[rain pattering]
[thundering]
- [indistinct chatter]
- [upbeat music playing]
[Jacs] She has a boyfriend, okay?
- Will you f*ck off.
- [Jacs] Don't worry.
[Kel] f*ck off.
[Jacs] Kel, I'm not going to tell him.
I'm not going to show him.
[sombre music playing]
- [crickets chirping]
- [brakes squealing]
[Jacs winces]
[groans]
- [phone vibrating]
- [Jacs sighs]
[sighs]
[Angus] Come here.
Are you going to tell me
what happened or what?
I just tripped. [chuckles]
It's not really newsworthy.
Classic damsel in distress story, really.
[chuckles]
Yeah. I'm surprised
you're even up and functioning.
Figured you'd still have your head stuck
in the toilet.
[Jacs] Piss fit, baby!
Uh-huh. Don't bullshit me, Jacs.
[Jacs sighs]
I'm-- [chuckles] I'm worried about you.
No judgement?
I chased the guy from Kel's phone.
We were about to meet up and he sped off.
Wait a second. What?
I've been messaging him.
Why?
[Jacs chuckles]
Because I want to know what he did to her.
But you don't know anything
about this guy.
Jesus. I-- No, you need--
you need to stop.
- Why would I?
- Her privacy.
Going through her phone.
- I mean, what the f*ck are you doing?
- As if that is the worst thing
either of us have done to Kel.
[Angus] Why? Why? Why are we talking
about that again? I--
Because we never talked about it.
[chuckles]
Just say that you regret it.
Say that you regret it.
- Say that you regret sleeping with me.
- I don't.
I don't. I
Being with you
that weekend was just
I was so lit up. [chuckles]
I just
I don't know. You
You always made me feel that way.
[Jacs sighs]
[Jacs moans]
[Jacs moans]
[Jacs moans]
[Angus kisses]
You okay?
- [Jacs] Yep.
- [Angus] Yeah?
[pants] Yes.
- [Jacs sighs]
- [Angus chuckles] Uh.
- [Jacs] What?
- No, no, no, no. It's okay. Sorry.
- It's just-- We don't need to go so fast.
- What?
[Angus chuckles]
What do you mean?
- [Angus] Well, it's just
- [Jacs groans]
Hey, hey, hey. What if we just
What if we just kiss for a bit?
Should I put my top back on?
- No. No. No, not at all.
- [Jacs chuckles]
- [Jacs moans]
- [Angus sighs]
- [Jacs sighs]
- [Angus grunts]
[Jacs moans]
[Jacs moans]
[eerie music playing]
Stop.
[Angus] Stop?
- Yeah.
- Sorry.
I'm sorry.
[sighs] f*ck.
Um, I don't know what's wrong with me.
Um
That's okay. Yeah. We-- we can just stop.
It's all good.
- It's not you.
- [Angus] No, it's okay.
No, it's like-- Not-- It's--
- [Angus] Hey.
- [Jacs] You're so perfect.
I don't want to feel like this. I feel
crazy.
- Is it Kel or
- [Jacs] No, it's-- it's him.
I, um
I promised Kel.
Okay? And
It felt important to respect that and
and do right by that, you know? So
[chuckles] Honestly, I didn't think
it was actually any of your business.
But, um
I, um
I know where he lives.
[car engine revving]
[birds chirping]
- [indistinct chatter]
- [dog barking]
[nursery rhyme playing faintly]
- [lock clattering]
- Hello.
- [nursery rhyme playing]
- [Coco] Mum, there's a lady here.
Can you go back to your homework, please?
- [Coco] No.
- [Fay] Ah, don't make me say it again.
- Homework. Now.
- [Coco sighs]
Hi, sorry. We just got in from school.
Um
I'm here for the bike.
Your husband put it on marketplace.
Jim, there's a lady here
to pick up the bike.
[Jim] Huh?
[Fay] Hey, what bike are you selling?
You better not be buying a new one.
[Jim] What bike? What are you on about?
Hey.
- [Fay] Um, which bike?
- Um, not inside, thank you.
It's, uh, it's just one
of the-- the kids' bikes.
The tyre's busted.
[Fay] Well, can we not just get
a new tyre?
- Yeah, no, the whole, um, wheel's ruined.
- Jesus.
Jim, that was the new bike from Christmas.
[Jim] It's fine.
Here, I'll show it to you.
It's just down the side.
Can you
[Coco] Mum, I want something to eat.
[Jim] Oh f*ck.
You have a family.
What do you want then?
I want to know what you did.
And I don't f*cking care
if I ruin this for you, okay?
Okay.
Okay. What do-- what do you mean,
what I did?
We-- we had an affair.
You had an affair. Tell me what happened.
Okay. Okay.
We, um
we met at a pub, and
we kept in touch,
and it took off from there.
Why's she dead?
I-- She really didn't tell you anything?
[sighs]
Okay, she, um
She'd come down, and we'd
- we would book a motel.
- [indistinct chatter]
[Jim] And it-- it was an escape
for both of us.
I wanted to be there for her.
I mean-- I mean, Kel had this incredible,
um, wisdom.
A-- a sense of freedom.
It didn't make sense that she could end up
in such dark places.
And when I saw the cracks [sniffles]
I didn't want to abandon her. [sniffs]
I wanted to help her.
[sighs] f*ck.
- How were you going to f*cking help her?
- [Jim] I don't know.
It had gone too far. [sniffles]
We'd gone-- We'd-- we'd got in too deep.
I mean, I
[sighs] I could see how much
it was affecting-- affecting her.
- I didn't want to string her along.
- What, more than you already did?
Look, she-- she knew
I was never going to leave my kids.
You know, I-- I called her up
and I cut it for good.
And that was the night.
[sniffles] And she went quiet.
[sniffles]
[indistinct chatter]
[boy] Give me that back!
Why didn't she tell me about you?
[chuckles, sniffles]
Because
she said that
you'd be vengeful and hateful,
and you wouldn't accept me,
which is completely fair enough.
And
I don't know. I don't know. She also
She knew that you'd cheated
with her boyfriend before,
but she loved you.
I, um
Just wanted to say that, uh
I saw your photograph.
And it was really beautiful.
[girl] Dad.
- [Jim] Hey.
- [girl] I want to show you my drawing.
- [Jim] Okay.
- [girl 2] I want to go first.
- [girl] No, I'm going first.
- [girl 2] I'm going first.
[sombre music playing]
- [Kel] What the f*ck?
- [Jacs] I'm just an idiot.
[keys clattering]
[bag clattering]
Where have you been?
[Jacs sighs]
[sighs] Just with friends.
We've been trying
to get a hold of you for ages.
Okay, Mum?
Yeah. I'm tired. [chuckles]
I'm really tired. I'm like
[groans] I can't sleep.
I need an MRI. I can't
[Kathy] Well, you don't need an MRI.
But you do need
to see someone.
Talk.
[sighs]
I don't want to be like this any more.
No, baby.
I watched the tape.
What tape?
Bali.
Why didn't you tell me?
Tell you what?
- [Jacs sniffles]
- What happened over there.
Um [sobs]
I would have looked after you.
Talk to me.
[sniffles] I don't want to do this
with you.
I'm your mother.
I don't want to do this with you.
I don't want to do this with anyone. Okay?
Nothing happened.
You watch the tape
and tell me nothing happened.
- I will watch it with you.
- Oh, stop.
What he did was criminal.
I saw it with my own eyes.
Who are you lying to?
Me or
You don’t know what’s on there, do you?
[gasps, sighs]
[Kathy] Maybe we should take this
to the police.
No. [sniffles]
[sobs, sniffles]
[camera whirring]
[camera whirring, clattering]
[camera rustling]
[Raffa] Why do I have to go first?
[Jacs chuckling]
Well, that's my idea.
[Raffa chuckles]
You're prettier than you think.
[Jacs chuckling]
How do you know how pretty I think I am?
[Raffa chuckles]
Turned on your mate pretty quick tonight.
[Jacs chuckling]
So what spicy questions
have you got for me?
[Jacs] What's your weirdest fantasy?
[chuckling]
Like a fetish?
[Jacs] No, it can be like anything.
Just, you know, do your worst.
[Raffa chuckles]
I think of my brother dying.
[Jacs] I think about being hit by a car.
Um, and then I go to the hospital
and I have to be there for ages
- and the doctor falls in love with me.
- [Raffa chuckles]
[Jacs] He's never met anyone
- like me before.
- Oh, it's a rescue fantasy.
[Jacs chuckles] Ew. Lame.
- What's yours called?
- [Raffa] I don't know.
- [Jacs] Well, how does your brother die?
- A house fire.
Where if I'd have been there
that second earlier,
- I could have saved him.
- [Jacs] Tragic.
Tragic.
[Jacs] So did you also douse it
in kerosene before?
It won't happen, by the way.
[Jacs] What?
- Doctor.
- [Jacs chuckling]
He's not going to fall in love with you.
[Jacs] Why?
[gulps] Because
[sighs, chuckles]
women like rescuing men,
not the other way around.
- [can clattering]
- And leave.
- [Jacs] Well, that's not very nice.
- I know.
That's sad.
It's just the way it is.
[Jacs sighs]
Acceptance is a small, quiet room.
[Jacs imitating boom] What are you, like,
doing, psychology or something?
I do teaching.
[Jacs] Hmm.
[chuckles]
- [can clattering]
- You're too good for him, anyway.
- [Jacs] What?
- [camera rustling]
- My fantasy doctor.
- [Raffa] Hmm.
[Jacs] Yeah, true, he's a bit of a prick.
- Were you a dork at school?
- [Jacs] Yeah.
- You were?
- [Jacs] Yeah. Massive.
Um, what school are you going to teach at?
I'm doing placement at Shire High.
[Jacs] And why do you
want to be a teacher?
Because I think it'll be fulfilling.
[Jacs] What, the repetitive grind
and the sh*t pay?
- [Jacs chuckling]
- [Raffa chuckles]
[Raffa chuckles]
And you're going to be what, a millionaire
being a talentless photographer.
[chuckles]
[Jacs] Um, you haven't seen my work.
No, your friend told me.
- [Jacs] She did not.
- Yeah, she said
you didn't have a f*cking clue.
[Jacs] f*ck off, she didn't.
[Jacs laughing]
- You will be a good teacher but.
- Yeah, I know, I will.
- [camera rustling]
- [Raffa chuckling]
- [Jacs] Can I have some beer?
- [Raffa] Yeah.
[can clattering]
- [Jacs chuckling]
- [Raffa chuckling]
[Jacs chuckling]
[Jacs chuckles]
[Jacs chuckles]
- I might just go to the bathroom quickly.
- Yeah.
[Jacs chuckling]
[Jacs] I'm just going to turn this off.
[camera rustling]
[toilet flushing]
[door opens]
- [footsteps approaching
- [Raffa chuckles]
- Hello?
- [Jacs chuckling]
Yeah.
[Jacs chuckles]
[both kissing]
- [Jacs] I actually got my period.
- That's all right.
- No, like I've got like a tampon in. Stop.
- Do you?
- Yeah.
- I don't care.
Okay.
- We could get breakfast.
- Yeah, in the morning we will.
- [Raffa chuckles]
- [Jacs chuckles]
I'm actually kind of feeling a bit sick.
Sorry. Let go.
[chuckles] What? Are you scared?
[indistinct clamour]
[Raffa] What's wrong?
[indistinct chatter]
[Raffa kissing]
f*ck is wrong with you?
- [Jacs] Just stop.
- [Raffa] Wait.
- It would be so good, you know.
- [Jacs] No.
- [Raffa] But you look so f*cking good.
- [Jacs grunts] Just stop.
- Stop. Stop.
- [Raffa] Come on.
- [Raffa] f*ck.
- [Jacs] Stop.
[Jacs groans]
- [Jacs groans]
- [Raffa pants]
- f*ck.
- [Jacs shudders]
[Raffa] Oi.
- Oi.
- [Jacs crying]
[Raffa] Oh f*ck.
[Jacs panting, crying]
[camera rustling]
[door opens]
[door closes]
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01x05 - Episode 5
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Follows photographer Jacs Gould who, following the death of her best friend, returns to her hometown to discover the hidden secrets of their relationship and the truth behind her tragedy.
Follows photographer Jacs Gould who, following the death of her best friend, returns to her hometown to discover the hidden secrets of their relationship and the truth behind her tragedy.