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Bolan's Shoes (2023)

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Bolan's Shoes (2023)

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[juanty old-time music]

[Radio Host] Oh,

there's nothing like

a big band finish, is there?

Here's a lovely letter.

Bob from Liverpool writes in,

requesting a record be played

for wife and number-one

Marc Bolan-fan, Sally,

to celebrate their first

wedding anniversary.

They've been married

a whopping year.

Now according to Bob,

a few years ago,

he was working in a

record shop in London.

And one day, none other

than Marc Bolan walked in.

A couple of dropped jaws later,

cheeky Bob complimented

the diminutive rockstar on

the T-shirt he was wearing.

Quick as a flash, Mr. Bolan

whipped off his T-shirt,

handed it to Bob,

telling him to enjoy it.

And exited the shop

bare-chested

with only his Afghan coat

for comfort. [laughs]

What a cracking story.

Oh, we love you, Marc.

Happy anniversary,

Bob and Sally.

And as requested,

here's T. Rex

with their latest release,

Calling All Destroyers.

["Calling All Destroyers"

by T.Rex.]

Walking wild at midnight

Breathing like a panther

Holding hands with my love

Get off him! Get off him!

-He's a dickhead!

-You're the dickhead!

-I'm warning you!

-f*ck off!

-[boy grunts]

-[girl screaming]

-What?

-[children yelling]

What have you been

up to, Simmons?

-He's just busted our kid!

-Aw, sit down.

What's wrong with you all?

Like a bunch of

wild bloody animals.

And why is it

always you, Simmons?

Oh, that's enough.

Tracy, come and get him

cleaned up, will ya?

Turn that bloody thing off!

-I can't hear myself think!

-[music stops]

Sorry, Vicar.

Now I'm telling yous all,

if the vicar goes back

and tells Mr. Ratton

that there's been fighting,

yous'll never be let out again.

So wise up the lot of yas.

And you stay there.

Now, we get inside,

you go straight to your seats,

and you stay there

until the interval.

You don't have an interval

at a rock concert.

You're a clever

one, aren't ya?

Right, who needs a whaz?

-[chidren] Me.

-Yeah, might've thought.

All right, so pack up all your

stuff and let's get it on.

-[children laughing]

-All right, you're laughing now.

You're laughing now.

In years to come,

you'll be thanking me.

Saying I was there, I witnessed

the greatest ever

rock and roll superstar

that ever lived.

-You okay?

-Crossingham, he's all mouth,

no trousers.

Always picking on our kids.

Did you see it?

Got him right in

the f*cking nose.

["Children Of The Revolution"

by T.Rex]

Well you can

Bump and grind

It is good for your mind

Well you can

Twist and shout

Let it all hang out

But you won't fool the

Children of the revolution

Drew, tell me if

they do anything else?

Got that?

Here.

-Your dress is dead pretty.

-Thanks.

They were being

horrible to your brother.

They were being

a pair of knobs.

[audience] Ooh!

[audience cheering]

But you won't fool the

Children of the revolution

No, you won't fool the

Children of the revolution

No, no, no

[chanting] We want Marc!

We want Marc! We want Marc!

Yes, Vicar?

I'm a friend of Mr. Hanson.

Yes, he instructed us to

come straight backstage

-after the show.

-Of course.

-I'll put a call out now.

-Thank you.

I wouldn't have put you

down as a Bolan fan, Vicar.

Still, suppose it

takes all sorts, eh?

-Yes?

-Did you enjoy that?

-[children] Yes.

-Who was your fave?

-Marc?

-Yeah, the singer, yeah?

Yous wait here, okay?

Their man's quite

steady, look.

Shh.

How do you do,

Father, I'm Tony.

Tony, how do you do?

Nice to finally put a face

with all those phone calls.

Indeed it is.

And thank you very much.

That was delightful.

-Pleasure.

-Tony, this is Simon.

-How do you do?

-Howdy.

Simon is the children's

home supervisor.

Oh, excellent.

Looks like you got your

work cut out for you, huh?

Okay, kids, are you

ready for this?

-It's Marc.

-You ready?

-[children] Yeah.

-[Tony] No, no, I can't

hear you, are you ready?

-[children] Yes.

-Okay, let me walk

you through now.

Follow me, everyone,

come on, come on.

[somber wistful music]

You won't fool the

Children of the revolution

No, you won't fool the

Children of the revolution

No, you won't fool the

Children of the revolution

No, no, no

Deh, deh, deh, deh, deh!

[children laughing]

What? What?

Shut up [laughs]!

Watching yous in the back.

-Little Getz.

- It's all f*cking Getz.

Don't let your daddy

hear you say that.

Don't f*cking care.

All right, just

stop at the chippy

on the way back, driver.

-[melancholic music]

-[rain hitting windows]

Do it, or we'll do you.

Yeah, and if you

don't, we'll tell Simon

you stole these.

-Didn't.

-Yes, you did.

And we'll also tell him that

you showed your d*ck to us.

Do it.

[rain hitting asphalt]

[match igniting]

[rain hitting glass]

What the?

Bloody thing's on fire!

-Watch out!

-[horn honking]

-[tires screeching]

-[children screaming]

[crashes]

[high-pitched whine]

[door chimes jingling]

Hiya.

Sales rep of the week,

third week in a row,

thank you very much.

Admiral Griffiths,

you can go f*ck yourself.

-It's coming on lovely.

-Do you think?

I'm a little bit

worried about his eye?

Well, as your best

mate, it's good.

For a cake.

So what time

are we gathering later?

-Uh, sunset.

-[door chimes jingling]

Right, and what time

is that, exactly?

10-ish.

All set

for our trip tomorrow?

-I can't wait.

-Okay, good.

Well, I was thinking that

maybe we could set off

at like six, promptly.

-How do you feel about that?

-Yeah. Yeah, that's fine.

God, that's early, isn't it?

Sorted, London tomorrow,

-sunset tonight.

-Sunset-ish.

[door chimes jingling]

[sighs

[]

[people laughing]

Hi!

Oh, wow, it looks amazing.

-Penny's work.

-Oh, and look at the cake.

[birds chirping]

[woman]

Ah, so beautiful.

Matt would've loved it here.

Special.

Really special.

-This is the shoe.

-It is, yes.

And who has the other one?

-Sorry?

-Who has the other one?

Oh, sorry, you

weren't here, were you,

for last year's

birthday celebrations?

My father knew, well, sort

of knew Marc's manager.

And Marc very kindly

donated a pair of shoes

to the local children's home

where my father was

residential chaplain.

-Such a sweet thing to do.

-Yes, it really was.

They insisted that I take

one of the shoes.

Oh, look,

it's getting close.

Ready?

Oh.

Can birds go cross-eyed?

Are you gonna

say something?

Who's going first?

God speed, Marc.

[wings flapping]

[bird thumping]

Oh, God.

[door shutting]

[door opening]

Oh, hello.

-Hi.

-Oh,

you've been doing your, uh--

-how was it?

-Good.

Very good.

Apart from one of

the doves dropped dead.

-Stefan thinks heart attack.

-Oh, dear.

We buried it under a tree

with some twigs, wild flowers.

-It was lovely.

-Hmm, that's good.

Right, now I'm off for

Marc's big birthday tomorrow.

We leave at 6:00 AM.

Marc?

Oh, Marc, yes, of course.

Oh, that's tomorrow, is it?

Geraint, you haven't

forgotten, have you?

It's been in the

diary for months.

-But it's not a problem, is it?

-No, no, no, no.

Not at all, no.

You go on now, you go and do

your thing and enjoy yourself.

[]

Mr. Bolan comes

with the marriage.

Take care.

["Light Of Love" by T.Rex]

La la la la la la la la

La the light of love

-One, two, three, go.

-Oh, light of love

Won't you shine on me

Won't you shine on me,

Light of love

Oh, won't you burn

Won't you burn for me

Won't you burn for me

The light of love

The light of love

It won't shine

[siren wailing]

-[machine beeping]

-[devices warbling]

Mr. Callaman,

the patient's not responding.

[machine flatlining]

[vehicle rumbling]

Out cold.

Do you know, Steffan, driving

an RV really suits you.

Thanks.

And thank you clearly

for trusting us.

[Penny sighing]

Oh.

It's really happening.

Yeah, unbelievable.

Never thought we'd

get our asses in gear.

[Penny] Isn't it nice

to get off the island?

-[Steffan] Alcatraz.

-Oh, stop.

You know, I love it there.

Yeah, but what?

-But nothing.

-No something.

Nothing.

25 years.

I know.

Where were you again?

Uh, I was with my

mom and dad, I think.

-You think?

-I know.

I can still remember my dad

reading the newspaper

headline over breakfast.

Pop star k*lled as car

crashes into tree at 5:00 AM.

And I can remember thinking

even then, how tragic.

And what was he doing

out of bed at 5:00 AM?

[chuckles]

What do you like?

Obsessed about the

bloody time even then.

[Penny] I mean, what

time will we get there?

[Steffan laughing]

[birds chirping]

Happy Birthday, Wonder Boy.

Cheers.

We should've brought the shoe.

-Next time.

-Might not be a next time.

[Steffan] Cheerful.

It's perfect.

I'm really glad we came.

Missed a bit.

Oh, no he hasn't.

[strumming]

[clinks in bowl]

Oh, he's very good.

[people oohing]

I love bubbles.

[people giggling]

Yes.

[people giggling]

-[children playing]

-[]

Keep still, will ya?

Right, go ahead.

-I wanna be--

-No, you gotta say,

when I'm older.

When I'm older,

I wanna be an architect,

a teacher, or a nurse.

You can't be a nurse,

you daft git.

You gotta be a doctor.

When I'm older, I wanna

be an architect,

a teacher, or a doctor.

Good lad, your turn.

When I'm older, I want to

be a shopkeeper and a singer.

But most of all, I wish

I wasn't an only child.

I just know

I wanna be different.

How different?

Don't know, just said it.

Different, someone else.

Someone better than me.

Stop blinking, will ya?

Jimmy, why does

Tommy bully you?

-He's scared of me.

-Why scared?

Scared I might find him out.

What do you mean?

Find him out?

He hates himself.

Feel sorry for him.

Ah, there you are.

Come along, Penelope.

[]

[man] Ooh.

[people chattting]

[people laughing]

[people laughing]

[woman] No, no, no.

You have to leave him.

[man]

You're all right.

You're all right.

All right, all right.

It's all right, shh.

[man warbling]

It's all right.

[audio distorting]

[Steffan]

Are you okay, Pen?

[Penny] I'm all right.

[vehicle rumbling]

[knocking]

Penny?

I'll leave your tea

here, love, okay?

[tray clinks]

Ephesians 2:4-5.

"But God,

who is rich in mercy."

[banging on ceiling]

"For his great love

with which He loved us."

[banging]

"Made us alive together

with the Christ

even when we were

dead in trespasses."

-[Penny yelling]

-What on Earth?

[glass breaking]

Excuse me.

[Penny] No, it's nothing.

It's nothing at all, I'm fine!

[muffled voice yelling]

[door opening]

All okay.

She, um,

accidentally dropped

a bottle

of something somewhere.

-Shall we?

-Um...

Better get that.

[]

[Penny crying]

[gulls squawking]

-Did you knock?

-Nothing.

[speaking Welsh]

Well, I do you hope

you're not thinking

of leaving without me.

Steffan, I'm really sorry.

I have meant to text you, but

I've had a terrible migraine.

It's fine.

You didn't think I'd

forgotten, did you?

Can you imagine?

Turning up without me?

All those vicars' wives.

Certainly set tongues wagging.

Are you sure

you're well enough?

Do I look well enough?

Yes.

Yes, you do.

Good.

Grab your coat.

[piano playing]

[women speaking Welsh]

Oh, sorry my dear,

we do go on a bit.

-Yes.

-Harry recently went with John

to his first football

game in Liverpool.

Yeah, a little

birthday present.

They had to park miles away

and John was convinced

they were gonna come back

to the car on bricks.

It wasn't Liverpool though,

it was that other team, um...

-Have no idea.

-Everton.

Everton, of course,

that's it, dreadful place.

So rundown.

They got totally lost trying

to find the football pitch.

-[Penny] Goodeson Park.

-Sorry?

Well, that's where

they play, Everton.

Goodeson Park.

It's their football ground.

I think it's very

beautiful there, actually.

Are you from

Liverpool originally?

Me?

No.

Of course not.

It surprises me.

Only I'm usually very

good at spotting them.

-Spotting what?

-Accents.

-Thought I detected it

in your voice.

-Did you?

Oh, we better watch our

purses then. [laughs].

Teasing you.

No, but there's definitely

a twang there somewhere.

Listen to me,

Sherlock Holmes.

Well in that case, Sherlock,

why don't you go and investigate

some of those lovely

tea cakes we had before.

Excuse me, ladies.

[chatter]

[lock clicks]

[Penny exhales]

My car is very fast.

Eight o'clock is too late.

The lady gave me

the plate on Friday.

Mrs. Tongue

does her housework.

[lock clicks]

[water running]

Stay calm.

Don't argue.

Stay calm.

Don't argue.

Stay calm.

Don't argue.

-[glass breaking]

-[groans]

[high-pitch tone]

[]

-[knocking]

-[woman] Penny?

Are you okay in there?

[speaking Welsh]

-[knocking]

-Penny?

Penny.

Open the door please.

Penny.

[knocking]

[train rattling past]

[]

[]

[phone vibrating]

[traffic rumbling]

Hi, excuse me, fitting room?

[]

[cars passing]

-Good afternoon.

-Hi.

Oh, someone left this

at reception for you.

Thank you.

[]

[paper rustling]

[birds chirping]

You all right, sis?

All right, Jimmy.

[car passing]

I-- I just knocked

off from work, uh...

Hey. You left this.

You-- you--

you got it, yeah.

Yeah.

[mutters]

-Oh.

-No, you--

It's all right.

Would you care to come in?

[]

Uh, I, uh--

got to, uh...

Right, uh, sorry,

I've got to, uh...

Oh, sorry.

[wood creaking]

[wood creaking]

It's cozy.

Have you had it long?

Uh, it's not mine.

Um, just on here for ages.

I see.

That fit.

Have you been having

them a long time?

Since the crash, ya know.

Banged me head.

I'm sorry.

Do you hurt yourself

when you have them?

Uh, sometimes.

How many do you have?

You take medication

for it though, yeah?

Jimmy.

Not at the present time.

Why?

I, uh, I don't know.

When?

About 10 Years ago.

That's no good, Jimmy.

That's no good at all.

Right, I'll help you out.

We'll get something sorted.

You have to take your tablets.

I stayed, ya know.

After you had your fit,

until you calmed down a bit.

I often wondered, you know,

if I'd recognize you

if I saw you again.

You changed your hair since.

I stayed the same though, eh?

Oh.

Got some books.

Yeah.

Read a bit.

I'm starving.

I got some cornflakes.

[bread crunching]

I loved the bubbles,

by the way.

How do you make them so big?

Well, it's, um...

it's just air wrapped

in a soap film.

Same principle as

the small ones, really.

It's just the larger the wand,

the larger the bubble.

It really all comes

down to the solution.

Do you have many

mates down here?

Um...

acquaintances, yeah.

Well, tell me about them.

Um, well, there's, uh...

there's Dennis, he looks

after the park, yeah.

We sometimes talk.

He smokes a lot of weed.

I think it's like

a prop for him, you know?

I don't think he can

have a normal conversation

without them.

And then there's,

uh, Jez and Scott.

Yeah, they pop by after

the pub sometimes.

Jez is a mate.

I think.

Right.

And then there's Jane.

Jane first saw Marc

with a boyfriend on

the 16th of February, 1969

at the Fairfield Hall Croydon.

And wet herself with excitement.

Wow.

That's a fan, all right.

Does anyone help you

clean the statue?

No.

Not-- not really.

[rock music]

[music continues]

[music continues]

[music stops]

How did you end up here?

I came with Jane.

-Wet herself Jane?

-Yeah.

Can I meet her?

She had to go away.

I have schizo

effective disorder.

It's easy for me to say

I'm a bipolar schizophrenic

global warming.

[Penny] When did

you find that out?

I got diagnosed

when I was in Bristol.

It's a lovely city.

Shame about the sl*ves.

Yeah.

What were you

doing in Bristol?

Well, it's the next big

place to Cardiff.

They found me.

Fully clothed, thrashing about

in the millennium fountains.

Convinced I was Cary Grant's

illegitimate son.

I'm a bit prone

to hallucinations.

-Cary Grant?

-Yeah, there's a statue

to him, Cary.

He's a-- he's a Bristol boy,

done good.

I cleaned that too.

72 hours continually,

at the end.

Put me in a psychiatric

unit for nine months.

I was, uh, I was intriguing.

[]

[voices overlapping]

[voices whispering]

-[man] Have a look.

-[woman] No way.

[man]

Come around here.

Come on, come on.

[woman] Get off me.

I'm not shagging you

in a caravan.

[man]

I'm not asking for that.

-Just a little kiss, come on.

-[woman] No, bugger off!

[man]

Let's get in there.

-Wakey, wakey.

-[woman] Shh, shh.

[man]

Can't see a bloody thing.

[man] Give a what out.

-Oh.

-There we go.

[woman] Boom boom.

[man]

Whoa, there she is.

All right, mate, where's

the f*cking light in here?

Put it on,

will ya, sweetheart?

[woman] Leave him alone.

He's fiddling with his thingy.

[all laughing]

Oh, oh, bless him,

we've woken him up.

-Sorry, love.

Did we wake you up?

-[woman] Come on, let's go.

Don't be a vibe k*ll.

Tell her, Zo.

Zoe.

-Budge up, Jimbo.

-I need to sit down.

Now, where are you going?

Don't be so rude to Zo.

-Zoe.

-Zoe, yeah.

Go on, give her a kiss.

Oh, shut up, ignore him.

He's a stupid pillock.

Pillock?

Pillock, haven't heard

that one for ages.

Don't stand for that, Jimbo.

-Not him, you.

-Oh, that's not very nice.

[women laughing]

You all right, mate?

-Yeah.

-Yeah, good lad.

Yeah.

No, we're mates, we are.

Like proper, proper brothers.

Mwah.

-Bleh. [spits]

-Oh!

[woman] Don't know

about yous lot, but we

was drinking before.

Where are the drinks?

I'm thirsty.

Come on, Jimbo, where's

your hosting skills?

Come on, get the booze.

[Jez laughing]

Out the traps, look at him.

-Ah.

-Like a coiled spring.

-It's nice here, isn't it.

-Oh, yeah.

Yeah, lovely.

[woman laughing]

Get a load of that.

-Jimbo's assets.

-[people laughing]

-And that one.

-Yeah.

-And so [indistinct].

-[people laughing]

Yeah.

Why's your mate

moving like that?

-Oh.

-Ah.

Is he all right?

He's cold.

'Ere, who was that bird you

were talking to earlier?

Had a right go,

she did.

Yeah, you was probably

being rude to her.

I wasn't.

Yeah, I was.

'Ere, Jimbo, hurry

up with them beers.

Don't be left out,

come on, come here.

Come here.

No, here!

That's an order,

not an invitation.

[woman] Leave him alone,

ya big bully.

I'm not a bully.

'Ere, Jimbo, you're getting

me into trouble there now.

Not very nice, is it?

I said come here.

Come on.

Chop, chop.

-Good.

-Oh, thank you, my love.

-Cheers.

-Oh, coaster.

-It's like my nan's house.

-Oh, thank you.

Oh. [laughs]

All right, sit.

Good boy.

-[people laughing]

-[voices overlapping]

-Cheers, you lot.

-Cheers.

Good boy.

Here, Jimbo.

If you ask really,

really nicely,

the lovely Zoe here might

give you a big, sloppy kiss.

f*ck off, how many

times have I told ya?

-I won't, yeah?

-No.

It's not funny.

Oh, hello?

What's this?

You've got

a visitor, Jimbo.

-That's my sister.

-Oh, is that right?

She come to tuck

you up, has she?

[Jez laughs]

You all right, Jimmy?

Ah, yeah.

Who are these people?

These people?

Well, that's not

very nice, is it?

These people are actually

very good friends with James.

And I don't particularly like

the tone of your

voice, sweet heart.

I'd like you to go now.

Yeah, come on, Zoe,

getting late.

Whoa, whoa, whoa,

whoa, whoa, what's this?

Hey, do you live here?

Because if you don't,

you can f*ck off.

'Cause we aren't

going nowhere.

-Yeah, I am, I'm gone.

-Sit down, Zoe.

No, I've had enough.

-Mom, I'll call us a cab, yeah.

-Yeah, f*cking hell.

Well, I'm staying.

Not gonna let some stupid

c**t talk to me like that.

You-- you don't

call her that.

[Jez laughing]

Jimbo. Isn't Jimmy

getting all upset.

Sticking up for

his stupid sister.

Shut it, you prick.

It's all right,

Jimmy, you're okay.

-Maybe we should.

-What?

-Girls are in there.

-f*ck 'em.

Dozy pair of twats.

Anyway, I'd rather stay here

and have a laugh with

my mate Jimbo here.

Do that again, I'll rip

your f*cking hair out.

Who is he, Jimmy?

I told you.

-We're very good friends.

-You get the f*ck

out of here now!

[man]

Hey, leave it, Jez.

It's not worth it.

You better be

really f*cking careful

what you say to me next.

[man]

f*ck it, I'm outta here.

Nah, can't be bothered.

See ya next time, Jimbo.

When we're not so

rudely interrupted.

You wanna chill out, lady.

We're only having

a laugh, b*tch.

-You all right, Jimmy?

-Yeah.

You need to get

a lock on that door.

Well, I had.

Uh, Jez broke it off.

Your mate, Jez?

It's all right, love.

It's not your fault.

There are knob heads

like that everywhere.

I thought that was

just in Liverpool.

I thought you were

gonna knot him.

So did I.

[chuckles]

Uh...

well, better tidy.

[bottles clinking]

So, uh,

what do you want, sis?

That doesn't matter now.

We can talk about

it in the morning.

Can I stay?

Yeah. Yeah.

[birds chirping]

[Jimmy]

It was my fault.

I caused the crash that

k*lled little Penny

and the coach driver

and seriously injured nine

men, women, and children.

All because I didn't wanna

get a slapper on me hair.

I'll have a sacrifice

to make her now.

[singing indistinctly]

[indistinct]

You're a 13-year-old kid who

can't even breathe properly

and has his 10-year-old

kid sister close by

to take care him.

And then you don't think

about what happens,

you're the reason

that others die.

People are maimed and injured.

And you're dragged away

screaming and shouting.

But the trouble is,

the problem is...

there's nobody else

to blame but yourself.

Then something really

strange happens.

Resignation sets in.

[]

And you become a

self-fulfilling prophecy.

Like [indistinct].

You were so badly

bullied, Jimmy.

I still did it though!

So...

so what do I do, Sis?

We gotta be answered.

[birds chirping]

[]

[waves lapping]

It's change loads, hasn't it?

Do you ever think

about the home?

I remember Mr. Ambrose's

buck teeth.

And Doreen

the dinner lady's wig,

especially when it--

when it fell into

Mrs. Castle's tomato soup.

-[Penny chuckles]

-And Simon, do you remember

when he tried to help

by fishing it out and

handing it back to her?

-Yeah.

-Yeah.

She tried to put

it back on her head.

And the soup was

dripping down her face.

Yeah, and a bit

went in her eye,

and she were like, like.

God, do you remember

when we were kids,

we used to think that Wales

was some far-off

magical land, didn't we?

[Jimmy] Yeah.

You know, it's lovely there.

We've got some

beautiful beaches.

They go on for miles.

I think you'd love it there.

Anglesey, why do

you live in Anglesey?

It's quiet.

Lots of space.

The lighthouse, there's loads

of different kinds of birds.

You'd love it, you know, mate.

Yeah.

[gull squawking]

I've been someone else, Jimmy.

I've been someone else

for a really long time.

I've been Penny.

What, uh, Penny?

What?

After she died,

I took her identity

and I ran away.

Is that why your

hair and your clothes

were different when I--

sh*t, aye.

I just wanted

all of that stuff,

you know, all of that stuff

that we used to lie

in bed at night,

dreaming about at the home.

Did you get it?

Sadie didn't.

But Penny did.

Some of it.

You gonna run away again?

Not from you, no.

But I have to go home.

Jimmy, we've gotta

go back to Anglesey.

You see, I'm married.

Penny's married.

To a lovely man.

Very kind.

But I need to go home and

explain to him what I've done.

-Yeah, yeah.

-You understand?

Yeah, no, you-- you--

you-- yeah.

You gotta do that, yeah.

You gotta do that.

I never had kids.

The accident.

Yeah.

Do you like living in London?

Yes.

This-- this is okay, yeah.

No, I hate it.

[laughs]

Well, why do you live there?

Well, it's the shrine.

It's Marc.

It's the only thing

I still believe in.

[exhales]

Come on.

Come on, let's go.

What? What are we doing?

We're going on a magical

mystery tour.

-Come on.

-All right.

["20th Century Boy" by T.Rex]

Friends say it's fine,

Friends say it's good

Everybody says it's

Just like rock 'n' roll

I move like a cat,

Charge like a ram

Sting like a bee

Babe, I'm wanna

Be your man

Well, it's plain to see

You were meant for me, yeah

I'm your boy

Your twentieth century toy

[birds chirping]

[Penny] Excuse me.

Hi.

[]

[]

[]

Goodbye, Penny.

Thank you.

[]

[birds chirping]

This is Jimmy.

My brother.

Can we come in, please?

[Geraint] Come in.

Would it be all right if

he stayed a little while?

Yes, of course.

Yes, of course.

Would you like some tea?

Um...

I think he'd prefer

a lie down.

Fine, well, you two,

you go ahead.

And, um, I'll be in my study.

Thank you.

Come on, I'll show

you to your room.

Your bathroom's

just down the hall.

Don't worry, Jimmy.

I'll tell him everything.

And tomorrow we'll go and get

you meds sorted, all right?

Yeah.

Get some sleep, it's been

a really long day.

Sis?

Are you gonna

be Penny or Sadie?

You can't be both.

Get some rest.

[door shuts]

[door opens]

-Look, the thing is...

-I didn't--

Sorry, go on.

Um, actually, I think

I'm just really tired.

I should probably

just go to bed.

Yeah, of course.

Yeah.

-All right?

-Yeah.

[door shuts]

[sighs]

[bird squawking]

[car passes]

-[car passing]

-[clock ticking]

[gulls squawking]

[clock ticking]

[Geraint] Here we are.

[Geraint exhales]

You must know I love you.

You've always

looked after me.

Cared for me.

Put up with

my funny... ways.

And I'm truly sorry

for what I'm about

to tell you.

I've kept the most

awful secret from you

for such a long time.

And I am so, so sorry.

But I need you to know now.

Everything.

[gulps]

My name's not Penny.

Because I'm not Penny.

I've been lying to you.

About everything.

I didn't run away

from a hated family

because I never

really had a family.

My real name...

is Sadie.

[clock ticking continues]

We lived, Jimmy and me,

we lived in a children's

home in Liverpool

from when

we were very small.

I have tried to find

him over the years,

but he was the classic case,

lost in the system.

There was

a terrible accident.

A coach crash.

People died.

Including a little girl

named... Penny.

She was the vicar's daughter.

And she was my friend.

Jimmy was blamed

for the coach crash.

He was sent away.

And I never saw

him again, until I--

I...

[muffled voice speaking]

Drink some tea.

[banging]

It's nothing,

it's the, um, just the heat

coming on there then.

[clock ticking continues]

Go on.

The headaches, the back

pain, it was the accident.

I was in the hospital

for two months.

And when they sent

me back to the home,

that's when I found out that

the kids who had bullied Jimmy

had forced him to start

the fire on the coach.

They were so cruel to him.

They made his life a misery.

And I swore that one day,

I would get them back.

Especially... Tommo.

He was the ringleader.

I watched him

carrying on,

bullying other kids,

just like he'd

bullied our Jimmy.

And then one day came.

[floor squeaking]

I was older then, stronger.

And I hated him.

I hated him more

than I ever had.

We were-- we were

in the dining hall.

All of the other kids

had gone outside to play.

And I had Tommo on his own.

I told him that he'd better

sleep with one eye open.

That I was gonna get one of

the older lads to batter them.

Just made up a load of

threats, I was a kid.

I wanted him to be scared.

I wanted him to know

what our Jimmy felt like.

And it worked.

He was obsessed.

And then suddenly,

he went for me.

[Tommo yelling]

And there was a scuffle.

[Tommo and Sadie yelling]

Punching, kicking,

biting, hitting.

And then I was on me back,

and he was strangling me.

He was really strangling me,

I couldn't breathe.

And there was this...

mad, blank look in his eye.

I panicked.

I reached out

to grab something.

I got hold of a fork.

I remember...

it was still sticky

with food.

And I started to stab him.

-[Tommo yelling]

-I was just trying

to get him off me.

I didn't even know

if it was doing any good.

I was just stabbing

and stabbing and stabbing.

[Tommo grunting]

[clock ticking continues]

Something hit me in the face.

I hit the artery in his neck.

And they tried

to stop the bleeding.

They put me away.

For manslaughter.

I thought I'd be able to

handle it.

Even then, I was foolish.

But I came up with a plan

for what I would do

when I was released.

I would steal

Penny's identity.

And I would k*ll Sadie off.

I took ages to get it right.

Her voice, her accent,

her mannerisms, but I had all

the time in the world there.

I convinced myself that Penny

had died so that I could live.

I went into that place...

a common no [indistinct].

And I came out the

vicar's daughter.

[crying]

He was only 12.

And I k*lled him.

And I think about

it every day. [sobs]

[clock ticking continues]

[]

Oh.

Oh, no.

Here we are.

This is the moment

I'm meant to say that, um,

I had no idea.

But I did.

Obviously... not what

happened, but...

uh, but you.

I thought it would go...

after we were serious.

Married and together for...

enough time.

But, uh...

it didn't go.

I always knew there

was something wrong.

[door opening]

Jimmy.

Jimmy!

Jimmy!

Jimmy!

Where is he?

Jimmy!

He has fits.

Stress can trigger them.

He might've just

decided to go for a walk.

Oh, God. Jimmy!

-Jimmy!

-Jimmy, where are you?

-Jimmy!

-Jimmy!

I'll ring Steffan.

Thanks for coming.

You have any idea

where he would've gone?

-We need to talk.

-Not now.

I know.

You're my bestest friend in

the world and I love you.

I have no idea

what's going on.

But whatever it is,

I can take it, okay?

And I think I like your hair.

All right then, let's find

this brother of yours.

[vehicle rumbling]

What do you think?

We would've found him if

he was heading for Holly Head.

He might've gone for

a walk on the headland.

[]

[birds squawking]

-[Geraint] Jimmy!

-[Steffan] Jimmy!

[Sadie] Jimmy!

[Steffan] Jimmy!

This?

Think so.

Come on.

[rain pattering]

[Tommo]

Do it, or we'll do you.

[Jez] Having a laugh

with my mate Jimbo here.

[boy] Yeah, and if you

don't, we'll tell Simon

you stole these.

[Tommo] And we'll also

tell him that you showed

your d*ck to us.

-[Jimmy] Didn't.

-[Tommo] Yes, you did.

[Jez] Do that again, I'll rip

your f*cking hair out.

[Tommo]

Do it, do it, do it.

-[voices overlapping]

-[audio distorting]

[]

Please, wait, wait,

wait one minute.

Look.

We're nearly there, Jimmy.

We've had another sighting.

Some walkers say they saw a man

fitting Jimmy's description.

Not too far

from the lighthouse.

Did he look okay?

They didn't say.

We'll get over there

right away.

[]

Hold on, I'm-- I'm tired.

Please wait.

They'll never find us here.

I'm hungry.

Rations.

Oh, yes.

-It's getting late.

-You scared?

-Yeah.

-Why did you run away?

I didn't wanna hear anymore.

-Loose tongues.

-Yeah.

-Did you m*rder someone?

-No.

I did.

I caused a crash

that k*lled a coach driver

and a little girl

called Penny.

-That makes you evil?

-Yeah, I am.

It's 'cause of me,

my-- my sister

went to [indistinct].

We can always k*ll ourselves.

[]

If we're gonna do it,

we'd better be quick.

Well, what about Sadie?

She got a new life here.

She doesn't need ya.

You'll only spoil

it for her again.

Mate, you'll thank me.

You were never there

for her anyway.

You were f*cking useless.

Yeah.

Yeah, I-- I-- I was.

You think now you've

talked about it,

everything

will be all right?

Doesn't work

like that, mate.

You'll never wash

the blood off your hands.

[Sadie] Jimmy!

Jimmy.

We should've done

this years ago.

-Then we wouldn't have had

to suffer so much.

-Suffer so much.

[Young Jimmy]

Here, follow me.

[Sadie] Jimmy.

Jimmy, don't do that.

Don't do that, love.

Please come away

from the edge.

It's really dangerous, Jimmy.

That's it, that's it,

come towards me.

[waves crashing]

Jimmy, please come

away from the edge.

Come on, Jimmy.

All right, sis.

Please, will you come here?

You gave me the other shoe.

It meant the world to me.

Kept me going.

Yeah, like-- like I see you.

I find you like--

like, like Cinderella.

[]

I was your big brother.

I should've looked after you.

Was all the wrong way around.

You looked after me.

You squeezed yourself

when I wet the bed

so I wouldn't

get into trouble.

Still, I--

I let you down, sis.

I left you when

I should've been there

to protect--

to protect you.

I'm-- I'm not

nice person, Sadie.

Don't say that.

Don't you say that, Jimmy.

It's not true.

Not a nice--

[]

Jimmy?

[Jimmy grunting]

Oh, my God, oh, my God,

he's having a fit!

Jimmy!

Jimmy!

[gulls squawking]

[Sadie crying]

-[birds chirping]

-[clock ticking]

[door opening]

How is he?

He's a bit better.

-Good.

-Terrible headache.

He's covered in bruises.

But I think

he'll be all right.

He's sleeping.

It was very, very scary.

Yeah.

Why are you being

so understanding?

Goes with the job.

You have to forgive

yourself, Penny.

And the lies?

You're loving me,

is that a lie?

And I love you.

And your friends love you.

And it's got nothing

to do with your name

-or your accent.

-But I k*lled someone.

Self-defense.

What do you want me to do,

never forgive you?

Ask you to leave?

I won't say I'm not

devastated that you felt

you couldn't tell me.

But I do understand,

I really do.

I have to.

I'm your--

I'm your husband.

What about the others?

-What about them?

-The church.

But the church teaches love

and forgiveness, doesn't it?

Well, let's put it to the test.

Why did you feel you

couldn't tell me?

I wanted to,

but I couldn't.

And then when

the years went on,

the lie just got bigger

and it ran away with me.

And I was scared...

that I would lose you.

Well, you haven't lost me.

[]

I'm so, so sorry

that you've suffered alone

for so long.

[gasps]

[chuckles]

[gulls squawking]

[man] Ah, yes, I spoke

to Cardiff recently.

Well, a few weeks ago now.

They were a bit

vague to be honest.

However, they did

intimate that the changes

would probably happen.

[banging]

[Sadie] Yes!

Uh, the changes

will probably happen

before April next year.

But definitely no time soon.

But surely by then England

will be up and running.

[Sadie]

Oh, for f*ck's sake!

Um, would you, um...

just, uh...

excuse me a moment.

Sadie.

Sadie.

Oh, stop it,

you f*cking child.

Yeah?

We can hear every word.

Oh, sh*t, sorry.

-You nearly ready?

-Yeah.

-10 minutes?

-[rock music]

-Oh, for f*ck's sake.

Jimmy, we're late.

Jimmy, open the door,

it's pissing it down.

You're not ready?

-Um...

-For f*ck's sake, Jimmy.

Come on, we're already late.

In ya go.

I can't believe

When I saw you

I was there, met you,

Just walked in like a fool

I stayed too long

'Cause I'd follow you

Good to see you,

Cadfan, as always.

You keep me informed

about Cardiff now.

Roger that.

Jesus Christ in heaven.

I don't mind,

I really don't mind

Sorry, vicar.

I won't forget it,

No, I won't forget it

You okay?

Will he be all right?

Cadfan?

I hope so, for your sakes.

-11 o'clock good?

-Perfect.

Oh, just here.

-You sure?

-Yeah.

Have a wonderful time,

both of you.

You don't know what

you're missing.

What, dinosaur rock?

Hey.

I love you

I regret it, now of course

I won't forget it

No, I won't forget it

I

No I won't regret it,

No, I won't regret it

I

[crowd chatter]

Last time I was here,

it was The Damned,

May 28th, 1977.

Bloody fantastic they were.

-You oughta get out more?

-Yeah, yeah.

You can all mock.

I was a cool b*stard

in those days.

-Still am as it happens.

-Clint?

I do love you.

Get off me.

-Darling.

-Hey!

How are you?

-Hi.

-Hi.

-No, no, no, no.

-No, no, no.

It's all right.

Is he all right?

Stand f*cking here, mate.

I won't forget it,

No, I won't forget it

I

I won't regret it,

No, I won't regret it

Some nice stuff.

A bit small.

-[indistinct]

-Yeah.

Aw, that's great, Jimmy.

Room for one more?

Oh, you've gotta

be kidding me!

Just curious.

Here, you look great.

-["20th Century Boy" playing

-[crowd cheering]

Friends say it's fine

Friends say it's good

Everybody says it's just

Like Robin Hood

I move like a cat

Charge like a ram

Sting like a bee

Babe, I want

To be your man

Well it's plain to see

You were meant for me

Yeah, I'm your toy

Your 20th century boy

20th century boy

I want to be your toy

[rock music fades]

-[soft music]

-[crowd cheering]

[children shouting]

[rock music]

[soft music]

[music fades]