

And he doesn't know what was going on,

and he's messing up his game.

But in a way, that's good for me,

because that's going to make him a target,

before I make myself a target.

[sniffing]

I'm just smelling you, yo.

He's a very, very, very handsome guy.

But probably not weekend, or a long-term material.

That wasn't that good.

That's all I got, there.

[music playing]

I'm so--

I was picturing-- before that--

I have no business picturing, because I'm

not going to get any of--

Alison, Dana, and I have been engaging in a lot of girl talk.

We are always talking about guys.

What were you going to say about Nate?

He always brings up church.

Church?

Like, I believe in God, but--

Is he a Mormon, what is he?

Probably.

He's a Mormon?

Obviously Nathan is like, the Greek god of the house.

He's adorable.

I mean, he's every high school girls wet dream.

I mean, what can you say?

Justin.

Well, is he good?

No, he goes-- he makes the ugliest faces ever.

Oh my God, please.

Ever, oh my God.

Like, I would have to close my eyes.

When you met him, was his ear like that?

I don't know if I could get past that.

Justin's got the bad ear thing going on.

That's a problem, that's a turn off for me, off the bat.

His cauliflower ear's just like this

red, throbbing, swollen thing.

And a lot of girls can't get past it.

You can't even tell me Jee was decent.

He's a freak.

Really?

In bed.

I'm starting to get really horny,

it's going to be a problem.

I'm so--

Get with him.

Dave?

Oh my God.

David's little bit of a nutcase.

He's cute, though, huh?

Oh!

There you go.

His body's great.

Can you imagine the faces he would make?

If you get three girls together who are around the same age,

there's going to be a lot of girl talk.

Yeah, I was looking at Erika's a*s today, right?

With clothes on, it looks better.

But in her bikini, it's like--

yeah, it sags.

Yeah.

Amanda's beautiful.

I think she is, to an extent.

She's exotic.

But it's like--

She's exotic pretty.

Amanda's way too skinny, and her legs

are not very attractive, because she's so thin.

Michelle's got a hot little body,

I will not take that away from her.

But I don't think her face is that pretty.

I don't like her, I think it looks like a little girl.

Yeah, she still has like, a little baby fat.

I really don't think that if I were a virgin,

I would have my butt hanging out all over the place.

Because seriously, if you're not going to give it up,

you really shouldn't be flashing it that way.

See this?

Not cool.

- Not cool? - No.

What is it, a muscle?

No it's a big, fat hunk of cellulite.

It's looks like a muscle.

As far as Allison goes, I don't think

she has the prettiest face.

If she were to get like, a nose job, maybe, I think her face

would look times better.

[laughing]

Dana's eyes are like a huge saucer.

I definitely wouldn't want her hair.

It's a little frizzy.

Not to say, you know, that I'm perfect.

Far as my body goes, definitely the soft, jiggly kind of girl.

I think I'm a real woman that way.

[laughing]

Oh, Mom.

You're not hearing this as home.

It's girl talk.

Enough with the breadcrumbs, can

you put [bleep] cheese and macaroni

in the [bleep] damn oven?

Oh God, I'm the biggest loser in the house.

[bleep] ice cubes, [bleep] [bleep]..

Oh my God.

I guess we're done.

Yeah, you might want to pull the crack of your a*s up.

Junie cans, what's up baby?

What's going down?

Don't give me that fake-a*s wink.

You following me, b*tch?

You want some of this?

You can't handle this.

God, he is like, nuts.

Scott makes me, like, absolutely miserable.

I can't even stand to be in the same room with him right now.

We're gonna play go fish, you wanna play go fish?

We're gonna play spoons later.

But not, you know.

I want to get in on that.

Ow.

I wanna play--

I wanna play chicks get naked and [bleep]

Scott's a big turnoff.

He's just repulsive to me.

Hey, you know what?

I mean, to me it's--

the reason why I wasn't so excited--

You know what--

If we have-- first, to guarantee he's gone,

it doesn't matter.

There's no repercussions.

Exactly.

I say--

I say that's the best.

That would be the money.

I think it was Jun that brought up the idea of Dana actually

using the veto power to take Jee off the block,

and put Scott up.

Which is-- I think, is the best idea we can do.

Nate could really be here right now, to all of us.

He really could.

[laughing]

Ali, if you put it that way.

I think it might work.

You know all seven of us would really like him out.

Look, exactly, well, look--

there's eight people.

Yeah, there is.

No, say eight people that feel the same way,

what do you think?

Don't-- hey, yo.

Jun! Get up.

What?

No, no.

We'll talk to him later.

We'll go in the bed later, and do the girl thing.

I believe that at this point, we

have enough votes to get Scott out if we put him up there.

In my perfect world, that's what would happen.

Jee off, Scott on, Scott gone.

[laughing]

Crawl up on you.

You can go ahead and get up on me, but--

OK.

Why do you want to do this--

I understand.

[bleep]

Hey.

I feel like he would stamp any single one of us.

I know, I want him out of here, too.

I really am frustrated with Scott.

I don't know how much longer I can take of him, really.

It's the whole original eight, you know--

you know, starting to crumble.

The only three people that would vote for him

are David, Jack, and Erika.

That is it.

You know, I'm true to my word about that original eight.

Yeah.

But Scott-- I don't know if you've been out there--

you know, he is driving everybody crazy.

And I totally understand you guys

if you don't want to do it.

But, you know, everybody in this house

is feeling uncomfortable, like threatened by the guy,

like physically.

Like, all the girls are like, saying he's crazy.

You can only take so much of the guy.

You think we can rehabilitate him if we talk to-- have

you talked to him at all?

I mean, I think he's just a loose wire,

just waiting to explode.

I spoke to him.

And what'd he say?

Well, we ought to consider it, if that's what everybody wants.

I mean, Erika, if he called you an effing b*tch,

and this and that, and then he comes

up seconds later and says he's sorry--

would you accept that?

You know, if he does it over and over?

No, I probably would not.

It's just, it's just so disruptive.

It is.

And I keep telling him, and I know

Erika's talked to him as well.

Everybody has.

We've all tried to get along.

I've tried to get along with him.

And I-- honestly, I could probably put up with the guy.

But I'm just I'm sick of everybody coming up to me

and griping and bitching about him.

'Cause we look to you as our leader for a lot of reasons.

You know, everybody's stressing out about--

Scott's day is definitely numbered.

It's a matter of time.

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The reason why I went sleep today,

I was a little depressed, and just

thinking about how I let myself go, and how I let my feelings

show for Amanda.

And it was just--

it made me feel extremely weak, extremely vulnerable,

and I don't like feeling like that.

For the last couple of days, Scott's been

disappearing all afternoon.

And he's been sleeping for--

I'm talking like, four or five hours at a pop.

When he finally got up, he kind of

drifted from group to group.

I feel like I've just been trapped in a bad nightmare.

Circus animal for this [bleep] show.

I feel like a circus animal.

Spin around.

Let me see the camera to get you at this angle.

Let me see the crack of your a*s.

I'm a human being, I'm not a circus animal.

He was kind of wandering, he was

definitely getting frustrated.

And I think at one point, he finally lost it.

There was like four of us talking in the bathroom,

and I hear this thump.

[noises]

What is he doing?

I'm like, what is that?

I'm like, what the hell is that?

I get up, I run to the kitchen, and Scott is throwing

chairs around the house--

kitchen table chairs around the house.

He lost it, he just went crazy for no reason.

Scott, please go to the diary room.

You come in get me.

Come in and get me.

Can't [bleep] handle me.

It'd take three of you.

Scott, what's going on?

Nothing.

Nothing.

Why are you throwing [bleep] around.

Just letting off a little steam.

He was just joking around, but he was just--

I don't care how baby toss it was, it

scared the [bleep] out of me.

The vibe was just--

I cannot explain it.

I really can't even find the words.

I just-- none of us felt safe.

What's wrong? What's going on?

I just [bleep] can't deal with the [bleep]..

What can't you deal with?

This whole [bleep] thing.

Just pisses me off.

OK.

Just like to take one, this piece right here,

and just throw it right at the [bleep] window.

- Yeah, we need that. - Scott.

This is a very, very difficult position

to be in, for all of us.

He was saying things that were a little hostile,

but he didn't seem-- he almost had like,

a grin on his face, or a smirk.

So I didn't really take him to be serious.

Want to [bleep] talk to me?

Scott.

I'm kid-- I'm joking, I'm joking.

I'm totalliy kidding.

OK, he's making me crazy.

Makes me jumpy, really.

What?

What are you doing?

I'm blowing off a little steam.

I assume it had something to do with me, obviously.

Not necessarily in a good sense, but more just,

he was frustrated.

To me, you're just very back and forth,

and that's what I don't understand.

Back and forth with what?

Just in everything.

Like, for example, oh, I love you, I want to be with you.

That's the way I feel.

The old feelings just just manifested

themself, and came back, and hit me right in the face.

The constant back and forth, split personality thing.

That's joking around.

Then the throwing of chair-- I just don't get it.

Like, I really don't get it.

I don't know what you're trying to do.

And everyone's freaking out, and I

don't think you want to leave. - I don't care if they--

That's what's going to make you leave.

Good. Let them, let them kick me out.

Is them thinking you're a threat in the house.

Good, let them--

Why do you want to leave?

Let them leave.

Because when you first came into the house,

I didn't know how to handle the situation.

So the only way I know to handle the situation

is to be an a*s [bleep].

I don't see myself lasting too much longer here.

The first day I was in here, I wanted to leave,

because that nonsense ex factor.

The things I've said to you over there, the things

I've said to you over there, about how I feel about you,

and how a day hasn't gone by that I've thought about you,

is absolutely truthful.

I would love nothing more for you to give me a second chance.

But you know what, I don't see it happening, and that's OK.

I mean, that's all right, I'll go on living my life,

and my life will be fine.

I mean, it will be a little empty,

because you're not in it.

Why do you say that--

you also said that you enjoyed spending

time with me this week, which I'm assuming was a lie.

No.

Because you're hating it, and throwing chairs because of it.

So I don't know really understand.

It's mixed emotions.

I love spending time with you, but I

hate spending time with you.

I just got taken out of my game when

Amanda walked into the door.

And that's just it, man.

I'm just like, I'm just like, freaking out.

I don't want you to feel this way.

But I also know that I will be leaving, and I'm saying,

I know this means a lot to you.

So don't [bleep] get up by scaring the [bleep] house.

It doesn't mean anything to me.

It really doesn't. You don't understand.

It doesn't mean anything to me.

It did mean something to me, it doesn't

mean anything to me anymore.

I don't really give a [bleep] about the game anymore,

so I'm a loose cannon right now.

I mean, I still have the same strategies I did,

but I don't really give a [bleep] if I go next week.

It'd almost be a good thing if I went next week.

- Why? - Because I don't.

Because of one week that I was here?

I'll be [bleep] gone, and you know it.

So what?

I don't care.

That's not the point.

Listen, I appreciate you coming out and talking to me.

OK?

Thanks.

Scott told Jack to come ask me if we can have a meeting,

and I said, sure.

So I kind of gathered everybody around the couch.

The reason why I did kind get like--

like an overload is because basically,

seeing Amanda here again has brought me back

to the time where we broke up.

Because she's been able to go on with her life,

and I haven't been able to go on with my life.

It's just been the worst year and a half of my life.

And I just wanted to say that in no way, shape, or form

do I want to leave here.

I'd love to stay and continue on playing the game,

and that I'm truly, truly, very sorry to each

and every one of you.

I've just got a couple of things.

Yeah, sure.

A lot us around here kind of feel

like this is honestly the worst place for you to be right now.

You know, I would understand with my ex coming in,

you know, how hard it would be for me.

And you know, a lot of--

not necessarily me-- but a lot of other people

feel very uncomfortable, threatened, possibly.

And you know, we do feel like this is definitely the worst

environment for you to be in.

And I'm not saying anything about it,

I'm not saying walk or anything.

But you know, that's something to think about.

If it's going to affect how you treat

other people, far as physical--

you know what I mean?

You know, it's just not healthy for any one of us.

Well, I haven't touched anybody here,

and put my hands on anybody here,

and I don't intend on doing something like that.

What if the-- what if the chair bounced off the wall,

and hit someone then?

You could say, what if the chair hit me in the head--

it didn't, though.

But what if?

- But it didn't, though. - But there was a chance.

It's not going to happen again.

But there was a chance.

It didn't, though.

And I'm done apologizing to you.

I apologized to you, I told you how I felt from my heart,

but I'm not going to stick my head up your a*s.

That's good.

I'm trying to be nice.

OK.

Scott, it's just a little hard for some people

to accept the apology only because,

number one, it's probably you know,

maybe the third or fourth time we've heard you apologize.

And you have come out and told us that your biggest weakness

is you flip out, and then what you'll do

is go around and apologize to everybody.

And that's why everybody can sit here and say,

he's not sincere about it.

Anything else?

No, that's it.

All right.

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Scott finally went into the diary room,

and we were told that he wasn't coming back.

He really is a good guy.

He really needs to take time to focus on himself,

and really find out who he is, and what he wants.

And realize that, you know, some of these things

that he just shuts down about aren't necessarily

the end of the world.

And I think that he will realize that life does go on.

Are we getting over this?

Yeah, we're getting over it.

It'll take us a couple of days, all right?

Yeah, we're going to be fine.

OK.

We're going to be fine, and you know what?

There will be a big, light pressure-- you know,

a big pressure off the house.

And before you know it, we'll be thinking about strategy.

Yeah, again.

NARRATOR: Will Dana use the power of veto?

And who will be evicted from the Big Brother House?

Find out tomorrow night at :/:

Central on Big Brother .

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