05x01 - Redemption

[bunniefuu]

[foreboding music playing]

[man] People say,

"You needed to come to prison

to become the person that you are."

Right, 'cause you are gonna be a person

that's gonna help shift the culture,

you gonna help change the world one day.

[music continues]

[man] I wanna be a beacon

that redemption is possible, right?

Demonstrating reconciliation is possible.

You don't have to come to prison

and just let yourself just waste away.

You can grow.

Look at me.

I am a person who has achieved it.

[music fades out]

[eerie music playing]

[man 1]

I think we could all be dangerous people.

[man 2] People say you're a monster.

[man 3]

I'm not sitting here saying I'm innocent.

[man 4]

I just m*rder*d some guy in cold blood.

[music fades out]

[ominous music playing]

[light clicks on]

- [man] Thank you for your patience.

- [Jamel] Mm-hm.

[man] Just count to ten for me, please.

One, two, three, four,

five, six, seven, eight, nine, ten.

[somber music playing]

[Jamel] I was born in Cleveland, Ohio.

My upbringing was one of poverty.

As a young man,

I was always ambitious and creative.

Always wanted to do

some type of music or some type of poetry.

But I was being pulled between two worlds,

my my creativity

and the negativity in which I lived there.

The neighborhood that I grew up in,

it was drugs being sold,

it was people being shot.

I remember you couldn't even go too far

up the street without getting jumped

'cause you was

outside of your neighborhood.

[suspenseful music playing]

There was always violence.

We get taught from this high

that you got to be hard.

You don't let nobody punk you.

You You do this.

This is the code of the street.

That's the code.

Toxic masculinity is the norm, right?

And I picked it up.

[music becomes rhythmic]

[Jamel] I started doing everything

that others in my environment was doing.

I started taking chances,

like trying to sell dope.

Drugs and alcohol kind of stifled

a lot of my a lot of my dreams.

[music fades out]

[somber music playing]

[Jamel] As a person, Danielle

was way different than what I was used to.

I'm used to dealing with girls

from a certain demographic, right?

And this was, like, um,

a young girl from the suburbs, right?

And she was just so happy,

and sunny, and bubbly all the time,

like, every time.

[music continues]

She kept me out of the streets

because she always believed

in whatever I was doing.

So far as, like, she pushed my creativity,

she kept me grounded

and kept me chasing my dreams,

making me believe that it was

that it was real.

[music continues]

[Jamel] Everything was looking good.

I was working.

I was going to night school,

getting my diploma. Right?

And I was really non-existent

in the streets.

I was just mostly with Danielle.

[music continues]

[Jamel] She was the most excited

to be a mother that I've ever seen.

All right? And I was excited.

I was at all the classes

to breathe and breathe

and every prenatal appointment.

So we were we were stoked.

We had a big baby shower.

So yeah, it was it was

it was a wonderful experience.

[music fades out]

[ominous music playing]

[Jamel] I needed money.

So I started kind of like, trying to,

you know, go back out with my friends,

go in the streets, go bust a few moves,

like, trying to get back

into the groove of things.

It was just like the hood

or the gangster thing to do, you know.

That's how my mindset was back then.

[music continues]

[Jamel] My friends leave.

So, I'm going to, you know, get my money,

count my stuff up for the day,

and I'm going to look for

this one particular g*n that I had.

And I can't find it.

Now, in hindsight, I'm drunk,

but I'm looking for it

and I can't find it.

So I'm looking all around.

And Danielle was like,

"One of your friends

might do got it, right?"

So, like, now, I get I get pissed.

[music builds]

I grab this big g*n, right?

So now, I guess she sees

how serious I'm getting,

and now, she's telling me, like,

"Chill, relax," like,

"You're going to find it."

I'm like, "No, they got me"

"I invited y'all to my house,

and y'all gonna steal!"

This, that, and the third.

And I'm still going.

I'm more enraged,

and I got the g*n like this,

and I'm pointing it and telling her,

"No, I'm about to go there,

I'm gonna do this and do that."

And as I'm demonstrating,

the g*n goes off.

[g*nsh*t echoes]

[music softens]

I kind of like paused for a second.

And then,

I run over to her 'cause I thought

maybe she jumped out the way,

or maybe she's just playing,

trying to teach me a lesson. All right?

So I grab her.

And I'm And I'm holding her, I'm like,

"Stop playing!" Like, "Get up!"

And then I feel,

like, blood on my forearm.

All right?

And I kind of was scared to look at first.

So then I kind of turned and looked,

and I seen that she was actually shot.

[music fades out]

And in that moment

[tense music playing]

it was shock. All right?

And when I say shock, I mean

like disbelief. Like, I don't I don't

Like, this can't be actually real.

This can't be actually happening.

After that, I done went through

a thousand different emotions

of what I should do.

I started thinking, like,

it was it was guilt and shame.

And it went from shock to panic.

[police siren wails]

I could hear the police coming.

And I see the flashing lights.

So I go and run the other way.

I'm gonna flee, right?

I know this run

is probably going to be short-lived,

but I'm panicking and I'm not thinking.

I'm just trying to just get away

from the situation.

So I just keep I keep going.

[music continues]

[music fades out]

[echoing footsteps]

[somber violin music playing]

[Jamel] What happened?

It was just like a deep hurt

and regret and remorse.

And it changed everything, right?

It was It was the day

that I lost everything, right?

I lost Danielle.

I lost my family, lost my my my respect.

I could probably accept it more

if I did something on purpose,

but for this to be an accident,

like, why was her life cut short?

And why did I have to be

responsible for it?

What's the lesson?

[fence rattling]

I always hear people say

that everything happens for a reason,

and a lot of things

changed in my life after that.

I stopped drinking and smoking in prison.

Now, that led me

to finally be able to know myself

for the first time

since I was eight or nine years old,

where I wasn't on some type of drug.

And after I got clean,

I was able to grow into the leader

that I actually'd always been.

Everything that I do

is so that other people don't have to make

the same mistakes that I made.

And I just want you to know

that redemption and reconciliation, right,

it's not it's not something

that's out the picture. It's possible.

[music continues]

[Jamel] So I started reading certain books

like, on cognitive behavioral therapy

and things of that nature,

and reading those books on fertile mind

opened my eyes up

to different thinking areas,

different communication techniques.

[music fades out]

[gentle instrumental music playing]

[fence rattling]

I taught people communication skills

and conflict resolution skills,

because I noticed

that a lot of people in here,

that's what we lack.

And starting that program was probably

the most transformational thing

for me in my personal journey.

When I leave here,

I wanna take the Danielle Project

and be able to implement it

on a grand scale.

So I just see myself getting out

and being a thought leader.

[music fades out]

[hopeful music playing]

[woman] In the prison system,

Black folks make up

nearly 40% of those who are incarcerated.

Despite the fact that in Minnesota,

they make up

less than 7% of the population.

We have a dominant narrative

in this country

that people who have a darker skin

are more susceptible to crime.

Jamel, he should have never gotten

20 years for what was an accident.

I've seen way too many people

take the same path that Jamel took

because that was the one

that was broad and wide,

and you were almost pushed down it.

I am Minister Janaé Bates,

and I'm the communications director

for a faith-based and community-based

organizing, uh, vehicle

for regular Minnesotans

right here in Minnesota.

[music continues]

[Janaé] I met Dontez

when we were 16 years old.

I call him Dontez

as well as most of his family and friends.

Um, even though of course,

he's Jamel Dontez Hatcher.

He has always had this, like,

high level of emotional intelligence,

and he really cares about

how people are feeling.

[music fades out]

[soft, uplifting music playing]

[Janaé] I had just gotten licensed

as a minister.

I thought, surely, this is God,

you know, opening a pathway for me

to be able to provide pastoral care

to a friend who really needs it.

And I got to learn about all of the work

that he had been doing in the prison.

For him to use this time

not just as his punishment,

but also for preparation

to prepare himself to be the man

that that he's becoming today.

You know, the work that he's doing

in the prison really does deserve to

to get some light outside of the prison.

[music fades out]

[somber music playing]

[fence rattling]

[Janaé] Right now,

the prosecutors are in communication

with the family of Danielle,

and they're talking to them about,

you know, what this would mean for them

if Dontez were released early.

[music stops]

[birds chirping]

[melancholic music playing]

[woman] We miss her every day.

[man] Absolutely.

There isn't a day go by

that I don't think about her.

And a lot of time where

I'm driving and we pass

the cemetery where she is,

and we'd send her our love.

[Janet]

I just love this one with this smile.

Because this is how

she kind of lived her life.

[Ernest] Absolutely.

- Always has a great smile.

- [Janet] Always had a smile.

She was kind of a magnet.

[laughs]

She had a bright spirit

some people were drawn to.

Dontez was drawn to that spirit as well.

Dontez's trial,

it was kind of a blur to me.

I don't remember what he said,

what anybody said.

All I remember is sadness.

I don't know

if I ever really got angry towards him

because I felt like

he loved her too much to hurt her.

[music fades out]

[uplifting music playing]

[Janet] He asked for forgiveness.

He was saying that it was an accident,

that he really didn't mean

to k*ll the woman that he loved so much.

And he said he had to find restitution.

And he wanted to do

something more with his life,

so Danielle wouldn't have died in vain.

[music continues]

[Janet] He talked about reading the Bible.

And I could just see

that he was really serious about

what he wanted to do, how

the direction that he was going in.

I think he has proven

that he is trying

to be the best he can be.

[music continues]

[Janet] I'm really happy about

the way he has evolved.

My prayers, I would say,

have been answered.

I'm hoping to see

Dontez and his wife have a happy life.

[music continues]

[Janet] His wife, she's a wonderful woman,

and I see that relationship

working out very well.

And if there's any way I can

can help that happen, I'm I'm all for it.

[music fades out]

[sentimental music playing]

[Janaé] Okay.

So, I just want to acknowledge,

we have a bunch of folks in the room.

I know there's people from Ohio

and from Minnesota.

We have people here from Scotland.

I had been praying for a partner

for years.

Um, and I had been praying

with a very long checklist of things

that this person needed to be.

And he checked all the boxes.

I did not put on the list

"He probably shouldn't be in prison"

[laughs]but

We have family and loved ones

who have joined us from all over.

So we're watching my wedding.

You can barely see me,

but I'm in this corner

and I'm cheesing so hard.

I smiled so hard

through the entire experience.

[music continues]

I would say the most special moment

is happening right now.

It's when Dontez was telling me his vows.

They're incredibly beautiful

because he's a poet.

The love of my life.

You have made my life so bright.

You have picked me up

from the deepest depths of darkness.

I was a man with rips

and tears in my soul.

Oh, but here we go.

This is where we tie the knot.

[man] Will you honor and cherish him

as long as you shall live?

[Janaé] Oh yes, I do.

[man laughs]

[Jamel] I love you, baby.

[Janaé] Oh, I love you.

Janet and Ernest Jenkins

were also present,

and it was beautiful,

because they are the grandparents

of, uh, Danielle.

[indistinct talking over computer]

[Janaé] It has been incredible

to have their support,

and they represent

what I really hope for a lot of the world.

Truly.

[contemplative music playing]

[Janaé] We've dreamed about

what it's gonna finally be like

to be able to be together,

living together in one place.

And Dontez could be out

as soon as a few weeks from now.

And we are certainly wanting to spend

a bunch of time with Chyanne,

Dontez and Danielle's daughter.

Because for him,

it is so incredibly important

to have a relationship with her.

[music fades out]

- [birds chirping]

- [basketball net swishes]

[basketball thumps]

[gentle melodic music playing]

[basketball thuds]

[basketball rim rattles]

When I first heard the name Danielle,

I was young.

- [net swishes]

- [basketball thuds]

[woman] I also thought she was related.

I just didn't know how she was related.

I found out who Danielle really was to me,

uh, when I was about 17.

[music continues]

[Chyanne] And I found out

who my dad was at the same time.

[door clicks shut]

- Chyanne, you want some toast?

- Yeah.

I'm gonna make some toast.

Some eggs, toast and bacon.

Are you gonna put it on the

[woman] You can make a sandwich

if you want, I don't care.

[bacon sizzling]

[music continues]

[bacon continues sizzling]

[Melanie] I was not ready to tell her.

She was that, uh, light

that was brought back into my life

after Danielle died

that kept me going.

I didn't feel I needed to tell her

until later in her life.

My goal was to first

set up either counseling or something

in place so that when I did tell her,

she had somewhere to go for help

or had other people to help her.

[Melanie talking indistinctly]

[Chyanne] I had found out the truth

from my dad's side.

I was sent a link.

And it was actually

a link to my dad's website.

[music continues]

He wrote this letter

before I knew who he was.

It says, "I love you.

I always have and always will."

And he just talked about

how, like, one day I will find this,

and he hope I will,

and that we can start a bond.

I was shocked, but I was mainly confused

'cause I had so many questions.

[music fades out]

[melancholic music playing]

[Melanie]

I wish I had been contacted first.

Conversation should have went

through me first before contacting her.

I I thought it was quite selfish

to just call her

or text her out of the blue.

But I would say that the situation

has panned out pretty well.

She does have a relationship

with her father now.

So she can start that journey with him.

[music fades out]

[poignant music playing]

[Chyanne] The first time

I talked to my dad was on the telephone.

I was I was very nervous.

I feel like he was very nervous.

[birds chirping]

[Chyanne] I could hear it in his voice.

I felt very good

after we had our first talk

'cause that's when I knew that

I'm gonna have a bond with him now.

I can't know who my mom was,

which I wish I could,

but I at least want to know who my dad is.

[birds chirping]

[music continues]

Oh, I didn't even see this.

He just added these pictures.

That's my dad.

That's me.

Those are my great-grandparents.

That's my dad again. That's me.

And that's, uh, Janaé, his wife.

Very special days,

except when we had to leave.

That was the hardest part.

[music fades out]

[somber music playing]

- Here.

- I'm just debating if I want some eggs.

That's That's enough

Yeah, that's enough. Mm-hm.

[Melanie] That's not enough.

The difference between him then and now

is that he's grown a lot mentally.

I think he has come a long way.

[tense piano music playing]

But about what happened to Danielle

There really has not been

a clear discussion

on exactly what happened.

Because I don't know

exactly what happened.

[music continues]

[Melanie] I didn't want to hear it.

I wasn't ready.

I want Chyanne

to find out the truth from him.

And I think that is something

that has to come from him.

To face her.

To face Chyanne and say,

"This is what I did."

[music fades out]

[dark, foreboding music playing]

[music fades out]

[man] Danielle was shot in the face

with a shotgun.

[rhythmic, pensive music playing]

[man] But Hatcher denied

having any involvement in her death.

So I have a trust issue

with anything that he has to say.

My name is Jeff Cook.

I was the lead detective

on the Jamel Hatcher m*rder case.

I felt absolutely terrible for the family

to have to go through this,

as I do with any homicide victim.

[music fades out]

[Jeff] There are things

that can't be unseen by family members.

And that her family

had to go and find her,

you know, it's heartbreaking.

[foreboding music playing]

[music fades out]

The mother was notified

by the grandparents

that people couldn't

get ahold of Danielle.

So she took her 11-year-old son,

Danielle's little brother, with her,

and they came to the apartment.

They found that the apartment door

was unlocked, and entered.

They found Danielle laying on the floor

between the closet and the bed.

[grim music playing]

They then found the baby on the bed

in a bouncy seat.

And she had been sitting there so long

and been crying and and thrashing around

that she almost

worked her way out of the seat.

The child was left alone

for approximately 18 hours.

[dramatic sting]

[music fades out]

[dark, rhythmic music playing]

[Jeff] Have a seat right here.

My name's Detective Cook, okay?

You go by Dontez, right?

- [Jamel] Yeah.

- Okay.

[Jeff] When we questioned him,

he did a number of things to try to put up

roadblocks in the investigation,

uh, to try to create an alibi for himself.

He said he had been to the apartment

earlier in the evening, but he had left,

and she was fine when he left.

He, uh, initially said that

he had gone to a friend's house,

LaTanya Harper.

And spent the night there.

He not only claimed

that he went to Ms. Harper's residence,

but that he engaged

in sexual activity with her that evening.

[indistinct chatter]

[Jeff] But it was part of the overall plan

to create an alibi.

That That told us a lot

about Mr. Hatcher.

His cold, calculated nature

of going and having sex with somebody

after he just k*lled his baby's mother.

[tense, rhythmic music playing]

[Jeff] So this is LaTanya Harper.

[officer] Here's a copy of the statement

that you made to us.

I want you to read that before we start.

[Jeff] Her assertion initially was

that he arrived around one o'clock

with her there.

She then admitted that he didn't get there

till around four in the morning.

[music continues]

[Jeff] Through witness interviews,

what we believe occurred that night was,

Mr. Hatcher and Danielle

got into a very heated argument.

Several of the neighbors

had actually gone and complained

to management about

the arguing in that apartment.

And we we believe

the argument continued from there on,

and that's when

Jamel ended up sh**ting her.

[dramatic sting]

It was very frustrating to have

the prosecutor's office tell us

we didn't have enough.

We wanted Mr. Hatcher charged with m*rder

because we learned

that Mr. Hatcher had been

physically a*usive

to Danielle in the past.

He had kicked her.

He was very demeaning to her

and talked down to her

and was very controlling of her.

That gave us a feeling

that he was a very callous person

when it came to his baby's mother,

and perhaps he didn't care for her

as much as he liked

to make everybody believe he did.

[music fades out]

[melancholic music playing]

[birds chirping]

[woman] The last words I said to him

was that I curse you.

For what you've taken from our family.

I hope that you are forever haunted

by the image of Danielle.

Because she loved you completely

and unconditionally.

And may you never find that again.

[music continues]

[Monica] She called me that day,

the day that she had died.

And she says to me,

"Auntie, do you ever stop worrying

about your child?"

And I said to her, "No, baby, you don't."

It was an a*usive relationship.

And I was so happy thinking,

"She gets it now."

"She's gonna leave him."

And then when I hung up, I was happy.

[voice breaking]

But I shouldn't have been happy.

[breathes deeply]

I should have gone over there.

I should've picked her up.

[music continues]

[Monica] After Danielle was k*lled,

he ran away

and hid.

He left a baby.

His child.

There was no anonymous phone call

to the police, to our family.

Nothing.

So my sister and my nephew

have to walk in and find her,

the baby crying,

and find and find Danielle.

- Why?

- [music fades out]

Because he was too cowardly

to make an anonymous phone call?

[tense music playing]

[Jamel] I want to be a beacon of

that redemption is possible, right?

A lot of things changed in my life.

So I started reading certain books,

like, on cognitive behavioral therapy

and things of that nature,

and I was actually able

to grow into the leader

that I actually'd always been.

And through through the Danielle Project,

I'm actually helping to

to switch people's mindsets, right?

So I need to take this

and be as impactful as possible,

make it as big as possible,

because every time I do it

is a celebration of Danielle, right?

Every time I do it,

it's my way of keeping her alive,

and invested in people

and being that role model for people.

It helps me

to keep personally growing, right?

[music fades out]

[foreboding music playing]

[Monica] I don't believe that.

I don't believe any of that.

I didn't know that he was doing classes

named after Danielle.

That seems like using her name

for personal gain.

I want to believe

everyone's capable of change,

but I think he's gotten an education

on how to manipulate the system,

courtesy of the state.

[music continues]

My thoughts on him getting early release

and getting my family on board,

I don't think that's okay at all.

I totally believe that he is using them

and that this is, uh,

some sort of manipulation.

My parents believe

that it is important for healing.

That is their journey.

And my sister,

she'll do what's necessary

to protect Chyanne

and give her what she needs.

[music fades out]

[melancholic music playing]

[Melanie] This is where I am

with Jamel right now.

Eighteen years ago,

I would have hunted him down

and taken him out myself.

But the only thing

that stopped me from doing that

is my children and Chyanne.

I can't tell people how to heal.

Everybody heals on their own time,

and their own way.

But I had to be able

to let go of some of the hatred I had.

I felt that it was time to give up

that diet of

wanting revenge,

wanting to hate.

And I have to support Chyanne.

Because she wanted to put a face

to this person

that now she knows as being her father.

So I had to, um

deal with that.

[music fades out]

[tense music playing]

[Jamel] I know there's going to be

a million opinions around the world

about my story.

Some good, some bad.

But at the end of the day,

I'm gonna be that great father.

I'm gonna be that great husband.

I'm going to do the stuff

with the Danielle Project.

That's all I can do.

[music fades out]

[somber music playing]

In terms of my release,

we're still waiting on the prosecution.

It feels frustrating because

I feel I've done everything I can

to prove that I'm ready

to be released early.

[Jeff] Through our investigation,

we learned that Mr. Hatcher had been

physically a*usive

to Danielle in the past.

And what we believe occurred that night

was they got into a very heated argument,

and that's when

Jamel ended up sh**ting her.

And he did a number of things to try

to put up roadblocks in the investigation.

He not only claimed

that he went to Ms. Harper's residence,

but that he engaged in sexual activity

with her that evening.

That That told us a lot

about Mr. Hatcher.

[music fades out]

[Jamel] Okay.

When you look at the situation, right,

it doesn't look too good, right?

[grim music playing]

I was definitely

verbally a*usive to Danielle.

I may have not been,

like, beating her, beating her, right?

But if me and her get into it,

like, I would take her

and hold her down on the bed

or maybe shake her or something like that,

but make no mistake,

Danielle's death was an accident.

I would have never k*lled her on purpose.

In terms of me lying,

on the day after Danielle's death,

I was so high off of PCP

that I don't remember my first interview.

But that night, I don't never remember

having sex with LaTanya.

[music continues]

If something like that did happen

[sighs]

that's terrible.

That's terrible. Like I said, I was high,

and I don't I don't

I don't I don't know.

[music continues]

I know after the fact I did

a whole bunch of unsavory stuff, right?

Trying to cover it up, or whatever.

But I didn't want to go to jail for life

or get the death penalty

or something like that.

So that's what I was hiding.

I was hiding the truth.

I did it out of fear.

[dramatic sting]

[music continues]

[Monica] He only cared about himself.

After Danielle was k*lled,

he ran away

and hid.

He left a baby.

His child.

There was no anonymous phone call.

Nothing.

So my sister and my nephew

have to walk in and find her.

My thoughts on him getting early release

and getting my family on board,

I don't think that's okay at all.

I totally believe that he is using them.

I think he's gotten an education

on how to manipulate the system,

courtesy of the state.

[music fades out]

I can understand

where Monica's coming from.

[somberly pensive music playing]

In hindsight, like, yes,

I was I was absolutely wrong.

I could have made an anonymous tip.

But that was the last thing on my mind.

I was I was 19.

I was I was selfish.

I was self-centered, right?

And a lot of stuff that I

A lot of stuff that I did,

it probably was to to save my own skin,

save my own self, and I have to

dedicate my life to make amends for that.

[music continues]

As far as me using the family

to secure early release

Me personally,

I hadn't I hadn't even

considered the fact

Like, this is about

the fact that I'm a father

who loves his daughter. All right?

Monica is still in that place of pain

and skepticism, right?

And I don't blame her.

And yes, I have

a lot of negativity in my past,

but onward has to be

my only direction, right?

And with Melanie and my daughter

and the Jenkins' support,

I'm going to do everything

that I said that I was going to do.

And prove to the world time and time again

that I am who I say I am.

And that my transformation is

is legitimate.

[music fades out]

[man 1] The first thought

that went through my head

was, "Damn, it would be

so much easier in life

if I were to just k*ll her

and get this over with."

[woman] I I could have

made the choice to try to stop him.

I could have made the choice to get help.

I stabbed this guy one single time.

That was it.

One split second can determine

the rest of your life.

How do you say "I'm sorry"

for taking away someone's loved one?

He came to our house to k*ll our family.

Oh, f*ck.

This is where it's gonna get bad.

[chuckles]

He said, "Bro,

I've got these voices in my head."

I'm out to k*ll any and every

m*therf*cker I can get my hands on.

[laughs]

My only regret is that

I didn't finish what I started.

[man 2] People say, "You're a monster,"

but nobody stops to think

what made us that way.

[dramatic music crescendos]

[man 1] I don't have remorse

for her being dead as a person.

I just hate that it was [snorts]

my dumb a*s who did it.

[dramatic sting]

[darkly melancholic music playing]

[music fades out]