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01x04 - Ghosts of the Past

Episode transcripts for the TV show, "Gypsy Rose: Life After Lock Up". Aired: June 3, 2024.*
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Follows Gypsy Rose Blanchard as she experiences life as a free woman, including reconnecting with family and finally living with her husband Ryan Anderson for the first time.

01x04 - Ghosts of the Past

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- I was in prison, restricted,

now I'm getting all glammed

up and I'm in New York City.

I was engaged once before.

- To Ken?

- Yeah, to Ken.

The day that I got outta

prison, Ken texted my stepmom

and I'm like, "You know he's

sniffing around."

- Gypsy is amazing, you know,

it's so cliché, you know,

like baby you complete

me, but she really does.

- So this will be where

all of your tables

are set up for the reception.

- [Ryan] That place

was beautiful.

- Yeah. But the timing needs

to be at a little bit of

a more convenient time.

I was close with my

mother's side of the family

when I was really little,

but I think that I have

bonds to mend still.

I know I didn't turn out

how you wanted me to.

He sent me a lot of pictures.

He mailed them to me.

- Kristy has continued

conversation with Ken.

Sorry dude, you had

your shot, move on.

- Ken is single.

What's gonna happen when

Ryan and I have an argument?

[tense dramatic music]

[soft music]

[Gypsy sighs]

I can't sleep.

I had a nightmare about my mom.

Snuck out of bed while

Ryan was still asleep.

So I came out on the patio.

[sirens in background]

Thinking about that house.

Thinking about the

coulda, shoulda, wouldas.

It's not easy to

live with, guys.

- Oh yeah. Oh yeah.

Nightmares I've had for,

since my crime.

So, and I mean, it's not

always about the crime,

it's about my life with my mom.

It always involves my mom.

There's nothing that I could

do to stop the nightmares.

It's my psyche going over things

that I wish I could have

or should have done differently.

And so I just keep

going back to that.

[tense suspenseful music]

It was my choice to

commit this crime.

I don't even know

like the road to

self-forgiveness.

Like, like who shows

you the first step?

[clock ticks]

- Gypsy Rose Blanchard

suffered horrible abuse

at the hands of her mother.

- She destroyed Gypsy's

computer and phone

and then she chained her

to her bed with handcuffs.

- This is not Gypsy Rose

Blanchard's belly button.

This is actually

a scar left over

from the feeding tube that

Gypsy Rose Blanchard's mother

forced her to have.

- She was fed very little,

forced to go to the

bathroom on herself.

And Dee Dee also connected a

dog leash to Gypsy and herself

so she would feel any time

Gypsy moved in the night.

- Gypsy says that she is

looking forward to a new life

and a new start now that

she's out of prison.

[cars humming past]

[soft music]

- I've only been

here what, once?

I've only been here once and

it looks completely different.

- Yeah.

- Like completely different.

It looks like a different house.

- Yeah, we've done a lot

- Uh huh.

- I don't know,

it's kind of crazy.

Like, I don't know,

I've been having a picture

of me and her in there

since like middle school.

Like she's my sister, you know?

I wanted her in there

and like she has short

hair in the picture

and she's in a

wheelchair holding me

and now like she's

walking through the house

and she's not in a

wheelchair no more.

- [Rod] Let's go!

- [Mia] Are y'all

just going ride?

- We're going to

stop at the cemetery

so she can see her

grandmother, Emma.

And we're gonna go through

the Golden Meadow Park.

Yeah.

- I think I know

where Mama's grave is.

- Really?

- Yeah. I haven't been to her

grave since I was like 10, so.

- Would you like to bring

some flowers or anything?

- Yeah, that would be nice.

- [Rod] All right, let's go.

[gentle music]

Golden Meadow baby. Look.

- [Gypsy] Yeah, this used

to be my favorite park

in Golden Meadow.

Like this used to be my

favorite spot as a kid.

- I think it was a lot

of our favorite spots.

- [Gypsy] Yeah.

- [Rod] Like in the

spring it's really nice.

You can go park under

those oak trees.

- [Kristy] Yeah.

- Y'all want to stop

right here for a minute

and maybe take a picture?

- [Gypsy] All right.

- [Rod] Under the

trees right here maybe?

All right.

- Hey.

[lips smack]

- You liked this park as a kid?

- Yeah, I did.

My mom used to take me here

when I was really little.

It was one, I don't remember

much from my childhood,

but this is like

my favorite spot.

It was such a simpler

time when I was little.

Like nothing was complicated.

The things, I mean, my

life was complicated,

but my perception

of my life wasn't.

Like all I knew

is mommy loved me.

Grandma loved me, Papa loved me,

my aunts and uncles loved

me, my cousins loved me,

and that's all I knew.

- [Ryan] That's cool.

- Who's gonna take a picture?

- Go ahead and get in

there with your people.

They are my people now, too.

They my family, too, so.

- Yeah. You're

part of the tribe.

- [Ryan] I'm part

of the family now.

All right.

I like it.

- [Rod] Okay,

let's go. We gotta go.

Remember I said your mom

and I got back together

for a little while?

- {Gypsy] Uh-huh.

Me and Dee Dee lived, I

think it was this street.

- [Ryan] There's a

little spot right here.

- I can't quite remember man.

It was one of these little

houses in this neighborhood.

I'm not exactly sure.

- I'll never know.

- We didn't, it was

like three months.

Okay. And I was trawling so I

might have spent a week there,

you know?

But that's when you had

the breathing machine.

- [Gypsy] Oh yeah.

- [Rod] Yep.

- [Gypsy] That's what

came first, wasn't it?

The sleep apnea machine?

- [Rod] The sleep apnea

was the first, the first thing.

- [Ryan] How old were you?

- She used to tell me.

- I was little little.

- She used to put

you sleeping on her.

- God baby. She put you

in that sleep apnea machine

that young?

- [Gypsy] Yeah, very little.

- That's terrible.

- It wasn't easy to

sleep with all that [bleep].

[gentle music]

- Straight up in the front.

Okay. I'm gonna let you

go do your thing, Gypsy.

- My grandma Emma, we

all call her Mama Emma.

But I called her Momsy.

She was a great grandmother.

And from what I

remember, you know,

she always said I was the

favorite grandkid to me.

And she would dress me up in

these little frou-frou dresses

with the cute little

socks and everything.

And I think I was

seven when she passed.

And like, that's when

my mother really started

to spiral out of control.

Like I remember my mom

was so angry at God

when my grandmother passed away

she took all the angel statues

that she had in the house

and just was smashing

them on the ground.

She was devastated.

My mom always wanted to be

buried with my grandma Emma.

Like if it was in my control,

I would've done that right away.

But I need to do something

to get a sense of closure.

Hey Mama.

[sad gentle music]

We had good memories

together when I was a kid.

- Yeah.

- This is my husband Ryan.

And he's a sweetheart.

You would've liked him.

He treats me good.

He cooks a great gumbo.

I know I didn't turn out

how you wanted me to,

but you know I love you

and I know you wished

better for me and my mom.

I wanted to put

Mama where you are.

Unfortunately that was a little

something outta my control.

And I'm hoping that you

and her are in heaven.

She could be at peace finally

and feel the love that she

needed to feel all along.

So, I love you, Mama.

I feel like I failed

her as a granddaughter

I feel like I failed

her as a granddaughter

and I'm sorry that

I made the mistakes that I did.

[gentle music]

- [Gypsy] This wind is kicking.

- [Bobby] What's going on?

- Hi!

- Gypsy!

- Hey!

- Good to finally see you.

- You too.

- I was close with my

mother's side of the family

when I was really little,

but I think that I have

bonds to mend still.

I'm a big believer in that

it's like never too

late to do that.

Is this where you live?

- [Bobby] Yeah, I live here.

- [Gypsy] Oh, okay.

- [Bobby] So this is

my dog and my cat.

- [Gypsy] Aw. Hello!

- The last time I seen

Gypsy, she was four years old

and she was pushing other

kids around in the wheelchair.

My parents, my dad really,

he knew some things.

He would hear hearsay

from the aunts, you know,

from his two sisters.

They would tell us, you know,

"Gypsy's going back

into the hospital.

She's got another surgery."

So I just knew her as

being a sickly kid.

I really didn't know much else.

It's been a long time.

- You know that I,

whenever I was going through

my mom's wallet, like,

or whenever she would

pull credit cards out,

she kept a picture of you.

- [Bobby] Yeah?

- In the back of her wallet.

A little wallet size.

- Yeah.

- [Gypsy] Her whole life.

- We were good friends.

We were really good friends.

Like as far as I thought anyway.

- [Gypsy] Mm-hmm.

- [Bobby] Like she was like, she

was closer to my age, you know?

- Yeah.

- So all the other aunts were

like my older aunts, you know?

- Yeah.

From what I gather,

everyone of the family

keeps on telling me

that they knew my

mom was different.

Like by different,

what did they mean

when they say different?

- It was like she was

bipolar or something.

- She actually was

diagnosed with bipolar.

- Oh yeah. Look, one day

your mom was still

very much a teenager

and we were on the trampoline

and would peel open this orange

and she picks off this

one little whatever,

a little pocket,

little packet of, and

so it's sitting there

and she's talking to

it like it's a baby

or something like that.

And she's real genuine about it.

- What?

- And like she's going on, she's

like it's name and whatever

and then how much she's

gonna love it and treat it

and then just smashes it

and then she takes off

and I'm like, what the

the [bleep] was that?

- What?

- Yeah. But it was just so

traumatic to me as a kid

'cause I was buying

her little story,

whatever she was

saying, you know?

- Well sometimes whenever

you're a young kid like that,

we hear things and we see things

and things go on and

we're kind of like,

we don't really pay

attention to it.

Like when my mom would

say she heard voices,

I should have told

someone then like,

"Hey, mommy hears voices."

- [Bobby] Yeah.

- But at that young of a age,

I didn't wanna make her

feel bad about herself.

It's just kind of like,

what do you say when

you're that young?

You know, family member

after family member was like,

"We knew your mom was weird."

She was different, but that's

all they attributed it to.

I mean, I knew there was

times that like she saw shapes

and she heard voices.

But growing up I

didn't even know

what mental illness

was back then.

In the family that I grew up in,

there wasn't much education

about mental health,

therapy, and things like this.

So there was not that foundation

of an understanding

enough about it

to know how to

help the situation.

- I didn't know how

far it had gotten

because like I say, I hadn't

seen her since you were four.

And once in a while I

get a little snippet of,

okay, Gypsy's doing this.

She's back in the hospital.

I remember Kristy come

and get tattooed with me

and she was talking about you

being in the Special Olympics

and I was just like, "Yeah,

of course, she could walk.

Of course she's dominating at

Special Olympics," you know?

[Gypsy laughing]

But I don't know why

she hadn't stepped up

and said anything

about, you know,

there was so many

people that failed you.

- Now after the fact, I've

been told multiple times

"We knew something

was a little off,"

or "We suspected,"

and I'm like,

"Well, could I ask why

didn't you say anything?"

And they're like, "We

just didn't wanna risk

upsetting your mom."

- Yeah. Well I was second

guessing my own mind

because after seeing

just pictures of you,

tubes in your mouth, you

know, tubes down your throat.

So I'm starting to think

maybe I'm [bleep] up,

maybe I'm wrong.

Maybe she can't walk.

Or maybe Dee Dee

has told her so long

that she can't walk,

that she really physically

can't do it anymore.

Like her mind is triggered

the whole situation itself.

Her legs completely.

- Have you talked to anybody

from that side of the family

about how they feel about me

and having

communication with me?

- No, not so much.

I can't see how they don't

see your side of the story.

You know what I'm saying?

Like they, or maybe

they just shut it off

because they feel a certain way,

that's their baby sister.

You know what I'm saying?

- Yeah. Of course.

I have my perception,

but other people

have theirs too.

So it's nice to kind of

listen and take it in.

I can't undo the past, you know?

All I can do is move forward.

I mean, but it was

so good to catch up.

- It was so great catching up.

- Talking to you.

- We got so much

more living to do.

- I know.

- [Bobby] Let's get

some pain going.

- Okay. Oh, I'm nervous.

I want to have my

cousin tattoo me

because I always said if I

get a tattoo, number one,

I want it to mean something

and I want Bobby to do it

because he had did my mother's,

he did my dad's,

he did Kristy's.

He's done my cousins.

So it's like a family thing.

Like he's the tattoo artist.

He's the place to go.

- [Bobby] Do you like the

size of the fleur-de-lis

as opposed to this?

- Yeah, I like that.

- [Bobby] Okay.

- So I'm getting a unalome

with a fleur-de-lis on top.

The unalome is a symbol for

basically life's journey.

So it means that the twist

and turns of life happens.

That's part of our journey,

but it doesn't make

it any less beautiful.

And the fleur-de-lis is

obviously for French culture,

which I am Cajun, so.

[Gypsy laughs]

Yeah.

This is my first one.

- [Producer] It's

your first tattoo?

- It's my first tattoo.

- [Bobby] Her first

professional tattoo.

- I have a pick 'n poke

that I did in prison.

- You gotta sharpen up a staple.

Yeah.

Take some gel pen ink and

drive it into yourself.

- Yeah. This one right

here. It was a K for my ex.

Once he dumped me I was like,

this freaking K needs to go.

- Yeah. Scrubbing

off with Brillo.

- Yeah. Scrubbing

off with Brillo.

- I may have to make

another appointment.

[gentle music]

[Gypsy laughing]

- [Gypsy] I'm gonna

get comfortable.

- [Ryan] Oh, that's what

it's gonna look like, huh?

- [Gypsy] Yeah.

- You excited?

Oh, that's gonna be beautiful.

That is beautiful.

You got this.

[tattoo machine whirrs]

- Ever thought about

getting big tattoos or no?

- No, I never thought about it.

I've had my fair

share of labs and IVs

and tests and over the course

of eight and a half years,

I think my threshold

for pain has shortened.

But the tattoo is less painful

than the labs that I had.

[Gypsy chuckles]

- [Bobby] Some people say

tattoos hurt

more than childbirth.

I don't believe that.

- I don't know.

I haven't experienced

the other yet.

- [Bobby] That makes two of us.

- [Gypsy] I think it hurts

less than the pick 'n poke

that I did.

Is that it?

- [Gypsy] Oh my God.

That wasn't bad at all.

- [Bobby] No, I told you

it wasn't gonna be nothing.

- I wouldn't go that

far but it wasn't bad.

- The pain will wear

off and you'll be like,

"All right, what

can I get next?"

[Gypsy laughs]

- I'm so proud of myself.

I got a tattoo.

[laughing]

Like definitely a moment of

independence right now for me.

Like I never thought

that I'd get a tattoo.

And it looks so pretty.

The fact that like, this is

just a moment of freedom.

It's a choice.

Like getting a

tattoo is a choice

and I finally get to have

the choice to do one.

- That's cool.

- [Gypsy] That is cool.

[gentle music]

- Well, Ryan was

supposed to help me cook.

- I didn't plan on

getting a tattoo,

but I'm getting one

just hanging out

and he's like, what you want?

Next thing you know,

I just started talking

and he is like, "Oh, I'll draw

you up something real quick."

And I was like, "Let's do it."

I was like, why not?

I'm here, let's make it happen.

He's gonna do like a rose

and then the leaves are

gonna be like a fleur-de-lis.

- [Gypsy] Ooh.

- You know, I wanted a rose.

- I know.

[lips smack]

- Gypsy Rose.

- I love that she gets

to try some of this food.

Maybe she'll want the recipe.

It's been passed down

from Kristy's mama to me.

So I'm just happy that

her and Mia are both here

at the same time.

You know.

Coming here to my house,

I mean, I'd like for her

to just feel at home.

Waited for her to come back

here a long time, you know?

And I'd like for her to see

where she could have

lived, you know?

And I wish she could

stay, you know.

- Told y'all it's

a mess in here

'cause I'm looking, I'm going

through so much pictures

to put in albums.

I think I have, when she

first started dating Ryan.

He sent me a lot of pictures.

He mailed them to me.

Gypsy's first true

relationship was Ken,

where she experienced struggles

and experienced laughter

and experienced heartache.

[paper ripping]

This is stuff that she had

when they were still together.

They lasted for about like

two years, I wanna say.

And what I thought at the time

is that he couldn't

take the heat.

People are trying to

find the information,

calling his family and you

know, calling him at work.

And next thing you know,

she called me

hysterically crying

that he broke up with her.

When they did

split I was pissed.

You know, you promised you

would be there for her.

And when the [bleep]

got real, you left.

I loved Ken.

Me and Ken still

have a friendship.

And I don't care

who likes it or not.

When my kids break

up with somebody,

I don't break up with them.

- I mean, having Ryan,

the kind of guy he is,

he's really easy to

like, I don't know.

He's not shy, you

know, he is outgoing.

So, I mean, Ryan got her

through those last couple years.

And you know, and

I told him, I said,

"You're gonna have

your hands full, Ryan."

You know it's gonna

be a job for you

to like keep her in

check a little bit.

She's spontaneous and she can

make some quick decisions.

And that's why I say he is

gonna have his hands full.

- Ryan is a great guy, you know,

but if her and Ken would

still have been together

and she got outta prison,

I knew in my heart

she was gonna be safe.

I wouldn't have worried.

And I didn't know there

was more to the story

of why he ended

it until recently.

He reached out and he said,

"I need to talk to you."

He called me and

he explained to me

that people were telling him,

"If you love her

enough, let her go.

Let her find

herself on her own."

And he said, look, you

know, if he would've known,

And he said, look, you

know, if he would've known,

she would've dated some,

like, found somebody else

and got engaged, he

wouldn't have let her go.

[tense dramatic music]

[gentle music]

- No. Mine don't hurt at all.

- Not yet.

- [Ryan] Not yet.

[car door slams]

- [Rod] What up?

- Look at it!

- It looks good.

- I know it looks good.

I want you to see Ryan's.

- I can't even tell

it's covered like.

- I know. I know,

- What you got, bro?

Oh, check that out!

That's awesome man!

- Isn't that badass?

- Yes!

- With the rose and the

fleur-de-lis and the rose.

- [Rod] Good. Very original man.

[soft music]

- [Gypsy] Okay.

- [Ryan] All right, we're coming

Everybody bow their heads.

Let's hold hands, too.

Heavenly Father,

we come together tonight

tonight on a joyous night,

joyous occasion, a new

beginning for all of us,

mainly Gypsy.

Lord we ask that

you bless this meal.

You bless our family,

you bless Gypsy,

and we give you

praise and thanks

for where you've

brought us today, Lord.

In Jesus' name. Amen.

- [All] Amen.

- [Ryan] Yeah. Very nice.

- Let's eat.

I hope y'all enjoy it.

- [Mia] Where's the plates?

- [Rod] We got plates

here. Forks.

We got some drinks in here.

Other drinks.

We got a tong for the shrimp.

- [Ryan] Okay.

- [Mia] Are you gonna

eat some crawfish, Gypsy?

- No.

- [Mia] Why?

- Oh, thank you.

I'm nervous about it.

- [Mia] What if I peel it for

you? Will you try it then?

- Yeah.

- No I haven't. I haven't.

I know I'm from Louisiana

and I never had crawfish.

- I'm the butt of people's

jokes. It's okay.

It's so good.

I'm feeling comfortable

in this element

because it's like I'm

comfortable around my dad.

I'm comfortable

around Kristy and Mia.

This is home for me.

[upbeat music]

In this environment,

I'm not a celebrity,

I'm just Gypsy.

People see me for

who I really am.

And this is my element.

This is my home.

So it's you

I don't even care

if you turn into ♪

Yesterday

- You know, me and my

family, we're humble people

and we don't walk red carpets.

I was never the type to

say, I wanna be famous.

I wanna sing, I wanna dance.

I wanted to be a veterinarian.

I wanted to help little animals.

This is, you know, the phase

where I'm analyzing my life.

I realize I'm not

in the past anymore.

I'm in the present.

I want to just be a

good wife to Ryan,

a good friend, a good daughter.

I don't wanna take that baggage

from my past into my future.

So leaving all that behind

is something that I

definitely am working on.

But we'll see how it goes.

[gentle music]

[soft music]

- Make sure I got everything.

There's my USB port, batteries.

This has been a great

two weeks, three weeks,

whatever it's been

like a whirlwind.

But now it's time

to get back to work.

But at the same time

it's eight hours.

I'll be away from Gypsy a day.

I need a towel.

Where's our towels?

Did we wash 'em?

- Yeah.

- Hold on.

- Damn it.

Oh [bleep]. Oh [bleep].

Crap, crap, crap.

- It's okay.

It's okay.

- Oh crap, crap, crap.

- [Ryan] It's okay.

Just go grab a towel.

- [Gypsy] Okay, yep. It's

all over my magazine.

- [Ryan] It's okay.

Wipe the magazine.

It's okay.

We can get you another one.

It's okay.

[Gypsy mutters]

It's just coffee baby.

- We'll just buy another copy.

- [Ryan] Yeah, we're

probably gonna have to.

- Just throw it away.

It'll be all right for now.

I don't wanna leave you.

- I'll hold the fort down.

- I know.

- I'll walk you to the car.

- Okay.

Gypsy not going nowhere today.

- I'm not going nowhere.

Spending time with my family,

I felt like a sense

of connection.

And I know this is gonna

sound a little messed up,

but I went from living all the

time in a house with my mom

where we really didn't

go a lot of places

except to New Orleans

or to Kansas City

for doctor's appointments.

We would be posted

up in our house

and then going from

that to prison.

And then now I'm here

at the apartment.

I don't feel a need to

go out and make friends.

But I don't feel like

I'm completely satisfied

with being so

constricted either.

Good thing I like to organize.

It took me six hours

to straighten it up.

All of this was a

pile of dirty clothes.

He's already dirtying

up my closet.

I said the moment he

would dirty my closet,

we're having a fight.

I've had many tasks

as a housewife so far.

This is something that I've

been needing to get to.

I mean he does understand

that I have a history

of living with a hoarder.

And so this kind of

stuff irritates my soul.

Growing up there

was a whole room

that was just like this

junk room with piles

and piles of clothes

that needed to be washed.

Like it was traumatic in

a way that it makes me

where I don't like clutter.

Ryan, he's, well, you know,

he was a bachelor

before he met me.

So he knows that we

are built differently

and he knows that it gets

on my everlasting nerve.

[gentle music]

Hey.

- How's your day going?

- All I'm doing is piddling

around the house, watching tv.

I went through the

closet and for a guy,

he has so much clothes.

- Oh, Ryan's calling in.

I declined it for a second

just so I can finish up.

It's fine.

He'll be fine. He'll be fine.

Well, I cleaned it out and

I washed all the clothes.

[soft music]

- Yeah. I was just calling to,

well, texting you to check in.

And, uh.

- What?

- [Kristy] Yes.

- Okay.

- Yeah.

- So is that why he

ended things with me?

- You know, I, like,

before I met Ryan, mom,

I was holding on so hard

I never let go

because I thought maybe

at the end of it all,

maybe a week before I got out,

he'd come back in and say,

you know, "I'm ready.

I'm ready to be with

you through this.

I'm sorry I wasn't

there for you.

Can we pick up

where we left off?"

But it never happened, and

[emotional music]

- I loved him so much.

There's not a day

that goes by that

he doesn't pray for you.

- I just don't, I

just don't understand

because it's like he

found someone else.

- Of course not.

- [Kristy] No. Right.

- Of course not.

- And it would

cause an argument.

Ryan and I, we have like

a complete open line

of communication and everything.

But also like, there was a

time that maybe like I wanted,

you know, not to have it.

So in case Ken would text,

but then I'm like, that

would be still harboring

an omission.

I'm gonna tell Ryan

about it later.

But knowing what

you just told me,

in a different world,

if I wasn't married to Ryan,

knowing all of this.

[snaps fingers]

- [Kristy] I know.

You don't even need

to say it, girl.

- Okay. I'm gonna

hop off of here.

I love you.

- All right. I love you, too.

- Okay. Bye.

- [Kristy] Bye.

[contemplative music]

- God, for years,

he never gave me like

an answer of like,

what was the final straw.

And for years I went

through like a huge,

like self-doubt tunnel.

Like I know that he is

interested in blondes.

I'm not blonde, I'm a brunette.

So I'd go in the shower,

take fingernail clippers

and just cut my hair off

trying to do everything I can

to get his attention again.

I would've given

anything to that man.

I would've bought the sun,

the moon and the stars

and gave it to him on a platter.

And that hurts me that

I loved him that much.

- Because I feel like no

one is ever gonna love him

as much as I loved

him at that time.

And it makes me

feel better knowing

that he's truly

sorry for hurting me.

But it doesn't change anything.

Like I married Ryan,

I have a marriage now.

I'm wearing this wedding ring

that belonged to Ryan's mom.

Like I have a commitment

to my husband.

And I wanna keep that.

But what's gonna

happen when Ryan

and I have an argument?

Is that little thought

in the back of my head

gonna say, "Ken is single.

And he's always understood me."

Like he was my

best friend first.

So I can't take it.

I have to stay loyal

to my marriage.

I can't entertain the

thought of anything else.

[soft music]

[door clicks open]

- Baby!

- [Gypsy] Hey!

- [Ryan] Hey sweetie.

- How was your day?

Did all the students

talk your ear off?

- I had some.

- Lemme show you what I did.

- You know, I had a full

eight hours at work, right?

- Now it's gonna be a

little bit of a shock.

- Okay?

- Okay.

- I see you threw

out our spaghetti

that was good that I

ate for lunch. Okay.

- All right. Ready? Ready.

- Good God.

[Gypsy chuckles]

Where's our food, baby?

- I knew you were

gonna say that.

- [Ryan] We had food.

- Yeah, but it

was all old stuff.

Okay, so you've got onions.

- Baby, what happened

to that chicken

that I just cooked?

- The chicken is right

here. I saved it.

- Okay.

- Okay.

- And the rice was

good too, right?

- Didn't know that.

I kept the bacon.

- Okay.

- Yeah, I kept the bacon.

So yeah, you had a

whole lot of condiments

- And you throw those away?

- Just the empty ones.

- What empty ones?

- They had a lot

of empty [bleep].

- It is like we had food.

- Yeah, but honey, that was old.

- Gypsy

I said make it your

home and you have.

Damn, you just hit me with

a lot in like five seconds.

- I know. I cleaned

out the fridge,

I cleaned out all [bleep]

that was in my closet.

- Well I didn't know you were

cleaning out our whole life.

- It didn't take me

very long either.

- Well no, it doesn't

take people long

to throw [bleep] away.

[Gypsy chuckles]

All right. Anything else

I need to be aware of?

- Uh uh.

- [Ryan] What are these?

- [Gypsy] That's

them yucky pillows

I don't know why were keeping.

- [Ryan] What? That were where?

- That was in your closet.

- Baby, 'cause you don't

throw pillows away.

- You absolutely do.

You absolutely should

change your pillows,

especially when

they look like this.

This is gross.

Ugh!

- Don't throw these away.

Look, throw the food out,

but not that big Tupperware,

you don't throw that

big Tupperware away.

- You don't even

drink that stuff.

Where did these come from?

- In case somebody ever

came over and did it?

Maybe my ex-girlfriend

came over.

- Okay.

I got something to

tell you tonight.

- [Ryan] What's that?

- I'll get you back for that.

- [Ryan] Oh really? No.

Get away from me.

No.

- Come here.

- No.

- Come here.

- No.

I don't like that.

No.

Get away from me. No.

[soft music]

[birds chirp]

- Yes. Kristy has continued

conversation with Ken.

He's been reaching out to

her just to ask questions

and things like that

because Gypsy has blocked his

number, has refused contact,

has chose to move

on with her life.

And now that she's outta prison,

he's like trying to

weasel his way back in.

And Kristy has continued

to allow that door,

like she keeps cracking

that door open.

I'm mad at Kristy over this

because it's like,

what are you doing?

What is the point?

- So I knew that he

would get a little

ticked off at Kristy.

He got a little

ticked off at me, too

when I told him that I

started to get all emotional

and I'm like, what

do you expect?

Like, does it break

my heart a little bit

to learn that Ken left me

because he thought he

was doing the right thing

for me at the time?

Yeah, of course

it broke my heart.

And of course his

reaction was like,

"Well if you wanna

go be with him,

then go be with him."

And I am like, "We are married."

I am like, "I love you.

I am invested in our

life together here."

- I mean, I'm sure

he regrets it.

I mean, why wouldn't he?

She's out. She's beautiful.

And I'm sure everybody

in his circle's

telling him he's a

dumb mother [bleep]

'cause he is a

dumb mother [bleep].

Pardon my language, I'm sorry.

I'm just pissed off.

He left a wonderful woman,

a beautiful, wonderful woman.

And he left her and I came

along and swooped her up.

You know, that's what happens

when you leave a good woman.

There are options.

You know, like, and

Gypsy's happy with me.

So it's like, dude, go on.

Apparently the D is

fire or something.

Like, sorry dude, you

had your shot move on.

[tense music]

I'm tired of talking about him.

I wish he would just go

away like he needs to.

Like, pretty soon I'm

gonna get involved

and you do not want that, Ken.

Believe me, you

do not want that.

- [bleep]

- Dang. I love my wife.

- [Gypsy] I want to

work on our marriage.

Even if it means that

we have some things

that we need to work

through with trust.

- Just do like I asked you

and don't ever reach

out to Ken ever.

She's 30 years old.

She's making 17, 18-year-old

person type decisions.

- I don't know.

- So something happened though.

- Are you pregnant?

Oh my God.

- [Producer] Why do

you want to talk now?

[suspenseful music]