01x06 - Time's Unspoken Words

[bunniefuu]

What kind of a person am I to you, Jungo?

What kind of a person?

Yeah.

I just got curious about how you saw me as a person.

I just got curious about how you saw me as a person.

That's all.

I'm not sure.

The Kanna I know

has always been confident

and always honest about how she feels.

and always honest about how she feels.

I see.

Why do you ask?

I don't know when it started,

but whenever I'm with you,

I feel different from my usual self.

That's why I decided to turn back.

That's why I decided to turn back.

I'll become myself again back to being confident and honest

I'll become myself again back to being confident and honest

like the Kanna that you once knew.

I know now that love is something I can't control.

I know now that love is something I can't control.

I was too late to realize that.

What do you think?

Isn't that good news for you, too?

That's such a Kanna thing to say.

Come on. I know how it must've been.

It couldn't have been comfortable

to work with me.

- Just a little.

- Really?

Kanna?

What's wrong?

I guess she also knew

that it was your birthday today.

Who are you talking about?

That one that you can't get over.

She was

just here.

What?

She was standing by the entrance but saw me and took off.

She was standing by the entrance but saw me and took off.

[MOM]

I wanted to tell him how I felt.

I wanted to thank him

for being good to me

and showing me what love is.

I wanted to apologize

for complaining all the time

and never thanking him.

and never thanking him.

I wanted to say

I wanted to say that we should let go of our regrets.

A wise man once said,

"Not getting what you want

　can be a blessing."

I wanted him to know that.

That's what I almost told him before I realized

that Kanna and he were together.

[THINGS THAT TIME MAKES YOU REALIZE]

[WHAT COMES AFTER LOVE]

Hong had grown tired by then

of being lonely in a foreign country

and even more so from living with me.

We were physically in the same space

but deep inside,

we were in two different dimensions.

I failed to see how she felt.

I couldn't understand her one bit.

I thought she was only thinking about herself.

I thought she was only thinking about herself.

That's how I felt at the time.

You might as well do nothing but work.

Why make promises you can't keep?

Why am I the only one who gets worried?

Why do I always have to wait?

This isn't easy for me, either!

Do you think I like living like this?

We see each other at home, anyway.

Why can't you be a bit more understanding?

But I get it now.

She had been growing lonelier every day,

and it was completely my fault

for not realizing it.

I wonder who came up with the word for regret?

Why did God create us to feel like this

and what did they want us to learn from it?

Maybe I shouldn't have come.

I was kicking myself for it all night.

Me too.

What?

I was up all night thinking the same thing.

So?

What are you going to do now?

I don't know. What can I do?

Jungo.

You may be a man of a few words,

but with her,

you need to tell her exactly how you feel.

Look her in the eyes,

don't hold back,

and be honest about your feelings.

She'll see that you're being genuine then.

I'm sure that she will.

If you just talk to her

it'll clear up any wrong ideas.

Go and be happy.

I really hope that you will be.

Thanks, Kanna.

I better get going.

I'll walk you to the lobby.

No, I'll be fine on my own.

I'm sorry to leave you behind.

Have a safe flight tomorrow.

Thanks.

Good luck, Jungo.

Thanks.

- Ms. Choi.

- Yes?

Today's interview will be

Mr. Sasae's last item on the agenda.

Will you be there?

I can't. I have something else

to take care of later.

- I'm sure you'll be fine without me.

- Yes, ma'am.

Mr. Sasae said he'd be fine by himself

to get to the airport tomorrow.

I don't think we'd need to accompany him.

Would that be okay?

Sure. I'll let Mr. Choi know.

Thank you.

[text]

Has Jungo left?

No.

When is he leaving?

Tomorrow.

Are you okay?

Yeah.

Are you sure?

Why? Would it be better if I wasn't?

Of course not. That's not what I meant.

Look, Ji Hui.

- This was my favorite paragraph.

- What?

"Just let yourself go

and let the moment take over.

Then, look back on yourself,

almost as if you were a spectator.

Once the river in your heart settles

and grows quiet,

keep watching until you figure out

where it wants to flow.

That might be the most honest approach

we can have toward our lives."

I couldn't agree more.

I'm glad.

As soon as I read it,

it felt like you saw right through me

for the very first time.

I actually wrote that

while thinking about you

after we met two days ago.

Right. I should've known.

Today's interview will start at two o'clock,

and it will be held at a book café

near the office.

In that case, could we make a quick stop at the office?

Sure. It's pretty close by, so it should be fine.

Let's make a quick stop.

It should be fine since it's close by.

Sir, can we stop by the office first?

Yes, of course.

The book signing went without a hitch,

thanks to everyone.

It was such a wonderful experience.

"The book signing went without a hitch,

thanks to everyone.

It was such a wonderful experience."

I hope to work with you again soon.

Thank you.

Ms. Choi had a meeting to get to today, so she's currently out of the office.

Oh, I see.

It's snowing.

Look, it's snowing.

Mr. Sasae.

Shall we head over to the interview now?

Yes, of course.

[WHAT COMES AFTER LOVE]

It's a shame, but we've come

to the last question already.

"It's a shame, but we've come

to the last question already."

Mr. Sasae.

What do you believe comes after love?

Regret, loneliness, and other emotions

certainly come to mind,

but it felt like the title

had a special meaning to you.

"What do you believe comes after love?

It felt like the title had a special meaning to you."

For the past five years,

I've thought about a lot of things

while writing this novel.

What do I believe comes after love?

I believe

we can gain an understanding of what love is.

It feels very ironic.

"It feels very ironic."

Yes, you're right.

It's such a sad irony.

Only after love

do we realize what it truly means.

That's why I believe we're always filled with regret.

Maybe that's why the deeper our love is,

the bigger our regret becomes.

I don't think we can express

all our feelings by just speaking.

And those feelings are what you're trying to write, isn't it?

There's something special about the way you write.

And that's why I like it.

Thank you, Beni.

So, in the end,

the only thing I could do was write.

To understand how she felt

and to take a step toward her heart once again.

A single moment can last forever.

And forever can end in a single moment.

Oh, that's cold!

That's amazing!

- That's enough!

- When I think about her smile

all I can remember is

the beautiful seasons

and the wonderful times we had.

I can never forget

the perfect smile on her face.

It was the most genuine smile I ever saw.

A smile that hadn't been tainted

by hatred, betrayal, or doubt.

Hong.

It was just another day.

The sun was shining in the sky.

We woke up from our happy slumber

looked at each other with sleep in our eyes,

and smiled.

It feels like I'm dreaming.

If I am really dreaming

I don't ever want to wake up.

I'll always be by your side.

I promise you.

We were just as uneasy

as much as we were happy,

but as I held Hong on that day,

I was sure that she was happy.

Good evening, gents. Come on in.

This way, please.

[BENI]

Happiness is meant to last forever.

That was what the two of us

tried to believe back then.

You shouldn't have said anything

if this was how it was going to be.

Wait, Beni

Leave me alone.

But

from a certain point,

her gaze started to wither.

Even when she smiled,

it didn't seem genuine.

Her smile turned number by the day.

It was all my fault in the end.

I couldn't fill the emptiness

that made her feel lonely.

[WHAT COMES AFTER LOVE]

You did great today.

Mr. Sasae, thank you so much

for your hard work today.

Have a safe flight tomorrow.

I hope to see you again soon.

Thank you both for everything.

I'll see you when I come back again.

Excuse me, Ms. Miyazawa?

Yes?

I'm sorry to ask again,

but could I get Ms. Hong's contact information?

- I wanted to thank her personally.

- Sure.

I'll text it to you right away.

Thank you very much.

[HERE'S MS. HONG'S NUMBER.]

[NEW CONTACT, BENI]

[BENI]

Hello?

Hello.

Beni

Thank you

for calling me.

Thanks for the keychain.

I wanted

to let them be together.

That's what you told me.

You said

that they had to be together.

You're leaving tomorrow, right?

I can't see you off in person,

so I wanted to at least call you

to say goodbye.

Beni, can I see you tomorrow?

Actually, can I see you right now?

No.

I just

called to say, "Thank you."

Please, Beni.

There's been a misunderstanding.

I need to tell you this.

Kanna was

only here as the editor in charge.

There's nothing going on between us.

Please, Beni.

I want to meet you in person and talk things out.

Especially about how we left things in Japan.

I'm begging you.

Beni?

Where are you right now?

Beni

Thank you

for coming to see me.

I can't stay for long.

I have plans with my boyfriend.

Okay.

He seemed like a nice guy.

Yeah.

He is.

He told me

that he was going to propose yesterday.

He did. It was so nice.

I see.

Yeah.

Listen, Beni.

I don't know where

or how I should start.

If I gave you

the wrong idea about anything,

I wanted to clear things up

before I

Jungo.

We have nothing to clear up between us.

I just called

to thank you properly before you left.

I wanted

to thank you for loving me back then.

Me, too.

Thanks for everything.

If I'm being honest,

I wanted to ask you this

if I ever saw you again.

Why did you

leave me alone

when I was crying back then?

Why didn't you try to stop me or find me?

Why are you here

after all this time?

But the thing is,

I don't think that matters anymore.

Reading your book made me realize

what really matters are

the moments we shared

as we loved each other

when we were together.

I regret

everything I did.

I didn't see your loneliness

as something to be

taken seriously at that time.

I was so pathetic.

That's why

I put it down on paper.

You can stop regretting it now.

You said it yourself in your novel.

Love is

a blessing in itself.

Thank you

for taking the time to read it.

I should be thanking you.

You wrote a story

about our love.

I'm sorry.

I should get going.

Already?

Yeah.

I hope

you have a safe trip tomorrow.

Thanks.

I will.

Wait, Beni.

Promise me you'll be happy.

Promise.

Okay.

You too, Jungo.

Bye.

There you go.

Thank you.

How's your father?

- Is he well?

- Yes.

He's doing very well.

I heard my grandfather

was against you and my father dating.

Did you ever hold it against my dad?

No.

I was actually quite glad.

He didn't ask me to come to Korea.

Being lonely in a foreign country

with only one person to lean on?

I don't think I could've done it.

We were quite different, too.

I hope you two make it, though.

Thank you.

But sometimes

I feel like unfulfilled love would be meaningless

and I get kind of scared.

Sometimes, it takes a lot of time

for you to realize something.

There is no such thing as meaningless love.

Love is a blessing in itself.

It doesn't matter what kind of love it is.

I only realized that after a long time.

Hello.

Would you like to check out?

Yes, please.

Okay, thank you.

Please wait a moment.

Excuse me, sir.

These flowers were supposed to be given to you.

But, they were handed to another customer yesterday.

We do apologize for our mistake, sir.

We're really sorry.

Thank you.

- Dad.

- Yes?

Do you really have to follow my account?

I thought you wanted more followers.

Yeah, but you're not just "a follower."

What are you trying to say?

Is family not important to you?

No, that's not what I'm

Hey, Mr. Lee.

Okay.

Can't you just take care of it?

Hey, what side of the bed

did you wake up on?

What are you trying to make up for?

Have you lost weight?

Oh, come on. No way.

I never realized you were so small.

Oh, knock it off, will you?

You'll catch my cold if you don't.

Well, I don't actually mind.

Do you not have work today?

Rock.

I was on my way home last night,

and I got this random warm feeling.

So, I'm going to give myself a small gift today.

What are you talking about?

Were you out drinking again?

No.

How about a movie date with Mom?

It's been a while.

I'm down if you're paying.

Can you see what's on while I go for a run?

I'll be back soon.

Hey, Lightning.

See you in a bit.

[I'M SORRY ABOUT EARLIER

HAPPY BIRTHDAY - HONG]

Hello.

- Hello.

- Hello. How are you?

- Hello.

- Hi, Ji Yun.

Okay, Seo U. Let's take a look at your leg.

Okay.

- Did you sleep well?

- Yes.

Then

How about this blue?

Would the blue make it brighter?

This one does seem a bit too dark.

You know,

I haven't stopped running.

Ever since we broke up,

I wanted to be closer to your heart.

So, I just kept running.

I ran around Inokashira Park

and I thought about you.

At first,

it was because I missed you.

But as I kept running

I started to understand

how you must've felt back then.

You were running

to get over your loneliness.

I thought

that I knew everything about you.

But now I know

that I didn't understand

the most important part.

You know what?

After we broke up

I couldn't even run for a while.

It's just like you said in your novel.

I was the same.

I regret everything I did, too.

When we were together

all I did was complain

and didn't even try to understand how you felt.

I was just the same.

I didn't see what was actually important.

I didn't see it until it was too late.

I made you feel

lonely and miserable, too.

No.

It was my fault.

I made you lonely.

I'm sorry.

No.

It wasn't just your fault.

I'm

sorry, too.

[SPRING BLOSSOMS ARE THE ANSWER

TO THE SNOWFLAKES OF WINTER]