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Fly (2024)

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Fly (2024)

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[wind howling]

[light jazzy music]



[narrator] Paris, February 4, 1912.

Hundreds gather to watch

French tailor and inventor

Franz Reichelt attempts

to leap off the Eiffel Tower

to test his latest invention.



[birds singing]

[insects buzzing]

[whooshing]

[cowbells chiming]

Wow.

[laughs]

Wow.

Unbelievable.

Look at him.

Look at him.

[all speaking German]

Dad!

[indistinct chatter]

It's unbelievable

to see something like that

in our mountains.

You know, we feel sorry

because just in a short time,

they were dying,

three of them, you know?

And that was a big discussion

in our hometown.

[soft music]



Some say it's okay.

And some, they say,

"We feel sorry, you know?

"So many young people are dying.

That's a stupid thing

they do."

[indistinct chatter]

Yeah, they're crazy.

But it looks like

a lot of fun, actually.

When I was younger,

I wanted to do it once.

But I never did it.

And now, when I have a baby,

I wouldn't dare.

They are very different.

And when I meet them, I feel

they are sort of

foreign species.

[laughs]

I shouldn't say that.

But we are so dedicated to live.

And they are a bit dedicated

to cheat death.



[whooping]

Yeah, buddy!

Whoa!

Give me a hug, buddy!

- Whoo!

- That was so nice.

That was money, dude.

[laughs]

Hell yeah, dude.

I want to do it again.

Good morning.

[chuckles]

Look at this.

All right.

Now, here's the thing.

Once you come out of line two,

the ground will just look like

it's getting closer and closer

and closer and closer.

Yeah.

And then we'll go

into the crack.

And then as long...

And then you can

traverse, like, the left side.

I'm gonna go right.

And then it'll just be like,

tree, tree, tree, tree,

tree, tree, tree,

tree, tree, tree, tree, tree.

Yeah. Yeah.

This is stressful.

Let's just go fly it.

[laughter]

BASE jumpers would not

jump off a mountain

if there was zero risk.

I wouldn't do it.

Our community of risk-takers

would choose another path.

We are deliberately putting

ourselves in a lethal situation.

And then we try to solve it.

And when we elegantly,

within the plan, solve it,

we feel enormous joy

and mastery.

And it becomes

meaningful for us.

We are dreamers.

There's a value in that,

to go out

and follow your dreams.

[suspenseful music]



My entire family are pilots.

I got the opportunity

to go to jump school.

The second my feet left

an aircraft the first time,

it was love at first jump,

for sure.

Unfortunately, in the military,

they have a way of ruining

anything that's kind of fun.

So I've jumped every week

over the last, like, nine years.

[exhales sharply]

For me, it's been

really good for me.

It's therapeutic.

Three, two, one, let's go.



If you're not around

when this movie comes out,

what do you want

people's takeaway to be?

I'm not gonna answer that one,

'cause I'll be around, so...

Another day in paradise.

Sometimes you wonder,

"Why am I doing this?

"Should I be doing this?

I think I should be

doing this."

It's funny how the mind

is just always so busy.

And then once you're ready

to actually go,

then you just go

into focus mode.

It's like, okay.

But up till you commit,

you're just like, "Oh, sh*t."

And you always have

the questions.

It's like, is this really

gonna be worth it?

[soft dramatic music]



A lot of people, they have said

that BASE jumping has

saved their life.



There's this feeling...

When you left the object,

there's nothing else

that exists in the world.

Stay. Stay.

[clears throat]

It's a form

of just absolute bliss.

Yeah.

And so you want it again

and you want it again.

Yee!

Yee-hoo!



[dog whimpers]

Hi, Bala.

What are you doing?

Is it time to wake up?

Is it time for you

to eat breakfast?

Okay. Okay.

Okay, okay.

I'm up, I'm up.

I could be the only person

on planet Earth

who has actually been taught

to BASE jump by their wife.

Hi, I'm Marta Empinotti.

And this is Jimmy Pouchert.

We own Vertigo BASE Outfitters.

[laughter]

You know, Marta taught me

how to BASE jump.

And then she taught me

how to teach BASE jumping.

Okay.

Three, two, one, throw.

Take a deep breath.

Take a deep breath.

[screaming]

[laughs]

We knew we weren't...

You know, we weren't gonna

get rich doing this.

But we knew we were

gonna be happy.

Three, two, one, see ya!

Yes, beautiful.

Looking good back here.

Remember to pick your point.

Mmhmm.

- Eyes up higher.

- Nice and relaxed.

- Higher?

- There you go. Uh-huh.

Three, two, one, see ya.

Ooh! [laughter]

We have to practice

a little more.

You're getting it now.

This is why we practice,

because usually

what you do in practice

is what you actually do

in real life.

Yeah.

When you don't have an option,

and let's say you know

you're gonna land on a tree,

choose a lower tree then

instead of the tallest tree.

You're going to be hanging

there instead of just falling

through the branches

and possibly

hit something and break a leg.

That's kind of common, you know?

I mean, it's truly dangerous

and scary.

And you need to know that

because that's...

Some people think that

because it's gotten so popular

that it's actually safer.

It's just as dangerous.

And you just have to be

a very realist about that.

And I think a lot of people

who jump crazy and take

crazy chances are

not actually thinking

that it can happen to them.

And you can do it safely.

I mean, Marta's been jumping

for 25 years

and never been injured, so...

all right, you want to try

it on, see how it fits?

Yeah.

We're all gonna have

nightmares tonight now.

Yeah, join the club.

[laughter]

Remember, relax.

And I got you, okay?

So remember to pick your point.

Look up and out.

Take your time.

I got you here.

Whenever you're ready.

And have fun.

- Eyes up. Eyes up.

- Three, two, one, see ya.

- Whoo-hoo!

- Nice!

Whoo!

[all cheering]

[soft dramatic music]

As they make the first jump,

it's like they were my kids.

Who is going to be next?

You are giving them all

you have to be safe in life.



You can't help

but get nervous for them.

There's nothing you can do

for them after they leave.

So it's just

what you can do before.

Whoo!

Oh, my God.

[laughs]

That was wild.

Whoo!

Yeah, Eddie, you madman!

[screams] [laughs]

Everybody lived!

Nice.

[laughter]

Have a great jump, babes.

All right.

Three...

[screams]

Hi, lovey.

Ah, great day.

It's hard to find

a jumping partner.

And we got so lucky

to find each other.

Yeah.

In the beginning... and I don't

know how many years that was...

It was horrible.

I think it's 20 so far.

No, no, no.

Oh, no, I'm much...

- It's a little better now.

- I think I've accepted.

- Mm-hmm.

- You know?

For once when he started,

being always a joker

and too much of a joker,

it didn't give me

the confidence of knowledge.

You know, it's cool to be funny.

But then there is a time

that you need to show me

you know, that you can handle

a problem.

She doesn't want

to lose me, I think,

is what it comes down to.

Yeah, I definitely don't

want to lose you.

Yeah.

I don't want to lose me.

[both growling]

But then with the years,

I think I just came to accept

that that is part

of his personality.

And if something

were to happen...

At least I'd die laughing.

Yeah, exactly.

It's December 31, '98,

Jimmy's first Earth jump.

I'll admit it.

I'm a little scared.

I'm gonna do it anyway, though.

[breathing heavily]

Yee-hoo!

Oh, my lover.

Yee-haw!

Nice.

- Yee-hoo!

- Whoo-hoo!

[laughs]

Right on!

[laughs]

Congratulations.

- Yeah!

- [chuckles]

[growls]

Come on, babe.

Hurry up.

Okay, you're good to go.

- Bye, lover.

- Bye-bye now.

When Jimmy and I

started jumping,

BASE jumpers were outlaws.

There is a crane up there.

Let's go. Let's go.

The guy was walking down

after us.

Yeah, it was not a sport.

We were criminals.

[cheering] [sirens wailing]

Let's go.

Let's go. Let's go.

Let's go.

When I started,

we only had skydiving gear.

So we were pioneering

in figuring out

what worked and what didn't.

You okay, Marta?

- Never a dull moment.

- [laughs]

- Whoo!

- Whoa!

Whoa!

Malfunction.

- We got the malfunction.

- Line over.

- Jesus, man.

- Oh.

[tense music]

I didn't want it

to be that dangerous.

So, you know,

we started testing things.

If Jimmy's reserve parachute

does not open,

this could be

his last BASE jump.



Nice.

[chuckles]

As you make the sport safer,

that's when the turn came about.

We're here at Reliant Stadium.

We're just about maybe to do

the first parachute jump

into it

for the pregame Super Bowl.

- All right.

- I'm excited.

[rock music playing]

So we went from being criminals

to actually being athletes.

Within our lifetimes, like,

the sport has progressed

so much.

Jesus Christ. Wow.

The big thing now,

everybody asks you,

if they find out

you're a BASE jumper,

"Do you wingsuit BASE jump?"

[sweeping music]

"Do you fly

the flying squirrel suits?

Do you... you know, do you

fly those body wings?"

Whatever, you know?

There's a lot of Batsuits,

you know?

People have different names

for it.

And it captures people's

attention more than anything

in BASE jumping has ever done.



And people see that,

and they want to do that.

Of course, the risks are huge

when you start

to get closer to the ground.

And it's like closer,

closer, closer.

How close can you come?

And I've decided,

you know, over the years,

I kind of went out

in that direction.

Yeah, baby.

[laughs] Yeah.

We're back with the suits

this time.

- [chuckles]

- We're back in business.

That's right.

But the risk just goes so high.

Now I've actually started

to dial it back a bit.

But it's like, I've never done

a jump that was worth my life.

Have fun, man.

- Cheer, boys.

- Yeah.

- Have a nice one.

- Thanks, brother.

[exhales]

Yeah?

Three, two, one, love you.

[soft ambient music]



Scotty and me, we were part

of that whole beginning

and invention

of proximity flying,

where you really start to fly

wingsuits close to terrain.

Are you ready?

Let's do this thing.

Let's do it.

All right.

Ready in three, two, one.

Let's go.

And we realized

that this sport don't have

a Tiger Woods

or a Michael Jordan.

This sport is just us.

Whoa!

And that was a rush.

It was like an insane feeling

to realize that we are

a part of this pioneer sport.

Yoo-hoo!

You m*therf*cker!

You m*therf*cker!

Whoo!

[laughter]

Yeah!

That line is sick!

Let's go do it again.

Dude.

It was so... I was so on to you.

And it was like...

Wait.

I was like, it's Espen.

He's got it.

Go for the tree gate.

Recording.

- Three, two, one.

- Three, two...

And let's go.

[soft dramatic music]

Dude, the scariest

is being the follow guy

because somebody's shadow

just appears right...

As you get closer to the ground

and just gets closer

and closer and closer

and going like, "Ah!"

Name of the game, bro.

Don't touch your shadow.



In wingsuit BASE jumping and

specifically proximity flying,

you're making terminal decisions

every second many times.

And it's happening very quickly.

Every turn that you make,

every body adjustment,

every movement of your wrist

can be a terminal decision.

That's a decision

that could k*ll you.

Whoo!

That was close.

When I met Scotty and I saw him,

I could just see

that there is this thing

pushing him forward,

this devil he's escaping.

Whether it is massive ego,

post-traumatic stress syndrome,

there is something that is

making him leave no margins.

And that has made him

one of the best.

And I think he is the best.

And we were all thinking, like,

Scotty is not gonna grow old.

There is no way

he's gonna grow old.

He is out maybe in a year,

maybe in a month,

maybe tomorrow.



Most of the people

that charge as hard as him,

they are no longer here.

They're dead, all of them.

The amount of damage that

we've done with our sport,

just in accidents,

is irreparable.

And it'll always be seen

as one of the most risky,

dangerous things

that you can do.

I live with that stigma

on a daily basis.

I know, you know,

friends of my mom and dad,

you know,

constantly ask them, like,

"How can you let him do that?"

Or, "How can you support him

doing that?"

[gentle music]

People ask me that question.

They say, "How can you

stand it," you know?

"He's doing something

so dangerous.

How do you stand it?"

I said, "Well, I don't think"

Scott would be happy

if he couldn't fly."



But how do you try to talk

somebody out of their dream

or their passion for life?

And I look back at my life,

and I'm like,

"Huh, what have I done

that's really made me

so happy?"

You do look at them and be

a little jealous and like,

"You know, I'd like

a little piece of that."



[cell phone alarm ringing]

[yawns]

[groans]

[groans]

I don't regret

not having a place.

Just this idea of paying rent

just seems kind of asinine

to me.

The last place,

I had a mattress on a floor.

The last six months

I was, like, there

three days a month.

- Yeah.

- Maybe.

As I got more and more

into jumping,

then I slowly started

realizing that, like, I'm not

gonna find a girl,

get married, have kids,

and, like, you know, get

a normal job and work that,

you know, 9:00 to 5:00 life.

That reality would never

be my reality.

I remember my mom

telling me that.

She's like, you know,

"You're getting

out of the Marine Corps

"and you're going

straight into this.

You're gonna

be addicted to it."

And I'm like, well, I mean,

you're 22, 23 years old.

And you're like,

what the hell do I do now?

[laughs]

That's everybody's

kind of mission

when they get into this,

is to figure out

why they're willing to do this.

I stay in it because of

the people that I've met.

Have fun, buddy.

All right.

Whoo-hoo-hoo!

I got back

from two deployments in Iraq,

got into BASE jumping

pretty hard.

That's when I met Mat.

He'd just done, like,

his first 20 or 30 BASE jumps.

And he was looking

for a guy to jump with.



Three, two, one, see ya.

And then a bunch of crazy

sh*t happened in my life.

Like, I broke my back.

And, you know,

I got in some legal problems.

And then, like,

my life just went...

Took a nosedive real bad.

I basically moved in with him.

And we kind of just became

inseparable buddies.

Scotty!

And this is a point in time

we were jumping a lot.

[both laugh]

Three, two, one.

Muppet.

Like, I got him wingsuiting.

And he started

wingsuit BASE jumping.

g*dd*mn, dude.

[laughs]

You know, people started

paying us for footage.

And that was a motivating

factor to be like,

what's the next

craziest project?

Like, what hole

can I fly through?

What gnarly thing to shock

and wow the world

can I put on the internet?

It was getting really about,

like, sponsorships and money.

And, you know, he was

a really good focus for me.

Like, he always would bring

things back down to reality,

you know, because we'd known

each other for so long.

And we planned

a trip to Arizona.

And he ended up

dying on that trip.

Three, two, one.

Muppet.

[grunts]

Scotty!

Where's Mat?

No, no, no. No, no, no.

No, no, no.

He's fine.

He's totally fine.

Where did you see him?

Did he go into the crack

with me?

Where is he?

[somber music]



My first mentor was Mat Kenney.

He'd introduced me to Scotty.

We hadn't spent a whole bunch

of time together.

But after Mat went in,

Scotty and I started

hanging out a lot more.

Maybe in the early days,

Scotty felt somewhat obliged

to pick up

where Mat had left off

and help me out.



You know, in the end,

we both had that talk

numerous, numerous times.

Like, oh, if you go in,

I'll quit.

Or if you go in, I'll quit

and, you know,

that type of sh*t.

And after it actually

happened, where I'm like...

Had that moment

of realization of like,

well, I can't really quit.

So it's entirely

a part of me now.



I still have a small sense

of guilt over it.

Any way you slice it,

he was following me into there.

It's just the way it is.

I really like mentoring.

I make myself accountable.

But when it comes

to those first times,

especially the very first

BASE jump, you never know.

And it's gone bad many times.

Yeah, Amber, you look very good.

[tense music]



I'm looking at people

on top of an exit point

that are beginners.

You too.

I just need to smile

and give it a thumbs-up

and wish them good luck and hide

that I'm truly worried

they're gonna die.

Huh?

Yeah.

- Okay.

- Okay.

Yeah, Amber.

Have a nice one.

Okay.

Three, two, one.

[whooping]

And then in the second their

canopy opens and it's good,

I'm like... [exhale]

Okay. Yep.

That went well. Cool.

[chuckling]

[soft music]



Growing up, I was always

hanging out with the boys.

I didn't, like, do anything

fancy with my hair.

And I wore my brother's

old clothes and shoes

that were too big for me

because I really wanted

to look cool.

But I never actually

wanted to be a boy.

It was more like I just wanted

to be able to do

what the boys could do.

[laughs]

Put your goggles on.

It looked warm,

but it's f*cking cold.

You're not that cold.

Come on.

Shut the f*ck up.

[laughs] Get in.

From the moment I met Espen,

it was like

everything just started

happening really quickly.

And I was, like, gradually

letting go of the job

that I had in the wind tunnel

and kind of, like,

being drawn more into this,

like, connected life

with Espen,

training and traveling

and teaching and learning.

And it just got faster

and faster and faster.

It's a 24/7 life together.

It's a life

where there is no "no."

There's only yes,

yes to projects,

yes to journeys,

yes to getting up in the morning,

yes to going late to bed.

Amber.

- [mumbling]

- You gotta get up.

What?

We're gonna go BASE jumping.

It consumes you completely

when you're gonna,

like, take this next step.

- Amber.

- Whoo!

I always found wingsuiting

a bit scary.

It's like to be trapped

inside a suit.

Then when I met Espen,

seeing how inspired

he was and the way

he spoke about, like,

what was possible

in a wingsuit...

[sweeping music]



You jump and you fall.

But when you jump

with a wingsuit,

you jump and you fly.

You're actually flying

for a long time.

It quite quickly, like,

sparked something in me.

I'm going to do my first

wingsuit BASE jump.

And that's really scary.

It feels a little tight

on the arms.

Oh. Huh?

It feels a little tight

on the arm.

I would take my hands back

and be like, damn.

Like, grab the whole rig.

A little tight, isn't it?

Like, really grab the whole rig.

Like, bam.

For Amber to do wingsuit

BASE jumping is something

that we talked about

for a long time.

This is a huge step.

It's scary and tempting.

And I am nervous.

Be careful.

The exit is a technical moment.

And she's never done it before.

Uh-huh.

[gentle music]



Okay, we're ready.

[exhales sharply]

You're ready for this, Amber.

- f*ck, I'm nervous.

- Yeah.

You ready?

Yeah.

All right.

Three, two, one.

[dramatic music]



Whoo-hoo!

Yeah!

Oh, my God.

f*ck.

[laughs]

Holy sh*t.

That was intense.

How was that?

The exit was scary.

I went a bit head low.

Yeah.

It was nice to see you there.

- Yeah.

- [laughs]

Oh, f*ck.

I'm shaking.

[laughs]

And that's when I understood

that she had found something

she would truly love.

I just looked at her,

thinking...

That was cool.

"You're home.

We're gonna do

a lot of this."

[chuckles]

Okay.

Three, two, one.



That was better, hey?

Oh, it was really hard

to keep up with you.

- Really?

- Yeah.

Yeah!

I can't keep up with my girl!

[both laugh]

I was brought up in

the mountains from year one.

Let's keep going.

I was out there

before I turned one year old.

And it actually turned me

into a person

that found

more safety and comfort

in high, exposed areas

than I did in society itself.

[speaking Norwegian]

When I grew up, my dad was

always climbing in the States

or in the Himalayas.

And I was dreaming so much

of being part of his journeys.

And I remember the first time

he was like, "All right",

you really want to join me?"

And from that moment,

I was the climbing partner

of my dad.

[speaking Norwegian]

When I started skydiving

and BASE jumping,

that wasn't for him.

For him, his skill was

to stay in connection

with the mountain,

while my technique was

the ability to actually take

the leap.

Flower power.

[laughs]

So he understood me

when I started BASE jumping.

And I think he was pretty

scared and worried for me.

But he taught me

from a very young age

that it is okay to risk for fun.

When I met Espen,

he encouraged me to unleash

all the potential that I had.

But there is one thing

that I'm a bit cautious of.

I find him a bit risk-willing.

He's more risk-willing

than I am.

Amber got freaked out.

I've been standing here.

I don't know why.

I'm scared.



For me, the least, like,

appealing side of BASE jumping

is the fact that it is

dangerous and scary.

Like, I hate the feeling

of standing on a mountain

and being super scared.

It's not about the fear

or the danger or the risk.

It's about the love of flying.

Three, two, one, go!

Check, check,

check, check, check.

Hey, good morning, everybody.

So we're almost there.

And so if we can just move

quickly down to the exit point

as soon as you geared up

and ready to go,

just let Marta know.

She's going to be working

the exit point.

So gear check each other.

Be safe.

Please... you know,

for the most part,

we're going to go flat

and stable for the first one.

And then we can talk about

starting to up it up

a little bit.

But always within

the whole event,

please jump a little bit below

your personal limits

for the sake of everybody else.

Yes?

Yes.

- Thank you!

- Yes!

Love you!

[clapping]

I haven't had time

to think about the jump.

And just now,

I got that little, "Whoo!"

thinking about you know,

doing a gainer.

And I was like, "Whoo!"

[chuckles]

You want me to go

flat and stable?

Set a good example?

Right, I know.

Do as I say, not as I do.

Point taken, though.

You can't tell BASE jumpers

not to do something.

You have to ask them

not to do it.

And if they like you,

then they might.

But there's no guarantees.

Whoa, it's starting

to get real now, isn't it?

Hmm. Not bad.

Winds are from left to right.

We've jumped in stronger winds.

Where's Marta?

Did you check your three rings?

You checked it? It's good?

[laughs]

He's fine.

If somebody gets hurt,

it's your event.

If everyone's safe, it's mine.

[all cheering]

Nice.

[all cheering]

Talk about butt naked.

[all cheering]

Marta, Jimmy,

it's a real gift, man.

It's a real gift.

- Thanks.

- Nothing like being home.

Funny how home is

where we all end up

hanging out with each other.

Hold.

Hold. Hold. Hold.

Yeah!

Clear!

[indistinct chatter]

- Yeah.

- [laughs]

He was about... his end cell was

about this far from the cliff.

[indistinct chatter]

All right, baby.

Have a great jump.

Not goodbye.

Just, "We'll see you

down there."

Very nice.

Whoo!

That's your girl, huh?

Yeah, I'm more nervous when

she jumps than when I jump.

Can I get a gear check

before we go?

Just a quick little go around.

Just a quick.

Just a quickie.

Yeah. Looks great.

Thank you.

- [laughs]

- Looks good.

- Oh!

- Oh, no.

No, no, no, no!

- Turn! Turn! Turn!

- sh*t! sh*t!

Yes!

Holy sh*t!

Little strike.

Come on, baby.

Come on, baby.

Oh.

[cheers and applause]

[indistinct chatter]

You were in

that little cut there.

- Yeah.

- Jesus.

Wow.

Hey, my elbow has

a little blood.

You okay, bud?

That was excellent.

I saw it coming.

I knew...

You were fighting

the whole time.

I pulled it.

I didn't put my legs out

and try and...

Wow, it could have been so ugly.

- Okay, here we are.

- Thank you, brother.

Thank you.

Thanks, man.

Way to f*cking turn it around.

I don't want to ruin this.

I want to be back here

next year.

Ugh! Whoo!

This is the evil eye.

It protects you against

the evil spirits and everything.

Cool.

Thank you.

Expect you'll be back.

- Thank you.

- At the end of the day,

that's the only thing

that matters,

is that everybody comes out

on the other side intact.

Oh, okay.

Boom. Okay.

Now let's activate it.

Oh, thank you, guys.

Okay, you're protected.

Excellent.

Thank you very much.

We've been losing people

from the very beginning.

- All right.

- Whoo-hoo.

Necklace activated.

In '87, I had a boyfriend

who died BASE jumping.

And I remember I spent about

six months or something

very confused,

not wanting to jump.

I would go up to an exit point

and start crying.

And I just...

I just couldn't jump.

It was just like... and then

I would come down.

And then the next week

or whatever,

I would go up again

and couldn't jump.

[somber music]

And then one day,

I said to myself,

"You love the sport."

And I do love it.

It's just... it centers me.

It's something that...

I don't know.

It's kind of like a religious

experience, I think.

And that, I couldn't get

anywhere else.

And then I had to decide

inside of me that

I did love my boyfriend, Steve.

And there's a very special

place still to this date

in my heart for him.

But I must jump.

Mwah.

Okay.

Three, two, one, structure.

- Fire!

- Whoo!

[laughs]

Where is my baby?

Yeah!

I, Jimmy, take you,

Marta, to be my wife.

I commit myself to you.

"In this covenant

of marriage."

In this covenant of marriage.

"This is

my sincere promise."

This is my sincere promise.

Sir, you may kiss your bride.

[all cheering]

The moment

we've been waiting for!

They're here!

[all cheering]

We love you!

[Elvis Presley's

"It's Now or Never"]

Tomorrow will be too late

It's now or never

My love won't wait

When I first saw you

There's definitely

the what we're taught

is the right way to live.

You know, you go to school.

You go to college.

You get a job.

You get a house.

You get a family.

And Marta and myself,

we've always had

a different set of priorities...

[laughs]

Waiting

for the right time

Where we wanted to live

the life of gypsies

and go and travel

and see things

and experience things.

It's now or never

Whoo-hoo!

Come hold me tight

[horn honks]

We're on Route 66,

straight to Moab.

Very pretty.

Be mine tonight

This'll be home for a while.

Tomorrow will be

When we moved to Moab,

I cried of happiness

for a whole month, you know,

because every time

I would take the dogs

for a walk,

I'm, like, so overwhelmed

with this beauty.

Look, he's winning the race!

[laughing]

Three, two, one.

Thank you, life!

[laughs]

Whoo-hoo!

Yeah, baby!

[both laugh]

Moab is so vast.

Once you live in a place,

you have the time

to explore and find new jumps.

Marta Empinotti,

the walking woman.

[soft dramatic music]

Beautiful, honey.

Whoo-hoo!

That's a beautiful honey

right there.

Back in 2000, there were

so few jumps open,

you could just pick a wall

and go and open it.

- Yeah, boo.

- Yeah.

So then Jimmy and I,

we were like,

"Oh, it would be nice to share

these new exit points

with other people."

Basically, what you can see is,

we've got a boogie going here.

And it's crazy.

I mean, Chief is loving it.

I'm loving it.

Marta, are you having

a good time?

I'm having a good time.

Oh, yeah. Ah, oh.

[laughs]

It's not done.

We used to make,

you know, four turkeys.

And everybody would

bring something over

for Thanksgiving.

[chuckles] Hi, kids.

That's how the whole

Turkey Boogie started

in the first place, is we just

wanted to show people

all the treasures

that we had found.

The first one was eight people.

Then the next year,

it was about 25, and then 50.

And then another year of 50

and then 100.

Turkey Boogie 2005.

Good morning, everybody!

[all cheering]

[horn honking]

Any doctors?

I'm ready. You guys ready?

Whoo!

- Oh, my God.

- Dude, we have to see this.

It's nuts.

- Oh, my God.

- Oh, my God.

Oh, my God!

That was insane!

The kids in the sport,

they're literally old enough

to be my kids.

All right.

But they're my best friends.

All right, babe, have fun.

[sweeping music]

You know, and you surround

yourself with that energy.

People are there

in the prime of their life.

And it keeps you young.



Cool.

Okay, happy Thanksgiving,

f*ck.

Happy Thanksgiving, everybody.

- Happy Thanksgiving.

- Three, two, one, see you.

Whoo!

Three, two, one.

sh*t.

sh*t!

Oh, God.

f*ck.

- Ooh!

- Oh! f*ck, f*ck, f*ck.

- Ooh, spiral. He's hanging.

- Oh, f*ck, he's hanging.

He's hanging. Holy sh*t.

- See anything, Scotty?

- So... yeah, I see him.

That's where he's hung up there.

He's not too far off the ground.

Oh, Jesus.

[breathing heavily]

Oh, God.

There's one every season.

[laughs]

Oh, I love Turkey Boogie.

Anybody need a rescue beer?

Everyone should have

warm clothes.

- Okay.

- It's gonna get cold.

I have not, yeah.

[tense music]

Does anyone know

if he's responsive

or his name?

How are you? Check.

How are you?

What are you doing?

I'm not great.

- Right here?

- He looks like he's hanging.

He's literally suspended

by his canopy.

Oh, yep.

The temperature's gonna

make it life-threatening.



He's not bleeding.

We have broken wrist,

potentially broken ankles.

And we've got a crew

taking him down.

He's only about 20 feet

up the wall.

He's in a climbing harness.

Scotty and I are

gonna pick him up,

move him a couple feet.

Okay.

Real slow.

- Watch it.

- Watch your head.

Put your legs out.

Legs out.

Legs out.

Legs out. Legs out. Legs out.

- There you go.

- We'll get that.

- There you go.

- Keep going.

There's a small rock

about to get...

One, two, three.

- All right.

- Ankles.

But yeah, you're right.

Good work, guys.

Good work.

- Femur?

- Yeah.

- You feel me touching?

- Yeah.

Wiggle them. All right.

- [groans]

- That's all right.

Put your hands... sorry.

So can you confirm there is

a helicopter on the way?

Negative,

unable to confirm helicopter.

Got about an hour

of daylight left.

We have no helicopter.

No helicopter.

We need to start

f*cking moving him

because it's gonna take a while.

So he needs to get down

as fast as possible.

And careful with this

right here.

All right, pull.

Let us know

when we can lower him.

Hey, who knows the correct

path down by the lip?

Go down and mark it

so we have a target.

Everybody good?

Everybody looks good?

Guys are good.

Almost out of it.

Can we set him on the other

side over there?

Yep, come around

head first over that way.

Here, let's set him

on the right side of... right.

Just because it's difficult

doesn't mean you can't do it.

Rescues aren't easy.

Be serious about not jumping

at the end of the day.

We got lucky

that it's not way colder

than it is because we've all

been out here

at Turkey Boogies

when it's 0 degrees and stuff.

So anyone want a beer?

- I want a beer.

- I got beers for everyone.

Beers. More beers.

Ha.

Whoo!

I decided to go up and do a jump

that I've been dreaming

about doing.

On my way.

Yeah!

At the same time

as I started hiking,

my dad started hiking.

And he was gonna carry

the ashes

of his climbing mentor.

So he started on his climb.

And I started on my climb.

And I was out of reception.

And I got this phone call

from Espen's brother.

And I just asked him,

"Is everything okay?"

And he just said straight out,

"Dad is dead."

[somber music]

And then I took a deep breath.

And I just said,

"Espen is hiking."

"And he's gonna do

a BASE jump, and..."

"I think we should

leave him to do that."



I thought about

if I was to lose Espen.

And there's this moment

between when you lose him

but you don't know that

you've lost that person yet.

And it's almost like

if you can extend that

as much as humanly possible,

then they get more of that time

with that person.

Okay, going in three, two, one.

I land on the ground

next to two of my friends.

And Amber is arriving.

And I was looking at her.

And her lips were shaking.

And I was thinking, is she

gonna break up with me?

And she tells me, "I'm about

to tell you something"

"that is gonna change your life."

"Your father is dead."

[all speaking Norwegian]



He fell climbing on his way

up to Store Vengetind.



And I have to say

that I have never known

how it feels to lose someone

that is truly close to you.

I had no idea.

Every time I met the mother

and father and sister

and brother and husband

and wife and kids

of BASE jumpers that died,

I've had no clue how it feels.

No idea.

Until now.

All right.

All right, gentlemen.

Let's go make some magic.

[gentle music]



Damien, what's the project here?

What are we thinking

about doing?

Well, what we're

looking at is...

It's kind of hard

to see from here.

If you look really close,

you can see a place

where you might want to exit

up there.

Look at this place.

I mean, this is

a BASE jumper's paradise.

And one day,

we ended up fixing a rope.

We got to the top.

And I realized

that I had just found

one of the coolest jumps

in Moab.

Yeah, baby.

Good one.

Yee-haw!

You're the first one

off of an exit point

is a really cool thing.

You get to name it.

And now anybody

who comes to Moab

wants to do what I call

the Dragon's Nest

because this place

is so primeval.

When we opened it,

I thought about, oh,

I wonder if possibly one day

you could wingsuit it

because the wingsuits weren't...

They weren't starting

fast enough at that time.

And then I found out that

it's now being wingsuited.

It's gonna have

these great updrafts.

And we use the exact same

thing as the birds do.

[dramatic music]

It's super high-risk

because it's 300 feet.

It's a short... it's about as

short a start as you can have.

I mean, you got to start flying.

And if you don't start flying,

if you botch your exit,

you know, a zipper comes open

or any... you know, anything,

you're dead.

You ready?

f*ck yeah, man.

[yells] Here we go!



There's nothing

not technical about it.

Like I, for one, will not

ever wingsuit this, I know.

So yeah, it's not... this one is

not for everybody, by far.

[sighs]

Three, two, one, let's go.



[laughs]

You're always nervous

up there on that.

It's like five seconds

for pushing.

And I'm just sitting here

going like,

"Don't f*ck this up.

Do not f*ck this up."

That jump is what we call

a jewel in the crown of Moab.

Did you just do it, Jimmy?

No, no.

I opened it, though.

Yeah.

[laughter]

- You opened that?

- I'd like to say that.

You know, I'd just like

to throw that out there.

[upbeat electronic music]



I want a hot chocolate.

- We have some.

- Hot chocolate?

- Mm-hmm.

- For real?

Mm-hmm.

But guess what?

It's in the dreaded cupboard

that you can't reach.

[laughs] I can use a chair.

[laughs]

Hot chocolate?

Hot chocolate.

[groans]

I met him in France,

BASE jumping.

It's kind of hard

if you don't date someone

that it is a BASE jumper.

Otherwise, you just

gonna do your stuff

and you're not gonna

date anybody

because it's kind of a selfish.

You want to just

jump, jump, jump

and be in the mountains, so...

I'm a lawyer.

And a few years ago,

I just was not happy.

I was super unhappy

and decided to quit

and started jumping.

And then I changed

all my life for that,

jumping and climbing.

And I don't regret.

I have less money,

but I'm more...

I'm happier.

[laughs]

- See that?

- Yeah.

Hell yeah.

Oop.

[tools clanging]

I like it.

I think it's fine.

And we're level and all that?

Okay.

[dramatic music]



Yeah.

I'll go first.



Is this you getting nervous?

Uh-huh.

You nervous?

Uh-huh.

What is Daddy doing, huh?

Is he doing

something stupid again?

Is Daddy doing

something stupid again?

Do you not like that?

She probably smells my fear.

There we go.

Now we're getting it.

- Good?

- Boom.

Ready.

Wait, wait, ready, set, go!

Yee-haw!



Is it gonna be here

for, like, the next days?

Yeah, it's gonna be out here.

I see you wanting to try it.

- I want to try.

- Not here.

So where's a good exit

from here without the swing?

Good exit?

Right here is the classic.

It looks good.

You're fine.

Have a nice one.

Whoo-hoo!

It is magical.

It's at the same time

dangerous but...

And then adrenaline

and everything.

And I think that's what

everybody else wants,

like, to share

everything you love

with the person you love.

But at the same time, I know

the risk and the margin.

And I'm afraid of losing him,

of course.

So yeah, so...

Yeah, you scare me.

- No, I don't.

- Mm-hmm.

- I scare you how?

- Yeah, you scare me.

[laughs]

What are you doing?

I'm visualizing the barrel

because things are going

really fast up there, right?

And I need to work

on the visual.

So if you turn around,

I'll show you

how I'm trying to do it.

So I'm here.

I look at you.

I start moving over.

It's like an up and over.

I see your arm.

I see you.

Cool.

Let me try.

Over, starting.

And there, you see me.

And then...

- Yeah.

- Yeah.

Okay.

[gentle music]

Laters!

We decided to compete together

in wingsuit acrobatics.



It's kind of like

figure skating.

You have to do

specific movements

and hold hands and make docks.

And each dock, you get a point.



Competing in skydiving

is just like

any kind of competition

in another sport.

The people that win

the World Championships

are expected to be the best.

In Norway, you have to qualify

through doing well

at the Nationals.

[suspenseful music]

It all comes down

to the larger idea of why

we are even flying so much.

And the whole idea is

to find your potential.

Like, how good can actually

human beings be at flying?



And we managed to pull it off

to progress

towards the World Cup.

f*ck yeah!

This has been our dream.

This has been, like,

everything that we've been

working towards with learning

wingsuiting and skydiving

and BASE jumping, all the steps.

Whoo, whoo!

[laughs]

[speaking Norwegian]

Today is our last day

before we are heading

to the World Championships.

So tonight,

we have the ceremony.

And we're gonna do a skydive

into a special location.

I'm saying goodbye

to Amber in the airplane

because we're jumping

one by one.

And I'm putting on bungees

on my flip-flops

so I can jump in flip-flops.

I put beer in my board shorts.

And I jump out.

And I realized, like, man,

this wind is really gnarly.

It gave me this bad feeling.

I had to, like, maneuver quite

rapidly the canopy to land.

I turn around.

And I see Amber's

getting ready to land.

And on her way down,

it's just nightmare opening up.

[groaning]

[all speaking Norwegian]

[groaning]

[speaking Norwegian]

Relax. Relax.

Relax. Try to breathe.

Try to breathe.

Try to breathe.

[groans]

It's... it's like

I go into a shock.

[solemn music]

She's not breathing.

But there are sounds.

Like, there is sound

coming out of her mouth.

But she can't breathe.

I start talking to Amber.

I tell her to breathe.

I pretend to be calm,

but I'm not.

[groaning]

[speaking Norwegian]

Ow. Ow. Ow.

[breathing heavily]

Hold my hand.

Amber? Amber?

[all speaking Norwegian]

Her leg is just totally off.

It's not really

as it's supposed to be.

And I'm looking at...

I'm looking at a severe injury.

I'm looking at something

that could be life-changing.

I'm also looking at someone

that might bleed to death

in 20, 30 minutes.

[indistinct chatter]

[machines beeping]



[speaking Norwegian]

How cool is that?

I can wiggle my toes.

It's tiring?

Yeah, a bit.

I shattered the top half

of my femur

and dislocated my spine.

I'm in so much pain.

This is like,

I don't think it can

get much worse than this.

Yeah. Okay.

It's been a kind of

long night for me.

I look forward to have

more painkillers today

and be not in pain

and hopefully move around

a little bit more

and be a little bit more

active and comfortable

through the day.

Okay. Room 469.

[whispering]

I think she's asleep.

I'm not asleep.

You're not asleep?

Hey, love.

I got surprises for you.

Surprises?

In the free-fly

intermediate, third place.

- Whoo!

- Whoo!

There you go.

Wow.

- Congratulations.

- Thank you.

And then in wingsuit

performance flying,

second to her boyfriend,

second place...

No!

- Wingsuit...

- Yay!

Amber Forte.

- Whoo!

- Whoo!

Hug.

You get a hug for that one.

Okay, we need

the national anthem for this.

This is Norwegian

national anthem.

Happening now.

[singing in Norwegian]



[indistinct chatter]



I'm a speed demon.

Slow down.

Ta-da!

[both laugh]

- Wah!

- Oi.

You didn't even need legs.

[laughs]

Whoa, that's really far.

Are you actually

going to make this?

I'm getting pretty good.

I think you are.

You did it.

Congratulations.

Yeah.

High five.

Can you do a high five?

Okay, crutches five.

I just got a gift from Tonfly,

which I can't use, sadly,

for quite a long time.

But...

Whoo!

[laughs]

That looks really trippy.

New wingsuit.

- Wingsuit in the hospital.

- [chuckles]

No better place.

Look at it.

This is your beast that's

gonna make you win next week.

Espen is off to the World Cup

in how many days?

- A week.

- A week.

My mom's gonna come

and look after me

while Espen's off just

destroying

the wingsuit community

and flying in like a ninja.

- Sure.

- Yeah.

Are you gonna win?

No, I'm gonna

come in fifth place.

No. What the f*ck?

Don't say that.

Maybe sixth.

But I think fifth place, yeah.

Loser.

[laughs]

Come on.

You'll win that sh*t.

How am I gonna win?

I'm not jumping.

I'm hanging out here.

No, you're not jumping

because it's raining.

No, I'm not jumping

because I'm in the hospital.

Hey, Marta!

- Oh, we're coming!

- Ten-second call!

It's a flurry of action here,

preparty nipple gluing.

- Oh, that's not fun.

- Staff creating.

Oh, my goodness,

look at you guys!

Ready to roll?

Ready.

Jimmy and I,

we got married in Vegas.

Kiss? Yeah.

So we were wanting

to have something

that would bring

the family together.

So we were like,

how fun it would be

to have an event where we're

not worried about jumping...

[soft music]

And just celebrate life

of us who are here

and also of those

who have passed?

All right.

Let's get a picture,

for crying out loud.

The best part of the whole thing

was something

that Jimmy started.

He wanted everybody

who was there

to get a group picture.

[all cheering]

Nice.

There's a lot of value

to group pictures

because virtually every

group photo,

the next time you take one,

there's gonna be

some people who aren't in it

because they're

no longer with us.

All: Five, four,

three, two, one.

[all cheering]

We did it!

[all cheering]

[somber music]



We have survivor's guilt.

So we all have

this coping mechanism,

how we deal with that loss,

that pain.



[all cheering]

Yeah, buddy!

Oh, hello.

If you don't need a hug,

Jimmy, just come on!

You can hug Jimmy!

He's gonna be here

all m*therf*cking night!

What's up?

Marta and I,

we chose to not have kids.

But we've become kind of

the parents

of this crowd of people.

And for us, it's so important

to spend time

with these amazing people

because we realize

that you could go any day.



The minute I met Julia,

I knew Scotty had finally met

someone who could

not only match his energy

but could one-up him

and keep him on his toes.

[laughter]

This is tight.

[both laugh]

It means it's gonna stay on.

Scotty, do you take Julia

to be your wife?

I do.

And, Julia, do you take

Scotty to be your husband?

I do.

I now pronounce you

husband and wife.

[all cheering]

[gentle music]



[cheers and applause]

I am Scotty Bob's sister,

for those who don't know.

When Scott got out

of the Marine Corps,

we just slowly began to learn

about all of y'all.

And we just became

so comfortable

because you're his family.

And, you know, we're his family.

But you... you are his family.

And we are so happy.

And I'm not gonna cry.

But we're just... we're so happy

to have you all here

and to watch out for him

because, I mean, you know,

we know what you do,

and we know it's...

You know.

[laughter]

We are so happy.

We're so happy that

you all do what you do.

And I'll tell you what.

I show everybody at work

my video.

"Look at what my brother does.

He's so cool."

And everybody is like,

"Oh, my gosh, that's crazy!

All he needs to do is find

a girlfriend and settle down."

I'm like, "Y'all."

[laughter]

So I want to raise

a glass to Julia.

We have been waiting for you.

[laughter]

I drank it all.

[all cheering]

To Julia, we've been waiting

for the one to come along

and to match Scott.

So cheers to you.

Cheers.

[all cheering]

[upbeat guitar music]

All right.

Three, two, one.



[cheering]

Yeah, babe!

[singing in Portuguese]



We got butterflies

around us, babe.

[laughs]

Stop playing.

[laughs]

I would say I make

way healthier decisions

now that she's around.

I mean, there was

a couple good years there

where it really was just

party, party, BASE jump,

BASE jump all the time.

I realized that she was

not the type

that was gonna be okay with

living on some friend's couch.

And then it was

kind of a big step.

Best decision I ever made.

I love you.

Love you, babe.

I don't know.

I don't know.

It's hard to talk about

something that I don't know

how is it gonna be.

I want to have a kid,

and this is...

I know it's gonna be

a lot of different,

like, very different,

big change for me.

And I am actually

more scared of that

than anything else,

not really of dying

and leaving my kid alone.

I'm actually just scared

of the change

that I know I'm gonna have to do

in order to be with my kid.

And I'm not gonna be able,

for example,

to just come and hike

and leave the kid down there,

at least not for the few years.

We know a lot of people

who are like,

"Oh, but you're gonna

stop jumping, right?"

And we're like,

"No, we're not."

But one thing

I asked him is actually, like...

Actually, he's already

kind of doing that...

Be way more conservative.

Three, two, one.

It's been four months now

since my injury.

Still feels like actually

I am in some kind

of horrible dream.

But then you quite quickly

just go into, like,

this doing mode.

And that's all you can do.

It's like to say, "Oh,

I can't do it," it's like,

well, what are you gonna do,

then?

[breathing heavily]

The option is to k*ll yourself.

And I don't have

enough ba*ls to do that.

[laughs]

[somber music]

It's gonna take

a little bit more time

before I'm able to jump

out of airplanes

and off mountains

and hike mountains

and do all the things

that I'm dreaming of doing.

But I'm not gonna

let that stop me.



It's a weird feeling

to put so much strain

on your back

when you know that it's

just held together by metal.

It's like, is this really

what I should be doing?



So we're going to see

how fast you can run today.

Ready, go!

Good. 12.

So the biggest problem

you're going to face

is not the flying, right,

because your technical level

is so good,

but it's the landing.

How is that?

Scary.

Scary. Yeah.

Okay.

And remember,

as the doctor said,

if the pain increases too much,

that's where your line is.

- So I'm definitely not ready.

- No.

You need to be sure that

you can take a hard landing.



I'm nervous.

Nervous?

All right, we'll go for it.

[soft dramatic music]



What are you doing?

I'm filming you.



I feel like there's nothing...

I don't know

what I'm supposed to do.

It's like,

if I do absolutely nothing,

then I'm just filled

with these feelings of guilt

and like I'm just wasting away

and like everything

I've worked hard for is

just going out the window.

But then every time

I do something,

it's like I do the wrong thing.

And things get worse.



And then I try to act.

And I'm just constantly trying

to do the right thing.

But I'm just constantly in pain.

You want to set up the hammock?



If I can't get back

from this injury,

are we gonna be able

to have a relationship?



If she died,

I would have

eventually continued.

I would have kept on jumping.

I would have learned

to live with the loss.

She would be

a very fond and amazing memory

that would...

would be nice but also haunt me

for the rest of my life.

But I would not stop.

I don't have anything else.

Air sport has become my life.

Hey, Amber.

I'm in Chengdu, China.

And we're all here, everyone.

15 jumpers,

but we should have been 16.

Aw.

It should have been you

here as well.

I wish I was there.

You'll be here.

I just wanted to say I love you.

Love you too.

Mwah.

Goodbye!

[laughs]

[graceful classical music]



[singing in Italian]



Ah, what's the plan, guys?

Going into the unknown.

[laughter]

Into the unknown.



[all cheering]

Yes, Scott!

Welcome to China, baby!

[all cheering]

Yeah! Oh.



We're gonna have a baby, baby.

[laughs]

[groans]

[whistles]

- Are we ready?

- Yeah.

- You sure?

- Yeah. Are you ready?

I am f*cking shaking.

[laughter]

Okay, three, two, one.

That's my wife.

- [cheering]

- [chuckles]

Happy mom, happy baby.

But this morning,

I told myself, like, okay,

I'm not gonna jump.

I'm just gonna chill.

But then I get here

and I see everybody

getting ready, I'm like, f*ck.

I start itching.

It's like, damn.

Just one jump.

[laughs]

But I can't tell

my family, for sure.

My mom and my sister,

they're like,

"You're done, right?"

I'm like, "Yeah, yeah,

I'm not jumping anymore."

[breathing heavily]

[gentle music]



I actually put it

on Google, like,

oh, what can

a pregnant woman do?

And it's funny

because, "Minigolf."

You can start planning

for your baby shower."

I'm like, that sounds

f*cking boring.



It's one of the most

selfish sports out there,

entirely selfish, you know?

But when you decide to create

another life and have a child,

then that's just... that's

another choice and decision.

You have to own it.

Whoo!

If you're not willing

to make that commitment

to something else, then,

you know, BASE jumping's gonna

take everything else, so...

Baby!

Wait for me!

But, I mean,

is one of you gonna have

to stay on the ground?

It kind of sucks

because then we end up

not jumping together anymore.

Maybe you can watch the baby.

[laughter]

Uncle Dicko?

I don't know.

It must be some kind

of turning point

where you're like, all right,

I'm gonna taper down.

When I'm 90, I want to buy a...

Like a camper van,

like a huge trailer,

and just travel around.

I think Jimmy and Marta

have it pretty good.

They just pull up into the...

You calling them old?

[laughs]

In a way,

I think that's what parents...

Like, that's kind of the

traditional role of parents

or, like, elders in the tribe,

trying to pass on enough wisdom

that you make

some sensible decisions,

stay alive.

Where are you going?

I don't know!

I think I'm going to make

a wingsuit BASE jump in Moab!

- Ah!

- For the first time ever!

All right, here we go, baby.

- Yeah, brother. Yeah.

- [laughs]

Yeah.

[exhales heavily]

Excuse me.

[clears throat]

[exhales heavily]

[both breathing heavily]

[camera shutter clicking]

[soft dramatic music building]



[wind rustling]

Oh, my God.

Jimmy?

Hey, Jimmy.

[radio blips]

Jimmy, any chance

you can hear me, buddy?

[radio blips]

[exhales sharply]

Oh, sh*t.

[exhales heavily]

Jimmy.

I love you, man.

[radio blips]

f*ck.

[helicopter whirring]

[somber music]



I watched him go.

And everything looked

just perfect.

[sighs]

And I heard the sound

before I really knew

what was going on.

So I heard the sound before

I knew the door had closed.

It took a minute to register.

And I picked up the radio

because

Jimmy and I were on radio

together.

And I talked him through it

and told him I love him.

I told him

that we're there for him

and that we were sending a heli

and that I'd call Marta.

Jay called at that moment.

I'm like, "Is it Jimmy?"

"Yes."

"Is he gone?"

"Yes."

So that was...

That was

that unbelievable moment...

[voice breaking]

That you... it's hard to believe.

But, you know, having gone

through many deaths

in the sport and of a boyfriend,

my first boyfriend in the States

who passed BASE jumping as well,

I knew it was true.

So, you know, even though

it's almost... it's surreal,

and you can't believe it.

But there was that finality

of knowing that...

You know, that that's a fact.



Um, how do I ask this...

Not to sound like a jerk,

but if you were not to be here

when this film is done,

what do you want

people's take to be?

Yeah,

and I've thought about that.

It's like, okay, so we've done

all this filming.

And I've seen films like that,

where at the end of the film,

they're like, "This person

died BASE jumping."

It's like, "Oh," you know?

So don't feel too sorry for me.

I have lived my life exactly

how I wanted to live it.



And if I happen to die

BASE jumping,

I realize that that is

one of the consequences.

So don't feel sorry for me.

Just be happy

that I lived my life

how I wanted to live it.

And don't let it keep you

from getting into the sport

or staying in the sport.

I don't want be

responsible for that.

[exhales deeply]

Okay, get rid of the ghosts.

Three, two, one, see ya.



Thank you.

Thank you.

Yeah.

This time last year,

I was in the middle

of a ten-hour surgery

to repair my broken femur

and my spine.

I'm celebrating today,

one year later,

to do my first jump again.

[gentle music]



[beeping]



[exhales sharply]

Okay.

Three, two, one.

[whooshing]

Oh, my God!

Whoo!

[laughs]

What the...

[laughs]

[Lou Reed's "Perfect Day"]



[sighs]

I'm gonna call Espen.

Just a perfect day

Yes, she did it. She did it.

I just wanted to pull.

I just wanted to pull

and know that I can do it.

Okay.

But anyway, I'm alive.

When it gets dark,

we go home

- I'm very alive.

- I love you.

- I love you. Okay?

- I love you, too.



Just a perfect day

You made me forget myself

I thought

I was someone else

Someone good



Oh,

it's such a perfect day

I'm glad I spent it

with you

Oh, such a perfect day

You just keep me

hanging on

You just

keep me hanging on



You're going to reap

just what you sow



I don't know what to say, Amber.

Happy, happy?

Mmhmm.

Where did miserable go?

So last year.

You're good. All set.

You have this look

where you look at me

like this proud dad

or something.

- Have a nice jump.

- Thank you.

- Remember to fly inland.

- Yeah.

Okay, three, two, one.



A lot of people

getting into the sport

get into it when they don't

have much to lose.

But when... the second you

realize you got a lot to lose,

you're like, sh*t, maybe

this isn't worth it anymore.

Like, it's... you know?

That's the game.

I have

a out-of-the-blue question.

Did Jimmy dying surprise you?

Very surprised, like,

would be the right word.

It doesn't make much sense.

Like, it doesn't make

really any sense.

So I just kind of reflect that

back on myself to be like,

hey, I mean,

got a lot of commitments.

Going in would

really f*ck that up.

And I would be a giant as*h*le

if that happened.

And for me, personally,

it doesn't matter anything.

Like, nobody should feel bad

for the guy who's dead.

It's for everybody that's left.

Jimmy and I talked about,

what if something happened

to one of us?

I think sometimes, you know,

people say, "Oh, yeah",

"but, you know, we love this.

"It's okay... if I die,

have a party," or blah, blah.

But then when it happens,

it's a different story.

[somber music]



Jimmy was a great jumper

but sometimes a little bit

also not careful.

[laughs]

I remember when he jumped

without a pilot chute.



Oh, my God!

Oh.

Oh, sh*t, dog!

Wow. I thought I was dead.

I thought that was it.

I thought about Marta

and how pissed

she was gonna be at me.

Oh, my God!

Whoo!

I love you, life.

I love you, wife.

Oh, God damn.

And it took him two years

to let me know.

[laughs] I didn't...

Everybody hid it very well.

And then also, he asked me,

"Do you think I made the right

decision of not telling you?

I wanted to prove to you that

I was a safe BASE jumper."

Hi, love.



This last summer, I saw him

going towards a place

where he and I had

already talked

that we weren't gonna go.

He was starting to push

a little bit more.

Jimmy would always call me

whenever Marta was out of town.

[whispering]

"Hey, what are you doing?

"Marta's gone

for a couple weeks.

Let's go have some fun."

[laughs]

Like, oh, he's up

to no good again.

He wanted to play.

You know?

He's like, "Mom's gone."

"I want to go play.

What do you want to do?

"Let's get out there.

This is our chance."

Unfortunately,

you make one mistake,

and the game ends and you lose.

And from outside, it can be

really easy to judge.

It can be really perceived

as selfish.



Is it selfish

to want to be happy?

For me, freedom is the very

most important thing in life,

and I had to allow him

to be free.

- Yeah!

- Whoo-hoo-hoo!

Yeah!

You can change a little bit

to meet in the middle

so you can grow together.

But then there are things

that you shouldn't change

because it's your soul.



If I start crying,

don't come hug me.

What's that?

If I start crying,

don't come hug me.

I will get...

Yeah.

I will reconnect

and be good, right?

Okay, thanks.

Looking good.

Thank you.

We should start.

This here has always been

one of my favorite views.

[all cheering]

Ten years ago,

Jimmy and I created this event

to celebrate life

of those who are here

and the life of those

who have passed.

- Whoo!

- Yeah!

So this... this is a tough year

for all of us.

We all lost our Jimmy.

[sighs]

We love you, Marta!

I got this, right?

I got this.

[cheers and applause]

You got this!

If it wasn't

for all of you guys,

I wouldn't be able to stand here

and feel as strong as I do.

So thank you so much

for your love.

We love you, Marta!

[cheers and applause]

We're gonna turn

to the family next to us

and give each other a Jimmy hug,

all right?

Thank you, guys.

Come here, buddy.

I wish he was here forever.

But it's like, he's not.

And the family's still here.

And, you know,

we're dropping one by one.

And so just keep charging.

Keep charging the castle

and wait your turn.

All: Eight, seven, six, five,

four, three, two, one!

[all cheering]

[soft music]



[all cheering]

Whoo!

Yeah!

Whoo!



Tuck it out.

Don't move this.

Don't yaw with the shoulders.

- You guys running a course?

- Yep.

Nice! How's it going?

Tag teaming.

Swap the baby.

Sweet.

All right, let's go.



Gonna watch Mommy BASE jump?

Relax. Focus.

Take your time.

Visualize.

Look at yourself,

like, in the future.

All right,

whenever you're ready.

Three, two, one, see ya.

You guys want a baby?

You gonna grow up and be

crazy like your parents?

[laughs]

He likes to come out

and watch Mom BASE jump.

Three, two, one!



What do you think

we're gonna stop doing first,

having sex

or BASE jump together?

If either of them stop,

it's gonna be sad.

Yeah, it is, huh?

I don't want to stop

any of them.

I think it's possible to jump

when you're past 100.

You know what I want to do?

I want to die of age...

- In the landing area.

- In the landing area...

- After a BASE jump.

- Together with you.

After a sick proxy flight...

Yeah.

Just, like, charging

down the mountain,

land, and be like...

[choking]

I think if it happens,

the last thought

I'm gonna have in my head

was, like, "Nailed it."

- Nailed it.

- Like, "Ah, nailed it."

Got a lot of living

to go together.

Yeah, we do.

Love you too.

Off you go.

Okay. Okay.

All right.

Three, two, one.



I want to live every day,

all day, as hard as I can.

And we party hard

and we love hard

and we jump hard because

we're reminded way too often

that it can end like that.

We're very aware

of how precious life is

and what a gift it is.

So we use it.

It's not up on a shelf

still in its bubble wrap.

[chuckles]

Ours is all beat up

and thrown in the corner.

It's good.

It's good.

You should use something

that you cherish.

- Great.

- Thank you very much, Jimmy.

Really beautiful.

[Music plays through credits]