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01x08 - The Book of Rumors

Episode transcripts for the TV show, "The Secret Lives of Mormon Wives". Aired: September 6, 2024 – present.*
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In 2022, Utah influencer Taylor Frankie Paul went viral for revealing that she and her husband had been "soft-swinging" with other Mormon couples.

01x08 - The Book of Rumors

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You think you're moving on ♪

But it won't be for long ♪

You'll see when I'm gone

I'm never really gone ♪

You think you're moving on ♪

But no one's gonna

feel like, feel like ♪

I'm really close to my due date.

I can go into labor at any moment.

I should be happy, but I'm not

because I have

taken a break from Dakota since Vegas.

And on top of that,

Mayci told me about a DM she received

in her anonymous messages.

I can read it to you.

-Do you want me to read it to you?

-Yeah.

They said,

"I accidentally slept with Dakota

"before I knew

he and Taylor were together.

"And I only met Taylor once,

and I'm terrified to tell her.

But I feel like

she has a right to know. Help!"

One, it's making me emotional,

and two, I'm, like, getting angry.

I'm, like, it's embarrassing.

Like, we're this close.

And with that DM, I, of course,

want to know, is this true?

Hello?

Hey, what are you doing?

Oh, just opening a new diaper trash can

for the baby.

Aw, that's cool.

Yeah, what are you doing?

Oh, just calling you

to see how things went in Vegas.

Oh, my gosh.

I don't know.

I feel like it was more a stressful trip

rather than, like, a fun one.

Oh, really? Why?

Mayci got a message saying,

"Hey, um, I accidentally slept with Dakota

while he was with Taylor.

I've only met her once,

but I feel like she should know."

- And so--

- What?

Do you really think that

that could be the case?

In my head, I'm like,

"I would hope that you're not this dumb."

And so, I won't stay with him,

and I don't care what anyone says,

I would rather be co-parenting

than to live with a liar, so.

Have you talked to him about this?

Did he say, like, he didn't do this,

that somebody's making it up?

I haven't confronted him.

I haven't confronted him.

I just found this out.

Like, I haven't seen him.

You haven't?

- No, he's coming over right now.

- Ugh.

I don't know, like, I--

maybe in my head, I'm like,

there's no way that this could be true.

But at the same time, I have thought

that it could have been this girl, Jenna.

Dakota, obviously, has said,

"No. We did not sleep together."

He told me, like, he saw her,

they kissed, and that was that.

"Taylor, if you found out today

that Dakota lied

"and actually slept with Jenna that night,

would you leave him

even though you are having his baby?"

100,000% would be dead to me.

Really?

I couldn't help

to think that it is Jenna

because, one, I've only met her one time,

which the DM states,

and it was right when

we were beginning the dating.

So, the two added up.

I just wish you really shoulda

thought about everything

before all of this, though.

It's pretty sad.

This is not good, Taylor,

to bring another child into this world

with so much chaos.

It breaks my heart, honestly.

You guys need to get your crap together.

Yeah.

Oh, hi.

There needs

to be a positive change and--

I know. He's here.

So, can I just call you back?

- Yeah.

- Okay.

Let me know what's going on.

- Okay, I will.

- Alright. Love you.

- 'Kay, I love you. Bye.

- Bye.

- Hi.

- Hi.

-Was that your mom?

-Yeah.

She basically is, like, saying that, um,

we need to, like, get our sh*t together.

-Because it's just unfair to this baby.

-Yeah. I agree.

Or, like, that we should

just get our stuff together.

Yeah.

Um

and I really just want

to clear the air with Dakota.

But it's making me, like,

wanna cry every day

because this is exactly what I've been

afraid of this whole time.

I just feel really tired and fed up.

Mayci got this DM, I think, a while back,

and she's been debating to tell me.

And it's about me?

Yes.

Hallelujah ♪

Listen up ♪

I'm the one you've been dreaming of ♪

I've got everything

you could ever want ♪

Try me and you'll see

I'll bring you to your knees ♪

Baby, you're gonna believe ♪

Lead us not into temptation ♪

Lead us not into temptation ♪

Temptation ♪

♪♪

Mayci got this DM

and she was like,

"I don't know if I wanna tell you,

I know you're so close to your baby,

but if I were you, I'd wanna know."

Let me see it.

Her con-- Like, the confession.

Uh, that's so dumb. Again, it's the same--

It's just the same issues

over and over again,

and it's so annoying.

For all I know, Mayci, I feel like,

would do that to me, first off.

Whoever it is, it's, it's not true.

Of course, I have to sit here

and wonder when Mayci's asking me,

my mom's asking me,

"Do you think this is true?"

In my head, I'm like, my answer's,

"I hope he's not that dumb."

You're gonna lose everything if

it happened, for any reason, to be true.

This is not true.

I-I don't know what you want me to do.

It's, like, it's putting me

in these stupid-a*s positions

that I shouldn't have to be put in.

I just-- I need some context with this.

The two girls before,

those I've already told you, 'kay?

The message, if this is stating that

I've "cheated" on you since I've dated you

in our relationship, not true.

That is it. That's it. There it is.

- And you're confident.

- A hundred percent, Taylor.

A hundred percent.

-So, nothing?

-You-- Yeah, you want context?

What context do you want me to give you,

besides it's not true?

I-I just want you to sit here

and think if there's

-anything because--

-I don't need to think about it.

I don't need to think about it.

That's the thing,

I don't have to think about that.

But it's been a while,

so maybe, like, if you forgot.

Taylor.

I guess my point is is, like,

I just, you know you know,

that one way or the other,

if anything went down,

-I will find out regardless.

-Good. Okay, perfect. I hope, I hope so.

Like, this is what I-I love, like, good.

And you're well aware

that if it does, what happens.

And vice versa.

See? Threats.

Like, that's all it is, though.

You just sit here

and you-you make these threats.

"I ain't sticking around, I ain't

staying with you, I ain't doing this."

There's reasonings,

like, if this happened to be true,

then, yes, I wouldn't wanna be with you.

Honestly,

after the whole swinging scandal,

my life blew up.

That was my rock bottom.

And MomTok,

I thought, was gonna fall apart.

And with Dakota,

everything just moved so fast.

Got into a new relationship, got pregnant.

I wanna trust Dakota.

It's just when you've been

lied to that many times,

it's really hard to trust somebody.

Like, it's as simple as that.

You say this stuff to me 24/7.

- This is what I'm saying.

- So, it's clear.

No, not even about this.

Like, I'm just hearing this 24/7.

Like, I'm-I'm sick of hearing it.

I don't like hearing it all the time.

That what? If l--

-If that were to come out?

-No, about anything.

Like, I'm never hearing

that you're sticking around.

So, that's the issue, I'm never hearing

that you're sticking around.

It is just, like, fearful.

You have a baby coming

and it's still not resolved.

So, of course, with all of our sh*t,

we do need to get it figured out

for not only ourselves,

but for our kid coming.

And so, I'm, like, scared.

I'm very scared.

My point was, is you know

that if anything does come out--

You're gonna end things with me?

Yeah, 100%.

- Hello?

- Mayci?

Yes. Dakota, is this you?

- Yeah.

- What's up?

Um, like, I don't know

if you're down for this,

but I would just love if I could,

like, talk to you for a little bit.

In person, if you can.

This is because of the thing you shared.

- About the confession thing I got?

- Yeah.

Dakota has never reached out to me, ever,

so I am shocked, to say the least.

Okay, yeah.

I can, uh, meet up for a little bit.

I will admit I'm a little nervous

to meet up with him one-on-one

after I saw how intense he can be

and how loud he gets

when he has these conversations.

But he shouldn't be getting mad at me,

he should be getting mad at himself.

Oh, gosh, I have anxiety now.

♪♪

b*tch, I'm here.

-Oh, jeez, you scared me.

-Sorry, I didn't mean to scare you.

♪♪

Okay, well, I feel weird

-just sitting here.

-I know.

-Should we, like, get a soda or a coffee?

-Yeah, yeah. Yeah. Whatever you want.

I don't know what your timeframe is,

so, like, honestly I'm down for that

if that's better.

-Okay, I have, like, 15 minutes--

-Okay, that's--

Honestly, that's all I need.

-Um, thank you again

-Yeah, sure.

for meeting with me, I appreciate it.

I feel so, uh, stressed right now.

-Yeah. I would assume so, yeah.

-Just with every-- with everything, right?

-You're about to be a dad.

-It's not even--

That's what I'm saying, okay?

Dude this is not good.

What's not good,

the-the situation with you and Taylor?

Or are you talking about specifically

-the confession?

-Yeah, no, the situation.

Yeah, with the question.

But, I mean, yeah,

with me and Taylor too now.

-Like, I just feel like--

-Wait, so did she bring it up to you

and then, like,

you got in a fight about it?

Or what happened?

Yeah, she brought it up to me

when I got back from Vegas.

Well, she just questioned me on it.

Even just our situation alone, like,

me and Taylor's, is,

like, so much already.

And every time that I feel like we're--

we, like, get through something

or we're, like, over it,

something else happens.

This is, like, completely out of my hands

what happened, right?

-Like, I have zero control in this.

-Yeah. Yep.

But it, like, causes

a lot of contention and issues now.

And, typically, it comes from you.

Like, I always feel like you're

usually the one that's, like, trying

to stir the pot between me and Taylor.

I feel like you are self-sabotaging us.

-Me?

-Yeah.

I-- I'm-- I don't think I am.

I went back and forth on it.

Because I was like, "Well, would she

rather know after she has a baby

or would she rather know before,

and work it out before she has the baby?"

I talked to Demi, I talked to Mikayla,

and I said,

"What do you think I should do?"

And they said, "You need to tell her."

So every-- It wasn't--

I was the messenger,

but I wasn't the catalyst.

Like, I'm angry right now.

-At me?

-I'm angry at you.

For what?

I didn't even do anything though.

But-But you did.

I'm the one who truly cares about Taylor.

I would rather know something like this

before I gave birth, work it out,

give birth, have this, like,

beautiful moment,

rather than acting like things are fine,

have this beautiful moment

and then find out when you're

in your blissful stage with the baby

and being like, "Wow, now this bombshell's

dropped on me. I'm postpartum--"

But that's not even true.

This might not be the best timing either

because who's to say

she doesn't have her baby tomorrow?

Well, I know.

Should I just never tell her then?

-I-I don't know! I don't know--

-You probably want me to not tell

-her, though.

-I don't know what the answer is.

I don't know, maybe come to me

or something and be like,

"Hey, this just happened." Or have Jacob

-or someone be like, "Dude."

-I know, but again, I'm not loyal to you.

It feels like you're teaming up with her

and I'm just sitting here, and I just

have to get, like, sh*t on for it.

Like, the whole time,

I'm just like, "Gosh damn!"

I'm not gonna not tell her.

Like, I was in a situation

where I'm like, "She has to know."

'Cause if it were me, I would be pissed

if my friend did not tell me.

But it's not my fault

that I'm, like, receiving these things

and Taylor's coming to me,

and I'm giving her my-- advice.

I'm not gonna lie to her.

I'm gonna tell her my opinion.

I'm gonna tell her

how I feel and what I think,

I'm not gonna lie and sugarcoat it.

End of the day, I choose Taylor.

-I care about Taylor a lot. Like, so much.

-Yes. I know you do.

I saw your fight. I was there!

And I told you I saw both of your sides.

I wasn't like, "No, Dakota, you're wrong!"

I literally listened to both of you

and I said I understand

where you're coming from as well.

I'm not trying

to separate you guys in any way.

But I do feel like you guys have issues

and then you're coming to me being like,

"You're the reason," but I'm not.

I'm not looking at someone to blame.

It's-It's--

You're the only person I could blame.

♪♪

I think it's extremely weird that

Dakota's getting mad at me

for the confession that I received

because I feel like it makes it seem like

he's hiding something.

Why are you getting upset

if you're innocent?

Anyways, um

Well, this has been very exciting,

but I am late to get Hudson.

Oh, sorry.

And, obviously, I'm not gonna tell

you guys what you guys need to do

because that's not my place, but I will

say I don't have bad intentions.

But I feel like you still do

and I feel like you still try to blame me

for things in your relationship.

We can just agree to disagree then.

Yeah. Maybe.

- Alright. See ya.

- Alright, see ya, Mayci.

- Thanks, Conner.

- Yeah, yeah.

- What'd you guys bring?

- A cake.

Nice! What's it for?

Just 'cause we love cake.

It's family dinner night,

and we go to dinner every once in a while.

So, I know they're not gonna expect this,

but I have some news

to share with them tonight.

What do you think

you're gonna get, babe?

Was trying to find a yummy drink

that's, like, not alcohol.

So, what's been going on?

I'm so sick of my friends

in the MomTok group.

There's just all this unnecessary drama.

Like, it's, at the end of the day,

it's just stupid. It's just stupid drama.

I've been struggling trying to figure out

if I even wanna be involved

in MomTok anymore.

And honestly, based off of recent events,

I really don't want to.

I just wanna, like, go away.

I know Mayci's launch party is coming up

and I really wanna go to Mayci's event.

I wanna be there for her,

but I don't wanna be around these people.

I wanna focus on my family.

I wanna focus on

what I want my future to be.

I wanna focus on our homestead!

It's only about

an hour and a half of work every day.

-Oh, wow.

-That's not bad.

-The manure. I can already smell it.

-And you will smell like it.

Oh, God.

That face, I can't. That face.

That face is like, "BS."

Okay, folks,

I'm gonna set this right here for you.

Just cut it right down the middle.

What's in here?

- Is there something in there?

- Is it a trip to Italy 'cause we've been--

- "Is it a trip to Italy?"

- There's nothing in there.

Oh, I thought you said you felt something.

- I did feel something.

- Oh.

Oh, my-- Ew, what is that?

Ew!

- What're you guys doing to me?

- Ew! Mom, pick it up.

-Ew! What is that?

-It's a knife.

Well, stop saying "ew", Whitney.

-Can you figure it out?

-What is it, Mom?

- Oh!

- Oh.

Oh, my God, that is disgusting.

Why did you put that in the cake?

Ew!

Oh, my gosh! I know what it is!

Oh, my gosh! Oh! Whitney!

I wanted to do something really creative

to tell my mom and dad and my siblings

that I was pregnant.

Did you actually pee on that

or is it just like a--

- I actually peed on that.

- Okay, why did you put that in the cake?

There's a lid on it!

There's residue that get--

Like, the germs that--

I guess I didn't really think it fully,

thoroughly, clearly.

But the lid is on, so

there's that.

- Is it a boy?

- We don't know.

We don't know

and we're not gonna find out,

by the way, the gender

until I give birth for this one.

'Cause it's my last one.

- We're gonna wait.

- I know.

I know.

I'm pregnant. I wanna focus on this.

I wanna be surrounded by people

who are supporting me, uplifting me.

I don't wanna be a part of MomTok.

But then making all of this money

and creating this business,

this brand for ourselves,

it's our livelihood.

So, honestly, I don't really

know what I'm gonna do.

-Should we hold up the test?

-Yes.

Stick it out.

One, two, three.

♪♪

Look how chunky he's getting.

He is getting chunky.

He's so cute, though.

These last couple weeks have been,

I feel like, really crazy for us.

Yeah, I think

as long as we have God on our side,

becoming an amazing husband

and an amazing father comes a lot easier

when you put Him first.

I see your potential

just like God sees your potential.

Zac and I have been praying a lot.

After Vegas, it really put us

in a bad spot in our relationship.

Ow!

Can you just think about me, please?

I did nothing wrong in this situation.

We've been taking a lot of time

to heal in our, our marriage.

But we also just found out that Zac got

into medical school in New York,

which was one of his top dream schools

to get into.

Medical schools are super hard

on marriages,

so it makes me question if going

to medical school is worth it.

To be honest, after everything

that we've gone through this year,

what, we have 10 more years of school?

I honestly do think that

we should take a year off.

I mean, technically, medical school

doesn't even start 'til August,

so it does give us months

to kind of, like,

think through things and figure stuff out.

I think if we avoid all of our issues

and just keep moving forward, that,

being completely honest, like,

I don't know if our marriage would last.

Do you have hope for the, like, future?

Let me go put him

in his, uh, bouncer real quick.

And I know that part

of you thinks that New York,

that's where we're supposed to be,

but I just don't know if it makes sense.

It holds me back from, you know,

business opportunities with MomTok.

It's hard because I am the provider.

And if we are gonna do medical school

and do these hard things in life,

we do need to be on the same page.

Especially if we end up

moving to New York,

where maybe I won't even have

the MomTok group.

What if, like, my engagement just stops

and how am I gonna provide?

MomTok, that is important to me

and I do feel like

I've established that here.

Like, I am happy with that,

but I really don't--

I don't really care.

I think the reason why I have

a really hard time

communicating my feelings towards Zac

is, I feel like his first reaction

is to fight or share his opinions

than to support or validate me.

The most important thing

to me in this life

is my relationship with God and my family.

But, you know,

obviously if things don't get better,

he knows that I won't stay with him

if I keep being treated this way.

Yeah, make 'em pretty.

Make 'em look nice.

Baby Mama is a line of natal supplements

for women

who are going through

their motherhood journey.

And today is the Baby Mama launch party

and our site is going live.

And I've been working

on this, like, endlessly

for the last two and a half years.

It's just such a surreal moment.

Is Mayci here?

She's just doing the makeup

right in the back.

'Kay, I'm gonna go do her hair, so.

This looks incredible. Keep it up.

Oh, my goodness!

In Mormon culture, the church puts the men

on this pedestal

where you have to promise

to obey your husband

and he is the leader of your household

and of your family.

But all of us women in MomTok,

we definitely don't put up

with the patriarchy.

Mayci is a great role model

for what MomTok represents.

And all of us look up to Mayci,

and we're so excited to see her kick a*s

in the business world.

- Hello!

- Hi!

-Oh, my gosh, your dress is so cute.

-Congrats! Thank you.

I'm like, my nipple's popping out.

Thank you so much.

Congrats! It's Baby Mama day!

It was an absolute shitshow

over the weekend in Vegas,

but I invited everyone

from our MomTok little group,

even Whitney, to the launch party.

When we take all of our followings

combined, make videos together,

we all make a really powerful community.

How's today been?

I'm like, uh, I wanna say good, but--

'Kay, but it looks insane out there.

It looks so good.

And to think that's, like, all collabs,

it makes me nervous.

- Well, you're fine.

- I don't wanna stress you out,

- but have you talked to Whitney at all?

- Oh! No.

- She hasn't, um--

- She hasn't even attempted?

- I haven't even thought about it once.

- Good!

I'm glad.

I, like, I have too much going on

to worry about if someone's gonna

come support me or not.

No, absolutely not.

And I feel like that's, that's

what she wants is to be like--

To have everyone talk about her.

So, no, if she's not here, I don't care.

It's your night.

I haven't heard anything from Whitney,

not even a text,

not even an Instagram, like, nothing.

She's supposed to be my best friend

and she knows how important this is to me,

she knows how long

I've been working on this.

She even saw the original concept and

everything when I first was starting it.

And if she doesn't come,

at this point, I do think the future

of our friendship is in jeopardy.

♪♪

Stop it! This is so cute!

- Hi!

- Hey! You guys look so cute!

-Wait, I'm obsessed with this.

-We actually have, like, matching,

-like, fluffy dresses! I love it.

-No, I know.

I haven't seen the girls since Vegas.

And to be honest, part of me

didn't wanna go to this launch party

just because I feel like I'm still

recovering from that whole weekend.

Just hope the girls aren't judging Zac

and that they can look past everything.

But I do feel like it's important for me

to support Mayci and her business.

Oh, my gosh, that was like,

I'm not kidding,

like, one of the hardest weekends

of my whole entire life, of my life.

'Cause I hope you know

that was, like, all him.

-Yes.

-Like, that was all his triggers,

his, like, warped belief system

of what a wife is

and what, like,

you should be in the relationship.

I think Jen is completely aware

about how controlling Zac is,

and I feel like you can see

when he is being controlling

how she just disassociates

in those moments.

I think she's fully aware.

But I just don't think she knows

how to, like, speak up

and truly put her foot down that she

doesn't wanna be controlled in that way.

'Cause, you know, he can be,

like, a little controlling

and overly opinionated and--

He's gonna have to be forced

to, like, self aw-- You know?

Yeah. 100%.

Finally gonna make my move ♪

And the money gonna come right through ♪

And nobody tell me what to do ♪

Yeah, it's my time ♪

Tattoo "Whitney" on her forehead.

- What are you doing?

- A "D" for my maiden name.

- "D" for "Deeper".

- I know! I know, everyone's

gonna think that.

To launch our business,

I wanted to do a huge launch party,

invite a bunch of different influencers

around Utah and just have a good time.

I wanted to literally launch

the website live with everyone

'cause I want Baby Mama

to be about community

and just supporting each other

on our motherhood journey.

Yeah, it's my time ♪

- Does it hurt?

- Oh, yeah.

I honestly think it's awesome

that Mayci has a tattoo station

at her launch party.

I feel like it's interesting, though,

because I think a lot of the people coming

to the event are also Mormon,

so I'm pretty sure

that's against their values,

but I'm all for it.

I will not be getting one, though.

I'm so proud of Mayci.

This looks so good.

-I don't know how she's doing it.

-I know, it's incredible.

I feel like

she's saying she's stressed,

- but she's handling it so well.

- She is.

I mean, good for Mayci, like, nod.

But I don't know how you can focus

when your best friend is not here.

Hey, guys, I have an idea.

So, I know it's kind of petty,

but, obviously, it's, like, a big deal

that Whitney hasn't shown up yet.

Mayci's doing, like, a countdown

to, like, the launch of her business.

I say, when she gets to one,

if Whitney doesn't walk through that door,

-we all unfollow her on social media.

-Yes!

- Yes. I'm--

- I'm in.

Whitney not showing up

is not shocking to me,

obviously, because she didn't show up

to my baby shower.

But one of our core values of MomTok

is that we all support each other

and have each other's backs,

and that's not what she's doing.

So, yeah, I don't think Whitney

is a good representation for MomTok,

especially at this point.

- I'm in on that.

- I'm in. I love that.

Mayci! We just wanted to let you know

that Demi came up with a brilliant idea.

If Whitney doesn't

walk through those doors

as you're doing your countdown,

we're all gonna unfollow her

at the same time.

I thought you already unfollowed her,

did you not?

We were all taking the high road,

but if she doesn't come tonight,

it's game over.

So, Whitney did it first, so I understand

why the girls are doing it,

but this could cause me extra drama

that I don't need on a night like this.

Ladies, it is that time.

So, go ahead and stand up. Come on close.

Let's hear it for Mayci!

Okay, you guys.

I just wanted to start off by--

I'm like, "Demi, shut up."

I'm just kidding.

I just wanna start off by saying

thank you guys all so much for coming,

I'm so excited.

Baby Mama is about community,

it's about uplifting women,

it's about being a team,

and that's what I wanted tonight.

I'm excited, but I'm also nervous

'cause I really didn't think

there would be a time

where I'd be questioning

my friendship with Whitney.

But her not showing up,

100% has me questioning everything.

Nine

Eight, seven, six, five,

four, three, two, one!

I think it's extremely disappointing

that Whitney didn't show up

for Mayci for her launch party.

I just feel like we don't need

to continue to support her

if she doesn't even wanna be friends

with us and support one of our friends.

You're going to leave your "best friend"

out to dry

on one of the most important nights

of her life,

I don't even see a place for her

in MomTok.

We've made the decision that

she's no longer a part of MomTok.

We are officially in our post-Whitney era,

and I couldn't be happier about it.

Girl-- Demi, Layla.

One, two, three.

-Got it.

-Love it. Thank you.

So, yeah.

Love you.

'Kay, love you. I gotta go.

- I love you.

- Bye, see you guys.

No days off.

Typically, what I've seen,

especially in the church,

is that women will be treated the way

that Jen's being treated,

and they will continue to stay

for the sake of the kids

or for the sake of, "Oh, he'll change.

We'll figure it out."

Their whole life is just robbed,

and that's what makes me nervous.

♪♪

♪♪

Okay, so what

just happened, babe?

My water broke.

'Kay, so Taylor's water just broke.

- These are the pants--

- Oh, my gosh!

Think that was it?

So, we're heading out,

uh, to the hospital.

-We were both literally just talking.

-Yeah.

We were having a conversation,

and then, all of a sudden,

something fell between her legs.

And I was like--

Yeah, we both, like, looked at each other

and Taylor's like, "What was that?"

I thought I peed myself, but it's water.

I had to smell it just to confirm.

-She did smell it and she confirmed it.

-It's water.

With Dakota,

the situation is, like, still rocky.

It scares me that we still have

these problems,

um, these issues.

With our baby coming, I'm, like, wondering

what happens after.

But I'm not gonna lie,

I am excited as well.

Okay, we gotta go. We're gonna head there.

And we'll film more in the car.

-Okay, let's go.

-Okay.

This is where all the skates are.

I'm so excited for my birthday party.

Jace did a great job planning everything

for me skating with all my friends.

I told everyone to wear,

like, glittery sparkles, cute stuff.

Of course, in my birthday fashion.

It should be fun to get away

from all the drama.

- That's a vibe. I love it.

- What a vibe!

MomTok has been through a lot

of up and downs this year.

Ooh!

Us coming together

for Mikayla's birthday party

is truly showing that even though

we've gone through these hard things,

it's almost made us stronger

and we've been leaning on each other

more than ever for support.

Aside for Whitney 'cause

she's kicked out of the group

at this point.

So, I'm scared.

I'm like, "Alright, time to go!"

I'm just not gonna

worry about it, though.

No, literally, how do you move forward?

I don't know. Oh. Ooh!

- This is humbling for sure.

- Let's hit the rink.

- Do we know if Zac's coming with Jen?

- No.

He better not come.

What about Jen?

Doesn't she have the flu?

Well, my theory was

that she was making up the flu story

to get out of today

-'cause Zac wouldn't wanna come.

-Oh!

Jen says she has the flu

and that's why her and Zac

aren't here today, but I call bullshit.

I 100% know it's because

Zac doesn't want her here.

I don't think that's what she wants,

but if it's what her husband wants,

that's probably what's gonna happen.

Show 'em what you got.

You're holding back.

- She's going backwards.

- Oh, I know,

she's been doing that. I'm so impressed.

- She's crazy.

- Don't get too wild.

♪♪

I remember skating in, like, junior high

when you would, like,

do the slow skate with, like, boys.

It was, like, the cool place to meet boys

was at the skating rink.

I'm a horrible skater, though.

Woo!

None of us are professional skaters.

But we'll still look good doing it.

Hey, this move's called the Whitney,

I'm gonna cut you off.

♪♪

I'm dead.

Woo!

We're the best ones here.

Oh, my gosh.

I called Taylor today, and I think

she's, like, maybe going into labor.

-What?

-She's, like, cramping and, like, having--

Keep in mind, her and Dakota

apparently had, like, a huge fight.

When they were fighting

the other night in Las Vegas,

her belly was literally,

like, freaking out.

See, this baby's like,

"Get me the F outta here."

Yeah, he's like, "I'm gonna punch my dad."

-Opposite, "I'd wanna stay in."

-Like, I'm trying to go back up.

I was gonna say, "I'd stay in, baby,

I don't wanna come out."

I hope the best

for Taylor and Dakota's relationship,

especially considering they're bringing

a baby into this world,

I want nothing but happiness for them.

But I still have a bad feeling

about Dakota,

and so, that is why I agreed

to reach out to Jenna for Taylor.

And if he did cheat, then that would be

just devastating for Taylor.

And I don't wanna sound selfish,

but this really could hurt MomTok.

We cannot survive another scandal.

Taylor already had one,

and it nearly destroyed her.

And then if we had another one,

I don't know if she would survive it.

And I don't know if MomTok would either.

Jordan.

This is a new sex position

called rollerblading.

Woo!

Oh! You okay?

It was a matter of time.

- The birthday girl's down.

- Woo!

- I love it.

- You good?

Yeah, I'm good.

My nipple was out, though.

Is that Whitney?

-That is Whitney.

-Oh, God.

What in the literal f*ck?

Hi!

Hello! Hi!

What the f*ck?

I look over and I see Whitney

come through the door.

I am in utter shock, like,

I cannot believe she's here.

Especially considering she didn't show up

to my launch party.

What in the literal f*ck?

I am floored.

What the hell is she doing here?

And why are you here?

I'm here for Mikayla.

-But M-- you and Mikayla aren't friends.

-Mikayla doesn't like you.

Yeah, I'm gonna talk to Mikayla real fast.

-You slice it up.

-Just take it with them. I don't want to.

Hey.

Do you want your gift?

-I'm gonna open 'em later.

-'Kay.

- Well, this one's mine with the rainbows.

- Thank you.

I feel so uncomfortable.

She comes up to me and hands me a gift.

I think I accidentally

stepped on it though later.

I'm gonna go. I feel so awkward.

But I love you. Happy birthday.

-Thank you.

-You're welcome.

This is so awkward right now.

Um, yeah.

I've been trying to talk

to Mayci for the past couple days now

for not going to her event.

I just really want Mayci to know that

me not going to her launch party

had nothing to do with me not wanting

to support her.

Mayci's always been there for me

and I really wanna be there

for her right now.

- Well, this was unexpected.

- Yeah, me too.

Oh! But you came.

Yeah. I got you a Ring Pop.

So, you hate me right now?

I will say I'm upset.

And it's, like, I don't expect

a lot from any friendship,

and this was the one thing I did expect.

And just, like, say like,

"Hey, I just wanted to tell you

that I am supporting you."

-Yeah.

-Like, bye.

Great, that would've been fine with me.

I wouldn't have been upset.

-It felt selfish to me.

-Why?

Because, like,

I try so hard to, like, support you,

I feel like, especially during

everything and conversations

and I try to stand up

for you and defend you

-because I do love you and care about you.

-Yeah.

And then, like, the one time I need

support, you're not there for me.

-Just wasn't in the space.

-What do you mean?

I needed to separate myself

from everyone and everything.

-I wasn't--

-Even me?

Yeah.

Why?

Because you're friends

with all of them too.

And that's okay,

I would never ask you not to be.

- What the f*ck? Did you invite her?

- What was that? Did you invite her?

I wanted a girl fight.

I genuinely wanna know

what possessed her, though.

Like, what possessed her

to walk into this situation?

- Yes, yes!

- After everything.

-After missing Mayci's thing.

-Because it's on Whitney's terms,

everything's on Whitney's terms.

Maybe she's over it, so it's fine.

No, I am telling you right now,

if any of you add her back to the group,

I'm removing her again.

It's hard to say what Whitney's

agenda is being here today,

but I think that her priority is gonna be

to kiss Mayci's a*s

and get back on her good side.

She realizes that her one tie to the group

is no longer on her side,

so she has to show up in person

to show that she's a good friend

and that she wants to talk.

But I see right through it.

I think this is her panicking

and realizing that she has

lost control of "her group".

I don't know what to say.

- I don't know. I just feel weird.

- You have every right to be mad.

I hate that that was the circumstances,

but I needed that separation.

But then why are you here today then

if you need the separation?

I feel like what is done is done.

Yes, she can apologize,

and maybe I can forgive her in that

moment, but, like, I'm not gonna forget.

And I honestly don't know if she feels bad

about not coming to the launch party.

I think Whitney wanted to do Whitney,

and she doesn't really care

that much about me.

At the end of the day, it's about her.

If I'm being honest, I-I do feel so bad.

I just didn't know what to do.

And I'm sorry. And I-I do,

I do want to support you, of course.

Like, absolutely.

It'll take me time then. I definitely

put a wall up this weekend, for sure.

Yeah, take your time.

'Cause, I don't know,

you're scaring me lately.

She's-She's loving every minute

of this, she keeps looking down here.

- Who?

- Whitney.

Oh, Whitney's loving it. She keeps looking

down here smile-- big 'ole smile.

No, the way she came in.

You guys, serial k*ller vibes.

The way-- "Hi!"

What?

She missed the control, you think?

Yes. The minute she loses it.

Whitney, Whitney, Whitney.

You were in my dog house and I will let

you be halfway out the dog house now.

-I will take it. Thank you. Thanks.

-Just so you know.

- I love you.

- I love you too.

They're hugging, of course.

Of course, they are.

This b*tch.

I wanna be surrounded by people

who are supporting me, uplifting me,

and that's why I'm gonna take a step down

from MomTok.

I think MomTok is better off

without Whitney.

She brings a lot of views and attention,

but I don't think we need her.

It's kind of like out of sight,

out of mind.

She wants everyone to kind of chase her

and be like, "No, Whitney, we love you.

Come back."

But I'm just exhausted at this point.

My parting words for MomTok:

"Good luck without me."

I'm sorry, Mikay.

That was so f*cked up.

Love you.

You're empty, feeling hollow ♪

This is the worst birthday of my life.

Are you ashamed,

can you feel that it's going down? ♪

I, I see trouble I, I see trouble ♪

I, I, I, I, I, I, I see trouble ♪

Hi, guys. We are headed to the hospital.

Oh, yeah. There's a cramp.

There's a, there's a cramp.

- Is there?

- A contraction. Yeah. They're coming.

Okay, um, contraction's coming again.

And I'm so excited! I'm so excited.

Walking into the hospital right now.

Here we go.

We made it in the hospital,

about to go upstairs.

-Are you scared?

-Yeah. It's gonna come soon.

I know, I'm so excited, baby.

- I won't stop leaking.

- Oh, my gosh, I'm--

I'm literally about to pass out

from excitement.

So, try to relax

'cause I don't want you to miss anything.

Hi, welcome.

These are, like, the best days

of your life, like, the days you deliver.

And it was only natural for me

to hope you'd come around ♪

Obviously, we, you know,

had our differences,

but, right now, it's nice to just focus

purely on, like, what's important

and what's in front of me,

which is celebrating our baby, you know?

- Baby is definitely ready.

- Oh, okay.

Nine, eight, seven, six, five,

four, three, two, one.

♪♪

Dakota,

he was such a good partner in the process

and very supportive.

I'm, like, on cloud nine.

And this is, like, the first time

I've been so confident in us, in a future.

I just-- I hope that I can trust him.

'Kay, so Jen called me and she was like,

"I just wanted to tell you my version

of things and what's going on."

Jen told me that

she's leaving MomTok because of Zac.

He doesn't want her associated with us.

I am really sad that this

is just a continuous pattern

that's not getting better.

- So, she's leaving--

- Well, I asked her, I said,

"So, is it, like, an ultimatum situation?"

I have been really afraid

that it's been all Zac just pushing it,

and it sounds like it.

I honestly think

you're gonna love New York.

I'm honestly excited.

I just hope that, like, you can

feel good about it as well.

Do you think I'll be missing anything

at home, like, with MomTok?

They're not that significant.

Like, they're just--

I don't think you're gonna be missing out.

I honestly don't.

I don't feel like you've been,

like, your happiest, best version.

I do feel like this would, like, help you.

Can't help myself,

my crowning achievement ♪

He's so cute.

It'll drag me down to hell ♪

I'm about to make a phone call

that could ruin people's lives

and my heart is racing.

- Hello?

- Hi, is this Jenna?

If I find out the message is true,

it will be devastating,

and I just don't know what I'm gonna do.

Do I tell her and ruin her family

or do I lie and just keep it to myself?

We've survived one controversy,

but another one could be the end of her

and the end of us.

Hi, this is Mayci Neely.

Oh, hey, how are you?

Good.

Um, okay, this is probably

the most random phone call ever.

I'm calling because

I just have some questions

about you and Dakota

and your past relationship.

Oh, okay.

♪♪

I'll tell you everything.

Try to keep it 'til it drags you ♪

'Til it drags you down to hell ♪